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类别:其他 作者:London Jack字数:28872更新时间:19/01/03 13:34:28
\"`……SeesmallportionsoftheEternalWorldthatevergroweth’:…… SosangaFairy,mocking,ashesatonastreak’dtulip,Thinkingnonesawhim:whenheceas’dIstartedfromthetrees,Andcaughthiminmyhat,asboysknockdownabutterfly。\" WilliamBlake。\"Europe。AProphecy。\" `Thouhastalapfullofseed,Andthisisafinecountry。’ WilliamBlake。 PrefaceThisisabookofstories。ForthatreasonIhaveexcludedallpurelylyricalpoems。Buttheword\"stories\"hasbeenstretchedtoitsfullestapplication。Itincludesbothnarrativepoems,properlysocalled;talesdividedintoscenes;andafewpiecesoflessobviousstory-tellingimportinwhichonemightsaythatthedramatispersonaeareair,clouds,trees,houses,streets,andsuchlikethings。 Ithaslongbeenafavouriteideaofminethattherhythmsof`verslibre’ havenotbeensufficientlyplumbed,thatthereisinthemapowerofvariationwhichhasneveryetbeenbroughttothelightofexperiment。 IthinkitwasthepianopiecesofDebussy,withtheirstrangelikenesstoshortverslibrepoems,whichfirstshowedmetheclosekinshipofmusicandpoetry,andthereflashedintomymindtheideaofusingthemovementofpoetryinsomewhatthesamewaythatthemusicianusesthemovementofmusic。 Itwasquiteevidentthatthiscouldneverbedoneinthestrictpatternofametricalform,buttheflowing,fluctuatingrhythmofverslibreseemedtoopenthedoortosuchanexperiment。First,however,Iconsideredthesamemethodasappliedtothemorepronouncedmovementsofnaturalobjects。Ifthereaderwillturntothepoem,\"ARoxburyGarden\",hewillfindinthefirsttwosectionsanattempttogivethecircularmovementofahoopbowlingalongtheground,andtheupanddown,ellipticalcurveofaflyingshuttlecock。 Fromtheseexperiments,itisbutasteptotheflowingrhythmofmusic。 In\"TheCremonaViolin\",Ihavetriedtogivethisflowing,changingrhythmtothepartsinwhichtheviolinisbeingplayed。Theeffectisfartherheightened,becausetherestofthepoemiswritteninthesevenlineChaucerianstanza;and,bydesertingthisorderedpatternfortheundulatinglineofverslibre,Ihopedtoproducesomethingofthesuave,continuoustoneofaviolin。Again,intheviolinpartsthemselves,themovementconstantlychanges,aswillbequiteplaintoanyonereadingthesepassagesaloud。 In\"TheCremonaViolin\",however,therhythmsarefairlyobviousandregular。 IsetmyselfafarhardertaskintryingtotranscribethevariousmovementsofStravinsky’s\"ThreePieces`Grotesques’,forStringQuartet\"。 Severalmusicians,whohaveseenthepoem,thinkthemovementaccuratelygiven。 Theseexperimentsleadmetobelievethatthereisheremuchfoodforthoughtandmatterforstudy,andIhopemanypoetswillfollowmeinopeningupthestillhardlyexploredpossibilitiesofverslibre。 Agoodmanyofthepoemsinthisbookarewrittenin\"polyphonicprose\"。 AformaboutwhichIhavewrittenandspokensomuchthatitseemshardlynecessarytoexplainithere。Letmehastilyadd,however,thattheword\"prose\"initsnamerefersonlytothetypographicalarrangement,forinnosenseisthisaproseform。 Onlyreaditaloud,GentleReader,Ibeg,andyouwillseewhatyouwillsee。 Forapurelydramaticform,Iknownonebetterinthewholerangeofpoetry。 Itenablesthepoettogivehischaractersthevivid,realeffecttheyhaveinaplay,whileatthesametimewritinginthe`decor’。 OnelastinnovationIhavestilltomention。Itwillbefoundin\"SpringDay\",andmorefullyenlargeduponintheseries,\"TownsinColour\"。Inthesepoems,Ihaveendeavouredtogivethecolour,andlight,andshade,ofcertainplacesandhours,stressingthepurelypictorialeffect,andwithlittleornoreferencetoanyotheraspectoftheplacesdescribed。Itisanenchantingthingtowanderthroughacitylookingforitsunrelatedbeauty,thebeautybywhichitcaptivatesthesensuoussenseofseeing。 Ihavealwayslovedaquariums,butforyearsIwenttothemandlooked,andlooked,atthoseswirling,shooting,loopingpatternsoffish,whichalwaysdefiedtranscriptiontopaperuntilIhituponthe\"unrelated\"method。Theresultisin\"AnAquarium\"。 IthinkthefirstthingwhichturnedmeinthisdirectionwasJohnGouldFletcher’s\"LondonExcursion\",in\"SomeImagistPoets\"。 Ihererecordmythanks。 Forthesubstanceofthepoems——why,thepoemsarehere。 Noonewritingto-daycanfailtobeaffectedbythegreatwarraginginEuropeatthistime。Wearetoonearittodomorethantouchuponit。But,obliquely,itissuggestedinmanyofthesepoems,mostnotablythoseinthesection,\"BronzeTablets\"。TheNapoleonicEraisanepicsubject,andwaitsagreatepicpoet。Ihaveonlybeenabletoopenafewwindowsuponithereandthere。Butthescenefromthewindowsisauthentic,andthewatcherhasusedeyes,andears,andheart,inwatching。 AmyLowellJuly10,1916。 ContentsFigurinesinOldSaxePatternsPickthornManorTheCremonaViolinTheCross-RoadsARoxburyGarden1777 BronzeTabletsTheFruitShopMalmaisonTheHammersTwoTravellersinthePlaceVendomeWarPicturesTheAlliesTheBombardmentLeadSoldiersThePainteronSilkABalladofFootmenTheOvergrownPastureReapingOfftheTurnpikeTheGroceryNumber3ontheDocketClocksTickaCenturyNightmare:ATaleforanAutumnEveningThePaperWindmillTheRedLacquerMusic-StandSpringDayTheDinner-PartyStravinsky’sThreePieces\"Grotesques\",forStringQuartetTownsinColourRedSlippersThompson’sLunchRoom——GrandCentralStationAnOperaHouseAfternoonRaininStateStreetAnAquariumThetwoseasongsquotedin\"TheHammers\"aretakenfrom`Songs:NavalandNautical,ofthelateCharlesDibdin’,London,JohnMurray,1841。The\"HangingJohnny\"refrain,in\"TheCremonaViolin\",isborrowedfromtheold,well-knownchantyofthatname。 ————————————————————- Men,WomenandGhosts————————————————————- FigurinesinOldSaxePatternsIwalkdownthegardenpaths,AndallthedaffodilsAreblowing,andthebrightbluesquills。 Iwalkdownthepatternedgarden-pathsInmystiff,brocadedgown。 Withmypowderedhairandjewelledfan,ItooamararePattern。AsIwanderdownThegardenpaths。 Mydressisrichlyfigured,AndthetrainMakesapinkandsilverstainOnthegravel,andthethriftOftheborders。 Justaplateofcurrentfashion,Trippingbyinhigh-heeled,ribbonedshoes。 Notasoftnessanywhereaboutme,Onlywhaleboneandbrocade。 AndIsinkonaseatintheshadeOfalimetree。FormypassionWarsagainstthestiffbrocade。 ThedaffodilsandsquillsFlutterinthebreezeAstheyplease。 AndIweep; Forthelime-treeisinblossomAndonesmallflowerhasdroppeduponmybosom。 AndtheplashingofwaterdropsInthemarblefountainComesdownthegarden-paths。 Thedrippingneverstops。 UnderneathmystiffenedgownIsthesoftnessofawomanbathinginamarblebasin,AbasininthemidstofhedgesgrownSothick,shecannotseeherloverhiding,Butsheguessesheisnear,AndtheslidingofthewaterSeemsthestrokingofadearHanduponher。 WhatisSummerinafinebrocadedgown! Ishouldliketoseeitlyinginaheapupontheground。 Allthepinkandsilvercrumpledupontheground。 IwouldbethepinkandsilverasIranalongthepaths,Andhewouldstumbleafter,Bewilderedbymylaughter。 Ishouldseethesunflashingfromhissword-hiltandthebucklesonhisshoes。 IwouldchooseToleadhiminamazealongthepatternedpaths,Abrightandlaughingmazeformyheavy-bootedlover,Tillhecaughtmeintheshade,Andthebuttonsofhiswaistcoatbruisedmybodyasheclaspedme,Aching,melting,unafraid。 Withtheshadowsoftheleavesandthesundrops,Andtheploppingofthewaterdrops,Allaboutusintheopenafternoon—— IamveryliketoswoonWiththeweightofthisbrocade,Forthesunsiftsthroughtheshade。 UnderneaththefallenblossomInmybosom,IsaletterIhavehid。 ItwasbroughttomethismorningbyariderfromtheDuke。 \"Madam,weregrettoinformyouthatLordHartwellDiedinactionThursdayse’nnight。\" AsIreaditinthewhite,morningsunlight,Theletterssquirmedlikesnakes。 \"Anyanswer,Madam,\"saidmyfootman。 \"No,\"Itoldhim。 \"Seethatthemessengertakessomerefreshment。 No,noanswer。\" AndIwalkedintothegarden,Upanddownthepatternedpaths,Inmystiff,correctbrocade。 Theblueandyellowflowersstoodupproudlyinthesun,Eachone。 Istooduprighttoo,HeldrigidtothepatternBythestiffnessofmygown。 UpanddownIwalked,Upanddown。 Inamonthhewouldhavebeenmyhusband。 Inamonth,here,underneaththislime,Wewouldhavebrokethepattern; Heforme,andIforhim,HeasColonel,IasLady,Onthisshadyseat。 HehadawhimThatsunlightcarriedblessing。 AndIanswered,\"Itshallbeasyouhavesaid。\" Nowheisdead。 InSummerandinWinterIshallwalkUpanddownThepatternedgarden-pathsInmystiff,brocadedgown。 ThesquillsanddaffodilsWillgiveplacetopillaredroses,andtoasters,andtosnow。 IshallgoUpanddown,Inmygown。 Gorgeouslyarrayed,Bonedandstayed。 AndthesoftnessofmybodywillbeguardedfromembraceByeachbutton,hook,andlace。 Forthemanwhoshouldloosemeisdead,FightingwiththeDukeinFlanders,Inapatterncalledawar。 Christ!Whatarepatternsfor? PickthornManorI HowfreshtheDartle’slittlewavesthatday! Asteelysilver,underlinedwithblue,Andflashingwheretheroundclouds,blownaway,LetdroptheyellowsunshinetogleamthroughAndtiptheedgesofthewaveswithshiftsAndspotsofwhitestfire,hardlikegemsCutfromthemidnightmoontheywere,andsharpAswindthroughleaflessstems。 TheLadyEunicewalkedbetweenthedriftsOfbloomingcherry-trees,andwatchedtheriftsOfcloudsdrawnthroughtheriver’sazurewarp。 II Herlittlefeettappedsoftlydownthepath。 Hersoulwaslistless;eventhemorningbreezeFlutteringthetreesandstrewingalightswathOffallenpetalsonthegrass,couldpleaseHernotatall。ShebrushedahairasideWithaswiftmove,andahalf-angryfrown。 Shestoppedtopulladaffodilortwo,AndheldthemtohergownTotestthecolours;putthematherside,Thenatherbreast,thenloosenedthemandtriedSomenewarrangement,butitwouldnotdo。 III AladyinaManor-house,alone,WhosehusbandisinFlanderswiththeDukeOfMarlboroughandPrinceEugene,she’sgrownTooapatheticeventorebukeHeridleness。WhatissheonthisEarth? Nowomansurely,sincesheneithercanBewednorsingle,mustnotlethermindBuildthoughtsuponamanExceptforhers。IndeedthatwerenodearthWereherLordhere,forwellsheknewhisworth,Andwhenshethoughtofhimhereyeswerekind。 IV Toolatelywedtohaveforgotthewooing。 ToounaccustomedasabridetofeelOtherthanstrangedelightatherwife’sdoing。 EvenatthethoughtagentleblushwouldstealOverherface,andthenherlipswouldframeSomelittlewordofloving,andhereyesWouldbrimandspilltheirtears,whenalltheysawWasthebrightsun,slantwiseThroughburgeoningtrees,andallthemorning’sflameBurningandquiveringroundher。WithquickshameSheshutherheartandbentbeforethelaw。 V Hewasasoldier,shewasproudofthat。 Thiswashishouseandshewouldkeepitwell。 Hishonourwasinfighting,hersinwhatHe’dleftherhereinchargeof。ThenaspellOfconsciencesentherthroughtheorchardspyingUponthegardeners。Weretheirtoolsabout? Wereanybranchesbroken?HadtheweedsBeendulytakenoutUnderthe’spalieredpears,andweretheselyingNailedsnugagainstthesunnybricksanddryingTheirleavesandsatisfyingalltheirneeds? VI Shepickedastoneupwithalittlepout,Stoneslookedsoillinwell-keptflower-borders。 Whereshouldsheputit?AllthepathsaboutWerestrewnwithfair,redgravelbyherorders。 Nostonecouldmartheirsiftedsmoothness。SoShehurriedtotheriver。AttheedgeShestoodamomentcharmedbytheswiftblueBeyondtheriversedge。 Shewatcheditcurdling,crinkling,andthesnowPurfleduponitswave-tops。Then,\"Hullo,MyBeauty,gently,oryou’llwrigglethrough。\" VII TheLadyEunicecaughtawillowsprayTosaveherselffromtumblingintheshallowsWhichrippledtoherfeet。ThenstraightawayShepeereddownstreamamongthebuddingsallows。 AyouthinleatherbreechesandashirtOffinestbroideredlawnlayoutuponAnoverhangingboleanddeftlyswayedAwell-hookedfishwhichshoneInthepalelemonsunshinelikeaspurtOfsilver,bowedanddamascened,andgirtWithcrimsonspotsandmoonswhichwanedandplayed。 VIII Thefishhungcircledforamoment,ringedAndbright;thenflungitselfout,athinbladeOfspottedlightning,anditstailwaswingedWithchippedandsparkledsunshine。AndtheshadeBrokeupandsplinteredintoshaftsoflightWheelingaboutthefish,whochurnedtheairAndmadethefish-linehum,andbenttherodAlmosttosnapping。CareTheyoungmantookagainstthetwigs,withslight,DeftmovementshekeptfishandlineintightObediencetohiswillwitheveryprod。 IX Helaythere,andthefishhungjustbeyond。 Heseemeduncertainwhatmoreheshoulddo。 Hedrewback,pulledtherodtocorrespond,Tosseditandcaughtit;everytimehethrew,Hecaughtitnearertothepoint。AtlastThefishwasnearenoughtotouch。Hepaused。 Euniceknewwellthecraft——\"What’sgotthething!\" Shecried。\"Whatcanhavecaused—— Whereishisnet?Themomentwillbepast。 Thefishwillwrigglefree。\"Shestoppedaghast。 Heturnedandbowed。Onearmwasinasling。 X Thebroad,blackribbonshehadthoughthisbasketMusthangfrom,heldinsteadauselessarm。 \"Idonotwonder,Madam,thatyouaskit。\" Hesmiled,forshehadspokealoud。\"ThecharmOftroutfishingisinmyeyesenhancedWhenyoumustplayyourfishonlandaswell。\" \"Howwillyoutakehim?\"Euniceasked。\"IntruthIreallycannottell。 ’Twasstupidofme,butitsimplychancedIneverthoughtofthatuntilheglancedIntothebranches。’Tisabituncouth。\" XI Hewatchedthefishagainsttheblowingsky,Writhingandglittering,pullingattheline。 \"Thehookisfast,Imightjustlethimdie,\" Hemused。\"ButthatwouldjaragainstyourfineSenseoftruesportsmanship,Iknowitwould,\" CriedEunice。\"Letmedoit。\"SwiftandlightSherantowardshim。\"ItissolongnowSinceIhavefeltabite,Ilostallheartforeverything。\"Shestood,Suppleandstrong,besidehim,andherbloodTingledherlissombodytoaglow。 XII ShequicklyseizedthefishandwithastoneEndeditsflurry,thenremovedthehook,Untiedtheflywithwell-poisedfingers。Done,Sheaskedhimwherehekepthisfishing-book。 Hepointedtoacoatflungontheground。 Shesearchedthepockets,foundashagreencase,Replacedthefly,noticedagoldenstampFillingthemiddlespace。 Twolettershalfrubbedoutwerethere,androundAboutthemgayrococoflowerswoundAndtossedasprayofrosestotheclamp。 XIII TheLadyEunicepuzzledoverthese。 \"G。D。\"theyoungmangravelysaid。\"MynameIsGervaseDeane。Yourservant,ifyouplease。\" \"Oh,Sir,indeedIknowyou,foryourfameForexploitsinthefieldhasreachedmyears。 Ididnotknowyouwoundedandreturned。\" \"Butjustcomeback,Madam。AsillyprickTogainmesuchunearnedHolidaymaking。Andyou,itappears,MustbeSirEverard’slady。AndmyfearsAtbeingcaughta-trespassingwerequick。\" XIV Helookedsoruefulthatshelaughedoutloud。 \"Youareforgiven,Mr。Deane。Evenmore,Iofferyouthefishing,andamproudThatyoushouldfinditpleasantfromthisshore。 Nobodyfishesnow,myhusbandusedToangledaily,andItoowithhim。 Helovedthespottedtrout,andpike,anddace。 HeevenhadawhimThatfliesmyfingerstiedswiftlyconfusedThegreaterfish。Andhemustbeexcused,Loveweavesoddfanciesinalonelyplace。\" XV Shesighedbecauseitseemedsolongago,ThosedayswithEverard;unthinkingtookThepathbacktotheorchard。StrollingsoShewalked,andhebesideher。InanookWhereastoneseatwithdrewbeneathlowboughs,Full-blossomed,hummedwithbees,theysatthemdown。 Shequestionedhimaboutthewar,theshareHerhusbandhad,andgrownEagerbyhisclearanswers,straightallowsHerhiddenhopesandfearstospeak,androuseHernumbedlove,whichhadslumberedunaware。 XVI UndertheorchardtreesdaffodilsdancedAndjostled,turningsidewaystothewind。 AdroppingcherrypetalsoftlyglancedOverherhair,andslidawaybehind。 Atthefarendthroughtwistedcherry-treesTheoldhouseglowed,geranium-hued,withbricksBloomedinthesunlikeroses,lowandlong,Gabled,andwithquainttricksOfchimneyscarvedandfretted。OutoftheseGreysmokewasshaken,whichthefaintSpringbreezeTossedintonothing。Thenathrush’ssongXVII Needleditswaythroughsoundofbeesandriver。 Thenotesfell,roundandstarred,betweenyoungleaves,Trilledtoaspirallilt,stoppedonaquiver。 TheLadyEunicelistensandbelieves。 GervasehasmanytalesofherdearLord,Hisbravery,hisknowledge,hischarmedlife。 Shequiteforgetswho’sspeakinginthegladnessOfbeingthisman’swife。 Gervaseiswounded,graveindeed,thewordIskindlysaid,buttoasofterchordShestringshervoicetoaskwithwistfulsadness,XVIII \"AndisSirEverardstillunscathed?IfainWouldknowthetruth。\"\"Quitewell,dearLady,quite。\" Shesmiledinhercontent。\"Somanyslain,Youmustforgivemeforalittlefright。\" Andheforgaveher,notaloneforthat,Butbecauseshewasfingeringhisheart,Pressingandsqueezingit,andthinkingsoOnlytoeasehersmartOfpainful,apprehensivelonging。AtTheirfeettheriverswirledandchucked。TheysatAnhourthere。Thethrushflewtoandfro。 XIX TheLadyEunicesuppedalonethatday,AsalwayssinceSirEverardhadgone,Intheoak-panelledparlour,whosearrayOffadedportraitsincarvedmouldingsshone。 Warriorsandladies,armoured,ruffed,peruked。 VanDykeswithlong,slimfingers;Holbeins,stoutAndheavy-featured;andoneRubensdame,Apeonyjustburstout,Withflaunting,crimsonflesh。EunicerebukedHerthoughtsofgentlerblood,whenthesehaddukedItwiththebest,andscornedtochangetheirname。 XX Asturdyfamily,andoldbesides,Mucholderthanherown,theEarlsofCrowe。 SinceSaxondays,thesemenhadsoughttheirbridesAmongthehighestborn,butalwaysso,Takingthemtothemselves,theirwealth,theirlands,Butnevertheirtitles。Sternperhaps,butstrong,TheFramptonsfedtheirbloodfromricheststreams,Scorningthecommonthrong。 Gazinguponthesemen,sheunderstandsThetoughnessofthewebwroughtfromsuchstrandsAndprideofEverardcoloursallherdreams。 XXI Euniceforgetstoeat,watchingtheirfacesFlickeringinthewind-blowncandle’sshine。 Blue-coatedlackeystiptoetotheirplaces,Andsetoutplatesoffruitandjugsofwine。 ThetableglittersblacklikeWinterice。 TheDartle’srushing,andthegentleclashOfblossomedbranches,driftsintoherears。 AndthroughthecasementsashSheseeseachcherrystemapointedsliceOfsplinteredmoonlight,toppedwithallthespiceAndshimmeroftheblossomsituprears。 XXII \"Insuchanight——\"shelaidthebookaside,Shecouldoutnightthepoetbythinkingback。 Insuchanightshecamehereasabride。 ThedatewasgraveninthealmanackOfherclaspedmemory。InthisveryroomHadEverarduncloakedher。OnthisseatHaddrawnhertohim,badehernotethetrees,HowwhitetheywereandsweetAndlater,comingtoher,herdeargroom,HerLord,hadlainbesideherinthegloomOfmoonandshade,andwhisperedhertoease。 XXIII Herlittletapermadetheroomseemvast,Cavernedandempty。AndherbeatingheartRappedthroughthesilenceallabouthercastLikesomeloud,dreadfuldeath-watchtakingpartInthissadvigil。Slowlysheundrest,Putoutthelightandcreptintoherbed。 Thelinensheetswerefragrant,butsocold。 Andbrimmingtearssheshed,Sobbingandquiveringinherbarrennest,Herweepinglipsintothepillowprest,Hereyessealedfastwithinitssmotheringfold。 XXIV Themorningbroughtheramorestoicmind,Andsunshinestruckacrossthepolishedfloor。 ShewonderedwhetherthisdaysheshouldfindGervasea-fishing,andsolistenmore,Muchmoreagain,toallhehadtotell。 Andhewasthere,butwaitingtobeginUntilshecame。Theyfishedawhile,thenwentTotheoldseatwithinThecherry’sshade。HepleasedherverywellByhisdiscourse。ButeverhemustdwellUponSirEverard。EachincidentXXV Mustberelatedandeachtermexplained。 Howtroopsweresetinbattle,howasiegeWasorderedandconducted。ShecomplainedBecausehebungledatthefallofLiege。 Thecuriousnamesofpartsoffortssheknew,Andairedwithconsciousprideherravelins,Andcounterscarps,andlunes。Thedaydrewon,Andhisdeadfish’sfinsInthehotsunshineturnedamauve-greenhue。 AtlastGervase,guessingthehour,withdrew。 Butshesatlonginstilloblivion。 XXVI Thenhewouldbringherbooks,andreadtoherThepoemsofDr。Donne,andtheblueriverWouldmurmurthroughthereading,andastirOfbirdsandbeesmakethewhitepetalsshiver,AndoneortwowouldflutterproneandlieSpottingthesmooth-clippedgrass。ThedayswentbyThreadedwithtalkandverses。GreenleavespushedThroughblossomsstubbornly。 Gervase,unconsciousofdishonesty,Fellintostrongandwatchfulloving,freeHethought,sincealwayswouldhislipsbehushed。 XXVII Butlipsdonotstaysilentatcommand,AndGervasestroveinvaintoorderhis。 LuckilyEunicedidnotunderstandThathebutreadhimselfaloud,forthisTheirfriendshipwouldhavesnapped。ShetreatedhimAndspoilthimlikeabrother。Itwasnow\"Gervase\"and\"Eunice\"withthem,andhedinedWhenevershe’dallow,Intheoakparlour,underneaththedimOldpicturedFramptons,oppositeherslimFigure,sobrightagainstthechairbehind。 XXVIII EunicewashappierthanshehadbeenFormanydays,andyetthehourswerelong。 AllGervasetoldtoherbutmadeherleanMoreheavilyuponthepast。AmongHerhopesshelived,evenwhenshewasgivingHermorningorders,evenwhenshetwinedNosegaystodeckherparlours。WiththethoughtOfEverard,hermindSolaceditssolitude,andinherstrivingTodoashewouldwishwasallherliving。 ShewelcomedGervaseforthenewshebrought。 XXIX Black-heartsandwhite-hearts,bubbledwiththesun,Hidintheirleavesandknockedagainsteachother。 Eunicewasstanding,pantingwithherrunUptothetool-housejusttogetanotherBasket。Allthosewhichshehadbroughtwerefilled,AndstillGervasepeltedherfromabove。 ThebucklesofhisshoesflashedhigherandhigherUntilhisshouldersstroveQuitethroughthetop。\"Eunice,yourspirit’sfilledThistree。White-hearts!\"Heshook,andcherriesspilledAndspatoutfromtheleaveslikefallingfire。 XXX Thewide,sun-wingedJunemorningspreaditselfOverthequietgarden。AndtheypackedFulltwentybasketswiththefruit。\"MyshelfOfcordialswillbestoredwithwhatitlacked。 Infuture,noneofuswilldrinkstrongale,Butcherry-brandy。\"\"Vastlygood,Ivow,\" AndGervasegavethetreeanothershake。 ThecherriesseemedtoflowOutoftheskyincloudfuls,likeblownhail。 SwiftLadyEuniceran,herfarthingale,Unnoticed,tanglinginafallenrake。 XXXI ShegavealittlecryandfellquiteproneInthelonggrass,andlaythereverystill。 Gervaseleaptfromthetreeathersoftmoan,Andkneelingoverher,withclumsyskillUnloosedherbodice,fannedherwithhishat,Andhisunguardedlipspronouncedhisheart。 \"Eunice,myDearestGirl,whereareyouhurt?\" HistremblingfingersdartOverherlimbsseekingsomewound。ShestroveToanswer,openedwidehereyes,aboveHerkneltSirEverard,withfacealert。 XXXII Hereyelidsfellagainatthatsweetsight,\"MyLove!\"shemurmured,\"Dearest!Oh,myDear!\" HetookherinhisarmsandboreherrightAndtenderlytotheoldseat,and\"HereIhaveyoumineatlast,\"shesaid,andswoonedUnderhiskisses。WhenshecameoncemoreTosightofhim,shesmiledincomfortknowingHerselflaidasbeforeClosecoveredonhisbreast。AndallherglowingYouthansweredhim,andevernearergrowingShetwinedhiminherarmsandsoftfestoonedXXXIII Herselfabouthimlikeafloweringvine,Drawinghislipstoclinguponherown。 ArayofsunlightpiercedtheleavestoshineWhereherhalf-openedbodiceletbeshownHerwhitethroatflutteringtohissoftcaress,Half-gaspingwithhergladness。AndherpledgeShewhispers,meltingwithdelight。AtwigSnapsinthehornbeamhedge。 Acacklinglaughtearsthroughthequietness。 Eunicestartsupinterribledistress。 \"MyGod!What’sthat?\"Herstaringeyesarebig。 XXXIV RevulsedemotionsetherbodyshakingAsthoughshehadanague。Gervaseswore,JumpedtohisfeetinsuchadreadfultakingHisfacewasghastlywiththelookitwore。 Crouchingandslippingthroughthetrees,amanInworn,bluelivery,ahumpbackedthing,Madeoff。ButturnedeveryfewstepstogazeAtEunice,andtoflingVilelooksandgesturesback。\"Theruffian! ByChrist’sDeath!IwillsplithimtoaspanOfhog’sthongs。\"Shegraspedathissleeve,\"Gervase! XXXV Whatareyoudoinghere?Putdownthatsword,That’sonlypooroldTony,crazedandlame。 Wenevernoticehim。WithmydearLordIoughtnottohavemindedthathecame。 But,Gervase,itsurprisesmethatyouShouldsolackgracetostayhere。\"WithonehandSheheldhergapingbodicetoconcealHerbreast。\"ImustdemandYourinstantabsence。Everard,butnewReturned,willhardlycareforguests。Adieu。\" \"Eunice,you’remad。\"Hisbrainbegantoreel。 XXXVI Hetriedagaintotakeher,triedtotwistHerarmsabouthim。Truly,shehadsaidNothingshouldeverpartthem。InamistShepushedhimfromher,claspedherachingheadInbothherhands,androckedandsobbedaloud。 \"Oh!WhereisEverard?Whatdoesthismean? Solatelycometoleavemethusalone!\" ButGervasehadnotseenSirEverard。Then,gently,toherbowedAndsickeningspirit,hetoldofherproudSurrendertohim。Hecouldhearhermoan。 XXXVII Thenshamesweptoverherandheldhernumb,Hidingheranguishedfaceagainsttheseat。 Atlastsherose,awomanstricken——dumb—— Andtrailedawaywithslowly-draggingfeet。 Gervaselookedafterher,butfearedtopassThebarriersetbetweenthem。AllhisrareJoybroketofragments——worsethanthat,unreal。 Andstandinglonelythere,Hisswollenheartburstout,andonthegrassHeflunghimselfandwept。Heknew,alas! Thelosssogreathislifecouldneverheal。 XXXVIII FordaysthereafterEunicelivedretired,Waiteduponbyoneoldserving-maid。 Shewouldnotleaveherchamber,anddesiredOnlytohideherself。ShewasafraidOfwhathereyesmighttrickherintoseeing,Ofwhatherlongingurgeherthentodo。 WhatwasthisdreadfulillnesssolitudeHadtorturedherinto? HerhourswentbyinalongconstantfleeingThethoughtofthatonemorning。AndherbeingBruiseditselfonahappeningsorude。 XXXIX ItgrewripeSummer,whenonemorningcameHertirewomanwithaletter,printedUponthesealweretheDeanecrestandname。 Withutmostgentleness,theletterhintedHisunderstandingandhisdeepregret。 ButwouldshenotpermithimonceagainTopayherhisprofoundrespects?NowordOfwhathadpassedshouldpainHerresolution。OnlyletthemgetBacktheoldcomradeship。HereyeswerewetWithstartingtears,nowtrulyshedeploredXL Hismisery。Yes,shewaswrongtokeepAwayfromhim。Hehardlywastoblame。 ’Twasshe——sheshudderedandbegantoweep。 ’Twasherfault!Hers!HereverlastingshameWasthatshesufferedhim,whomnotatallSheloved。PoorBoy!Yes,theymuststillbefriends。 Sheowedhimthattokeepthebalancestraight。 ItwassuchpooramendsWhichshecouldmakeforrousinghopestogallHimwiththeirunfulfilment。TragicalItwas,andshemustleavehimdesolate。 XLI HardsilencehehadforceduponhislipsForlongandlong,andwouldhavedonesostillHadnotshe——hereshepressedherfingertipsAgainstherheavyeyes。ThenwithforcedwillShewrotethathemightcome,sealedwiththearmsOfCroweandFramptontwined。HerheartfeltlighterWhenthiswasdone。ItseemedherconstantcareMightsomedayceasetofrighther。 Illnesscouldbenocrime,anddreadfulharmsDidcomefromtoomuchsunshine。HeralarmsWouldlessenwhenshesawhimstandingthere,XLII Simpleandkind,abrotherjustreturnedFromjourneying,andhewouldtreatherso。 Sheknewhishonestheart,andifthereburnedAsparkinithewouldnotletitshow。 Butwhenhereallycame,andstoodbesideHerunderneaththefruitlesscherryboughs,Heseemedatiredman,gaunt,leaden-eyed。 Hemadehernomorevows,NordidhementiononethinghehadtriedToputintohisletter。WarsuppliedHimtopics。Andhismindseemedoccupied。 XLIII Dailytheymet。Andgravelywalkedandtalked。 Hereadhernomoreverses,andhestayedOnlyuntiltheirconversation,balkedOfeverynaturalchannel,fleddismayed。 Againthenextdayshewouldmeethim,tryingTogivehertonesomehealthysprightliness,ButhisuneagerdignitysoonchilledHerwell-preparedaddress。 ThusSummerwaned,andinthemornings,cryingOfwildgeesestartledEunice,andtheirflyingWhirredoverheadfordaysandneverstilled。 XLIV Oneafternoonofgreycloudsandwhitewind,EuniceawaitedGervasebytheriver。 TheDartlesplashedamongthereedsandwhinedOverthewillow-roots,andalongsliverOfcakedandslobberedfoamcreptupthebank。 Allthroughthegarden,driftsofskirlingleavesBlewup,andsettleddown,andblewagain。 Thecherry-treeswereweavesOfempty,knottedbranches,andadankMisthidthehouse,mouldyitsmeltandrankWithsoddenwood,andstillunfallingrain。 XLV Eunicepacedupanddown。NojoyshetookAtmeetingGervase,butthecustomgrownStillheldher。Hewaslate。Shesuddenshook,Andcaughtatherstoppedheart。HereyeshadshownSirEverardemergingfromthemist。 Hisuniformwastravel-stainedandtorn,Hisjackbootsmuddy,andhiseagerstrideJangledhisspurs。AthornEntangled,trailedbehindhim。TothetrystHehastened。Euniceshuddered,ran——atwistRoundasharpturningandshefledtohide。 XLVI Buthehadseenherassheswiftlyran,Aflashofwhiteagainsttheriver’sgrey。 \"Eunice,\"hecalled。\"MyDarling。Eunice。CanYouhearme?ItisEverard。AlldayIhavebeenridingliketheverydevilToreachyousooner。Areyoustartled,Dear?\" Hebrokeintoarunandfollowedher,Andcaughther,faintwithfear,CoweringandtremblingasthoughshesomeevilSpiritwereseeing。\"WhatmeansthisuncivilGreeting,DearHeart?\"Hesawhersensesblur。 XLVII Swayingandcatchingattheseat,shetriedTospeak,butonlygurgledinherthroat。 Atlast,strainingtoholdherself,shecriedTohimforpity,andherstrangewordssmoteAcoldnessthroughhim,forshebeggedGervaseToleaveher,’twastoomuchasecondtime。 Gervasemustgo,alwaysGervase,hermindRepeatedlikearhymeThisnamehedidnotknow。InsadamazeHewatchedher,andthathunted,fearfulgaze,Sounrememberingandsounkind。 XLVIII Softlyhespoketoher,patientlydealtWithwhathefearedhermadness。ByandbyHepiercedherunderstanding。ThenhekneltUpontheseat,andtookherhands:\"NowtryTothinkaminuteIamcome,myDear,Unharmedandbackonfurlough。AreyougladTohaveyourloverhomeagain?Tome,PickthornhasneverhadAgreaterpleasantness。CouldyounotbearTocomeandsitawhilebesidemehere? Astonebetweenussurelyshouldnotbe。\" XLIX Shesmiledalittlewanandravelledsmile,ThencametohimandonhisshoulderlaidHerhead,andtheytworestedthereawhile,Eachtakingcomfort。Notawordwassaid。 ButwhenheputhishanduponherbreastAndfeltherbeatingheart,andwithhislipsSoughtsolaceforherandhimself。ShestartedAsonesharplashedwithwhips,Andpushedhimfromher,moaning,hisdumbquestDeniedandshudderedfrom。Andhe,distrest,Loosenedhiswife,andlongtheysatthere,parted。 L Eunicewasveryquietallthatday,Alittledazed,andyetsheseemedcontent。 Atcandle-time,heaskedifshewouldplayUponherharpsichord,atonceshewentAndtinkledairsfromLully’s`Carnival’ And`Bacchus’,newlybroughtawayfromFrance。 ThenjauntedthroughalivelyrigadoonTopleasehimwithadanceByPurcell,forhesaidthatsurelyallGoodEnglishmenhadprideinnationalAccomplishment。ButtiringofitsoonLI HewhisperedherthatifshehadforgivenHisstartlingherthatafternoon,theclockMarkedearlybed-time。SurelyitwasHeavenHeenteredwhensheopenedtohisknock。 ThehoursrustledinthetrailingwindOverthechimney。ClosetheylayandknewOnlythattheywerewedded。AthistouchAnxietyshethrewAwaylikeashedgarment,andinclinedHerselftocherishhim,herhappymindQuivering,unthinking,lovingovermuch。 LII EunicelaylongawakeinthecoolnightAfterherhusbandslept。ShegazedwithjoyIntotheshadows,paintingthemwithbrightPicturesofallherfuturelife’semploy。 Twingemstheywere,settoasinglejewel,Eachshiningwiththeother。SoftsheturnedAndfelthisbreathuponherhair,andprayedHerhappinesswasearned。 PastEarlsofCroweshouldgivetheirbloodforfuelTolightthisFrampton’shearth-fire。BynocruelAffrightingswouldsheeverbedismayed。 LIII WhenEverard,nextday,askedherinjokeWhatnameitwasthatshehadcalledhimby,ShetoldhimofGervase,andasshespokeShehardlyrealizeditwasalie。 Hervisionsherelated,butshehidThefondnessintowhichshehadbeenled。 SirEverardjustlaughedandpinchedherear,AndquiteoutofherheadThematterdrifted。ThenSirEverardchidHimselfforlaziness,andoffheridToseehismenandcounthisfarming-gear。 LIV Atsupperheseemedoverspreadwithgloom,Butgavenoreasonwhy,heonlyaskedMorequestionsofGervase,androundtheroomHewalkedwithrestlessstrides。AtlasthetaskedHerwithagreaterfeelingforthismanThanshehadgiven。EunicequickdeniedTheslightestinterestotherthanafriendMightclaim。ButherepliedHethoughtsheunderrated。ThenabanHeputontalkandmusic。He’daplanToworkat,drainingswampsatPickthornEnd。 LV NextmorningEunicefoundherLordstillchanged,Hardandunkind,withburstsofanger。PrideKepthimfromspeakingout。HisprobingsrangedAllroundhistorment。LadyEunicetriedTosoothhim。Soaweekwentby,andthenHisanguishfloodedover;withclenchedhandsStrivingtostemhiswords,hetoldherplainTonyhadseenthem,\"brandsBurninginHell,\"themanhadsaid。AgainEunicedescribedhervision,andhowwhenAwokeatlastshehadknowndreadfulpain。 LVI Hecouldnotcreditit,andmiseryfedUponhisspirit,daybydayitgrew。 ToGervaseheforbadethehouse,andledTheLadyEunicesuchalifesheflewAthisapproachingfootsteps。WintercameSnowingandblusteringthroughtheManortrees。 Alltheroof-edgesspikedwithiciclesInflutedcompanies。 TheLadyEunicewithhertambour-frameKeptherselfsighingcompany。TheflameOfthebirchfireglitteredonthewalls。 LVII Aletterwasbroughttoherasshesat,Unsealed,unsigned。Ittoldherthathiswound,Thewriter’s,hadsowellrecoveredthatTojoinhisregimenthefelthimbound。 Butwouldshenotwishhimoneshort\"Godspeed\",Heaskednomore。Hergreetingwouldsuffice。 Hehadresolvedhenevershouldreturn。 WouldshethissacrificeMakeforadyingman?HowcouldshereadTherest!Butforcinghereyestothedeed,Sheread。Thendroppeditinthefiretoburn。 LVIII GervasehadsettheriverfortheirmeetingAsfarthestfromthefarmswhereEverardSpentallhisdays。HowshouldheknowsuchcheatingWasquiteexpected,atleastnodullardWasEverardFrampton。HoursbyhourshehidAmongthewillowswatching。Duskhadcome,AndfromtheManorhehadlongbeengone。 EuniceherburdensomeTasksetabout。Hoodedandcloaked,sheslidOvertheslipperypaths,andsoonamidThesallowssawaboattiedtoastone。 LIX Gervasearose,andkissedherhand,thenpointedIntotheboat。Sheshookherhead,butheBeggedhertorealizewhy,andwithdisjointedWordstoldherofwhatperiltheremightbeFromlistenersalongtheriverbank。 Apushwouldtakethemoutofearshot。TenMinuteswasallheasked,thensheshouldland,Hegoawayagain,Foreverthistime。YethowcouldhethankHerforsomuchcompassion。HereshesankUponathwart,andbidhimquickunstrandLX Hisboat。Hecasttherope,andshovedthekeelFreeofthegravel;jumped,anddroppedbesideHer;tooktheoars,andtheybegantostealUndertheoverhangingtrees。AwideGashofredlantern-lightcleftlikeabladeIntothegloom,andstruckonEunicesittingRigidandstarkupontheafterthwart。 ItblazedupontheirflittingInmercilesslight。Amomentsoitstayed,Thenwasextinguished,andSirEverardmadeOneleap,andlandedjustafractionshort。 LXI HisweightuponthegunwaletippedtheboatTostrainingbalance。EverardlurchedandseizedHiswifeandheldhersmotheredtohiscoat。 \"Everard,looseme,weshalldrown——\"andsqueezedAgainsthim,shebeatwithherhands。Hegasped\"Never,byGod!\"ThesliddenboatgavewayAndtheblackfoamywatersplit——andmet。 BubbledupthroughthesprayAwailingroseandinthebranchesrasped,Andcreaked,andstilled。Overthetreetops,claspedIntheblueevening,aclearmoonwasset。 LXII Theylieentangledinthetwistingroots,Embracedforever。TheircoldmarriagebedClose-canopiedandcurtainedbytheshootsOfwillowsandpalebirches。Atthehead,Whitelilies,likestillswans,placidlyfloatAndswayabovethepebbles。HerearewavesSun-smittenforathreadedcounterpaneGold-wovenontheirgraves。 Inperfectquietnesstheysleep,remoteInthegreen,rippledtwilight。DeathhassmoteThemtoperpetualonenesswhoweretwain。 TheCremonaViolinPartFirstFrauConcert-MeisterAltgeltshutthedoor。 Astormwasrising,heavygustsofwindSwirledthroughthetrees,andscatteredleavesbeforeHerontheclean,flaggedpath。TheskybehindThedistanttownwasblack,andsharpdefinedAgainstitshonethelinesofroofsandtowers,Superimposedandflatlikecardboardflowers。 Apastedcityonapurpleground,Pickedoutwithluminouspaint,itseemed。ThecloudSplitonanedgeoflightning,andasoundOfriversfullandrushingboomedthroughbowed,Tossed,hissingbranches。ThunderrumbledloudBeyondthetownfastswallowingintogloom。 FrauAltgeltclosedthewindowsofeachroom。 ShebustledroundtoshakebyconstantmovingThestrange,weirdatmosphere。Shestirredthefire,Shetwitchedthesupper-clothasthoughimprovingItscarefulsetting,thenherownattireCameinfornotice,tiptoeinghigherandhigherShepeeredintothewall-glass,nowadjustingAstrayinglock,orelsearibbonthrustingThiswayorthattosuither。Atlastsitting,Orratherplumpingdownuponachair,Shetookherwork,thestockingshewasknitting,AndwatchedtherainuponthewindowglareInwhite,brightdrops。ThroughtheblackglassaflareOflightningsquirmedaboutherneedles。\"Oh!\" Shecried。\"WhatcanbekeepingTheodoreso!\" Arollofthundersetthecasementsclapping。 FrauAltgeltflungherworkasideandran,Pulledopenthehousedoor,withkerchiefflappingShestoodandgazedalongthestreet。AmanFlungbackthegarden-gateandnearlyranHerdownasshestoodinthedoor。\"Why,Dear,Whatinthenameofpatiencebringsyouhere? Quick,Lotta,shutthedoor,myviolinIfeariswetted。Now,Dear,bringalight。 Thisclaspisverymuchtoowornandthin。 I’lltaketheotherfiddleoutto-nightIfitstillrains。Tut!Tut!mychild,you’requiteClumsy。Here,helpme,holdthecasewhileI—— Givemethecandle。No,theinside’sdry。 ThankGodforthat!Well,Lotta,howareyou? Abadstorm,butthehousestillstands,Isee。 Ismypipefilled,myDear?I’llhaveafewPuffsandasnoozebeforeIeatmytea。 Whatdoyousay?Thatyouwerefearedforme? Nonsense,mychild。Yes,kissme,nowdon’ttalk。 Ineedarest,thetheatre’salongwalk。\" Herneedlesstill,herhandsuponherlapPatientlylaid,CharlottaAltgeltsatAndwatchedtherain-runwindow。InhisnapHerhusbandstirredandmuttered。Seeingthat,Charlottaroseandsoftly,pit-a-pat,Climbedupthestairs,andinherlittleroomFoundsighingcomfortwithamooninbloom。 Butevenrainywindows,silver-litByanew-burst,storm-whettedmoon,maygiveButpoorcontenttoloneliness,anditWashardforyoungCharlottasotostriveAnddownhereagernessandlearntoliveInplacidquiet。Whileherhusbandslept,Charlottainherupperchamberwept。 HerrConcert-MeisterAltgeltwasamanGentleandunambitious,thataloneHadkepthimback。Heplayedasfewmencan,DrawingoutofhisinstrumentatoneSoshimmering-sweetandpalpitant,itshoneLikeabrightthreadofsoundhungintheair,Afloatandswingingupward,slimandfair。 Aboveallthings,aboveCharlottahiswife,HerrAltgeltlovedhisviolin,afineCremonapattern,Stradivari’slifeWasfloweringoutofearlydisciplineWhenthiswasfashioned。Ofsoft-cuttingpineThebellywas。ThebackofbroadlycurledMaple,theheadmadethickandsharplywhirled。 Theslanting,youthfulsound-holesthroughThebellyoffine,vigorouspineMellowedeachnoteandblewItoutagainwithawoodyflavourTangedandfragrantasfir-treesareWhenbreezesintheirneedlesjar。 Thevarnishwasanorange-brownLusteredlikeglassthat’slonglaiddownUnderacrumblingvillastone。 Purfledstoutly,withmitreswhichpointStraightupthecorners。EachcurveandjointClear,andbold,andthin。 SuchwasHerrTheodore’sviolin。 Seveno’clock,theConcert-MeistergoneWithhisbestviolin,therainbeingstopped,FrauLottainthekitchensataloneWatchingtheemberswhichthefiredropped。 Thechinashoneuponthedresser,toppedBypolishedcoppervesselswhichherskillKeptbrightlyburnished。Itwasverystill。 Anairfrom`Orfeo’hummedinherhead。 HerrAltgelthadbeenpractisingbeforeThenight’sperformance。CharlottahadpleadWithhimtostaywithher。EvenatthedoorShe’dbeggedhimnottogo。\"IdoimploreYouforthisevening,Theodore,\"shehadsaid。 \"Leavethemto-night,andstaywithmeinstead。\" \"Asillypoppet!\"Theodorepinchedherear。 \"You’dliketohaveourgoodElectorturnMeoutIthink。\"\"But,Theodore,somethingqueerAilsme。Oh,dobutnoticehowtheyburn,Mycheeks!Thethunderworriedme。You’restern,Andcold,andonlyloveyourwork,Iknow。 ButTheodore,forthisevening,donotgo。\" Buthehadgone,hurriedlyattheend,Forshehadkepthimtalking。NowshesatAloneagain,alwaysalone,thetrendOfallherthinkingbroughtherbacktothatShewishedtobanish。Whatwouldlifebe?What? Forshewasyoung,andloved,whilehewasmovedOnlybymusic。Eachdaythatwasproved。 Eachdayheroseandpractised。Whileheplayed,Shestoppedherworkandlistened,andherheartSwelledpainfullybeneathherbodice。SwayedAndlonging,shewouldhidefromhimhersmart。 \"Well,Lottchen,willthatdo?\"ThenwhatastartShegave,andshewouldruntohimandcry,Andhewouldgentlychideher,\"Fie,Dear,fie。 I’mgladIplayeditwell。Butsuchataking! You’llhearthethingenoughbeforeI’vedone。\" Andshewoulddrawawayfromhim,stillshaking。 Hadhebutguessedshewasanotherone,Anotherviolin。Herstringswereaching,Stretchedtothetouchofhisbowhand,againHeplayedandshealmostbrokeatthestrain。 Wherewastheuseofthinkingofitnow,Sittingaloneandlisteningtotheclock! She’dbestmakehasteandknitanotherrow。 ThreehoursatleastmustpassbeforehisknockWouldstartleher。Italwayswasashock。 Shelistened——listened——forsolongbefore,Thatwhenitcameherhearingalmosttore。 Shecaughtherselfjuststartingintolisten。 Whatnervesshehad:rattlinglikebrittlesticks! Shewanderedtothewindow,fortheglistenOfabrightmoonwastempting。SnuffedthewicksOfhertwocandles。StillshecouldnotfixToanything。ThemooninabroadswathBeckonedheroutanddownthegarden-path。 Againstthehouse,herhollyhocksstoodhighAndblack,theirshadowsdoublingthem。ThenightWaswhiteandstillwithmoonlight,andasighOfblowingleaveswasthere,andthedimflightOfinsects,andthesmellofaconite,Andstocks,andMarvelofPeru。SheflittedAlongthepath,whereblocksofshadowpittedTheevenflags。SheletherselfgodreamingOfTheodoreherhusband,andthetuneFrom`Orfeo’swamthroughhermind,butseemingChanged——shriller。Ofasudden,theclearmoonShowedherapasser-by,inopportuneIndeed,butherehewas,whistlingandstriding。 Lottasqueezedinbetweenthecurrants,hiding。 \"Thebestlaidplansofmiceandmen,\"alas! Thestrangercameindeed,butdidnotpass。 Instead,heleantuponthegarden-gate,Foldinghisarmsandwhistling。Lotta’sstate,Crouchedinthepricklycurrants,onwetgrass,Wasfarfrompleasant。Stillthestrangerstayed,AndLottainhercurrantswatched,dismayed。 HeseemedaproperfellowstandingthereInthebrightmoonshine。HiscockedhatwaslacedWithsilver,andheworehisownbrownhairTied,butunpowdered。HiswholebearinggracedAfineclothcoat,andruffledshirt,andchasedSword-hilt。Charlottalooked,butherpositionWashardlyeasy。WhenwouldhisvolitionSuggesthiswalkingon?Andthenthattune! Ahalf-a-dozenbarsfrom`Orfeo’ Goneoverandover,andmurdered。WhatFortuneHadbroughthimtheretostareabouthimso? \"Ach,GottimHimmel!Whywillhenotgo!\" ThoughtLotta,buttheyoungmanwhistledon,Andseemedinnogreathurrytobegone。 Charlotta,crouchedamongthecurrantbushes,Watchedthemoonslowlydipfromtwigtotwig。 IfTheodoreshouldchancetocome,andblushesStreamedoverher。Hewouldnotcareafig,He’donlylaugh。ShepushedasideasprigOfsharp-edgedleavesandpeered,thensheuproseAmidherbushes。\"Sir,\"saidshe,\"praywhoseGardendoyousupposeyou’rewatching?WhyDoyoustandthere?IreallymustinsistUponyourleaving。’TisunmannerlyTostaysolong。\"TheyoungmangaveatwistAndturnedabout,andintheamethystMoonlighthesawherlikeanymphhalf-risenFromthegreenbusheswhichhadbeenherprison。 Heswepthishatoffinahurriedbow。 \"Yourpardon,Madam,IhadnoideaIwasnotquitealone,andthatishowIcametostay。MytrespasswasnotsheerImpertinence。Ithoughtnoonewashere,Andreallygardenscrytobeadmired。 To-nightespeciallyitseemedrequired。 AndmayIbegtointroducemyself? HeinrichMarohlofMunich。Andyourname?\" Charlottatoldhim。AndtheartfulelfPromptlyexclaimedaboutherhusband’sfame。 SoLotta,half-unwilling,slowlycameToconversationwithhim。WhenshewentIntothehouse,shefoundtheeveningspent。 Theodorearrivedquiteweariedoutandteased,Withallexcitementinhimburnedaway。 Ithadgonewell,hesaid,theaudiencepleased,Andhehadplayedhisverybestto-day,ButafterwardshehadbeenforcedtostayAndpractisewiththestupidones。HisheadAchedfuriously,andhemustgettobed。 PartSecondHerrConcert-MeisterAltgeltplayed,AndthefourstringsofhisviolinWerespinninglikebeesonadayinSpring。 Thenotesroseintothewidesun-moteWhichslantedthroughthewindow,Theylaylikecolouredbeadsa-row,Theyknockedtogetherandparted,Andstartedtodance,Skipping,tripping,eachoneslippingUnderandovertheotherssoThatthepolychromefirestreamedlikealanceOracomet’stail,Behindthem。 Thenawailarose——crescendo—— Anddroppedfromofftheendofthebow,Andthedancingstopped。 Ascentofliliesfilledtheroom,Longandslow。EachlargewhitebloomBreathedasoundwhichwasholyperfumefromablessedcenser,Andthehumofanorgantone,AndtheywavedlikefansinahallofstoneOverabierstandingthereinthecentre,alone。 Eachlilybentslowlyasitwasblown。 Likesmoketheyrosefromtheviolin—— ThenfadedasaswifterbowingJumbledthenoteslikewaveletsflowingInasplashing,pashing,ripplingmotionBetweenbroadmeadowstoanoceanWideasadayandblueasaflower,WhereeveryhourGullsdipped,andscattered,andsquawked,andsquealed,AndoverthemarshestheAngeluspealed,Andtheprowsofthefishing-boatswerespatteredWithspray。 AndawayacoupleoffrigateswerestartingToracetoJavawithallsailsset,Topgallants,androyals,andstunsails,andjibs,Andwidemoonsails;andtheshiningrailsWerepolishedsobrighttheysparkedinthesun。 Allthesailswentupwitharun: \"TheycallmeHangingJohnny,Away-i-oh; TheycallmeHangingJohnny,Sohang,boys,hang。\" Andthesunhadsetandthehighmoonwhitened,Andtheshipheeledovertothebreeze。 Hedrewherintotheshadeofthesails,AndwhisperedtalesOfvoyagesintheChinaseas,AndhisarmaroundherHeldandboundher。 Shealmostswooned,WiththebreezeandthemoonAndtheslippingsea,Andhebesideher,Touchingher,leaning—— Theshipcareening,WiththewhitemoonsteadilyshiningoverHerandherlover,Theodore,stillherlover! Thenaquiverfellonthecrowdednotes,AndslowlyfloatedAsinglenotewhichspreadandspreadTillitfilledtheroomwithashimmerlikegold,Andnoisesshiveredthroughoutitslength,Andtrieditsstrength。 Theypulledit,andtoreit,Andthestuffwanedthinner,butstillitboreit。 ThenawiderentSplitthearchingtent,Andballsoffirespurtedthrough,Spittingyellow,andmauve,andblue。 Onebyonetheywerequenchedastheyfell,Onlytheblueburnedsteadily。 Palerandpaleritgrew,and——faded——away。 HerrAltgeltstopped。 \"Well,Lottachen,myDear,whatdoyousay? IthinkI’mingoodtrim。Nowlet’shavedinner。 What’sthis,myLove,you’reverysweetto-day。 IwonderhowithappensI’mthewinnerOfsomuchsweetness。ButIthinkyou’rethinner; You’relikeabagoffeathersonmyknee。 Why,Lottachild,you’realmoststranglingme。 I’mgladyou’regoingoutthisafternoon。 Thedaysaregettingshort,andI’msotiedAttheCourtTheatremypoorlittlebrideHasnotmuchjunketingIfear,butsoonI’llaskourmanagertograntaboon。 To-night,perhaps,I’llgetapassforyou,AndwhenIgo,whyLottacancometoo。 Nowdinner,Love。IwantsomeonionsoupTowhipmeuptillthatrehearsal’sover。 Youknowit’soddhowsomewomencanstoop! FraeuleinGebnitzhastakenonalover,AJewnamedGoldstein。NoonecandiscoverIfit’shismoney。ButshelivesalonePractically。Gebnitzisastone,Poresoverbooksallday,andhasnoearForhiswife’ssinging。Artistsmusthavemen; Theyneedappreciation。Butit’squeerWhatmessespeoplemakeoftheirlives,whenTheyshouldknowmore。IfGebnitzfindsout,thenHiswifewillpack。Yes,shutthedooratonce。 Ididnotfeelitcold,Iamadunce。\" FrauAltgelttiedherbonnetonandwentIntothestreets。Abright,crispAutumnwindFlirtedherskirtsandhair。Aturbulent,Audaciouswinditwas,nowclosebehind,PushingherbonnetforwardtillittwinedThestringsacrossherface,thenfrominfrontSlantinglyswingingatherwithashunt,Untilshelayagainstit,struggling,pushing,DismayedtofindherclothingtightlyboundAroundher,everyfoldandwrinklecrushingItselfuponher,sothatshewaswoundIndraperiesasclingingasthosefoundSuckingaboutaseanymphonthefriezeOfsomeoldGreciantemple。InthebreezeTheshopsandhouseshadaqualityOfhardanddazzlingcolour;somethingsharpAndbuoyant,likewhite,puffingsailsatsea。 Thecitystreetsweretwanginglikeaharp。 Charlottacaughtthemovement,skippinglySheblewalongthepavement,hardlyknowingTowardwhatdestinationshewasgoing。 Shefetchedupoppositeajeweller’sshop,Wherefiligreedtiarasshonelikecrowns,AndnecklacesofemeraldsseemedtodropAndthenfloatupagainwithlightness。BrownsOfstripedagatesstruckherlikecoldfrownsAmidthegaietyoftopazseals,Carvedthoughtheywerewithheads,andarms,andwheels。 ArowofpencilsknobbedwithquartzorsardDelightedher。AndringsofeverysizeTurnedsmartlyroundlikehoopsbeforehereyes,Amethyst-flamedorruby-girdled,jarredTospokesandflashingtriangles,andstarredLikerocketsburstingonafestalday。 Charlottacouldnottearherselfaway。 Witheyesgluedtightlyonagoldenbox,Whoserareenamelpiquedherwithitshue,Changeable,iridescent,shuttlecocksOfshadesandlustresalwaysdartingthroughItslevel,superimposingsheetofblue,Charlottadidnothearfootstepsapproaching。 Shestartedatthewords:\"AmIencroaching?\" \"Oh,Heinrich,howyoufrightenedme!IthoughtWeweretomeetatthree,isitquitethat?\" \"No,itisnot,\"heanswered,\"butI’vecaughtThetrickofmissingyou。Onethingisflat,Icannotgoonthisway。LifeiswhatMightbestbeconjuredupbytheword:`Hell’。 Dearest,whenwillyoucome?\"Lotta,toquellHiseffervescence,pointedtothegemsWithinthewindow,askedhimtoadmireAbraceletorabuckle。ButonestemsUneasilytheburningofafire。 Heinrichwaschafing,prickedbyhisdesire。 LittlebylittleshewooedhimtohermoodUntilatlasthepromisedtobegood。 Butherehestartedonanothertack; Tobuyajewel,whichonewouldLottachoose。 ShevainlyurgedagainsthimallherlackOfothertrinkets。ShouldshedaretouseAringorbroochherhusbandmightaccuseHerofextravagance,andasktoseeAstrictaccounting,orstillworsemightbe。 ButHeinrichwouldnotbepersuaded。WhyShouldhenotgiveherwhatheliked?AndinHewent,determinedcertainlytobuyAthingsobeautifulthatitwouldwinHerwaveringfancy。Altgelt’sviolinHewouldoutscorebysuchahandsomejewelThatLottacouldnolongerbesocruel! PityCharlotta,tornindiverseways。 Ifshewentinwithhim,theshopmanmightRecognizeher,giveherhername;indaysTocomehecoulddenounceher。InherfrightShealmostfled。ButHeinrichwouldbequiteCapableofpursuing。ByandbyShepushedthedoorandenteredhurriedly。 IttooksomepainstokeephimfrombestowingApairofrubyearrings,carvedlikeroses,ThesettingtwinedtorepresentthegrowingTendrilsandleaves,uponher。\"WhosupposesIcouldobtainsuchthings!ItsimplyclosesAllcomfortforme。\"SohechangedhismindAndboughtasslightagiftashecouldfind。 Alocket,frostedoverwithseedpearls,Oblongandslim,forwearingattheneck,Orhiddeninthebosom;theirjoinedcurlsShouldlieinit。AndfurthertobedeckHislove,Heinrichhadpickedawhiff,afleck,Themerestpuffofathin,linkedchainTohangitfrom。LottacouldnotrefrainFromweepingastheysauntereddownthestreet。 Shedidnotwantthelocket,yetshedid。 Tohavehimlovehershefoundverysweet,Butitishardtokeeplovealwayshid。 ThentherewassomethinginherheartwhichchidHer,toldhershelovedTheodoreinhim,Thatallthesemeetingswereafoolishwhim。 ShethoughtofTheodoreandthelifetheyled,Soneartogether,butsolittlemingled。 Thegreatcloudsbulgedandbelliedoverhead,Andthefreshwindaboutherbodytingled; Thecraneofalargewarehousecreakedandjingled; Charlottaheldherbreathforveryfear,Aboutherinthestreetsheseemedtohear: \"TheycallmeHangingJohnny,Away-i-oh; TheycallmeHangingJohnny,Sohang,boys,hang。\" AnditwasTheodore,undertheracingskies,Whoheldherandwhowhisperedinherear。 Sheknewherheartwastellinghernolies,Beatingandhammering。Hewassodear,ThetouchofhimwouldsendherinaqueerSwoonthatwashalfanecstasy。AndyearningForTheodore,shewandered,slowlyturningStreetafterstreetasHeinrichwisheditso。 Hehadsomeaim,shehadforgottenwhat。 Theirprogresswasconfusedandveryslow,Butatthelasttheyreachedalonelyspot,AgardenfarabovethehighestshotOfsoaringsteeple。Attheirfeet,thetownSpreadopenlikeachequer-boardlaiddown。 Lottawasdimlyconsciousoftherest,VaguelyrememberedhowheclaspedthechainAboutherneck。Shetreateditinjest,Andsawhisfacecloudoverwithsharppain。 ThensuddenlyshefeltasthoughastrainWereputuponher,collaredlikeaslave,Leashedinthemeshesofthisthinghegave。 SheseizedtheflimsyringswithbothherhandsTosnapit,buttheyheldwithoddpersistence。 Hereyeswereblindedbytwowind-blownstrandsOfhairwhichhadbeenloosened。HerresistanceMeltedwithinher,fromremotestdistance,Misty,unreal,hisfacegrewwarmandnear,Andgivingwaysheknewhimverydear。 Forlongheheldher,andtheybothgazeddownAtthewidecity,anditsblue,bridgedriver。 Fromwooinghejestedwithher,snippedtheblownStrandsofherhair,andtiedthemwithasliverCutfromhisownhead。ButshegaveashiverWhen,openingthelocket,theywereplacedUndertheglass,commingledandenlaced。 \"Whenwillyouhaveitsowithus?\"Hesighed。 Sheshookherhead。Hepressedherfurther。\"No,No,Heinrich,Theodorelovesme,\"andshetriedTofreeherselfandrise。Heheldherso,Clippedbyhisarms,shecouldnotmovenorgo。 \"Butyouloveme,\"hewhispered,withhisfaceBurningagainstherthroughherkerchief’slace。 FrauAltgeltknewshetoyedwithfire,knewThatwhatherhusbandlitthisothermanFannedtohotflame。ShetoldherselfthatfewWomenweresodiscreetasshe,whoranNodangersincesheknewwhatthingstoban。 Sheopenedherhousedooratfiveo’clock,Ashorthalf-hourbeforeherhusband’sknock。 PartThirdThe`Residenz-Theater’sparkedandhummedWithlightsandpeople。Gebnitzwastosing,Thatraresoprano。AllthefiddlesstrummedWithtuningup;thewood-windsmadearingOfreedybubblingnoises,andthestingOfsharp,redbrasspiercedeveryear-drum;pattingFrommuffledtympanimadeadarkslattingAcrossthesilvershimmeringofflutes; Abassoongrunted,andanoboewailed; The’cellipizzicato-edlikegreatlutes,AndmutteringsofdoublebassestrailedAwaytosilence,whileloudharp-stringshailedTheirthin,brightcoloursdowninsuchascatterTheylostthemselvesamidthegeneralclatter。 FrauAltgeltinthegallery,alone,Feltliftedupintoanotherworld。 BeforehereyesathousandcandlesshoneInthegreatchandeliers。AmazeofcurledAndpowderedperiwigspasthereyesswirled。 Shesmeltthesmokeofcandlesguttering,AndcaughttheglintofjewelledfansflutteringAllroundherintheboxes。Redandgold,Thehouse,likerubiessetinfiligree,Fillipedthecandlelightabout,andboldYoungsparkswitheye-glasses,unblushinglyOgledfairbeautiesinthebalcony。 Anofficerwentby,hissteelspursjangling。 BehindCharlottaanoldmanwaswranglingAboutaplay-billhehadboughtandlost。 Threedrunkensoldiershadtobeejected。 FrauAltgelt’seyesstaredatthevacantpostOfConcert-Meister,sheatoncedetectedThestirwhichbroughthim。ButshefeltneglectedWhenwithnoglanceabouthimorherway,Helifteduphisviolintoplay。 Thecurtainwentup?Perhaps。Ifso,Charlottaneversawitgo。 ThefamousFraeuleinGebnitz’singingOnlycametoherliketheringingOfbellsatafestaWhichswingintheairAndnobodyrealizestheyarethere。 Theyjingleandjangle,Andclang,andbang,Andneverasoulcouldtellwhethertheyrang,FortheploppingofgunsandrocketsAndthechinkingofsilvertospend,inone’spockets,Andtheshufflingandclappingoffeet,AndtheloudflappingOfflags,withthedrums,Asthemilitarycomes。 It’safamoustunetowalkto,AndIwonderwherethey’reoffto。 Step-step-steppingtothebeatingofthedrums。 ButtherhythmchangesasthoughamistWerecurlingandtwistingOverthelandscape。 Foramomentarhythmless,tunelessfogEncompassesher。ThenhersensesjogTothebreathofastatelyminuet。 HerrAltgelt’sviolinissetIntunetotheslow,sweepingbows,andretreatsandadvances,TocurtsiesbrushingthewaxenfloorastheCourtdances。 LongandpeacefullikewarmSummernightsWhenstarsshineinthequietriver。AndagainstthelightsBlunderinginsectsknock,Andthe`Rathaus’clockBoomstwice,throughtheshrillsoundsOfflutesandhornsinthelamplitgrounds。 PressedagainsthiminthemazywaveringOfacountrydance,withhershortbreathquaveringSheleansuponthebeating,throbbingMusic。Laughing,sobbing,Feetglidingafterslidingfeet; His——hers—— Theballroomblurs—— ShefeelstheairLiftingherhair,Andthelappingofwateronthestonestair。 Heisthere!Heisthere! Twangharps,andsqueal,youthinviolins,Thatthedancersmaydance,andneverdiscoverTheoldstonestairleadingdowntotheriverWiththechestnut-treebrancheshangingoverHerandherlover。 Theodore,stillherlover! Theeveningpassedlikethis,inahalffaint,DeliriumwithwakingintervalsWhichweretheentr’acts。UndertherestraintOfalargecompany,theconstantcallsFororangesorsyropsfromthestallsOutside,thetalk,thepassingtoandfro,Lottasatillatease,incognito。 SheheardtheGebnitzpraised,thetenorlauded,Themusicvauntedasmostexcellent。 Thesceneryandthecostumeswereapplauded,ThelatteritwaswhisperedhadbeensentFromItaly。TheHerrDirektorspentAfortuneonthem,sothegossipssaid。 Charlottafeltalightnessinherhead。 Whenthenextactbegan,hereyeswereswimming,Herproddedearswereachingandconfused。 ThefirstnotesfromtheorchestrasentskimmingHeroutwardconsciousness。HerbrainwasfusedIntothemusic,Theodore’smusic!UsedTohearhimplay,shecaughthissingletone。 Forallshenoticedtheytwowerealone。 PartFourthFrauAltgeltwaitedinthechillystreet,HustledbylackeyswhoranupanddownShoutingtheircoachmen’snames;forcedtoretreatApaceortwobylurchingchairmen;thrownRudelyasidebylinkboys;boldlyshownTheoglingraptureintwoblearyeyesThrustclosetohersinmostunpleasantwise。 Escapingthese,shehitaliveriedarm,WasswornatbythisglitteringgentlemanAndorderedoff。However,nogreatharmCametoher。ButshelookedatriflewanWhenTheodore,herbelatedguardian,Emerged。Shesnuggledupagainsthim,trembling,Halfoutoffear,halfoutoftheassemblingOfallthethoughtsandneedshisplayinghadgiven。 Hadsheenjoyedherself,hewishedtoknow。 \"Oh!Theodore,can’tyoufeelthatitwasHeaven!\" \"Heaven!MyLottachen,andwasitso? Gebnitzwasingoodvoice,butalltheflowOfherlastariawasspoiledbyKlops,Awretchedflutist,shewasmadashops。\" Hewassosimple,somatter-of-fact,CharlottaAltgeltknewnotwhattosayTobringhimtoherdream。HislackoftactKepthimexplainingallthehomewardwayHowthisthinghadgonewell,thatbadly。\"Stay,Theodore!\"shecriedatlast。\"YouknowtomeNothingwasreal,itwasanecstasy。\" AndhewasheartilygladshehadenjoyedHerselfsomuch,andsaidso。\"Butit’sgoodTobegothomeagain。\"HewasemployedInlookingathisviolin,thewoodWasold,andeveningairdiditnogood。 ButwhenhedrewuptothetableforteaSomethingabouthiswife’svivacityStruckhimashectic,worriedhiminshort。 Hetalkedofthisandthatbutwatchedherclose。 Teaover,heendeavouredtoextortThecauseofherexcitement。ShearoseAndstoodbesidehim,tryingtocomposeHerself,allwhipttoquivering,curdledlife,Andhe,poorfool,misunderstoodhiswife。 Suddenly,brokenthroughheranxiousgrasp,Hermusic-kindledlovecrashedonhimthere。 Amazed,hefeltherflingagainsthim,claspHerarmsabouthim,weighingdownhischair,Sobbingoutallherhoursofdespair。 \"Theodore,awomanneedstohearthingsproved。 Unlessyoutellme,IfeelI’mnotloved。\" Theodorewentunderinthistearingwave,Heyieldedtoit,anditsheadlongflowFilledhimwithalltheenergyshegave。 Hewasayouthagain,andthisbrightglow,Thisliving,vividjoyhehadtoshowHerwhatshewastohim。Laughingandcrying,Sheaskedassurancesthere’snodenying。 Overandoveragainherquestions,tillHequiteconvincedher,everynowandthenShekissedhim,shiveringasthoughdoubtingstill。 ButlaterwhentheywerecomposedandwhenShedaredrelaxherprobings,\"Lottachen,\" Heasked,\"howisityourlovehaswithstoodMyinadvertence?Iwasmadeofwood。\" Shetoldhim,andnodoubtshemeantittruly,Thathewassun,andgrass,andwind,andskyToher。AndevenifconsciencewereunrulyShesalveditbyneatsophistries,butwhySupposeherinsincere,itwasnolieShesaid,forHeinrichwasasmuchforgotAsthoughhe’dneverbeenwithinearshot。 ButTheodore’shandsinstrayingandcaressingFumbledagainstthelocketwhereitlayUponherneck。\"WhatisthisthingI’mpressing?\" Heasked。\"Let’sbringittothelightofday。\" Heliftedupthelocket。\"ItshouldstayOutside,myDear。Yourmotherhasgoodtaste。 Tokeepithiddensurelyisawaste。\" PityagainCharlotta,straightarousedOutofherhappiness。ThelocketbroughtAchillyjetoftruthuponher,sousedUnderitsicyspurtingshewascaught,Andchoked,andfrozen。SuddenlyshesoughtTheclasp,butwithsuchartwasthiscontrivedHerfumblingfingersneveroncearrivedUponit。Feeling,twisting,roundandround,Shepulledthechainquitethroughthelocket’sringAndstillitheld。Herneck,encompassed,bound,Chafedattheslidingmeshes。SuchathingTohurlheroutofjoy!AgildedstringBindingherfollytoher,andthosecurlsWhichlayentwinedbeneaththeclusteredpearls! Againshetriedtobreakthecord。Itstood。 \"Unclaspit,Theodore,\"shebegged。ButheRefused,andbeinginahappymood,Twittedherwithherinefficiency,Thenlookingatherveryseriously: \"Ithink,Charlotta,itiswelltohaveAlwaysaboutonewhatamothergave。 AsshehastakenthegreatpainstosendThisjeweltoyoufromDresden,itwillbeIngratitudeifyoudonotintendTocarryitaboutyouconstantly。 Withherfinetasteyoucannotdisagree,Thelocketismostbeautifullydesigned。\" Heopeneditandtherethecurlswere,twined。 Charlotta’sheartdroppedbeatslikeknitting-stitches。 Sheburnedamoment,flaming;thenshefroze。 Herfacewasjerkedbylittle,nervoustwitches,Sheheardherhusbandasking:\"Whatarethose?\" Putoutherhandquicklytointerpose,Butstopped,thegesturehalf-complete,astoundedAtthecalmwaythequestionwaspropounded。 \"Aprettyfancy,Dear,Idodeclare。 IndeedIwillnotletyouputitoff。 Alovelythought:yoursandyourmother’shair!\" Charlottahidagaspunderacough。 \"NeverwithmyconnivanceshallyoudoffThischarminggift。\"Hekissedheronthecheek,AndLottasufferedhim,quitecrushedandmeek。 Whenlaterintheirroomshelayawake,Watchingthemoonlightslipalongthefloor,ShefeltthechainandweptforTheodore’ssake。 ShehadlovedHeinrichalso,andthecoreOftruth,unlovely,startledher。WhereforeShevowedfromnowtobreakthisdoublelifeAndseeherselfonlyasTheodore’swife。 PartFifthItwasnoeasymattertoconvinceHeinrichthatitwasfinished。HardtosayThatthoughtheycouldnotmeet(hesawherwince) ShestillmustkeepthelockettoallaySuspicioninherhusband。ShewouldpayHimfromhersavingsbitbybit——theoathHesworeatthatwasstartlingtothemboth。 Herresolutiontaken,FrauAltgeltAdheredtoit,andsufferednoregret。