第3章

类别:其他 作者:Jean Webster字数:22534更新时间:19/01/03 09:36:25
There’ssomethingaboutthoseBrontesthatfascinatesme。 Theirbooks,theirlives,theirspirit。Wheredidtheygetit? WhenIwasreadingaboutlittleJane’stroublesinthecharityschool,IgotsoangrythatIhadtogooutandtakeawalk。 Iunderstoodexactlyhowshefelt。HavingknownMrs。Lippett,IcouldseeMr。Brocklehurst。 Don’tbeoutraged,Daddy。IamnotintimatingthattheJohnGrierHomewasliketheLowoodInstitute。Wehadplentytoeatandplentytowear,sufficientwatertowashin,andafurnaceinthecellar。 Buttherewasonedeadlylikeness。Ourliveswereabsolutelymonotonousanduneventful。Nothingniceeverhappened,exceptice-creamonSundays,andeventhatwasregular。InalltheeighteenyearsIwasthereIonlyhadoneadventure——whenthewoodshedburned。 Wehadtogetupinthenightanddresssoastobereadyincasethehouseshouldcatch。Butitdidn’tcatchandwewentbacktobed。 Everybodylikesafewsurprises;it’saperfectlynaturalhumancraving。 ButIneverhadoneuntilMrs。LippettcalledmetotheofficetotellmethatMr。JohnSmithwasgoingtosendmetocollege。 Andthenshebrokethenewssograduallythatitjustbarelyshockedme。 Youknow,Daddy,Ithinkthatthemostnecessaryqualityforanypersontohaveisimagination。Itmakespeopleabletoputthemselvesinotherpeople’splaces。Itmakesthemkindandsympatheticandunderstanding。Itoughttobecultivatedinchildren。 ButtheJohnGrierHomeinstantlystampedouttheslightestflickerthatappeared。Dutywastheonequalitythatwasencouraged。 Idon’tthinkchildrenoughttoknowthemeaningoftheword; it’sodious,detestable。Theyoughttodoeverythingfromlove。 WaituntilyouseetheorphanasylumthatIamgoingtobetheheadof!It’smyfavouriteplayatnightbeforeIgotosleep。 Iplanitouttothelittlestdetail——themealsandclothesandstudyandamusementsandpunishments;forevenmysuperiororphansaresometimesbad。 Butanyway,theyaregoingtobehappy。Ithinkthateveryone,nomatterhowmanytroubleshemayhavewhenhegrowsup,oughttohaveahappychildhoodtolookbackupon。AndifIeverhaveanychildrenofmyown,nomatterhowunhappyImaybe,Iamnotgoingtoletthemhaveanycaresuntiltheygrowup。 (Theregoesthechapelbell——I’llfinishthislettersometime)。 ThursdayWhenIcameinfromlaboratorythisafternoon,Ifoundasquirrelsittingontheteatablehelpinghimselftoalmonds。Thesearethekindofcallersweentertainnowthatwarmweatherhascomeandthewindowsstayopen—— SaturdaymorningPerhapsyouthink,lastnightbeingFriday,withnoclassestoday,thatIpassedanicequiet,readableeveningwiththesetofStevensonthatIboughtwithmyprizemoney?Butifso,you’veneverattendedagirls’college,Daddydear。Sixfriendsdroppedintomakefudge,andoneofthemdroppedthefudge——whileitwasstillliquid—— rightinthemiddleofourbestrug。Weshallneverbeabletocleanupthemess。 Ihaven’tmentionedanylessonsoflate;butwearestillhavingthemeveryday。It’ssortofareliefthough,togetawayfromthemanddiscusslifeinthelarge——ratherone-sideddiscussionsthatyouandIhold,butthat’syourownfault。Youarewelcometoanswerbackanytimeyouchoose。 I’vebeenwritingthisletteroffandonforthreedays,andIfearbynowvousetesbienbored! Goodbye,niceMr。Man,JudyMr。Daddy-Long-LegsSmith,SIR:Havingcompletedthestudyofargumentationandthescienceofdividingathesisintoheads,Ihavedecidedtoadoptthefollowingformforletter-writing。Itcontainsallnecessaryfacts,butnounnecessaryverbiage。 I。Wehadwrittenexaminationsthisweekin: A。Chemistry。 B。History。 II。Anewdormitoryisbeingbuilt。 A。Itsmaterialis: (a)redbrick。 (b)greystone。 B。Itscapacitywillbe: (a)onedean,fiveinstructors。 (b)twohundredgirls。 (c)onehousekeeper,threecooks,twentywaitresses,twentychambermaids。 III。Wehadjunketfordesserttonight。 IV。IamwritingaspecialtopicupontheSourcesofShakespeare’sPlays。 V。LouMcMahonslippedandfellthisafternoonatbasketball,andshe: A。Dislocatedhershoulder。 B。Bruisedherknee。 VI。Ihaveanewhattrimmedwith: A。Bluevelvetribbon。 B。Twobluequills。 C。Threeredpompoms。 VII。Itishalfpastnine。 VIII。Goodnight。 Judy2ndJuneDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Youwillneverguessthenicethingthathashappened。 TheMcBrideshaveaskedmetospendthesummerattheircampintheAdirondacks!Theybelongtoasortofclubonalovelylittlelakeinthemiddleofthewoods。Thedifferentmembershavehousesmadeoflogsdottedaboutamongthetrees,andtheygocanoeingonthelake,andtakelongwalksthroughtrailstoothercamps,andhavedancesonceaweekintheclubhouse——JimmieMcBrideisgoingtohaveacollegefriendvisitinghimpartofthesummer,soyouseeweshallhaveplentyofmentodancewith。 Wasn’titsweetofMrs。McBridetoaskme?ItappearsthatshelikedmewhenIwasthereforChristmas。 Pleaseexcusethisbeingshort。Itisn’tarealletter;it’sjusttoletyouknowthatI’mdisposedofforthesummer。 Yours,InaVERYcontentedframeofmind,Judy5thJuneDearDaddy-Long-Legs,YoursecretarymanhasjustwrittentomesayingthatMr。SmithprefersthatIshouldnotacceptMrs。McBride’sinvitation,butshouldreturntoLockWillowthesameaslastsummer。 Why,why,WHY,Daddy? Youdon’tunderstandaboutit。Mrs。McBridedoeswantme,reallyandtruly。I’mnottheleastbitoftroubleinthehouse。 I’mahelp。Theydon’ttakeupmanyservants,andSallieanIcandolotsofusefulthings。It’safinechanceformetolearnhousekeeping。 Everywomanoughttounderstandit,anIonlyknowasylum-keeping。 Therearen’tanygirlsourageatthecamp,andMrs。McBridewantsmeforacompanionforSallie。Weareplanningtodoalotofreadingtogether。Wearegoingtoreadallofthebooksfornextyear’sEnglishandsociology。TheProfessorsaiditwouldbeagreathelpifwewouldgetourreadingfinishedinthesummer;andit’ssomucheasiertorememberitifwereadtogetherandtalkitover。 JusttoliveinthesamehousewithSallie’smotherisaneducation。 She’sthemostinteresting,entertaining,companionable,charmingwomanintheworld;sheknowseverything。ThinkhowmanysummersI’vespentwithMrs。LippettandhowI’llappreciatethecontrast。 Youneedn’tbeafraidthatI’llbecrowdingthem,fortheirhouseismadeofrubber。Whentheyhavealotofcompany,theyjustsprinkletentsaboutinthewoodsandturntheboysoutside。It’sgoingtobesuchanice,healthysummerexercisingoutofdoorseveryminute。 JimmieMcBrideisgoingtoteachmehowtoridehorsebackandpaddleacanoe,andhowtoshootand——oh,lotsofthingsIoughttoknow。 It’sthekindofnice,jolly,care-freetimethatI’veneverhad; andIthinkeverygirldeservesitonceinherlife。OfcourseI’lldoexactlyasyousay,butplease,PLEASEletmego,Daddy。I’veneverwantedanythingsomuch。 Thisisn’tJerushaAbbott,thefuturegreatauthor,writingtoyou。 It’sjustJudy——agirl。 9thJuneMr。JohnSmith,SIR:Yoursofthe7thinst。athand。Incompliancewiththeinstructionsreceivedthroughyoursecretary,IleaveonFridaynexttospendthesummeratLockWillowFarm。 Ihopealwaystoremain,(Miss)JerushaAbbottLOCKWILLOWFARM,3rdAugustDearDaddy-Long-Legs,IthasbeennearlytwomonthssinceIwrote,whichwasn’tniceofme,Iknow,butIhaven’tlovedyoumuchthissummer——youseeI’mbeingfrank! Youcan’timaginehowdisappointedIwasathavingtogiveuptheMcBrides’camp。OfcourseIknowthatyou’remyguardian,andthatIhavetoregardyourwishesinallmatters,butIcouldn’tseeanyREASON。Itwassodistinctlythebestthingthatcouldhavehappenedtome。IfIhadbeenDaddy,andyouhadbeenJudy,Ishouldhavesaid,`Blessyomychild,runalongandhaveagoodtime;seelotsofnewpeopleandlearnlotsofnewthings; liveoutofdoors,andgetstrongandwellandrestedforayearofhardwork。’ Butnotatall!JustacurtlinefromyoursecretaryorderingmetoLockWillow。 It’stheimpersonalityofyourcommandsthathurtsmyfeelings。 Itseemsasthough,ifyoufeltthetiniestlittlebitformethewayIfeelforyou,you’dsometimessendmeamessagethatyou’dwrittenwithyourownhand,insteadofthosebeastlytypewrittensecretary’snotes。Ifthereweretheslightesthintthatyoucared,I’ddoanythingonearthtopleaseyou。 IknowthatIwastowritenice,long,detailedletterswithouteverexpectinganyanswer。You’relivinguptoyoursideofthebargain—— I’mbeingeducated——andIsupposeyou’rethinkingI’mnotlivinguptomine! But,Daddy,itisahardbargain。Itis,really。I’msoawfullylonely。 YouaretheonlypersonIhavetocarefor,andyouaresoshadowy。 You’rejustanimaginarymanthatI’vemadeup——andprobablytherealYOUisn’tabitlikemyimaginaryYOU。Butyoudidonce,whenIwasillintheinfirmary,sendmeamessage,andnow,whenIamfeelingawfullyforgotten,Igetoutyourcardandreaditover。 Idon’tthinkIamtellingyouatallwhatIstartedtosay,whichwasthis: Althoughmyfeelingsarestillhurt,foritisveryhumiliatingtobepickedupandmovedaboutbyanarbitrary,peremptory,unreasonable,omnipotent,invisibleProvidence,still,whenamanhasbeenaskindandgenerousandthoughtfulasyouhaveheretoforebeentowardsme,Isupposehehasarighttobeanarbitrary,peremptory,unreasonable,invisibleProvidenceifhechooses,andso—— I’llforgiveyouandbecheerfulagain。ButIstilldon’tenjoygettingSallie’slettersaboutthegoodtimestheyarehavingincamp! However——wewilldrawaveiloverthatandbeginagain。 I’vebeenwritingandwritingthissummer;fourshortstoriesfinishedandsenttofourdifferentmagazines。SoyouseeI’mtryingtobeanauthor。IhaveaworkroomfixedinacorneroftheatticwhereMasterJervieusedtohavehisrainy-dayplayroom。 It’sinacool,breezycornerwithtwodormerwindows,andshadedbyamapletreewithafamilyofredsquirrelslivinginahole。 I’llwriteanicerletterinafewdaysandtellyouallthefarmnews。 Weneedrain。 Yoursasever,Judy10thAugustMr。Daddy-Long-Legs,SIR:Iaddressyoufromthesecondcrotchinthewillowtreebythepoolinthepasture。There’safrogcroakingunderneath,alocustsingingoverheadandtwolittle`devildownheads’ dartingupanddownthetrunk。I’vebeenhereforanhour; it’saverycomfortablecrotch,especiallyafterbeingupholsteredwithtwosofacushions。Icameupwithapenandtablethopingtowriteanimmortalshortstory,butI’vebeenhavingadreadfultimewithmyheroine——ICAN’TmakeherbehaveasIwanthertobehave; soI’veabandonedherforthemoment,andamwritingtoyou。 (Notmuchreliefthough,forIcan’tmakeyoubehaveasIwantyouto,either。) IfyouareinthatdreadfulNewYork,IwishIcouldsendyousomeofthislovely,breezy,sunshinyoutlook。ThecountryisHeavenafteraweekofrain。 SpeakingofHeaven——doyourememberMr。KelloggthatItoldyouaboutlastsummer?——theministerofthelittlewhitechurchattheCorners。 Well,thepooroldsoulisdead——lastwinterofpneumonia。Iwenthalfadozentimestohearhimpreachandgotverywellacquaintedwithhistheology。Hebelievedtotheendexactlythesamethingshestartedwith。Itseemstomethatamanwhocanthinkstraightalongforforty-sevenyearswithoutchangingasingleideaoughttobekeptinacabinetasacuriosity。Ihopeheisenjoyinghisharpandgoldencrown;hewassoperfectlysureoffindingthem!There’sanewyoungman,veryconsequential,inhisplace。Thecongregationisprettydubious,especiallythefactionledbyDeaconCummings。 Itlooksasthoughtherewasgoingtobeanawfulsplitinthechurch。 Wedon’tcareforinnovationsinreligioninthisneighbourhood。 DuringourweekofrainIsatupintheatticandhadanorgyofreading——Stevenson,mostly。Hehimselfismoreentertainingthananyofthecharactersinhisbooks;Idaresayhemadehimselfintothekindofherothatwouldlookwellinprint。Don’tyouthinkitwasperfectofhimtospendallthetenthousanddollarshisfatherleft,forayacht,andgosailingofftotheSouthSeas? Heliveduptohisadventurouscreed。Ifmyfatherhadleftmetenthousanddollars,I’ddoit,too。ThethoughtofVailimamakesmewild。Iwanttoseethetropics。Iwanttoseethewholeworld。 Iamgoingtobeagreatauthor,orartist,oractress,orplaywright—— orwhateversortofagreatpersonIturnouttobe。Ihaveaterriblewanderthirst;theverysightofamapmakesmewanttoputonmyhatandtakeanumbrellaandstart。`IshallseebeforeIdiethepalmsandtemplesoftheSouth。’ Thursdayeveningattwilight,sittingonthedoorstep。 Veryhardtogetanynewsintothisletter!Judyisbecomingsophilosophicaloflate,thatshewishestodiscourselargelyoftheworldingeneral,insteadofdescendingtothetrivialdetailsofdailylife。ButifyouMUSThavenews,hereitis: OurnineyoungpigswadedacrossthebrookandranawaylastTuesday,andonlyeightcameback。Wedon’twanttoaccuseanyoneunjustly,butwesuspectthatWidowDowdhasonemorethansheoughttohave。 Mr。Weaverhaspaintedhisbarnandhistwosilosabrightpumpkinyellow—— averyuglycolour,buthesaysitwillwear。 TheBrewershavecompanythisweek;Mrs。Brewer’ssisterandtwoniecesfromOhio。 OneofourRhodeIslandRedsonlybroughtoffthreechicksoutoffifteeneggs。Wecan’timaginewhatwasthetrouble。 RhodeislandReds,inmyopinion,areaveryinferiorbreed。 IpreferBuffOrpingtons。 ThenewclerkinthepostofficeatBonnyriggFourCornersdrankeverydropofJamaicagingertheyhadinstock——sevendollars’ worth——beforehewasdiscovered。 OldIraHatchhasrheumatismandcan’tworkanymore;heneversavedhismoneywhenhewasearninggoodwages,sonowhehastoliveonthetown。 There’stobeanice-creamsocialattheschoolhousenextSaturdayevening。Comeandbringyourfamilies。 IhaveanewhatthatIboughtfortwenty-fivecentsatthepostoffice。 Thisismylatestportrait,onmywaytorakethehay。 It’sgettingtoodarktosee;anyway,thenewsisallusedup。 Goodnight,JudyFridayGoodmorning!Hereissomenews!Whatdoyouthink?You’dnever,never,neverguesswho’scomingtoLockWillow。AlettertoMrs。 SemplefromMr。Pendleton。He’smotoringthroughtheBerkshires,andistiredandwantstorestonanicequietfarm——ifheclimbsoutatherdoorstepsomenightwillshehavearoomreadyforhim? Maybehe’llstayoneweek,ormaybetwo,ormaybethree;he’llseehowrestfulitiswhenhegetshere。 Suchaflutteraswearein!Thewholehouseisbeingcleanedandallthecurtainswashed。IamdrivingtotheCornersthismorningtogetsomenewoilclothfortheentry,andtwocansofbrownfloorpaintforthehallandbackstairs。Mrs。Dowdisengagedtocometomorrowtowashthewindows(intheexigencyofthemoment,wewaiveoursuspicionsinregardtothepiglet)。Youmightthink,fromthisaccountofouractivities,thatthehousewasnotalreadyimmaculate; butIassureyouitwas!WhateverMrs。Semple’slimitations,sheisaHOUSEKEEPER。 Butisn’titjustlikeaman,Daddy?Hedoesn’tgivetheremotesthintastowhetherhewilllandonthedoorsteptoday,ortwoweeksfromtoday。Weshallliveinaperpetualbreathlessnessuntilhecomes—— andifhedoesn’thurry,thecleaningmayallhavetobedoneoveragain。 There’sAmasaiwaitingbelowwiththebuckboardandGrover。 Idrivealone——butifyoucouldseeoldGrove,youwouldn’tbeworriedastomysafety。 Withmyhandonmyheart——farewell。 JudyPS。Isn’tthataniceending?IgotitoutofStevenson’sletters。 SaturdayGoodmorningagain!Ididn’tgetthisENVELOPEDyesterdaybeforethepostmancame,soI’lladdsomemore。Wehaveonemailadayattwelveo’clock。Ruraldeliveryisablessingtothefarmers! Ourpostmannotonlydeliversletters,butherunserrandsforusintown,atfivecentsanerrand。Yesterdayhebroughtmesomeshoe-stringsandajarofcoldcream(IsunburnedalltheskinoffmynosebeforeIgotmynewhat)andablueWindsortieandabottleofblackingallfortencents。Thatwasanunusualbargain,owingtothelargenessofmyorder。 AlsohetellsuswhatishappeningintheGreatWorld。 Severalpeopleontheroutetakedailypapers,andhereadsthemashejogsalong,andrepeatsthenewstotheoneswhodon’tsubscribe。 SoincaseawarbreaksoutbetweentheUnitedStatesandJapan,orthepresidentisassassinated,orMr。RockefellerleavesamilliondollarstotheJohnGrierHome,youneedn’tbothertowrite; I’llhearitanyway。 NosignyetofMasterJervie。Butyoushouldseehowcleanourhouseis——andwithwhatanxietywewipeourfeetbeforewestepin! Ihopehe’llcomesoon;Iamlongingforsomeonetotalkto。 Mrs。Semple,totellyouthetruth,getsrathermonotonous。 Sheneverletsideasinterrupttheeasyflowofherconversation。 It’safunnythingaboutthepeoplehere。Theirworldisjustthissinglehilltop。Theyarenotabituniversal,ifyouknowwhatImean。It’sexactlythesameasattheJohnGrierHome。 Ourideastherewereboundedbythefoursidesoftheironfence,onlyIdidn’tminditsomuchbecauseIwasyounger,andwassoawfullybusy。BythetimeI’dgotallmybedsmadeandmybabies’ faceswashedandhadgonetoschoolandcomehomeandhadwashedtheirfacesagainanddarnedtheirstockingsandmendedFreddiePerkins’strousers(hetorethemeverydayofhislife)andlearnedmylessonsinbetween——Iwasreadytogotobed,andIdidn’tnoticeanylackofsocialintercourse。Butaftertwoyearsinaconversationalcollege,Idomissit;andIshallbegladtoseesomebodywhospeaksmylanguage。 IreallybelieveI’vefinished,Daddy。Nothingelseoccurstomeatthemoment——I’lltrytowritealongerletternexttime。 Yoursalways,JudyPS。Thelettucehasn’tdoneatallwellthisyear。Itwassodryearlyintheseason。 25thAugustWell,Daddy,MasterJervie’shere。Andsuchanicetimeaswe’rehaving!AtleastIam,andIthinkheis,too——hehasbeenheretendaysandhedoesn’tshowanysignsofgoing。ThewayMrs。Semplepampersthatmanisscandalous。Ifsheindulgedhimasmuchwhenhewasababy,Idon’tknowhowheeverturnedoutsowell。 HeandIeatatalittletablesetonthesideporch,orsometimesunderthetrees,or——whenitrainsoriscold——inthebestparlour。 HejustpicksoutthespothewantstoeatinandCarrietrotsafterhimwiththetable。Thenifithasbeenanawfulnuisance,andshehashadtocarrythedishesveryfar,shefindsadollarunderthesugarbowl。 Heisanawfullycompanionablesortofman,thoughyouwouldneverbelieveittoseehimcasually;helooksatfirstglancelikeatruePendleton,butheisn’tintheleast。Heisjustassimpleandunaffectedandsweetashecanbe——thatseemsafunnywaytodescribeaman,butit’strue。He’sextremelynicewiththefarmersaroundhere;hemeetstheminasortofman-to-manfashionthatdisarmsthemimmediately。Theywereverysuspiciousatfirst。 Theydidn’tcareforhisclothes!AndIwillsaythathisclothesareratheramazing。Hewearsknickerbockersandpleatedjacketsandwhiteflannelsandridingclotheswithpuffedtrousers。 Wheneverhecomesdowninanythingnew,Mrs。Semple,beamingwithpride,walksaroundandviewshimfromeveryangle,andurgeshimtobecarefulwherehesitsdown;sheissoafraidhewillpickupsomedust。 Itboreshimdreadfully。He’salwayssayingtoher: `Runalong,Lizzie,andtendtoyourwork。Youcan’tbossmeanylonger。I’vegrownup。’ It’sawfullyfunnytothinkofthatgreatbig,long-leggedman(he’snearlyaslong-leggedasyou,Daddy)eversittinginMrs。Semple’slapandhavinghisfacewashed。Particularlyfunnywhenyouseeherlap! Shehastwolapsnow,andthreechins。Buthesaysthatonceshewasthinandwiryandspryandcouldrunfasterthanhe。 Suchalotofadventureswe’rehaving!We’veexploredthecountryformiles,andI’velearnedtofishwithfunnylittlefliesmadeoffeathers。Alsotoshootwitharifleandarevolver。Alsotoridehorseback——there’sanastonishingamountoflifeinoldGrove。 Wefedhimonoatsforthreedays,andheshiedatacalfandalmostranawaywithme。 WednesdayWeclimbedSkyHillMondayafternoon。That’samountainnearhere; notanawfullyhighmountain,perhaps——nosnowonthesummit——butatleastyouareprettybreathlesswhenyoureachthetop。Thelowerslopesarecoveredwithwoods,butthetopisjustpiledrocksandopenmoor。 Westayedupforthesunsetandbuiltafireandcookedoursupper。 MasterJerviedidthecooking;hesaidheknewhowbetterthanmeandhedid,too,becausehe’susedtocamping。Thenwecamedownbymoonlight,and,whenwereachedthewoodtrailwhereitwasdark,bythelightofanelectricbulbthathehadinhispocket。 Itwassuchfun!Helaughedandjokedallthewayandtalkedaboutinterestingthings。He’sreadallthebooksI’veeverread,andalotofothersbesides。It’sastonishinghowmanydifferentthingsheknows。 Wewentforalongtrampthismorningandgotcaughtinastorm。 Ourclothesweredrenchedbeforewereachedhomebutourspiritsnotevendamp。YoushouldhaveseenMrs。Semple’sfacewhenwedrippedintoherkitchen。 `Oh,MasterJervie——MissJudy!Youaresoakedthrough。Dear!Dear! WhatshallIdo?Thatnicenewcoatisperfectlyruined。’ Shewasawfullyfunny;youwouldhavethoughtthatweweretenyearsold,andsheadistractedmother。Iwasafraidforawhilethatweweren’tgoingtogetanyjamfortea。 SaturdayIstartedthisletteragesago,butIhaven’thadasecondtofinishit。 Isn’tthisanicethoughtfromStevenson? Theworldissofullofanumberofthings,Iamsureweshouldallbeashappyaskings。 It’strue,youknow。Theworldisfullofhappiness,andplentytogoround,ifyouareonlywillingtotakethekindthatcomesyourway。ThewholesecretisinbeingPLIABLE。Inthecountry,especially,therearesuchalotofentertainingthings。 Icanwalkovereverybody’sland,andlookateverybody’sview,anddabbleineverybody’sbrook;andenjoyitjustasmuchasthoughIownedtheland——andwithnotaxestopay! It’sSundaynightnow,abouteleveno’clock,andIamsupposedtobegettingsomebeautysleep,butIhadblackcoffeefordinner,so——nobeautysleepforme! Thismorning,saidMrs。SempletoMr。Pendleton,withaverydeterminedaccent: `Wehavetoleavehereataquarterpastteninordertogettochurchbyeleven。’ `Verywell,Lizzie,’saidMasterJervie,`youhavethebuggyready,andifI’mnotdressed,justgoonwithoutwaiting。’’We’llwait,’ saidshe。 `Asyouplease,’saidhe,`onlydon’tkeepthehorsesstandingtoolong。’ Thenwhileshewasdressing,hetoldCarrietopackupalunch,andhetoldmetoscrambleintomywalkingclothes;andweslippedoutthebackwayandwentfishing。 Itdiscommodedthehouseholddreadfully,becauseLockWillowofaSundaydinesattwo。Butheordereddinneratseven——heordersmealswheneverhechooses;youwouldthinktheplacewerearestaurant—— andthatkeptCarrieandAmasaifromgoingdriving。Buthesaiditwasallthebetterbecauseitwasn’tproperforthemtogodrivingwithoutachaperon;andanyway,hewantedthehorseshimselftotakemedriving。Didyoueverhearanythingsofunny? AndpoorMrs。SemplebelievesthatpeoplewhogofishingonSundaysgoafterwardstoasizzlinghothell!Sheisawfullytroubledtothinkthatshedidn’ttrainhimbetterwhenhewassmallandhelplessandshehadthechance。Besides——shewishedtoshowhimoffinchurch。 Anyway,wehadourfishing(hecaughtfourlittleones)andwecookedthemonacamp-fireforlunch。Theykeptfallingoffourspikedsticksintothefire,sotheytastedalittleashy,butweatethem。 Wegothomeatfourandwentdrivingatfiveandhaddinneratseven,andattenIwassenttobedandhereIam,writingtoyou。 Iamgettingalittlesleepy,though。 Goodnight。 HereisapictureoftheonefishIcaught。 ShipAhoy,Cap’nLong-Legs! Avast!Belay!Yo,ho,ho,andabottleofrum。GuesswhatI’mreading? Ourconversationthesepasttwodayshasbeennauticalandpiratical。 Isn’tTreasureIslandfun?Didyoueverreadit,orwasn’titwrittenwhenyouwereaboy?Stevensononlygotthirtypoundsfortheserialrights——Idon’tbelieveitpaystobeagreatauthor。 MaybeI’llbeaschool-teacher。 ExcusemeforfillingmyletterssofullofStevenson;mymindisverymuchengagedwithhimatpresent。HecomprisesLockWillow’slibrary。 I’vebeenwritingthisletterfortwoweeks,andIthinkit’saboutlongenough。Neversay,Daddy,thatIdon’tgivedetails。 Iwishyouwerehere,too;we’dallhavesuchajollytimetogether。 Ilikemydifferentfriendstoknoweachother。IwantedtoaskMr。PendletonifheknewyouinNewYork——Ishouldthinkhemight; youmustmoveinaboutthesameexaltedsocialcircles,andyouarebothinterestedinreformsandthings——butIcouldn’t,forIdon’tknowyourrealname。 It’sthesilliestthingIeverheardof,nottoknowyourname。 Mrs。Lippettwarnedmethatyouwereeccentric。Ishouldthinkso! Affectionately,JudyPS。Onreadingthisover,Ifindthatitisn’tallStevenson。 ThereareoneortwoglancingreferencestoMasterJervie。 10thSeptemberDearDaddy,Hehasgone,andwearemissinghim!Whenyougetaccustomedtopeopleorplacesorwaysofliving,andthenhavethemsnatchedaway,itdoesleaveanawfullyempty,gnawingsortofsensation。 I’mfindingMrs。Semple’sconversationprettyunseasonedfood。 CollegeopensintwoweeksandIshallbegladtobeginworkagain。 Ihaveworkedquitealotthissummerthough——sixshortstoriesandsevenpoems。ThoseIsenttothemagazinesallcamebackwiththemostcourteouspromptitude。ButIdon’tmind。It’sgoodpractice。 MasterJerviereadthem——hebroughtinthepost,soIcouldn’thelphisknowing——andhesaidtheywereDREADFUL。TheyshowedthatIdidn’thavetheslightestideaofwhatIwastalkingabout。 (MasterJerviedoesn’tletpolitenessinterferewithtruth。) ButthelastoneIdid——justalittlesketchlaidincollege—— hesaidwasn’tbad;andhehadittypewritten,andIsentittoamagazine。They’vehadittwoweeks;maybethey’rethinkingitover。 Youshouldseethesky!There’sthequeerestorange-colouredlightovereverything。We’regoingtohaveastorm。 Itcommencedjustthatmomentwithtremendouslybigdropsandalltheshuttersbanging。Ihadtoruntoclosethewindows,whileCarrieflewtotheatticwithanarmfulofmilkpanstoputundertheplaceswheretheroofleaksandthen,justasIwasresumingmypen,IrememberedthatI’dleftacushionandrugandhatandMatthewArnold’spoemsunderatreeintheorchard,soIdashedouttogetthem,allquitesoaked。Theredcoverofthepoemshadrunintotheinside; DoverBeachinthefuturewillbewashedbypinkwaves。 Astormisawfullydisturbinginthecountry。Youarealwayshavingtothinkofsomanythingsthatareoutofdoorsandgettingspoiled。 ThursdayDaddy!Daddy!Whatdoyouthink?Thepostmanhasjustcomewithtwoletters。 1st。Mystoryisaccepted。$50。 ALORS!I’manAUTHOR。 2nd。Aletterfromthecollegesecretary。I’mtohaveascholarshipfortwoyearsthatwillcoverboardandtuition。Itwasfoundedfor`markedproficiencyinEnglishwithgeneralexcellencyinotherlines。’AndI’vewonit!IappliedforitbeforeIleft,butIdidn’thaveanideaI’dgetit,onaccountofmyFreshmanbadworkinmathsandLatin。ButitseemsI’vemadeitup。Iamawfullyglad,Daddy,becausenowIwon’tbesuchaburdentoyou。 ThemonthlyallowancewillbeallI’llneed,andmaybeIcanearnthatwithwritingortutoringorsomething。 I’mLONGINGtogobackandbeginwork。 Yoursever,JerushaAbbott,AuthorofWhentheSophomoresWontheGame。Forsaleatallnewsstands,pricetencents。 26thSeptemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Backatcollegeagainandanupperclassman。Ourstudyisbetterthaneverthisyear——facestheSouthwithtwohugewindowsandoh! sofurnished。Julia,withanunlimitedallowance,arrivedtwodaysearlyandwasattackedwithafeverforsettling。 Wehavenewwallpaperandorientalrugsandmahoganychairs—— notpaintedmahoganywhichmadeussufficientlyhappylastyear,butreal。It’sverygorgeous,butIdon’tfeelasthoughIbelongedinit;I’mnervousallthetimeforfearI’llgetaninkspotinthewrongplace。 And,Daddy,Ifoundyourletterwaitingforme——pardon——Imeanyoursecretary’s。 WillyoukindlyconveytomeacomprehensiblereasonwhyIshouldnotacceptthatscholarship?Idon’tunderstandyourobjectionintheleast。Butanyway,itwon’tdotheslightestgoodforyoutoobject,forI’vealreadyaccepteditandIamnotgoingtochange! Thatsoundsalittleimpertinent,butIdon’tmeanitso。 Isupposeyoufeelthatwhenyousetouttoeducateme,you’dliketofinishthework,andputaneatperiod,intheshapeofadiploma,attheend。 Butlookatitjustasecondfrommypointofview。IshallowemyeducationtoyoujustasmuchasthoughIletyoupayforthewholeofit,butIwon’tbequitesomuchindebted。Iknowthatyoudon’twantmetoreturnthemoney,butnevertheless,Iamgoingtowanttodoit,ifIpossiblycan;andwinningthisscholarshipmakesitsomucheasier。 Iwasexpectingtospendtherestofmylifeinpayingmydebts,butnowIshallonlyhavetospendone-halfoftherestofit。 Ihopeyouunderstandmypositionandwon’tbecross。TheallowanceIshallstillmostgratefullyaccept。ItrequiresanallowancetoliveuptoJuliaandherfurniture!Iwishthatshehadbeenrearedtosimplertastes,orelsethatshewerenotmyroom-mate。 Thisisn’tmuchofaletter;Imeanttohavewrittenalot——butI’vebeenhemmingfourwindowcurtainsandthreeportieres(I’mgladyoucan’tseethelengthofthestitches),andpolishingabrassdesksetwithtoothpowder(veryuphillwork),andsawingoffpicturewirewithmanicurescissors,andunpackingfourboxesofbooks,andputtingawaytwotrunkfulsofclothes(itdoesn’tseembelievablethatJerushaAbbottownstwotrunksfullofclothes,butshedoes!) andwelcomingbackfiftydearfriendsinbetween。 Openingdayisajoyousoccasion! Goodnight,Daddydear,anddon’tbeannoyedbecauseyourchickiswantingtoscratchforherself。She’sgrowingupintoanawfullyenergeticlittlehen——withaverydeterminedcluckandlotsofbeautifulfeathers(allduetoyou)。 Affectionately,Judy30thSeptemberDearDaddy,Areyoustillharpingonthatscholarship?Ineverknewamansoobstinate,andstubbornandunreasonable,andtenacious,andbull-doggish,andunable-to-see-other-people’s-point-of-view,asyou。 YoupreferthatIshouldnotbeacceptingfavoursfromstrangers。 Strangers!——Andwhatareyou,pray? IsthereanyoneintheworldthatIknowless?Ishouldn’trecognizeyouifImetyouinthestreet。Now,yousee,ifyouhadbeenasane,sensiblepersonandhadwrittennice,cheeringfatherlyletterstoyourlittleJudy,andhadcomeoccasionallyandpattedheronthehead,andhadsaidyouweregladshewassuchagoodgirl——Then,perhaps,shewouldn’thavefloutedyouinyouroldage,butwouldhaveobeyedyourslightestwishlikethedutifuldaughtershewasmeanttobe。 Strangersindeed!Youliveinaglasshouse,Mr。Smith。 Andbesides,thisisn’tafavour;it’slikeaprize——Iearneditbyhardwork。IfnobodyhadbeengoodenoughinEnglish,thecommitteewouldn’thaveawardedthescholarship;someyearstheydon’t。Also—— Butwhat’stheuseofarguingwithaman?Youbelong,Mr。Smith,toasexdevoidofasenseoflogic。Tobringamanintoline,therearejusttwomethods:onemusteithercoaxorbedisagreeable。 IscorntocoaxmenforwhatIwish。Therefore,Imustbedisagreeable。 Irefuse,sir,togiveupthescholarship;andifyoumakeanymorefuss,Iwon’tacceptthemonthlyallowanceeither,butwillwearmyselfintoanervouswrecktutoringstupidFreshmen。 Thatismyultimatum! Andlisten——Ihaveafurtherthought。SinceyouaresoafraidthatbytakingthisscholarshipIamdeprivingsomeoneelseofaneducation,Iknowawayout。YoucanapplythemoneythatyouwouldhavespentformetowardseducatingsomeotherlittlegirlfromtheJohnGrierHome。 Don’tyouthinkthat’saniceidea?Only,Daddy,EDUCATEthenewgirlasmuchasyouchoose,butpleasedon’tLIKEheranybetterthanme。 Itrustthatyoursecretarywon’tbehurtbecauseIpaysolittleattentiontothesuggestionsofferedinhisletter,butIcan’thelpitifheis。He’saspoiledchild,Daddy。I’vemeeklygivenintohiswhimsheretofore,butthistimeIintendtobeFIRM。 Yours,Withamind,CompletelyandIrrevocablyandWorld-without-EndMade-up,JerushaAbbott9thNovemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,IstarteddowntowntodaytobuyabottleofshoeblackingandsomecollarsandthematerialforanewblouseandajarofvioletcreamandacakeofCastilesoap——allverynecessary;Icouldn’tbehappyanotherdaywithoutthem——andwhenItriedtopaythecarfare,IfoundthatIhadleftmypurseinthepocketofmyothercoat。 SoIhadtogetoutandtakethenextcar,andwaslateforgymnasium。 It’sadreadfulthingtohavenomemoryandtwocoats! JuliaPendletonhasinvitedmetovisitherfortheChristmasholidays。 Howdoesthatstrikeyou,Mr。Smith?FancyJerushaAbbott,oftheJohnGrierHome,sittingatthetablesoftherich。 Idon’tknowwhyJuliawantsme——sheseemstobegettingquiteattachedtomeoflate。Ishould,totellthetruth,verymuchprefergoingtoSallie’s,butJuliaaskedmefirst,soifI goanywhereitmustbetoNewYorkinsteadoftoWorcester。 I’mratherawedattheprospectofmeetingPendletonsENMASSE,andalsoI’dhavetogetalotofnewclothes——so,Daddydear,ifyouwritethatyouwouldpreferhavingmeremainquietlyatcollege,Iwillbowtoyourwisheswithmyusualsweetdocility。 I’mengagedatoddmomentswiththeLifeandLettersofThomasHuxley—— itmakesnice,lightreadingtopickupbetweentimes。Doyouknowwhatanarchaeopteryxis?It’sabird。Andastereognathus? I’mnotsuremyself,butIthinkit’samissinglink,likeabirdwithteethoralizardwithwings。No,itisn’teither;I’vejustlookedinthebook。It’samesozoicmammal。 I’veelectedeconomicsthisyear——veryilluminatingsubject。 WhenIfinishthatI’mgoingtotakeCharityandReform;then,Mr。Trustee,I’llknowjusthowanorphanasylumoughttoberun。 Don’tyouthinkI’dmakeanadmirablevoterifIhadmyrights? Iwastwenty-onelastweek。Thisisanawfullywastefulcountrytothrowawaysuchanhonest,educated,conscientious,intelligentcitizenasIwouldbe。 Yoursalways,Judy7thDecemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,ThankyouforpermissiontovisitJulia——Itakeitthatsilencemeansconsent。 Suchasocialwhirlaswe’vebeenhaving!TheFounder’sdancecamelastweek——thiswasthefirstyearthatanyofuscouldattend; onlyupperclassmenbeingallowed。 IinvitedJimmieMcBride,andSallieinvitedhisroom-mateatPrinceton,whovisitedthemlastsummerattheircamp——anawfullynicemanwithredhair——andJuliainvitedamanfromNewYork,notveryexciting,butsociallyirreproachable。HeisconnectedwiththeDelaMaterChichesters。Perhapsthatmeanssomethingtoyou?Itdoesn’tilluminatemetoanyextent。 However——ourguestscameFridayafternoonintimeforteaintheseniorcorridor,andthendasheddowntothehotelfordinner。 Thehotelwassofullthattheysleptinrowsonthebilliardtables,theysay。JimmieMcBridesaysthatthenexttimeheisbiddentoasocialeventinthiscollege,heisgoingtobringoneoftheirAdirondacktentsandpitchitonthecampus。 Atseven-thirtytheycamebackforthePresident’sreceptionanddance。 Ourfunctionscommenceearly!Wehadthemen’scardsallmadeoutaheadoftime,andaftereverydance,we’dleavethemingroups,undertheletterthatstoodfortheirnames,sothattheycouldbereadilyfoundbytheirnextpartners。JimmieMcBride,forexample,wouldstandpatientlyunder`M’untilhewasclaimed。(Atleast,heoughttohavestoodpatiently,buthekeptwanderingoffandgettingmixedwith`R’s’and`S’s’andallsortsofletters。) Ifoundhimaverydifficultguest;hewassulkybecausehehadonlythreedanceswithme。Hesaidhewasbashfulaboutdancingwithgirlshedidn’tknow! Thenextmorningwehadagleeclubconcert——andwhodoyouthinkwrotethefunnynewsongcomposedfortheoccasion?It’sthetruth。 Shedid。Oh,Itellyou,Daddy,yourlittlefoundlingisgettingtobequiteaprominentperson! Anyway,ourgaytwodaysweregreatfun,andIthinkthemenenjoyedit。 Someofthemwereawfullyperturbedatfirstattheprospectoffacingonethousandgirls;buttheygotacclimatedveryquickly。 OurtwoPrincetonmenhadabeautifultime——atleasttheypolitelysaidtheyhad,andthey’veinvitedustotheirdancenextspring。 We’veaccepted,sopleasedon’tobject,Daddydear。 JuliaandSallieandIallhadnewdresses。Doyouwanttohearaboutthem?Julia’swascreamsatinandgoldembroideryandsheworepurpleorchids。ItwasaDREAMandcamefromParis,andcostamilliondollars。 Sallie’swaspalebluetrimmedwithPersianembroidery,andwentbeautifullywithredhair。Itdidn’tcostquiteamillion,butwasjustaseffectiveasJulia’s。 Minewaspalepinkcrepedechinetrimmedwithecrulaceandrosesatin。 AndIcarriedcrimsonroseswhichJ。McB。sent(Salliehavingtoldhimwhatcolourtoget)。Andweallhadsatinslippersandsilkstockingsandchiffonscarfstomatch。 Youmustbedeeplyimpressedbythesemillinerydetails。 Onecan’thelpthinking,Daddy,whatacolourlesslifeamanisforcedtolead,whenonereflectsthatchiffonandVenetianpointandhandembroideryandIrishcrochetaretohimmereemptywords。 Whereasawoman——whethersheisinterestedinbabiesormicrobesorhusbandsorpoetryorservantsorparallelogramsorgardensorPlatoorbridge——isfundamentallyandalwaysinterestedinclothes。 It’stheonetouchofnaturethatmakesthewholeworldkin。 (Thatisn’toriginal。IgotitoutofoneofShakespeare’splays)。 However,toresume。DoyouwantmetotellyouasecretthatI’velatelydiscovered?Andwillyoupromisenottothinkmevain? Thenlisten: I’mpretty。 Iam,really。I’dbeanawfulidiotnottoknowitwiththreelooking-glassesintheroom。 AFriendPS。Thisisoneofthosewickedanonymouslettersyoureadaboutinnovels。 20thDecemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,I’vejustamoment,becauseImustattendtwoclasses,packatrunkandasuit-case,andcatchthefour-o’clocktrain——butIcouldn’tgowithoutsendingawordtoletyouknowhowmuchIappreciatemyChristmasbox。 IlovethefursandthenecklaceandtheLibertyscarfandtheglovesandhandkerchiefsandbooksandpurse——andmostofallIloveyou! ButDaddy,youhavenobusinesstospoilmethisway。I’monlyhuman—— andagirlatthat。HowcanIkeepmymindsternlyfixedonastudiouscareer,whenyoudeflectmewithsuchworldlyfrivolities? IhavestrongsuspicionsnowastowhichoneoftheJohnGrierTrusteesusedtogivetheChristmastreeandtheSundayice-cream。 Hewasnameless,butbyhisworksIknowhim!Youdeservetobehappyforallthegoodthingsyoudo。 Goodbye,andaverymerryChristmas。 Yoursalways,JudyPS。Iamsendingaslighttoken,too。Doyouthinkyouwouldlikeherifyouknewher? 11thJanuaryImeanttowritetoyoufromthecity,Daddy,butNewYorkisanengrossingplace。 Ihadaninteresting——andilluminating——time,butI’mgladIdon’tbelongtosuchafamily!IshouldtrulyratherhavetheJohnGrierHomeforabackground。Whateverthedrawbacksofmybringingup,therewasatleastnopretenceaboutit。IknownowwhatpeoplemeanwhentheysaytheyareweigheddownbyThings。Thematerialatmosphereofthathousewascrushing;Ididn’tdrawadeepbreathuntilIwasonanexpresstraincomingback。Allthefurniturewascarvedandupholsteredandgorgeous;thepeopleImetwerebeautifullydressedandlow-voicedandwell-bred,butit’sthetruth,Daddy,Ineverheardonewordofrealtalkfromthetimewearriveduntilweleft。Idon’tthinkanideaeverenteredthefrontdoor。 Mrs。Pendletonneverthinksofanythingbutjewelsanddressmakersandsocialengagements。ShedidseemadifferentkindofmotherfromMrs。McBride!IfIevermarryandhaveafamily,I’mgoingtomakethemasexactlyliketheMcBridesasIcan。NotforallthemoneyintheworldwouldIeverletanychildrenofminedevelopintoPendletons。 Maybeitisn’tpolitetocriticizepeopleyou’vebeenvisiting? Ifitisn’t,pleaseexcuse。Thisisveryconfidential,betweenyouandme。 IonlysawMasterJervieoncewhenhecalledatteatime,andthenIdidn’thaveachancetospeaktohimalone。 Itwasreallydisappointingafterournicetimelastsummer。 Idon’tthinkhecaresmuchforhisrelatives——andIamsuretheydon’tcaremuchforhim!Julia’smothersayshe’sunbalanced。 He’saSocialist——except,thankHeaven,hedoesn’tlethishairgrowandwearredties。Shecan’timaginewherehepickeduphisqueerideas; thefamilyhavebeenChurchofEnglandforgenerations。Hethrowsawayhismoneyoneverysortofcrazyreform,insteadofspendingitonsuchsensiblethingsasyachtsandautomobilesandpoloponies。 Hedoesbuycandywithitthough!HesentJuliaandmeeachaboxforChristmas。 Youknow,IthinkI’llbeaSocialist,too。Youwouldn’tmind,wouldyou,Daddy?They’requitedifferentfromAnarchists; theydon’tbelieveinblowingpeopleup。ProbablyIamonebyrights; Ibelongtotheproletariat。Ihaven’tdeterminedyetjustwhichkindIamgoingtobe。IwilllookintothesubjectoverSunday,anddeclaremyprinciplesinmynext。 I’veseenloadsoftheatresandhotelsandbeautifulhouses。 Mymindisaconfusedjumbleofonyxandgildingandmosaicfloorsandpalms。I’mstillprettybreathlessbutIamgladtogetbacktocollegeandmybooks——IbelievethatIreallyamastudent; thisatmosphereofacademiccalmIfindmorebracingthanNewYork。 Collegeisaverysatisfyingsortoflife;thebooksandstudyandregularclasseskeepyoualivementally,andthenwhenyourmindgetstired,youhavethegymnasiumandoutdoorathletics,andalwaysplentyofcongenialfriendswhoarethinkingaboutthesamethingsyouare。Wespendawholeeveninginnothingbuttalk—— talk——talk——andgotobedwithaveryupliftedfeeling,asthoughwehadsettledpermanentlysomepressingworldproblems。Andfillingineverycrevice,thereisalwayssuchalotofnonsense——justsillyjokesaboutthelittlethingsthatcomeupbutverysatisfying。 Wedoappreciateourownwitticisms! Itisn’tthegreatbigpleasuresthatcountthemost;it’smakingagreatdealoutofthelittleones——I’vediscoveredthetruesecretofhappiness,Daddy,andthatistoliveinthenow。 Nottobeforeverregrettingthepast,oranticipatingthefuture; buttogetthemostthatyoucanoutofthisveryinstant。 It’slikefarming。Youcanhaveextensivefarmingandintensivefarming;well,Iamgoingtohaveintensivelivingafterthis。 I’mgoingtoenjoyeverysecond,andI’mgoingtoKNOWI’menjoyingitwhileI’menjoyingit。Mostpeopledon’tlive;theyjustrace。 Theyaretryingtoreachsomegoalfarawayonthehorizon,andintheheatofthegoingtheygetsobreathlessandpantingthattheyloseallsightofthebeautiful,tranquilcountrytheyarepassingthrough; andthenthefirstthingtheyknow,theyareoldandwornout,anditdoesn’tmakeanydifferencewhetherthey’vereachedthegoalornot。I’vedecidedtositdownbythewayandpileupalotoflittlehappinesses,evenifIneverbecomeaGreatAuthor。 DidyoueverknowsuchaphilosopheressasIamdevelopinginto? Yoursever,JudyPS。It’srainingcatsanddogstonight。Twopuppiesandakittenhavejustlandedonthewindow-sill。 DearComrade,Hooray!I’maFabian。 That’saSocialistwho’swillingtowait。Wedon’twantthesocialrevolutiontocometomorrowmorning;itwouldbetooupsetting。 Wewantittocomeverygraduallyinthedistantfuture,whenweshallallbepreparedandabletosustaintheshock。 Inthemeantime,wemustbegettingready,byinstitutingindustrial,educationalandorphanasylumreforms。 Yours,withfraternallove,JudyMonday,3rdhour11thFebruaryDearD-L-L。,Don’tbeinsultedbecausethisissoshort。Itisn’taletter; it’sjustaLINEtosaythatI’mgoingtowritealetterprettysoonwhenexaminationsareover。ItisnotonlynecessarythatIpass,butpassWELL。Ihaveascholarshiptoliveupto。 Yours,studyinghard,J。A。 5thMarchDearDaddy-Long-Legs,PresidentCuylermadeaspeechthiseveningaboutthemoderngenerationbeingflippantandsuperficial。Hesaysthatwearelosingtheoldidealsofearnestendeavourandtruescholarship; andparticularlyisthisfalling-offnoticeableinourdisrespectfulattitudetowardsorganizedauthority。Wenolongerpayaseemlydeferencetooursuperiors。 Icameawayfromchapelverysober。 AmItoofamiliar,Daddy?OughtItotreatyouwithmoredignityandaloofness?——Yes,I’msureIought。I’llbeginagain。 MyDearMr。Smith,YouwillbepleasedtohearthatIpassedsuccessfullymymid-yearexaminations,andamnowcommencingworkinthenewsemester。Iamleavingchemistry——havingcompletedthecourseinqualitativeanalysis—— andamenteringuponthestudyofbiology。Iapproachthissubjectwithsomehesitation,asIunderstandthatwedissectanglewormsandfrogs。 AnextremelyinterestingandvaluablelecturewasgiveninthechapellastweekuponRomanRemainsinSouthernFrance。Ihaveneverlistenedtoamoreilluminatingexpositionofthesubject。 WearereadingWordsworth’sTinternAbbeyinconnectionwithourcourseinEnglishLiterature。Whatanexquisiteworkitis,andhowadequatelyitembodieshisconceptionsofPantheism! TheRomanticmovementoftheearlypartofthelastcentury,exemplifiedintheworksofsuchpoetsasShelley,Byron,Keats,andWordsworth,appealstomeverymuchmorethantheClassicalperiodthatprecededit。Speakingofpoetry,haveyoueverreadthatcharminglittlethingofTennyson’scalledLocksleyHall? Iamattendinggymnasiumveryregularlyoflate。Aproctorsystemhasbeendevised,andfailuretocomplywiththerulescausesagreatdealofinconvenience。Thegymnasiumisequippedwithaverybeautifulswimmingtankofcementandmarble,thegiftofaformergraduate。Myroom-mate,MissMcBride,hasgivenmeherbathing-suit(itshranksothatshecannolongerwearit) andIamabouttobeginswimminglessons。 Wehaddeliciouspinkice-creamfordessertlastnight。 Onlyvegetabledyesareusedincolouringthefood。Thecollegeisverymuchopposed,bothfromaestheticandhygienicmotives,totheuseofanilinedyes。 Theweatheroflatehasbeenideal——brightsunshineandcloudsinterspersedwithafewwelcomesnow-storms。Iandmycompanionshaveenjoyedourwalkstoandfromclasses——particularlyfrom。 Trusting,mydearMr。Smith,thatthiswillfindyouinyourusualgoodhealth,Iremain,Mostcordiallyyours,JerushaAbbott24thAprilDearDaddy,Springhascomeagain!Youshouldseehowlovelythecampusis。 Ithinkyoumightcomeandlookatitforyourself。MasterJerviedroppedinagainlastFriday——buthechoseamostunpropitioustime,forSallieandJuliaandIwerejustrunningtocatchatrain。 Andwheredoyouthinkweweregoing?ToPrinceton,toattendadanceandaballgame,ifyouplease!Ididn’taskyouifImightgo,becauseIhadafeelingthatyoursecretarywouldsayno。Butitwasentirelyregular;wehadleave-of-absencefromcollege,andMrs。 McBridechaperonedus。Wehadacharmingtime——butIshallhavetoomitdetails;theyaretoomanyandcomplicated。 SaturdayUpbeforedawn!Thenightwatchmancalledus——sixofus——andwemadecoffeeinachafingdish(youneversawsomanygrounds!) andwalkedtwomilestothetopofOneTreeHilltoseethesunrise。 Wehadtoscrambleupthelastslope!Thesunalmostbeatus! Andperhapsyouthinkwedidn’tbringbackappetitestobreakfast! Dearme,Daddy,Iseemtohaveaveryejaculatorystyletoday; thispageispepperedwithexclamations。 Imeanttohavewrittenalotaboutthebuddingtreesandthenewcinderpathintheathleticfield,andtheawfullessonwehaveinbiologyfortomorrow,andthenewcanoesonthelake,andCatherinePrentisswhohaspneumonia,andPrexy’sAngorakittenthatstrayedfromhomeandhasbeenboardinginFergussenHallfortwoweeksuntilachambermaidreportedit,andaboutmythreenewdresses—— whiteandpinkandbluepolkadotswithahattomatch——butIamtoosleepy。Iamalwaysmakingthisanexcuse,amInot?Butagirls’ collegeisabusyplaceandwedogettiredbytheendoftheday! Particularlywhenthedaybeginsatdawn。 Affectionately,Judy15thMayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Isitgoodmannerswhenyougetintoacarjusttostarestraightaheadandnotseeanybodyelse? Averybeautifulladyinaverybeautifulvelvetdressgotintothecartoday,andwithouttheslightestexpressionsatforfifteenminutesandlookedatasignadvertisingsuspenders。 Itdoesn’tseempolitetoignoreeverybodyelseasthoughyouweretheonlyimportantpersonpresent。Anyway,youmissalot。 Whileshewasabsorbingthatsillysign,Iwasstudyingawholecarfullofinterestinghumanbeings。 Theaccompanyingillustrationisherebyreproducedforthefirsttime。 Itlookslikeaspiderontheendofastring,butitisn’tatall; it’sapictureofmelearningtoswiminthetankinthegymnasium。 Theinstructorhooksaropeintoaringinthebackofmybelt,andrunsitthroughapulleyintheceiling。Itwouldbeabeautifulsystemifonehadperfectconfidenceintheprobityofone’sinstructor。 I’malwaysafraid,though,thatshewilllettheropegetslack,soIkeeponeanxiouseyeonherandswimwiththeother,andwiththisdividedinterestIdonotmaketheprogressthatI otherwisemight。 Verymiscellaneousweatherwe’rehavingoflate。ItwasrainingwhenIcommencedandnowthesunisshining。SallieandIaregoingouttoplaytennis——therebygainingexemptionfromGym。 AweeklaterIshouldhavefinishedthisletterlongago,butIdidn’t。Youdon’tmind,doyou,Daddy,ifI’mnotveryregular?Ireallydolovetowritetoyou;itgivesmesucharespectablefeelingofhavingsomefamily。Wouldyoulikemetotellyousomething? YouarenottheonlymantowhomIwriteletters。Therearetwoothers!IhavebeenreceivingbeautifullonglettersthiswinterfromMasterJervie(withtypewrittenenvelopessoJuliawon’trecognizethewriting)。Didyoueverhearanythingsoshocking? Andeveryweekorsoaveryscrawlyepistle,usuallyonyellowtabletpaper,arrivesfromPrinceton。AllofwhichIanswerwithbusiness-likepromptness。Soyousee——Iamnotsodifferentfromothergirls——Igetletters,too。 DidItellyouthatIhavebeenelectedamemberoftheSeniorDramaticClub?Veryrechercheorganization。Onlyseventy-fivemembersoutofonethousand。DoyouthinkasaconsistentSocialistthatIoughttobelong? Whatdoyousupposeisatpresentengagingmyattentioninsociology? Iamwriting(figurezvous!)apaperontheCareofDependentChildren。 TheProfessorshuffleduphissubjectsanddealtthemoutpromiscuously,andthatfelltome。C’estdrolecan’estpas? Theregoesthegongfordinner。I’llpostthisasIpassthebox。 Affectionately,J。 4thJuneDearDaddy,Verybusytime——commencementintendays,examinationstomorrow; lotsofstudying,lotsofpacking,andtheoutdoorworldsolovelythatithurtsyoutostayinside。 Butnevermind,vacation’scoming。Juliaisgoingabroadthissummer—— itmakesthefourthtime。Nodoubtaboutit,Daddy,goodsarenotdistributedevenly。Sallie,asusual,goestotheAdirondacks。 AndwhatdoyouthinkIamgoingtodo?Youmayhavethreeguesses。 LockWillow?Wrong。TheAdirondackswithSallie?Wrong。 (I’llneverattemptthatagain;Iwasdiscouragedlastyear。) Can’tyouguessanythingelse?You’renotveryinventive。 I’lltellyou,Daddy,ifyou’llpromisenottomakealotofobjections。 Iwarnyoursecretaryinadvancethatmymindismadeup。 IamgoingtospendthesummerattheseasidewithaMrs。CharlesPatersonandtutorherdaughterwhoistoentercollegeintheautumn。 ImetherthroughtheMcBrides,andsheisaverycharmingwoman。