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类别:其他 作者:Jean Webster字数:21931更新时间:19/01/03 09:36:25
Idon’tknowwhyIaminsuchareminiscentmoodexceptthatspringandthereappearanceoftoadsalwaysawakenstheoldacquisitiveinstinct。Theonlythingthatkeepsmefromstartingacollectionisthefactthatnoruleexistsagainstit。 Afterchapel,ThursdayWhatdoyouthinkismyfavouritebook?Justnow,Imean;Ichangeeverythreedays。WutheringHeights。EmilyBrontewasquiteyoungwhenshewroteit,andhadneverbeenoutsideofHaworthchurchyard。 Shehadneverknownanymeninherlife;howCOULDsheimagineamanlikeHeathcliffe? Icouldn’tdoit,andI’mquiteyoungandneveroutsidetheJohnGrierAsylum——I’vehadeverychanceintheworld。SometimesadreadfulfearcomesovermethatI’mnotagenius。Willyoubeawfullydisappointed,Daddy,ifIdon’tturnouttobeagreatauthor? Inthespringwheneverythingissobeautifulandgreenandbudding,Ifeelliketurningmybackonlessons,andrunningawaytoplaywiththeweather。Therearesuchlotsofadventuresoutinthefields! It’smuchmoreentertainingtolivebooksthantowritethem。 Ow!!!!!! ThatwasashriekwhichbroughtSallieandJuliaand(foradisgustedmoment)theSeniorfromacrossthehall。Itwascausedbyacentipedelikethis:onlyworse。JustasIhadfinishedthelastsentenceandwasthinkingwhattosaynext——plump!——itfellofftheceilingandlandedatmyside。Itippedtwocupsofftheteatableintryingtogetaway。Salliewhackeditwiththebackofmyhairbrush——whichIshallneverbeabletouseagain——andkilledthefrontend,buttherearfiftyfeetranunderthebureauandescaped。 Thisdormitory,owingtoitsageandivy-coveredwalls,isfullofcentipedes。Theyaredreadfulcreatures。I’dratherfindatigerunderthebed。 Friday,9。30p。m。 Suchalotoftroubles!Ididn’theartherisingbellthismorning,thenIbrokemyshoestringwhileIwashurryingtodressanddroppedmycollarbuttondownmyneck。Iwaslateforbreakfastandalsoforfirst-hourrecitation。Iforgottotakeanyblottingpaperandmyfountainpenleaked。IntrigonometrytheProfessorandIhadadisagreementtouchingalittlematteroflogarithms。 Onlookingitup,Ifindthatshewasright。Wehadmuttonstewandpie-plantforlunch——hate’emboth;theytasteliketheasylum。 Thepostbroughtmenothingbutbills(thoughImustsaythatI neverdogetanythingelse;myfamilyarenotthekindthatwrite)。 InEnglishclassthisafternoonwehadanunexpectedwrittenlesson。 Thiswasit: Iaskednootherthing,Nootherwasdenied。 IofferedBeingforit; Themightymerchantsmiled。 Brazil?HetwirledabuttonWithoutaglancemyway: But,madam,istherenothingelseThatwecanshowtoday? Thatisapoem。Idon’tknowwhowroteitorwhatitmeans。Itwassimplyprintedoutontheblackboardwhenwearrivedandwewereorderedtocommentuponit。WhenIreadthefirstverseIthoughtIhadanidea——TheMightyMerchantwasadivinitywhodistributesblessingsinreturnforvirtuousdeeds—— butwhenIgottothesecondverseandfoundhimtwirlingabutton,itseemedablasphemoussupposition,andIhastilychangedmymind。 Therestoftheclasswasinthesamepredicament;andtherewesatforthree-quartersofanhourwithblankpaperandequallyblankminds。Gettinganeducationisanawfullywearingprocess! Butthisdidn’tendtheday。There’sworsetocome。 Itrainedsowecouldn’tplaygolf,buthadtogotogymnasiuminstead。 ThegirlnexttomebangedmyelbowwithanIndianclub。Igothometofindthattheboxwithmynewbluespringdresshadcome,andtheskirtwassotightthatIcouldn’tsitdown。Fridayissweepingday,andthemaidhadmixedallthepapersonmydesk。 Wehadtombstonefordessert(milkandgelatinflavouredwithvanilla)。 Wewerekeptinchapeltwentyminuteslaterthanusualtolistentoaspeechaboutwomanlywomen。Andthen——justasIwassettlingdownwithasighofwell-earnedrelieftoThePortraitofaLady,agirlnamedAckerly,adough-faced,deadly,unintermittentlystupidgirl,whositsnexttomeinLatinbecausehernamebeginswithA(I wishMrs。LippetthadnamedmeZabriski),cametoaskifMonday’slessoncommencedatparagraph69or70,andstayedONEHOUR。 Shehasjustgone。 Didyoueverhearofsuchadiscouragingseriesofevents? Itisn’tthebigtroublesinlifethatrequirecharacter。 Anybodycanrisetoacrisisandfaceacrushingtragedywithcourage,buttomeetthepettyhazardsofthedaywithalaugh——IreallythinkthatrequiresSPIRIT。 It’sthekindofcharacterthatIamgoingtodevelop。IamgoingtopretendthatalllifeisjustagamewhichImustplayasskilfullyandfairlyasIcan。IfIlose,Iamgoingtoshrugmyshouldersandlaugh——alsoifIwin。 Anyway,Iamgoingtobeasport。Youwillneverhearmecomplainagain,Daddydear,becauseJuliawearssilkstockingsandcentipedesdropoffthewall。 Yoursever,JudyAnswersoon。 27thMayDaddy-Long-Legs,Esq。 DEARSIR:IaminreceiptofaletterfromMrs。Lippett。 ShehopesthatIamdoingwellindeportmentandstudies。 SinceIprobablyhavenoplacetogothissummer,shewillletmecomebacktotheasylumandworkformyboarduntilcollegeopens。 IHATETHEJOHNGRIERHOME。 I’dratherdiethangoback。 Yoursmosttruthfully,JerushaAbbottCherDaddy-Jambes-Longes,Vousetesunbrick! Jesuistresheureuseaboutthefarm,parcequejen’aijamaisbeenonafarmdansmavieandI’dhatetoretoumerchezJohnGrier,etwashdishestoutl’ete。Therewouldbedangerofquelquechoseaffreusehappening,parcequej’aiperduemahumilited’autrefoisetj’aipeurthatIwouldjustbreakoutquelquejouretsmasheverycupandsaucerdanslamaison。 Pardonbrieveteetpaper。JenepeuxpassenddesmesnouvellesparcequejesuisdansFrenchclassetj’aipeurqueMonsieurleProfesseurisgoingtocallonmetoutdesuite。 Hedid! Aurevoir,jevousaimebeaucoup。 Judy30thMayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Didyoueverseethiscampus?(Thatismerelyarhetoricalquestion。 Don’tletitannoyyou。)ItisaheavenlyspotinMay。Alltheshrubsareinblossomandthetreesaretheloveliestyounggreen—— eventheoldpineslookfreshandnew。Thegrassisdottedwithyellowdandelionsandhundredsofgirlsinblueandwhiteandpinkdresses。 Everybodyisjoyousandcarefree,forvacation’scoming,andwiththattolookforwardto,examinationsdon’tcount。 Isn’tthatahappyframeofmindtobein?Andoh,Daddy! I’mthehappiestofall!BecauseI’mnotintheasylumanymore; andI’mnotanybody’snursemaidortypewriterorbookkeeper(I shouldhavebeen,youknow,exceptforyou)。 I’msorrynowforallmypastbadnesses。 I’msorryIwaseverimpertinenttoMrs。Lippett。 I’msorryIeverslappedFreddiePerkins。 I’msorryIeverfilledthesugarbowlwithsalt。 I’msorryIevermadefacesbehindtheTrustees’backs。 I’mgoingtobegoodandsweetandkindtoeverybodybecauseI’msohappy。AndthissummerI’mgoingtowriteandwriteandwriteandbegintobeagreatauthor。Isn’tthatanexaltedstandtotake?Oh,I’mdevelopingabeautifulcharacter!Itdroopsabitundercoldandfrost,butitdoesgrowfastwhenthesunshines。 That’sthewaywitheverybody。Idon’tagreewiththetheorythatadversityandsorrowanddisappointmentdevelopmoralstrength。 Thehappypeoplearetheoneswhoarebubblingoverwithkindliness。 Ihavenofaithinmisanthropes。(Fineword!Justlearnedit。) Youarenotamisanthropeareyou,Daddy? Istartedtotellyouaboutthecampus。Iwishyou’dcomeforalittlevisitandletmewalkyouaboutandsay: `Thatisthelibrary。Thisisthegasplant,Daddydear。 TheGothicbuildingonyourleftisthegymnasium,andtheTudorRomanesquebesideitisthenewinfirmary。’ Oh,I’mfineatshowingpeopleabout。I’vedoneitallmylifeattheasylum,andI’vebeendoingitalldayhere。Ihavehonestly。 AndaMan,too! That’sagreatexperience。Inevertalkedtoamanbefore(exceptoccasionalTrustees,andtheydon’tcount)。Pardon,Daddy,Idon’tmeantohurtyourfeelingswhenIabuseTrustees。Idon’tconsiderthatyoureallybelongamongthem。YoujusttumbledontotheBoardbychance。TheTrustee,assuch,isfatandpompousandbenevolent。 Hepatsoneontheheadandwearsagoldwatchchain。 ThatlookslikeaJunebug,butismeanttobeaportraitofanyTrusteeexceptyou。 However——toresume: Ihavebeenwalkingandtalkingandhavingteawithaman。 Andwithaverysuperiorman——withMr。JervisPendletonoftheHouseofJulia;heruncle,inshort(inlong,perhapsIoughttosay; he’sastallasyou。)Beingintownonbusiness,hedecidedtorunouttothecollegeandcallonhisniece。He’sherfather’syoungestbrother,butshedoesn’tknowhimveryintimately。Itseemsheglancedatherwhenshewasababy,decidedhedidn’tlikeher,andhasnevernoticedhersince。 Anyway,therehewas,sittinginthereceptionroomveryproperwithhishatandstickandglovesbesidehim;andJuliaandSalliewithseventh-hourrecitationsthattheycouldn’tcut。SoJuliadashedintomyroomandbeggedmetowalkhimaboutthecampusandthendeliverhimtoherwhentheseventhhourwasover。 IsaidIwould,obliginglybutunenthusiastically,becauseIdon’tcaremuchforPendletons。 Butheturnedouttobeasweetlamb。He’sarealhumanbeing—— notaPendletonatall。Wehadabeautifultime;I’velongedforanuncleeversince。Doyoumindpretendingyou’remyuncle? Ibelievethey’resuperiortograndmothers。 Mr。Pendletonremindedmealittleofyou,Daddy,asyouweretwentyyearsago。YouseeIknowyouintimately,evenifwehaven’tevermet! He’stallandthinnishwithadarkfacealloverlines,andthefunniestunderneathsmilethatneverquitecomesthroughbutjustwrinklesupthecornersofhismouth。Andhehasawayofmakingyoufeelrightoffasthoughyou’dknownhimalongtime。 He’sverycompanionable。 Wewalkedalloverthecampusfromthequadrangletotheathleticgrounds; thenhesaidhefeltweakandmusthavesometea。HeproposedthatwegotoCollegeInn——it’sjustoffthecampusbythepinewalk。 IsaidweoughttogobackforJuliaandSallie,buthesaidhedidn’tliketohavehisniecesdrinktoomuchtea;itmadethemnervous。 Sowejustranawayandhadteaandmuffinsandmarmaladeandice-creamandcakeatanicelittletableoutonthebalcony。 Theinnwasquiteconvenientlyempty,thisbeingtheendofthemonthandallowanceslow。 Wehadthejolliesttime!ButhehadtorunforhistraintheminutehegotbackandhebarelysawJuliaatall。Shewasfuriouswithmefortakinghimoff;itseemshe’sanunusuallyrichanddesirableuncle。Itrelievedmymindtofindhewasrich,fortheteaandthingscostsixtycentsapiece。 Thismorning(it’sMondaynow)threeboxesofchocolatescamebyexpressforJuliaandSallieandme。Whatdoyouthinkofthat? Tobegettingcandyfromaman! Ibegintofeellikeagirlinsteadofafoundling。 Iwishyou’dcomeandhaveteasomedayandletmeseeifIlikeyou。 Butwouldn’titbedreadfulifIdidn’t?However,IknowIshould。 Bien!Imakeyoumycompliments。 `Jamaisjenet’oublierai。’ JudyPS。IlookedintheglassthismorningandfoundaperfectlynewdimplethatI’dneverseenbefore。It’sverycurious。 Wheredoyousupposeitcamefrom? 9thJuneDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Happyday!I’vejustfinishedmylastexaminationPhysiology。 Andnow: Threemonthsonafarm! Idon’tknowwhatkindofathingafarmis。I’veneverbeenononeinmylife。I’veneverevenlookedatone(exceptfromthecarwindow),butIknowI’mgoingtoloveit,andI’mgoingtolovebeingFREE。 IamnotusedevenyettobeingoutsidetheJohnGrierHome。 WheneverIthinkofitexcitedlittlethrillschaseupanddownmyback。IfeelasthoughImustrunfasterandfasterandkeeplookingovermyshouldertomakesurethatMrs。Lippettisn’taftermewithherarmstretchedouttograbmeback。 Idon’thavetomindanyonethissummer,doI? Yournominalauthoritydoesn’tannoymeintheleast;youaretoofarawaytodoanyharm。Mrs。Lippettisdeadforever,sofarasI amconcerned,andtheSemplesaren’texpectedtooverlookmymoralwelfare,arethey?No,Iamsurenot。Iamentirelygrownup。Hooray! Ileaveyounowtopackatrunk,andthreeboxesofteakettlesanddishesandsofacushionsandbooks。 Yoursever,JudyPS。Hereismyphysiologyexam。Doyouthinkyoucouldhavepassed? LOCKWILLOWFARM,SaturdaynightDearestDaddy-Long-Legs,I’veonlyjustcomeandI’mnotunpacked,butIcan’twaittotellyouhowmuchIlikefarms。Thisisaheavenly,heavenly,HEAVENLYspot! Thehouseissquarelikethis:AndOLD。Ahundredyearsorso。 IthasaverandaonthesidewhichIcan’tdrawandasweetporchinfront。Thepicturereallydoesn’tdoitjustice——thosethingsthatlooklikefeatherdustersaremapletrees,andthepricklyonesthatborderthedrivearemurmuringpinesandhemlocks。Itstandsonthetopofahillandlookswayoffovermilesofgreenmeadowstoanotherlineofhills。 ThatisthewayConnecticutgoes,inaseriesofMarcellewaves; andLockWillowFarmisjustonthecrestofonewave。Thebarnsusedtobeacrosstheroadwheretheyobstructedtheview,butakindflashoflightningcamefromheavenandburntthemdown。 ThepeopleareMr。andMrs。Sempleandahiredgirlandtwohiredmen。 Thehiredpeopleeatinthekitchen,andtheSemplesandJudyinthedining-room。Wehadhamandeggsandbiscuitsandhoneyandjelly-cakeandpieandpicklesandcheeseandteaforsupper—— andagreatdealofconversation。Ihaveneverbeensoentertaininginmylife;everythingIsayappearstobefunny。Isupposeitis,becauseI’veneverbeeninthecountrybefore,andmyquestionsarebackedbyanall-inclusiveignorance。 Theroommarkedwithacrossisnotwherethemurderwascommitted,buttheonethatIoccupy。It’sbigandsquareandempty,withadorableold-fashionedfurnitureandwindowsthathavetobeproppeduponsticksandgreenshadestrimmedwithgoldthatfalldownifyoutouchthem。Andabigsquaremahoganytable—— I’mgoingtospendthesummerwithmyelbowsspreadoutonit,writinganovel。 Oh,Daddy,I’msoexcited!Ican’twaittilldaylighttoexplore。 It’s8。30now,andIamabouttoblowoutmycandleandtrytogotosleep。Weriseatfive。Didyoueverknowsuchfun?Ican’tbelievethisisreallyJudy。YouandtheGoodLordgivememorethanIdeserve。Imustbeavery,very,VERYgoodpersontopay。 I’mgoingtobe。You’llsee。 Goodnight,JudyPS。Youshouldhearthefrogssingandthelittlepigssquealandyoushouldseethenewmoon!Isawitovermyrightshoulder。 LOCKWILLOW,12thJulyDearDaddy-Long-Legs,HowdidyoursecretarycometoknowaboutLockWillow? (Thatisn’tarhetoricalquestion。Iamawfullycurioustoknow。) Forlistentothis:Mr。JervisPendletonusedtoownthisfarm,butnowhehasgivenittoMrs。Semplewhowashisoldnurse。 Didyoueverhearofsuchafunnycoincidence?Shestillcallshim`MasterJervie’andtalksaboutwhatasweetlittleboyheusedtobe。 Shehasoneofhisbabycurlsputawayinabox,anditisred—— oratleastreddish! SinceshediscoveredthatIknowhim,Ihaverisenverymuchinheropinion。KnowingamemberofthePendletonfamilyisthebestintroductiononecanhaveatLockWillow。 AndthecreamofthewholefamilyisMasterJervis—— IampleasedtosaythatJuliabelongstoaninferiorbranch。 Thefarmgetsmoreandmoreentertaining。Irodeonahaywagonyesterday。Wehavethreebigpigsandninelittlepiglets,andyoushouldseethemeat。Theyarepigs!We’veoceansoflittlebabychickensandducksandturkeysandguineafowls。 Youmustbemadtoliveinacitywhenyoumightliveonafarm。 Itismydailybusinesstohunttheeggs。Ifelloffabeaminthebarnloftyesterday,whileIwastryingtocrawlovertoanestthattheblackhenhasstolen。AndwhenIcameinwithascratchedknee,Mrs。Semplebounditupwithwitch-hazel,murmuringallthetime,`Dear!Dear!ItseemsonlyyesterdaythatMasterJerviefelloffthatverysamebeamandscratchedthisverysameknee。’ Thesceneryaroundhereisperfectlybeautiful。There’savalleyandariverandalotofwoodedhills,andwayinthedistanceatallbluemountainthatsimplymeltsinyourmouth。 Wechurntwiceaweek;andwekeepthecreaminthespringhousewhichismadeofstonewiththebrookrunningunderneath。 Someofthefarmersaroundherehaveaseparator,butwedon’tcareforthesenew-fashionedideas。Itmaybealittlehardertoseparatethecreaminpans,butit’ssufficientlybettertopay。 Wehavesixcalves;andI’vechosenthenamesforallofthem。 1。Sylvia,becauseshewasborninthewoods。 2。Lesbia,aftertheLesbiainCatullus。 3。Sallie。 4。Julia——aspotted,nondescriptanimal。 5。Judy,afterme。 6。Daddy-Long-Legs。Youdon’tmind,doyou,Daddy?He’spureJerseyandhasasweetdisposition。Helookslikethis——youcanseehowappropriatethenameis。 Ihaven’thadtimeyettobeginmyimmortalnovel;thefarmkeepsmetoobusy。 Yoursalways,JudyPS。I’velearnedtomakedoughnuts。 PS。(2)Ifyouarethinkingofraisingchickens,letmerecommendBuffOrpingtons。Theyhaven’tanypinfeathers。 PS。(3)IwishIcouldsendyouapatofthenice,freshbutterIchurnedyesterday。I’mafinedairy-maid! PS。(4)ThisisapictureofMissJerushaAbbott,thefuturegreatauthor,drivinghomethecows。 SundayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Isn’titfunny?Istartedtowritetoyouyesterdayafternoon,butasfarasIgotwastheheading,`DearDaddy-Long-Legs’,andthenIrememberedI’dpromisedtopicksomeblackberriesforsupper,soIwentoffandleftthesheetlyingonthetable,andwhenI camebacktoday,whatdoyouthinkIfoundsittinginthemiddleofthepage?ArealtrueDaddy-Long-Legs! Ipickedhimupverygentlybyoneleg,anddroppedhimoutofthewindow。Iwouldn’thurtoneofthemfortheworld。 Theyalwaysremindmeofyou。 WehitchedupthespringwagonthismorninganddrovetotheCentretochurch。It’sasweetlittlewhiteframechurchwithaspireandthreeDoriccolumnsinfront(ormaybeIonic——Ialwaysgetthemmixed)。 Anicesleepysermonwitheverybodydrowsilywavingpalm-leaffans,andtheonlysound,asidefromtheminister,thebuzzingoflocustsinthetreesoutside。Ididn’twakeuptillIfoundmyselfonmyfeetsingingthehymn,andthenIwasawfullysorryIhadn’tlistenedtothesermon;Ishouldliketoknowmoreofthepsychologyofamanwhowouldpickoutsuchahymn。Thiswasit: Come,leaveyoursportsandearthlytoysAndjoinmeincelestialjoys。 Orelse,dearfriend,alongfarewell。 Ileaveyounowtosinktohell。 Ifindthatitisn’tsafetodiscussreligionwiththeSemples。 TheirGod(whomtheyhaveinheritedintactfromtheirremotePuritanancestors)isanarrow,irrational,unjust,mean,revengeful,bigotedPerson。ThankheavenIdon’tinheritGodfromanybody! IamfreetomakemineupasIwishHim。He’skindandsympatheticandimaginativeandforgivingandunderstanding——andHehasasenseofhumour。 IliketheSemplesimmensely;theirpracticeissosuperiortotheirtheory。TheyarebetterthantheirownGod。Itoldthemso—— andtheyarehorriblytroubled。TheythinkIamblasphemous—— andIthinktheyare!We’vedroppedtheologyfromourconversation。 ThisisSundayafternoon。 Amasai(hiredman)inapurpletieandsomebrightyellowbuckskingloves,veryredandshaved,hasjustdrivenoffwithCarrie(hiredgirl) inabighattrimmedwithredrosesandabluemuslindressandherhaircurledastightasitwillcurl。Amasaispentallthemorningwashingthebuggy;andCarriestayedhomefromchurchostensiblytocookthedinner,butreallytoironthemuslindress。 IntwominutesmorewhenthisletterisfinishedIamgoingtosettledowntoabookwhichIfoundintheattic。It’sentitled,OntheTrail,andsprawledacrossthefrontpageinafunnylittle-boyhand: JervisPendletonifthisbookshouldeverroam,Boxitsearsandsendithome。 Hespentthesummerhereonceafterhehadbeenill,whenhewasaboutelevenyearsold;andheleftOntheTrailbehind。 Itlookswellread——themarksofhisgrimylittlehandsarefrequent! Alsoinacorneroftheatticthereisawaterwheelandawindmillandsomebowsandarrows。Mrs。SempletalkssoconstantlyabouthimthatIbegintobelievehereallylives——notagrownmanwithasilkhatandwalkingstick,butanice,dirty,tousle-headedboywhoclattersupthestairswithanawfulracket,andleavesthescreendoorsopen,andisalwaysaskingforcookies。(Andgettingthem,too,ifI knowMrs。Semple!)Heseemstohavebeenanadventurouslittlesoul—— andbraveandtruthful。I’msorrytothinkheisaPendleton; hewasmeantforsomethingbetter。 We’regoingtobeginthreshingoatstomorrow;asteamengineiscomingandthreeextramen。 ItgrievesmetotellyouthatButtercup(thespottedcowwithonehorn,MotherofLesbia)hasdoneadisgracefulthing。ShegotintotheorchardFridayeveningandateapplesunderthetrees,andateandateuntiltheywenttoherhead。Fortwodaysshehasbeenperfectlydeaddrunk!ThatisthetruthIamtelling。 Didyoueverhearanythingsoscandalous? Sir,Iremain,Youraffectionateorphan,JudyAbbottPS。Indiansinthefirstchapterandhighwaymeninthesecond。 Iholdmybreath。Whatcanthethirdcontain?`RedHawkleapttwentyfeetintheairandbitthedust。’Thatisthesubjectofthefrontispiece。Aren’tJudyandJerviehavingfun? 15thSeptemberDearDaddy,IwasweighedyesterdayontheflourscalesinthegeneralstoreattheComers。I’vegainedninepounds!LetmerecommendLockWillowasahealthresort。 Yoursever,JudyDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Beholdme——aSophomore!IcameuplastFriday,sorrytoleaveLockWillow,butgladtoseethecampusagain。Itisapleasantsensationtocomebacktosomethingfamiliar。Iambeginningtofeelathomeincollege,andincommandofthesituation;Iambeginning,infact,tofeelathomeintheworld——asthoughIreallybelongedtoitandhadnotjustcreptinonsufferance。 Idon’tsupposeyouunderstandintheleastwhatIamtryingtosay。 ApersonimportantenoughtobeaTrusteecan’tappreciatethefeelingsofapersonunimportantenoughtobeafoundling。 Andnow,Daddy,listentothis。WhomdoyouthinkIamroomingwith? SallieMcBrideandJuliaRutledgePendleton。It’sthetruth。 Wehaveastudyandthreelittlebedrooms——VOILA! SallieandIdecidedlastspringthatweshouldliketoroomtogether,andJuliamadeuphermindtostaywithSallie——why,Ican’timagine,fortheyarenotabitalike;butthePendletonsarenaturallyconservativeandinimical(fineword!)tochange。Anyway,hereweare。 ThinkofJerushaAbbott,lateoftheJohnGrierHomeforOrphans,roomingwithaPendleton。Thisisademocraticcountry。 Sallieisrunningforclasspresident,andunlessallsignsfail,sheisgoingtobeelected。Suchanatmosphereofintrigueyoushouldseewhatpoliticiansweare!Oh,Itellyou,Daddy,whenwewomengetourrights,youmenwillhavetolookaliveinordertokeepyours。 ElectioncomesnextSaturday,andwe’regoingtohaveatorchlightprocessionintheevening,nomatterwhowins。 Iambeginningchemistry,amostunusualstudy。I’veneverseenanythinglikeitbefore。MoleculesandAtomsarethematerialemployed,butI’llbeinapositiontodiscussthemmoredefinitelynextmonth。 Iamalsotakingargumentationandlogic。 Alsohistoryofthewholeworld。 AlsoplaysofWilliamShakespeare。 AlsoFrench。 Ifthiskeepsupmanyyearslonger,Ishallbecomequiteintelligent。 IshouldratherhaveelectedeconomicsthanFrench,butI didn’tdare,becauseIwasafraidthatunlessIre-electedFrench,theProfessorwouldnotletmepass——asitwas,IjustmanagedtosqueezethroughtheJuneexamination。 ButIwillsaythatmyhigh-schoolpreparationwasnotveryadequate。 There’sonegirlintheclasswhochattersawayinFrenchasfastasshedoesinEnglish。Shewentabroadwithherparentswhenshewasachild,andspentthreeyearsinaconventschool。Youcanimaginehowbrightsheiscomparedwiththerestofus——irregularverbsaremereplaythings。IwishmyparentshadchuckedmeintoaFrenchconventwhenIwaslittleinsteadofafoundlingasylum。Ohno,Idon’teither!BecausethenmaybeIshouldneverhaveknownyou。 I’dratherknowyouthanFrench。 Goodbye,Daddy。ImustcallonHarrietMartinnow,and,havingdiscussedthechemicalsituation,casuallydropafewthoughtsonthesubjectofournextpresident。 Yoursinpolitics,J。Abbott17thOctoberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Supposingtheswimmingtankinthegymnasiumwerefilledfulloflemonjelly,couldapersontryingtoswimmanagetokeepontoporwouldhesink? Wewerehavinglemonjellyfordessertwhenthequestioncameup。 Wediscusseditheatedlyforhalfanhourandit’sstillunsettled。 Salliethinksthatshecouldswiminit,butIamperfectlysurethatthebestswimmerintheworldwouldsink。Wouldn’titbefunnytobedrownedinlemonjelly? Twootherproblemsareengagingtheattentionofourtable。 1st。Whatshapearetheroomsinanoctagonhouse? Someofthegirlsinsistthatthey’resquare; butIthinkthey’dhavetobeshapedlikeapieceofpie。Don’tyou? 2nd。Supposetherewereagreatbighollowspheremadeoflooking-glassandyouweresittinginside。Wherewoulditstopreflectingyourfaceandbeginreflectingyourback?Themoreonethinksaboutthisproblem,themorepuzzlingitbecomes。 Youcanseewithwhatdeepphilosophicalreflectionweengageourleisure! DidIevertellyouabouttheelection?Ithappenedthreeweeksago,butsofastdowelive,thatthreeweeksisancienthistory。 Salliewaselected,andwehadatorchlightparadewithtransparenciessaying,`McBrideforEver,’andabandconsistingoffourteenpieces(threemouthorgansandelevencombs)。 We’reveryimportantpersonsnowin`258。’JuliaandIcomeinforagreatdealofreflectedglory。It’squiteasocialstraintobelivinginthesamehousewithapresident。 Bonnenuit,cherDaddy。 Acceptezmezcompliments,Tresrespectueux,jesuis,VotreJudy12thNovemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,WebeattheFreshmenatbasketballyesterday。Ofcoursewe’repleased—— butoh,ifwecouldonlybeatthejuniors!I’dbewillingtobeblackandbluealloverandstayinbedaweekinawitch-hazelcompress。 SalliehasinvitedmetospendtheChristmasvacationwithher。 ShelivesinWorcester,Massachusetts。Wasn’titniceofher? Ishalllovetogo。I’veneverbeeninaprivatefamilyinmylife,exceptatLockWillow,andtheSemplesweregrown-upandoldanddon’tcount。ButtheMcBrideshaveahousefulofchildren(anywaytwoorthree)andamotherandfatherandgrandmother,andanAngoracat。 It’saperfectlycompletefamily!Packingyourtrunkandgoingawayismorefunthanstayingbehind。Iamterriblyexcitedattheprospect。 Seventhhour——Imustruntorehearsal。I’mtobeintheThanksgivingtheatricals。Aprinceinatowerwithavelvettunicandyellowcurls。Isn’tthatalark? Yours,J。A。 SaturdayDoyouwanttoknowwhatIlooklike?Here’saphotographofallthreethatLeonoraFentontook。 ThelightonewhoislaughingisSallie,andthetallonewithhernoseintheairisJulia,andthelittleonewiththehairblowingacrossherfaceisJudy——sheisreallymorebeautifulthanthat,butthesunwasinhereyes。 `STONEGATE’,WORCESTER,MASS。,31stDecemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,ImeanttowritetoyoubeforeandthankyouforyourChristmascheque,butlifeintheMcBridehouseholdisveryabsorbing,andIdon’tseemabletofindtwoconsecutiveminutestospendatadesk。 Iboughtanewgown——onethatIdidn’tneed,butjustwanted。 MyChristmaspresentthisyearisfromDaddy-Long-Legs;myfamilyjustsentlove。 I’vebeenhavingthemostbeautifulvacationvisitingSallie。 Shelivesinabigold-fashionedbrickhousewithwhitetrimmingssetbackfromthestreet——exactlythekindofhousethatIusedtolookatsocuriouslywhenIwasintheJohnGrierHome,andwonderwhatitcouldbelikeinside。Ineverexpectedtoseewithmyowneyes—— buthereIam!Everythingissocomfortableandrestfulandhomelike; Iwalkfromroomtoroomanddrinkinthefurnishings。 Itisthemostperfecthouseforchildrentobebroughtupin; withshadowynooksforhideandseek,andopenfireplacesforpop-corn,andanattictorompinonrainydaysandslipperybanisterswithacomfortableflatknobatthebottom,andagreatbigsunnykitchen,andanice,fat,sunnycookwhohaslivedinthefamilythirteenyearsandalwayssavesoutapieceofdoughforthechildrentobake。 Justthesightofsuchahousemakesyouwanttobeachildalloveragain。 Andasforfamilies!Ineverdreamedtheycouldbesonice。 Salliehasafatherandmotherandgrandmother,andthesweetestthree-year-oldbabysisterallovercurls,andamedium-sizedbrotherwhoalwaysforgetstowipehisfeet,andabig,good-lookingbrothernamedJimmie,whoisajunioratPrinceton。 Wehavethejolliesttimesatthetable——everybodylaughsandjokesandtalksatonce,andwedon’thavetosaygracebeforehand。 It’sareliefnothavingtothankSomebodyforeverymouthfulyoueat。 (IdaresayI’mblasphemous;butyou’dbe,too,ifyou’dofferedasmuchobligatorythanksasIhave。) Suchalotofthingswe’vedone——Ican’tbegintotellyouaboutthem。 Mr。McBrideownsafactoryandChristmasevehehadatreefortheemployees’children。Itwasinthelongpacking-roomwhichwasdecoratedwithevergreensandholly。JimmieMcBridewasdressedasSantaClausandSallieandIhelpedhimdistributethepresents。 Dearme,Daddy,butitwasafunnysensation!IfeltasbenevolentasaTrusteeoftheJohnGrierhome。Ikissedonesweet,stickylittleboy——butIdon’tthinkIpattedanyofthemonthehead! AndtwodaysafterChristmas,theygaveadanceattheirownhouseforME。 ItwasthefirstreallytrueballIeverattended——collegedoesn’tcountwherewedancewithgirls。Ihadanewwhiteeveninggown(yourChristmaspresent——manythanks)andlongwhiteglovesandwhitesatinslippers。Theonlydrawbacktomyperfect,utter,absolutehappinesswasthefactthatMrs。Lippettcouldn’tseemeleadingthecotillionwithJimmieMcBride。 Tellheraboutit,please,thenexttimeyouvisittheJ。G。H。 Yoursever,JudyAbbottPS。Wouldyoubeterriblydispleased,Daddy,ifIdidn’tturnouttobeaGreatAuthorafterall,butjustaPlainGirl? 6。30,SaturdayDearDaddy,Westartedtowalktotowntoday,butmercy!howitpoured。 Ilikewintertobewinterwithsnowinsteadofrain。 Julia’sdesirableunclecalledagainthisafternoon——andbroughtafive-poundboxofchocolates。Thereareadvantages,yousee,aboutroomingwithJulia。 Ourinnocentprattleappearedtoamusehimandhewaitedforalatertraininordertotaketeainthestudy。Wehadanawfullotoftroublegettingpermission。It’shardenoughentertainingfathersandgrandfathers,butunclesareastepworse;andasforbrothersandcousins,theyarenexttoimpossible。Juliahadtoswearthathewasherunclebeforeanotarypublicandthenhavethecountyclerk’scertificateattached。(Don’tIknowalotoflaw?) AndeventhenIdoubtifwecouldhavehadourteaiftheDeanhadchancedtoseehowyoungishandgood-lookingUncleJervisis。 Anyway,wehadit,withbrownbreadSwisscheesesandwiches。 Hehelpedmakethemandthenatefour。ItoldhimthatIhadspentlastsummeratLockWillow,andwehadabeautifulgossipytimeabouttheSemples,andthehorsesandcowsandchickens。 Allthehorsesthatheusedtoknowaredead,exceptGrover,whowasababycoltatthetimeofhislastvisit——andpoorGrovenowissooldhecanjustlimpaboutthepasture。 Heaskediftheystillkeptdoughnutsinayellowcrockwithablueplateoveritonthebottomshelfofthepantry——andtheydo! Hewantedtoknowiftherewasstillawoodchuck’sholeunderthepileofrocksinthenightpasture——andthereis!Amasaicaughtabig,fat,greyonetherethissummer,thetwenty-fifthgreat-grandsonoftheoneMasterJerviscaughtwhenhewasalittleboy。 Icalledhim`MasterJervie’tohisface,buthedidn’tappeartobeinsulted。Juliasaysshehasneverseenhimsoamiable; he’susuallyprettyunapproachable。ButJuliahasn’tabitoftact; andmen,Ifind,requireagreatdeal。Theypurrifyourubthemtherightwayandspitifyoudon’t。(Thatisn’taveryelegantmetaphor。 Imeanitfiguratively。) We’rereadingMarieBashkirtseff’sjournal。Isn’titamazing? Listentothis:`LastnightIwasseizedbyafitofdespairthatfoundutteranceinmoans,andthatfinallydrovemetothrowthedining-roomclockintothesea。’ ItmakesmealmosthopeI’mnotagenius;theymustbeverywearingtohaveabout——andawfullydestructivetothefurniture。 Mercy!howitkeepsPouring。Weshallhavetoswimtochapeltonight。 Yoursever,Judy20thJan。 DearDaddy-Long-Legs,Didyoueverhaveasweetbabygirlwhowasstolenfromthecradleininfancy? MaybeIamshe!Ifwewereinanovel,thatwouldbethedenouement,wouldn’tit? It’sreallyawfullyqueernottoknowwhatoneis——sortofexcitingandromantic。Therearesuchalotofpossibilities。 MaybeI’mnotAmerican;lotsofpeoplearen’t。ImaybestraightdescendedfromtheancientRomans,orImaybeaViking’sdaughter,orImaybethechildofaRussianexileandbelongbyrightsinaSiberianprison,ormaybeI’maGipsy——IthinkperhapsIam。 IhaveaveryWANDERINGspirit,thoughIhaven’tasyethadmuchchancetodevelopit。 DoyouknowaboutthatonescandalousblotinmycareerthetimeIranawayfromtheasylumbecausetheypunishedmeforstealingcookies? It’sdowninthebooksfreeforanyTrusteetoread。Butreally,Daddy,whatcouldyouexpect?Whenyouputahungrylittlenine-yeargirlinthepantryscouringknives,withthecookiejaratherelbow,andgooffandleaveheralone;andthensuddenlypopinagain,wouldn’tyouexpecttofindherabitcrumby?Andthenwhenyoujerkherbytheelbowandboxherears,andmakeherleavethetablewhenthepuddingcomes,andtellalltheotherchildrenthatit’sbecauseshe’sathief,wouldn’tyouexpecthertorunaway? Ionlyranfourmiles。Theycaughtmeandbroughtmeback; andeverydayforaweekIwastied,likeanaughtypuppy,toastakeinthebackyardwhiletheotherchildrenwereoutatrecess。 Oh,dear!There’sthechapelbell,andafterchapelIhaveacommitteemeeting。I’msorrybecauseImeanttowriteyouaveryentertainingletterthistime。 AufwiedersehenCherDaddy,Paxtibi! JudyPS。There’sonethingI’mperfectlysureofI’mnotaChinaman。 4thFebruaryDearDaddy-Long-Legs,JimmieMcBridehassentmeaPrincetonbannerasbigasoneendoftheroom;Iamverygratefultohimforrememberingme,butI don’tknowwhatonearthtodowithit。SallieandJuliawon’tletmehangitup;ourroomthisyearisfurnishedinred,andyoucanimaginewhataneffectwe’dhaveifIaddedorangeandblack。 Butit’ssuchnice,warm,thickfelt,Ihatetowasteit。 Woulditbeveryimpropertohaveitmadeintoabathrobe? Myoldoneshrankwhenitwaswashed。 I’veentirelyomittedoflatetellingyouwhatIamlearning,butthoughyoumightnotimagineitfrommyletters,mytimeisexclusivelyoccupiedwithstudy。It’saverybewilderingmattertogeteducatedinfivebranchesatonce。 `Thetestoftruescholarship,’saysChemistryProfessor,`isapainstakingpassionfordetail。’ `Becarefulnottokeepyoureyesgluedtodetail,’saysHistoryProfessor。`Standfarenoughawaytogetaperspectiveofthewhole。’ Youcanseewithwhatnicetywehavetotrimoursailsbetweenchemistryandhistory。Ilikethehistoricalmethodbest。 IfIsaythatWilliamtheConquerorcameoverin1492,andColumbusdiscoveredAmericain1100or1066orwheneveritwas,that’sameredetailthattheProfessoroverlooks。Itgivesafeelingofsecurityandrestfulnesstothehistoryrecitation,thatisentirelylackinginchemistry。 Sixth-hourbell——Imustgotothelaboratoryandlookintoalittlematterofacidsandsaltsandalkalis。I’veburnedaholeasbigasaplateinthefrontofmychemistryapron,withhydrochloricacid。 Ifthetheoryworked,Ioughttobeabletoneutralizethatholewithgoodstrongammonia,oughtn’tI? Examinationsnextweek,butwho’safraid? Yoursever,Judy5thMarchDearDaddy-Long-Legs,ThereisaMarchwindblowing,andtheskyisfilledwithheavy,blackmovingclouds。Thecrowsinthepinetreesaremakingsuchaclamour!It’sanintoxicating,exhilarating,CALLINGnoise。 Youwanttocloseyourbooksandbeoffoverthehillstoracewiththewind。 WehadapaperchaselastSaturdayoverfivemilesofsquashy’crosscountry。Thefox(composedofthreegirlsandabushelorsoofconfetti)startedhalfanhourbeforethetwenty-sevenhunters。 Iwasoneofthetwenty-seven;eightdroppedbythewayside; weendednineteen。Thetrailledoverahill,throughacornfield,andintoaswampwherewehadtoleaplightlyfromhummocktohummock。 ofcoursehalfofuswentinankledeep。Wekeptlosingthetrail,andwewastedtwenty-fiveminutesoverthatswamp。Thenupahillthroughsomewoodsandinatabarnwindow!Thebarndoorswerealllockedandthewindowwasuphighandprettysmall。Idon’tcallthatfair,doyou? Butwedidn’tgothrough;wecircumnavigatedthebarnandpickedupthetrailwhereitissuedbywayofalowshedroofontothetopofafence。Thefoxthoughthehadusthere,butwefooledhim。 Thenstraightawayovertwomilesofrollingmeadow,andawfullyhardtofollow,fortheconfettiwasgettingsparse。Theruleisthatitmustbeatthemostsixfeetapart,buttheywerethelongestsixfeetIeversaw。Finally,aftertwohoursofsteadytrotting,wetrackedMonsieurFoxintothekitchenofCrystalSpring(that’safarmwherethegirlsgoinbobsleighsandhaywagonsforchickenandwafflesuppers)andwefoundthethreefoxesplacidlyeatingmilkandhoneyandbiscuits。Theyhadn’tthoughtwewouldgetthatfar; theywereexpectingustostickinthebarnwindow。 Bothsidesinsistthattheywon。Ithinkwedid,don’tyou? Becausewecaughtthembeforetheygotbacktothecampus。 Anyway,allnineteenofussettledlikelocustsoverthefurnitureandclamouredforhoney。Therewasn’tenoughtogoround,butMrs。 CrystalSpring(that’sourpetnameforher;she’sbyrightsaJohnson) broughtupajarofstrawberryjamandacanofmaplesyrup—— justmadelastweek——andthreeloavesofbrownbread。 Wedidn’tgetbacktocollegetillhalf-pastsix——halfanhourlatefordinner——andwewentstraightinwithoutdressing,andwithperfectlyunimpairedappetites!Thenweallcuteveningchapel,thestateofourbootsbeingenoughofanexcuse。 Inevertoldyouaboutexaminations。Ipassedeverythingwiththeutmostease——Iknowthesecretnow,andamnevergoingtofailagain。 Ishan’tbeabletograduatewithhonoursthough,becauseofthatbeastlyLatinproseandgeometryFreshmanyear。ButIdon’tcare。 Wot’sthehoddssolongasyou’re’appy?(That’saquotation。 I’vebeenreadingtheEnglishclassics。) Speakingofclassics,haveyoueverreadHamlet?Ifyouhaven’t,doitrightoff。It’sPERFECTLYCORKING。I’vebeenhearingaboutShakespeareallmylife,butIhadnoideahereallywrotesowell; Ialwayssuspectedhimofgoinglargelyonhisreputation。 IhaveabeautifulplaythatIinventedalongtimeagowhenIfirstlearnedtoread。IputmyselftosleepeverynightbypretendingI’mtheperson(themostimportantperson)inthebookI’mreadingatthemoment。 AtpresentI’mOphelia——andsuchasensibleOphelia!IkeepHamletamusedallthetime,andpethimandscoldhimandmakehimwrapuphisthroatwhenhehasacold。I’veentirelycuredhimofbeingmelancholy。TheKingandQueenarebothdead——anaccidentatsea;nofuneralnecessary——soHamletandIarerulinginDenmarkwithoutanybother。Wehavethekingdomworkingbeautifully。 Hetakescareofthegoverning,andIlookafterthecharities。 Ihavejustfoundedsomefirst-classorphanasylums。IfyouoranyoftheotherTrusteeswouldliketovisitthem,Ishallbepleasedtoshowyouthrough。Ithinkyoumightfindagreatmanyhelpfulsuggestions。 Iremain,sir,Yoursmostgraciously,OPHELIA,QueenofDenmark。 24thMarch,maybethe25thDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Idon’tbelieveIcanbegoingtoHeaven——Iamgettingsuchalotofgoodthingshere;itwouldn’tbefairtogetthemhereaftertoo。 Listentowhathashappened。 JerushaAbbotthaswontheshort-storycontest(atwenty-fivedollarprize)thattheMonthlyholdseveryyear。Andshe’saSophomore! ThecontestantsaremostlySeniors。WhenIsawmynameposted,Icouldn’tquitebelieveitwastrue。MaybeIamgoingtobeanauthorafterall。IwishMrs。Lippetthadn’tgivenmesuchasillyname—— itsoundslikeanauthor-ess,doesn’tit? AlsoIhavebeenchosenforthespringdramatics——AsYouLikeItoutofdoors。IamgoingtobeCelia,owncousintoRosalind。 Andlastly:JuliaandSallieandIaregoingtoNewYorknextFridaytodosomespringshoppingandstayallnightandgotothetheatrethenextdaywith`MasterJervie。’Heinvitedus。Juliaisgoingtostayathomewithherfamily,butSallieandIaregoingtostopattheMarthaWashingtonHotel。Didyoueverhearofanythingsoexciting?I’veneverbeeninahotelinmylife,norinatheatre; exceptoncewhentheCatholicChurchhadafestivalandinvitedtheorphans,butthatwasn’tarealplayanditdoesn’tcount。 Andwhatdoyouthinkwe’regoingtosee?Hamlet。Thinkofthat! WestudieditforfourweeksinShakespeareclassandIknowitbyheart。 IamsoexcitedoveralltheseprospectsthatIcanscarcelysleep。 Goodbye,Daddy。 Thisisaveryentertainingworld。 Yoursever,JudyPS。I’vejustlookedatthecalendar。It’sthe28th。 Anotherpostscript。 Isawastreetcarconductortodaywithonebrowneyeandoneblue。 Wouldn’themakeanicevillainforadetectivestory? 7thAprilDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Mercy!Isn’tNewYorkbig?Worcesterisnothingtoit。Doyoumeantotellmethatyouactuallyliveinallthatconfusion? Idon’tbelievethatIshallrecoverformonthsfromthebewilderingeffectoftwodaysofit。Ican’tbegintotellyoualltheamazingthingsI’veseen;Isupposeyouknow,though,sinceyoulivethereyourself。 Butaren’tthestreetsentertaining?Andthepeople?Andtheshops? Ineversawsuchlovelythingsasthereareinthewindows。 Itmakesyouwanttodevoteyourlifetowearingclothes。 SallieandJuliaandIwentshoppingtogetherSaturdaymorning。 JuliawentintotheverymostgorgeousplaceIeversaw,whiteandgoldwallsandbluecarpetsandbluesilkcurtainsandgiltchairs。 Aperfectlybeautifulladywithyellowhairandalongblacksilktrailinggowncametomeetuswithawelcomingsmile。Ithoughtwewerepayingasocialcall,andstartedtoshakehands,butitseemswewereonlybuyinghats——atleastJuliawas。Shesatdowninfrontofamirrorandtriedonadozen,eachlovelierthanthelast,andboughtthetwoloveliestofall。 Ican’timagineanyjoyinlifegreaterthansittingdowninfrontofamirrorandbuyinganyhatyouchoosewithouthavingfirsttoconsidertheprice!There’snodoubtaboutit,Daddy;NewYorkwouldrapidlyunderminethisfinestoicalcharacterwhichtheJohnGrierHomesopatientlybuiltup。 Andafterwe’dfinishedourshopping,wemetMasterJervieatSherry’s。Isupposeyou’vebeeninSherry’s?Picturethat,thenpicturethedining-roomoftheJohnGrierHomewithitsoilcloth-coveredtables,andwhitecrockerythatyouCAN’Tbreak,andwooden-handledknivesandforks;andfancythewayIfelt! Iatemyfishwiththewrongfork,butthewaiterverykindlygavemeanothersothatnobodynoticed。 Andafterluncheonwewenttothetheatre——itwasdazzling,marvellous,unbelievable——Idreamaboutiteverynight。 Isn’tShakespearewonderful? Hamletissomuchbetteronthestagethanwhenweanalyzeitinclass; Iappreciateditbefore,butnow,clearme! Ithink,ifyoudon’tmind,thatI’dratherbeanactressthanawriter。Wouldn’tyoulikemetoleavecollegeandgointoadramaticschool?AndthenI’llsendyouaboxforallmyperformances,andsmileatyouacrossthefootlights。Onlyweararedroseinyourbuttonhole,please,soI’llsurelysmileattherightman。 ItwouldbeanawfullyembarrassingmistakeifIpickedoutthewrongone。 WecamebackSaturdaynightandhadourdinnerinthetrain,atlittletableswithpinklampsandnegrowaiters。Ineverheardofmealsbeingservedintrainsbefore,andIinadvertentlysaidso。 `Whereonearthwereyoubroughtup?’saidJuliatome。 `Inavillage,’saidImeekly,toJulia。 `Butdidn’tyouevertravel?’saidshetome。 `NottillIcametocollege,andthenitwasonlyahundredandsixtymilesandwedidn’teat,’saidItoher。 She’sgettingquiteinterestedinme,becauseIsaysuchfunnythings。 Itryhardnotto,buttheydopopoutwhenI’msurprised—— andI’msurprisedmostofthetime。It’sadizzyingexperience,Daddy,topasseighteenyearsintheJohnGrierHome,andthensuddenlytobeplungedintotheWORLD。 ButI’mgettingacclimated。Idon’tmakesuchawfulmistakesasIdid; andIdon’tfeeluncomfortableanymorewiththeothergirls。Iusedtosquirmwheneverpeoplelookedatme。Ifeltasthoughtheysawrightthroughmyshamnewclothestothecheckedginghamsunderneath。 ButI’mnotlettingtheginghamsbothermeanymore。Sufficientuntoyesterdayistheevilthereof。 Iforgottotellyouaboutourflowers。MasterJerviegaveuseachabigbunchofvioletsandlilies-of-the-valley。Wasn’tthatsweetofhim?Ineverusedtocaremuchformen——judgingbyTrustees—— butI’mchangingmymind。 Elevenpages——thisisaletter!Havecourage。I’mgoingtostop。 Yoursalways,Judy10thAprilDearMr。Rich-Man,Here’syourchequeforfiftydollars。Thankyouverymuch,butIdonotfeelthatIcankeepit。MyallowanceissufficienttoaffordallofthehatsthatIneed。IamsorrythatIwroteallthatsillystuffaboutthemillineryshop;it’sjustthatI hadneverseenanythinglikeitbefore。 However,Iwasn’tbegging!AndIwouldrathernotacceptanymorecharitythanIhaveto。 Sincerelyyours,JerushaAbbott11thAprilDearestDaddy,WillyoupleaseforgivemefortheletterIwroteyouyesterday? AfterIposteditIwassorry,andtriedtogetitback,butthatbeastlymailclerkwouldn’tgiveitbacktome。 It’sthemiddleofthenightnow;I’vebeenawakeforhoursthinkingwhataWormIam——whataThousand-leggedWorm—— andthat’stheworstIcansay!I’veclosedthedoorverysoftlyintothestudysoasnottowakeJuliaandSallie,andamsittingupinbedwritingtoyouonpapertornoutofmyhistorynote-book。 IjustwantedtotellyouthatIamsorryIwassoimpoliteaboutyourcheque。Iknowyoumeantitkindly,andIthinkyou’reanolddeartotakesomuchtroubleforsuchasillythingasahat。 Ioughttohavereturneditverymuchmoregraciously。 Butinanycase,Ihadtoreturnit。It’sdifferentwithmethanwithothergirls。Theycantakethingsnaturallyfrompeople。 Theyhavefathersandbrothersandauntsanduncles;butIcan’tbeonanysuchrelationswithanyone。Iliketopretendthatyoubelongtome,justtoplaywiththeidea,butofcourseIknowyoudon’t。I’malone,really——withmybacktothewallfightingtheworld—— andIgetsortofgaspywhenIthinkaboutit。Iputitoutofmymind,andkeeponpretending;butdon’tyousee,Daddy?Ican’tacceptanymoremoneythanIhaveto,becausesomedayIshallbewantingtopayitback,andevenasgreatanauthorasIintendtobewon’tbeabletofaceaPERFECTLYTREMENDOUSdebt。 I’dloveprettyhatsandthings,butImustn’tmortgagethefuturetopayforthem。 You’llforgiveme,won’tyou,forbeingsorude?IhaveanawfulhabitofwritingimpulsivelywhenIfirstthinkthings,andthenpostingtheletterbeyondrecall。ButifIsometimesseemthoughtlessandungrateful,Inevermeanit。InmyheartIthankyoualwaysforthelifeandfreedomandindependencethatyouhavegivenme。 Mychildhoodwasjustalong,sullenstretchofrevolt,andnowIamsohappyeverymomentofthedaythatIcan’tbelieveit’strue。 Ifeellikeamade-upheroineinastory-book。 It’saquarterpasttwo。I’mgoingtotiptoeouttopostthisoffnow。You’llreceiveitinthenextmailaftertheother; soyouwon’thaveaverylongtimetothinkbadofme。 Goodnight,Daddy,Iloveyoualways,Judy4thMayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,FieldDaylastSaturday。Itwasaveryspectacularoccasion。 Firstwehadaparadeofalltheclasses,witheverybodydressedinwhitelinen,theSeniorscarryingblueandgoldJapaneseumbrellas,andthejuniorswhiteandyellowbanners。Ourclasshadcrimsonballoons—— veryfetching,especiallyastheywerealwaysgettinglooseandfloatingoff——andtheFreshmenworegreentissue-paperhatswithlongstreamers。Alsowehadabandinblueuniformshiredfromtown。Alsoaboutadozenfunnypeople,likedownsinacircus,tokeepthespectatorsentertainedbetweenevents。 Juliawasdressedasafatcountrymanwithalinendusterandwhiskersandbaggyumbrella。PatsyMoriarty(Patricireally。 Didyoueverhearsuchaname?Mrs。Lippettcouldn’thavedonebetter) whoistallandthinwasJulia’swifeinaabsurdgreenbonnetoveroneear。Wavesoflaughterfollowedthemthewholelengthofthecourse。Juliaplayedthepartextremelywell。IneverdreamedthataPendletoncoulddisplaysomuchcomedyspirit—— beggingMasterJervie’pardon;Idon’tconsiderhimatruePendletonthough,anmorethanIconsideryouatrueTrustee。 SallieandIweren’tintheparadebecausewewereenteredfortheevents。Andwhatdoyouthink?Webothwon!Atleastinsomething。Wetriedfortherunningbroadjumpandlost; butSalliewonthepole-vaulting(sevenfeetthreeinches) andIwonthefifty-yardsprint(eightseconds)。 Iwasprettypantingattheend,butitwasgreatfun,withthewholeclasswavingballoonsandcheeringandyelling: What’sthematterwithJudyAbbott? She’sallright。 Who’sallright? JudyAb-bott! That,Daddy,istruefame。Thentrottingbacktothedressingtentandbeingrubbeddownwithalcoholandhavingalemontosuck。 Youseewe’reveryprofessional。It’safinethingtowinaneventforyourclass,becausetheclassthatwinsthemostgetstheathleticcupfortheyear。TheSeniorswonitthisyear,withseveneventstotheircredit。Theathleticassociationgaveadinnerinthegymnasiumtoallofthewinners。Wehadfriedsoft-shellcrabs,andchocolateice-creammouldedintheshapeofbasketballs。 IsatuphalfoflastnightreadingJaneEyre。Areyouoldenough,Daddy,toremembersixtyyearsago?And,ifso,didpeopletalkthatway? ThehaughtyLadyBlanchesaystothefootman,`Stopyourchattering,knave,anddomybidding。’Mr。Rochestertalksaboutthemetalwelkinwhenhemeansthesky;andasforthemadwomanwholaughslikeahyenaandsetsfiretobedcurtainsandtearsupweddingveilsandBITES——it’smelodramaofthepurest,butjustthesame,youreadandreadandread。Ican’tseehowanygirlcouldhavewrittensuchabook,especiallyanygirlwhowasbroughtupinachurchyard。