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类别:其他 作者:Jean Webster字数:19924更新时间:19/01/03 09:36:25
TOYOU BlueWednesdayThefirstWednesdayineverymonthwasaPerfectlyAwfulDay——adaytobeawaitedwithdread,enduredwithcourageandforgottenwithhaste。 Everyfloormustbespotless,everychairdustless,andeverybedwithoutawrinkle。Ninety-sevensquirminglittleorphansmustbescrubbedandcombedandbuttonedintofreshlystarchedginghams; andallninety-sevenremindedoftheirmanners,andtoldtosay,`Yes,sir,’`No,sir,’wheneveraTrusteespoke。 Itwasadistressingtime;andpoorJerushaAbbott,beingtheoldestorphan,hadtobearthebruntofit。ButthisparticularfirstWednesday,likeitspredecessors,finallydraggeditselftoaclose。Jerushaescapedfromthepantrywhereshehadbeenmakingsandwichesfortheasylum’sguests,andturnedupstairstoaccomplishherregularwork。HerspecialcarewasroomF,whereelevenlittletots,fromfourtoseven,occupiedelevenlittlecotssetinarow。Jerushaassembledhercharges,straightenedtheirrumpledfrocks,wipedtheirnoses,andstartedtheminanorderlyandwillinglinetowardsthedining-roomtoengagethemselvesforablessedhalfhourwithbreadandmilkandprunepudding。 Thenshedroppeddownonthewindowseatandleanedthrobbingtemplesagainstthecoolglass。Shehadbeenonherfeetsincefivethatmorning,doingeverybody’sbidding,scoldedandhurriedbyanervousmatron。 Mrs。Lippett,behindthescenes,didnotalwaysmaintainthatcalmandpompousdignitywithwhichshefacedanaudienceofTrusteesandladyvisitors。Jerushagazedoutacrossabroadstretchoffrozenlawn,beyondthetallironpalingthatmarkedtheconfinesoftheasylum,downundulatingridgessprinkledwithcountryestates,tothespiresofthevillagerisingfromthemidstofbaretrees。 Thedaywasended——quitesuccessfully,sofarassheknew。 TheTrusteesandthevisitingcommitteehadmadetheirrounds,andreadtheirreports,anddrunktheirtea,andnowwerehurryinghometotheirowncheerfulfiresides,toforgettheirbothersomelittlechargesforanothermonth。Jerushaleanedforwardwatchingwithcuriosity——andatouchofwistfulness——thestreamofcarriagesandautomobilesthatrolledoutoftheasylumgates。 Inimaginationshefollowedfirstoneequipage,thenanother,tothebighousesdottedalongthehillside。Shepicturedherselfinafurcoatandavelvethattrimmedwithfeathersleaningbackintheseatandnonchalantlymurmuring`Home’tothedriver。 Butonthedoor-sillofherhomethepicturegrewblurred。 Jerushahadanimagination——animagination,Mrs。Lippetttoldher,thatwouldgetherintotroubleifshedidn’ttakecare——butkeenasitwas,itcouldnotcarryherbeyondthefrontporchofthehousesshewouldenter。Poor,eager,adventurouslittleJerusha,inallherseventeenyears,hadneversteppedinsideanordinaryhouse; shecouldnotpicturethedailyroutineofthoseotherhumanbeingswhocarriedontheirlivesundiscommodedbyorphans。 Je-ru-shaAb-bottYouarewan-tedIntheof-fice,AndIthinkyou’dBetterhurryup! TommyDillon,whohadjoinedthechoir,camesingingupthestairsanddownthecorridor,hischantgrowinglouderasheapproachedroomF。Jerushawrenchedherselffromthewindowandrefacedthetroublesoflife。 `Whowantsme?’shecutintoTommy’schantwithanoteofsharpanxiety。 Mrs。Lippettintheoffice,AndIthinkshe’smad。 Ah-a-men! Tommypiouslyintoned,buthisaccentwasnotentirelymalicious。 Eventhemosthardenedlittleorphanfeltsympathyforanerringsisterwhowassummonedtotheofficetofaceanannoyedmatron; andTommylikedJerushaevenifshedidsometimesjerkhimbythearmandnearlyscrubhisnoseoff。 Jerushawentwithoutcomment,butwithtwoparallellinesonherbrow。 Whatcouldhavegonewrong,shewondered。Werethesandwichesnotthinenough?Werethereshellsinthenutcakes?HadaladyvisitorseentheholeinSusieHawthorn’sstocking?Had——Ohorrors!—— oneofthecherubiclittlebabesinherownroomF`sauced’aTrustee? Thelonglowerhallhadnotbeenlighted,andasshecamedownstairs,alastTrusteestood,onthepointofdeparture,intheopendoorthatledtotheporte-cochere。Jerushacaughtonlyafleetingimpressionoftheman——andtheimpressionconsistedentirelyoftallness。 Hewaswavinghisarmtowardsanautomobilewaitinginthecurveddrive。 Asitsprangintomotionandapproached,headonforaninstant,theglaringheadlightsthrewhisshadowsharplyagainstthewallinside。 Theshadowpicturedgrotesquelyelongatedlegsandarmsthatranalongthefloorandupthewallofthecorridor。Itlooked,foralltheworld,likeahuge,waveringdaddy-long-legs。 Jerusha’sanxiousfrowngaveplacetoquicklaughter。Shewasbynatureasunnysoul,andhadalwayssnatchedthetiniestexcusetobeamused。 IfonecouldderiveanysortofentertainmentoutoftheoppressivefactofaTrustee,itwassomethingunexpectedtothegood。 Sheadvancedtotheofficequitecheeredbythetinyepisode,andpresentedasmilingfacetoMrs。Lippett。Tohersurprisethematronwasalso,ifnotexactlysmiling,atleastappreciablyaffable; sheworeanexpressionalmostaspleasantastheoneshedonnedforvisitors。 `Sitdown,Jerusha,Ihavesomethingtosaytoyou。’Jerushadroppedintothenearestchairandwaitedwithatouchofbreathlessness。 Anautomobileflashedpastthewindow;Mrs。Lippettglancedafterit。 `Didyounoticethegentlemanwhohasjustgone?’ `Isawhisback。’ `HeisoneofourmostaffluentialTrustees,andhasgivenlargesumsofmoneytowardstheasylum’ssupport。Iamnotatlibertytomentionhisname;heexpresslystipulatedthathewastoremainunknown。’ Jerusha’seyeswidenedslightly;shewasnotaccustomedtobeingsummonedtotheofficetodiscusstheeccentricitiesofTrusteeswiththematron。 `Thisgentlemanhastakenaninterestinseveralofourboys。 YourememberCharlesBentonandHenryFreize?TheywerebothsentthroughcollegebyMr。——er——thisTrustee,andbothhaverepaidwithhardworkandsuccessthemoneythatwassogenerouslyexpended。 Otherpaymentthegentlemandoesnotwish。Heretoforehisphilanthropieshavebeendirectedsolelytowardstheboys; Ihaveneverbeenabletointeresthimintheslightestdegreeinanyofthegirlsintheinstitution,nomatterhowdeserving。 Hedoesnot,Imaytellyou,careforgirls。’ `No,ma’am,’Jerushamurmured,sincesomereplyseemedtobeexpectedatthispoint。 `To-dayattheregularmeeting,thequestionofyourfuturewasbroughtup。’ Mrs。Lippettallowedamomentofsilencetofall,thenresumedinaslow,placidmannerextremelytryingtoherhearer’ssuddenlytightenednerves。 `Usually,asyouknow,thechildrenarenotkeptaftertheyaresixteen,butanexceptionwasmadeinyourcase。Youhadfinishedourschoolatfourteen,andhavingdonesowellinyourstudies——notalways,Imustsay,inyourconduct——itwasdeterminedtoletyougooninthevillagehighschool。Nowyouarefinishingthat,andofcoursetheasylumcannotberesponsibleanylongerforyoursupport。 Asitis,youhavehadtwoyearsmorethanmost。’ Mrs。LippettoverlookedthefactthatJerushahadworkedhardforherboardduringthosetwoyears,thattheconvenienceoftheasylumhadcomefirstandhereducationsecond; thatondayslikethepresentshewaskeptathometoscrub。 `AsIsay,thequestionofyourfuturewasbroughtupandyourrecordwasdiscussed——thoroughlydiscussed。’ Mrs。Lippettbroughtaccusingeyestobearupontheprisonerinthedock,andtheprisonerlookedguiltybecauseitseemedtobeexpected—— notbecauseshecouldrememberanystrikinglyblackpagesinherrecord。 `Ofcoursetheusualdispositionofoneinyourplacewouldbetoputyouinapositionwhereyoucouldbegintowork,butyouhavedonewellinschoolincertainbranches;itseemsthatyourworkinEnglishhasevenbeenbrilliant。MissPritchard,whoisonourvisitingcommittee,isalsoontheschoolboard;shehasbeentalkingwithyourrhetoricteacher,andmadeaspeechinyourfavour。 Shealsoreadaloudanessaythatyouhadwrittenentitled,\"BlueWednesday\"。’ Jerusha’sguiltyexpressionthistimewasnotassumed。 `Itseemedtomethatyoushowedlittlegratitudeinholdinguptoridiculetheinstitutionthathasdonesomuchforyou。HadyounotmanagedtobefunnyIdoubtifyouwouldhavebeenforgiven。 Butfortunatelyforyou,Mr。——,thatis,thegentlemanwhohasjustgone——appearstohaveanimmoderatesenseofhumour。 Onthestrengthofthatimpertinentpaper,hehasofferedtosendyoutocollege。’ `Tocollege?’Jerusha’seyesgrewbig。Mrs。Lippettnodded。 `Hewaitedtodiscussthetermswithme。Theyareunusual。 Thegentleman,Imaysay,iserratic。Hebelievesthatyouhaveoriginality,andheisplanningtoeducateyoutobecomeawriter。’ `Awriter?’Jerusha’smindwasnumbed。ShecouldonlyrepeatMrs。 Lippett’swords。 `Thatishiswish。Whetheranythingwillcomeofit,thefuturewillshow。Heisgivingyouaveryliberalallowance,almost,foragirlwhohasneverhadanyexperienceintakingcareofmoney,tooliberal。 Butheplannedthematterindetail,andIdidnotfeelfreetomakeanysuggestions。Youaretoremainherethroughthesummer,andMissPritchardhaskindlyofferedtosuperintendyouroutfit。 Yourboardandtuitionwillbepaiddirectlytothecollege,andyouwillreceiveinadditionduringthefouryearsyouarethere,anallowanceofthirty-fivedollarsamonth。Thiswillenableyoutoenteronthesamestandingastheotherstudents。Themoneywillbesenttoyoubythegentleman’sprivatesecretaryonceamonth,andinreturn,youwillwritealetterofacknowledgmentonceamonth。 Thatis——youarenottothankhimforthemoney;hedoesn’tcaretohavethatmentioned,butyouaretowritealettertellingoftheprogressinyourstudiesandthedetailsofyourdailylife。 Justsuchaletterasyouwouldwritetoyourparentsiftheywereliving。 `TheseletterswillbeaddressedtoMr。JohnSmithandwillbesentincareofthesecretary。Thegentleman’snameisnotJohnSmith,buthepreferstoremainunknown。ToyouhewillneverbeanythingbutJohnSmith。Hisreasoninrequiringthelettersisthathethinksnothingsofostersfacilityinliteraryexpressionasletter-writing。Sinceyouhavenofamilywithwhomtocorrespond,hedesiresyoutowriteinthisway;also,hewishestokeeptrackofyourprogress。Hewillneveransweryourletters,norintheslightestparticulartakeanynoticeofthem。 Hedetestsletter-writinganddoesnotwishyoutobecomeaburden。 Ifanypointshouldeverarisewhereananswerwouldseemtobeimperative——suchasintheeventofyourbeingexpelled,whichItrustwillnotoccur——youmaycorrespondwithMr。Griggs,hissecretary。Thesemonthlylettersareabsolutelyobligatoryonyourpart;theyaretheonlypaymentthatMr。Smithrequires,soyoumustbeaspunctiliousinsendingthemasthoughitwereabillthatyouwerepaying。Ihopethattheywillalwaysberespectfulintoneandwillreflectcreditonyourtraining。 YoumustrememberthatyouarewritingtoaTrusteeoftheJohnGrierHome。’ Jerusha’seyeslonginglysoughtthedoor。Herheadwasinawhirlofexcitement,andshewishedonlytoescapefromMrs。Lippett’splatitudesandthink。Sheroseandtookatentativestepbackwards。 Mrs。Lippettdetainedherwithagesture;itwasanoratoricalopportunitynottobeslighted。 `Itrustthatyouareproperlygratefulforthisveryraregoodfortunethathasbefallenyou?Notmanygirlsinyourpositioneverhavesuchanopportunitytoriseintheworld。Youmustalwaysremember——’ `I——yes,ma’am,thankyou。Ithink,ifthat’sall,ImustgoandsewapatchonFreddiePerkins’strousers。’ Thedoorclosedbehindher,andMrs。Lippettwatcheditwithdroppedjaw,herperorationinmid-air。 TheLettersofMissJerushaAbbotttoMr。Daddy-Long-LegsSmith215FERGUSSENHALL 24thSeptemberDearKind-Trustee-Who-Sends-Orphans-to-College,HereIam!Itravelledyesterdayforfourhoursinatrain。 It’safunnysensation,isn’tit?Ineverrodeinonebefore。 Collegeisthebiggest,mostbewilderingplace——IgetlostwheneverIleavemyroom。IwillwriteyouadescriptionlaterwhenI’mfeelinglessmuddled;alsoIwilltellyouaboutmylessons。 Classesdon’tbeginuntilMondaymorning,andthisisSaturdaynight。 ButIwantedtowritealetterfirstjusttogetacquainted。 Itseemsqueertobewritingletterstosomebodyyoudon’tknow。 Itseemsqueerformetobewritinglettersatall——I’veneverwrittenmorethanthreeorfourinmylife,sopleaseoverlookitifthesearenotamodelkind。 Beforeleavingyesterdaymorning,Mrs。LippettandIhadaveryserioustalk。Shetoldmehowtobehavealltherestofmylife,andespeciallyhowtobehavetowardsthekindgentlemanwhoisdoingsomuchforme。ImusttakecaretobeVeryRespectful。 ButhowcanonebeveryrespectfultoapersonwhowishestobecalledJohnSmith?Whycouldn’tyouhavepickedoutanamewithalittlepersonality? ImightaswellwriteletterstoDearHitching-PostorDearClothes-Prop。 Ihavebeenthinkingaboutyouagreatdealthissummer;havingsomebodytakeaninterestinmeafteralltheseyearsmakesmefeelasthoughIhadfoundasortoffamily。ItseemsasthoughI belongedtosomebodynow,andit’saverycomfortablesensation。 Imustsay,however,thatwhenIthinkaboutyou,myimaginationhasverylittletoworkupon。TherearejustthreethingsthatIknow: I。Youaretall。 II。Youarerich。 III。Youhategirls。 IsupposeImightcallyouDearMr。Girl-Hater。Onlythat’sratherinsultingtome。OrDearMr。Rich-Man,butthat’sinsultingtoyou,asthoughmoneyweretheonlyimportantthingaboutyou。 Besides,beingrichissuchaveryexternalquality。Maybeyouwon’tstayrichallyourlife;lotsofveryclevermengetsmashedupinWallStreet。Butatleastyouwillstaytallallyourlife! SoI’vedecidedtocallyouDearDaddy-Long-Legs。Ihopeyouwon’tmind。 It’sjustaprivatepetnamewewon’ttellMrs。Lippett。 Theteno’clockbellisgoingtoringintwominutes。Ourdayisdividedintosectionsbybells。Weeatandsleepandstudybybells。 It’sveryenlivening;Ifeellikeafirehorseallofthetime。 Thereitgoes!Lightsout。Goodnight。 ObservewithwhatprecisionIobeyrules——duetomytrainingintheJohnGrierHome。 Yoursmostrespectfully,JerushaAbbottToMr。Daddy-Long-LegsSmith1stOctoberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,IlovecollegeandIloveyouforsendingme——I’mvery,veryhappy,andsoexcitedeverymomentofthetimethatIcanscarcelysleep。 Youcan’timaginehowdifferentitisfromtheJohnGrierHome。 Ineverdreamedtherewassuchaplaceintheworld。I’mfeelingsorryforeverybodywhoisn’tagirlandwhocan’tcomehere;Iamsurethecollegeyouattendedwhenyouwereaboycouldn’thavebeensonice。 Myroomisupinatowerthatusedtobethecontagiouswardbeforetheybuiltthenewinfirmary。Therearethreeothergirlsonthesamefloorofthetower——aSeniorwhowearsspectaclesandisalwaysaskinguspleasetobealittlemorequiet,andtwoFreshmennamedSallieMcBrideandJuliaRutledgePendleton。 Salliehasredhairandaturn-upnoseandisquitefriendly; JuliacomesfromoneofthefirstfamiliesinNewYorkandhasn’tnoticedmeyet。TheyroomtogetherandtheSeniorandIhavesingles。 UsuallyFreshmencan’tgetsingles;theyareveryscarce,butIgotonewithoutevenasking。Isupposetheregistrardidn’tthinkitwouldberighttoaskaproperlybrought-upgirltoroomwithafoundling。 Youseethereareadvantages! Myroomisonthenorth-westcornerwithtwowindowsandaview。 Afteryou’velivedinawardforeighteenyearswithtwentyroom-mates,itisrestfultobealone。ThisisthefirstchanceI’veeverhadtogetacquaintedwithJerushaAbbott。IthinkI’mgoingtolikeher。 Doyouthinkyouare? TuesdayTheyareorganizingtheFreshmanbasket-ballteamandthere’sjustachancethatIshallgetinit。I’mlittleofcourse,butterriblyquickandwiryandtough。Whiletheothersarehoppingaboutintheair,Icandodgeundertheirfeetandgrabtheball。 It’sloadsoffunpractising——outintheathleticfieldintheafternoonwiththetreesallredandyellowandtheairfullofthesmellofburningleaves,andeverybodylaughingandshouting。 ThesearethehappiestgirlsIeversaw——andIamthehappiestofall! ImeanttowritealongletterandtellyouallthethingsI’mlearning(Mrs。Lippettsaidyouwantedtoknow),but7thhourhasjustrung,andintenminutesI’mdueattheathleticfieldingymnasiumclothes。 Don’tyouhopeI’llgetintheteam? Yoursalways,JerushaAbbottPS。(9o’clock。) SallieMcBridejustpokedherheadinatmydoor。Thisiswhatshesaid: `I’msohomesickthatIsimplycan’tstandit。Doyoufeelthatway?’ Ismiledalittleandsaidno;IthoughtIcouldpullthrough。 AtleasthomesicknessisonediseasethatI’veescaped!Ineverheardofanybodybeingasylum-sick,didyou? 10thOctoberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,DidyoueverhearofMichaelAngelo? HewasafamousartistwholivedinItalyintheMiddleAges。 EverybodyinEnglishLiteratureseemedtoknowabouthim,andthewholeclasslaughedbecauseIthoughthewasanarchangel。Hesoundslikeanarchangel,doesn’the?Thetroublewithcollegeisthatyouareexpectedtoknowsuchalotofthingsyou’veneverlearned。 It’sveryembarrassingattimes。Butnow,whenthegirlstalkaboutthingsthatIneverheardof,Ijustkeepstillandlookthemupintheencyclopedia。 Imadeanawfulmistakethefirstday。SomebodymentionedMauriceMaeterlinck,andIaskedifshewasaFreshman。 Thatjokehasgoneallovercollege。Butanyway,I’mjustasbrightinclassasanyoftheothers——andbrighterthansomeofthem! DoyoucaretoknowhowI’vefurnishedmyroom?It’sasymphonyinbrownandyellow。Thewallwastintedbuff,andI’veboughtyellowdenimcurtainsandcushionsandamahoganydesk(secondhandforthreedollars)andarattanchairandabrownrugwithaninkspotinthemiddle。Istandthechairoverthespot。 Thewindowsareuphigh;youcan’tlookoutfromanordinaryseat。 ButIunscrewedthelooking-glassfromthebackofthebureau,upholsteredthetopandmoveditupagainstthewindow。It’sjusttherightheightforawindowseat。Youpulloutthedrawerslikestepsandwalkup。Verycomfortable! SallieMcBridehelpedmechoosethethingsattheSeniorauction。 Shehaslivedinahouseallherlifeandknowsaboutfurnishing。 Youcan’timaginewhatfunitistoshopandpaywitharealfive-dollarbillandgetsomechange——whenyou’veneverhadmorethanafewcentsinyourlife。Iassureyou,Daddydear,Idoappreciatethatallowance。 Sallieisthemostentertainingpersonintheworld——andJuliaRutledgePendletontheleastso。It’squeerwhatamixturetheregistrarcanmakeinthematterofroom-mates。Salliethinkseverythingisfunny——evenflunking——andJuliaisboredateverything。 Shenevermakestheslightestefforttobeamiable。ShebelievesthatifyouareaPendleton,thatfactaloneadmitsyoutoheavenwithoutanyfurtherexamination。JuliaandIwereborntobeenemies。 AndnowIsupposeyou’vebeenwaitingveryimpatientlytohearwhatIamlearning? I。Latin:SecondPunicwar。HannibalandhisforcespitchedcampatLakeTrasimenuslastnight。TheypreparedanambuscadefortheRomans,andabattletookplaceatthefourthwatchthismorning。 Romansinretreat。 II。French:24pagesoftheThreeMusketeersandthirdconjugation,irregularverbs。 III。Geometry:Finishedcylinders;nowdoingcones。 IV。English:Studyingexposition。Mystyleimprovesdailyinclearnessandbrevity。 V。Physiology:Reachedthedigestivesystem。Bileandthepancreasnexttime。Yours,onthewaytobeingeducated,JerushaAbbottPS。Ihopeyounevertouchalcohol,Daddy?Itdoesdreadfulthingstoyourliver。 WednesdayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,I’vechangedmyname。 I’mstill`Jerusha’inthecatalogue,butI’m`Judy’everywhereelse。 It’sreallytoobad,isn’tit,tohavetogiveyourselftheonlypetnameyoueverhad?Ididn’tquitemakeuptheJudythough。 That’swhatFreddyPerkinsusedtocallmebeforehecouldtalkplainly。 IwishMrs。Lippettwouldusealittlemoreingenuityaboutchoosingbabies’names。Shegetsthelastnamesoutofthetelephonebook—— you’llfindAbbottonthefirstpage——andshepickstheChristiannamesupanywhere;shegotJerushafromatombstone。I’vealwayshatedit;butIratherlikeJudy。It’ssuchasillyname。 ItbelongstothekindofgirlI’mnot——asweetlittleblue-eyedthing,pettedandspoiledbyallthefamily,whorompsherwaythroughlifewithoutanycares。Wouldn’titbenicetobelikethat? WhateverfaultsImayhave,noonecaneveraccusemeofhavingbeenspoiledbymyfamily!Butit’sgreatfuntopretendI’vebeen。 InthefuturepleasealwaysaddressmeasJudy。 Doyouwanttoknowsomething?Ihavethreepairsofkidgloves。 I’vehadkidmittensbeforefromtheChristmastree,butneverrealkidgloveswithfivefingers。Itakethemoutandtrythemoneverylittlewhile。It’sallIcandonottowearthemtoclasses。 (Dinnerbell。Goodbye。) FridayWhatdoyouthink,Daddy?TheEnglishinstructorsaidthatmylastpapershowsanunusualamountoforiginality。Shedid,truly。 Thosewereherwords。Itdoesn’tseempossible,doesit,consideringtheeighteenyearsoftrainingthatI’vehad?TheaimoftheJohnGrierHome(asyoudoubtlessknowandheartilyapproveof) istoturntheninety-sevenorphansintoninety-seventwins。 TheunusualartisticabilitywhichIexhibitwasdevelopedatanearlyagethroughdrawingchalkpicturesofMrs。Lippettonthewoodsheddoor。 IhopethatIdon’thurtyourfeelingswhenIcriticizethehomeofmyyouth?Butyouhavetheupperhand,youknow,forifIbecometooimpertinent,youcanalwaysstoppaymentofyourcheques。 Thatisn’taverypolitethingtosay——butyoucan’texpectmetohaveanymanners;afoundlingasylumisn’tayoungladies’ finishingschool。 Youknow,Daddy,itisn’ttheworkthatisgoingtobehardincollege。 It’stheplay。HalfthetimeIdon’tknowwhatthegirlsaretalkingabout;theirjokesseemtorelatetoapastthateveryonebutmehasshared。I’maforeignerintheworldandIdon’tunderstandthelanguage。It’samiserablefeeling。I’vehaditallmylife。 Atthehighschoolthegirlswouldstandingroupsandjustlookatme。 Iwasqueeranddifferentandeverybodyknewit。IcouldFEEL `JohnGrierHome’writtenonmyface。Andthenafewcharitableoneswouldmakeapointofcomingupandsayingsomethingpolite。 IHATEDEVERYONEOFTHEM——thecharitableonesmostofall。 NobodyhereknowsthatIwasbroughtupinanasylum。ItoldSallieMcBridethatmymotherandfatherweredead,andthatakindoldgentlemanwassendingmetocollegewhichisentirelytruesofarasitgoes。Idon’twantyoutothinkIamacoward,butIdowanttobeliketheothergirls,andthatDreadfulHomeloomingovermychildhoodistheonegreatbigdifference。 IfIcanturnmybackonthatandshutouttheremembrance,Ithink,Imightbejustasdesirableasanyothergirl。Idon’tbelievethere’sanyreal,underneathdifference,doyou? Anyway,SallieMcBridelikesme! Yoursever,JudyAbbott(NeeJerusha。) SaturdaymorningI’vejustbeenreadingthisletteroveranditsoundsprettyun-cheerful。Butcan’tyouguessthatIhaveaspecialtopicdueMondaymorningandareviewingeometryandaverysneezycold? SundayIforgottopostthisyesterday,soIwilladdanindignantpostscript。 Wehadabishopthismorning,andWHATDOYOUTHINKHESAID? `ThemostbeneficentpromisemadeusintheBibleisthis,\"Thepooryehavealwayswithyou。\"Theywereputhereinordertokeepuscharitable。’ Thepoor,pleaseobserve,beingasortofusefuldomesticanimal。 IfIhadn’tgrownintosuchaperfectlady,IshouldhavegoneupafterserviceandtoldhimwhatIthought。 25thOctoberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,I’minthebasket-ballteamandyououghttoseethebruiseonmyleftshoulder。It’sblueandmahoganywithlittlestreaksoforange。 JuliaPendletontriedfortheteam,butshedidn’tgetin。Hooray! YouseewhatameandispositionIhave。 Collegegetsnicerandnicer。Ilikethegirlsandtheteachersandtheclassesandthecampusandthethingstoeat。Wehaveice-creamtwiceaweekandweneverhavecorn-mealmush。 Youonlywantedtohearfrommeonceamonth,didn’tyou?AndI’vebeenpepperingyouwithletterseveryfewdays!ButI’vebeensoexcitedaboutallthesenewadventuresthatIMUSTtalktosomebody; andyou’retheonlyoneIknow。Pleaseexcusemyexuberance; I’llsettleprettysoon。Ifmylettersboreyou,youcanalwaystossthemintothewastebasket。IpromisenottowriteanothertillthemiddleofNovember。 Yoursmostloquaciously,JudyAbbott15thNovemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,ListentowhatI’velearnedto-day。 Theareaoftheconvexsurfaceofthefrustumofaregularpyramidishalftheproductofthesumoftheperimetersofitsbasesbythealtitudeofeitherofitstrapezoids。 Itdoesn’tsoundtrue,butitis——Icanproveit! You’veneverheardaboutmyclothes,haveyou,Daddy?Sixdresses,allnewandbeautifulandboughtforme——nothandeddownfromsomebodybigger。Perhapsyoudon’trealizewhataclimaxthatmarksinthecareerofanorphan?Yougavethemtome,andIamvery,very,VERYmuchobliged。It’safinethingtobeeducated——butnothingcomparedtothedizzyingexperienceofowningsixnewdresses。 MissPritchard,whoisonthevisitingcommittee,pickedthemout—— notMrs。Lippett,thankgoodness。Ihaveaneveningdress,pinkmulloversilk(I’mperfectlybeautifulinthat),andabluechurchdress,andadinnerdressofredveilingwithOrientaltrimming(makesmelooklikeaGipsy),andanotherofrose-colouredchallis,andagreystreetsuit,andanevery-daydressforclasses。 Thatwouldn’tbeanawfullybigwardrobeforJuliaRutledgePendleton,perhaps,butforJerushaAbbott——Oh,my! Isupposeyou’rethinkingnowwhatafrivolous,shallowlittlebeastsheis,andwhatawasteofmoneytoeducateagirl? But,Daddy,ifyou’dbeendressedincheckedginghamsallyourlife,you’dappreciatehowIfeel。AndwhenIstartedtothehighschool,Ientereduponanotherperiodevenworsethanthecheckedginghams。 Thepoorbox。 Youcan’tknowhowIdreadedappearinginschoolinthosemiserablepoor-boxdresses。Iwasperfectlysuretobeputdowninclassnexttothegirlwhofirstownedmydress,andshewouldwhisperandgiggleandpointitouttotheothers。Thebitternessofwearingyourenemies’cast-offclotheseatsintoyoursoul。 IfIworesilkstockingsfortherestofmylife,Idon’tbelieveIcouldobliteratethescar。 LATESTWARBULLETIN! NewsfromtheSceneofAction。 AtthefourthwatchonThursdaythe13thofNovember,HannibalroutedtheadvanceguardoftheRomansandledtheCarthaginianforcesoverthemountainsintotheplainsofCasilinum。AcohortoflightarmedNumidiansengagedtheinfantryofQuintusFabiusMaximus。 Twobattlesandlightskirmishing。Romansrepulsedwithheavylosses。 Ihavethehonourofbeing,Yourspecialcorrespondentfromthefront,J。AbbottPS。IknowI’mnottoexpectanylettersinreturn,andI’vebeenwarnednottobotheryouwithquestions,buttellme,Daddy,justthisonce——areyouawfullyoldorjustalittleold?Andareyouperfectlybaldorjustalittlebald?Itisverydifficultthinkingaboutyouintheabstractlikeatheoremingeometry。 Givenatallrichmanwhohatesgirls,butisverygeneroustoonequiteimpertinentgirl,whatdoeshelooklike? R。S。V。P。 19thDecemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Youneveransweredmyquestionanditwasveryimportant。 AREYOUBALD? Ihaveitplannedexactlywhatyoulooklike——verysatisfactorily—— untilIreachthetopofyourhead,andthenIAMstuck。Ican’tdecidewhetheryouhavewhitehairorblackhairorsortofsprinklygreyhairormaybenoneatall。 Hereisyourportrait: Buttheproblemis,shallIaddsomehair? Wouldyouliketoknowwhatcolouryoureyesare?They’regrey,andyoureyebrowsstickoutlikeaporchroof(beetling,they’recalledinnovels),andyourmouthisastraightlinewithatendencytoturndownatthecorners。Oh,yousee,Iknow!You’reasnappyoldthingwithatemper。 (Chapelbell。) 9。45p。m。 Ihaveanewunbreakablerule:never,nevertostudyatnightnomatterhowmanywrittenreviewsarecominginthemorning。Instead,Ireadjustplainbooks——Ihaveto,youknow,becausethereareeighteenblankyearsbehindme。Youwouldn’tbelieve,Daddy,whatanabyssofignorancemymindis;Iamjustrealizingthedepthsmyself。 Thethingsthatmostgirlswithaproperlyassortedfamilyandahomeandfriendsandalibraryknowbyabsorption,Ihaveneverheardof。 Forexample: IneverreadMotherGooseorDavidCopperfieldorIvanhoeorCinderellaorBlueBeardorRobinsonCrusoeorJaneEyreorAliceinWonderlandorawordofRudyardKipling。Ididn’tknowthatHenrytheEighthwasmarriedmorethanonceorthatShelleywasapoet。 Ididn’tknowthatpeopleusedtobemonkeysandthattheGardenofEdenwasabeautifulmyth。Ididn’tknowthatR。L。S。stoodforRobertLouisStevensonorthatGeorgeEliotwasalady。 Ihadneverseenapictureofthe`MonaLisa’and(it’struebutyouwon’tbelieveit)IhadneverheardofSherlockHolmes。 Now,Iknowallofthesethingsandalotofothersbesides,butyoucanseehowmuchIneedtocatchup。Andoh,butit’sfun! Ilookforwardalldaytoevening,andthenIputan`engaged’onthedoorandgetintomyniceredbathrobeandfurryslippersandpileallthecushionsbehindmeonthecouch,andlightthebrassstudentlampatmyelbow,andreadandreadandreadonebookisn’tenough。 Ihavefourgoingatonce。Justnow,they’reTennyson’spoemsandVanityFairandKipling’sPlainTalesand——don’tlaugh——LittleWomen。 IfindthatIamtheonlygirlincollegewhowasn’tbroughtuponLittleWomen。Ihaven’ttoldanybodythough(thatWOULDstampmeasqueer)。Ijustquietlywentandboughtitwith$1。12ofmylastmonth’sallowance;andthenexttimesomebodymentionspickledlimes,I’llknowwhatsheistalkingabout! (Teno’clockbell。Thisisaveryinterruptedletter。) SaturdaySir,Ihavethehonourtoreportfreshexplorationsinthefieldofgeometry。 OnFridaylastweabandonedourformerworksinparallelopipedsandproceededtotruncatedprisms。Wearefindingtheroadroughandveryuphill。 SundayTheChristmasholidaysbeginnextweekandthetrunksareup。 Thecorridorsaresofilledupthatyoucanhardlygetthrough,andeverybodyissobubblingoverwithexcitementthatstudyingisgettingleftout。I’mgoingtohaveabeautifultimeinvacation; there’sanotherFreshmanwholivesinTexasstayingbehind,andweareplanningtotakelongwalksandifthere’sanyice—— learntoskate。Thenthereisstillthewholelibrarytoberead—— andthreeemptyweekstodoitin! Goodbye,Daddy,Ihopethatyouarefeelingashappyasam。 Yoursever,JudyPS。Don’tforgettoanswermyquestion。Ifyoudon’twantthetroubleofwriting,haveyoursecretarytelegraph。Hecanjustsay: Mr。Smithisquitebald,orMr。Smithisnotbald,orMr。Smithhaswhitehair。 Andyoucandeductthetwenty-fivecentsoutofmyallowance。 GoodbyetillJanuary——andamerryChristmas! TowardstheendoftheChristmasvacation。 ExactdateunknownDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Isitsnowingwhereyouare?AlltheworldthatIseefrommytowerisdrapedinwhiteandtheflakesarecomingdownasbigaspop-corns。 It’slateafternoon——thesunisjustsetting(acoldyellowcolour) behindsomecolderviolethills,andIamupinmywindowseatusingthelastlighttowritetoyou。 Yourfivegoldpieceswereasurprise!I’mnotusedtoreceivingChristmaspresents。Youhavealreadygivenmesuchlotsofthings—— everythingIhave,youknow——thatIdon’tquitefeelthatI deserveextras。ButIlikethemjustthesame。DoyouwanttoknowwhatIboughtwithmymoney? I。Asilverwatchinaleathercasetowearonmywristandgetmetorecitationsintime。 II。MatthewArnold’spoems。 III。Ahotwaterbottle。 IV。Asteamerrug。(Mytoweriscold。) V。Fivehundredsheetsofyellowmanuscriptpaper。(I’mgoingtocommencebeinganauthorprettysoon。) VI。Adictionaryofsynonyms。(Toenlargetheauthor’svocabulary。) VII。(Idon’tmuchliketoconfessthislastitem,butIwill。) Apairofsilkstockings。 Andnow,Daddy,neversayIdon’ttellall! Itwasaverylowmotive,ifyoumustknowit,thatpromptedthesilkstockings。JuliaPendletoncomesintomyroomtodogeometry,andshesitscross-leggedonthecouchandwearssilkstockingseverynight。Butjustwait——assoonasshegetsbackfromvacationIshallgoinandsitonhercouchinmysilkstockings。Yousee,Daddy,themiserablecreaturethatIambutatleastI’mhonest; andyouknewalready,frommyasylumrecord,thatIwasn’tperfect,didn’tyou? Torecapitulate(that’sthewaytheEnglishinstructorbeginseveryothersentence),Iamverymuchobligedformysevenpresents。 I’mpretendingtomyselfthattheycameinaboxfrommyfamilyinCalifornia。Thewatchisfromfather,therugfrommother,thehotwaterbottlefromgrandmotherwhoisalwaysworryingforfearIshallcatchcoldinthisclimate——andtheyellowpaperfrommylittlebrotherHarry。MysisterIsabelgavemethesilkstockings,andAuntSusantheMatthewArnoldpoems;UncleHarry(littleHarryisnamedafterhim)gavemethedictionary。Hewantedtosendchocolates,butIinsistedonsynonyms。 Youdon’tobject,doyou,toplayingthepartofacompositefamily? Andnow,shallItellyouaboutmyvacation,orareyouonlyinterestedinmyeducationassuch?Ihopeyouappreciatethedelicateshadeofmeaningin`assuch’。Itisthelatestadditiontomyvocabulary。 ThegirlfromTexasisnamedLeonoraFenton。(AlmostasfunnyasJerusha,isn’tit?)Ilikeher,butnotsomuchasSallieMcBride; IshallneverlikeanyonesomuchasSallie——exceptyou。Imustalwayslikeyouthebestofall,becauseyou’remywholefamilyrolledintoone。LeonoraandIandtwoSophomoreshavewalked’crosscountryeverypleasantdayandexploredthewholeneighbourhood,dressedinshortskirtsandknitjacketsandcaps,andcarryingshinystickstowhackthingswith。Oncewewalkedintotown——fourmiles—— andstoppedatarestaurantwherethecollegegirlsgofordinner。 Broiledlobster(35cents),andfordessert,buckwheatcakesandmaplesyrup(15cents)。Nourishingandcheap。 Itwassuchalark!Especiallyforme,becauseitwassoawfullydifferentfromtheasylum——IfeellikeanescapedconvicteverytimeIleavethecampus。BeforeIthought,IstartedtotelltheotherswhatanexperienceIwashaving。ThecatwasalmostoutofthebagwhenIgrabbeditbyitstailandpulleditback。 It’sawfullyhardformenottotelleverythingIknow。I’maveryconfidingsoulbynature;ifIdidn’thaveyoutotellthingsto,I’dburst。 WehadamolassescandypulllastFridayevening,givenbythehousematronofFergussentotheleft-behindsintheotherhalls。 Thereweretwenty-twoofusaltogether,FreshmenandSophomoresandjuniorsandSeniorsallunitedinamicableaccord。Thekitchenishuge,withcopperpotsandkettleshanginginrowsonthestonewall—— thelittlestcasseroleamongthemaboutthesizeofawashboiler。 FourhundredgirlsliveinFergussen。Thechef,inawhitecapandapron,fetchedouttwenty-twootherwhitecapsandaprons—— Ican’timaginewherehegotsomany——andweallturnedourselvesintocooks。 Itwasgreatfun,thoughIhaveseenbettercandy。Whenitwasfinallyfinished,andourselvesandthekitchenandthedoor-knobsallthoroughlysticky,weorganizedaprocessionandstillinourcapsandaprons,eachcarryingabigforkorspoonorfryingpan,wemarchedthroughtheemptycorridorstotheofficers’parlour,wherehalf-a-dozenprofessorsandinstructorswerepassingatranquilevening。Weserenadedthemwithcollegesongsandofferedrefreshments。Theyacceptedpolitelybutdubiously。 Weleftthemsuckingchunksofmolassescandy,stickyandspeechless。 Soyousee,Daddy,myeducationprogresses! Don’tyoureallythinkthatIoughttobeanartistinsteadofanauthor? VacationwillbeoverintwodaysandIshallbegladtoseethegirlsagain。Mytowerisjustatriflelonely;whenninepeopleoccupyahousethatwasbuiltforfourhundred,theydorattlearoundabit。 Elevenpages——poorDaddy,youmustbetired!Imeantthistobejustashortlittlethank-younote——butwhenIgetstartedIseemtohaveareadypen。 Goodbye,andthankyouforthinkingofme——Ishouldbeperfectlyhappyexceptforonelittlethreateningcloudonthehorizon。 ExaminationscomeinFebruary。 Yourswithlove,JudyPS。Maybeitisn’tpropertosendlove?Ifitisn’t,pleaseexcuse。 ButImustlovesomebodyandthere’sonlyyouandMrs。Lippetttochoosebetween,soyousee——you’llHAVEtoputupwithit,Daddydear,becauseIcan’tloveher。 OntheEveDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Youshouldseethewaythiscollegeisstudying!We’veforgottenweeverhadavacation。Fifty-sevenirregularverbshaveIintroducedtomybraininthepastfourdays——I’monlyhopingthey’llstaytillafterexaminations。 Someofthegirlsselltheirtext-bookswhenthey’rethroughwiththem,butIintendtokeepmine。ThenafterI’vegraduatedIshallhavemywholeeducationinarowinthebookcase,andwhenIneedtouseanydetail,Icanturntoitwithouttheslightesthesitation。 Somucheasierandmoreaccuratethantryingtokeepitinyourhead。 JuliaPendletondroppedinthiseveningtopayasocialcall,andstayedasolidhour。Shegotstartedonthesubjectoffamily,andICOULDN’Tswitchheroff。Shewantedtoknowwhatmymother’smaidennamewas——didyoueverhearsuchanimpertinentquestiontoaskofapersonfromafoundlingasylum?Ididn’thavethecouragetosayIdidn’tknow,soIjustmiserablyplumpedonthefirstnameIcouldthinkof,andthatwasMontgomery。 ThenshewantedtoknowwhetherIbelongedtotheMassachusettsMontgomerysortheVirginiaMontgomerys。 HermotherwasaRutherford。Thefamilycameoverintheark,andwereconnectedbymarriagewithHenrytheVIII。Onherfather’ssidetheydatebackfurtherthanAdam。Onthetopmostbranchesofherfamilytreethere’sasuperiorbreedofmonkeyswithveryfinesilkyhairandextralongtails。 Imeanttowriteyouanice,cheerful,entertaininglettertonight,butI’mtoosleepy——andscared。TheFreshman’slotisnotahappyone。 Yours,abouttobeexamined,JudyAbbottSundayDearestDaddy-Long-Legs,Ihavesomeawful,awful,awfulnewstotellyou,butIwon’tbeginwithit;I’lltrytogetyouinagoodhumourfirst。 JerushaAbbotthascommencedtobeanauthor。Apoementitled,`FrommyTower’,appearsintheFebruaryMonthly——onthefirstpage,whichisaverygreathonourforaFreshman。MyEnglishinstructorstoppedmeonthewayoutfromchapellastnight,andsaiditwasacharmingpieceofworkexceptforthesixthline,whichhadtoomanyfeet。Iwillsendyouacopyincaseyoucaretoreadit。 LetmeseeifIcan’tthinkofsomethingelsepleasant—— Oh,yes!I’mlearningtoskate,andcanglideaboutquiterespectablyallbymyself。AlsoI’velearnedhowtoslidedownaropefromtheroofofthegymnasium,andIcanvaultabarthreefeetandsixincheshigh——Ihopeshortlytopulluptofourfeet。 WehadaveryinspiringsermonthismorningpreachedbytheBishopofAlabama。Histextwas:`Judgenotthatyebenotjudged。’ Itwasaboutthenecessityofoverlookingmistakesinothers,andnotdiscouragingpeoplebyharshjudgments。Iwishyoumighthaveheardit。 Thisisthesunniest,mostblindingwinterafternoon,withiciclesdrippingfromthefirtreesandalltheworldbendingunderaweightofsnow——exceptme,andI’mbendingunderaweightofsorrow。 Nowforthenews——courage,Judy!——youmusttell。 AreyouSURELYinagoodhumour?IfailedinmathematicsandLatinprose。Iamtutoringinthem,andwilltakeanotherexaminationnextmonth。I’msorryifyou’redisappointed,butotherwiseIdon’tcareabitbecauseI’velearnedsuchalotofthingsnotmentionedinthecatalogue。I’vereadseventeennovelsandbushelsofpoetry—— reallynecessarynovelslikeVanityFairandRichardFeverelandAliceinWonderland。AlsoEmerson’sEssaysandLockhart’sLifeofScottandthefirstvolumeofGibbon’sRomanEmpireandhalfofBenvenutoCellini’sLife——wasn’theentertaining? Heusedtosaunteroutandcasuallykillamanbeforebreakfast。 Soyousee,Daddy,I’mmuchmoreintelligentthanifI’djuststucktoLatin。WillyouforgivemethisonceifIpromisenevertofailagain? Yoursinsackcloth,JudyDearDaddy-Long-Legs,ThisisanextraletterinthemiddleofthemonthbecauseI’mratherlonelytonight。It’sawfullystormy。Allthelightsareoutonthecampus,butIdrankblackcoffeeandIcan’tgotosleep。 IhadasupperpartythiseveningconsistingofSallieandJuliaandLeonoraFenton——andsardinesandtoastedmuffinsandsaladandfudgeandcoffee。Juliasaidshe’dhadagoodtime,butSalliestayedtohelpwashthedishes。 Imight,veryusefully,putsometimeonLatintonightbut,there’snodoubtaboutit,I’maverylanguidLatinscholar。 We’vefinishedLivyandDeSenectuteandarenowengagedwithDeAmicitia(pronouncedDamnIcitia)。 Shouldyoumind,justforalittlewhile,pretendingyouaremygrandmother?SalliehasoneandJuliaandLeonoraeachtwo,andtheywereallcomparingthemtonight。Ican’tthinkofanythingI’dratherhave;it’ssucharespectablerelationship。 So,ifyoureallydon’tobject——WhenIwentintotownyesterday,IsawthesweetestcapofClunylacetrimmedwithlavenderribbon。 Iamgoingtomakeyouapresentofitonyoureighty-thirdbirthday。!!!!!!!!!!!! That’stheclockinthechapeltowerstrikingtwelve。IbelieveIamsleepyafterall。 Goodnight,Granny。 Iloveyoudearly。 JudyTheIdesofMarchDearD-L-L。,IamstudyingLatinprosecomposition。Ihavebeenstudyingit。 Ishallbestudyingit。Ishallbeabouttohavebeenstudyingit。 Myre-examinationcomesthe7thhournextTuesday,andIamgoingtopassorBUST。Soyoumayexpecttohearfrommenext,wholeandhappyandfreefromconditions,orinfragments。 Iwillwritearespectableletterwhenit’sover。TonightIhaveapressingengagementwiththeAblativeAbsolute。 Yours——inevidenthasteJ。A。 26thMarchMr。D-L-L。Smith,SIR:Youneveransweranyquestions;younevershowtheslightestinterestinanythingIdo。YouareprobablythehorridestoneofallthosehorridTrustees,andthereasonyouareeducatingmeis,notbecauseyoucareabitaboutme,butfromasenseofDuty。 Idon’tknowasinglethingaboutyou。Idon’tevenknowyourname。 ItisveryuninspiringwritingtoaThing。Ihaven’tadoubtbutthatyouthrowmylettersintothewaste-basketwithoutreadingthem。 HereafterIshallwriteonlyaboutwork。 Myre-examinationsinLatinandgeometrycamelastweek。Ipassedthembothandamnowfreefromconditions。 Yourstruly,JerushaAbbott2ndAprilDearDaddy-Long-Legs,IamaBEAST。 PleaseforgetaboutthatdreadfulletterIsentyoulastweek—— Iwasfeelingterriblylonelyandmiserableandsore-throatythenightIwrote。Ididn’tknowit,butIwasjustsickeningfortonsillitisandgrippeandlotsofthingsmixed。I’mintheinfirmarynow,andhavebeenhereforsixdays;thisisthefirsttimetheywouldletmesitupandhaveapenandpaper。Theheadnurseisverybossy。 ButI’vebeenthinkingaboutitallthetimeandIshan’tgetwelluntilyouforgiveme。 HereisapictureofthewayIlook,withabandagetiedaroundmyheadinrabbit’sears。 Doesn’tthatarouseyoursympathy?Iamhavingsublingualglandswelling。AndI’vebeenstudyingphysiologyalltheyearwithouteverhearingofsublingualglands。Howfutileathingiseducation! Ican’twriteanymore;IgetrathershakywhenIsituptoolong。 Pleaseforgivemeforbeingimpertinentandungrateful。Iwasbadlybroughtup。 Yourswithlove,JudyAbbottTHEINFIRMARY 4thAprilDearestDaddy-Long-Legs,Yesterdayeveningjusttowardsdark,whenIwassittingupinbedlookingoutattherainandfeelingawfullyboredwithlifeinagreatinstitution,thenurseappearedwithalongwhiteboxaddressedtome,andfilledwiththeLOVELIESTpinkrosebuds。 Andmuchnicerstill,itcontainedacardwithaverypolitemessagewritteninafunnylittleuphillbackhand(butonewhichshowsagreatdealofcharacter)。Thankyou,Daddy,athousandtimes。 Yourflowersmakethefirstreal,truepresentIeverreceivedinmylife。IfyouwanttoknowwhatababyIamIlaydownandcriedbecauseIwassohappy。 NowthatIamsureyoureadmyletters,I’llmakethemmuchmoreinteresting,sothey’llbeworthkeepinginasafewithredtapearoundthem——onlypleasetakeoutthatdreadfuloneandburnitup。 I’dhatetothinkthatyoueverreaditover。 Thankyouformakingaverysick,cross,miserableFreshmancheerful。 Probablyyouhavelotsoflovingfamilyandfriends,andyoudon’tknowwhatitfeelsliketobealone。ButIdo。 Goodbye——I’llpromisenevertobehorridagain,becausenowI knowyou’rearealperson;alsoI’llpromisenevertobotheryouwithanymorequestions。 Doyoustillhategirls? Yoursforever,Judy8thhour,MondayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Ihopeyouaren’ttheTrusteewhosatonthetoad?Itwentoff—— Iwastold——withquiteapop,soprobablyhewasafatterTrustee。 DoyourememberthelittledugoutplaceswithgratingsoverthembythelaundrywindowsintheJohnGrierHome?Everyspringwhenthehoptoadseasonopenedweusedtoformacollectionoftoadsandkeeptheminthosewindowholes;andoccasionallytheywouldspilloverintothelaundry,causingaverypleasurablecommotiononwashdays。 Wewereseverelypunishedforouractivitiesinthisdirection,butinspiteofalldiscouragementthetoadswouldcollect。 Andoneday——well,Iwon’tboreyouwithparticulars——butsomehow,oneofthefattest,biggest,JUCIESTtoadsgotintooneofthosebigleatherarmchairsintheTrustees’room,andthatafternoonattheTrustees’meeting——ButIdaresayyouwerethereandrecalltherest? Lookingbackdispassionatelyafteraperiodoftime,Iwillsaythatpunishmentwasmerited,and——ifIrememberrightly——adequate。