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类别:其他 作者:Edith Wharton字数:22566更新时间:19/01/03 08:08:19
I ProfessorJoslin,who,asourreadersaredoubtlessaware,isengagedinwritingthelifeofMrs。Aubyn,asksustostatethathewillbegreatlyindebtedtoanyofthefamousnovelist’sfriendswhowillfurnishhimwithinformationconcerningtheperiodprevioustohercomingtoEngland。Mrs。Aubynhadsofewintimatefriends,andconsequentlysofewregularcorrespondents,thatletterswillbeofspecialvalue。ProfessorJoslin’saddressis10AugustaGardens,Kensington,andhebegsustosaythathewillpromptlyreturnanydocumentsentrustedtohim。\" GlennarddroppedtheSpectatorandsatlookingintothefire。Theclubwasfillingup,buthestillhadtohimselfthesmallinnerroom,withitsdarkeningoutlookdowntherainstreakedprospectofFifthAvenue。Itwasalldullanddismalenough,yetamomentearlierhisboredomhadbeenperverselytingedbyasenseofresentmentatthethoughtthat,asthingsweregoing,hemightintimehavetosurrendereventhedespisedprivilegeofboringhimselfwithinthoseparticularfourwalls。Itwasnotthathecaredmuchfortheclub,butthattheremotecontingencyofhavingtogiveitupstoodtohim,justthen,perhapsbyveryreasonofitsinsignificanceandremoteness,forthesymbolofhisincreasingabnegations;ofthatperpetualparing—offthatwasgraduallyreducingexistencetothenakedbusinessofkeepinghimselfalive。Itwasthefutilityofhismultipliedshiftsandprivationsthatmadethemseemunworthyofahighattitude;thesensethat,howeverrapidlyheeliminatedthesuperfluous,hisclearedhorizonwaslikelytooffernonearerviewoftheoneprospecttowardwhichhestrained。Togiveupthingsinordertomarrythewomanonelovesiseasierthantogivethemupwithoutbeingbroughtappreciablynearertosuchaconclusion。 ThroughtheopendoorhesawyoungHollingsworthrisewithayawnfromtheineffectualsolaceofabrandy—and—sodaandtransporthispurposelesspersontothewindow。Glennardmeasuredhiscoursewithacontemptuouseye。ItwassolikeHollingsworthtogetupandlookoutofthewindowjustasitwasgrowingtoodarktoseeanything!Therewasamanrichenoughtodowhathepleased——hadhebeencapableofbeingpleased——yetbarredfromallconceivableachievementbyhisownimperviousdulness;while,afewfeetoff,Glennard,whowantedonlyenoughtokeepadecentcoatonhisbackandaroofovertheheadofthewomanheloved,Glennard,whohadsweated,toiled,deniedhimselfforthescantmeasureofopportunitythathiszealwouldhaveconvertedintoakingdom——satwretchedlycalculatingthat,evenwhenhehadresignedfromtheclub,andknockedoffhiscigars,andgivenuphisSundaysoutoftown,hewouldstillbenonearerattainment。 TheSpectatorhadslippedtohisfeetandashepickedituphiseyefellagainontheparagraphaddressedtothefriendsofMrs。 Aubyn。Hehadreaditforthefirsttimewithascarcelyperceptiblequickeningofattention:hernamehadsolongbeenpublicpropertythathiseyepasseditunseeingly,asthecrowdinthestreethurrieswithoutaglancebysomefamiliarmonument。 \"InformationconcerningtheperiodprevioustohercomingtoEngland……\"Thewordswereanevocation。Hesawheragainasshehadlookedattheirfirstmeeting,thepoorwomanofgeniuswithherlongpalefaceandshort—sightedeyes,softenedalittlebythegraceofyouthandinexperience,butsoincapableeventhenofanyholduponthepulses。Whenshespoke,indeed,shewaswonderful,morewonderful,perhaps,thanwhenlater,toGlennard’sfancyatleast,theconsciousofmemorablethingsutteredseemedtotakefromevenhermostintimatespeechtheperfectbloomofprivacy。Itwasinthoseearliestdays,ifever,thathehadcomenearlovingher;thougheventhenhissentimenthadlivedonlyintheintervalsofitsexpression。Later,whentobelovedbyherhadbeenastatetotouchanyman’simagination,thephysicalreluctancehad,inexplicably,sooverbornetheintellectualattraction,thatthelastyearshadbeen,tobothofthem,anagonyofconflictingimpulses。Evennow,if,inturningoveroldpapers,hishandlitonherletters,thetouchfilledhimwithinarticulatemisery…… \"Shehadsofewintimatefriends……thatletterswillbeofspecialvalue。\"Sofewintimatefriends!Foryearsshehadhadbutone;onewhointhelastyearshadrequitedherwonderfulpages,hertragicoutpouringsoflove,humility,andpardon,withthescantphrasesbywhichamanevadesthevulgarestofsentimentalimportunities。Hehadbeenabruteinspiteofhimself,andsometimes,nowthattheremembranceofherfacehadfaded,andonlyhervoiceandwordsremainedwithhim,hechafedathisowninadequacy,hisstupidinabilitytorisetotheheightofherpassion。Hisegoismwasnotofakindtomirroritscomplacencyintheadventure。Tohavebeenlovedbythemostbrilliantwomanofherday,andtohavebeenincapableoflovingher,seemedtohim,inlookingback,themostderisiveevidenceofhislimitations;andhisremorsefultendernessforhermemorywascomplicatedwithasenseofirritationagainstherforhavinggivenhimonceforallthemeasureofhisemotionalcapacity。Itwasnotoften,however,thathethusprobedthepast。Thepublic,intakingpossessionofMrs。Aubyn,hadeasedhisshouldersoftheirburden。Therewassomethingfatuousinanattitudeofsentimentalapologytowardamemoryalreadyclassic:toreproachone’sselffornothavinglovedMargaretAubynwasagooddeallikebeingdisturbedbyaninabilitytoadmiretheVenusofMilo。 Fromhercoldnicheoffameshelookeddownironicallyenoughonhisself—flagellations……Itwasonlywhenhecameonsomethingthatbelongedtoherthathefeltasuddenrenewaloftheoldfeeling,thestrangedualimpulsethatdrewhimtohervoicebutdrovehimfromherhand,sothatevennow,atsightofanythingshehadtouched,hisheartcontractedpainfully。Ithappenedseldomnowadays。Herlittlepresents,onebyone,haddisappearedfromhisrooms,andherletters,keptfromsomeunacknowledgedpuerilevanityinthepossessionofsuchtreasures,seldomcamebeneathhishand…… \"Herletterswillbeofspecialvalue——\"Herletters!Why,hemusthavehundredsofthem——enoughtofillavolume。Sometimesitusedtoseemtohimthattheycamewitheverypost——heusedtoavoidlookinginhisletter—boxwhenhecamehometohisrooms—— butherwritingseemedtospringoutathimasheputhiskeyinthedoor——。 Hestoodupandstrolledintotheotherroom。Hollingsworth,loungingawayfromthewindow,hadjoinedhimselftoalanguidlyconvivialgroupofmentowhom,inphrasesashaltingasthoughtheystruggledtodefineanultimateidea,hewasexpoundingthecursednuisanceoflivinginaholewithsuchadamnedclimatethatonehadtogetoutofitbyFebruary,withthecontingentdifficultyoftherebeingnoplacetotakeone’syachttoinwinterbutthatotherplayed—outhole,theRiviera。FromtheoutskirtsofthisgroupGlennardwanderedtoanother,whereavoiceasdifferentaspossiblefromHollingsworth’scolorlessorgandominatedanothercircleoflanguidlisteners。 \"ComeandhearDinslowtalkabouthispatent:admissionfree,\"oneofthemensangoutinatoneofmockresignation。 DinslowturnedtoGlennardtheconfidentpugnacityofhissmile。 \"Giveitanothersixmonthsandit’llbetalkingaboutitself,\"hedeclared。\"It’sprettynearlyarticulatenow。\" \"Canitsaypapa?\"someoneelseinquired。 Dinslow’ssmilebroadened。\"You’llbedeucedgladtosaypapatoITayearfromnow,\"heretorted。\"It’llbeabletosupportevenyouinaffluence。Lookhere,now,justletmeexplaintoyou——\" Glennardmovedawayimpatiently。Themenattheclub——allbutthosewhowere\"init\"——wereproverbially\"tired\"ofDinslow’spatent,andnonemoresothanGlennard,whoseknowledgeofitsmeritsmadeitloomlargeinthedepressingcatalogueoflostopportunities。Therelationsbetweenthetwomenhadalwaysbeenfriendly,andDinslow’surgentoffersto\"takehiminonthegroundfloor\"hadoflateintensifiedGlennard’ssenseofhisowninabilitytomeetgoodluckhalfway。Someofthemenwhohadpausedtolistenwerealreadyineveningclothes,othersontheirwayhometodress;andGlennard,withanaccustomedtwingeofhumiliation,saidtohimselfthatifhelingeredamongthemitwasinthemiserablehopethatoneofthenumbermightaskhimtodine。MissTrenthadtoldhimthatshewastogototheoperathateveningwithherrichaunt;andifheshouldhavethelucktopickupadinner—invitationhemightjoinhertherewithoutextraoutlay。 Hemovedabouttheroom,lingeringhereandthereinatentativeaffectationofinterest;butthoughthemengreetedhimpleasantlynooneaskedhimtodine。Doubtlesstheywereallengaged,thesemenwhocouldaffordtopayfortheirdinners,whodidnothavetohuntforinvitationsasabeggarrummagesforacrustinanash— barrel!Butno——asHollingsworthleftthelesseningcircleaboutthetableanadmiringyouthcalledout——\"Holly,stopanddine!\" Hollingsworthturnedonhimthecrudecountenancethatlookedlikethewrongsideofamorefinishedface。\"SorryIcan’t。I’minforabeastlybanquet。\" Glennardthrewhimselfintoanarm—chair。Whygohomeintheraintodress?Itwasfollytotakeacabtotheopera,itwasworsefollytogothereatall。HisperpetualmeetingswithAlexaTrentwereasunfairtothegirlastheywereunnervingtohimself。 Sincehecouldn’tmarryher,itwastimetostandasideandgiveabettermanthechance——andhisthoughtadmittedtheironicalimplicationthatinthetermsofexpediencythephrasemightstandforHollingsworth。 II Hedinedaloneandwalkedhometohisroomsintherain。AsheturnedintoFifthAvenuehecaughtthewetgleamofcarriagesontheirwaytotheopera,andhetookthefirstsidestreet,inamomentofirritationagainstthepettyrestrictionsthatthwartedeveryimpulse。Itwasridiculoustogiveuptheopera,notbecauseonemightpossiblybeboredthere,butbecauseonemustpayfortheexperiment。 Inhissitting—room,thetacitconnivanceoftheinanimatehadcentredthelamp—lightonaphotographofAlexaTrent,placed,intheobligatorysilverframe,justwhere,asmemoryofficiouslyremindedhim,MargaretAubyn’spicturehadlongthronedinitsstead。MissTrent’sfeaturescruellyjustifiedtheusurpation。 Shehadthekindofbeautythatcomesofahappyaccordoffaceandspirit。Itisnotgiventomanytohavethelipsandeyesoftheirrarestmood,andsomewomengothroughlifebehindamaskexpressingonlytheiranxietyaboutthebutcher’sbillortheirinabilitytoseeajoke。WithMissTrent,faceandmindhadthesamehighseriouscontour。ShelookedlikeathronedJusticebysomegraveFlorentinepainter;anditseemedtoGlennardthathermostsalientattribute,orthatatleasttowhichherconductgavemostconsistentexpression,wasakindofpassionatejustice——theintuitivefemininejustnessthatissomuchrarerthanareasonedimpartiality。Circumstanceshadtragicallycombinedtodevelopthisinstinctintoaconscioushabit。Shehadseenmorethanmostgirlsoftheshabbysideoflife,oftheperpetualtendencyofwanttocrampthenoblestattitude。Povertyandmisfortunehadoverhungherchildhoodandshehadnoneoftheprettydelusionsaboutlifethataresupposedtobethecrowninggraceofgirlhood。 Thisverycompetence,whichgaveheratouchingreasonableness,madeGlennard’ssituationmoredifficultthanifhehadaspiredtoaprincessbredinthepurple。Betweenthemtheyaskedsolittle—— theyknewsowellhowtomakethatlittledo——buttheyunderstoodalso,andsheespeciallydidnotforamomentlethimforget,thatwithoutthatlittlethefuturetheydreamedofwasimpossible。 ThesightofherphotographquickenedGlennard’sexasperation。Hewassickandashamedoftheparthewasplaying。Hehadlovedhernowfortwoyears,withthetranquiltendernessthatgathersdepthandvolumeasitnearsfulfilment;heknewthatshewouldwaitforhim——butthecertitudewasanaddedpang。Therearetimeswhentheconstancyofthewomanonecannotmarryisalmostastryingasthatofthewomanonedoesnotwantto。 Glennardturneduphisreading—lampandstirredthefire。Hehadalongeveningbeforehimandhewantedtocrowdoutthoughtwithaction。Hehadbroughtsomepapersfromhisofficeandhespreadthemoutonhistableandsquaredhimselftothetask…… Itmusthavebeenanhourlaterthathefoundhimselfautomaticallyfittingakeyintoalockeddrawer。Hehadnomorenotionthanasomnambulistofthementalprocessthathadleduptothisaction。Hewasjustdimlyawareofhavingpushedasidethepapersandtheheavycalfvolumesthatamomentbeforehadboundedhishorizon,andoflayingintheirplace,withoutatraceofconsciousvolition,theparcelhehadtakenfromthedrawer。 Thelettersweretiedinpacketsofthirtyorforty。Therewereagreatmanypackets。Onsomeoftheenvelopestheinkwasfading; onothers,whichboretheEnglishpost—mark,itwasstillfresh。 Shehadbeendeadhardlythreeyears,andshehadwritten,atlengtheningintervals,tothelast…… Heundidoneoftheearlierpackets——littlenoteswrittenduringtheirfirstacquaintanceatHillbridge。Glennard,onleavingcollege,hadbegunlifeinhisuncle’slawofficeintheolduniversitytown。Itwastherethat,atthehouseofherfather,ProfessorForth,hehadfirstmettheyoungladythenchieflydistinguishedforhaving,aftertwoyearsofaconspicuouslyunhappymarriage,returnedtotheprotectionofthepaternalroof。 Mrs。Aubynwasatthattimeaneagerandsomewhattragicyoungwoman,ofcomplexmindandundevelopedmanners,whomhercrudeexperienceofmatrimonyhadfittedoutwithastockofgeneralizationsthatexplodedlikebombsintheacademicairofHillbridge。Inherchoiceofahusbandshehadbeenfortunateenough,iftheparadoxbepermitted,tolightononesosignallygiftedwiththefacultyofputtinghimselfinthewrongthatherleavinghimhadthedignityofamanifesto——madeher,asitwere,thespokeswomanofoutragedwifehood。InthislightshewascherishedbythatdominantportionofHillbridgesocietywhichwasleastindulgenttoconjugaldifferences,andwhichfoundaproportionatepleasureinbeingforonceabletofeastopenlyonadishliberallyseasonedwiththeoutrageous。SomuchdidthisendearMrs。Aubyntotheuniversityladiesthattheyweredisposedfromthefirsttoallowhermorelatitudeofspeechandactionthantheill—usedwifewasgenerallyaccordedinHillbridge,wheremisfortunewasstillregardedasavisitationdesignedtoputpeopleintheirproperplaceandmakethemfeelthesuperiorityoftheirneighbors。Theyoungwomansoprivilegedcombinedwithakindofpersonalshynessanintellectualaudacitythatwaslikeadeflectedimpulseofcoquetry:onefeltthatifshehadbeenprettiershewouldhavehademotionsinsteadofideas。Shewasinfacteventhenwhatshehadalwaysremained:ageniuscapableoftheacutestgeneralizations,butcuriouslyundiscerningwhereherpersonalsusceptibilitieswereconcerned。Herpsychologyfailedherjustwhereitservesmostwomenandonefeltthatherbrainswouldneverbeaguidetoherheart。Ofallthis,however,Glennardthoughtlittleinthefirstyearoftheiracquaintance。 Hewasatanagewhenallthegiftsandgracesarebutsomuchundiscriminatedfoodtotheraveningegoismofyouth。InseekingMrs。Aubyn’scompanyhewaspromptedbyanintuitivetasteforthebestasapledgeofhisownsuperiority。ThesympathyofthecleverestwomaninHillbridgewasbalmtohiscravingfordistinction:itwaspublicconfirmationofhissecretsensethathewascutoutforabiggerplace。ItmustnotbeunderstoodthatGlennardwasvain。Vanitycontentsitselfwiththecoarsestdiet; thereisnopalatesofastidiousasthatofself—distrust。ToayouthofGlennard’saspirationstheencouragementofacleverwomanstoodforthesymbolofallsuccess。Later,whenhehadbeguntofeelhisway,togainafoothold,hewouldnotneedsuchsupport;butitservedtocarryhimlightlyandeasilyoverwhatisoftenaperiodofinsecurityanddiscouragement。 Itwouldbeunjust,however,torepresenthisinterestinMrs。 Aubynasamatterofcalculation。Itwasasinstinctiveaslove,anditmissedbeinglovebyjustsuchahair—breadthdeflectionfromthelineofbeautyashaddeterminedthecurveofMrs。 Aubyn’slips。Whentheymetshehadjustpublishedherfirstnovel,andGlennard,whoafterwardhadanambitiousman’simpatienceofdistinguishedwomen,wasyoungenoughtobedazzledbythesemi—publicityitgaveher。Itwasthekindofbookthatmakeselderlyladieslowertheirvoicesandcalleachother\"mydear\"whentheyfurtivelydiscussit;andGlennardexultedinthesuperiorknowledgeoftheworldthatenabledhimtotakeasamatterofcoursesentimentsoverwhichtheuniversityshookitshead。StillmoredelightfulwasittohearMrs。Aubynwakentheechoesofacademicdrawing—roomswithaudacitiessurpassingthoseofherprintedpage。Herintellectualindependencegaveatouchofcomradeshiptotheirintimacy,prolongingtheillusionofcollegefriendshipsbasedonajoyousinterchangeofheresies。 Mrs。AubynandGlennardrepresentedtoeachothertheaugur’swinkbehindtheHillbridgeidol:theywalkedtogetherinthatlightofyoungomnisciencefromwhichfatesocuriouslyexcludesone’selders。 Husbandswhoarenotoriouslyinopportune,mayevendieinopportunely,andthiswastherevengethatMr。Aubyn,sometwoyearsafterherreturntoHillbridge,tookuponhisinjuredwife。 HediedpreciselyatthemomentwhenGlennardwasbeginningtocriticiseher。Itwasnotthatsheboredhim;shedidwhatwasinfinitelyworse——shemadehimfeelhisinferiority。Thesenseofmentalequalityhadbeengratifyingtohisrawambition;butashisself—knowledgedefineditself,hisunderstandingofheralsoincreased;andifmanisattimesindirectlyflatteredbythemoralsuperiorityofwoman,hermentalascendencyisextenuatedbynosuchobliquetributetohispowers。Theattitudeoflookingupisastrainonthemuscles;anditwasbecomingmoreandmoreGlennard’sopinionthatbrains,inawoman,shouldbemerelytheobverseofbeauty。TobeautyMrs。Aubyncouldlaynoclaim;andwhileshehadenoughprettinesstoexasperatehimbyherincapacitytomakeuseofit,sheseemedinvinciblyignorantofanyofthelittleartificeswherebywomencontrivetopalliatetheirdefectsandeventoturnthemintograces。Herdressneverseemedapartofher;allherclotheshadanimpersonalair,asthoughtheyhadbelongedtosomeoneelseandbeenborrowedinanemergencythathadsomehowbecomechronic。Shewasconsciousenoughofherdeficienciestotrytoamendthembyrashimitationsofthemostapprovedmodels;butnowomanwhodoesnotdresswellintuitivelywilleverdosobythelightofreason,andMrs。 Aubyn’splagiarisms,toborrowametaphorofhertrade,somehowneverseemedtobeincorporatedwiththetext。 Geniusisofsmallusetoawomanwhodoesnotknowhowtodoherhair。ThefamethatcametoMrs。AubynwithhersecondbookleftGlennard’simaginationuntouched,orhadatmostthenegativeeffectofremovingherstillfartherfromthecircleofhiscontractingsympathies。Weareallthesportoftime;andfatehadsoperverselyorderedthechronologyofMargaretAubyn’sromancethatwhenherhusbanddiedGlennardfeltasthoughhehadlostafriend。 Itwasnotinhisnaturetobeneedlesslyunkind;andthoughhewasintheimpregnablepositionofthemanwhohasgivenawomannomoredefinableclaimonhimthanthatoflettingherfancythathelovesher,hewouldnotfortheworldhaveaccentuatedhisadvantagebyanybetrayalofindifference。Duringthefirstyearofherwidowhoodtheirfriendshipdraggedonwithhaltingrenewalsofsentiment,becomingmoreandmoreabanquetofemptydishesfromwhichthecoverswereneverremoved;thenGlennardwenttoNewYorktoliveandexchangedthefadedpleasuresofintercourseforthecomparativenoveltyofcorrespondence。Herletters,oddlyenough,seemedatfirsttobringhernearerthanherpresence。 Shehadadopted,andshesuccessfullymaintained,anoteasaffectionatelyimpersonalashisown;shewroteardentlyofherwork,shequestionedhimabouthis,sheevenbanteredhimontheinevitableprettygirlwhowascertainbeforelongtodivertthecurrentofhisconfidences。ToGlennard,whowasalmostastrangerinNewYork,thesightofMrs。Aubyn’swritingwaslikeavoiceofreassuranceinsurroundingsasyetinsufficientlyawareofhim。Hisvanityfoundaretrospectiveenjoymentinthesentimenthishearthadrejected,andthisfactitiousemotiondrovehimonceortwicetoHillbridge,whence,afterscenesofevasivetenderness,hereturneddissatisfiedwithhimselfandher。 AshemaderoomforhimselfinNewYorkandpeopledthespacehehadclearedwiththesympathiesatthedisposalofagreeableandself—confidentyoungmen,itseemedtohimnaturaltoinferthatMrs。Aubynhadrefurnishedinthesamemannerthevoidhewasnotunwillinghisdepartureshouldhaveleft。Butinthedissolutionofsentimentalpartnershipsitisseldomthatbothassociatesareabletowithdrawtheirfundsatthesametime;andGlennardgraduallylearnedthathestoodfortheventureonwhichMrs。 Aubynhadirretrievablystakedherall。Itwasnotthekindoffigurehecaredtocut。Hehadnofancyforleavinghavocinhiswakeandwouldhavepreferredtosowaquickgrowthofoblivioninthespaceswastedbyhisunconsideredinroads;butifhesuppliedtheseeditwasclearlyMrs。Aubyn’sbusinesstoseetotheraisingofthecrop。Herattitudeseemedindeedtothrowhisownreasonablenessintodistincterrelief:sothattheymighthavestoodforthriftandimprovidenceinanallegoryoftheaffections。 ItwasnotthatMrs。Aubynpermittedherselftobeapensioneronhisbounty。Heknewshehadnowishtokeepherselfaliveonthesmallchangeofsentiment;shesimplyfedonherownfundedpassion,andtheluxuriesitallowedhermadehim,eventhen,dimlyawarethatshehadthesecretofaninexhaustiblealchemy。 Theirrelationsremainedthusnegativelytendertillshesuddenlywrotehimofherdecisiontogoabroadtolive。Herfatherhaddied,shehadnoneartiesinHillbridge,andLondonofferedmorescopethanNewYorktoherexpandingpersonality。Shewasalreadyfamousandherlaurelswereyetunharvested。 ForamomentthenewsrousedGlennardtoajealoussenseoflostopportunities。Hewanted,atanyrate,toreasserthispowerbeforeshemadethefinaleffortofescape。Theyhadnotmetforoverayear,butofcoursehecouldnotlethersailwithoutseeingher。ShecametoNewYorkthedaybeforeherdeparture,andtheyspentitslasthourstogether。Glennardhadplannednocourseofaction——hesimplymeanttolethimselfdrift。Theybothdrifted,foralongtime,downthelanguidcurrentofreminiscence;sheseemedtositpassive,lettinghimpushhiswaybackthroughtheovergrownchannelsofthepast。Atlengthsheremindedhimthattheymustbringtheirexplorationstoanend。 Herosetoleave,andstoodlookingatherwiththesameuncertaintyinhisheart。Hewastiredofheralready——hewasalwaystiredofher——yethewasnotsurethathewantedhertogo。 \"Imayneverseeyouagain,\"hesaid,asthoughconfidentlyappealingtohercompassion。 Herlookenvelopedhim。\"AndIshallseeyoualways——always!\" \"Whygothen——?\"escapedhim。 \"Tobeneareryou,\"sheanswered;andthewordsdismissedhimlikeaclosingdoor。 Thedoorwasnevertoreopen;butthroughitsnarrowcrackGlennard,astheyearswenton,becamemoreandmoreconsciousofaninextinguishablelightdirectingitssmallraytowardthepastwhichconsumedsolittleofhisowncommemorativeoil。ThereproachwastakenfromthisthoughtbyMrs。Aubyn’sgradualtranslationintotermsofuniversality。InbecomingapersonageshesonaturallyceasedtobeapersonthatGlennardcouldalmostlookbacktohisexplorationsofherspiritasonavisittosomefamousshrine,immortalized,butinasensedesecrated,bypopularveneration。 Herletters,fromLondon,continuedtocomewiththesametenderpunctuality;butthealteredconditionsofherlife,thevistasofnewrelationshipsdisclosedbyeveryphrase,madehercommunicationsasimpersonalasapieceofjournalism。Itwasasthoughthestate,theworld,indeed,hadtakenheroffhishands,assumingthemaintenanceofatemperamentthathadlongexhaustedhisslenderstoreofreciprocity。 Intheretrospectivelightshedbythelettershewasblindedtotheirspecificmeaning。Hewasnotamanwhoconcernedhimselfwithliterature,andtheyhadbeentohim,atfirst,simplytheextensionofherbrillianttalk,laterthedreadedvehicleofatragicimportunity。Heknew,ofcourse,thattheywerewonderful; that,unliketheauthorswhogivetheiressencetothepublicandkeeponlyadryrindfortheirfriends,Mrs。Aubynhadstoredofherrarestvintageforthishiddensacramentoftenderness。 Sometimes,indeed,hehadbeenoppressed,humiliatedalmost,bythemultiplicityofherallusions,thewidescopeofherinterests,herpersistenceinforcinghersuperabundanceofthoughtandemotionintotheshallowreceptacleofhissympathy; buthehadneverthoughtofthelettersobjectively,astheproductionofadistinguishedwoman;hadnevermeasuredtheliterarysignificanceofheroppressiveprodigality。Hewasalmostfrightenednowatthewealthinhishands;theobligationofherlovehadneverweighedonhimlikethisgiftofherimagination:itwasasthoughhehadacceptedfromhersomethingtowhichevenareciprocaltendernesscouldnothavejustifiedhisclaim。 Hesatalongtimestaringatthescatteredpagesonhisdesk;andinthesuddenrealizationofwhattheymeanthecouldalmostfancysomealchemisticprocesschangingthemtogoldashestared。Hehadthesenseofnotbeingaloneintheroom,ofthepresenceofanotherselfobservingfromwithoutthestirringofsubconsciousimpulsesthatsentflushesofhumiliationtohisforehead。Atlengthhestoodup,andwiththegestureofamanwhowishestogiveoutwardexpressiontohispurpose——toestablish,asitwere,amoralalibi——sweptthelettersintoaheapandcarriedthemtowardthegrate。Butitwouldhavetakentoolongtoburnallthepackets。Heturnedbacktothetableandonebyonefittedthepagesintotheirenvelopes;thenhetiedupthelettersandputthembackintothelockeddrawer。 III ItwasoneofthelawsofGlennard’sintercoursewithMissTrentthathealwayswenttoseeherthedayafterhehadresolvedtogiveherup。Therewasaspecialcharmaboutthemomentsthussnatchedfromthejawsofrenunciation;andhissenseoftheirsignificancewasonthisoccasionsokeenthathehardlynoticedtheaddedgravityofherwelcome。 Hisfeelingforherhadbecomesovitalapartofhimthathernearnesshadthequalityofimperceptiblyreadjustinghispointofview,sothatthejumbledphenomenaofexperiencefellatonceintoarationalperspective。Inthisredistributionofvaluesthesombreretrospectofthepreviouseveningshranktoamerecloudontheedgeofconsciousness。Perhapstheonlyserviceanunlovedwomancanrenderthemanshelovesistoenhanceandprolonghisillusionsaboutherrival。ItwasthefateofMargaretAubyn’smemorytoserveasafoiltoMissTrent’spresence,andneverhadthepoorladythrownhersuccessorintomorevividrelief。 MissTrenthadthecharmofstillwatersthatarefelttoberenewedbyrapidcurrents。Herattentionspreadatranquilsurfacetothedemonstrationsofothers,anditwasonlyindaysofstormthatonefeltthepressureofthetides。ThisinscrutablecomposurewasperhapsherchiefgraceinGlennard’seyes。Reserve,insomenatures,impliesmerelythelockingofemptyroomsorthedissimulationofawkwardencumbrances;butMissTrent’sreticencewastoGlennardlikethecloseddoortothesanctuary,andhiscertaintyofdiviningthehiddentreasuremadehimcontenttoremainoutsideinthehappyexpectancyoftheneophyte。 \"Youdidn’tcometotheoperalastnight,\"shebegan,inthetonethatseemedalwaysrathertorecordafactthantoofferareflectiononit。 Heansweredwithadiscouragedgesture。\"Whatwastheuse?Wecouldn’thavetalked。\" \"Notaswellashere,\"sheassented;adding,afterameditativepause,\"Asyoudidn’tcomeItalkedtoAuntVirginiainstead。\" \"Ah!\"hereturned,thefactbeinghardlystrikingenoughtodetachhimfromthecontemplationofherhands,whichhadfallen,aswastheirwont,intoanattitudefullofplasticpossibilities。Onefeltthemtobehandsthat,movingonlytosomepurpose,werecapableofintervalsofsereneinaction。 \"Wehadalongtalk,\"MissTrentwenton;andshewaitedagainbeforeadding,withtheincreasedabsenceofstressthatmarkedhergravercommunications,\"AuntVirginiawantsmetogoabroadwithher。\" Glennardlookedupwithastart。\"Abroad?When?\" \"Now——nextmonth。Tobegonetwoyears。\" Hepermittedhimselfamovementoftenderderision。\"Doesshereally?Well,IwantyoutogoabroadwithME——foranynumberofyears。Whichofferdoyouaccept?\" \"Onlyoneofthemseemstorequireimmediateconsideration,\"shereturned,withasmile。 Glennardlookedatheragain。\"You’renotthinkingofit?\" Hergazedroppedandsheunclaspedherhands。Hermovementsweresorarethattheymighthavebeensaidtoitalicizeherwords。 \"AuntVirginiatalkedtomeveryseriously。Itwillbeagreatrelieftomotherandtheotherstohavemeprovidedforinthatwayfortwoyears。Imustthinkofthat,youknow。\"Sheglanceddownathergownwhich,underarenovatedsurface,datedbacktothefirstdaysofGlennard’swooing。\"Itrynottocostmuch——butIdo。\" \"GoodLord!\"Glennardgroaned。 Theysatsilenttillatlengthshegentlytookuptheargument。 \"Astheeldest,youknow,I’mboundtoconsiderthesethings。 Womenaresuchaburden。Jimdoeswhathecanformother,butwithhisownchildrentoprovideforitisn’tverymuch。Yousee,we’reallpoortogether。\" \"Yourauntisn’t。Shemighthelpyourmother。\" \"Shedoes——inherownway。\" \"Exactly——that’stherichrelationallover!Youmaybemiserableinanywayyoulike,butifyou’retobehappyyou’vegottobesoinherway——andinheroldgowns。\" \"IcouldbeveryhappyinAuntVirginia’soldgowns,\"MissTrentinterposed。 \"Abroad,youmean?\" \"ImeanwhereverIfeltthatIwashelping。Andmygoingabroadwillhelp。\" \"Ofcourse——Iseethat。AndIseeyourconsideratenessinputtingitsadvantagesnegatively。\" \"Negatively?\" \"Indwellingsimplyonwhatthegoingwilltakeyoufrom,notonwhatitwillbringyouto。Itmeansalottoawoman,ofcourse,togetawayfromalifelikethis。\"Hesummedupinadisparagingglancethebackgroundofindigentfurniture。\"Thequestionishowyou’lllikecomingbacktoit。\" Sheseemedtoacceptthefullconsequencesofhisthought。\"I onlyknowIdon’tlikeleavingit。\" Heflungbacksombrely,\"Youdon’tevenputitconditionallythen?\" Hergazedeepened。\"Onwhat?\" Hestoodupandwalkedacrosstheroom。Thenhecamebackandpausedbeforeher。\"Onthealternativeofmarryingme。\" Theslowcolor——evenherblushesseemeddeliberate——rosetoherlowerlids;herlipsstirred,butthewordsresolvedthemselvesintoasmileandshewaited。 Hetookanotherturn,withthethwartedstepofthemanwhosenervousexasperationescapesthroughhismuscles。 \"AndtothinkthatinfifteenyearsIshallhaveabigpractice!\" Hereyestriumphedforhim。\"Inless!\" \"Thecursedironyofit!WhatdoIcareforthemanIshallbethen?It’sslavingone’slifeawayforastranger!\"Hetookherhandsabruptly。\"You’llgotoCannes,Isuppose,orMonteCarlo? IheardHollingsworthsayto—daythathemeanttotakehisyachtovertotheMediterranean——\" Shereleasedherself。\"Ifyouthinkthat——\" \"Idon’t。IalmostwishIdid。Itwouldbeeasier,Imean。\"Hebrokeoffincoherently。\"IbelieveyourAuntVirginiadoes,though。ShesomehowconnotesHollingsworthandtheMediterranean。\"Hecaughtherhandsagain。\"Alexa——ifwecouldmanagealittleholesomewhereoutoftown?\" \"Couldwe?\"shesighed,halfyielding。 \"Inoneofthoseplaceswheretheymakejokesaboutthemosquitoes,\"hepressedher。\"Couldyougetonwithoneservant?\" \"Couldyougetonwithoutvarnishedboots?\" \"Promisemeyouwon’tgo,then!\" \"Whatareyouthinkingof,Stephen?\" \"Idon’tknow,\"hestammered,thequestiongivingunexpectedformtohisintention。\"It’sallintheairyet,ofcourse;butI pickedupatiptheotherday——\" \"You’renotspeculating?\"shecried,withakindofsuperstitiousterror。 \"Lord,no。Thisisasurething——Ialmostwishitwasn’t;ImeanifIcanworkit——\"Hehadasuddenvisionofthecomprehensivenessofthetemptation。IfonlyhehadbeenlesssureofDinslow!Hisassurancegavethesituationthebaseelementofsafety。 \"Idon’tunderstandyou,\"shefaltered。 \"Trustme,instead!\"headjuredher,withsuddenenergy;andturningonherabruptly,\"Ifyougo,youknow,yougofree,\"heconcluded。 Shedrewback,palingalittle。\"Whydoyoumakeitharderforme?\" \"Tomakeiteasierformyself,\"heretorted。 IV Glennard,thenextafternoon,leavinghisofficeearlierthanusual,turned,onhiswayhome,intooneofthepubliclibraries。 Hehadtheplacetohimselfatthatclosinghour,andthelibrarianwasabletogiveanundividedattentiontohistentativerequestforletters——collectionsofletters。ThelibrariansuggestedWalpole。 \"Imeantwomen——women’sletters。\" ThelibrarianprofferedHannahMoreandMissMartineau。 Glennardcursedhisowninarticulateness。\"Imeanlettersto——tosomeoneperson——aman;theirhusband——or——\" \"Ah,\"saidtheinspiredlibrarian,\"EloiseandAbailard。\" \"Well——somethingalittlenearer,perhaps,\"saidGlennard,withlightness。\"Didn’tMerimee——\" \"Thelady’sletters,inthatcase,werenotpublished。\" \"Ofcoursenot,\"saidGlennard,vexedathisblunder。 \"ThereareGeorgeSand’sletterstoFlaubert。\" \"Ah!\"Glennardhesitated。\"Wasshe——werethey——?\"Hechafedathisownignoranceofthesentimentalby—pathsofliterature。 \"Ifyouwantlove—letters,perhapssomeoftheFrencheighteenthcenturycorrespondencesmightsuityoubetter——Mlle。AisseorMadamedeSabran——\" ButGlennardinsisted。\"Iwantsomethingmodern——EnglishorAmerican。Iwanttolooksomethingup,\"helamelyconcluded。 ThelibrariancouldonlysuggestGeorgeEliot。 \"Well,givemesomeoftheFrenchthings,then——andI’llhaveMerimee’sletters。Itwasthewomanwhopublishedthem,wasn’tit?\" Hecaughtuphisarmful,transferringit,onthedoorstep,toacabwhichcarriedhimtohisrooms。Hedinedalone,hurriedly,atasmallrestaurantnearby,andreturnedatoncetohisbooks。 Latethatnight,asheundressed,hewonderedwhatcontemptibleimpulsehadforcedfromhimhislastwordstoAlexaTrent。Itwasbadenoughtointerferewiththegirl’schancesbyhangingabouthertotheobviousexclusionofothermen,butitwasworsetoseemtojustifyhisweaknessbydressingupthefutureindelusiveambiguities。Hesawhimselfsinkingfromdepthtodepthofsentimentalcowardiceinhisreluctancetorenouncehisholdonher;anditfilledhimwithself—disgusttothinkthatthehighestfeelingofwhichhesupposedhimselfcapablewasblentwithsuchbaseelements。 Hisawakeningwashardlycheeredbythesightofherwriting。Hetorehernoteopenandtookinthefewlines——sheseldomexceededthefirstpage——withthelucidityofapprehensionthatistheforerunnerofevil。 \"MyauntsailsonSaturdayandImustgivehermyanswerthedayafterto—morrow。Pleasedon’tcometillthen——Iwanttothinkthequestionoverbymyself。IknowIoughttogo。Won’tyouhelpmetobereasonable?\" Itwassettled,then。Well,hewouldbereasonable;hewouldn’tstandinherway;hewouldlethergo。Fortwoyearshehadbeenlivingsomeother,luckierman’slife;thetimehadcomewhenhemustdropbackintohisown。Henolongertriedtolookahead,togropehiswaythroughtheendlesslabyrinthofhismaterialdifficulties;asenseofdullresignationclosedinonhimlikeafog。 \"Hullo,Glennard!\"avoicesaid,asanelectric—car,latethatafternoon,droppedhimatanuptowncorner。 HelookedupandmettheinterrogativesmileofBartonFlamel,whostoodonthecurbstonewatchingtheretreatingcarwiththeeyeofamanphilosophicenoughtorememberthatitwillbefollowedbyanother。 GlennardfelthisusualimpulseofpleasureatmeetingFlamel;butitwasnotinthiscasecurtailedbythereactionofcontemptthathabituallysucceededit。ProbablyeventhefewmenwhohadknownFlamelsincehisyouthcouldhavegivennogoodreasonforthevaguemistrustthatheinspired。Somepeoplearejudgedbytheiractions,othersbytheirideas;andperhapstheshortestwayofdefiningFlamelistosaythathiswell—knownleniencyofviewwasvaguelydivinedtoincludehimself。Simplemindsmayhaveresentedthediscoverythathisopinionswerebasedonhisperceptions;buttherewascertainlynomoredefinitechargeagainsthimthanthatimpliedinthedoubtastohowhewouldbehaveinanemergency,andhiscompanywaslookeduponasoneofthosemildlyunwholesomedissipationstowhichtheprudentmayoccasionallyyield。ItnowoffereditselftoGlennardasaneasyescapefromtheobsessionofmoralproblems,whichsomehowcouldnomorebeworninFlamel’spresencethanasurpliceinthestreet。 \"Whereareyougoing?Totheclub?\"Flamelasked;adding,astheyoungermanassented,\"Whynotcometomystudioinstead?You’llseeoneboreinsteadoftwenty。\" TheapartmentwhichFlameldescribedashisstudioshowed,asitsoneclaimtothedesignation,aperenniallyemptyeasel;therestofitsspacebeingfilledwiththeevidencesofacomprehensivedilettanteism。Againstthisbackground,whichseemedthevisibleexpressionofitsowner’sintellectualtolerance,rowsoffinebooksdetachedthemselveswithaprominence,showingthemtobeFlamel’schiefcare。 Glennardglancedwiththeeyeofuntrainedcuriosityatthelinesofwarm—tonedmorocco,whilehishostbusiedhimselfwiththeuncorkingofApollinaris。 \"You’vegotasplendidlotofbooks,\"hesaid。 \"They’refairlydecent,\"theotherassented,inthecurttoneofthecollectorwhowillnottalkofhispassionforfearoftalkingofnothingelse;then,asGlennard,hishandsinhispockets,begantostrollperfunctorilydownthelonglineofbookcases—— \"Somemen,\"Flamelirresistiblyadded,\"thinkofbooksmerelyastools,othersastooling。I’mbetweenthetwo;therearedayswhenIusethemasscenery,otherdayswhenIwantthemassociety;sothat,asyousee,mylibraryrepresentsamakeshiftcompromisebetweenlooksandbrains,andthecollectorslookdownonmealmostasmuchasthestudents。\" Glennard,withoutanswering,wasmechanicallytakingonebookafteranotherfromtheshelves。Hishandsslippedcuriouslyoverthesmoothcoversandthenoiselesssubsidenceofopeningpages。 Suddenlyhecameonathinvolumeoffadedmanuscript。 \"What’sthis?\"heasked,withalistlesssenseofwonder。 \"Ah,you’reatmymanuscriptshelf。I’vebeengoinginforthatsortofthinglately。\"Flamelcameupandlookedoverhisshoulders。\"That’sabitofStendhal——oneoftheItalianstories—— andherearesomelettersofBalzactoMadameCommanville。\" Glennardtookthebookwithsuddeneagerness。\"WhowasMadameCommanville?\" \"Hissister。\"HewasconsciousthatFlamelwaslookingathimwiththesmilethatwaslikeaninterrogationpoint。\"Ididn’tknowyoucaredforthiskindofthing。\" \"Idon’t——atleastI’veneverhadthechance。Haveyoumanycollectionsofletters?\" \"Lord,no——veryfew。I’mjustbeginning,andmostoftheinterestingonesareoutofmyreach。Here’saqueerlittlecollection,though——therarestthingI’vegot——halfadozenofShelley’sletterstoHarrietWestbrook。Ihadadevilofatimegettingthem——alotofcollectorswereafterthem。\" Glennard,takingthevolumefromhishand,glancedwithakindofrepugnanceattheinterleavingofyellowcris—crossedsheets。 \"Shewastheonewhodrownedherself,wasn’tshe?\" Flamelnodded。\"Isupposethatlittleepisodeaddsaboutfiftypercent。totheirvalue,\"hesaid,meditatively。 Glennardlaidthebookdown。HewonderedwhyhehadjoinedFlamel。Hewasinnohumortobeamusedbytheolderman’stalk,andarecrudescenceofpersonalmiseryroseabouthimlikeanicytide。 \"IbelieveImusttakemyselfoff,\"hesaid。\"I’dforgottenanengagement。\" Heturnedtogo;butalmostatthesamemomenthewasconsciousofadualityofintentionwhereinhisapparentwishtoleaverevealeditselfasalasteffortofthewillagainsttheovermasteringdesiretostayandunbosomhimselftoFlamel。 Theolderman,asthoughdiviningtheconflict,laidadetainingpressureonhisarm。 \"Won’ttheengagementkeep?Sitdownandtryoneofthesecigars。 Idon’toftenhavetheluckofseeingyouhere。\" \"I’mratherdrivenjustnow,\"saidGlennard,vaguely。Hefoundhimselfseatedagain,andFlamelhadpushedtohissidealowstandholdingabottleofApollinarisandadecanterofcognac。 Flamel,thrownbackinhiscapaciousarm—chair,surveyedhimthroughacloudofsmokewiththecomfortabletoleranceofthemantowhomnoinconsistenciesneedbeexplained。Connivancewasimplicitintheair。Itwasthekindofatmosphereinwhichtheoutrageouslosesitsedge。Glennardfeltagradualrelaxingofhisnerves。 \"Isupposeonehastopayalotforletterslikethat?\"heheardhimselfasking,withaglanceinthedirectionofthevolumehehadlaidaside。 \"Oh,so—do——dependsoncircumstances。\"Flamelviewedhimthoughtfully。\"Areyouthinkingofcollecting?\" Glennardlaughed。\"Lord,no。Theotherwayround。\" \"Selling?\" \"Oh,Ihardlyknow。Iwasthinkingofapoorchap——\" Flamelfilledthepausewithanodofinterest。 \"ApoorchapIusedtoknow——whodied——hediedlastyear——andwholeftmealotofletters,lettershethoughtagreatdealof——hewasfondofmeandleft’emtomeoutright,withtheidea,I suppose,thattheymightbenefitmesomehow——Idon’tknow——I’mnotmuchuponsuchthings——\"hereachedhishandtothetallglasshishosthadfilled。 \"Acollectionofautographletters,eh?Anybignames?\" \"Oh,onlyonename。They’reallletterswrittentohim——byoneperson,youunderstand;awoman,infact——\" \"Oh,awoman,\"saidFlamel,negligently。 Glennardwasnettledbyhisobviouslossofinterest。\"Iratherthinkthey’dattractagooddealofnoticeiftheywerepublished。\" Flamelstilllookeduninterested。\"Love—letters,Isuppose?\" \"Oh,just——thelettersawomanwouldwritetoamansheknewwell。 Theyweretremendousfriends,heandshe。\" \"Andshewroteacleverletter?\" \"Clever?ItwasMargaretAubyn。\" Agreatsilencefilledtheroom。ItseemedtoGlennardthatthewordshadburstfromhimasbloodgushesfromawound。 \"GreatScott!\"saidFlamel,sittingup。\"AcollectionofMargaretAubyn’sletters?DidyousayYOUhadthem?\" \"Theywereleftme——bymyfriend。\" \"Isee。Washe——well,nomatter。You’retobecongratulated,atanyrate。Whatareyougoingtodowiththem?\" Glennardstoodupwithasenseofwearinessinallhisbones。 \"Oh,Idon’tknow。Ihaven’tthoughtmuchaboutit。Ijusthappenedtoseethatsomefellowwaswritingherlife——\" \"Joslin;yes。Youdidn’tthinkofgivingthemtohim?\" GlennardhadloungedacrosstheroomandstoodstaringupatabronzeBacchuswhodroopedhisgarlandedheadabovethepedimentofanItaliancabinet。\"WhatoughtItodo?You’rejustthefellowtoadviseme。\"Hefeltthebloodinhischeekashespoke。 Flamelsatwithmeditativeeye。\"WhatdoyouWANTtodowiththem?\"heasked。 \"Iwanttopublishthem,\"saidGlennard,swingingroundwithsuddenenergy——\"IfIcan——\" \"Ifyoucan?They’reyours,yousay?\" \"They’reminefastenough。There’snoonetoprevent——Imeantherearenorestrictions——\"hewasarrestedbythesensethattheseaccumulatedproofsofimpunitymightpreciselystandasthestrongestcheckonhisaction。 \"AndMrs。Aubynhadnofamily,Ibelieve?\" \"No。\" \"ThenIdon’tseewho’stointerfere,\"saidFlamel,studyinghiscigar—tip。 GlennardhadturnedhisunseeingstareonanecstaticSaintCatherineframedintarnishedgilding。 \"It’sjustthisway,\"hebeganagain,withaneffort。\"Whenlettersareaspersonalas——astheseofmyfriend’s……Well,Idon’tmindtellingyouthatthecashwouldmakeaheapofdifferencetome;suchalotthatitratherobscuresmyjudgment—— thefactisifIcouldlaymyhandonafewthousandsnowIcouldgetintoabigthing,andwithoutappreciablerisk;andI’dliketoknowwhetheryouthinkI’dbejustified——underthecircumstances……\"Hepaused,withadrythroat。Itseemedtohimatthemomentthatitwouldbeimpossibleforhimevertosinklowerinhisownestimation。HewasintruthlessashamedofweighingthetemptationthanofsubmittinghisscruplestoamanlikeFlamel,andaffectingtoappealtosentimentsofdelicacyontheabsenceofwhichhehadconsciouslyreckoned。Buthehadreachedapointwhereeachwordseemedtocompelanother,aseachwaveinastreamisforcedforwardbythepressurebehindit;andbeforeFlamelcouldspeakhehadfalteredout——\"Youdon’tthinkpeoplecouldsay……couldcriticisetheman……\" \"Buttheman’sdead,isn’the?\" \"He’sdead——yes;butcanIassumetheresponsibilitywithout——\" Flamelhesitated;andalmostimmediatelyGlennard’sscruplesgavewaytoirritation。IfatthishourFlamelweretoaffectaninopportunereluctance——! Theolderman’sanswerreassuredhim。\"Whyneedyouassumeanyresponsibility?Yournamewon’tappear,ofcourse;andastoyourfriend’s,Idon’tseewhyhisshould,either。Hewasn’tacelebrityhimself,Isuppose?\" \"No,no。\" \"ThentheletterscanbeaddressedtoMr。Blank。Doesn’tthatmakeitallright?\" Glennard’shesitationrevived。\"Forthepublic,yes。ButIdon’tseethatitaltersthecaseforme。Thequestionis,oughtItopublishthematall?\" \"Ofcourseyououghtto。\"Flamelspokewithinvigoratingemphasis。\"Idoubtifyou’dbejustifiedinkeepingthemback。 AnythingofMargaretAubyn’sismoreorlesspublicpropertybythistime。She’stoogreatforanyoneofus。Iwasonlywonderinghowyoucouldusethemtothebestadvantage——toyourself,Imean。Howmanyarethere?\" \"Oh,alot;perhapsahundred——Ihaven’tcounted。Theremaybemore……\" \"Gad!Whatahaul!Whenweretheywritten?\" \"Idon’tknow——thatis——theycorrespondedforyears。What’stheodds?\"Hemovedtowardhishatwithavagueimpulseofflight。 \"Itallcounts,\"saidFlamel,imperturbably。\"Alongcorrespondence——one,Imean,thatcoversagreatdealoftime——isobviouslyworthmorethanifthesamenumberoflettershadbeenwrittenwithinayear。Atanyrate,youwon’tgivethemtoJoslin?They’dfillabook,wouldn’tthey?\" \"Isupposeso。Idon’tknowhowmuchittakestofillabook。\" \"Notlove—letters,yousay?\" \"Why?\"flashedfromGlennard。 \"Oh,nothing——onlythebigpublicissentimental,andiftheyWERE——why,youcouldgetanymoneyforMargaretAubyn’slove— letters。\" Glennardwassilent。 \"Arethelettersinterestinginthemselves?Imeanapartfromtheassociationwithhername?\" \"I’mnojudge。\"Glennardtookuphishatandthrusthimselfintohisovercoat。\"IdaresayIsha’n’tdoanythingaboutit。And,Flamel——youwon’tmentionthistoanyone?\" \"Lord,no。Well,Icongratulateyou。You’vegotabigthing。\" Flamelwassmilingathimfromthehearth。 Glennard,onthethreshold,forcedaresponsetothesmile,whilehequestionedwithloiteringindifference——\"Financially,eh?\" \"Rather;Ishouldsayso。\" Glennard’shandlingeredontheknob。\"Howmuch——shouldyousay? Youknowaboutsuchthings。\" \"Oh,Ishouldhavetoseetheletters;butIshouldsay——well,ifyou’vegotenoughtofillabookandthey’refairlyreadable,andthebookisbroughtoutattherighttime——saytenthousanddownfromthepublisher,andpossiblyoneortwomoreinroyalties。Ifyougotthepublishersbiddingagainsteachotheryoumightdoevenbetter;butofcourseI’mtalkinginthedark。\" \"Ofcourse,\"saidGlennard,withsuddendizziness。HishandhadslippedfromtheknobandhestoodstaringdownattheexoticspiralsofthePersianrugbeneathhisfeet。 \"I’dhavetoseetheletters,\"Flamelrepeated。 \"Ofcourse——you’dhavetoseethem……\"Glennardstammered; and,withoutturning,heflungoverhisshoulderaninarticulate\"Good—by……\" V Thelittlehouse,asGlennardstrolleduptoitbetweenthetrees,seemednomorethanagaytentpitchedagainstthesunshine。Ithadthecrispnessofafreshlystarchedsummergown,andthegeraniumsontheverandabloomedassimultaneouslyastheflowersinabonnet。Thegardenwasprosperingabsurdly。Seedtheyhadsownatrandom——amidlaughingcounter—chargesofincompetence——hadshotupinfragrantdefianceoftheirblunders。Hesmiledtoseetheclematisunfoldingitspunctualwingsabouttheporch。Thetinylawnwassmoothasashavencheek,andacrimsonramblermountedtothenursery—windowofababywhonevercried。Abreezeshooktheawningabovethetea—table,andhiswife,ashedrewnear,couldbeseenbendingaboveakettlethatwasjustabouttoboil。Sovividlydidthewholescenesuggestthepaintedblissofastagesetting,thatitwouldhavebeenhardlysurprisingtoseeherstepforwardamongtheflowersandtrillouthervirtuoushappinessfromtheveranda—rail。 Thestaleheatofthelongdayintown,thedustypromiscuityofthesuburbantrainwerenowbuttherequisitefoiltoaneveningofscentedbreezesandtranquiltalk。Theyhadbeenmarriedmorethanayear,andeachhome—comingstillreflectedthefreshnessoftheirfirstdaytogether。If,indeed,theirhappinesshadaflaw,itwasinresemblingtoocloselythebrightimpermanenceoftheirsurroundings。Theirloveasyetwasbutthegaytentofholiday— makers。 Hiswifelookedupwithasmile。Thecountrylifesuitedher,andherbeautyhadgaineddepthfromastillnessinwhichcertainfacesmighthavegrownopaque。 \"Areyouverytired?\"sheasked,pouringhistea。 \"Justenoughtoenjoythis。\"Herosefromthechairinwhichhehadthrownhimselfandbentoverthetrayforhiscream。\"You’vehadavisitor?\"hecommented,noticingahalf—emptycupbesideherown。 \"OnlyMr。Flamel,\"shesaid,indifferently。 \"Flamel?Again?\" Sheansweredwithoutshowofsurprise。\"Heleftjustnow。HisyachtisdownatLaurelBayandheborrowedatrapoftheDreshamstodriveoverhere。\" Glennardmadenocomment,andshewenton,leaningherheadbackagainstthecushionsofherbamboo—seat,\"HewantsustogoforasailwithhimnextSunday。\" Glennardmeditativelystirredhistea。Hewastryingtothinkofthemostnaturalandunartificialthingtosay,andhisvoiceseemedtocomefromtheoutside,asthoughhewerespeakingbehindamarionette。\"Doyouwantto?\" \"Justasyouplease,\"shesaid,compliantly。Noaffectationofindifferencecouldhavebeenasbafflingashercompliance。 Glennard,oflate,wasbeginningtofeelthatthesurfacewhich,ayearago,hehadtakenforasheetofclearglass,might,afterall,beamirrorreflectingmerelyhisownconceptionofwhatlaybehindit。 \"DoyoulikeFlamel?\"hesuddenlyasked;towhich,stillengagedwithhertea,shereturnedthefeminineanswer——\"Ithoughtyoudid。\" \"Ido,ofcourse,\"heagreed,vexedathisownincorrigibletendencytomagnifyFlamel’simportancebyhoveringaboutthetopic。\"Asailwouldberatherjolly;let’sgo。\" Shemadenoreplyandhedrewforththerolled—upeveningpaperswhichhehadthrustintohispocketonleavingthetrain。Ashesmoothedthemouthisowncountenanceseemedtoundergothesameprocess。HeranhiseyedownthelistofstocksandFlamel’simportunatepersonalityrecededbehindtherowsoffigurespushingforwardintonoticelikesomanybearersofgoodnews。Glennard’sinvestmentswerefloweringlikehisgarden:thedryestsharesblossomedintodividends,andagoldenharvestawaitedhissickle。 Heglancedathiswifewiththetranquilairofthemanwhodigestsgoodluckasnaturallyasthedrygroundabsorbsashower。 \"Thingsarelookinguncommonlywell。Ibelieveweshallbeabletogototownfortwoorthreemonthsnextwinterifwecanfindsomethingcheap。\" Shesmiledluxuriously:itwaspleasanttobeabletosay,withanairofbalancingrelativeadvantages,\"Really,onthebaby’saccountIshallbealmostsorry;butifwedogo,there’sKateErskine’shouse……she’llletushaveitforalmostnothing……\" \"Well,writeheraboutit,\"herecommended,hiseyestravellingoninsearchoftheweatherreport。Hehadturnedtothewrongpage; andsuddenlyalineofblackcharactersleaptoutathimasfromanambush。