第2章

类别:其他 作者:John Fox, Jr.字数:22511更新时间:19/01/02 10:26:59
Shehadliftedhereyesnow,andhadfixedthemwithtenderthoughtfulnessonthemountains。Whatdidsheseeinthescenebeforeher,hewondered:thedeepvalley,brilliantwithearlysunshine;themagnificentsweepofwoodedslopes;PineMountainandthepeak—likeNarrows,wherethroughittheriverhadwornitspatientway;andtheCumberlandRange,lyinglikeacloudagainstthehorizon,andbluerandsofterthantheskyaboveit。Helongedtoknowwhatherthoughtswere;ifinthemtheremightbeahintofwhathehopedtofind。Probablyshecouldnottellthem,shouldheaskher,sounconsciouswassheofhermentallife,whateverthatmightbe。Indeed,sheseemedscarcelytoknowofherownexistence;therewasaboutherasimplicitytowhichhehadfelthimselfriseonlyinthepresenceofthespiritaboutsomelonelymountain—toporintheheartofdeepwoods。Hergazewasnotvacant,notlistless,butthepensivelookofasensitivechild,andClaytonlethimselffancythattherewasinitanunconsciousloveofthebeautybeforeher,andofitsspiritualsuggestivenessaslumberingsense,perhapseasilyawakened。Perhapshemightawakenit。 Thedrowsyhumofthespinning—wheelceasedsuddenly,andhisdreamwasshattered。Hewonderedhowlongtheyhadsattheresayingnothing,andhowlongthesilencemightcontinue。Easter,hebelieved,wouldneveraddresshim。Eventhetemporaryintimacythatthebarterofthegunhadbroughtaboutwasgone。 Thegirlseemedlostinunconsciousness。Themotherhadgonetoherloom,andwashummingsoftlytoherselfasshepassedtheshuttletoandfro。 Claytonturnedforaninstanttowatchher,andtherudebackground,whichhehadforgotten,thrusteveryunwelcomedetailuponhisattention: theoldcabin,builtofhewnlogs,heldtogetherbywoodenpinandaugur—hole,andshingledwithroughboards;thedark,windowlessroom; theunplasteredwalls;thebedswithold—fashionedhighposts,mattressesofstraw,andcordsinsteadofslats;thehome—madechairswithstraightbacks,tippedwithcarvedknobs;themantelfilledwithutensilsandoverhungwithbunchesofdryingherbs;aladderwithhalfadozensmooth—wornstepsleadingtotheloft;andawide,deepfireplace—theonlysuggestionofcheerandcomfortinthegloomyinterior。 Anopenporchconnectedthesingleroomwiththekitchen。 Here,too,weresuggestionsofdailyduties。Themother’sfacetoldataleofhardshipandtoil,andtherewastheploughinthefurrow,andthegirl’scallousedhandsfoldedinherlap。WithathrillofcompassionClaytonturnedtoher。Whatapity!whatapity! Justnowherfacehadthepeaceofachild’s;butwhenaroused,anelectricfireburnedfromhercalmeyesandshowedtheardenttemperamentthatreallylaybeneath。Ifshewerequickandsympathetic—andshemustbe,hewhocouldtellhowrichthedevelopmentpossibleforher? \"Youhain’tseenmuchofthiscountry,Ireckon。Youhain’tbeenhereafore? Themotherhadbrokenthesilenceatlast。 No,\"saidClayton;\"butIlikeitverymuch。\" Doye?\"sheasked,insurprise。\"Why,I’lowedyoufolksfromthesettlemintsthoughthitwasmightyscraggydownhyeh。\" \"Ohno。Thesemountainsandwoodsarebeautiful,andIneversawlovelierbeech—trees。Thecoloringoftheirtrunksissoexquisite,andtheshadeissofine,\"heconcluded,lamely,noticingablanklookontheoldwoman’sface。Tohisdelightthegirl,halfturnedtowardhim,waslisteningwithpuzzledinterest。 Well,\"saidtheoldwoman,\"beechesisbeautifultomewhentheyhasmastenoughtofeedthehogs。\" Carriedbacktohistrainofspeculations,Claytonstartedatthisabruptdeliverance。Therewasasuspicionofhumorintheoldwoman’stonethatshowedanappreciationoftheirdifferentstandpoints。ItwaslostonClayton,however,forhisattentionhadbeencaughtbytheword\"mast,\"which,bysomeaccident,heIhadneverheardbefore。 \"Mast,\"heasked,\"whatisthat? Thegirllookedtowardhiminamazement,andburstintoalow,suppressedlaugh。Hermotherexplainedtheword,andalllaughedheartily。 Claytonsoonsawthathisconfessionofignorancewasaluckyaccident。ItbroughtEasterandhimselfnearercommonground。 Shefeltthattherewassomething,afterall,thatshecouldteachhim。Shehadbeenoverpoweredbyhispolitenessanddeferenceandhisunusuallanguage,and,notknowingwhattheymeant,wasovercomebyasenseofherinferiority。Theincidentgavehimthekeytohisfutureconduct。Amomentlatershelookedupcovertly,and,meetinghiseyes,laughedagain。Theicewasbroken。Hebegantowonderifshereallyhadnoticedhimsolittleattheirfirstmeetingasnottorecognizehim,orifherindifferenceorreservehadpreventedherfromshowingtherecognition。Hepulledouthisnote—bookandbegansketchingrapidly,consciousthatthegirlwaswatchinghim。Whenbefinished,herose,pickinguptheoldflint—lock。 \"Won’tyestayandhevsomedinner?,’askedtheoldwoman。 \"No,thankyou。\" Comeag’in,\"shesaid,cordially,addingthemountaineer’sfarewell,\"Iwishyewell。\" \"Thankyou,Iwill。Good—day。\" Ashepassedthegirlhepausedamomentanddroppedthepaperintoherlap。Itwasarudesketchoftheirfirstmeeting,thebullcomingathimlikeatornado。Thecolorcametoherface,andwhenClaytonturnedthecornerofthehouseheheardherlaughing。 \"Whatyoulaughin’at,Easter?\"askedthemother,stoppingherworkandlookingaround。 Foranswerthegirlroseandwalkedintothehouse,hidingthepaperinherbosom。Theoldwomanwatchedhernarrowly。 Ineverseedyeafeardofamanafore,\"shesaidtoherself。\"No,nursotickled’boutone,nother。Well,heairasaccommodatin’afellerasIeversee,efheairafurriner。Buthewasafooltoswophisgunferhem。\" V THEREAFTERClaytonsawthegirlwheneverpossible。Ifshecametothecamp,hewalkedupthemountainwithher。Noidledaypassedthathedidnotvisitthecabin,anditwasnotlongbeforehefoundhimselfstrangelyinterested。Herbeautyandfearlessnesshaddrawnhimatfirst;herindifferenceandstolidityhadpiquedhim;andnowtheshynessthatdisplacedthesewasinconsistentandpuzzling。Thishesethimselfdeliberatelyatworktoremove,andtheconsciouseffortgaveapeculiarpiquancytotheirintercourse。Hehadlearnedthesecretofassociationwiththemountaineers—tobeaslittleunlikethemaspossible—andheputtheknowledgeintopractice。Hediscardedcoatandwaistcoat,woreaslouchedhat,andwentunshavenforweeks。Heavoidedallconventionalities,andwasassimpleinmannerandspeechaspossible。OftenwhentalkingwithEaster,herfacewasblanklyunresponsive,andaquestionwouldsometimesleaveherinconfusedsilence。HefounditnecessarytousethesimplestAnglo—Saxonwords,andhesoonfellintomanyofthequaintexpressionsofthemountaineersandtheirodd,slowwayofspeech。Thiscoursewaseffective,andintimetheshynessworeawayandleftbetweenthemacomradeshipaspleasantasunique。 Sometimestheytooklongwalkstogetheronthemountains。Thiswascontrarytomountainetiquette,buttheywereremoteevenfromtherudeconventionalitiesofthelifebelowthem。Theyevenwenthuntingtogether,andEasterhadthejoyofachildwhenshediscoveredhersuperioritytoClaytoninwoodcraftandintheuseofarifle。Ifhecouldtellherthenamesofplantsandflowerstheyfound,andhowtheywereakin,shecouldshowhimwheretheygrew。Ifhecouldteachheralittlemoreaboutanimalsandtheirhabitsthanshealreadyknew,hehadalwaystofollowherinthesearchforgame。Theirfellowshipwas,inconsequence,nevermorecompletethanwhentheywereroamingthewoods。InthemEasterwasathome,andherardentnaturecametothesurfacelikeapoeticglowfromherbuoyanthealthandbeauty。Thenappearedallthatwaswaywardandelfin—likeinhercharacter,andshewouldbeasplayful,wilful,evanescentasawood—spirit。Sometimes,whentheywereseparated,shewouldleadhimintoaravinebyimitatingasquirrelorawild—turkey,and,ashecreptnoiselesslyalongwithbatedbreathandeyespeeringeagerlythroughthetree—topsortheunderbrush,shewouldsteplikeadryadfrombehindsometreeathisside,witharinginglaughathisdiscomfiture。Again,shemightstartlehimbyrunninglightlyalongthefallentrunkofatreethatlayacrossatorrent,or,inafreakofwilfulness,wouldletherselfdownthebarefaceofsomesteepcliff。Ifhescoldedher,shelaughed。Ifhegrewangry,shewasseriousinstantly,andonceshefelltoweepingandfledhome。 Hefollowedher,butshebarricadedherselfinherroomintheloft,andwouldnotbecoaxeddown。Thenextdayshehadforgottenthatshewasangry。 Hermothershowednosurpriseatanyofhermoods。Easterwasnotlikeother\"gals,\"shesaid;shehadalwaysbeen\"quar,\"andshereckonedwould\"al’aysbethatway。\"SheobjectedinnowisetoClayton’sintimacywithher。Thefurriner,\"shetoldRaines,wastheonlymanwhohadeverbeenabletomanageher,andifshewantedEastertodoanything\"ag’inherwill,shewenttohimfust\"—asimpleremarkthatthrewthemountaineerintodeepthoughtfulness。 Indeed,thissenseofpowerthatClaytonfeltoverthewilful,passionatecreaturethrilledhimwithmorepleasurethanhewouldhavebeenwillingtoadmit;atthesametimeitsuggestedtohimacertainresponsibility。Whynotmakeuseofit,andagooduse? Thegirlwasperhapsdeplorablyignorant,coulddobutlittlemorethanreadandwrite;butshewassusceptibleofdevelopment,andattimesapparentlyconsciousoftheneedofitanddesirousforit。 Oncehehadcarriedherahandfulofviolets,andthereafteranoldpitcherthatstoodonashelfblossomedeverydaywithwild—flowers。Hehadtransplantedavinefromthewoodsandtaughthertotrainitovertheporch,andthefirsthintoftendernesshefoundinhernaturewasinthecareofthatplant。Hehadtakenherabookfullofpicturesandfashion—plates,andhehadnoticedaquickandingeniousadoptionofsomeofitshintsinherdress。 Oneafternoon,ashelayonhisbedinadarkenedcornerofhisroom,awoman’sshadowpassedacrossthewall,returned,andamomentlaterhesawEaster’sfaceatthewindow。Hehadlainquiet,andwatchedherwhileherwonderingeyesrovedfromoneobjecttoanother,untiltheywerefastenedwithalong,intentlookonapicturethatstooduponatablenearthewindow。Hestirred,andherfacemeltedawayinstantly。AfewdayslaterhewassittingwithEasterandRainesatthecabin。Themotherwasattheotherendoftheporch,talkingtoaneighborwhohadstoppedtorestonhiswayacrossthemountains。 Easteraira—gettin’highnotions,\"shewassaying,\"’n’sheaira—spendin’hersavin’s,’n’allmineshekingitholdof,tobuyfixin’satthecommissary。Shemusthevwhitecrockery,’n’towels,’n’ newfangledforks,’n’sichlike。\"Aconsciousflushcameintothegirl’sface,andsherosehastilyandwentintothehouse。 \"Iwasafeard,\"continuedthemother,\"thatshewouldhevherhaircutshort,’n’bea—flyin’withribbons,’n’spangledoutlikearainbow,likeold’LigeHicks’sgal,efIhadn’theerdthefurrinertellheritwas’beastly。’Tharain’tnofearnow,ferwhatthatfurrinerdon’tlike,Easterdon’tnother。\" Foraninstantthemountaineer’seyeshadflashedonClayton,butwhenthelatter,atrifleembarrassed,lookedup,Rainesapparentlyhadheardnothing。Easterdidnotreappearuntilthemountaineerwasgone。 Therewereothcrhopefulsigns。WheneverClaytonspokeofhisfriends,shealwayslistenedeagerly,andaskedinnumerablequestionsaboutthem。Ifhisattentionwascaughtbyanyqueercustomorphraseofthemountaindialect,shewasquicktoaskinreturnhowhewouldsaythesamething,andwhatthecustomwasinthesettlemints。\"Sheevenmadefeebleattemptstomodelherownspeechafterhis。 Inaconsciousglowthatheimaginedwasphilanthropy,Claytonbeganhistaskofelevation。Shewasnotsoignorantashehadsupposed。Apparentlyshehadbeentaughtbysomebody,butwhenaskedbywhom,shehesitatedanswering;andhehadtakenitforgrantedthatwhatsheknewshehadpuzzledoutalone。Hewasastonishedbyherquickness,herdocility,andthepassionateenergywithwhichsheworked。Herinstantobediencetoeverysuggestion,hertrustineverywordheuttered,madehimacutelyandattimesuncomfortablyconsciousofhisresponsibility。Atthesametimetherewasinthetasksomethingofthepleasurethatayoungsculptorfeelswhen,forthefirsttime,theclaybeginstoyieldobediencetohisfingers,andsomethingofthedelightthatmusthavethrilledPygmalionwhenhesawhisstatuetremulouswithconsciouslife。 VI THEpossibilityofliftingthegirlaboveherownpeople,andofcreatingaspiritofdiscontentthatmightembitterherwholelife,hadoccurredtoClayton;butatsuchmomentsthefigureofRainescameintothephilanthropicpictureformingslowlyinhismind,andhisconsciencewasquieted。Hecouldseethemtogether;thegradualchangethatEasterwouldbringaboutinhim,theinfluenceofthetwoontheirfellows。Themining—campgrewintoatownwithamodestchurchontheoutskirts,andacottagewhereRainesandEasterwereinstalled。Theystoodbetweentheoldcivilizationandthenew,understandingboth,andprotectingthenativestrengthoftheonefromthevicesoftheother,andtrainingitaftermorebreadthandrefinement。ButRainesandEasterdidnotlendthemselvestothepicturesoreadily,andgraduallyitgrewvagueandshadowy,andthefigureofthemountaineerwasblurred。 Claytondidnotbringharmonytothetwo。Atfirsthesawnothingofthemountaineer,andwhentheymetatthecabinRainesremainedonlyashorttime。IfEastercaredforhimatall,shedidnotshowit。Howhewasregardedbythemother,Claytonhadlearnedlongago,when,inanswertooneofhisquestions,shehadsaid,withalookatEaster,that\"Raineswasthelikeliestyoungfellerinthemmountains\";that\"heknewmorn’nanybodyroundthar\";that\"hehadspentayearinthesettlemints,wasmightyreligious,andwouldonedaybeacircuit—rider。Anyhow,\"sheconcluded,\"hewasamightygoodfriendo’theirn。\" ButasforEaster,shetreatedhimwithunvaryingindifference,thoughClaytonnoticedshewasmorequietandreservedinthemountaineer’spresence;and,whatwasunintelligibletohim,sherefusedtospeakofherstudieswhenRaineswasatthecabin,andwarnedhermotherwithanangryfrownwhenthelatterbegantellingthemountaineerof\"whutachangehadcomeoverEaster,andhowshereckonedthegalwasa—gittin’eddicatedenoughfertoteachanybodyinthemountains,shewasa—larnin’somuch。\" Afterthatlittleincident,hemetRainesatthecabinoftener。Themountaineerwasalwaystaciturn,thoughhelistenedcloselywhenanythingwassaid,andevenwhenaddressedbyEaster’smotherhisattention,Claytonnoticed,wasfixedonEasterandhimself。Hefeltthathewasbeingwatched,anditirritatedhim。Hehadtriedtobefriendlywiththemountaineer,buthisadvanceswerereceivedwithareservethatwasalmostsuspicion。Astimewenton,themountaineer’svisitsincreasedinfrequencyandinlength,andatlastonenighthestayedsolongthat,forthefirsttime,Claytonlefthimthere。 Neitherspokeaftertheyoungengineerwasgone。ThemountaineersatlookingcloselyatEaster,whowaslistlesslywatchingthemoonasitroseabovetheCumberlandRangeandbroughtintoviewthewaveringoutlineofPineMountainandtheshadowedvalleybelow。Itwasevidentfromhisfaceandhiseyes,whichglowedwiththesuppressedfireofsomepowerfulemotionwithin,thathehadremainedforapurpose;andwhenheroseandsaid,\"IreckonIbetterbea—goin’,Easter,\"hisvoicewassounnaturalthatthegirllookedupquickly。 Hitairlate,\"shesaid,afteraslightpause。 Hisfaceflushed,buthesethislipsandcaughtthebackofhischair,asthoughtosteadyhimself。 \"Ireckon,\"hesaid,withslowbitterness,\"thathitwould’a’beenearlylongasthefurrinerwashyeh。\" Thegirlwasrousedinstantly,butshesaidnothing,andhecontinued,inadeterminedtone: \"Easter,thar’sagooddealI’vewantedtosaytoyeferalongtime,butIhevkepta—puttin’hitoffuntilI’mafeardmaybehitairtoolate。ButI’ma—goin’tosayhitnow,andIwantyetolisten。\"Heclearedhisthroathuskily。\"Doyeknow,Easter,whatfolksinthemountainsisa—sayin’? Thegirl’squickinsighttoldherwhatwascoming,andherfacehardened。 \"Haveyeeverknowedme,SherdRaines,tokeerwhatfolksinthemountainssay?Ireckonyemeanashowtheyaira—talkin’aboutmeThat’swhatImean,\"saidthemountaineer—\"you’n’him。\" \"Whutairtheya—sayin’?\"sheasked,defiantly。Raineswatchedhernarrowly。 \"Theyaira—sayin’ashowheaira—comin’upheremightyoften;ashowEasterHicks,whohevneverkeeredfernoman,airinlovewiththisfurrinerfromthesettlemints。\" Thegirlreddened,inspiteofherassumedindifference。 \"They—say,too,ashowheairnotinlovewithher,’n’thatsomebodyoughterwarnEasterthatheairnota—meanin’goodtoher。Youhevbeenseeda—walkin’inthemountainstogether。\" \"Whoseedme?\"sheasked,withquicksuspicion。Themountaineerhesitated。 Ihev,\"hesaid,doggedly。 Thegirl’sanger,whichhadbeenkindlingagainsthergossipingfellows,blazedoutagainstRaines。 You’vebeenwatchin’me,\"shesaid,angrily。\"Whogiveyetherighttodoit?Whatcallhevyetocomehyarandtellmewhutfolksisasayin’?Isitanyo’yo’business?Iwanttotellye,SherdRaines\"—herutterancegrewthick—\"thatIkintakekeero’myself; thatIdon’tkeerwhatfolkssay;’n’Iwantyetokeepawayfromme。 ’N’efIseesyea—hangin’round’n’a—spyin’,ye’llbesorryferit。\"Hereyesblazed,shehadrisenanddrawnherselfstraight,andherhandswereclinched。 Themountaineerstoodmotionless。\"Thar’sanotherwho’sseedye,\"hesaid,quietly—\"upthar,\"pointingtoawoodedmountain,thetopofwhichwaslostinmist。Thegirl’sattitudechangedinstantlyinto—vaguealarm,andhereyesflasheduponRainesasthoughtheywouldseartheirwayintothemeaninghiddeninhisquietface。Graduallyhismotiveseemedtobecomeclear,andsheadvancedasteptowardhim。 \"Soyou’vefoundoutwhardadisa—hidin’?\"shesaid,hervoicetremulouswithrageandscorn。N’yeairmeanandsorryenoughtosomehyeh’n’tellmeye’llgivehimuptothelawefIdon’tknuckledown’n’dowhatyewantsme? Shepausedamoment。Washersuspicioncorrect?Whydidhenotspeak?Shedidnotreallybelievewhatshesaid。Coulditbetrue? Hernostrilsquivered;shetriedtospeakagain,buthervoicewaschokedwithpassion。Withasuddenmovementshesnatchedherriflefromitsplace,andthesteelflashedinthemoonlightandceasedinashininglinestraightatthemountaineer’sbreast。 \"Lookhyeh,SherdRaines,\"shesaid,inlow,unsteadytones,\"I knowyouairreligious,’n’Iknowashow,wheny’ugiveyerword,you’lldowhatyousay。Now,Iwantyetoholdupyerrighthandandsw’arthatyou’llnevertellalivin’soulthatyouknowwhardadisa—hidin’。\" Rainesdidnotturnhisface,whichwasasemotionlessasstone。 Airyegoin’tosw’ar?\"sheasked,withfierceimpatience。Withoutlookingather,hebegantospeak—veryslowly: \"DoyethinkI’mfoolenoughtotrytogainyergood—willbya—tellin’onyerdad?Wewereonthemountains,him’n’me,weseedyou’n’thefurriner。Yerdadthoughthitwasaspy,’n’hewhippeduphisgun’n’would’a’shothimdeadinhistracksefI hadn’thinderedhim。 DoesthatlooklikeIwantedtohurtthe’furriner?Ihevknowedyerdadwasupinthemountainsallthetime,’n’Ihevbeena—totin’ thingsferhimtoeat。DoesthatlooklikeIwantedtohandhimovertothelaw?\" Thegirlhadlettheriflefall。Movingaway,shestoodleaningonitintheshadow,lookingdown。 \"YouwanttoknowwhatcallIhevtowatchye,’n’seethatnoharmcomestoye。Yerdadgivemetheright。Youknowhowhehatesfurriners,’n’whuthewoulddoefhehappenedtorunacrossthisfurrineratterhehasbeendrinkin’。I’ma—meddlin’becauseIhevtoldhimthatIamgoin’totakekeero’ye,’n’Imeantodoit—efyehatesmeferit。I’ma—watchin’ye,Easter,\"hecontinued,\"’n’Iwantyetoknowit。Iknowedthefurrinerbeguncomm’herecauseyeairnotlikegalsinthesettlemints。Y’uairascur’ustohimasoneo’ thembugsan’sich—likethathe’salwaysa—pickin’upinthewoods。 Ihevn’tsaidnuthin’toyerdad,ferfearo’hisharmin’thefurriner; butIhevseedthatyelikehim,an’hit’stimenowfermetomeddle。 Efhewasinlovewithye,doyethinkhewouldmarryye?Ihevbeeninthesettle—mints。Folkstharairnotaswecitizensair。Theyairbigoted’n’high—heeled,’n’theylookdownonus。Itellye,too— ’n’hitairferyerowngood—heairinlovewithsomebodyinthesettlemints。Ihevheerdit,’n’Ihevseedhima—lookin’atapicterinhisroomezamandon’tlookathissister。Theysayhit’sher。 \"Thar’sonethingmore,Easter,\"heconcluded,ashesteppedfromtheporch。\"Heisa—goin’away。Iheardhimsayityestiddy。Whatwillyedowhenhe’sgoneefyeletsyerselfgittothinkin’somuchofhimnow?I’vewarnedyenow,Easter,feryerowngood,thoughyemoughtthinkI’ma—workin’fermyself。ButIknowIhevdonewhutIought。I’vewarnedye,’n’yekindowhutyeplease,butI’ma—watchin’ye。\" Thegirlsaidnothing,butstoodrigid,witheyeswideopenandfacetense,asthemountaineer’sstepsdiedaway。Shewasbewilderedbytheconfusedemotionsthatswayedher。Whyhadshenotindignantlydeniedthatshewasinlovewiththe\"furriner\"? Raineshadnothinteditasasuspicion。Hehadspokenitoutrightasafact,andhemusthavethoughtthathersilenceconfirmedit。 Hehadsaidthatthe\"furriner\"carednothingforher,andhaddaredtotellherthatshewasinlovewithhim。Hercheeksbegantobum。 Shewouldcallhimbackandtellhimthatshecarednomoreforthe\"furriner\"thanshedidforhim。Shestartedfromthesteps,butpaused,straininghereyesthroughthedarkness。Itwastoolate,and,withahelplesslittlecry,shebeganpacingtheporch。Shehadscarcelyheardwhatwassaidafterthemountaineer’sfirstaccusation,socompletelyhadthatenthralledhermind;nowfragmentscamebacktoher。Therewassomethingaboutapicture—ah!sherememberedthatpicture。Passingthroughthecamponeafternoon,shehadglancedinatawindowandhadseenarifleonceherown。Turninginrapidwonderabouttheroom,hereyelighteduponapictureonatablenearthewindow。Shehadfelttherefinedbeautyofthegirl,andithadimpressedherwiththesametimiditythatClaytonhadwhenshefirstknewhim。 Fascinated,shehadlookedtilla—movementintheroommadehershrinkaway。Butthefacehadclunginhermemoryeversince,andnowitcamebeforehervividly。Claytonwasinlovewithher。 Well,whatdidthatmattertoher? TherewasmorethatRainessaid。\"Goin’away。\"Rainesmeantthe\"furriner,\"ofcourse。Howdidheknow?WhyhadClaytonnottoldher?Shedidnotbelieveit。Butwhynot?Hehadoncetoldherthathewouldgoawaysometime;whynotnow?Butwhy—whydidnotClaytontellher?Perhapshewasgoingtoher。Shealmoststretchedoutherhandsinasudden,fiercedesiretoclutchtheroundthroatandsinkhernailsintothesoftfleshthatrosebeforehermind。Shehadforgottenthathehadevertoldherthathemustgoaway,solittlehaditimpressedheratthetime。Shehadneverthoughtofapossiblechangeintheirrelationsorintheirlives。Shetriedtothinkwhatherlifewouldbeafterhewasgone,andshewasfrightened;shecouldnotimagineheroldliferesumed。WhenClaytoncame,itwasasthoughshehadrisenfromsleepinadream,andhadlivedinitthereafterwithoutquestioningitsreality。 Intohishandsshehaddeliveredherlifeandherselfwiththeundoubtingfaithofachild。Shehadneverthoughtoftheirrelationsatall。Nowtheawakeninghadcome。Thedreamwasshattered。Forthefirsttimehereyewasturnedinward,whereafloodoflightbroughtintoterribledistinctnessthetumultthatbegantoragesosuddenlywithin。 Onehopeonlyflashedintoherbrain—perhapsRaineswasmistaken。Buteventhen,ifhewere,Claytonmustgosometime; hehadtoldherthat。Onthisfacteverythoughtbecamecentred。Itwasnolongerhowhecame,therichnessofthenewlifehehadshownher,thebarrennessoftheold,Raines’saccusation,theshameofit—theshameofbeingpointedoutandlaughedatafterClayton’sdeparture;itwasnolongerhelplesswonderatthefierceemotionsrackingherforthefirsttime:herwholebeingwasabsorbedintherealizationwhichslowlyforceditselfintoherheartandbrain—somedayhemustgoaway;somedayshemustlosehim。 Sheliftedherhandstoherheadinadazed,ineffectualway。Themoonlightgrewfaintbeforehereyes;mountain,sky,andmistwerein—distinguishablyblurred;andthegirlsankdownuponhertremblingknees,downtillshelaycrouchedonthefloorwithhertearlessfaceinherarms。 Themoonrosehighaboveherandsankdownthewest。Theshadowsshortenedandcreptbacktothewoods,nightnoisesgrewfainter,andthemistsfloatedupfromthevalleyandClungaroundthemountain—tops;butshestirredonlywhenaquerulousvoicecamefromwithinthecabin。 \"Easter,\"itsaid,\"efSherdRainesairgone,y’ubettercomeintobed。Y’u’vegotaloto’worktodoto—morrer。\" Thevoicecalledhertothehomelydutiesthathadoncefilledherlifeandmustfillitagain。Itwasasummonstobeginanewalifethatwasdead,andthegirlliftedherhaggardfaceinanswerandrosewearily。 VII ONthefollowingSundaymorning,whenClaytonwalkeduptothecabin,Easterandhermotherwereseatedintheporch。Hecalledtothemcheerilyasheclimbedoverthefence,butonlythemotheranswered。Easterroseasheapproached,and,withoutspeaking,wentwithindoors。Hethoughtshemustbeill,sothinanddrawnwasherface,buthermothersaid,carelessly: Oh,hit’sonlyoneo’Easter’sspells。She’sbeensorto’puny’n’ triflin’o’late,butIreckonshe’llbeallrightag’ininadayortwo。\" Asthegirldidnotappearagain,Claytonconcludedthatshewaslyingdown,andwentawaywithoutseeingher。Hermannerhadseemedalittleodd,but,attributingthattoill—ness,hethoughtnothingfurtheraboutit。Tohissurprise,theincidentwasrepeated,andthereafter,tohiswonder,thegirlseemedtoavoidhim。Theirintimacywasbrokensharplyoff。WhenClaytonwasatthecabin,eithershedidnotappearorelsekeptherselfbusiedwithhouseholdduties。Theirstudiesceasedabruptly。Easterhadthrownherbooksintoacorner,hermothersaid,anddidnothingbutmopeallday;andthoughsheinsistedthatitwasonlyoneofthegirl’s\"spells,\"itwasplainthatsomethingwaswrong。Easter’sfaceremainedthinanddrawn,andacquiredgraduallyahard,dogged,almostsullenlook。ShespoketoClaytonrarely,andthenonlyinmonosyllables。Sheneverlookedhimintheface,andifhisgazerestedintentlyonher,asshesatwitheyesdowncastandhandsfolded,sheseemedtoknowitatonce。Herfacewouldcolorfaintly,herhandsfoldandunfoldnervously,andsometimesshewouldriseandgowithin。Hehadnoopportunityofspeakingwithheralone。Sheseemedtoguardagainstthat,and,indeed,Raines’spresencealmostpreventedit,forthemountaineerwastherealways,andalwaysnowthelasttoleave。Hesatusuallyintheshadowofthevine,andthoughhis—facewasunseen,Claytoncouldfeelhiseyesfixeduponhimwithanintensitythatsometimesmadehimnervous。Themountaineerhadevidentlybeguntomisinterprethisvisitstothecabin。Claytonwasregardedasarival。 Inwhatotherlight,indeed,couldheappeartoRaines?Friendlycallsbetweenyoungpeopleofoppositesexwererareinthemountains。Whenayoungmanvisitedayoungwoman,hisintentionsweresupposedtobeserious。Raineswasplainlyjealous。 ButEaster?Whatwas’thereasonforheroddbehavior?Couldshe,too,havemisconstruedhisintentionsasRaineshad?Itwasimpossible。Butevenifshehad,hismannerhadinnowisechanged。Someoneelsehadarousedhersuspicions,andifanyoneitmusthavebeenRaines。Itwasnotthemother,hefeltsure。 ForsometimeClayton’smotherandsisterhadbeenurginghimtomakeavisithome。Hehadaskedleaveofabsence,butitwasabusytime,andhehaddelayedindefinitely。Inafort—night,however,thestressofworkwouldbeover,andthenhemeanttoleave。Duringthatfortnighthewasstrangelytroubled。Hedidnotleavethecamp,buthismindwasbusiedwiththoughtsofEaster—nothingbutEaster。Timeandagainhehadreviewedtheiracquaintanceminutelyfromthebeginning,buthecouldfindnocauseforthechangeinher。Whenhisworkwasdone,hefoundhimselfclimbingthemountainoncemore。Hemeanttosolvethemysteryifpossible。HewouldtellEasterthathewasgoinghome。 Surelyshewouldbetraysomefeelingthen。 Attheoldfencewhichhehadclimbedsooftenhestopped,aswashiscustom,torestamoment,withhiseyesonthewildbeautybeforehim—thegreatvalley,withmistsfloatingfromitsgloomydepthsintothetremulousmoonlight;farthroughtheradiantspacethestill,darkmassesoftheCumberlandliftedinmajestyagainsttheeast;andintheshadowofthegreatcliffthevagueoutlinesoftheoldcabin,asstillastheawfulsilencearoundit。Alightwasvisible,buthecouldhearnovoices。Still,heknewhewouldfindtheoccupantsseatedintheporch,heldbythatstrangequietwhichnatureimposesonthosewhodwellmuchalonewithher。Hehadnotbeentothecabinforseveralweeks,andwhenhespokeEasterdidnotreturnhisgreeting;Rainesnoddedalmostsurlily,butfromthemothercame,asalways,acordialwelcome。 \"I’mmightygladtoseeye,\"shesaid;\"youhaven’tbeenupferalongtime。\" No,\"answeredClayton;\"Ihavebeenverybusy—gettingreadytogohome。\"HehadwatchedEastercloselyashespoke,butthegirldidnotliftherface,andshebetrayednoemotion,notevensurprise; nordidRaines。Onlythemothershowedgenuineregret。Thegirl’sapathyfilledhimwithbitterdisappointment。Shehadrelapsedintobarbarismagain。Hewasafooltothinkthatinafewmonthshecouldcounteractinfluencesthathadbeenmouldinghercharacterforacentury。Hispurposehadbeenunselfish。Curiosity,thegirl’sbeauty,hisincreasingpoweroverher,hadstimulatedhim,tobesure,buthehadbeenconscientiousandearnest。Somehowhewasmorethandisappointed;hewashurtdeeply,notonlythatheshouldhavebeensomisunderstood,butforthelackofgratitudeinthegirl。Hewasbewildered。Whatcouldhavehappened?CouldRainesreallyhavepoisonedhermindagainsthim?WouldEastersoeasilybelievewhatmighthavebeensaidagainsthimandnotallowhimahearing? \"I’vebeenexpectingtotakeatriphomeforseveralweeks,\"hefoundhimselfsayingamomentlater;\"IthinkIshallgoto—morrow。\" Hehardlymeantwhathesaid;amomentarypiquehadforcedthewordsfromhim,but,oncespoken,hedeterminedtoabidebythem。Easterwasstirredfromherlethargyatlast,butClayton’sattentionwasdrawntoRaines’sstartofsurprise,andhedidnotseethegirl’sfaceagitatedforaninstant,norherhandsnervouslytremblinginherlap。 \"Ter—morrer!\"criedtheoldwoman。\"Why,ye’mosttakemybreathaway。Ideclar’,I’mdownrightsorryyou’regoin’,Ihevtuksechashinetoye。Ikindo’thinkI’llmissyemore’nEaster。\" Raines’seyesturnedtothegirl,asdidClay—ton’s。Notasuggestionofcolordisturbedthepallorofthegirl’sface,oncemorecomposed,andshesaidnothing。 You’resojolly’n’lively,\"continuedthemother,’n’yeallushevsomuchtosay。YouairnotlikeEaster’n’Sherdhyar,whotalk’boutasmuchastwostumps。IsupposeI’llhevtositup’n’talktothemoonwhenyouairgone。\" Themountaineerroseabruptly,and,thoughhespokequietly,hecouldhardlycontrolhimself。 \"Ezmycompanyseemstobeunwelcometoye,\"hesaid,\"Ikintakeitawayfromye,’n’Iwill。\" Beforetheoldwomancouldrecoverherself,hewasgone。 Well,\"sheejaculated,\"whutkinbethematterwithSherd?Hehevgotmightycur’ushyaroflate,’n’sohevEaster。Allo’yebeena—settin’uphyarezefyouwasataburyin’。I’ma—goin’tobed。You’n’Easterkinsetuplongasyeplease。Isupposeyouaircomm’ backag’intoseeus,\"shesaid,turningtoClayton。 \"Idon’tknow,\"heanswered。\"Imaynot;butIsha’n’tforgetyou。\" \"Well,Iwishyegoodluck。\"Claytonshookhandswithher,andshewentwithindoors。 Thegirlhadrisen,too,withhermother,andwasstandingintheshadow。 \"Good—byEaster,\"saidClayton,holdingouthishand。 Assheturnedhecaughtoneglimpseofherfaceinthemoonlight,anditswhitenessstartledhim。Herhandwascoldwhenhetookit,andhervoicewasscarcelyaudibleasshefaintlyrepeatedhiswords。Sheliftedherfaceastheirhandswereunclasped,andherlipsquiveredmutelyasiftryingtospeak,buthehadturnedtogo。 Foramomentshewatchedhisdarkeningfigure,andthenwithstifledbreathalmoststaggeredintothecabin。 Theroadwoundaroundthecliffandbackagain,andasClaytonpickedhiswayalongithewasoppressedbyastrangeuneasiness。 Easter’sface,ashelastsawit,layinhismindlikeakeenreproach。 Couldhehavebeenmistaken?Hadhebeentoohasty?Herecalledtheeventsoftheevening。HebegantoseethatitwassignificantthatRaineshadshownnosurprisewhenhespokeofgoinghome,andyethadseemedalmoststartledbythesuddennessofhisdeparture。Perhapsthemountaineerknewhewasgoing。Itwasknownatthecamp。Ifheknew,thenEastermusthaveknown。 Perhapsshehadfelthurtbecausehehadnotspokentoherearlier。 WhatmightRainesnothavetoldher,andhonestly,too?Perhapshewasunconsciouslyconfirmingallthemountaineermighthavesaid。Heoughttohavespokentoher。Perhapsshecouldnotspeaktohim。Hewheeledsuddenlyinthepathtoreturntothecabin,andstoppedstill。 Somethingwashurryingdownthroughtheundergrowthofthecliffsidewhichtowereddarklybehindhim。Nearerandnearerthebushescrackledasthoughsomehuntedanimalwereflyingforlifethroughthem,andthenthroughthelaurel—hedgeburstthefigureofawoman,whosanktothegroundinthepathbe—forehim。Theflashofyellowhairandawhitefaceinthemoonlighttoldhimwhoitwas。 \"Easter,Easter!\"heexclaimed,insickeningfear。\"MyGod!isthatyou?Why,whatisthematter,child?Whatareyoudoinghere?\" Hestoopedabovethesobbinggirl,andpulledawayherhandsfromherface,tear—stainedandbrokenwithpain。Thelimitofherself—repressionwasreachedatlast;thetensenerves,strainedtoomuch,hadbroken;andthepassion,solongchecked,surgedthroughherlikefire。Ah,God!whathadhedone?Hesawthetruthatlast。Inanimpulseoftendernessheliftedthegirltoherfeetandheldher,sobbinguncontrollably,inhisarms,withherheadagainsthisbreast,andhischeekonherhair,soothingherasthoughshehadbeenachild。 Presentlyshefeltakissonherforehead。Shelookedupwithasuddenfiercejoyinhereyes,andtheirlipsmet。 VIII CLAYTONshunnedallself—questioningafterthatnight。Stirredtothedepthsbythatembraceonthemountain—side,hegavehimselfwhollyuptotheloveorinfatuation—hedidnotaskwhich—thatenthralledhim。Whateveritwas,itsgrowthhadbeensubtleandswift。Therewasinitthethrillthatmightcomefromtamingsomewildcreaturethathadneverknowncontrol,andthegentlenessthattoanygenerousspiritsuchpowerwouldbring。These,withthemagnetismofthegirl’sbeautyandpersonality,andtheinfluenceofherenvironment,hehadfeltforalongtime;butnowricherchordsweresetvibratinginresponsetohergreatlove,thestruggleshehadagainstitsdisclosure,theappealfortendernessandprotectioninherfinaldefeat。Itwasideal,hetoldhimself,ashesankintothedeliciousdream;theytwoalonewithnature,aboveallhumanlife,withitsrestraints,itshardships,itsevils,itsdistress。Forthemwasthefreedomoftheopenskyliftingitsdomeabovethemountains; forthemnothinglesskindlythanthesunshiningitsbenediction; fortheireyesonlythechangingbeautiesofdayandnight;fortheirearsnosoundharsherthanthedrippingofdeworabird—song;forthemyouth,health,beauty,love。Anditwasprimevallove,theloveofthefirstwomanforthefirstman。Sheknewnoconvention,noprudery,nodoubt。Herlifewasimpulse,andherimpulsewaslove。Shewastheteachernow,andhethetaught;andhestoodinwonderwhentheplanthehadtendedfloweredintosuchbeautyinasinglenight。Ah,thehappy,happydaysthatfollowed!Theveilthathadforalongtimebeenunfoldingitselfbetweenhimandhispreviouslifeseemedtohavealmostfallen,andtheywereleftalonetotheirhappiness。Themotherkeptherowncounsel。RaineshaddisappearedasthoughDeathhadclaimedhim。Andthedreamlastedtillasummonshomebrokeintoitasthesuddenflaringupofacandlewillshatterareverieattwilight。 IX THEsummonswasfromhisfather,andwasemphatic;andClaytondidnotdelay。Thegirlacceptedhisdeparturewithapaleface,butwithaquietsubmissionthattouchedhim。OfRaineshehadseennothingandheardnothingsincethenighthehadleftthecabininanger;butashecamedownthemountainafterbiddingEastergood—by,hewasstartledbythemountaineersteppingfromthebushesintothepath。 Yeaira—goin’home,Ihear,\"hesaid,quietly。 \"Yes,\"answeredClayton;\"atmidnight。\" Well,I’llwalkdownwithyeapiece,efyedon’tmind。Hit’snotouto’myway。\" Ashespokehisfacewasturnedsuddenlytothemoonlight。Thelinesinithadsunkdeeper,givingitalmostanagedlook;theeyeswerehollowasfromphysicalsufferingorfromfasting。HeprecededClaytondownthepath,withheadbent,andsayingnothingtilltheyreachedthespurofthemountain。Theninthesamevoice: \"Iwanttotalktoyeawhile,’n’I’dliketohevyestepintermyhouse。Idon’tmeanyenoharm,\"headded,quickly,\"’n’hitain’tfer。\" Certainly,\"saidClayton。 Themountaineerturnedintothewoodsbyanarrowpath,andsoontheoutlinesofamiserablelittlehutwerevisiblethroughthedarkwoods。Rainesthrustthedooropen。Thesingleroomwasdarkexceptforafewdullcoalsinagloomycavernwhichformedthefireplace。 Sitdown,efyekinfindacheer,\"saidRaines,\"’n’I’llfixupthefire。\" Doyouliveherealone?\"askedClayton。Hecouldhearthekeen,smoothsoundofthemountaineer’sknifegoingthroughwood。 \"Yes,\"heanswered;\"ferfiveyear。\" Thecoalsbrightened;tinyflamesshotfromthem;inamomenttheblazecaughtthedryfagots,andshadowsdancedoverthefloor,wall,andceiling,andvanishedasthemountaineerrosefromhisknees。Theroomwasasbareasthecellofamonk。Aroughbedstoodinonecorner;afewutensilshungnearthefireplace,whereinwereremnantsofpotatoesroastingintheashes,andclosetothewoodenshutterwhichservedasawindowwasaboardtable。 Onitlayalargebook—aBible—apen,abottleofink,andapieceofpaperonwhichwereletterstracedwithgreatcareanddifficulty。 Themountaineerdidnotsitdown,butbeganpacingthefloorbehindClayton。Claytonmovedhischair,andRainesseemedunconsciousofhispresenceaswitheyesonthefloorhetraversedthenarrowwidthofthecabin。 Y’uhevn’tseedmeuponthemount’inlately,hevye?\"heasked。 \"Ireckonyehaven’tmissedmemuch。DoyeknowwhutI’vebeendoin’?\"hesaid,withsuddenvehemence,stoppingstillandrestinghiseyes,whichglowedlikeananimal’sfromthedarkenedendofthecabin,onClayton。 \"I’vebeentryin’tokeepfromkillin’ye。Oh,don’tmove—don’tfearnow;yeairassafeasefyeweredowninthecamp。Iseedyethatnightonthemount’in,\"hecontinued,pacingrapidlybackandforth。\"Iwaswaitin’ferye。ImeanttotellyejestwhutI’mgoin’totellyeter—night;’n’whenEastercomea—tearin’throughthebushes,’n’Iseedye—ye—a—standin’together\"—thewordsseemedtostopinhisthroat—\"IknowedIwastoolate。 \"Isottharferaminutelikearock,’n’whenyetwowentbackupthemount’in,beforeIknoweditIwashyerinthehousetharatthefiremouldin’abullettokillyewithasyecomeback。AllatoncetIheerdavoiceplainasmyownisatthisminute: \"’Airyoua—thinkin’’bouttakin’thelifeofafellow—creatur,SherdRaines—youthatairtryin’tobeaservanto’theLord?’\" \"ButIkeptona—mouldin’,’n’suddenlyIseedyea—layin’intheroaddead,’n’theheavensopened’n’thefaceo’theLordwasthar,’n’heraisedhishandtosmitemewiththebrando’Cain—’n’lookthar!\" Claytonhadsatspellboundbytheterribleearnestnessoftheman,andasthemountaineerswepthisdarkhairbackwithonehand,heroseinsuddenhorror。Acrossthemountaineer’sforeheadranacrimsonscaryetunhealed。Couldhehaveinflicteduponhimselfthisfearfulpenance? Oh,itwasonlythemoulds。IseeditallsoplainthatIthrowedupmyhands,fergittin’themoulds,’n’thehotleadstruckmethar; but,\"hecontinued,solemnly,\"IknowedtheLordhedtukthatwayo’punishin’meferthesinohavin’murderinmymind,’n’Ifellonmykneesrightthara—prayin’ferfergiveness:’n’sincethatnightI hevstayedawayfromyetilltheLordgivemepowertostandag’inthetemptationo’harmin’ye。Hehevshowedmeanotherway,’n’ nowIhevcometoyeashehevtol’me。Ihevn’ttol’yethisfernothin’。Y’uinseenowwhutIthinko’Easter,efIwastemptedtotakethelifeo’themanwhotukherfromme,’n’IreckonyewillsayI’vegottherighttoaxyewhutI’ma—goin’to。Ihevknowedthegalsenceshewasababy。Wewaschildrentogether,andtharhain’tnousehidin’thatIneverkeeredastrawferanutherwoman。 Sheusedtobemightywilful’n’contrary,butassoonasyoucomeI seedatoncetthatachangewascomm’overher。Imistrustedye,’n’Iwarnedherag’in’ye。ButwhenIl’arnedthatyewasa—teachin’ her,anda—doin’whutIhadtriedmybesttodo’n’failed,Iletthingsrunalong,thinkin’thatmebbeever’thingwouldcomeoutright,afterall。Mebbehitairallright,butIcometoyenow,’n’Iaxyeinthenameofthelivin’God,whoisa—watchin’youa—guidin’me,airyegoin’toleavethepo’galtodiesorrowin’ferye,ordoyeaimtocomeback’n’marryher? Raineshadstoppednowinthecentreofthecabin,andtheshadowsflickeringslowlyoverhimgaveanunearthlyaspecttohistall,gauntfigure,ashestoodwithupliftedarm,paleface,glowingeyes,anddisorderedhair。 \"Thegalhasn’tgotnoprotecter—herdad,asyouknow,isa—hidin’ fromjesticeinthemount’ins—andI’ma—standin’inhisplace,’n’Iaxyetodoonlywhutyouknowyeought。\" Therewasnothingthreateninginthemountaineer’sattitude,nordictatorial;andClaytonfelthisrighttosaywhathehad,inspiteofanaturalimpulsetoresentsuchinterference。Besides,theresprangupinhisheartasuddengreatadmirationforthisrough,uncouthfellowwhowascapableofsuchunselfishness;who,truetothetrustofherfatherandhisGod,wasputtingasidethestrongestpassionofhislifeforwhathebelievedwasthehappinessofthewomanwhohadinspiredit。Hesaw,too,thatthesacrificewasmadewithperfectunconsciousnessthatitwasunusualoradmirable。Herosetohisfeet,andthetwomenfacedeachother。 \"Ifyouhadtoldmethislongago,\"saidClayton,\"Ishouldhavegoneaway,butyouseemeddistrustfulandsuspicious。Ididnotexpectthepresentstateofaffairstocomeabout,butsinceithas,I tellyoufranklythatIhaveneverthoughtofdoinganythingelsethanwhatyouhaveasked。\" Andhetoldthetruth,forhehadalreadyaskedhimselfthatquestion。Whyshouldhenotmarryher?Hemustinallprobabilitystayinthemountainsforyears,andafterthattimehewouldnotbeashamedtotakeherhome,sostrongwashisbeliefinherquicknessandadaptibility。 Rainesseemedscarcelytobelievewhatheheard。Hehadnotexpectedsuchreadyacquiescence。HehadalmostbeguntofearfromClayton’ssilencethathewasgoingtorefuse,andthen—Godknowswhathewouldhavedone。 Instantlyhestretchedouthishand。 \"Ihevdoneyegreatwrong,’n’Iaxyerpar—din,\"hesaid,huskily。 \"IwanttosaythatIbearyenogredge,’n’thetIwishyewell。I hopeyewon’tthinkhardonme,\"hecontinued;\"IhehadahardfightwiththedevilaslongasIcanricolect。Ihevturnedbacktime’n’ag’in,buttharhain’tnothin’terkeepmefromgoin’straightaheadnow。\" AsClaytonleftthecabin,themountaineerstoppedhimforamomentonthethreshold。 \"Thar’sanotherthingIreckonIoughttotellye,\"hesaid;\"Easter’sdadairpowerfullysotag’inye。Hethoughtyewasanofficeratfust,’n’hitwashardtogithimouto’theideethetyewasspyin’ferhim;’n’whenheseedyegoin’tothehouse,hegotitinterhisheadthatyemoughtbemeanin’harmtoEaster,whoairtheonlythingalivethethekeersfermuch。Hepromisednottotechye,’n’I knowedhewouldkeephiswordaslongashewassober。It’llbeallrightnow,Ireckon,\"heconcluded,\"whenItellhimwhutyeaimstodo,thoughhehevgotaspiteag’inallfurriners。Far’well!I wishyewell;Iwishyewell。\" AnhourlaterClaytonwasinJellico。Itwasmidnightwhenthetraincamein,andhewentimmediatelytohisberth。Strikingthecurtainaccidentally,helooseditfromitsfastenings,and,doublingthepillows,helaylookingoutontheswiftlypassinglandscape。 Themoonwasfullandbrilliant,andtherewasastrange,keenpleasureinbeingwhirledinsuchcomfortthroughthenight。 Themistsalmosthidthemountains。Theyseemedvery,veryfaraway。 AredstartrembledinthecrestofWolfMountain。 Easter’scabinmustbealmostunderthatStar。Hewonderedifshewereasleep。 Perhapsshewasoutontheporch,lonely,suffering,andthinkingofhim。 Hefeltherkissandhertearsuponhishand。Didhenotloveher? Couldtherebeanydoubtaboutthat?HisthoughtsturnedtoRaines,andhesawthemountaineerinhislonelycabin,sittingwithhisheadbowedinhishandsinfrontofthedyingfire。Heclosedhiseyes,andanotherpicturerosebeforehim—asceneathome。HehadtakenEastertoNewYork。Howbrilliantthelight! whatwarmthandluxury!Therestoodhisfather,therehismother。 Whatgraciousdignitytheyhad!Herewashissister—whatbeautyandeleganceandgraceofmanner!ButEaster!Wherevershewasplacedtheotherfiguresneededreadjustment。Therewassomethingirritablyincongruous—Ah!nowhehadit—hismindgrewhazy—hewasasleep。 X DURINGtheweeksthatfollowed,somemalignantspiritseemedtobetorturinghimwithaslowrealizationofallhehadlost; tauntinghimwiththepossibilityofregainingitandthecertaintyoflosingitforever。 AshesteppedfromthedockatJerseyCitythefreshseawindhadthrilledhimlikeamemory,andhispulsesleapedinstantlyintosympathywiththetenselifethatvibratedintheair。Heseemednevertohavebeenawaysolong,andneverhadhomeseemedsopleasant。Hissisterhadgrownmorebeautiful;hismother’squiet,noblefacewassmootherandfairerthanithadbeenforyears;anddespitetheabsenceofhisfather,whohadbeenhastilysummonedtoEngland,therewasanairofcheerfulnessinthehousethatwasinmarkedcontrasttoitsgloomwhenClaytonwaslastathome。 Hehadbeenquickenedatonceintoanewappreciationoftheluxuryandrefinementabouthim,andhesoonbegantowonderhowhehadinuredhimselftothediscomfortsandcruditiesofhismountainlife。Oldhabitseasilyresumedswayoverhim。 Attheclubfriendandacquaintanceweresounfeignedlygladtoseehimthathebegantosuspectthathisowninnergloomhaddarkenedtheirfacesafterhisfather’smisfortune。Dayafterdayfoundhiminhisfavoritecornerattheclub,watchingthepassingpageantandlisteningeagerlytotheconversationalfrothofthetown—thegossipofclub,theatre,andsociety。Hisasceticlifeinthemountainsgavetoeverypleasurethetasteofinexperience。Hisearlyyouthseemedrenewed,sokeenandfreshwerehisemotions。Hefelt,too,thathewasrecoveringalostidentity,andstillthenewonethathadgrownaroundhimwouldnotloosenitshold。HehadtoldhisfamilynothingofEaster—why,hecouldscarcelyhavesaid—andthedifficultyoftellingincreasedeachday。 Hissecretbegantoweighheavilyuponhim;andthoughhedeterminedtounburdenhimselfonhisfather’sreturn,hewastroubledwithavaguesenseofdeception。Whenhewenttoreceptionswithhissister,thissenseofadoubleidentitywaskeenlyfeltamidthelights,themusic,theflowers,theflashofeyesandwhitenecksandarms,thelowvoices,thepolite,clear—cututterancesofwelcomeandcompliment。 Severaltimeshehadmetafaceforwhichhehadoncehadaboyishinfatuation。Itsimagehadneverbeensupplantedduringhisstudentcareer,buthehadturnedfromitasfromastarwhenhecamehomeandfoundthathislifewastobebuiltwithhisownhands。Nowthegirlhadgrowntograciouswomanhood,andwhenhesawherhewasthrilledwiththeremembrancethatshehadoncefavoredhimaboveallothers。Onenightadesireassailedhimtolearnuponwhatfootinghethenstood。Hehadyielded,andshegavehimakindlywelcome。Theyhaddriftedtoreminiscence,andClaytonwenthomethatnighttroubledatheartandangrythatheshouldbesoeasilydisturbed;surprisedthatthedayswerepassingsoswiftly,andpainedthattheywerefilledlessandlesswiththoughtsofEaster。Withapangofremorseandfear,hedeterminedtogobacktothemountainsassoonashisfathercamehome。Heknewtheeffectofhabit。Hewouldforgetthesepleasuresfeltsokeenlynow,ashehadonceforgottenthem,andhewouldleavebeforetheirholduponhimwassecure。 Knowingthedangerthatbesethim,Puritanthathewas,hehadavoideditallhecould。Heevenstoppedhisdailyvisitstotheclub,andspentmostofhistimeathomewithhismotherandsister。Onceonly,tohisbitterregret,washeinducedtogoout。 Wagner’stidalwavehadreachedNewYork;itwastheopeningnightoftheseason,andtheoperawasonethathehadlearnedtoloveinGermany。Theverybrilliancyofthescenethrewhimintogloom,soaloofdidhefeelfromitall—thegreattheatreaflamewithlights,thecirclingtiersoffaces,thepitwithitshundredmusicians,theireyesontheleader,whostoodabovethemwithbatonupraisedandGermanfacealreadyaglow。 Inhisstudentdayshehadlovedmusic,buthehadlittlemorethantrifledwithit;now,strangelyenough,hislove,evenhisunderstanding,seemedtohavegrown;andwhentheviolinsthrilledallthevastspaceintolife,hewasshakenwithapassionnewlyborn。Alltheeveninghesatriveted。Arushofmemoriescameuponhim—memoriesofhisstudentlife,withitsdreamsandidealsofcultureandscholarship,whichrosefromhispastagainlikephantoms。Intheelevationofthemomentthetrivialpleasuresthathadbeentemptinghimbecamemeanandunworthy。Withapangofbitterregrethesawhimselfashemighthavebeen,asheyetmightbe。 Afewdayslaterhisfathercamehome,andhisdistressofmindwascomplete。Claytonneedstayinthemountainsbutlittlelonger,hesaid;hewasfastmakinguphislosses,andhehadhopedafterhistriptoEnglandtohaveClaytonatonceinNewYork;butnowhehadbestwaitperhapsanotheryear。Thenhadcomeastrugglethatrackedheartandbrain。Allhehadeverhadwasbeforehimagain。 Coulditbehisdutytoshuthimselffromthislife—hisnaturalheritage—tostiflethehighestdemandsofhisnature?Washeseriouslyinlovewiththatmountaingirl?Hadheindeedeverbeensureofhimself? If,then,hedidnotloveherbeyondallquestion,wouldhenotwronghimself,wrongher,bymarryingher?Ah,butmighthenotwrongher,wronghimself—evenmore? Hewasboundtoherbyeverytiethathissensitivehonorrecognizedamongthedutiesofonehumanbeingtoanother。