第3章

类别:其他 作者:Bret Harte字数:19031更新时间:19/01/02 10:25:32
Thedrum—beatoftherainfollowedhimdownthestaircase,butheshutitoutwithhisotherthoughts,whenheagainclosedthedoorofhisoffice。Hesetdiligentlytoworkbythedecliningwinterlight,untilhewasinterruptedbytheentranceofhisChinesewaitertotellhimthatsupper——whichwasthemealthatMulradyreligiouslyadheredtoinplaceofthelatedinnerofcivilization—— wasreadyinthedining—room。Mulradymechanicallyobeyedthesummons;butonenteringtheroomtheoasisofafewplatesinadesertofwhitetable—clothwhichawaitedhimmadehimhesitate。 Initsbestaspect,thehighdarkGothicmahoganyecclesiasticalsideboardandchairsofthisroom,whichlookedliketheappointmentsofamortuarychapel,werenotexhilarating;andto— day,inthelightoftherain—filmedwindowsandthefeebleraysofalamphalf—obscuredbythedarkshiningwalls,itwasmostdepressing。 \"Youkintakeupsupperintomyoffice,\"saidMulrady,withasuddeninspiration。\"I’lleatitthere。\" Heateitthere,withhisusualhealthyappetite,whichdidnotrequireeventhestimulationofcompany。Hehadjustfinished,whenhisIrishcook——theonefemaleservantofthehouse——cametoaskpermissiontobeabsentthateveningandthenextday。 \"Isupposethelikesofyourhonorwon’tbeathomeontheChristmasDay?Andit’smecousinsfromtheoldcounthryatRough— and—Readythatareinvitin’me。\" \"Whydon’tyouaskthemoverhere?\"saidMulrady,withanothervagueinspiration。\"I’llstandtreat。\" \"Lordpreserveyouforajinerousgintleman!Butit’sthelikesofthemandmyselfthatwouldn’tbeathomehereonsuchaday。\" TherewassomuchtruthinthisthatMulradycheckedasighashegavetherequiredpermission,withoutsayingthathehadintendedtoremain。Hecouldcookhisownbreakfast:hehaddoneitbefore; anditwouldbesomethingtooccupyhim。Astohisdinner,perhapshecouldgotothehotelatRough—and—Ready。Heworkedonuntilthenighthadwelladvanced。Then,overcomewithacertainrestlessnessthatdisturbedhim,hewasforcedtoputhisbooksandpapersaway。Ithadbeguntoblowinfitfulgusts,andoccasionallytherainwasdrivensoftlyacrossthepaneslikethepassingofchildishfingers。Thisdisturbedhimmorethanthemonotonyofsilence,forhewasnotanervousman。Heseldomreadabook,andthecountypaperfurnishedhimonlythefinancialandmercantilenewswhichwaspartofhisbusiness。Heknewhecouldnotsleepifhewenttobed。Atlastherose,openedthewindow,andlookedoutfrompureidlenessofoccupation。Asplashofwheelsinthedistantmuddyroadandfragmentsofadrunkensongshowedsignsofanearlywanderingreveller。Therewerenolightstobeseenattheclosedworks;aprofounddarknessencompassedthehouse,asifthedistantpinesinthehollowhadmovedupandroundit。Thesilencewasbrokennowonlybytheoccasionalsighingofwindandrain。Itwasnotaninvitingnightforaperfunctorywalk;butanideastruckhim——hewouldcallupontheSlinns,andanticipatehisnextday’svisit!Theywouldprobablyhavecompany,andbegladtoseehim:hecouldtellthegirlsofMamieandhersuccess。Thathehadnotthoughtofthisbeforewasaproofofhisusualself—containedisolation,thathethoughtofitnowwasanequalproofthathewasbecomingatlastaccessibletoloneliness。 Hewasangrywithhimselfforwhatseemedtohimaselfishweakness。 Hereturnedtohisoffice,and,puttingtheenvelopethathadbeenlyingonSlinn’sdeskinhispocket,threwaserapeoverhisshoulders,andlockedthefrontdoorofthehousebehindhim。Itwaswellthatthewaywasafamiliaronetohim,andthathisfeetinstinctivelyfoundthetrail,forthenightwasverydark。Attimeshewaswarnedonlybythegurglingofwateroflittlerivuletsthatdescendedthehillandcrossedhispath。Withouttheslightestfear,andwithneitherimaginationnorsensitiveness,herecalledhow,thewinterbefore,oneofDonCaesar’svaqueros,crossingthishillatnight,hadfallendownthechasmofalandslipcausedbytherain,andwasfoundthenextmorningwithhisneckbrokeninthegully。DonCaesarhadtotakecareoftheman’sfamily。Supposesuchanaccidentshouldhappentohim? Well,hehadmadehiswill。Hiswifeandchildrenwouldbeprovidedfor,andtheworkoftheminewouldgoonallthesame;hehadarrangedforthat。Wouldanybodymisshim?Wouldhiswife,orhisson,orhisdaughter?No。Hefeltsuchasuddenandoverwhelmingconvictionofthetruthofthisthathestoppedassuddenlyasifthechasmhadopenedbeforehim。No!Itwasthetruth。IfheweretodisappearforeverinthedarknessoftheChristmasnighttherewasnonetofeelhisloss。HiswifewouldtakecareofMamie;hissonwouldtakecareofhimself,ashehadbefore——relievedofeventhescantpaternalauthorityherebelledagainst。AmoreimaginativemanthanMulradywouldhavecombatedorhavefollowedoutthisidea,andthendismissedit;tothemillionaire’smatter—of—factminditwasadeductionthat,havingoncepresenteditselftohisperception,wasalreadyarecognizedfact。Forthefirsttimeinhislifehefeltasuddeninstinctofsomethinglikeaversiontowardshisfamily,afeelingthatevenhisson’sdissipationandcriminalityhadneverprovoked。Hehurriedonangrilythroughthedarkness。 Itwasverystrange;theoldhouseshouldbealmostbeforehimnow,acrossthehollow,yettherewerenoindicationsoflight!Itwasnotuntilheactuallyreachedthegardenfence,andtheblackbulkofshadowroseoutagainstthesky,thathesawafaintrayoflightfromoneofthelean—towindows。Hewenttothefrontdoorandknocked。Afterwaitinginvainforareply,heknockedagain。 Thesecondknockprovingequallyfutile,hetriedthedoor;itwasunlocked,and,pushingitopen,hewalkedin。Thenarrowpassagewasquitedark,butfromhisknowledgeofthehouseheknewthe\"lean—to\"wasnexttothekitchen,and,passingthroughthedining— roomintoit,heopenedthedoorofthelittleroomfromwhichthelightproceeded。Itcamefromasinglecandleonasmalltable,andbesideit,withhiseyesmoodilyfixedonthedyingembersofthefire,satoldSlinn。Therewasnootherlightnoranotherhumanbeinginthewholehouse。 FortheinstantMulrady,forgettinghisownfeelingsinthemutepictureoftheutterdesolationofthehelplessman,remainedspeechlessonthethreshold。Then,recallinghimself,hesteppedforwardandlaidhishandgaylyonthebowedshoulders。 \"Rouseupouto’this,oldman!Come!thiswon’tdo。Look!I’verunoverhereintherain,jisttohaveasociabletimewithyouall。\" \"Iknewit,\"saidtheoldman,withoutlookingup;\"Iknewyou’dcome。\" \"YouknewI’dcome?\"echoedMulrady,withanuneasyreturnofthestrangefeelingofawewithwhichheregardedSlinn’sabstraction。 \"Yes;youwerealone——likemyself——allalone!\" \"Then,whyinthunderdidn’tyouopenthedoororsingoutjustnow?\"hesaid,withanaffectedbrusquerietocoverhisuneasiness。 \"Where’syourdaughters?\" \"GonetoRough—and—Readytoaparty。\" \"Andyourson?\" \"Henevercomesherewhenhecanamusehimselfelsewhere。\" \"YourchildrenmighthavestayedhomeonChristmasEve。\" \"Somightyours。\" Hedidn’tsaythisimpatiently,butwithacertainabstractedconvictionfarbeyondanysuggestionofitsbeingaretort。 Mulradydidnotappeartonoticeit。 \"Well,Idon’tseewhyusoldfolkscan’tenjoyourselveswithoutthem,\"saidMulrady,withaffectedcheerfulness。\"Let’shaveagoodtime,youandme。Let’ssee——youhaven’tanyoneyoucansendtomyhouse,hevyou?\" \"Theytooktheservantwiththem,\"saidSlinn,briefly。\"Thereisnoonehere。\" \"Allright,\"saidthemillionaire,briskly。\"I’llgomyself。Doyouthinkyoucanmanagetolightupalittlemore,andbuildafireinthekitchenwhileI’mgone?Itusedtobemightycomfortableintheoldtimes。\" Hehelpedtheoldmantorisefromhischair,andseemedtohaveinfusedintohimsomeofhisownenergy。Hethenadded,\"Now,don’tyougetyourselfdownagainintothatchairuntilIcomeback,\"anddartedoutintothenightoncemore。 Inaquarterofanhourhereturnedwithabagonhisbroadshoulders,whichoneofhisporterswouldhaveshrunkfromlifting,andlaiditbeforetheblazinghearthofthenowlightedkitchen。 \"It’ssomethingtheoldwomangotforherparty,thatdidn’tcomeoff,\"hesaid,apologetically。\"Ireckonwecanpickoutenoughforaspread。ThatdarnedChinamanwouldn’tcomewithme,\"headded,withalaugh,\"because,hesaid,he’dknockedoffwork’alleesame,Mellicanman!’Lookhere,Slinn,\"hesaid,withasuddendecisiveness,\"mypay—rollofthemenaroundheredon’trunshortofahundredandfiftydollarsaday,andyetIcouldn’tgetahandtohelpmebringthistruckoverformyChristmasdinner。\" \"Ofcourse,\"saidSlinn,gloomily。 \"Ofcourse;soitoughterbe,\"returnedMulrady,shortly。\"Why,it’sonlytheironedayoutof364;andIcanhave363daysoff,asIamtheirboss。Idon’tmindaman’sbeingindependent,\"hecontinued,takingoffhiscoatandbeginningtounpackhissack——acommon\"gunnybag\"——usedforpotatoes。\"We’reindependentourselves,ain’twe,Slinn?\" Hisgoodspirits,whichhadbeenatfirstlaboredandaffected,hadbecomenatural。Slinn,lookingathisbrightenedeyeandfreshercolor,couldnothelpthinkinghewasmorelikehisownrealselfatthismomentthaninhiscounting—houseandoffices——withallhissimplicityasacapitalist。AlessabstractedandmoreobservantcriticthanSlinnwouldhaveseeninthispatientaptitudeforrealwork,andtherecognitionoftheforceofpettydetail,thedominanceoftheoldmarket—gardenerinhisformerhumble,aswellashislatermoreambitious,successes。 \"Heavenkeepusfrombeingdependentuponourchildren!\"saidSlinn,darkly。 \"Lettheyoungonesaloneto—night;wecangetalongwithoutthem,astheycanwithoutus,\"saidMulrady,withaslighttwingeashethoughtofhisreflectionsonthehillside。\"Butlookhere,there’ssomechampagneandthemsweetcordialsthatwomenlike; there’sjelliesandsuchlikestuff,aboutasgoodastheymake’em,Ireckon;andpreserves,andtongues,andspicedbeef——takeyourpick!Stop,let’sspreadthemout。\"Hedraggedthetabletothemiddleofthefloor,andpiledtheprovisionsuponit。Theycertainlywerenotdeficientinqualityorquantity。\"Now,Slinn,wadein。\" \"Idon’tfeelhungry,\"saidtheinvalid,whohadlapsedagainintoachairbeforethefire。 \"NomoredoI,\"saidMulrady;\"butIreckonit’stherightthingtodoaboutthistime。Somefolksthinktheycan’tbehappywithoutthey’regettingoutsideo’suthin’,andmydirectorsdownat’Friscocan’tdoanybusinesswithoutadinner。Takesomechampagne,tobeginwith。\" Heopenedabottle,andfilledtwotumblers。\"It’spasttwelveo’clock,oldman,sohere’samerryChristmastoyou,andbothofusezishere。Andhere’sanothertoourfamilies——ezisn’t。\" Theybothdranktheirwinestolidly。Therainbeatagainstthewindowssharply,butwithoutthehollowechoesofthehouseonthehill。\"ImustwritetotheoldwomanandMamie,andsaythatyouandmehadahigholdtimeonChristmasEve。\" \"Byourselves,\"addedtheinvalid。 Mr。Mulradycoughed。\"Nat’rally——byourselves。Andherprovisions,\"headded,withalaugh。\"We’rereallybeholdentoHER for’em。Ifshehadn’tthoughtofhavingthem——\" \"Forsomebodyelse,youwouldn’thavehadthem——wouldyou?\"saidSlinn,slowly,gazingatthefire。 \"No,\"saidMulrady,dubiously。Afterapausehebeganmorevivaciously,andasiftoshakeoffsomedisagreeablethoughtthatwasimpressinghim,\"ButImustn’tforgettogiveyouYOUR Christmas,oldman,andI’vegotitrightherewithme。\"Hetookthefoldedenvelopefromhispocket,and,holdingitinhishandwithhiselbowonthetable,continued,\"Idon’tmindtellingyouwhatideaIhadingivingyouwhatI’mgoin’togiveyounow。I’vebeenthinkingaboutitforadayortwo。Amanlikeyoudon’twantmoney——youwouldn’tspendit。Amanlikeyoudon’twantstocksorfancyinvestments,foryoucouldn’tlookafterthem。Amanlikeyoudon’twantdiamondsandjewellery,noragold—headedcane,whenit’sgottobeusedasacrutch。No,sir。Whatyouwantissuthin’thatwon’trunawayfromyou;thatisalwaystherebeforeyouandwon’twearout,andwilllastafteryou’regone。That’sland!Andifitwasn’tthatIhaveswornnevertosellorgiveawaythishouseandthatgarden,ifitwasn’tthatI’veheldoutagintheoldwomanandMamieonthatpoint,youshouldhaveTHIS houseandTHATgarden。But,mebbee,forthesamereasonthatI’vetoldyou,Iwantthatlandtokeepformyself。ButI’veselectedfouracresofthehillthissideofmyshaft,andhere’sthedeedofit。Assoonasyou’reready,I’llputyouupahouseasbigasthis——thatshallbeyours,withtheland,aslongasyoulive,oldman;andafterthatyourchildren’s。\" \"No;nottheirs!\"brokeintheoldman,passionately。\"Never!\" Mulradyrecoiledforaninstantinalarmatthesuddenandunexpectedvehemenceofhismanner,\"Goslow,oldman;goslow,\"hesaid,soothingly。\"Ofcourse,you’lldowithyourownasyoulike。\"Then,asifchangingthesubject,hewentoncheerfully: \"Perhapsyou’llwonderwhyIpickedoutthatspotonthehillside。 Well,first,becauseIreserveditaftermystrikeincasetheleadshouldrunthatway,butitdidn’t。Next,becausewhenyoufirstcamehereyouseemedtoliketheprospect。Youusedtosittherelookingatit,asifitremindedyouofsomething。Youneversaiditdid。Theysayyouwassittingonthatbouldertherewhenyouhadthatlastattack,youknow;but,\"headded,gently,\"you’veforgottenallaboutit。\" \"Ihaveforgottennothing,\"saidSlinn,rising,withachokingvoice。\"IwishtoGodIhad;IwishtoGodIcould!\" Hewasonhisfeetnow,supportinghimselfbythetable。Thesubtlegenerousliquorhehaddrunkhadevidentlyshakenhisself— control,andburstthosevoluntarybondshehadputuponhimselfforthelastsixmonths;theinsidiousstimulanthadalsoputastrangevigorintohisbloodandnerves。Hisfacewasflushed,butnotdistorted;hiseyeswerebrilliant,butnotfixed;helookedashemighthavelookedtoMastersinhisstrengththreeyearsbeforeonthatveryhillside。 \"Listentome,AlvinMulrady,\"hesaid,leaningoverhimwithburningeyes。\"Listen,whileIhavebraintothinkandstrengthtoutter,whyIhavelearnttodistrust,fear,andhatethem!Youthinkyouknowmystory。Well,hearthetruthfromMEto—night,AlvinMulrady,anddonotwonderifIhavecause。\" Hestopped,and,withpatheticinefficiency,passedthefingersandinward—turnedthumbofhisparalyzedhandacrosshismouth,asiftocalmhimself。\"ThreeyearsagoIwasaminer,butnotaminerlikeyou!Ihadexperience,Ihadscientificknowledge,Ihadatheory,andthepatienceandenergytocarryitout。Iselectedaspotthathadalltheindications,madeatunnel,and,withoutaid,counselorassistanceofanykind,workeditforsixmonths,withoutrestorcessation,andwithscarcelyfoodenoughtosustainmybody。Well,Imadeastrike;notlikeyou,Mulrady,notablunderofgoodluck,afool’sfortune——there,Idon’tblameyouforit——butinperfectdemonstrationofmytheory,therewardofmylabor。Itwasnopocket,butavein,alead,thatIhadregularlyhunteddownandfound——afortune! \"IneverknewhowhardIhadworkeduntilthatmorning;IneverknewwhatprivationsIhadundergoneuntilthatmomentofmysuccess,whenIfoundIcouldscarcelythinkormove!Istaggeredoutintotheopenair。Theonlyhumansoulnearmewasadisappointedprospector,amannamedMasters,whohadatunnelnotfaraway。Imanagedtoconcealfromhimmygoodfortuneandmyfeeblestate,forIwassuspiciousofhim——ofanyone;andashewasgoingawaythatdayIthoughtIcouldkeepmysecretuntilhewasgone。Iwasdizzyandconfused,butIrememberthatImanagedtowritealettertomywife,tellingherofmygoodfortune,andbegginghertocometome;andIrememberthatIsawMastersgo。I don’trememberanythingelse。Theypickedmeupontheroad,nearthatboulder,asyouknow。\" \"Iknow,\"saidMulrady,withaswiftrecollectionofthestage— driver’saccountofhisdiscovery。 \"Theysay,\"continuedSlinn,tremblingly,\"thatIneverrecoveredmysensesorconsciousnessfornearlythreeyears;theysayIlostmymemorycompletelyduringmyillness,andthatbyGod’smercy,whileIlayinthathospital,Iknewnomorethanababe;theysay,becauseIcouldnotspeakormove,andonlyhadmyfoodasnaturerequiredit,thatIwasanimbecile,andthatIneverreallycametomysensesuntilaftermysonfoundmeinthehospital。TheySAY that——butItellyouto—night,AlvinMulrady,\"hesaid,raisinghisvoicetoahoarseoutcry,\"Itellyouthatitisalie!IcametomysensesaweekafterIlayonthathospitalcot;IkeptmysensesandmemoryeverafterduringthethreeyearsthatIwasthere,untilHarrybroughthiscold,hypocriticalfacetomybedsideandrecognizedme。Doyouunderstand?I,thepossessorofmillions,laythereapauper。Desertedbywifeandchildren——aspectacleforthecurious,asportforthedoctors——ANDIKNEWIT!Iheardthemspeculateonthecauseofmyhelplessness。Iheardthemtalkofexcessesandindulgences——I,thatneverknewwineorwoman!I heardapreacherspeakofthefingerofGod,andpointtome。MayGodcursehim!\" \"Goslow,oldman;goslow,\"saidMulrady,gently。 \"Iheardthemspeakofmeasafriendlessman,anoutcast,acriminal——abeingwhomnoonewouldclaim。Theywereright;nooneclaimedme。Thefriendsofothersvisitedthem;relationscameandtookawaytheirkindred;afewluckyonesgotwell;afew,equallylucky,died!Ialonelivedon,uncaredfor,deserted。 \"Thefirstyear,\"hewentonmorerapidly,\"Iprayedfortheircoming。Ilookedforthemeveryday。Ineverlosthope。Isaidtomyself,’Shehasnotgotmyletter;butwhenthetimepassesshewillbealarmedbymysilence,andthenshewillcomeorsendsomeonetoseekme。’Ayoungstudentgotinterestedinmycase,and,bystudyingmyeyes,thoughtthatIwasnotentirelyimbecileandunconscious。Withtheaidofanalphabet,hegotmetospellmynameandtowninIllinois,andpromisedbysignstowritetomyfamily。ButinanevilmomentItoldhimofmycursedfortune,andinthatmomentIsawthathethoughtmeafoolandanidiot。Hewentaway,andIsawhimnomore。YetIstillhoped。Idreamedoftheirjoyatfindingme,andtherewardthatmywealthwouldgivethem。PerhapsIwasalittleweakstill,perhapsalittleflighty,too,attimes;butIwasquitehappythatyear,eveninmydisappointment,forIhadstillhope!\" Hepaused,andagaincomposedhisfacewithhisparalyzedhand;buthismannerhadbecomelessexcited,andhisvoicewasstronger。 \"Achangemusthavecomeovermethesecondyear,forIonlydreadedtheircomingnowandfindingmesoaltered。Ahorribleideathattheymight,likethestudent,believemecrazyifIspokeofmyfortunemademepraytoGodthattheymightnotreachmeuntilafterIhadregainedmyhealthandstrength——andfoundmyfortune。Whenthethirdyearfoundmestillthere——Inolongerprayedforthem——Icursedthem!Isworetomyselfthattheyshouldneverenjoymywealth;butIwantedtolive,andletthemknowI hadit。Ifoundmyselfgettingstronger;butasIhadnomoney,nofriends,andnowheretogo,Iconcealedmyrealconditionfromthedoctors,excepttogivethemmyname,andtotrytogetsomelittleworktodotoenablemetoleavethehospitalandseekmylosttreasure。OnedayIfoundoutbyaccidentthatithadbeendiscovered!Youunderstand——mytreasure!——thathadcostmeyearsoflaborandmyreason;hadleftmeahelpless,forgottenpauper。 ThatgoldIhadneverenjoyedhadbeenfoundandtakenpossessionofbyanother!\" HecheckedanexclamationfromMulradywithhishand。\"Theysaytheypickedmeupsenselessfromthefloor,whereImusthavefallenwhenIheardthenews——Idon’tremember——IrecallnothinguntilIwasconfronted,nearlythreeweeksafter,bymyson,whohadcalledatthehospital,asareporterforapaper,andhadaccidentallydiscoveredmethroughmynameandappearance。Hethoughtmecrazy,orafool。Ididn’tundeceivehim。Ididnottellhimthestoryoftheminetoexcitehisdoubtsandderision,or,worse(ifIcouldbringprooftoclaimit),haveitperhapspassintohisungratefulhands。No;Isaidnothing。Ilethimbringmehere。Hecoulddonoless,andcommondecencyobligedhimtodothat。\" \"Andwhatproofcouldyoushowofyourclaim?\"askedMulrady,gravely。 \"IfIhadthatletter——ifIcouldfindMasters,\"beganSlinn,vaguely。 \"Haveyouanyideawheretheletteris,orwhathasbecomeofMasters?\"continuedMulrady,withamatter—of—factgravity,thatseemedtoincreaseSlinn’svaguenessandexcitehisirritability。 \"Idon’tknow——Isometimesthink——\"Hestopped,satdownagain,andpassedhishandsacrosshisforehead。\"Ihaveseenthelettersomewheresince。Yes,\"hewenton,withsuddenvehemence,\"Iknowit,Ihaveseenit!I——\"Hisbrowsknitted,hisfeaturesbegantoworkconvulsively;hesuddenlybroughthisparalyzedhanddown,partlyopened,uponthetable。\"IWILLrememberwhere。\" \"Goslow,oldman;goslow。\" \"Youaskedmeonceaboutmyvisions。Well,thatisoneofthem。I rememberamansomewhereshowingmethatletter。Ihavetakenitfromhishandsandopenedit,andknewitwasminebythespecimensofgoldthatwereinit。Butwhere——orwhen——orwhatbecameofit,Icannottell。Itwillcometome——itMUSTcometomesoon。\" HeturnedhiseyesuponMulrady,whowasregardinghimwithanexpressionofgravecuriosity,andsaidbitterly,\"Youthinkmecrazy。Iknowit。Itneededonlythis。\" \"Whereisthismine,\"askedMulrady,withoutheedinghim。 Theoldman’seyesswiftlysoughttheground。 \"Itisasecret,then?\" \"No。\" \"Youhavespokenofittoanyone?\" \"No。\" \"Nottothemanwhopossessesit?\" \"No。\" \"Why?\" \"BecauseIwouldn’ttakeitfromhim。\" \"Whywouldn’tyou?\" \"Becausethatmanisyourself!\" Intheinstantofcompletesilencethatfollowedtheycouldhearthatthemonotonouspatterofrainontheroofhadceased。 \"ThenallthiswasinMYshaft,andtheveinIthoughtIstrucktherewasYOURlead,foundthreeyearsagoinYOURtunnel。Isthatyouridea?\" \"Yes。\" \"ThenIdon’tsabewhyyoudon’twanttoclaimit。\" \"IhavetoldyouwhyIdon’twantitformychildren。Igofurther,now,andItellyou,AlvinMulrady,thatIwaswillingthatyourchildrenshouldsquanderit,astheyweredoing。Ithasonlybeenacursetome;itcouldonlybeacursetothem;butI thoughtyouwerehappyinseeingitfeedselfishnessandvanity。 Youthinkmebitterandhard。Well,Ishouldhaveleftyouinyourfool’sparadise,butthatIsawto—night,whenyoucamehere,thatyoureyeshadbeenopenedlikemine。You,thepossessorofmywealth,mytreasure,couldnotbuyyourchildren’slovingcareandcompanywithyourmillions,anymorethanIcouldkeepmineinmypoverty。Youwereto—nightlonelyandforsaken,asIwas。Wewereequal,forthefirsttimeinourlives。Ifthatcursedgoldhaddroppeddowntheshaftbetweenusintothehellfromwhichitsprang,wemighthaveclaspedhandslikebrothersacrossthechasm。\" Mulrady,whoinafriendlyshowofbeingathiseasehadnotyetresumedhiscoat,roseinhisshirt—sleeves,and,standingbeforethehearth,straightenedhissquarefigurebydrawingdownhiswaistcoatoneachsidewithtwopowerfulthumbs。Afteramoment’scontemplativesurveyofthefloorbetweenhimandthespeaker,heraisedhiseyestoSlinn。Theyweresmallandcolorless;theforeheadabovethemwaslow,andcrownedwithashockoftawnyreddishhair;eventherudestrengthofhislowerfeatureswasenfeebledbyalong,straggling,goat—likebeard;butforthefirsttimeinhislifethewholefacewasimpressedandtransformedwithastrongandsimpledignity。 \"EzfarezIkinsee,Slinn,\"hesaid,gravely,\"thepintbetweenyouandmeain’ttobesettledbyourchildren,orwotweallowisdooandrightfromthemtous。Aforewepreachatthemforplayingintheslumgullion,andgettin’themselvessplashed,perhapswemoutezwellrememberthatthattharslumgullioncomesfromourownsluice—boxes,wherewewashourgold。Sowe’lljustputTHEM behindus,so,\"hecontinued,withabackwardsweepofhispowerfulhandtowardsthechimney,\"andgoeson。Thenextthingthatcropsupaheadofusisyourthreeyearsinthehospital,andwotyouwentthroughatthattime。Iain’tsayin’itwasn’troughonyou,andthatyoudidn’thaveitaboutasbigasit’smade;butezyou’llallowthatyou’dhevhadthatforthreeyears,whetherI’dfoundyourmineorwhetherIhadn’t,IthinkwecanputTHATbehindus,too。There’snothin’nowlefttoprospectbutyourstoryofyourstrike。Well,takeyourownproofs。Mastersisnothere;andifhewas,accordin’toyourownstory,heknowsnothin’ofyourstrikethatday,andcouldonlyproveyouwereadisappointedprospectorinatunnel;yourletter——thatthepersonyouwrotetonevergot——YOUcan’tproduce;andifyoudid,wouldbeonlyyourownstorywithoutproof!Thereisnotabusinessmanezwouldlookatyourclaim;thereisn’tafriendofyoursthatwouldn’tbelieveyouwerecrazy,anddreameditall;thereisn’tarivalofyoursezwouldn’tsayezyou’dinventedit。Slinn,I’mabusinessman——Iamyourfriend——Iamyourrival——butIdon’tthinkyou’relyin’——I don’tthinkyou’recrazy——andI’mnotsureyourclaimain’tagoodone! \"EfyoureckonfromthatthatI’mgoin’tohandyouoverthemineto—morrow,\"hewenton,afterapause,raisinghishandwithadeprecatinggesture,\"you’remistaken。Foryourownsake,andthesakeofmywifeandchildren,you’vegottoproveitmoreclearlythanyouhev;butIpromiseyouthatfromthisnightforwardIwillspareneithertimenormoneytohelpyoutodoit。Ihavemorethandoubledtheamountthatyouwouldhavehad,hadyoutakentheminethedayyoucamefromthehospital。Whenyouprovetomethatyourstoryistrue——andwewillfindsomewaytoproveit,ifitIS true——thatamountwillbeyoursatonce,withouttheneedofawordfromlaworlawyers。Ifyouwantmynametothatinblackandwhite,cometotheofficeto—morrow,andyoushallhaveit。\" \"AndyouthinkI’lltakeitnow?\"saidtheoldmanpassionately。 \"Doyouthinkthatyourcharitywillbringbackmydeadwife,thethreeyearsofmylostlife,theloveandrespectofmychildren? Ordoyouthinkthatyourownwifeandchildren,whodesertedyouinyourwealth,willcomebacktoyouinyourpoverty?No!Lettheminestay,withitscurse,whereitis——I’llhavenoneofit!\" \"Goslow,oldman;goslow,\"saidMulrady,quietly,puttingonhiscoat。\"Youwilltakethemineifitisyours;ifitisn’t,I’llkeepit。Ifitisyours,youwillgiveyourchildrenachancetoshowhattheycandoforyouinyoursuddenprosperity,asIshallgivemineachancetoshowhowtheycanstandreverseanddisappointment。Ifmyheadislevel——andIreckonitis——they’llbothpanoutallright。\" Heturnedandopenedthedoor。Withaquickrevulsionoffeeling,SlinnsuddenlyseizedMulrady’shandbetweenbothofhisown,andraisedittohislips。Mulradysmiled,disengagedhishandgently,andsayingsoothingly,\"Goslow,oldman;goslow,\"closedthedoorbehindhim,andpassedoutintotheclearChristmasdawn。 Forthestars,withtheexceptionofonethatseemedtosparklebrightlyovertheshaftofhisformerfortunes,wereslowlypaling。 Aburdenseemedtohavefallenfromhissquareshouldersashesteppedoutsturdilyintothemorningair。Hehadalreadyforgottenthelonelymanbehindhim,forhewasthinkingonlyofhiswifeanddaughter。Andatthesamemomenttheywerethinkingofhim;andintheirelaboratevillaoverlookingtheblueMediterraneanatCanneswerediscussing,intheeventofMamie’smarriagewithPrinceRossoeNegro,thepossibilityofMr。 Mulrady’spayingtwohundredandfiftythousanddollars,thegamblingdebtsofthatunfortunatebutdeeplyconscientiousnobleman。 CHAPTERVI WhenAlvinMulradyreenteredhisownhouse,henolongernoticeditsloneliness。Whethertheeventsofthelastfewhourshaddrivenitfromhismind,orwhetherhislatereflectionshadrepeopleditwithhisfamilyunderpleasanterauspices,itwouldbedifficulttodetermine。Destituteashewasofimagination,andmatter—of—factinhisjudgments,herealizedhisnewsituationascalmlyashewouldhaveconsideredanybusinessproposition。Whilehewasdecidedtoactuponhismoralconvictionspurely,hewaspreparedtosubmitthefactsofSlinn’sclaimtotheusualpatientandlaboriousinvestigationofhispracticalmind。ItwastheleasthecoulddotojustifythereadyandalmostsuperstitiousassenthehadgiventoSlinn’sstory。 Whenhehadmadeafewmemorandaathisdeskbythegrowinglight,heagaintookthekeyoftheattic,andascendedtotheloftthatheldthetangiblememoriesofhispastlife。Ifhewasstillundertheinfluenceofhisreflections,itwaswithverydifferentsensationsthathenowregardedthem。Wasitpossiblethattheseashesmightbewarmedagain,andthesescatteredembersrekindled? HispracticalsensesaidNo!whateverhiswishmighthavebeen。A suddenchillcameoverhim;hebegantorealizetheterriblechangethatwasprobable,morebytheimpossibilityofhisacceptingtheoldorderofthingsthanbyhisvoluntarilyabandoningthenew。 Hiswifeandchildrenwouldneversubmit。Theywouldgoawayfromthisplace,faraway,wherenoreminiscenceofeitherformerwealthorformerpovertycouldobtrudeitselfuponthem。Mamie——hisMamie——shouldnevergobacktothecabin,sincedesecratedbySlinn’sdaughters,andtaketheirplaces。No!Whyshouldshe?—— becauseofthehalf—sick,half—crazydreamsofanoldvindictiveman? Hestoppedsuddenly。Inmoodilyturningoveraheapofminingclothing,blankets,andindia—rubberboots,hehadcomeuponanoldpickaxe——theonehehadfoundintheshaft;theonehehadcarefullypreservedforayear,andthenforgotten!Whyhadhenotremembereditbefore?Hewasfrightened,notonlyatthissuddenresurrectionoftheproofhewasseeking,butathisownfatefulforgetfulness。WhyhadheneverthoughtofthiswhenSlinnwasspeaking?Asenseofshame,asifhehadvoluntarilywithhelditfromthewrongedman,sweptoverhim。Hewasturningaway,whenhewasagainstartled。 Thistimeitwasbyavoicefrombelow——avoicecallinghim—— Slinn’svoice。Howhadthecrippledmangotheresosoon,andwhatdidhewant?Hehurriedlylaidasidethepick,which,inhisfirstimpulse,hehadtakentothedooroftheloftwithhim,anddescendedthestairs。Theoldmanwasstandingatthedoorofhisofficeawaitinghim。 AsMulradyapproached,hetrembledviolently,andclungtothedoorpostforsupport。 \"Ihadtocomeover,Mulrady,\"hesaid,inachokedvoice;\"Icouldstandittherenolonger。I’vecometobegyoutoforgetallthatIhavesaid;todriveallthoughtofwhatpassedbetweenuslastnightoutofyourheadandmineforever!I’vecometoaskyoutoswearwithmethatneitherofuswilleverspeakofthisagainforever。ItisnotworththehappinessIhavehadinyourfriendshipforthelasthalf—year;itisnotworththeagonyIhavesufferedinitslossinthelasthalf—hour。\" Mulradygraspedhisoutstretchedhand。\"P’raps,\"hesaid,gravely,\"theremayn’tbeanyuseforanotherword,ifyoucanansweronenow。Comewithme。Nomatter,\"headded,asSlinnmovedwithdifficulty;\"Iwillhelpyou。\" Hehalfsupported,halfliftedtheparalyzedmanupthethreeflightsofstairs,andopenedthedooroftheloft。Thepickwasleaningagainstthewall,wherehehadleftit。\"Lookaround,andseeifyourecognizeanything。\" Theoldman’seyesfellupontheimplementinahalf—frightenedway,andthenliftedthemselvesinterrogativelytoMulrady’sface。 \"Doyouknowthatpick?\" Slinnraiseditinhistremblinghands。\"IthinkIdo;andyet——\" \"Slinn!isityours?\" \"No,\"hesaidhurriedly。 \"Thenwhatmakesyouthinkyouknowit?\" \"IthasashorthandlelikeoneI’veseen。\" \"Andisisn’tyours?\" \"No。Thehandleofminewasbrokenandspliced。Iwastoopoortobuyanewone。\" \"ThenyousaythatthispickwhichIfoundinmyshaftisnotyours?\" \"Yes。\" \"Slinn!\" Theoldmanpassedhishandacrosshisforehead,lookedatMulrady,anddroppedhiseyes。\"Itisnotmine,\"hesaidsimply。 \"Thatwilldo,\"saidMulrady,gravely。 \"Andyouwillnotspeakofthisagain?\"saidtheoldman,timidly。 \"Ipromiseyou——notuntilIhavesomemoreevidence。\" Hekepthisword,butnotbeforehehadextortedfromSlinnasfulladescriptionofMastersashisimperfectmemoryandstillmoreimperfectknowledgeofhisformerneighborcouldfurnish。Heplacedthis,withalargesumofmoneyandthepromiseofastilllargerreward,inthehandsofatrustworthyagent。WhenthiswasdoneheresumedhisoldrelationswithSlinn,withtheexceptionthatthedomesticlettersofMrs。MulradyandMamiewerenolongerasubjectofcomment,andtheirbillsnolongerpassedthroughhisprivatesecretary’shands。 Threemonthspassed;therainyseasonhadceased,thehillsidesaroundMulrady’sshaftwerebridal—likewithflowers;indeed,therewererumorsofanapproachingfashionablemarriageintheair,andvaguehintsinthe\"Record\"thatthepresenceofadistinguishedcapitalistmightsoonberequiredabroad。Thefaceofthatdistinguishedmandidnot,however,reflectthegayetyofnaturenortheanticipationofhappiness;onthecontrary,forthepastfewweeks,hehadappeareddisturbedandanxious,andthatrudetranquillitywhichhadcharacterizedhimwaswanting。Peopleshooktheirheads;afewsuggestedspeculations;allagreedonextravagance。 Onemorning,afterofficehours,Slinn,whohadbeenwatchingthecarewornfaceofhisemployer,suddenlyroseandlimpedtohisside。 \"Wepromisedeachother,\"hesaid,inavoicetremblingwithemotion;\"nevertoalludetoourtalkofChristmasEveagainunlesswehadotherproofsofwhatItoldyouthen。Wehavenone;Idon’tbelievewe’lleverhaveanymore。Idon’tcareifweeverdo,andIbreakthatpromisenowbecauseIcannotbeartoseeyouunhappyandknowthatthisisthecause。\" Mulradymadeamotionofdeprecation,buttheoldmancontinued—— \"Youareunhappy,AlvinMulrady。Youareunhappybecauseyouwanttogiveyourdaughteradowryoftwohundredandfiftythousanddollars,andyouwillnotusethefortunethatyouthinkmaybemine。\" \"Who’sbeentalkingaboutadowry?\"askedMulrady,withanangryflush。 \"DonCaesarAlvaradotoldmydaughter。\" \"Thenthatiswhyhehasthrownoffonmesincehereturned,\"saidMulrady,withsuddensmallmalevolence,\"justthathemightunloadhisgossipbecauseMamiewouldn’thavehim。Theoldwomanwasrightinwarnin’meaginhim。\" Theoutburstwassounlikehim,andsodwarfedhislargethoughcommonnaturewithitslittleness,thatitwaseasytodetectitsfeminineorigin,althoughitfilledSlinnwithvaguealarm。 \"Nevermindhim,\"saidtheoldman,hastily;\"whatIwantedtosaynowisthatIabandoneverythingtoyouandyours。Therearenoproofs;thereneverwillbeanymorethanwhatweknow,thanwhatwehavetestedandfoundwanting。Isweartoyouthat,excepttoshowyouthatIhavenotliedandamnotcrazy,Iwoulddestroythemontheirwaytoyourhands。Keepthemoney,andspenditasyouwill。Makeyourdaughterhappy,and,throughher,yourself。 Youhavemademehappythroughyourliberality;don’tmakemesufferthroughyourprivation。\" \"Itellyouwhat,oldman,\"saidMulrady,risingtohisfeet,withanawkwardminglingoffranknessandshameinhismannerandaccent,\"IshouldliketopaythatmoneyforMamie,andletherbeaprincess,ifitwouldmakeherhappy。IshouldliketoshutthelanternjawsofthatDonCaesar,who’dbetoogladifanythinghappenedtobreakoffMamie’smatch。ButIshouldn’ttouchthatcapital——unlessyou’dlendittome。Ifyou’lltakeanotefromme,payableifthepropertyeverbecomesyours,I’dthankyou。A mortgageontheoldhouseandgarden,andthelandsIboughtofDonCaesar,outsidethemine,willscreenyou。\" \"Ifthatpleasesyou,\"saidtheoldman,withasmile,\"haveyourway;andifItearupthenote,itdoesnotconcernyou。\" ItdidpleasethedistinguishedcapitalistofRough—and—Ready;forthenextfewdayshisfaceworeabrightenedexpression,andheseemedtohaverecoveredhisoldtranquillity。Therewas,infact,aslighttouchofconsequenceinhismanner,thefirstostentationhehadeverindulgedin,whenhewasinformedonemorningathisprivateofficethatDonCaesarAlvaradowasinthecounting—house,desiringafewmoments’conference。\"Tellhimtocomein,\"saidMulrady,shortly。ThedooropeneduponDonCaesar——erect,sallow,andgrave。MulradyhadnotseenhimsincehisreturnfromEurope,andevenhisinexperiencedeyeswerestruckwiththeundeniableeaseandgracewithwhichtheyoungSpanish—Americanhadassimilatedthestyleandfashionofanoldercivilization。Itseemedratherasifhehadreturnedtoafamiliarconditionthanadoptedanewone。 \"Takeacheer,\"saidMulrady。 TheyoungmanlookedatSlinnwithquietlypersistentsignificance。 \"Youcantalkallthesame,\"saidMulrady,acceptingthesignificance。\"He’smyprivatesecretary。\" \"Itseemsthatforthatreasonwemightchooseanothermomentforourconversation,\"returnedDonCaesar,haughtily。\"DoI understandyoucannotseemenow?\" Mulradyhesitated,hehadalwaysreveredandrecognizedacertainsocialsuperiorityinDonRamonAlvarado;somehowhisson——ayoungmanofhalfhisage,andonceapossibleson—in—law——appearedtoclaimthatrecognitionalso。Herose,withoutaword,andprecededDonCaesarup—stairsintothedrawing—room。ThealienportraitonthewallseemedtoevidentlytakesideswithDonCaesar,asagainstthecommonintruder,Mulrady。 \"IhopedtheSenoraMulradymighthavesavedmethisinterview,\" saidtheyoungman,stiffly;\"oratleasthavegivenyousomeintimationofthereasonwhyIseekit。AsyoujustnowproposedmytalkingtoyouinthepresenceoftheunfortunateSenorEsslinnhimself,itappearsshehasnot。\" \"Idon’tknowwhatyou’redrivingat,orwhatMrs。Mulrady’sgottodowithSlinnoryou,\"saidMulrady,inangryuneasiness。 \"DoIunderstand,\"saidDonCaesar,sternly,\"thatSenoraMulradyhasnottoldyouthatIentrustedtoheranimportantletter,belongingtoSenorEsslinn,whichIhadthehonortodiscoverinthewoodsixmonthsago,andwhichshesaidshewouldrefertoyou?\" \"Letter?\"echoedMulrady,slowly;\"mywifehadaletterofSlinn’s?\" DonCaesarregardedthemillionaireattentively。\"ItisasI feared,\"hesaid,gravely。\"Youdonotknoworyouwouldnothaveremainedsilent。\"HethenbrieflyrecountedthestoryofhisfindingSlinn’sletter,hisexhibitionofittotheinvalid,itsdisastrouseffectuponhim,andhisinnocentdiscoveryofthecontents。\"Ibelievedmyselfatthattimeontheeveofbeingalliedwithyourfamily,SenorMulrady,\"hesaid,haughtily;\"andwhenIfoundmyselfinthepossessionofasecretwhichaffecteditsintegrityandgoodname,Ididnotchoosetoleaveitinthehelplesshandsofitsimbecileowner,orhissillierchildren,butproposedtotrustittothecareoftheSenora,thatsheandyoumightdealwithitasbecameyourhonorandmine。IfollowedhertoParis,andgavehertheletterthere。Sheaffectedtolaughatanypretensionofthewriter,oranyclaimhemighthaveonyourbounty;butshekepttheletter,and,Ifear,destroyedit。Youwillunderstand,SenorMulrady,thatwhenIfoundthatmyattentionswerenolongeragreeabletoyourdaughter,Ihadnolongertherighttospeaktoyouonthesubject,norcouldI,withoutmisapprehension,forcehertoreturnit。Ishouldhavestillkeptthesecrettomyself,ifIhadnotsincemyreturnheremadetheneareracquaintanceofSenorEsslinn’sdaughters。I cannotpresentmyselfathishouse,asasuitorforthehandoftheSenoritaVashti,untilIhaveaskedhisabsolutionformycomplicityinthewrongthathasbeendonetohim。Icannot,asacaballero,dothatwithoutyourpermission。ItisforthatpurposeIamhere。\" ItneededonlythislastblowtocompletethehumiliationthatwhitenedMulrady’sface。ButhiseyewasnonethelessclearandhisvoicenonethelesssteadyasheturnedtoDonCaesar。 \"Youknowperfectlythecontentsofthatletter?\" \"Ihavekeptacopyofit。\" \"Comewithme。\" Heprecededhisvisitordownthestaircaseandbackintohisprivateoffice。Slinnlookedupathisemployer’sfaceinunrestrainedanxiety。Mulradysatdownathisdesk,wroteafewhurriedlines,andrangabell。Amanagerappearedfromthecounting—room。 \"Sendthattothebank。\" Hewipedhispenasmethodicallyasifhehadnotatthatmomentcountermandedtheordertopayhisdaughter’sdowry,andturnedquietlytoSlinn。 \"DonCaesarAlvaradohasfoundtheletteryouwroteyourwifeonthedayyoumadeyourstrikeinthetunnelthatisnowmyshaft。 HegavethelettertoMrs。Mulrady;buthehaskeptacopy。\" UnheedingthefrightenedgestureofentreatyfromSlinn,equallywiththeunfeignedastonishmentofDonCaesar,whowasentirelyunpreparedforthisrevelationofMulrady’sandSlinn’sconfidences,hecontinued,\"Hehasbroughtthecopywithhim。I reckonitwouldbeonlysquareforyoutocompareitwithwhatyourememberoftheoriginal。\" InobediencetoagesturefromMulrady,DonCaesarmechanicallytookfromhispocketafoldedpaper,andhandedittotheparalytic。ButSlinn’stremblingfingerscouldscarcelyunfoldthepaper;andashiseyesfelluponitscontents,hisconvulsivelipscouldnotarticulateaword。 \"P’rapsI’dbetterreaditforyou,\"saidMulrady,gently。\"YoukinfollowmeandstopmewhenIgowrong。\" Hetookthepaper,and,indeadsilence,readasfollows:—— \"DEARWIFE,——I’vejuststruckgoldinmytunnel,andyoumustgetreadytocomeherewiththechildren,atonce。Itwasaftersixmonths’hardwork;andI’msoweakI……It’safortuneforusall。Weshouldberichevenifitwereonlyabranchveindippingwesttowardsthenexttunnel,insteadofdippingeast,accordingtomytheory——\" \"Stop!\"saidSlinn,inavoicethatshooktheroom。 Mulradylookedup。 \"It’swrong,ain’tit?\"heasked,anxiously;\"itshouldbeEAST towardsthenexttunnel。\" \"No!IT’SRIGHT!Iamwrong!We’reallwrong!\" Slinnhadrisentohisfeet,erectandinspired。\"Don’tyousee,\" healmostscreamed,withpassionatevehemence,\"it’sMASTERS’ ABANDONEDTUNNELyourshafthasstruck?Notmine!ItwasMasters’ pickyoufound!Iknowitnow!\" \"Andyourowntunnel?\"saidMulrady,springingtohisfeetinexcitement。\"AndYOURstrike?\" \"Isstillthere!\" Thenextinstant,andbeforeanotherquestioncouldbeasked,Slinnhaddartedfromtheroom。Intheexaltationofthatsupremediscoveryheregainedthefullcontrolofhismindandbody。 MulradyandDonCaesar,nolessexcited,followedhimprecipitately,andwithdifficultykeptupwithhisfeverishspeed。TheirwaylayalongthebaseofthehillbelowMulrady’sshaft,andonalinewithMasters’abandonedtunnel。OnlyoncehestoppedtosnatchapickfromthehandofanastonishedChinamanatworkinaditch,ashestillkeptonhisway,aquarterofamilebeyondtheshaft。Herehestoppedbeforeajaggedholeinthehillside。Baredtotheskyandair,theveryopennessofitsabandonment,itsunpropitiousposition,anddistancefromthestrikeinMulrady’sshafthadnodoubtpreserveditsintegrityfromwayfarerorprospector。 \"Youcan’tgointherealone,andwithoutalight,\"saidMulrady,layinghishandonthearmoftheexcitedman。\"Letmegetmorehelpandpropertools。\" \"Iknoweverystepinthedarkasinthedaylight,\"returnedSlinn,struggling。\"Letmego,whileIhaveyetstrengthandreason! Standaside!\" Hebrokefromthem,andthenextmomentwasswallowedupintheyawningblackness。Theywaitedwithbatedbreathuntil,afteraseemingeternityofnightandsilence,theyheardhisreturningfootsteps,andranforwardtomeethim。Ashewascarryingsomethingclaspedtohisbreast,theysupportedhimtotheopening。 Butatthesamemomenttheobjectofhissearchandhisburden,amisshapenwedgeofgoldandquartz,droppedwithhim,andbothfelltogetherwithequalimmobilitytotheground。HehadstillstrengthtoturnhisfadingeyestotheothermillionaireofRough— and—Ready,wholeanedoverhim。 \"You——see,\"hegasped,brokenly,\"Iwasnot——crazy!\" No。Hewasdead!