第48章

类别:其他 作者:Hiram Corson字数:6170更新时间:18/12/28 10:40:35
ThenI,aswasmeet,KneltdowntotheGodofmyfathers,androseonmyfeet,Andrano’erthesandburnttopowder。Thetentwasunlooped; Ipulledupthespearthatobstructed,andunderIstooped; Handsandkneesontheslipperygrass-patch,allwitheredandgone,Thatextendstothesecondenclosure,Igropedmywayon[20] TillIfeltwherethefoldskirtsflyopen。ThenoncemoreIprayed,Andopenedthefoldskirtsandentered,andwasnotafraidButspoke,”HereisDavid,thyservant!”Andnovoicereplied。 AtthefirstIsawnaughtbuttheblackness;butsoonIdescriedAsomethingmoreblackthantheblackness——thevast,theuprightMainpropwhichsustainsthepavilion:andslowintosightGrewafigureagainstit,giganticandblackestofall。 Thenasunbeam,thatburstthroughthetent-roof,showedSaul。 4。 Hestoodaserectasthattent-prop,botharmsstretchedoutwideOnthegreatcross-supportinthecentre,thatgoestoeachside;[30] Herelaxednotamuscle,buthungthereas,caughtinhispangsAndwaitinghischange,thekingserpentallheavilyhangs,Farawayfromhiskind,inthepine,tilldeliverancecomeWiththespring-time,——soagonizedSaul,drearandstark,blindanddumb。 5。 ThenItunedmyharp,——tookoffthelilieswetwinerounditschordsLesttheysnap’neaththestressofthenoontide——thosesunbeamslikeswords! AndIfirstplayedthetunealloursheepknow,as,oneafterone,Sodociletheycometothepen-doortillfoldingbedone。 Theyarewhite,anduntornbythebushes,forlo,theyhavefedWherethelonggrassesstiflethewaterwithinthestream’sbed;[40] Andnowoneafteroneseeksitslodging,asstarfollowsstarIntoeveandthebluefaraboveus,——soblueandsofar! 6—— Thenthetune,forwhichquailsonthecornlandwilleachleavehismateToflyaftertheplayer;then,whatmakesthecricketselateTillforboldnesstheyfightoneanother:andthen,whathasweightTosetthequickjerboaa-musingoutsidehissandhouse—— Therearenonesuchasheforawonder,halfbirdandhalfmouse! Godmadeallthecreaturesandgavethemourloveandourfear,Togivesign,weandtheyarehischildren,onefamilyhere。 7。 ThenIplayedthehelp-tuneofourreapers,theirwine-song,whenhand[50] Graspsathand,eyelightseyeingoodfriendship,andgreatheartsexpandAndgrowoneinthesenseofthisworld’slife——Andthen,thelastsongWhenthedeadmanispraisedonhisjourney——”Bear,bearhimalongWithhisfewfaultsshutuplikedeadflowerets!ArebalmseedsnothereToconsoleus?Thelandhasnoneleftsuchasheonthebier。 Oh,wouldwemightkeepthee,mybrother!”——Andthen,thegladchantOfthemarriage,——firstgotheyoungmaidens,next,shewhomwevauntAsthebeauty,theprideofourdwelling——Andthen,thegreatmarchWhereinmanrunstomantoassisthimandbuttressanarchNaughtcanbreak;whoshallharmthem,ourfriends?——Then,thechorusintoned[60] AstheLevitesgouptothealtaringloryenthroned。 ButIstoppedhere:forhereinthedarknessSaulgroaned。 8。 AndIpaused,heldmybreathinsuchsilence,andlistenedapart; Andthetentshook,formightySaulshuddered:andsparkles’gandartFromthejewelsthatwokeinhisturbanatoncewithastartAllitslordlymale-sapphires,andrubiescourageousatheart。 Sothehead:butthebodystillmovednot,stillhungthereerect。 AndIbentonceagaintomyplaying,pursueditunchecked,AsIsang,—— 9。”Oh,ourmanhood’sprimevigor!Nospiritfeelswaste,Notamuscleisstoppedinitsplayingnorsinewunbraced。[70] Oh,thewildjoysofliving!theleapingfromrockuptorock,Thestrongrendingofboughsfromthefir-tree,thecoolsilvershockOftheplungeinapool’slivingwater,thehuntofthebear,Andthesultrinessshowingthelioniscouchedinhislair。 Andthemeal,therichdatesyellowedoverwithgolddustdivine,Andthelocust-fleshsteepedinthepitcher,thefulldraughtofwine,Andthesleepinthedriedriver-channelwherebulrushestellThatthewaterwaswonttogowarblingsosoftlyandwell。 Howgoodisman’slife,themereliving!howfittoemployAlltheheartandthesoulandthesensesforeverinjoy![80] Hastthoulovedthewhitelocksofthyfather,whoseswordthoudidstguardWhenhetrustedtheeforthwiththearmies,forgloriousreward? Didstthouseethethinhandsofthymother,heldupasmensungThelowsongofthenearlydeparted,andhearherfainttongueJoininginwhileitcouldtothewitness,`Letonemoreattest,Ihavelived,seenGod’shandthroughalifetime,andallwasforbest!’ Thentheysungthroughtheirtearsinstrongtriumph,notmuch,buttherest。 Andthybrothers,thehelpandthecontest,theworkingwhencegrewSuchresultas,fromseethinggrape-bundles,thespiritstrainedtrue: Andthefriendsofthyboyhood——thatboyhoodofwonderandhope,[90] Presentpromiseandwealthofthefuturebeyondtheeye’sscope,—— Tilllo,thouartgrowntoamonarch;apeopleisthine; Andallgifts,whichtheworldofferssingly,ononeheadcombine! Ononehead,allthebeautyandstrength,loveandrage(likethethroeThat,a-workintherock,helpsitslaborandletsthegoldgo) Highambitionanddeedswhichsurpassit,famecrowningthem,——allBroughttoblazeontheheadofonecreature——KingSaul!” 10。 Andlo,withthatleapofmyspirit,——heart,hand,harp,andvoice,EachliftingSaul’snameoutofsorrow,eachbiddingrejoiceSaul’sfameinthelightitwasmadefor——aswhen,dareIsay,[100] TheLord’sarmy,inraptureofservice,strainsthroughitsarray,Andupsoareththecherubim-chariot——”Saul!”criedI,andstopped,Andwaitedthethingthatshouldfollow。ThenSaul,whohungproppedBythetent’scross-supportinthecentre,wasstruckbyhisname。 HaveyeseenwhenSpring’sarrowysummonsgoesrighttotheaim,Andsomemountain,thelasttowithstandher,thatheld(healone,Whilethevalelaughedinfreedomandflowers)onabroadbustofstoneAyear’ssnowboundaboutforabreastplate,——leavesgraspofthesheet? Foldonfoldallatonceitcrowdsthunderouslydowntohisfeet,Andtherefrontsyou,stark,black,butaliveyet,yourmountainofold,[110] Withhisrents,thesuccessivebequeathingsofagesuntold—— Yea,eachharmgotinfightingyourbattles,eachfurrowandscarOfhisheadthrust’twixtyouandthetempest——allhail,theretheyare!—— Nowagaintobesoftenedwithverdure,againholdthenestOfthedove,temptthegoatanditsyoungtothegreenonhiscrestFortheirfoodintheardorsofsummer。OnelongshudderthrilledAllthetenttilltheveryairtingled,thensankandwasstilledAttheKing’sselfleftstandingbeforeme,releasedandaware。 Whatwasgone,whatremained?Alltotraverse’twixthopeanddespair。 Deathwaspast,lifenotcome:sohewaited。Awhilehisrighthand[120] Heldthebrow,helpedtheeyes,lefttoovacant,forthwithtoremandTotheirplacewhatnewobjectsshouldenter:’twasSaulasbefore。 Ilookedupanddaredgazeatthoseeyes,norwashurtanymoreThanbyslowpallidsunsetsinautumn,yewatchfromtheshore,Attheirsadlevelgazeo’ertheocean——asun’sslowdeclineOverhillswhich,resolvedinsternsilence,o’erlapandintwineBasewithbasetoknitstrengthmoreintensely:so,armfoldedarmO’erthechestwhoseslowheavingssubsided。 11。 Whatspellorwhatcharm(For,awhiletherewastroublewithinme),whatnextshouldIurgeTosustainhimwheresonghadrestoredhim?——Songfilledtotheverge[130] Hiscupwiththewineofthislife,pressingallthatityieldsOfmerefruitage,thestrengthandthebeauty:beyond,onwhatfields,GleanavintagemorepotentandperfecttobrightentheeyeAndbringbloodtothelip,andcommendthemthecuptheyputby? Hesaith,”Itisgood”;stillhedrinksnot:heletsmepraiselife,Givesassent,yetwoulddieforhisownpart。 12。 ThenfanciesgrewrifeWhichhadcomelongagoonthepasture,whenroundmethesheepFedinsilence——above,theoneeaglewheeledslowasinsleep; AndIlayinmyhollowandmusedontheworldthatmightlie’Neathhisken,thoughIsawbutthestrip’twixtthehillandthesky。[140] AndIlaughed——”Sincemydaysareordainedtobepassedwithmyflocks,Letmepeopleatleast,withmyfancies,theplainsandtherocks,DreamthelifeIamnevertomixwith,andimagetheshowOfmankindastheyliveinthosefashionsIhardlyshallknow! Schemesoflife,itsbestrulesandrightuses,thecouragethatgains,Andtheprudencethatkeepswhatmenstrivefor。”AndnowtheseoldtrainsOfvaguethoughtcameagain;Igrewsurer;so,oncemorethestringOfmyharpmaderesponsetomyspirit,asthus—— 13。”Yea,myKing,” Ibegan——”thoudostwellinrejectingmerecomfortsthatspringFromthemeremortallifeheldincommonbymanandbybrute:[150] Inourfleshgrowsthebranchofthislife,inoursoulitbearsfruit。 Thouhastmarkedtheslowriseofthetree,——howitsstemtrembledfirstTillitpassedthekid’slip,thestag’santler;thensafelyoutburstThefan-branchesallround;andthoumindestwhenthesetoo,inturnBrokea-bloomandthepalm-treeseemedperfect:yetmorewastolearn,E’enthegoodthatcomesinwiththepalm-fruit。Ourdatesshallweslight,Whentheirjuicebringsacureforallsorrow?orcarefortheplightOfthepalm’sselfwhoseslowgrowthproducedthem?Notso!stemandbranchShalldecay,norbeknownintheirplace,whilethepalm-wineshallstanchEverywoundofman’sspiritinwinter。Ipourtheesuchwine。[160] Leavethefleshtothefateitwasfitfor!thespiritbethine! Bythespirit,whenageshallo’ercomethee,thoustillshaltenjoyMoreindeed,thanatfirstwhen,inconscious,thelifeofaboy。 Crushthatlife,andbeholditswinerunning!EachdeedthouhastdoneDies,revives,goestoworkintheworld;untile’enasthesunLookingdownontheearth,thoughcloudsspoilhim,thoughtempestsefface,Canfindnothinghisowndeedproducednot,musteverywheretraceTheresultsofhispastsummer-prime,——so,eachrayofthywill,Everyflashofthypassionandprowess,longover,shallthrillThywholepeople,thecountless,withardor,tilltheytoogiveforth[170] Alikecheertotheirsons:whointurn,filltheSouthandtheNorthWiththeradiancethydeedwasthegermof。Carouseinthepast! Butthelicenseofagehasitslimit;thoudiestatlast。 Asthelionwhenagedimshiseyeball,theroseatherheight,Sowithman——sohispowerandhisbeautyforevertakeflight。 No!Againalongdraughtofmysoul-wine!Lookfortho’ertheyears! Thouhastdonenowwitheyesfortheactual;beginwiththeseer’s! IsSauldead?Inthedepthofthevalemakehistomb——bidariseAgraymountainofmarbleheapedfour-square,till,builttotheskies,LetitmarkwherethegreatFirstKingslumbers:whosefamewouldyeknow? Upaboveseetherock’snakedface,wheretherecordshallgo[181] Ingreatcharacterscutbythescribe,——SuchwasSaul,sohedid; Withthesagesdirectingthework,bythepopulacechid,—— Fornothalf,they’llaffirm,iscomprisedthere!Whichfaulttoamend,Inthegrovewithhiskindgrowsthecedar,whereontheyshallspend(See,intablets’tislevelbeforethem)theirpraise,andrecordWiththegoldofthegraver,Saul’sstory,——thestatesman’sgreatwordSidebysidewiththepoet’ssweetcomment。Theriver’sa-waveWithsmoothpaper-reedsgrazingeachotherwhenprophet-windsrave: Sothepengivesunborngenerationstheirdueandtheirpart[190] Inthybeing!Then,firstofthemighty,thankGodthatthouart!” 14。 AndbeholdwhileIsang……butOThouwhodidstgrantme,thatday,And,beforeit,notseldomhastgrantedthyhelptoessay,Carryonandcompleteanadventure,——myshieldandmyswordInthatactwheremysoulwasthyservant,thywordwasmyword,—— Stillbewithme,whothenatthesummitofhumanendeavorAndscalingthehighest,man’sthoughtcould,gazedhopelessaseverOnthenewstretchofheavenaboveme——till,mightytosave,Justoneliftofthyhandclearedthatdistance——God’sthronefromman’sgrave! Letmetelloutmytaletoitsending——myvoicetomyheart[200] WhichcanscarcedarebelieveinwhatmarvelslastnightItookpart,AsthismorningIgatherthefragments,alonewithmysheep! Andstillfearlesttheterriblegloryevanishlikesleep,ForIwakeinthegraydewycovert,whileHebronupheavesThedawnstrugglingwithnightonhisshoulder,andKidronretrievesSlowthedamageofyesterday’ssunshine。 15。 Isaythen,——mysongWhileIsangthus,assuringthemonarch,and,evermorestrong,Madeaprofferofgoodtoconsolehim——heslowlyresumedHisoldmotionsandhabitudeskingly。TherighthandreplumedHisblacklockstotheirwontedcomposure,adjustedtheswathes[210] Ofhisturban,andsee——thehugesweatthathiscountenancebathes,Hewipesoffwiththerobe;andhegirdsnowhisloinsasofyore,Andfeelsslowforthearmletsofprice,withtheclaspsetbefore。 HeisSaul,yerememberinglory,——ereerrorhadbentThebroadbrowfromthedailycommunion;andstill,thoughmuchspentBethelifeandthebearingthatfrontyou,thesame,Goddidchoose,Toreceivewhatamanmaywaste,desecrate,neverquitelose。 Sosankhealongbythetent-prop,till,stayedbythepileOfhisarmorandwar-cloakandgarments,heleanedthereawhile,Andsatoutmysinging,——onearmroundthetent-prop,toraise[220] Hisbenthead,andtheotherhungslack——tillItouchedonthepraiseIforesawfromallmeninalltime,tothemanpatientthere; Andthusended,theharpfallingforward。ThenfirstIwas’wareThathesat,asIsay,withmyheadjustabovehisvastkneesWhichwerethrustoutoneachsidearoundme,likeoak-rootswhichpleaseToencirclealambwhenitslumbers。IlookeduptoknowIfthebestIcoulddohadbroughtsolace:hespokenot,butslowLiftedupthehandslackathisside,tillhelaiditwithcareSoftandgrave,butinmildsettledwill,onmybrow:throughmyhairThelargefingerswerepushed,andhebentbackmyhead,withkindpower—— Allmyfaceback,intenttoperuseit,asmendoaflower。[231] Thusheldhemetherewithhisgreateyesthatscrutinizedmine—— Andoh,allmyhearthowitlovedhim!butwherewasthesign? Iyearned——”CouldIhelpthee,myfather,inventingabliss,Iwouldadd,tothatlifeofthepast,boththefutureandthis; Iwouldgivetheenewlifealtogether,asgood,ageshence,Asthismoment,——hadlovebutthewarrant,love’shearttodispense!”