第31章

类别:其他 作者:Hiram Corson字数:3495更新时间:18/12/28 10:40:35
Theforestshaddoneit;theretheystood; Wecaughtforamomentthepowersatplay: Theyhadmingledusso,foronceandgood,Theirworkwasdone——wemightgoorstay,Theyrelapsedtotheirancientmood。 49。 Howtheworldismadeforeachofus! HowallweperceiveandknowinitTendstosomemoment’sproductthus,Whenasouldeclaresitself——towit,Byitsfruit,thethingitdoes!—— St。49。”ThoseperiodsoflifewhichappearmostfullofmoralpurposetoMr。Tennyson,areperiodsofprotractedself-control,andthosemomentsstandeminentinlifeinwhichthespirithasstruggledvictoriouslyinthecauseofconscienceagainstimpulseanddesire。WithMr。Browningthemomentsaremostgloriousinwhichtheobscuretendencyofmanyyearshasbeenrevealedbythelightningofsuddenpassion,orinwhicharesolutionthatchangesthecurrentoflifehasbeentakeninrelianceuponthatinsightwhichvividemotionbestows;andthoseperiodsofourhistoryarechargedmostfullywithmoralpurpose,whichtaketheirdirectionfrommomentssuchasthese……Insuchamomentthesomewhatdullyouthof`TheInnAlbum’risesintothejusticiaryoftheHighest; insuchamomentPolyxenawithherrightwoman’s-manliness,discoverstoCharleshisregalduty,andinfusesintoherweakerhusband,herowncourageofheart[`KingVictorandKingCharles’];andrejoicingintheremembranceofamomentofhighdevotionwhichdeterminedtheissuesofalife,thespeakerof`BytheFireside’exclaims,—— `Howtheworldismadeforeachofus!’”etc——EdwardDowden。 50。 Behatethatfruit,orlovethatfruit,Itforwardsthegeneraldeedofman,AndeachoftheManyhelpstorecruitThelifeoftheracebyageneralplan; Eachlivinghisown,toboot。 51。 Iamnamedandknownbythatmoment’sfeat; Theretookmystationanddegree; Sogrewmyownsmalllifecomplete,Asnatureobtainedherbestofme—— Oneborntoloveyou,sweet! 52。 AndtowatchyousinkbythefiresidenowBackagain,asyoumutelysitMusingbyfire-light,thatgreatbrowAndthespirit-smallhandproppingit,Yonder,myheartknowshow! 53。 So,earthhasgainedbyonemanthemore,Andthegainofearthmustbeheaven’sgaintoo; Andthewholeiswellworththinkingo’erWhenautumncomes:whichImeantodoOneday,asIsaidbefore。 Prospice—— *`Prospice’(lookforward)isachallengetospiritualconflict,exultantwiththecertaintyofvictory,glowingwiththeprospectivejoyofreunionwithonewhomdeathhassentbefore——Mrs。Orr—— Feardeath?——tofeelthefoginmythroat,Themistinmyface,Whenthesnowsbegin,andtheblastsdenoteIamnearingtheplace,Thepowerofthenight,thepressofthestorm,Thepostofthefoe; Wherehestands,theArchFearinavisibleform,Yetthestrongmanmustgo: Forthejourneyisdoneandthesummitattained,Andthebarriersfall,[10] Thoughabattle’stofighteretheguerdonbegained,Therewardofitall。 Iwaseverafighter,so——onefightmore,Thebestandthelast! Iwouldhatethatdeathbandagedmyeyes,andforbore,Andbademecreeppast。 No!letmetastethewholeofit,farelikemypeersTheheroesofold,Bearthebrunt,inaminutepaygladlife’sarrearsOfpain,darkness,andcold。[20] Forsuddentheworstturnsthebesttothebrave,Theblackminute’satend,Andtheelements’rage,thefiend-voicesthatrave,Shalldwindle,shallblend,Shallchange,shallbecomefirstapeaceoutofpain,Thenalight,thenthybreast,Othousoulofmysoul!Ishallclasptheeagain,AndwithGodbetherest!—— 25。firstapeaceoutofpain:originalreading,”firstapeace,thenajoy”。 Amphibian。 1。 ThefancyIhadto-day,Fancywhichturnedafear! Iswamfaroutinthebay,Sincewaveslaughedwarmandclear。 2。 Ilayandlookedatthesun,Thenoon-sunlookedatme: Betweenustwo,nooneLivecreature,thatIcouldsee。 3。 Yes!TherecamefloatingbyMe,wholayfloatingtoo,Suchastrangebutterfly! Creatureasdearasnew: 4。 BecausethemembranedwingsSowonderful,sowide,Sosun-suffused,werethingsLikesoulandnaughtbeside。 5。 Ahandbreadthoverhead! Alloftheseamyown,Itownedtheskyinstead; Bothofuswerealone。 6。 Inevershalljoinitsflight,Fornaughtbuoysfleshinair。 Ifittouchthesea——goodnight! Deathsureandswiftwaitsthere。 7。 CantheinsectfeelthebetterForwatchingtheuncouthplayOflimbsthatslipthefetter,Pretendastheywerenotclay? 8。 UndoubtedlyIrejoiceThattheaircomportssowellWithacreaturewhichhadthechoiceOfthelandonce。Whocantell? 9。 WhatifacertainsoulWhichearlyslippeditssheath,AndhasforitshomethewholeOfheaven,thuslookbeneath,10。 Thuswatchonewho,intheworld,Bothlivesandlikeslife’sway,NorwishesthewingsunfurledThatsleepintheworm,theysay? 11。 ButsometimeswhentheweatherIsblue,andwarmwavestemptTofreeone’sselfoftether,Andtryalifeexempt12。 Fromworldlynoiseanddust,InthespherewhichoverbrimsWithpassionandthought,——why,justUnabletofly,oneswims! 13。 Bypassionandthoughtupborne,Onesmilestoone’sself——”TheyfareScarcebetter,theyneednotscornOursea,wholiveintheair!” 14。 EmancipatethroughpassionAndthought,withseaforsky,Wesubstitute,inafashion,Forheaven——poetry:—— St。14。for:insteadof。 15。 Whichsea,toallintent,Givesfleshsuchnoon-disportAsafinerelementAffordsthespirit-sort。 16。 Whatevertheyare,weseem: Imaginethethingtheyknow; Alldeedstheydo,wedream; Canheavenbeelsebutso? 17。 Andmeantime,yonderstreakMeetsthehorizon’sverge; Thatistheland,toseekIfwetireordreadthesurge:—— St。17。Wecanreturnfromtheseaofpassionandthought,thatis,poetry,oradeepspiritualstate,tothesolidlandagain,ofmaterialfact。 18。 Landthesolidandsafe—— Towelcomeagain(confess!) When,highanddry,wechafeThebody,anddonthedress—— St。18。Man,inhisearthlife,cannotalwaysbe”highcontemplative”,andindulgein”bravetranslunarythings”;hemustwelcomeagain,itmustbeconfessed,”landthesolidandsafe”。”Otherheightsinotherlives,Godwilling”(`OneWordMore’)。 19。 Doesshelook,pity,wonderAtonewhomimicsflight,Swims——heavenabove,seaunder,Yetalwaysearthinsight?—— St。19。doesshe:the”certainsoul”in9thSt。,”whichearlyslippeditssheath”。 JamesLee’sWife。 I。JamesLee’sWifespeaksattheWindow—— *Intheoriginaled。,1864,theheadingtothissectionwas`AttheWindow’;changedined。of1868—— 1。 Ah,Love,butaday,Andtheworldhaschanged! Thesun’saway,Andthebirdestranged; Thewindhasdropped,Andthesky’sderanged: Summerhasstopped—— St。1。Ah,Love,butaday:Rev。H。J。Bulkeley,inhispaperon`JamesLee’sWife’(`BrowningSoc。Papers’,iv。,p。457),explains,”Oneday’sabsencefromhimhascausedtheworldtochange。” It’sbettertounderstandthatsomethinghasoccurredtocausetheworldtochangeinasingleday;thatJamesLeehasmadesomenewrevelationofhimself,whichcausesthewife’shearttohavemisgivings,andwiththesemisgivingscomestheeagerdesireexpressedinSt。3,toshowherlove,whenhereturns,morestronglythanever。 2。 Lookinmyeyes! Wiltthouchangetoo? ShouldIfearsurprise? ShallIfindaughtnewIntheoldanddear,Inthegoodandtrue,Withthechangingyear? 3。 Thouartaman,ButIamthylove。 Forthelake,itsswan; Forthedell,itsdove; Andforthee——(oh,haste!) Me,tobendabove,Me,toholdembraced。 II。BytheFireside。 1。 Isallourfireofshipwreckwood,Oakandpine? Oh,fortheillshalf-understood,ThedimdeadwoeLongagoBefallenthisbittercoastofFrance! Well,poorsailorstooktheirchance; Itakemine。 2。 AruddyshaftourfiremustshootO’erthesea; Dosailorseyethecasement——muteDrenchedandstark,Fromtheirbark—— Andenvy,gnashtheirteethforhateO’thewarmsafehouseandhappyfreight——Theeandme? 3。 Godhelpyou,sailors,atyourneed! Sparethecurse! Forsomeships,safeinportindeed,Rotandrust,Runtodust,Allthroughwormsi’thewood,whichcrept,Gnawedourheartsoutwhileweslept: Thatisworse。