第30章

类别:其他 作者:Hiram Corson字数:3974更新时间:18/12/28 10:40:35
14。 Andyonder,atfootofthefrontingridgeThattakestheturntoarangebeyond,Isthechapelreachedbytheone-archedbridge,WherethewaterisstoppedinastagnantpondDancedoverbythemidge。 15。 Thechapelandbridgeareofstonealike,Blackish-grayandmostlywet; Cuthemp-stalkssteepinthenarrowdike。 Seehereagain,howthelichensfretAndtherootsoftheivystrike! 16。 Poorlittleplace,whereitsonepriestcomesOnafesta-day,ifhecomesatall,Tothedozenfolkfromtheirscatteredhomes,GatheredwithinthatprecinctsmallBythedozenwaysoneroams—— 17。 Todropfromthecharcoal-burners’huts,Orclimbfromthehemp-dressers’lowshed,Leavethegrangewherethewoodmanstoreshisnuts,OrthewattledcotewherethefowlersspreadTheirgearontherock’sbarejuts。 18。 Ithassomepretensiontoo,thisfront,Withitsbitoffrescohalf-moon-wiseSetovertheporch,Art’searlywont: ’TisJohnintheDesert,Isurmise,Buthasbornetheweather’sbrunt—— 19。 Notfromthefaultofthebuilder,though,Forapent-houseproperlyprojectsWherethreecarvedbeamsmakeacertainshow,Dating——goodthoughtofourarchitect’s—— ’Five,six,nine,heletsyouknow。 20。 Andalldaylongabirdsingsthere,Andastraysheepdrinksatthepondattimes; Theplaceissilentandaware; Ithashaditsscenes,itsjoysandcrimes,Butthatisitsownaffair—— St。20。aware:self-conscious。”……ingreenruins,inthedesolatewallsOfantiquepalaces,whereManhathbeen,***** TherethetrueSilenceis,self-consciousandalone。”—— Hood’s`SonnetonSilence’。 21。 Myperfectwife,myLeonor,Oheart,myown,Oheyes,minetoo,WhomelsecouldIdarelookbackwardfor,WithwhombesideshouldIdarepursueThepathgrayheadsabhor?—— St。21。Hedigresseshere,anddoesnotreturntothesubjecttillthe31ststanza,”WhatdidIsay?——thatasmallbirdsings”。 Thepathgrayheadsabhor:thisverseandthefollowingstanzaare,withmostreaders,theCRUXofthepoem;”grayheads”mustbeunderstoodwithsomerestriction:manygrayheads,notall,abhor——grayheadswhowentalongthroughtheirfloweryyouthasifithadnolimit,andwithoutinsuring,inLove’strueseason,thehappinessoftheirlivesbeyondyouth’slimit,”life’ssafehem”,whichtocrosswithoutsuchinsurance,isoftenfatal。Andthese,whentheyreacholdage,shunretracingthepathwhichledtothegulfwhereintheiryouthdropped。 22。 Foritleadstoacrag’ssheeredgewiththem; Youth,floweryalltheway,therestops—— Notthey;agethreatensandtheycontemn,Tilltheyreachthegulfwhereinyouthdrops,Oneinchfromourlife’ssafehem! 23。 Withme,youthled……Iwillspeaknow,NolongerwatchyouasyousitReadingbyfirelight,thatgreatbrowAndthespirit-smallhandproppingit,Mutely,myheartknowshow—— St。23。Withme:thespeakercontinues,youthled:——wearetoldwhither,inSt。25,v。4,”toanagesoblestthat,byitsside,youthseemsthewasteinstead”。 Iwillspeaknow:uptothispointhisreflectionshavebeensilent,hiswife,thewhile,reading,mutely,byfire-light,hisheartknowshow,thatis,withherheartsecretlyresponsivetohisown。ThemutualresponsivenessoftheirheartsisexpressedinSt。24。 24。 When,ifIthinkbutdeepenough,Youarewonttoanswer,promptasrhyme; Andyou,too,findwithoutrebuffResponseyoursoulseeksmanyatime,Piercingitsfineflesh-stuff。 25。 Myown,confirmme!IfItreadThispathback,isitnotinprideTothinkhowlittleIdreameditledToanagesoblestthat,byitsside,Youthseemsthewasteinstead? 26。 Myown,seewheretheyearsconduct! Atfirst,’twassomethingourtwosoulsShouldmixasmistsdo;eachissuckedIneachnow:on,thenewstreamrolls,Whateverrocksobstruct。 27。 Think,whenouronesoulunderstandsThegreatWordwhichmakesallthingsnew,Whenearthbreaksupandheavenexpands,HowwillthechangestrikemeandyouInthehousenotmadewithhands? 28。 OhImustfeelyourbrainpromptmine,Yourheartanticipatemyheart,Youmustbejustbefore,infine,Seeandmakemesee,foryourpart,Newdepthsofthedivine!—— St。28。”TheconvictionoftheeternityofmarriagemeetsusagainandagaininBrowning’spoems;e。g。,`Prospice’,`AnyWifetoanyHusband’,`TheEpiloguetoFifine’。” Theunionbetweentwocomplementarysoulscannotbedissolved。”Loveisall,andDeathisnought!” 29。 ButwhocouldhaveexpectedthisWhenwetwodrewtogetherfirstJustfortheobvioushumanbliss,Tosatisfylife’sdailythirstWithathingmenseldommiss? 30。 Comebackwithmetothefirstofall,Letusleanandloveitoveragain,Letusnowforgetandnowrecall,Breaktherosaryinapearlyrain,Andgatherwhatweletfall! 31。 WhatdidIsay?——thatasmallbirdsingsAlldaylong,savewhenabrownpairOfhawksfromthewoodfloatwithwidewingsStrainedtoabell:’gainstnoondayglareYoucountthestreaksandrings—— St。31。HerehereturnstothesubjectbrokenoffatSt。21。 32。 Butatafternoonoralmosteve’Tisbetter;thenthesilencegrowsTothatdegree,youhalfbelieveItmustgetridofwhatitknows,Itsbosomdoessoheave。 33。 Hitherwewalkedthen,sidebyside,Arminarmandcheektocheek,AndstillIquestionedorreplied,Whilemyheart,convulsedtoreallyspeak,Laychokinginitspride。 34。 Silentthecrumblingbridgewecross,Andpityandpraisethechapelsweet,Andcareaboutthefresco’sloss,Andwishforoursoulsalikeretreat,Andwonderatthemoss。 35。 Stoopandkneelonthesettleunder,Lookthroughthewindow’sgratedsquare: Nothingtosee!Forfearofplunder,Thecrossisdownandthealtarbare,Asifthievesdon’tfearthunder。 36。 Westoopandlookinthroughthegrate,Seethelittleporchandrusticdoor,Readdulythedeadbuilder’sdate; Thencrossthebridgethatwecrossedbefore,Takethepathagain——butwait! 37。 Ohmomentoneandinfinite! Thewaterslipso’erstockandstone; TheWestistender,hardlybright: Howgrayatonceistheeveninggrown—— Onestar,itschrysolite! 38。 Wetwostoodtherewithneverathird,Buteachbyeach,aseachknewwell: Thesightswesawandthesoundsweheard,ThelightsandtheshadesmadeupaspellTillthetroublegrewandstirred—— St。37,38。”Mr。Browning’smostcharacteristicfeelingfornatureappearsinhisrenderingofthoseaspectsofsky,orearth,orsea,ofsunset,ornoonday,ordawn,whichseemtoacquiresomesuddenandpassionatesignificance;whichseemtobechargedwithsomespiritualsecreteagerfordisclosure;inhisrenderingofthosemomentswhichbetraythepassionattheheartofthings,whichthrillandtinglewithpropheticfire。Whenlightningsearchesfortheguiltylovers,OttimaandSebald[in`PippaPasses’],likeanangelicswordplungedintothegloom,whenthetendertwilightwithitsonechrysolitestar,growsaware,andthelightandshademakeupaspell,andtheforestsbytheirmystery,andsound,andsilence,mingletogethertwohumanlivesforever[`BytheFireside’],whentheapparitionofthemoon-rainbowappearsgloriouslyafterstorm,andChristisinhisheaven[`ChristmasEve’],whentoDavidthestarsshootoutthepainofpentknowledgeandinthegreyofthehillsatmorningtheredwellsagatheredintensity[`Saul’],——thennaturerisesfromhersweetwaysofuseandwont,andshowsherselfthePriestess,thePythoness,theDivinitywhichsheis。Orrather,throughnature,theSpiritofGodaddressesitselftothespiritofman。”——EdwardDowden。 39。 Oh,thelittlemore,andhowmuchitis! Andthelittleless,andwhatworldsaway! Howasoundshallquickencontenttobliss,Orabreathsuspendtheblood’sbestplay,Andlifebeaproofofthis! 40。 Hadshewilledit,stillhadstoodthescreenSoslight,sosure,’twixtmyloveandher: Icouldfixherfacewithaguardbetween,Andfindhersoulaswhenfriendsconfer,Friends——loversthatmighthavebeen。 41。 Formyhearthadatouchofthewoodlandtime,Wantingtosleepnowoveritsbest。 Shakethewholetreeinthesummer-prime,Butbringtothelastleafnosuchtest!”Holdthelastfast!”runstherhyme。 42。 Forachancetomakeyourlittlemuch,Togainaloverandloseafriend,Venturethetreeandamyriadsuch,Whennothingyoumarbuttheyearcanmend: Butalastleaf——feartotouch! 43。 YetshoulditunfastenitselfandfallEddyingdowntillitfindyourfaceAtsomeslightwind——bestchanceofall! Beyourhearthenceforthitsdwelling-placeYoutrembledtoforestall! 44。 Worthhowwell,thosedarkgrayeyes,Thathairsodarkanddear,howworthThatamanshouldstriveandagonize,AndtasteaveriesthellonearthForthehopeofsuchaprize! 45。 Youmighthaveturnedandtriedaman,Sethimaspacetowearyandwear,Andprovewhichsuitedmoreyourplan,Hisbestofhopeorhisworstdespair,Yetendashebegan。 46。 Butyousparedmethis,liketheheartyouare,Andfilledmyemptyheartataword。 Iftwolivesjoin,thereisoftascar,Theyareoneandone,withashadowythird; Onenearoneistoofar。 47。 Amomentafter,andhandsunseenWerehangingthenightaroundusfast; ButweknewthatabarwasbrokenbetweenLifeandlife:weweremixedatlastInspiteofthemortalscreen。 48。