第46章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hughes字数:3923更新时间:18/12/27 08:52:32
Tom,“saidArthurgently,afteranotherminute,“doyouseewhyIcouldnotgrievenowtoseemydearestfrienddie?Itcan’tbe——itisn’t——allfeverorillness。Godwouldneverhaveletmeseeitsoclearifitwasn’ttrue。Idon’tunderstanditallyet;itwilltakememylifeandlongertodothat——tofindoutwhattheworkis。“ WhenArthurstoppedtherewasalongpause。Tomcouldnotspeak;hewasalmostafraidtobreathe,lestheshouldbreakthetrainofArthur’sthoughts。Helongedtohearmore,andtoaskquestions。Inanotherminutenineo’clockstruck,andagentletapatthedoorcalledthembothbackintotheworldagain。 Theydidnotanswer,however,foramoment;andsothedooropened,andaladycameincarryingacandle。 Shewentstraighttothesofa,andtookholdofArthur’shand,andthenstoopeddownandkissedhim。 “Mydearestboy,youfeelalittlefeverishagain。Whydidn’tyouhavelights?You’vetalkedtoomuch,andexcitedyourselfinthedark。“ “Ohno,mother;youcan’tthinkhowwellIfeel。Ishallstartwithyouto-morrowforDevonshire。But,mother,here’smyfriend——here’sTomBrown。Youknowhim?“ “Yes,indeed;I’veknownhimforyears,“shesaid,andheldoutherhandtoTom,whowasnowstandingupbehindthesofa。ThiswasArthur’smother:tallandslightandfair,withmassesofgoldenhairdrawnbackfromthebroad,whiteforehead,andthecalmblueeyemeetinghissodeepandopen——theeyethatheknewsowell,foritwashisfriend’soveragain,andthelovely,tendermouththattrembledwhilehelooked——shestoodthere,awomanofthirty-eight,oldenoughtobehismother,andonewhosefaceshowedthelineswhichmustbewrittenonthefacesofgoodmen’swivesandwidows,buthethoughthehadneverseenanythingsobeautiful。Hecouldn’thelpwonderingifArthur’ssisterswerelikeher。 Tomheldherhand,andlookedonstraightinherface;hecouldneitherletitgonorspeak。 “Now,Tom,“saidArthur,laughing,“whereareyourmanners? You’llstaremymotheroutofcountenance。“Tomdroppedthelittlehandwithasigh。“There,sitdown,bothofyou—— Here,dearestmother;there’sroomhere。“Andhemadeaplaceonthesofaforher——“Tom,youneedn’tgo;I’msureyouwon’tbecalledupatfirstlesson。“Tomfeltthathewouldriskbeingflooredateverylessonfortherestofhisnaturalschool-lifesoonerthango,sosatdown。“Andnow,“saidArthur,“Ihaverealizedoneofthedearestwishesofmylife—— toseeyoutwotogether。“ AndthenheledawaythetalktotheirhomeinDevonshire,andthered,brightearth,andthedeepgreencombes,andthepeatstreamslikecairngormpebbles,andthewildmoorwithitshigh,cloudytorsforagiantbackgroundtothepicture,tillTomgotjealous,andstoodupfortheclearchalkstreams,andtheemeraldwatermeadowsandgreatelmsandwillowsofthedearoldroyalcounty,ashegloriedtocallit。Andthemothersatonquietandloving,rejoicingintheirlife。Thequartertotenstruck,andthebellrangforbed,beforetheyhadwellbeguntheirtalk,asitseemed。 ThenTomrosewithasightogo。 “ShallIseeyouinthemorning,Geordie?“saidhe,asheshookhisfriend’shand。“Nevermind,though;you’llbebacknexthalf。AndIshan’tforgetthehouseofRimmon。“ Arthur’smothergotupandwalkedwithhimtothedoor,andtheregavehimherhandagain;andagainhiseyesmetthatdeep,lovinglook,whichwaslikeaspelluponhim。Hervoicetrembledslightlyasshesaid,“Good-night。YouareonewhoknowswhatourFatherhaspromisedtothefriendofthewidowandthefatherless。MayHedealwithyouasyouhavedealtwithmeandmine!“ Tomwasquiteupset;hemumbledsomethingaboutowingeverythinggoodinhimtoGeordie,lookedinherfaceagain,pressedherhandtohislips,andrusheddownstairstohisstudy,wherehesattilloldThomascamekickingatthedoor,totellhimhisallowancewouldbestoppedifhedidn’tgoofftobed。(Itwouldhavebeenstoppedanyhow,butthathewasagreatfavouritewiththeoldgentleman,wholovedtocomeoutintheafternoonsintotheclosetoTom’swicket,andbowlslowtwisterstohim,andtalkofthegloriesofbygoneSurreyheroes,withwhomhehadplayedformergenerations。)SoTomrousedhimself,andtookuphiscandletogotobed;andthenforthefirsttimewasawareofabeautifulnewfishing-rod,witholdEton’smarkonit,andasplendidly-boundBible,whichlayonhistable,onthetitle-pageofwhichwaswritten——“TOM BROWN,fromhisaffectionateandgratefulfriends,FrancesJaneArthur;GeorgeArthur。“ Ileaveyoualltoguesshowheslept,andwhathedreamtof。 “TheHolySupperiskeptindeed,Inwhatsowesharewithanother’sneedNotthatwhichwegive,butwhatweshare,Forthegiftwithoutthegiverisbare。 Whobestowshimselfwithhisalmsfeedsthree,Himself,hishungeringneighbourandMe。“ LOWELL,TheVisionofSirLaunfal。 Thenextmorning,afterbreakfast,Tom,East,andGowermetasusualtolearntheirsecondlessontogether。Tomhadbeenconsideringhowtobreakhisproposalofgivingupthecribtotheothers,andhavingfoundnobetterway(asindeednonebettercaneverbefoundbymanorboy),toldthemsimplywhathadhappened;howhehadbeentoseeArthur,whohadtalkedtohimuponthesubject,andwhathehadsaid,andforhisparthehadmadeuphismind,andwasn’tgoingtousecribsanymore; andnotbeingquitesureofhisground,tookthehighandpathetictone,andwasproceedingtosay“howthat,havinglearnthislessonswiththemforsomanyyears,itwouldgrievehimmuchtoputanendtothearrangement,andhehoped,atanyrate,thatiftheywouldn’tgoonwithhim,theyshouldstillbejustasgoodfriends,andrespectoneanother’smotives;but——“ Heretheotherboys,whohadbeenlisteningwithopeneyesandears,burstin,- “Stuffandnonsense!“criedGower。“Here,East,getdownthecribandfindtheplace。“ “OTommy,Tommy!“saidEast,proceedingtodoashewasbidden,“thatitshouldeverhavecometothis!IknewArthur’dbetheruinofyousomeday,andyouofme。Andnowthetime’scome。“ Andhemadeadolefulface。 “Idon’tknowaboutruin,“answeredTom;“IknowthatyouandI wouldhavehadthesacklongagoifithadn’tbeenforhim。AndyouknowitaswellasI。“ “Well,wewereinabaddishwaybeforehecame,Iown;butthisnewcrotchetofhisispastajoke。“ “Let’sgiveitatrial,Harry;come。Youknowhowoftenhehasbeenrightandwewrong。“ “Now,don’tyoutwobejawingawayaboutyoungSquare-toes,“ struckinGower。“He’snoendofasuckingwiseacre,Idaresay;butwe’venotimetolose,andI’vegotthefivescourtathalf-pastnine。“ “Isay,Gower,“saidTomappealingly,“beagoodfellow,andlet’stryifwecan’tgetonwithoutthecrib。“ “What!inthischorus?Why,weshan’tgetthroughtenlines。“ “Isay,Tom,“criedEast,havinghitonanewidea,“don’tyouremember,whenwewereintheupperfourth,andoldMomuscaughtmeconstruingofftheleafofacribwhichI’dtornoutandputinmybook,andwhichwouldfloatoutontothefloor,hesentmeuptobefloggedforit?“ “Yes,Irememberitverywell。“ “Well,theDoctor,afterhe’dfloggedme,toldmehimselfthathedidn’tflogmeforusingatranslation,butfortakingitintolesson,andusingittherewhenIhadn’tlearntawordbeforeIcamein。Hesaidtherewasnoharminusingatranslationtogetacluetohardpassages,ifyoutriedallyoucouldfirsttomakethemoutwithout。“ “Didhe,though?“saidTom;“thenArthurmustbewrong,“ “Ofcourseheis,“saidGower——“thelittleprig。We’llonlyusethecribwhenwecan’tconstruewithoutit——Goahead,East。“ Andonthisagreementtheystarted——Tom,satisfiedwithhavingmadehisconfession,andnotsorrytohavealocuspenitentiae,andnottobedeprivedaltogetheroftheuseofhisoldandfaithfulfriend。 Theboyswentonasusual,eachtakingasentenceinturn,andthecribbeinghandedtotheonewhoseturnitwastoconstrue。 OfcourseTomcouldn’tobjecttothis,as,wasitnotsimplylyingtheretobeappealedtoincasethesentenceshouldprovetoohardaltogetherfortheconstruer?ButitmustbeownedthatGowerandEastdidnotmakeverytremendousexertionstoconquertheirsentencesbeforehavingrecoursetoitshelp。Tom,however,withthemostheroicvirtueandgallantry,rushedintohissentence,searchinginahigh-mindedmannerfornominativeandverb,andturningoverhisdictionaryfranticallyforthefirsthardwordthatstoppedhim。ButinthemeantimeGower,whowasbentongettingtofives,wouldpeepquietlyintothecrib,andthensuggest,“Don’tyouthinkthisisthemeaning?“ “Ithinkyoumusttakeitthisway,Brown。“AndasTomdidn’tseehiswaytonotprofitingbythesesuggestions,thelessonwentonaboutasquicklyasusual,andGowerwasabletostartforthefivescourtwithinfiveminutesofthehalf-hour。 WhenTomandEastwereleftfacetoface,theylookedatoneanotherforaminute,Tompuzzled,andEastchokefulloffun,andthenburstintoaroaroflaughter。