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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hughes字数:4237更新时间:18/12/27 08:52:32
Hegotquiteangrysometimes,astheysattogetherofanightintheirstudy,atthisprovokinghabitofagreement,andwasonthepointofbreakingoutadozentimeswithalectureupontheproprietyofafellowhavingawillofhisownandspeakingout,butmanagedtorestrainhimselfbythethoughtthathemightonlyfrightenArthur,andtheremembranceofthelessonhehadlearntfromhimonhisfirstnightatNumber4。ThenhewouldresolvetositstillandnotsayawordtillArthurbegan;buthewasalwaysbeatatthatgame,andhadpresentlytobegintalkingindespair,fearinglestArthurmightthinkhewasvexedatsomethingifhedidn’t,anddog-tiredofsittingtongue-tied。 Itwashardwork。ButTomhadtakenitup,andmeanttosticktoit,andgothroughwithitsoastosatisfyhimself;inwhichresolutionhewasmuchassistedbythechafingofEastandhisotheroldfriends,whobegantocallhim“dry-nurse,“andotherwisetobreaktheirsmallwitonhim。Butwhentheytookotherground,astheydideverynowandthen,Tomwassorelypuzzled。 “Tellyouwhat,Tommy,“Eastwouldsay;“you’llspoilyoungHopefulwithtoomuchcoddling。Whycan’tyoulethimgoaboutbyhimselfandfindhisownlevel?He’llneverbeworthabuttonifyougoonkeepinghimunderyourskirts。“ “Well,butheain’tfittofighthisownwayyet;I’mtryingtogethimtoiteveryday,buthe’sveryodd。Poorlittlebeggar! Ican’tmakehimoutabit。Heain’tabitlikeanythingI’veeverseenorheardof——heseemsallovernerves;anythingyousayseemstohurthimlikeacutorablow。“ “Thatsortofboy’snousehere,“saidEast;“he’llonlyspoil。 NowI’lltellyouwhattodo,Tommy。Goandgetanicelargeband-boxmade,andputhiminwithplentyofcotton-woolandapap-bottle,labelled’Withcare——thissideup,’andsendhimbacktomamma。“ “IthinkIshallmakeahandofhimthough,“saidTom,smiling,“saywhatyouwill。There’ssomethingabouthim,everynowandthen,whichshowsmehe’sgotplucksomewhereinhim。That’stheonlythingafterallthat’llwash,ain’tit,oldScud?Buthowtogetatitandbringitout?“ Tomtookonehandoutofhisbreeches-pocketandstuckitinhisbackhairforascratch,givinghishatatiltoverhisnose,hisonemethodofinvokingwisdom。Hestaredatthegroundwithaludicrouslypuzzledlook,andpresentlylookedupandmetEast’seyes。Thatyounggentlemanslappedhimontheback,andthenputhisarmroundhisshoulder,astheystrolledthroughthequadrangletogether。“Tom,“saidhe,“blestifyouain’tthebestoldfelloweverwas。Idoliketoseeyougointoathing。Hangit,IwishIcouldtakethingsasyoudo;butI nevercangethigherthanajoke。Everything’sajoke。IfI wasgoingtobefloggednextminute,Ishouldbeinabluefunk,butIcouldn’thelplaughingatitforthelifeofme。“ “BrownandEast,yougoandfagforJonesonthegreatfivescourt。“ “Hullo,though,that’spastajoke,“brokeoutEast,springingattheyounggentlemanwhoaddressedthem,andcatchinghimbythecollar——“Here,Tommy,catchholdofhimt’othersidebeforehecanholla。“ Theyouthwasseized,anddragged,struggling,outofthequadrangleintotheSchool-househall。Hewasoneofthemiserablelittleprettywhite-handed,curly-headedboys,pettedandpamperedbysomeofthebigfellows,whowrotetheirversesforthem,taughtthemtodrinkandusebadlanguage,anddidalltheycouldtospoilthemforeverything*inthisworldandthenext。Oneoftheavocationsinwhichtheseyounggentlementookparticulardelightwasingoingaboutandgettingfagsfortheirprotectors,whenthoseheroeswereplayinganygame。Theycarriedaboutpencilandpaperwiththem,puttingdownthenamesofalltheboystheysent,alwayssendingfivetimesasmanyaswerewanted,andgettingallthosethrashedwhodidn’tgo。ThepresentyouthbelongedtoahousewhichwasveryjealousoftheSchool-house,andalwayspickedoutSchool-housefagswhenhecouldfindthem。However,thistimehe’dgotthewrongsowbytheear。Hiscaptorsslammedthegreatdoorofthehall,andEastputhisbackagainstit,whileTomgavetheprisonerashakeup,tookawayhislist,andstoodhimuponthefloor,whileheproceededleisurelytoexaminethatdocument。 *Akindandwisecritic,anoldRugboean,noteshereinthemargin:“Thesmallfriendsystemwasnotsoutterlybadfrom1841-1847。“Beforethat,too,thereweremanynoblefriendshipsbetweenbigandlittleboys;butIcan’tstrikeoutthepassage。 Manyboyswillknowwhyitisleftin。 “Letmeout,letmego!“screamedtheboy,inafuriouspassion。“I’llgoandtellJonesthisminute,andhe’llgiveyouboththe——thrashingyoueverhad。“ “Prettylittledear,“saidEast,pattingthetopofhishat—— “Harkhowheswears,Tom。Nicelybroughtupyoungman,ain’the,Idon’tthink。“ “Letmealone,——you,“roaredtheboy,foamingwithrage,andkickingatEast,whoquietlytrippedhimup,anddepositedhimonthefloorinaplaceofsafety。 “Gently,youngfellow,“saidhe;“’tain’timprovingforlittlewhippersnapperslikeyoutobeindulginginblasphemy;soyoustopthat,oryou’llgetsomethingyouwon’tlike。“ “I’llhaveyoubothlickedwhenIgetout,thatIwill,“ rejoinedtheboy,beginningtosnivel。 “Twocanplayatthatgame,mindyou,“saidTom,whohadfinishedhisexaminationofthelist。“Nowyoujustlistenhere。We’vejustcomeacrossthefivescourt,andJoneshasfourfagstherealready——twomorethanhewants。Ifhe’dwantedustochange,he’dhavestoppedushimself。Andhere,youlittleblackguard,you’vegotsevennamesdownonyourlistbesidesours,andfiveofthemSchool-house。“Tomwalkeduptohim,andjerkedhimontohislegs;hewasbythistimewhininglikeawhippedpuppy。“Nowjustlistentome。Weain’tgoingtofagforJones。Ifyoutellhimyou’vesentus,we’lleachofusgiveyousuchathrashingasyou’llremember。“AndTomtoreupthelistandthrewthepiecesintothefire。 “Andmindyou,too,“saidEast,“don’tletmecatchyouagainsneakingabouttheSchool-house,andpickingupourfags。Youhaven’tgotthesortofhidetotakeasoundlickingkindly。“ Andheopenedthedoorandsenttheyounggentlemanflyingintothequadranglewithapartingkick。 “Niceboy,Tommy,“saidEast,shovinghishandsinhispockets,andstrollingtothefire。 “Worstsortwebreed,“respondedTom,followinghisexample。 “Thankgoodness,nobigfellowevertooktopettingme。“ “You’dneverhavebeenlikethat,“saidEast。“Ishouldliketohaveputhiminamuseum:Christianyounggentleman,nineteenthcentury,highlyeducated。Stirhimupwithalongpole,Jack,andhearhimswearlikeadrunkensailor。He’dmakearespectablepublicopenitseyes,Ithink。“ “Thinkhe’lltellJones?“saidTom。 “No,“saidEast。“Don’tcareifhedoes。“ “NorI,“saidTom。AndtheywentbacktotalkaboutArthur。 TheyounggentlemanhadbrainsenoughnottotellJones,reasoningthatEastandBrown,whowerenotedassomeofthetoughestfagsintheSchool,wouldn’tcarethreestrawsforanylickingJonesmightgivethem,andwouldbelikelytokeeptheirwordsastopassingitonwithinterest。 Aftertheaboveconversation,Eastcameagooddealtotheirstudy,andtooknoticeofArthur,andsoonallowedtoTomthathewasathoroughlittlegentleman,andwouldgetoverhisshynessallingoodtime;whichmuchcomfortedourhero。Hefelteveryday,too,thevalueofhavinganobjectinhislife—— somethingthatdrewhimoutofhimself;anditbeingthedulltimeoftheyear,andnogamesgoingaboutforwhichhemuchcared,washappierthanhehadeveryetbeenatschool,whichwassayingagreatdeal。 ThetimewhichTomallowedhimselfawayfromhischargewasfromlocking-uptillsupper-time。Duringthishourorhourandahalfheusedtotakehisfling,goingroundtothestudiesofallhisacquaintance,sparringorgossipinginthehall,nowjumpingtheoldiron-boundtables,orcarvingabitofhisnameonthem,thenjoininginsomechorusofmerryvoices——infact,blowingoffhissteam,asweshouldnowcallit。 Thisprocesswassocongenialtohistemper,andArthurshowedhimselfsopleasedatthearrangement,thatitwasseveralweeksbeforeTomwaseverintheirstudybeforesupper。Oneevening,however,herushedintolookforanoldchisel,orsomecorks,orotherarticleessentialtohispursuitforthetimebeing,andwhilerummagingaboutinthecupboards,lookedupforamoment,andwascaughtatoncebythefigureofpoorlittleArthur。Theboywassittingwithhiselbowsonthetable,andhisheadleaningonhishands,andbeforehimanopenbook,onwhichhistearswerefallingfast。Tomshutthedooratonce,andsatdownonthesofabyArthur,puttinghisarmroundhisneck。 “Why,youngun,what’sthematter?“saidhekindly;“youain’tunhappy,areyou?“ “Ohno,Brown,“saidthelittleboy,lookingupwiththegreattearsinhiseyes;“youaresokindtome,I’mveryhappy。“ “Whydon’tyoucallmeTom?LotsofboysdothatIdon’tlikehalfsomuchasyou。Whatareyoureading,then?Hangit!youmustcomeaboutwithme,andnotmopeyourself。“AndTomcastdownhiseyesonthebook,andsawitwastheBible。Hewassilentforaminute,andthoughttohimself,“LessonNumber2,TomBrown;“andthensaidgently,“I’mverygladtoseethis,Arthur,andashamedthatIdon’treadtheBiblemoremyself。DoyoureaditeverynightbeforesupperwhileI’mout?“ “Yes。“ “Well,Iwishyou’dwaittillafterwards,andthenwe’dreadtogether。But,Arthur,whydoesitmakeyoucry?“ “Oh,itisn’tthatI’munhappy。Butathome,whilemyfatherwasalive,wealwaysreadthelessonsaftertea;andIlovetoreadthemovernow,andtrytorememberwhathesaidaboutthem。