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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hughes字数:5293更新时间:18/12/27 08:52:32
(Wheretheprepostorwasparticularinhisablutions,thefagsinhisroomhadtodescendinturntothekitchen,andbegorstealhotwaterforhim;andoftenthecustomextendedfarther,andtwoboyswentdowneverymorningtogetasupplyforthewholeroom。) “East’sandTadpole’s,“answeredtheseniorfag,whokepttherota。 “Ican’tgo,“saidEast;“I’mdeadlame。“ “Well,bequicksomeofyou,that’sall,“saidthegreatman,asheturnedoutofbed,andputtingonhisslippers,wentoutintothegreatpassage,whichrunsthewholelengthofthebedrooms,togethisSundayhabilimentsoutofhisportmanteau。 “Letmegoforyou,“saidTomtoEast;“Ishouldlikeit。“ “Well,thank’ee,that’sagoodfellow。Justpullonyourtrousers,andtakeyourjugandmine。Tadpolewillshowyoutheway。“ AndsoTomandtheTadpole,innightshirtsandtrousers,startedoffdownstairs,andthrough“Thos’shole,“asthelittlebuttery,wherecandlesandbeerandbreadandcheesewereservedoutatnight,wascalled,acrosstheSchool-housecourt,downalongpassage,andintothekitchen;where,aftersomeparleywiththestalwart,handsomecook,whodeclaredthatshehadfilledadozenjugsalready,theygottheirhotwater,andreturnedwithallspeedandgreatcaution。Asitwas,theynarrowlyescapedcapturebysomeprivateersfromthefifth-formrooms,whowereonthelookoutforthehot-waterconvoys,andpursuedthemuptotheverydooroftheirroom,makingthemspillhalftheirloadinthepassage。 “Betterthangoingdownagainthough,“asTadpoleremarked,“asweshouldhavehadtodoifthosebeggarshadcaughtus。“ Bythetimethatthecalling-overbellrang,Tomandhisnewcomradeswerealldown,dressedintheirbestclothes,andhehadthesatisfactionofanswering“here“tohisnameforthefirsttime,theprepostoroftheweekhavingputitinatthebottomofhislist。AndthencamebreakfastandasaunteraboutthecloseandtownwithEast,whoselamenessonlybecameseverewhenanyfagginghadtobedone。Andsotheywhiledawaythetimeuntilmorningchapel。 ItwasafineNovembermorning,andtheclosesoonbecamealivewithboysofallages,whosaunteredaboutonthegrass,orwalkedroundthegravelwalk,inpartiesoftwoorthree。East,stilldoingthecicerone,pointedoutalltheremarkablecharacterstoTomastheypassed:Osbert,whocouldthrowacricket-ballfromthelittle-sidegroundovertherook-treestotheDoctor’swall;Gray,whohadgottheBalliolscholarship,and,whatEastevidentlythoughtofmuchmoreimportance,ahalf-holidayfortheSchoolbyhissuccess;Thorne,whohadruntenmilesintwominutesoverthehour;Black,whohadheldhisownagainstthecockofthetowninthelastrowwiththelouts; andmanymoreheroes,whothenandtherewalkedaboutandwereworshipped,alltraceofwhomhaslongsincevanishedfromthesceneoftheirfame。Andthefourth-formboywhoreadstheirnamesrudelycutontheoldhalltables,orpainteduponthebig-sidecupboard(ifhalltablesandbig-sidecupboardsstillexist),wonderswhatmannerofboystheywere。Itwillbethesamewithyouwhowonder,mysons,whateveryourprowessmaybeincricket,orscholarship,orfootball。Twoorthreeyears,moreorless,andthenthesteadilyadvancing,blessedwavewillpassoveryournamesasithaspassedoverours。Nevertheless,playyourgamesanddoyourworkmanfully——seeonlythatthatbedone——andlettheremembranceofittakecareofitself。 Thechapel-bellbegantoringataquartertoeleven,andTomgotinearlyandtookhisplaceinthelowestrow,andwatchedalltheotherboyscomeinandtaketheirplaces,fillingrowafterrow;andtriedtoconstruetheGreektextwhichwasinscribedoverthedoorwiththeslightestpossiblesuccess,andwonderedwhichofthemasters,whowalkeddownthechapelandtooktheirseatsintheexaltedboxesattheend,wouldbehislord。Andthencametheclosingofthedoors,andtheDoctorinhisrobes,andtheservice,which,however,didn’timpresshimmuch,forhisfeelingofwonderandcuriositywastoostrong。 Andtheboyononesideofhimwasscratchinghisnameontheoakpanellinginfront,andhecouldn’thelpwatchingtoseewhatthenamewas,andwhetheritwaswellscratched;andtheboyontheothersidewenttosleep,andkeptfallingagainsthim;andonthewhole,thoughmanyboyseveninthatpartoftheschoolwereseriousandattentive,thegeneralatmospherewasbynomeansdevotional;andwhenhegotoutintothecloseagain,hedidn’tfeelatallcomfortable,orasifhehadbeentochurch。 Butatafternoonchapelitwasquiteanotherthing。Hehadspentthetimeafterdinnerinwritinghometohismother,andsowasinabetterframeofmind;andhisfirstcuriositywasover,andhecouldattendmoretotheservice。Asthehymnaftertheprayerswasbeingsung,andthechapelwasgettingalittledark,hewasbeginningtofeelthathehadbeenreallyworshipping。Andthencamethatgreateventinhis,asineveryRugbyboy’slifeofthatday——thefirstsermonfromtheDoctor。 Moreworthypensthanminehavedescribedthatscene——theoakpulpitstandingoutbyitselfabovetheSchoolseats;thetall,gallantform,thekindlingeye,thevoice,nowsoftasthelownotesofaflute,nowclearandstirringasthecallofthelight-infantrybugle,ofhimwhostoodthereSundayafterSunday,witnessingandpleadingforhisLord,theKingofrighteousnessandloveandglory,withwhoseSpirithewasfilled,andinwhosepowerhespoke;thelonglinesofyoungfaces,risingtierabovetierdownthewholelengthofthechapel,fromthelittleboy’swhohadjustlefthismothertotheyoungman’swhowasgoingoutnextweekintothegreatworld,rejoicinginhisstrength。Itwasagreatandsolemnsight,andnevermoresothanatthistimeofyear,whentheonlylightsinthechapelwereinthepulpitandattheseatsoftheprepostorsoftheweek,andthesofttwilightstoleovertherestofthechapel,deepeningintodarknessinthehighgallerybehindtheorgan。 Butwhatwasit,afterall,whichseizedandheldthesethreehundredboys,draggingthemoutofthemselves,willingorunwilling,fortwentyminutes,onSundayafternoons?True,therealwayswereboysscatteredupanddowntheSchool,whoinheartandheadwereworthytohearandabletocarryawaythedeepestandwisestwordstherespoken。Butthesewereaminorityalways,generallyaverysmallone,oftensosmallaoneastobecountableonthefingersofyourhand。Whatwasitthatmovedandheldus,therestofthethreehundredreckless,childishboys,whofearedtheDoctorwithallourhearts,andverylittlebesidesinheavenorearth;whothoughtmoreofoursetsintheSchoolthanoftheChurchofChrist,andputthetraditionsofRugbyandthepublicopinionofboysinourdailylifeabovethelawsofGod?Wecouldn’tenterintohalfthatweheard;wehadn’ttheknowledgeofourownheartsortheknowledgeofoneanother,andlittleenoughofthefaith,hope,andloveneededtothatend。Butwelistened,asallboysintheirbettermoodswilllisten(ay,andmentooforthematterofthat),toamanwhomwefelttobe,withallhisheartandsoulandstrength,strivingagainstwhateverwasmeanandunmanlyandunrighteousinourlittleworld。Itwasnotthecold,clearvoiceofonegivingadviceandwarningfromsereneheightstothosewhowerestrugglingandsinningbelow,butthewarm,livingvoiceofonewhowasfightingforusandbyoursides,andcallingonustohelphimandourselvesandoneanother。Andso,wearilyandlittlebylittle,butsurelyandsteadilyonthewhole,wasbroughthometotheyoungboy,forthefirsttime,themeaningofhislife——thatitwasnofool’sorsluggard’sparadiseintowhichhehadwanderedbychance,butabattlefieldordainedfromofold,wheretherearenospectators,buttheyoungestmusttakehisside,andthestakesarelifeanddeath。Andhewhorousedthisconsciousnessinthemshowedthematthesametime,byeverywordhespokeinthepulpit,andbyhiswholedailylife,howthatbattlewastobefought,andstoodtherebeforethemtheirfellow-soldierandthecaptainoftheirband——thetruesortofcaptain,too,foraboy’sarmy——onewhohadnomisgivings,andgavenouncertainwordofcommand,and,letwhowouldyieldormaketruce,wouldfightthefightout(soeveryboyfelt)tothelastgaspandthelastdropofblood。Othersidesofhischaractermighttakeholdofandinfluenceboyshereandthere;butitwasthisthoroughnessandundauntedcouragewhich,morethananythingelse,wonhiswaytotheheartsofthegreatmassofthoseonwhomhelefthismark,andmadethembelievefirstinhimandtheninhisMaster。 Itwasthisqualityaboveallotherswhichmovedsuchboysasourhero,whohadnothingwhateverremarkableabouthimexceptexcessofboyishness——bywhichImeananimallifeinitsfullestmeasure,goodnatureandhonestimpulses,hatredofinjusticeandmeanness,andthoughtlessnessenoughtosinkathree-decker。Andso,duringthenexttwoyears,inwhichitwasmorethandoubtfulwhetherhewouldgetgoodorevilfromtheSchool,andbeforeanysteadypurposeorprinciplegrewupinhim,whateverhisweek’ssinsandshortcomingsmighthavebeen,hehardlyeverleftthechapelonSundayeveningswithoutaseriousresolvetostandbyandfollowtheDoctor,andafeelingthatitwasonlycowardice(theincarnationofallothersinsinsuchaboy’smind)whichhinderedhimfromdoingsowithallhisheart。 ThenextdayTomwasdulyplacedinthethirdform,andbeganhislessonsinacornerofthebigSchool。Hefoundtheworkveryeasy,ashehadbeenwellgrounded,andknewhisgrammarbyheart;and,ashehadnointimatecompanionstomakehimidle(EastandhisotherSchool-housefriendsbeinginthelowerfourth,theformabovehim),soongainedgoldenopinionsfromhismaster,whosaidhewasplacedtoolow,andshouldbeputoutattheendofthehalf-year。SoallwentwellwithhiminSchool,andhewrotethemostflourishinglettershometohismother,fullofhisownsuccessandtheunspeakabledelightsofapublicschool。 Inthehouse,too,allwentwell。Theendofthehalf-yearwasdrawingnear,whichkepteverybodyinagoodhumour,andthehousewasruledwellandstronglybyWarnerandBrooke。True,thegeneralsystemwasroughandhard,andtherewasbullyinginnooksandcorners——badsignsforthefuture;butitnevergotfarther,ordaredshowitselfopenly,stalkingaboutthepassagesandhallandbedrooms,andmakingthelifeofthesmallboysacontinualfear。 Tom,asanewboy,wasofrightexcusedfaggingforthefirstmonth,butinhisenthusiasmforhisnewlifethisprivilegehardlypleasedhim;andEastandothersofhisyoungfriends,discoveringthis,kindlyallowedhimtoindulgehisfancy,andtaketheirturnsatnightfaggingandcleaningstudies。Theseweretheprincipaldutiesofthefagsinthehouse。Fromsupperuntilnineo’clockthreefagstakeninorderstoodinthepassages,andansweredanyprepostorwhocalled“Fag,“racingtothedoor,thelastcomerhavingtodothework。Thisconsistedgenerallyofgoingtothebutteryforbeerandbreadandcheese(forthegreatmendidnotsupwiththerest,buthadeachhisownallowanceinhisstudyorthefifth-formroom),cleaningcandlesticksandputtinginnewcandles,toastingcheese,bottlingbeer,andcarryingmessagesaboutthehouse;andTom,inthefirstblushofhishero-worship,feltitahighprivilegetoreceiveordersfromandbethebearerofthesupperofoldBrooke。Andbesidesthisnight-work,eachprepostorhadthreeorfourfagsspeciallyallottedtohim,ofwhomhewassupposedtobetheguide,philosopher,andfriend,andwhoinreturnforthesegoodofficeshadtocleanouthisstudyeverymorningbyturns,directlyafterfirstlessonandbeforehereturnedfrombreakfast。Andthepleasureofseeingthegreatmen’sstudies,andlookingattheirpictures,andpeepingintotheirbooks,madeTomareadysubstituteforanyboywhowastoolazytodohisownwork。Andsohesoongainedthecharacterofagood- natured,willingfellow,whowasreadytodoaturnforanyone。 Inallthegames,too,hejoinedwithallhisheart,andsoonbecamewellversedinallthemysteriesoffootball,bycontinualpracticeattheSchool-houselittle-side,whichplayeddaily。