第18章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hughes字数:4617更新时间:18/12/27 08:52:32
“Well,Iwon’tgoon。Thinkitoverforyourselves。You’llfind,Ibelieve,thathedon’tmeddlewithanyonethat’sworthkeeping。Andmindnow,Isayagain,lookoutforsquallsifyouwillgoyourownway,andthatwayain’ttheDoctor’s,forit’llleadtogrief。YouallknowthatI’mnotthefellowtobackamasterthroughthickandthin。IfIsawhimstoppingfootball,orcricket,orbathing,orsparring,I’dbeasreadyasanyfellowtostandupaboutit。Buthedon’t;heencouragesthem。 Didn’tyouseehimoutto-dayforhalfanhourwatchingus?“ (loudcheersfortheDoctor);“andhe’sastrong,trueman,andawiseonetoo,andapublic-schoolmantoo“(cheers),“andsolet’ssticktohim,andtalknomorerot,anddrinkhishealthastheheadofthehouse。“(Loudcheers。)“AndnowI’vedoneblowingup,andverygladIamtohavedone。Butit’sasolemnthingtobethinkingofleavingaplacewhichonehaslivedinandlovedforeightyears;andifonecansayawordforthegoodoftheoldhouseatsuchatime,why,itshouldbesaid,whetherbitterorsweet。IfIhadn’tbeenproudofthehouseandyou——ay,nooneknowshowproud——Ishouldn’tbeblowingyouup。Andnowlet’sgettosinging。ButbeforeIsitdownI mustgiveyouatoasttobedrunkwiththree-times-threeandallthehonours。It’satoastwhichIhopeeveryoneofus,whereverhemaygohereafter,willneverfailtodrinkwhenhethinksofthebrave,brightdaysofhisboyhood。It’satoastwhichshouldbindusalltogether,andtothosewho’vegonebeforeandwho’llcomeafterushere。ItisthedearoldSchool-house——thebesthouseofthebestschoolinEngland!“ Mydearboys,oldandyoung,youwhohavebelonged,ordobelong,tootherschoolsandotherhouses,don’tbeginthrowingmypoorlittlebookabouttheroom,andabusingmeandit,andvowingyou’llreadnomorewhenyougettothispoint。Iallowyou’veprovocationforit。Butcomenow——wouldyou,anyofyou,giveafigforafellowwhodidn’tbelieveinandstandupforhisownhouseandhisownschool?Youknowyouwouldn’t。 Thendon’tobjecttomecrackinguptheoldSchoolhouse,Rugby。 Haven’tIarighttodoit,whenI’mtakingallthetroubleofwritingthistruehistoryforallofyourbenefits?Ifyouain’tsatisfied,goandwritethehistoryofyourownhousesinyourowntimes,andsayallyouknowforyourownschoolsandhouses,providedit’strue,andI’llreaditwithoutabusingyou。 Thelastfewwordshittheaudienceintheirweakestplace。 TheyhadbeennotaltogetherenthusiasticatseveralpartsofoldBrooke’sspeech;but“thebesthouseofthebestschoolinEngland“wastoomuchforthemall,andcarriedeventhesportinganddrinkinginterestsofftheirlegsintorapturousapplause,and(itistobehoped}resolutionstoleadanewlifeandrememberoldBrooke’swords——which,however,theydidn’taltogetherdo,aswillappearhereafter。 ButitrequiredalloldBrooke’spopularitytocarrydownpartsofhisspeech——especiallythatrelatingtotheDoctor。Fortherearenosuchbigotedholdersbyestablishedformsandcustoms,betheyneversofoolishormeaningless,asEnglishschool-boys——atleast,astheschool-boysofourgeneration。 Wemagnifiedintoheroeseveryboywhohadleft,andlookeduponhimwithaweandreverencewhenherevisitedtheplaceayearorsoafterwards,onhiswaytoorfromOxfordorCambridge;andhappywastheboywhorememberedhim,andsureofanaudienceasheexpoundedwhatheusedtodoandsay,thoughitweresadenoughstufftomakeangels,nottosayhead-masters,weep。 WelookeduponeverytrumperylittlecustomandhabitwhichhadobtainedintheSchoolasthoughithadbeenalawoftheMedesandPersians,andregardedtheinfringementorvariationofitasasortofsacrilege。AndtheDoctor,thanwhomnomanorboyhadastrongerlikingforoldschoolcustomswhichweregoodandsensible,had,ashasalreadybeenhinted,comeintomostdecidedcollisionwithseveralwhichwereneithertheonenortheother。AndasoldBrookehadsaid,whenhecameintocollisionwithboysorcustoms,therewasnothingforthembuttogiveinortakethemselvesoff;becausewhathesaidhadtobedone,andnomistakeaboutit。Andthiswasbeginningtobeprettyclearlyunderstood。Theboysfeltthattherewasastrongmanoverthem,whowouldhavethingshisownway,andhadn’tyetlearntthathewasawiseandlovingmanalso。Hispersonalcharacterandinfluencehadnothadtimetomakeitselffelt,exceptbyaveryfewofthebiggerboyswithwhomhecamemoredirectlyintocontact;andhewaslookeduponwithgreatfearanddislikebythegreatmajorityevenofhisownhouse。 ForhehadfoundSchoolandSchool-houseinastateofmonstrouslicenseandmisrule,andwasstillemployedinthenecessarybutunpopularworkofsettinguporderwithastronghand。 However,ashasbeensaid,oldBrooketriumphed,andtheboyscheeredhimandthentheDoctor。Andthenmoresongscame,andthehealthsoftheotherboysabouttoleave,whoeachmadeaspeech,oneflowery,anothermaudlin,athirdprosy,andsoon,whicharenotnecessarytobehererecorded。 Half-pastninestruckinthemiddleoftheperformanceof“AuldLangSyne,“amostobstreperousproceeding,duringwhichtherewasanimmenseamountofstandingwithonefootonthetable,knockingmugstogetherandshakinghands,withoutwhichaccompanimentsitseemsimpossiblefortheyouthsofBritaintotakepartinthatfamousoldsong。Theunder-porteroftheSchool-houseenteredduringtheperformance,bearingfiveorsixlongwoodencandlestickswithlighteddipsinthem,whichheproceededtostickintotheirholesinsuchpartofthegreattablesashecouldgetat;andthenstoodoutsidetheringtilltheendofthesong,whenhewashailedwithshouts。 “Billyouoldmuff,thehalf-hourhasn’tstruck。““Here,Bill,drinksomecocktail。““Singusasong,oldboy。““Don’tyouwishyoumaygetthetable?“Billdranktheprofferedcocktailnotunwillingly,andputtingdowntheemptyglass,remonstrated。 “Nowgentlemen,there’sonlytenminutestoprayers,andwemustgetthehallstraight。“ Shoutsof“No,no!“andaviolentefforttostrikeup“BillyTaylor“forthethirdtime。BilllookedappealinglytooldBrooke,whogotupandstoppedthenoise。“Nowthen,lendahand,youyoungsters,andgetthetablesback;clearawaythejugsandglasses。Bill’sright。Openthewindows,Warner。“ Theboyaddressed,whosatbythelongropes,proceededtopullupthegreatwindows,andletinaclear,freshrushofnightair,whichmadethecandlesflickerandgutter,andthefiresroar。Thecirclebrokeup,eachcollaringhisownjug,glass,andsong-book;Billpouncedonthebigtable,andbegantorattleitawaytoitsplaceoutsidethebutterydoor。Thelower-passageboyscarriedofftheirsmalltables,aidedbytheirfriends;whileaboveall,standingonthegreathall- table,aknotofuntiringsonsofharmonymadenightdolefulbyaprolongedperformanceof“GodSavetheKing。“HisMajestyKingWilliamtheFourththenreignedoverus,amonarchdeservedlypopularamongsttheboysaddictedtomelody,towhomhewaschieflyknownfromthebeginningofthatexcellentifslightlyvulgarsonginwhichtheymuchdelighted,- “Come,neighboursall,bothgreatandsmall,Performyourdutieshere,Andloudlysing,’LiveBilly,ourking,’ Forbatingthetaxuponveer。“ Othersofthemorelearnedinsongsalsocelebratedhispraisesinasortofballad,whichItaketohavebeenwrittenbysomeIrishloyalist。Ihaveforgottenallbutthechorus,whichran,- “GodsaveourgoodKingWilliam,behisnameforeverblest; He’sthefatherofallhispeople,andtheguardianofalltherest。“ Introthwewereloyalsubjectsinthosedays,inaroughway。 ItrustthatoursuccessorsmakeasmuchofherpresentMajesty,and,havingregardtothegreaterrefinementofthetimes,haveadoptedorwrittenothersongsequallyhearty,butmorecivilized,inherhonour。 Thenthequartertotenstruck,andtheprayer-bellrang。Thesixthandfifthformboysrangedthemselvesintheirschoolorderalongthewall,oneithersideofthegreatfires,themiddle-fifthandupper-schoolboysroundthelongtableinthemiddleofthehall,andthelower-schoolboysroundtheupperpartofthesecondlongtable,whichrandownthesideofthehallfarthestfromthefires。HereTomfoundhimselfatthebottomofall,inastateofmindandbodynotatallfitforprayers,ashethought;andsotriedhardtomakehimselfserious,butcouldn’t,forthelifeofhim,doanythingbutrepeatinhisheadthechorusesofsomeofthesongs,andstareatalltheboysopposite,wonderingatthebrilliancyoftheirwaistcoats,andspeculatingwhatsortoffellowstheywere。Thestepsofthehead-porterareheardonthestairs,andalightgleamsatthedoor。“Hush!“fromthefifth-formboyswhostandthere,andtheninstridestheDoctor,caponhead,bookinonehand,andgatheringuphisgownintheother。Hewalksupthemiddle,andtakeshispostbyWarner,whobeginscallingoverthenames。TheDoctortakesnonoticeofanything,butquietlyturnsoverhisbookandfindstheplace,andthenstands,capinhandandfingerinbook,lookingstraightbeforehisnose。Heknowsbetterthananyonewhentolook,andwhentoseenothing。 To-nightissingingnight,andthere’sbeenlotsofnoiseandnoharmdone——nothingbutbeerdrunk,andnobodytheworseforit,thoughsomeofthemdolookhotandexcited。SotheDoctorseesnothing,butfascinatesTominahorriblemannerashestandsthere,andreadsoutthepsalm,inthatdeep,ringing,searchingvoiceofhis。Prayersareover,andTomstillstaresopen- mouthedaftertheDoctor’sretiringfigure,whenhefeelsapullathissleeve,andturninground,seesEast。 “Isay,wereyouevertossedinablanket?“ “No,“saidTom;“why?“ “’Causethere’llbetossingto-night,mostlikely,beforethesixthcomeuptobed。Soifyoufunk,youjustcomealongandhide,orelsethey’llcatchyouandtossyou。“ “Wereyouevertossed?Doesithurt?“inquiredTom。 “Ohyes,blessyou,adozentimes,“saidEast,ashehobbledalongbyTom’ssideupstairs。“Itdon’thurtunlessyoufallonthefloor。Butmostfellowsdon’tlikeit。“ Theystoppedatthefireplaceinthetoppassage,wherewereacrowdofsmallboyswhisperingtogether,andevidentlyunwillingtogoupintothebedrooms。Inaminute,however,astudydooropened,andasixth-formboycameout,andofftheyallscuttledupthestairs,andthennoiselesslydispersedtotheirdifferentrooms。Tom’sheartbeatratherquickasheandEastreachedtheirroom,buthehadmadeuphismind。“Ishan’thide,East,“ saidhe。