第10章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hughes字数:4322更新时间:18/12/27 08:52:32
TomandhisfatherhadalightedatthePeacockataboutsevenintheevening;andhavingheardwithunfeignedjoythepaternalorder,atthebar,ofsteaksandoyster-sauceforsupperinhalfanhour,andseenhisfatherseatedcozilybythebrightfireinthecoffee-roomwiththepaperinhishand,Tomhadrunouttoseeabouthim,hadwonderedatallthevehiclespassingandrepassing,andhadfraternizedwiththebootsandhostler,fromwhomheascertainedthattheTally-howasatip-topgoer——tenmilesanhourincludingstoppages——andsopunctualthatalltheroadsettheirclocksbyher。 Thenbeingsummonedtosupper,hehadregaledhimselfinoneofthebrightlittleboxesofthePeacockcoffee-room,onthebeef- steakandunlimitedoyster-sauceandbrownstout(tastedthenforthefirsttime——adaytobemarkedforeverbyTomwithawhitestone);hadatfirstattendedtotheexcellentadvicewhichhisfatherwasbestowingonhimfromoverhisglassofsteamingbrandy-and-water,andthenbegannodding,fromtheunitedeffectsofthestout,thefire,andthelecture;tilltheSquire,observingTom’sstate,andrememberingthatitwasnearlynineo’clock,andthattheTally-holeftatthree,sentthelittlefellowofftothechambermaid,withashakeofthehand(Tomhavingstipulatedinthemorningbeforestartingthatkissingshouldnowceasebetweenthem),andafewpartingwords: “Andnow,Tom,myboy,“saidtheSquire,“rememberyouaregoing,atyourownearnestrequest,tobechuckedintothisgreatschool,likeayoungbear,withallyourtroublesbeforeyou——earlierthanweshouldhavesentyouperhaps。Ifschoolsarewhattheywereinmytime,you’llseeagreatmanycruelblackguardthingsdone,andhearadealoffoul,badtalk。Butneverfear。Youtellthetruth,keepabraveandkindheart,andneverlistentoorsayanythingyouwouldn’thaveyourmotherandsisterhear,andyou’llneverfeelashamedtocomehome,orwetoseeyou。“ TheallusiontohismothermadeTomfeelratherchoky,andhewouldhavelikedtohavehuggedhisfatherwell,ifithadn’tbeenfortherecentstipulation。 Asitwas,heonlysqueezedhisfather’shand,andlookedbravelyupandsaid,“I’lltry,father。“ “Iknowyouwill,myboy。Isyourmoneyallsafe? “Yes,“saidTom,divingintoonepockettomakesure。 “Andyourkeys?“saidtheSquire。 “Allright,“saidTom,divingintotheotherpocket。 “Well,then,good-night。Godblessyou!I’lltellbootstocallyou,andbeuptoseeyouoff。“ Tomwascarriedoffbythechambermaidinabrownstudy,fromwhichhewasrousedinacleanlittleattic,bythatbuxompersoncallinghimalittledarlingandkissinghimasshelefttheroom;whichindignityhewastoomuchsurprisedtoresent。 Andstillthinkingofhisfather’slastwords,andthelookwithwhichtheywerespoken,hekneltdownandprayedthat,comewhatmight,hemightneverbringshameorsorrowonthedearfolkathome。 Indeed,theSquire’slastwordsdeservedtohavetheireffect,fortheyhadbeentheresultofmuchanxiousthought。AllthewayuptoLondonhehadponderedwhatheshouldsaytoTombywayofpartingadvice——somethingthattheboycouldkeepinhisheadreadyforuse。Bywayofassistingmeditation,hehadevengonethelengthoftakingouthisflintandsteelandtinder,andhammeringawayforaquarterofanhourtillhehadmanufacturedalightforalongTrichinopolicheroot,whichhesilentlypuffed,tothenosmallwonderofcoachee,whowasanoldfriend,andaninstitutionontheBathroad,andwhoalwaysexpectedatalkontheprospectsanddoings,agriculturalandsocial,ofthewholecountry,whenhecarriedtheSquire。 TocondensetheSquire’smeditation,itwassomewhatasfollows: “Iwon’ttellhimtoreadhisBible,andloveandserveGod;ifhedon’tdothatforhismother’ssakeandteaching,hewon’tformine。ShallIgointothesortoftemptationshe’llmeetwith?No,Ican’tdothat。Neverdoforanoldfellowtogointosuchthingswithaboy。Hewon’tunderstandme。Dohimmoreharmthangood,tentoone。ShallItellhimtomindhiswork,andsayhe’ssenttoschooltomakehimselfagoodscholar?Well,butheisn’tsenttoschoolforthat——atanyrate,notforthatmainly。Idon’tcareastrawforGreekparticles,orthedigamma;nomoredoeshismother。Whatishesenttoschoolfor?Well,partlybecausehewantedsotogo。 Ifhe’llonlyturnoutabrave,helpful,truth-tellingEnglishman,andagentleman,andaChristian,that’sallI want,“thoughttheSquire;anduponthisviewofthecaseheframedhislastwordsofadvicetoTom,whichwerewellenoughsuitedtohispurpose。 FortheywereTom’sfirstthoughtsashetumbledoutofbedatthesummonsofboots,andproceededrapidlytowashanddresshimself。Attenminutestothreehewasdowninthecoffee-roominhisstockings,carryinghishat-box,coat,andcomforterinhishand;andtherehefoundhisfathernursingabrightfire,andacupofhotcoffeeandahardbiscuitonthetable。 “Now,then,Tom,giveusyourthingshere,anddrinkthis。 There’snothinglikestartingwarm,oldfellow。“ Tomaddressedhimselftothecoffee,andprattledawaywhileheworkedhimselfintohisshoesandhisgreatcoat,wellwarmedthrough——aPetershamcoatwithvelvetcollar,madetightaftertheabominablefashionofthosedays。Andjustasheisswallowinghislastmouthful,windinghiscomforterroundhisthroat,andtuckingtheendsintothebreastofhiscoat,thehornsounds;bootslooksinandsays,“Tally-ho,sir;“andtheyheartheringandtherattleofthefourfasttrottersandthetown-madedrag,asitdashesuptothePeacock。 “Anythingforus,Bob?“saystheburlyguard,droppingdownfrombehind,andslappinghimselfacrossthechest。 “Younggen’lm’n,Rugby;threeparcels,Leicester;hampero’ game,Rugby,“answershostler。 “Tellyounggenttolookalive,“saysguard,openingthehind- bootandshootingintheparcelsafterexaminingthembythelamps。“Here;shovetheportmanteauupa-top。I’llfastenhimpresently——Nowthen,sir,jumpupbehind。“ “Good-bye,father——myloveathome。“Alastshakeofthehand。 UpgoesTom,theguardcatchinghishatboxandholdingonwithonehand,whilewiththeotherheclapsthehorntohismouth。 Toot,toot,toot!thehostlersletgotheirheads,thefourbaysplungeatthecollar,andawaygoestheTally-hointothedarkness,forty-fivesecondsfromthetimetheypulledup。 Hostler,boots,andtheSquirestandlookingafterthemunderthePeacocklamp。 “Sharpwork!“saystheSquire,andgoesinagaintohisbed,thecoachbeingwelloutofsightandhearing。 Tomstandsuponthecoachandlooksbackathisfather’sfigureaslongashecanseeit;andthentheguard,havingdisposedofhisluggage,comestoananchor,andfinisheshisbuttoningsandotherpreparationsforfacingthethreehoursbeforedawn——nojokeforthosewhomindedcold,onafastcoachinNovember,inthereignofhislateMajesty。 Isometimesthinkthatyouboysofthisgenerationareadealtendererfellowsthanweusedtobe。Atanyrateyou’remuchmorecomfortabletravellers,forIseeeveryoneofyouwithhisrugorplaid,andotherdodgesforpreservingthecaloric,andmostofyougoingin,thosefuzzy,dusty,paddedfirst-classcarriages。Itwasanotheraffairaltogether,adarkrideonthetopoftheTally-ho,Icantellyou,inatightPetershamcoat,andyourfeetdanglingsixinchesfromthefloor。Thenyouknewwhatcoldwas,andwhatitwastobewithoutlegs,fornotabitoffeelinghadyouinthemafterthefirsthalf-hour。Butithaditspleasures,theolddarkride。Firsttherewastheconsciousnessofsilentendurance,sodeartoeveryEnglishman—— ofstandingoutagainstsomething,andnotgivingin。Thentherewasthemusicoftherattlingharness,andtheringofthehorses’feetonthehardroad,andtheglareofthetwobrightlampsthroughthesteaminghoarfrost,overtheleaders’ears,intothedarkness,andthecheerytootoftheguard’shorn,towarnsomedrowsypikemanorthehostleratthenextchange;andthelookingforwardtodaylight;andlast,butnotleast,thedelightofreturningsensationinyourtoes。 Thenthebreakofdawnandthesunrise,wherecantheybeeverseeninperfectionbutfromacoachroof?Youwantmotionandchangeandmusictoseethemintheirglory——notthemusicofsingingmenandsingingwomen,butgood,silentmusic,whichsetsitselfinyourownhead,theaccompanimentofworkandgettingovertheground。 TheTally-hoispastSt。Albans,andTomisenjoyingtheride,thoughhalf-frozen。Theguard,whoisalonewithhimonthebackofthecoach,issilent,buthasmuffledTom’sfeetupinstraw,andputtheendofanoat-sackoverhisknees。Thedarknesshasdrivenhiminwards,andhehasgoneoverhislittlepastlife,andthoughtofallhisdoingsandpromises,andofhismotherandsister,andhisfather’slastwords;andhasmadefiftygoodresolutions,andmeanstobearhimselflikeabraveBrownasheis,thoughayoungone。Thenhehasbeenforwardintothemysteriousboy-future,speculatingastowhatsortofplaceRugbyis,andwhattheydothere,andcallingupallthestoriesofpublicschoolswhichhehasheardfrombigboysintheholidays。Heischoke-fullofhopeandlife,notwithstandingthecold,andkickshisheelsagainsttheback- board,andwouldliketosing,onlyhedoesn’tknowhowhisfriendthesilentguardmighttakeit。 Andnowthedawnbreaksattheendofthefourthstage,andthecoachpullsupatalittleroadsideinnwithhugestablesbehind。Thereisabrightfiregleamingthroughtheredcurtainsofthebarwindow,andthedoorisopen。Thecoachmancatcheshiswhipintoadoublethong,andthrowsittothehostler;thesteamofthehorsesrisesstraightupintotheair。 Hehasputthemalongoverthelasttwomiles,andistwominutesbeforehistime。Herollsdownfromtheboxandintotheinn。Theguardrollsoffbehind。“Now,sir,“sayshetoTom,“youjustjumpdown,andI’llgiveyouadropofsomethingtokeepthecoldout。“