第9章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hughes字数:5433更新时间:18/12/27 08:52:32
Andthisfeelingcarriedhimthroughhisfirstpartingwithhismotherbetterthancouldhavebeenexpected。Theirlovewasasfairandwholeashumanlovecanbe——perfectself-sacrificeontheonesidemeetingayoungandtrueheartontheother。Itisnotwithinthescopeofmybook,however,tospeakoffamilyrelations,orIshouldhavemuchtosayonthesubjectofEnglishmothers——ay,andofEnglishfathers,andsisters,andbrotherstoo。NeitherhaveIroomtospeakofourprivateschools。WhatIhavetosayisaboutpublicschools——thosemuch-abusedandmuch-belaudedinstitutionspeculiartoEngland。 SowemusthurrythroughMasterTom’syearataprivateschoolasfastaswecan。 Itwasafairaveragespecimen,keptbyagentleman,withanothergentlemanassecondmaster;butitwaslittleenoughoftherealworktheydid——merelycomingintoschoolwhenlessonswerepreparedandallreadytobeheard。Thewholedisciplineoftheschooloutoflessonhourswasinthehandsofthetwoushers,oneofwhomwasalwayswiththeboysintheirplayground,intheschool,atmeals——infact,atalltimesandeverywhere,tilltheywerefairlyinbedatnight。 Nowthetheoryofprivateschoolsis(orwas)constantsupervisionoutofschool——thereindifferingfundamentallyfromthatofpublicschools。 Itmayberightorwrong;butifright,thissupervisionsurelyoughttobetheespecialworkofthehead-master,theresponsibleperson。TheobjectofallschoolsisnottoramLatinandGreekintoboys,buttomakethemgoodEnglishboys,goodfuturecitizens;andbyfarthemostimportantpartofthatworkmustbedone,ornotdone,outofschoolhours。Toleaveit,therefore,inthehandsofinferiormen,isjustgivingupthehighestandhardestpartoftheworkofeducation。WereIaprivateschool-master,Ishouldsay,Letwhowillheartheboystheirlessons,butletmelivewiththemwhentheyareatplayandrest。 ThetwoushersatTom’sfirstschoolwerenotgentlemen,andverypoorlyeducated,andwereonlydrivingtheirpoortradeofushertogetsuchlivingastheycouldoutofit。Theywerenotbadmen,buthadlittleheartfortheirwork,andofcoursewerebentonmakingitaseasyaspossible。Oneofthemethodsbywhichtheyendeavouredtoaccomplishthiswasbyencouragingtale-bearing,whichhadbecomeafrightfullycommonviceintheschoolinconsequence,andhadsappedallthefoundationsofschoolmorality。Anotherwas,byfavouringgrosslythebiggestboys,whoalonecouldhavegiventhemmuchtrouble;wherebythoseyounggentlemenbecamemostabominabletyrants,oppressingthelittleboysinallthesmallmeanwayswhichprevailinprivateschools。 PoorlittleTomwasmadedreadfullyunhappyinhisfirstweekbyacatastrophewhichhappenedtohisfirstletterhome。Withhugelabourhehad,ontheveryeveningofhisarrival,managedtofilltwosidesofasheetofletter-paperwithassurancesofhislovefordearmamma,hishappinessatschool,andhisresolvestodoallshewouldwish。Thismissive,withthehelpoftheboywhosatatthedesknexthim,alsoanewarrival,hemanagedtofoldsuccessfully;butthisdone,theyweresadlyputtoitformeansofsealing。Envelopeswerethenunknown;theyhadnowax,anddarednotdisturbthestillnessoftheeveningschool-roombygettingupandgoingtoasktheusherforsome。 AtlengthTom’sfriend,beingofaningeniousturnofmind,suggestedsealingwithink;andtheletterwasaccordinglystuckdownwithablobofink,anddulyhandedbyTom,onhiswaytobed,tothehousekeepertobeposted。Itwasnottillfourdaysafterwardsthatthegooddamesentforhim,andproducedthepreciousletterandsomewax,saying,“OMasterBrown,Iforgottotellyoubefore,butyourletterisn’tsealed。“PoorTomtookthewaxinsilenceandsealedhisletter,withahugelumprisinginhisthroatduringtheprocess,andthenranawaytoaquietcorneroftheplayground,andburstintoanagonyoftears。Theideaofhismotherwaitingdayafterdayfortheletterhehadpromisedheratonce,andperhapsthinkinghimforgetfulofher,whenhehaddoneallinhispowertomakegoodhispromise,wasasbitteragriefasanywhichhehadtoundergoformanyalongyear。Hiswrath,then,wasproportionatelyviolentwhenhewasawareoftwoboys,whostoppedclosebyhim,andoneofwhom,afatgabyofafellow,pointedathimandcalledhim“Youngmammy-sick!“WhereuponTomarose,andgivingventthustohisgriefandshameandrage,smotehisderideronthenose;andmadeitbleed;whichsentthatyoungworthyhowlingtotheusher,whoreportedTomforviolentandunprovokedassaultandbattery。Hittinginthefacewasafelonypunishablewithflogging,otherhittingonlyamisdemeanour——adistinctionnotaltogetherclearinprinciple。 Tom,however,escapedthepenaltybypleadingprimumtempus;andhavingwrittenasecondlettertohismother,inclosingsomeforget-me-nots,whichhepickedontheirfirsthalf-holidaywalk,feltquitehappyagain,andbegantoenjoyvastlyagooddealofhisnewlife。 Thesehalf-holidaywalkswerethegreateventsoftheweek。ThewholefiftyboysstartedafterdinnerwithoneoftheushersforHazeldown,whichwasdistantsomemileorsofromtheschool。 Hazeldownmeasuredsomethreemilesround,andintheneighbourhoodwereseveralwoodsfullofallmannerofbirdsandbutterflies。Theusherwalkedslowlyroundthedownwithsuchboysaslikedtoaccompanyhim;therestscatteredinalldirections,beingonlyboundtoappearagainwhentheusherhadcompletedhisround,andaccompanyhimhome。Theywereforbidden,however,togoanywhereexceptonthedownandintothewoods;thevillagehadbeenespeciallyprohibited,wherehugebull’s-eyesandunctuoustoffymightbeprocuredinexchangeforcoinoftherealm。 Variousweretheamusementstowhichtheboysthenbetookthemselves。Attheentranceofthedowntherewasasteephillock,likethebarrowsofTom’sowndowns。Thismoundwastheweeklysceneofterrificcombats,atagamecalledbythequeernameof“mud-patties。“Theboyswhoplayeddividedintosidesunderdifferentleaders,andonesideoccupiedthemound。 Then,allpartieshavingprovidedthemselveswithmanysodsofturf,cutwiththeirbread-and-cheeseknives,thesidewhichremainedatthebottomproceededtoassaultthemound,advancinguponallsidesundercoverofaheavyfireofturfs,andthenstrugglingforvictorywiththeoccupants,whichwastheirsassoonastheycould,evenforamoment,clearthesummit,whentheyinturnbecamethebesieged。Itwasagood,rough,dirtygame,andofgreatuseincounteractingthesneakingtendenciesoftheschool。Thenothersoftheboysspreadoverthedowns,lookingfortheholesofhumble-beesandmice,whichtheydugupwithoutmercy,often(Iregrettosay)killingandskinningtheunluckymice,and(Idonotregrettosay)gettingwellstungbythebumble-bees。Otherswentafterbutterfliesandbirds’eggsintheirseasons;andTomfoundonHazeldown,forthefirsttime,thebeautifullittlebluebutterflywithgoldenspotsonhiswings,whichhehadneverseenonhisowndowns,anddugouthisfirstsand-martin’snest。Thislatterachievementresultedinaflogging,forthesand-martinsbuiltinahighbankclosetothevillage,consequentlyoutofbounds;butoneofthebolderspiritsoftheschool,whonevercouldbehappyunlesshewasdoingsomethingtowhichriskwasattached,easilypersuadedTomtobreakboundsandvisitthemartins’bank。Fromwhenceitbeingonlyasteptothetoffyshop,whatcouldbemoresimplethantogoonthereandfilltheirpockets;orwhatmorecertainthanthatontheirreturn,adistributionoftreasurehavingbeenmade,theushershouldshortlydetecttheforbiddensmellofbull’s-eyes,and,asearchensuing,discoverthestateofthebreeches-pocketsofTomandhisally? ThisallyofTom’swasindeedadesperateherointhesightoftheboys,andfearedasonewhodealtinmagic,orsomethingapproachingthereto。Whichreputationcametohiminthiswise。 Theboyswenttobedateight,and,ofcourse,consequentlylayawakeinthedarkforanhourortwo,tellingghost-storiesbyturns。Onenightwhenitcametohisturn,andhehaddrieduptheirsoulsbyhisstory,hesuddenlydeclaredthathewouldmakeafieryhandappearonthedoor;andtotheastonishmentandterroroftheboysinhisroom,ahand,orsomethinglikeit,inpalelight,didthenandthereappear。Thefameofthisexploithavingspreadtotheotherrooms,andbeingdiscreditedthere,theyoungnecromancerdeclaredthatthesamewonderwouldappearinalltheroomsinturn,whichitaccordinglydid;andthewholecircumstanceshavingbeenprivatelyreportedtooneoftheushersasusual,thatfunctionary,afterlisteningaboutatthedoorsoftherooms,byasuddendescentcaughttheperformerinhisnight-shirt,withaboxofphosphorusinhisguiltyhand。 Lucifer-matchesandallthepresentfacilitiesforgettingacquaintedwithfirewerethenunknown——theverynameofphosphorushadsomethingdiabolicinittotheboy-mind;soTom’sally,atthecostofasoundflogging,earnedwhatmanyolderfolkcovetmuch——theverydecidedfearofmostofhiscompanions。 Hewasaremarkableboy,andbynomeansabadone。Tomstucktohimtillheleft,andgotintomanyscrapesbysodoing。Buthewasthegreatopponentofthetale-bearinghabitsoftheschool,andtheopenenemyoftheushers;andsoworthyofallsupport。 TomimbibedafairamountofLatinandGreekattheschool,butsomehow,onthewhole,itdidn’tsuithim,orheit,andintheholidayshewasconstantlyworkingtheSquiretosendhimatoncetoapublicschool。Greatwashisjoythen,wheninthemiddleofhisthirdhalf-year,inOctober183-,afeverbrokeoutinthevillage,andthemasterhavinghimselfslightlysickenedofit,thewholeoftheboysweresentoffataday’snoticetotheirrespectivehomes。 TheSquirewasnotquitesopleasedasMasterTomtoseethatyounggentleman’sbrown,merryfaceappearathome,sometwomonthsbeforethepropertime,fortheChristmasholidays;andso,afterputtingonhisthinkingcap,heretiredtohisstudyandwroteseveralletters,theresultofwhichwasthat,onemorningatthebreakfast-table,aboutafortnightafterTom’sreturn,headdressedhiswifewith——“Mydear,IhavearrangedthatTomshallgotoRugbyatonce,forthelastsixweeksofthishalf-year,insteadofwastingtheminridingandloiteringabouthome。Itisverykindofthedoctortoallowit。WillyouseethathisthingsareallreadybyFriday,whenIshalltakehimuptotown,andsendhimdownthenextdaybyhimself。“ Mrs。Brownwaspreparedfortheannouncement,andmerelysuggestedadoubtwhetherTomwereyetoldenoughtotravelbyhimself。However,findingbothfatherandsonagainstheronthispoint,shegavein,likeawisewoman,andproceededtoprepareTom’skitforhislaunchintoapublicschool。 “Letthesteam-pothisstillit’shot; GivemethespeedoftheTantivytrot。“ CoachingSong,byR。E。E。Warburton,Esq。 “Now,sir,timetogetup,ifyouplease。Tally-hocoachforLeicester’llberoundinhalfanhour,anddon’twaitfornobody。“SospakethebootsofthePeacockInnIslington,athalf-pasttwoo’clockonthemorningofadayintheearlypartofNovember183-,givingTomatthesametimeashakebytheshoulder,andthenputtingdownacandle;andcarryingoffhisshoestoclean。 TomandhisfatherarrivedintownfromBerkshirethedaybefore,andfinding,oninquiry,thattheBirminghamcoacheswhichranfromthecitydidnotpassthroughRugby,butdepositedtheirpassengersatDunchurch,avillagethreemilesdistantonthemainroad,wheresaidpassengershadtowaitfortheOxfordandLeicestercoachintheevening,ortotakeapost-chaise,hadresolvedthatTomshouldtraveldownbytheTally-ho,whichdivergedfromthemainroadandpassedthroughRugbyitself。AndastheTally-howasanearlycoach,theyhaddrivenouttothePeacocktobeontheroad。 TomhadneverbeeninLondon,andwouldhavelikedtohavestoppedattheBelleSavage,wheretheyhadbeenputdownbytheStar,justatdusk,thathemighthavegonerovingaboutthoseendless,mysterious,gas-litstreets,which,withtheirglareandhumandmovingcrowds,excitedhimsothathecouldn’ttalkeven。ButassoonashefoundthatthePeacockarrangementwouldgethimtoRugbybytwelveo’clockintheday,whereasotherwisehewouldn’tbetheretilltheevening,allotherplansmeltedaway,hisoneabsorbingaimbeingtobecomeapublicschool-boyasfastaspossible,andsixhourssoonerorlaterseemingtohimofthemostalarmingimportance。