第4章

类别:其他 作者:Ralph Connor字数:5259更新时间:18/12/27 08:49:59
Buttheywereunwillingtotakeonthehumdrumofmakingaliving,andwereinmostcasesincapableofinitiatingacongenialmethodofemployingtheirpowers,theirnew-found,splendid,gloriouspowers,bymeansofwhichtheyhadsavedanempireandaworld。 Theyhadbecomecommonmenagain,theyinwhosesoulsbutafewweeksagohadflamedthegloryandsplendourofadivineheroism! Smallwonderthatsomeofthesemen,tinglingwiththeconsciousnessofpowersofwhichthesebusy,engagedpeopleofthestreetsandshopsknewnothing,turnedwithdisdainfromthepetty,paltry,manyofthemnon-manlytasksthatmenpursuedsolelythattheymightlive。Live!Fortheselastterrible,greatandgloriousfiftymonthstheyhadschooledthemselvestothenotionthatthemainbusinessoflifewasnottolive。Therehadbeenforthemathingtodoinfinitelymoreworthwhilethantolive。Indeed,hadtheybeendeterminedatallcoststolive,thentheyhadbecometothemselves,totheircomrades,andindeedtoalltheworld,themostdespicableofalllivingthings,deservingandwinningtheinfinitecontemptofalltruemen。 Whilethe“gratuitymoney“lastedlifewentmerrilyenough,butwhenthelastchequehadbeencashed,andthegrimrealitythatrationshadceasedandQ。M。Storeswerenotlongeravailablethrustitselfvividlyintothefaceofthedemobilisedveteran,andwhenafterexperiencinginjobhuntingvaryingdegreesofhumiliationthesameveteranmadethestartlingandpainfuldiscoverythatforhiswaresofheroicself-immolation,ofdoggedendurancedoneupinkhaki,therewasnodemandinthebloodlessbutnonethelessstrenuousconflictofliving;andthatotherdiscovery,moredisconcerting,thathewasnotthemanhehadbeeninpre-wardaysandthoughthimselfstilltobe,butquiteanother,thenhewasreadyforoneoftwoalternatives,tosurrendertotheinevitabledictumthatafteralllifewasreallynotworthafight,moreparticularlyifitcouldbesustainedwithoutone,or,toflinghishatintotheBolshevistring,readyfortheoldthing,war——waragainsttheenemiesofcivilisationandhisownenemies,againstthosewhopossessedthingswhichheverymuchdesiredbutwhichforsomeinexplicablecausehewaspreventedfromobtaining。 Theformerclass,toagreaterorlessdegree,JackMaitlandrepresented;thelatter,TonyPerrotte。Fromtheirwarexperiencetheywerenowknittogetherinbondsthatranintolifeissues。 Togethertheyhadfacedwar’sultimatehorror,togethertheyhademergedwithimperishablememoriesofsheerheroicmanhoodmutuallyrevealedinhoursofdesperateneed。 AtJack’srequestTonyhadbeengiventhepositionofaJuniorForemaninoneoftheplaningmilldepartments,withthepromiseofadvancement。 “Youcanhaveanythingyouarefitfor,Tony,inanyofthemills。 IfeelthatIoweyou,thatwebothoweyoumorethanwecanpaybyanypositionwecanoffer,“wasGrantMaitland’sword。 “Mr。Maitland,neitheryounorJackowesmeanything。Jackhaspaid,andmorethanonce,allheowedme。But,“witharuefulsmile,“don’texpecttoomuchfrommeinthisjob。Ican’tseemyselfmakingitgo。“ “Giveitabigtry。Doyourbest。Iasknomore,“saidMr。 Maitland。 “Mybest?That’sahardthing。GivemeabayonetandsetsomeHunsbeforeme,andI’lldomybest。Thisisdifferentsomehow。“ “Different,yetthesame。Thesamequalitiesmakeforsuccess。 Youhavethebrainsandwithyourgiftformachinery——Well,tryit。 YouandJackherewillmakethisgobetweenyou,asyoumadetheothergo。“ Thedoorclosedontheyoungman。 “Willhemakegood,Jack?“saidthefather,anxiously。 “Willanyofusmakegood?“ “Youwill,Jack,Iknow。Youcanstick。“ “Yes,Icanstick,Isuppose,but,afterall——well,we’llhaveagoatit,anyway。But,likeTony,Ifeellikesaying,’Don’texpecttoomuch。’“ “Onlyyourbest,Jack,that’sall。Takethreemonths,sixmonths,ayear,andgetholdoftheofficeendofthebusiness。Youhavebrainsenough。IwantaGeneralManagerrightnow,Wickesishardlyuptoit。Heknowsthebooksandheknowstheworksbutheknowsnothingelse。Hedoesn’tknowmennormarkets。Heisanofficemanpureandsimple,andhe’sold,tooold。Thefactis,Jack,IhavetobemyownManagerinsideandoutside。Myforemenaregood,loyal,reliablefellows,buttheyonlyknowtheirorders。 Iwantsomeonetostandbesideme。Theplanthasbeendoubledincapacityduringthewar。Wedidalotofwarwork——aeroplaneparts。Wegotthespruceintherawandworkeditup,goodwork,too,ifIdosayitmyself。Nobetterwasdone。“ “Iknowsomethingaboutthat,Dad。IhadadaywithBadgleyinToronto。Iknowsomethingaboutit,andIknowwherethemoneywent,too,Dad。“ “Themoney?Ofcourse,Icouldn’ttakethemoney——howcouldIwithmyboysatthewar,andothermen’sboys?“ “Rathernot。MyGod,Dad,ifIthought——!Butwhat’stheusetalking?TheyknowinLondonallabouttheAmbulanceEquipmentandtheMachineGunBattery,andtheHospital。DoyouknowwhyCaramustookajobinthePermanentForceinEngland?Itwaseitherthatorblowingouthisbrains。Hecouldnotfacehisfather,awarmillionaire。MyGod,howcouldhe?“ Theboywaswalkingabouthisroomwithfacewhiteandlipsquivering。 “CaramuswasinchargeofthatMachineGunSectionthatheldthelineandletusgetback。Everymanwipedout,andCaramuscarriedbacksmashedtosmallpieces——andhisfathermakingamillionoutofmunitions!MyGod!MyGod!“ Asilencefellintheroomforaminute。 “PooroldCaramus!IsawhimintheCityamonthago,“saidthefather。“Ipitiedthepoorwretch。HewasaloneintheClub,notasoulwouldspeaktohim。Hehasgothishell。“ “Hedeservesit——allofit,andallwholikehimhavegotfatonbloodmoney。Doyouknow,Dad,whenIseethosemengoingaboutintheopenandnoonekickingthemIgetfairlysick。Idon’twonderatsomeoftheboysseeingred。Youmarkmywords,wearegoingtohavebadtimesinthiscountrybeforelong。“ “Iamafraidofit,boy。Thingslookugly。EveninourownworksIfeelabadspiritabout。TherearesomenewcomersfromtheoldcountrywhomIcan’tsayIadmiremuch。Theygrouchandtheywon’twork。Ourproductionislowerthaneverinourhistoryandourlaborcostismorethantwicewhatitwasin1914。“ “Well,Dad,givethemalittletimetosettledown。IhavenomoreuseforaslackerthanIhaveforawarmillionaire。“ “Wecan’tstandmuchofthatthing。Financiallyweareinfairlygoodshape。Webrokeevenwithouraeroplanework。Butwehaveabigstockofspruceonhand——high-pricedstuff,too——andaheavy,veryheavyoverhead。Weshallweatheritallright。Idon’tmindthewages,butwemusthaveproduction。Andthat’swhyIwantyouwithme。“ “Youmustnotdependonmeformuchuseforsometimeatleast。 IknowalittleabouthandlingmenbutaboutmachineryIknownothing。“ “Neverfear,boy,you’vegotthemachineinstinctinyou。I rememberyourholidayworkinthemill,yousee。Butyourplaceisintheoffice。Wickeswillshowyoutheropes,andyouwillmakegood,Iknow。AndIjustwanttosaythatyoudon’tknowhowgladIamtohaveyoucomeinwithme,Jack。Ifyourbrotherhadcomebackhewouldhavetakenhold,hewascutoutforthejob,but——“ “PooroldAndy!Hehadyourgeniusforthebusiness。Iwishhehadbeentheonetogetback!“ “Wehadnotthechoosing,Jack,andifhehadcomeweshouldhavefeltthesameaboutyou。GodknowswhatHeisdoing,andwecanonlydoourbest。“ “Well,Dad,“saidJack,risingandstandingnearhisfather’schair,“asIsaidbefore,I’llmakeagoatit,butdon’tcounttoomuchonme。“ “Iamcountingalotonyou。YouareallIhavenow。“Thefather’svoiceendedinahuskywhisper。Theboyswallowedtherisinglumpinhisthroatbutcouldfindnomorewordstogoonwith。Butinhishearttherewastheresolvethathewouldmakeanhonesttrytodoforhisfather’ssakewhathewouldnotforhisown。 Butbeforeamonthhadgonehewasheartilysickoftheoffice。Itwasindoors,andthepettyfussingwithtrivialdetailsirkedhim。 Accuracywasasinequanonofsuccessfulofficework,andaccuracyiseitherathingofnaturalgiftoristheresultoflongandpainfuldiscipline,andneitherbynaturenorbydisciplinehadJackcomeintothepossessionofthisprimequalificationforasuccessfulofficeman。HisledgerwellnighbroughttearstooldWickes’eyesandaddedaheavyloadtohisday’swork。NotthatoldWickesgrudgedtheextraburden,muchlessmadeanycomplaint; ratherdidhecountitjoytobeabletocoverfromothereyesthanhisowntheerrorsthatwereinevitablytobefoundinJack’sdailywork。 Haditseemedworthwhile,Jackwouldhavedisciplinedhimselftoaccuracy。Butwhatwastheendofitall?Alargerplantwithmoremachinestobuyandmorementoworkthemandtobeoverseenandtobepaid,afewmorefiguresinaBankBook——whatelse? Jack’stastesweresimple。Hedespisedtheostentationofwealthintheaccumulationofmerethings。Hehadonlypityfortheplungerandforthelooselivercontempt。Whyshouldhetiehimselftoadesk,awellappointeddeskitistrue,butstilladesk,inafour-walledroom,amuchfinerroomthanhisfatherhadeverknown,butaroomwhichbecametohimacage。Why?Ofcourse,therewashisfather——andJackwearilyturnedtohiscorrespondencebasket,sickofthesightofpaperandletterheadsandcostformsandproductionreports。Forhisfather’ssake,whohadonlyhim,hewouldcarryon。Andcarryonhedid,doggedly,wearily,boredtodeath,butstickingit。Thereportsfromtheworkswereoftenominous。Thingswerenotgoingwell。Therewasanundercurrentofunrestamongthemen。 “Idon’twonderatit,“saidJacktooldWickesoneday,whenthebookkeepersetbeforehimtheweek’spaysheetandproductionsheet,sidebyside。“Afterall,whyshouldthepoordevilsworkforus?“ “Forus,sir?“saidtheshockedWickes。“Forthemselves,surely。 Whatwouldtheydoforalivingiftherewasnowork?“ “That’sjustit,Wickes。Theygetaliving——isitworthwhile?“ “But,sir,“gaspedtheoldman,“theymustlive,and——“ “Whymustthey?“ “Becausetheywantto!Waittillyousee’emsick,sir。Myword! TheydomakehastefortheDoctor。“ “Ifancytheydo,Wickes。Butallthesame,Idon’twonderthattheygrouchabit。“ “’Tisnotthegrumbling,sir,Ideplore,“saidWickes,“iftheywouldonlywork,orletthemachineswork。That’sthetrouble,sir。Why,sir,whenIcametoyourfather,sir,weneverlookedattheclock,wekeptourmindsonthework。“ “Howlongago,Wickes?“ “Thirty-oneyears,sir,comenextMichaelmas。AndgladIwastogetthejob,too。Yousee,sir,Ihadjustcometothecountry,andwiththemissusandacoupleofkids——“ “Thirty-oneyears!GreatCaesar!Andyou’veworkedatthisdeskforthirty-oneyears!Andwhathaveyougotoutofit?“ “Well,sir,notwhatyoumightcallaterriblelot。Ihadn’ttheeddicationformuch,asyoumightsay——but——well,there’smylittlehome,andwe’velivedhappythere,themissusandme,andthekids—— atleast,tillthewarcame。“Theoldmanpausedabruptly。 “You’reright,Wickes,byJove,“exclaimedJack,startingfromhisseatandgrippingtheoldman’shand。“Youhavemadealotoutofit——andyougaveasfineaboyaseversteppedinuniformtoyourcountry。WewereallproudofStephen,everymanofus。“ “Iknowthat,sir,andheoftenwrotethewifeaboutyou,sir,whichwedon’tforget,sir。Ofcourse,it’shardonherandtheboys——justcominguptobesomethin’attheschool。“ “Bytheway,Wickes,howaretheydoing?Twoofthem,aren’tthere?Let’ssee——there’sSteve,he’stheeldest——“ “No,sir,he’stheyoungest,sir。Robertistheeldest——fourteen,andquitecleverathisbooks。Pityhe’sgottoquitjustnow。“ “Quit?Notabitofit。Wemustseetothat。AndlittleSteve—— howistheback?“ “He’stwelve。Thebackhurtsalot,butheishappyenough,ifyougivehimapencil。They’reallwithusnow。“ “Ah,well,well。Ithinkyouhavemadesomethingoutofitafterall,Wickes。AndwemustseeaboutRobert。“