第24章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:4607更新时间:18/12/27 08:43:26
Inamomentithadcome,thefirstseriousdisputeoftheirweddedlife。 Ithadcomeasallsuchcalamitiescome,fromnothing,anditwasontheminfulldisastereretheyknew。Suchaverylittlewhileago,thereintheconventgarden,theirliveshadbeendrawncloserinsympathythaneverbefore;andnowthatblessedtimeseemedagessince,andtheywerefurtherasunderthanthosewhohaveneverbeenfriends。“Ithought,“ bitterlymusedIsabel,“thathewouldhavedoneanythingforme。““Whocouldhavedreamedthatawomanofhersensewouldbesounreasonable,“ hewondered。Bothhadtempers,asIknowmydearestreaderhas(ifalady),andneitherwouldyield;andso,presently,theycouldhardlytellhow,fortheywereaghastatitall,Isabelwasaloneinherroomamidsttheruinsofherlife,andBasilaloneintheone-horsecarriage,tryingtodriveawayfromthewreckofhishappiness。Allwasover;thedreamwaspast;thecharmwasbroken。Thesweetnessoftheirlovewasturnedtogall;whateverhadpleasedthemintheirlovingmoodswasloathsomenow,andthethingstheyhadpraisedamomentbeforewerehateful。Inthatbalefullight,whichseemedtodwelluponalltheyeversaidordidinmutualenjoyment,howpoorandstupidandemptylookedtheirwedding- journey!Basilspentfiveminutesinarraigninghiswifeandconvictingherofeveryfollyandfault。Hissoulwasinawhirl,“FortobewrothwithoneweloveDothworklikemadnessinthebrain。“ Inthemidstofhisbitterandfuriousupbraidingshefoundhimselfsuddenlybecomeherardentadvocate,andreadytodenounceherjudgeasaheartlessmonster。“Onourweddingjourney,too!Goodheavens,whatanincrediblebruteIam!“Thenhesaid,“WhatanassIam!“Andthepathosofthecasehavingyieldedtoitsabsurdity,hewashelpless。 InfiveminutesmorehewasatIsabel’sside,theone-horsecarriagedriverdismissedwithahandsomepour-boire,andapairoflustybayswithaglitteringbarouchewaitingatthedoorbelow。Heswiftlyaccountedforhispresence,whichsheseemedtofindthemostnaturalthingthatcouldbe,andshemethissurrenderwiththeopennessofaheartthatforgivesbutdoesnotforget,ifindeedthemostgraciousartistheonlyoneunknowntothesex。 Sherosewithasmilefromtheruinsofherlife,amidstwhichshehadheart-brokenlysatdownwithallherthingson。“Iknewyou’dcomeback,“shesaid。 “SodidI,“heanswered。“Iammuchtoogoodandnobletosacrificemypreferencetomyduty。“ “Ididn’tcareparticularlyforthetwohorses,Basil,“shesaid,astheydescendedtothebarouche。“Itwasyourrefusingthemthathurtme。“ “AndIdidn’twanttheone-horsecarriage。Itwasyourinsistingsothatprovokedme。“ “Doyouthinkpeopleeverquarreledbeforeonaweddingjourney?“askedIsabelastheydrovegaylyoutofthecity。 “Never!Ican’tconceiveofit。Isupposeifthiswerewrittendown,nobodywouldbelieveit。“ “No,nobodycould,“saidIsabel,musingly,andsheaddedafterapause,“Iwishyouwouldtellmejustwhatyouthoughtofme,dearest。Didyoufeelasyoudidwhenourlittleaffairwasbrokenoff,longago?Didyouhateme?“ “Idid,mostcordially;butnothalfsomuchasIdespisedmyselfthenextmoment。Astoitsbeinglikealover’squarrel,itwasn’t。Itwasmorebitter,somuchmorelovethanloversevergivehadtobetakenback。Besides,ithadnodignity,andalover’squarrelalwayshas。 Alover’squarrelalwaysspringsfromamoreseriouscause,andhasanairofromantictragedy。Thishadnograceofthekind。Itwasapoorshabbylittlesquabble。“ “O,don’tcallitso,Basil!Ishouldlikeyoutorespectevenaquarrelofoursmorethanthat。Itwastragicalenoughwithme,forIdidn’tseehowitcouldeverbemadeup。IknewIcouldn’tmaketheadvances。 Idon’tthinkitisquitefemininetobethefirsttoforgive,isit?“ “I’msureIcan’tsay。Perhapsitwouldberatherunladylike。“ “Well,yousee,dearest,whatIamtryingtogetatisthis:whetherweshallloveeachotherthemoreorthelessforit。Ithinkweshallgetonallthebetterforawhile,onaccountofit。ButIshouldhavesaiditwastotallyoutofcharacterit’ssomethingyoumighthaveexpectedofaveryyoungbridalcouple;butafterwhatwe’vebeenthrough,itseemstooimprobable。“ “Verywell,“saidBasil,who,havingmadealltheconcessions,couldnotenjoythequarrelasshedid,simplybecauseitwastheirs;“let’sbehaveasifithadneverbeen。“ “Ono,wecan’t。Tome,it’sasifwehadjustwoneachother。“ Infactitgaveawonderfulzestandfreshnesstothatrideroundthemountain,andshedabeneficentglowupontherestoftheirjourney。 Thesuncameoutthroughthethinclouds,andlightedupthevastplainthatsweptawaynorthandeast,withthepurpleheightsagainsttheeasternsky。Theroyalmountainlifteditsgracefulmassbesidethem,andhidthecitywhollyfromsight。Peasant-villages,intheshadeofbeautifulelms,dottedtheplainineverydirection,andatintervalscreptuptothesideoftheroadalongwhichtheydrove。ButthesehadbeencorruptedbyamoreambitiousarchitecturesinceBasilsawthemlast,andwerenolongerpurelyFrenchinappearance。Then,nearlyeveryhousewasatanneryinamodestway,andpoeticallypublishedthefactbythedisplayofasheep’stailoverthefrontdoor,likeabushatawine- shop。Now,ifthetanneriesstillexisted,thepoetryofthecheeps’ tailshadvanishedfromtheportals。Butourfriendswereconsoledbymeetingnumbersofthepeasantsjoltinghomefrommarketinthepaintedcarts,whicharedoubtlessofthepatternofthecartsfirstbuilttheretwohundredyearsago。Theyweregratefulfortheimmortaloldwooden,crookedandbrownwiththelaborofthefields,whoaboundedinthesevehicles;whenahugegirljumpedfromthetailofhercart,andshowedthethick,clumsyanklesofatruepeasant-maid,theycouldonlysighouttheirunspeakablesatisfaction。 Gardensemboweredandperfumedthelowcottages,throughtheopendoorsofwhichtheycouldseetheexquisiteneatnessofthelifewithin。Oneofthedoorsopenedintoaschool-house,wheretheybeheldwithrapturetheschool-mistress,bookinhand,andwithaquaintcaponhergrayhead,andencircledbyherflockoflittleboysandgirls。 Byandbyitbegantorainagain;andnowwhiletheirdriverstoppedtoputupthetopofthebarouche,theyenteredacountrychurchwhichhadtakentheirfancy,andwalkeduptheaislewiththestepsthatblendwithsilenceratherthanbreakit,whiletheyheardonlythesoftwhisperoftheshowerwithout。Therewasnoonetherebutthemselves。Theurnofholywaterseemednottohavebeentroubledthatday,andnopenitentkneltattheshrine,beforewhichtwinkledsofaintlyonelightedlamp。 Thewhiteroofswelledintodimarchesovertheirheads;thepaledaylikeavisiblehushstolethroughthepaintedwindows;theyheardthemselvesbreatheastheycreptfrompicturetopicture。 Anarrowdooropenedatthesideofthehighaltar,andaslenderyoungpriestappearedinalongblackrobe,andwithshavenhead。He,tooashemovedwithnoiselessfeet,seemedapartofthesilence;andwhenheapproachedwithdreamyblackeyesfixeduponthem,andbowedcourteously,itseemedimpossibleheshouldspeak。Buthespoke,thepaleyoungpriest,thedark-robedtradition,thetonsuredvisionofanageandachurchthatarepassing。 “DoyouunderstandFrench,monsieur?“ “Averylittle,monsieur。“ “AverylittleismorethanmyEnglish,“hesaid,yethepolitelywenttheroundofthepictureswiththem,andgavethemthenamesofthepaintersbetweenhiscrossingsatthedifferentaltars。AtthehighaltartherewasaveryfairCrucifixion;beforethisthepriestbentoneknee。“Finepicture,finealtar,finechurch,“hesaidinEnglish。Atlasttheystoppednextthepoor-box。Astheircoinsclinkedagainstthosewithin,hesmiledserenelyuponthegoodheretics。Thenhebowed,and,asifhehadrelapsedintothepast,hevanishedthroughthenarrowdoorbywhichhehadentered。 BasilandIsabelstoodspeechlessamomentonthechurchsteps。Thenshecried,“O,whydidn’tsomethinghappen?“ “Ah,mydear!whatcouldhavekeenhalfsogoodasthenothingthatdidhappen?Supposeweknewhimtohavetakenordersbecauseofadisappointmentinlove:howcommonitwouldhavemadehim;everybodyhasbeencrossedinloveonceortwice。“Hebadethedrivertakethembacktothehotel。“Thisistheverybouquetofadventurewhyshouldwecareforthegrosserbody?Idaresayifweknewallaboutyonderpaleyoungpriest,weshouldnotthinkhimhalfsointerestingaswedonow。“ Atdinnertheyspenttheintervalsofthecoursesinguessingthenationalityofthedifferentpersons,andinwonderingiftheCanadiansdidnotmakeitamatterofconscientiousloyaltytoout-EnglishtheEnglisheveninthematterofpale-aleandsherry,andinrotundityofpersonandfreshnessofface,justastheyemulatedtheminthecutoftheirclothesandwhiskers。Musttheyfoundeventheirhealthuponthehealthofthemother-country? Ourfriendsbegantodetectsomethingservileinitall,andbutthattheyweresuchamiablepersons,theloyallyperfectdigestionofMontrealwouldhavegonefartoimpairtheirown。 Theloyalty,whichhadalreadyappearedtotheminthecathedral,suggesteditselfinmanywaysuponthestreet,whentheywentoutafterdinnertodothatlittleshoppingwhichIsabelhadplannedtodoinMontreal。Thebooksellers’windowswerefullofCanadianeditionsofourauthors,andEnglishcopiesofEnglishworks,insteadofourpiratededitions;thedry-goodsstoresweregaywithfabricsintheLondontasteandgarmentsoftheLondonshape;herewasthesignofaphotographertotheQueen,thereofahattertoH。R。H。thePrinceofWales;abarberwas“underthepatronageofH。R。H。thePrinceofWales,H。E。theDukeofCambridge,andthegentryofMontreal。“’Ichdien’wasthemottoofarestaurateur;ahosierhadgallantlylabeledhisstockintradewith’Honisoitquimalypense’。AgaintheynotedtheEnglishsolidityofthecivicedifices,andalreadytheyhadobservedintheforeignpopulationadifferencefromthatathome。TheysawnoGermanfacesonthestreets,andtheIrishfaceshadnotthattruculencewhichtheywearsometimeswithus。Theyhadnotlosttheirnativesimplenessandkindliness;theIrishmenwhodrovethepubliccarriageswereascivilasourownBostonhackmen,andbehavedasrespectfullyundertheshadowofEnglandhere,astheyworldhavedoneunderitinIreland。TheproblemwhichvexesusseemstohavebeensolvedpleasantlyenoughinCanada。