第46章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:4165更新时间:18/12/27 08:40:52
“Tellmethestory,Barbara,“saidAlan,“andtellitbriefly,forI cannotbearmuchmoreofthis。“ Shelookedathimandbeganinaslow,evenvoice: “Afteryouhadgone,dear,thingswentonasusualforamonthortwo。 ThencamethegreatSaharaCompanytrouble。Firsttherewererumoursandthesharesbegantogodown。Myuncleboughttheminbytensandhundredsofthousands,toholdupthemarket,becausehewasbeingthreatened,butofcoursehedidnotknowthenthatLordAylward——forIforgottotellyou,hehadbecomealordsomehow——wassecretlyoneoftheprincipalsellers,lethimdenyitifhecan。AtlasttheOttomanGovernment,throughtheEnglishambassador,publisheditsrepudiationoftheconcession,whichitseemswasaforgery,actuallyexecutedorobtainedinConstantinoplebymyuncle。Well,therewasafearfulsmash。Writsweretakenoutagainstmyuncle,butbeforetheycouldbeserved,hediedsuddenlyofheartdisease。IwaswithhimatthetimeandhekeptsayinghesawthatgoldmaskwhichJeekiecallsBonsa,thethingyoutookbacktoAfrica。Hehadafinefuneral,forwhathehaddonewasnotpubliclyknown,andwhenhiswillwasopenedIfoundthathehadleftmehisfortune,butmadeLordAylwardtheremytrusteeuntilIcametothefullageoftwenty-fiveundermyfather’swill。Alan,don’tforcemetotellyouwhatsortofaguardianhewastome;alsotherewasnofortune,ithadallgone; alsoIhadvery,verylittleleft,foralmostallmyownmoneyhadgonetoo。InhisdespairhehadforgedpaperstogetitinordertosupportthoseSaharaSyndicateshares。StillImanagedtoborrowabout£2000fromthatlittlelawyeroutofthe£5000thatremaintome,anindependentsumwhichhewasunabletotouch,and,Alan,withitI cametofindyou。 “Alan,LordAylwardfollowedme;althougheverybodyelsewasruined,heremainedrich,veryveryrich,theysay,andhisfancywastomarryme,alsoIthinkitwasnotcomfortableforhiminEngland。Itisalongtale,butIgotupherewithaboutfive-and-twentyservants,andSnell,mymaid,whomyouremember。Thenwewerebothtakenillwithsomedreadfulfeverandhaditnotbeenforthosegoodblackpeople,I shouldhavedied,forIhavebeenverysick,Alan。ButtheynursedmeandIrecovered;itwaspoorSnellwhodied,theyburiedherafewdaysago。Ithoughtthatshewouldlive,butshehadarelapse。NextLordAylwardappearedwithtwelvesoldiersandsomeporterswho,I believe,haverunawaynow,——oh!youcanguess,youcanguess。Hewantedmypeopletocarrymeawaysomewhere,tothecoast,Isuppose,buttheywerefaithfultomeandwouldnot。Thenhesethissoldiersontomaltreatthem。Theyshotseveralofthemandfloggedthemoneveryopportunity;theywerefloggingoneofthemjustnow,Iheardthem。Well,thepoormenmademeunderstandthattheycouldbearitnolongerandmustdowhathetoldthem。 “Andso,Alan,asIwasquitehopelessandhelpless,Imadeupmymindtokillmyself,hopingthatGodwouldforgivemeandthatIshouldfindyousomewhere,perhapsaftersleepingawhile,foritwasbettertodiethantobegivenintothepower——ofthatman。IthoughtthathewascomingformejustnowandIwasabouttodoit,butitwasyouinstead,Alan,/you/,andonlyjustintime。Thatisallthestory,andIhopeyouwillnotthinkthatIhaveactedveryfoolishly,butI diditforthebest。IfyouonlyknewwhatIhavesuffered,Alan,whatIhavegonethroughinonewayandanother,Iamsurethatyouwouldnotjudgemeharshly;alsoIkeptdreamingthatyouwereintroubleandwantedmetocometoyou,andofcourseIknewwhereyouweregoneandhadthatmap。Sendhimaway,Alan,forIamstillsoweakandI cannotbearthesightofhisface。Ifyoukneweverything,youwouldunderstand。“ AlanturnedonAylwardandinacold,quietvoiceaskedhimwhathehadtosaytothisstory。 “Ihavetosay,MajorVernon,thatitisaclevermixtureoftruthandfalsehood。Itistruethatyourcousin,Champers-Haswell,hasbeenprovedguiltyofsomeveryshamefulconduct。Forinstanceitappearsthathedidforge,orrathercausetobeforgedthatFirmanfromtheSultan,althoughIknewnothingofthisuntilitwaspubliclyrepudiated。ItisalsotruethatfearingexposureheentirelylosthisheadandspentnotonlyhisowngreatfortunebutthatofMissChampersalso,intryingtosupportSaharashares。IadmitalsothatI soldmanyhundredsofthousandsofthosesharesintheordinaryway,havingmadeupmymindtoretirefrombusinesswhenIwasraisedtothepeerage。Iadmitfurther,whatyouknewbefore,thatIwasattachedtoMissChampersandwishedtomarryher。WhyshouldInot,especiallyasIhadagooddealtooffertoaladywhohasbeenprovedtobealmostwithoutfortune? “FortherestshesetoutsecretlyonthismadjourneytoAfrica,whitherbothmydutyashertrusteeandmyaffectionpromptedmetofollowher。Ifoundherhererecoveringfromanillness,andsinceshehasdweltuponthepoint,inself-defenceImusttellyouthatwhateverhastakenplacebetweenus,hasbeenwithherfullconsentandencouragement。OfcourseIalludeonlytothoseaffectionateamenitieswhicharecommonbetweenpeoplewhopurposetomarryassoonasopportunitymayoffer。“ AtthisdeclarationpoorBarbaragaspedandleanedbackagainstherpillow。Alanstoodsilent,thoughhislipsturnedwhite,whileJeekiethrusthisbigheadthroughthetentopeningandstaredupwards。 “Whatareyoulookingat,Jeekie?“askedAlanirritably。 “Seemtowantair,Major,alsolooktoseeifcloudstumble。Believeparticklerbigliedothatsometimes。Pleasegoon,OgoodLord,forJeekiewanthisbreakfast。“ “AsregardstheexecutionoftwoofMissChampers’bearersandthefloggingofsomeothers,thesepunishmentswereinflictedformutiny,“ wentonAylward。“Itwasobviouslynecessarythatsheshouldbemovedbacktothecoast,butIfoundoutthattheyweretryingtodesertherinabodyandtotamperwithmyownservants,andsowasobligedtotakestrongmeasures。“ “Surethosecloudscomedownnow,“soliloquizedJeekie,“orleastsomethingrummyhappen。“ “Ihaveonlytoadd,MajorVernon,thatunlessyoumakeawaywithmefirst,asIdaresayyouwill,assoonaswereachcivilizationagainI shallproceedagainstyouandthisfellowforthecold-bloodedmurderofmymen,inpunishmentofwhichIhopeyettolivetoseeyouhanged。Meanwhile,IhavemuchpleasureinreleasingMissChampersfromherengagementtomewhich,whatevershemayhavesaidtoyouinEngland,shewasgladenoughtoenteronhereinAfrica,acountryofwhichIhavebeentoldtheclimatefrequentlydeterioratesthemoralcharacter。“ “Hear,hear!“ejaculatedJeekie,“hesaysomethingtrueatlast;byaccident,Ithink,likepigwhatfindpearlinmuck-heap。“ “Holdyourtongue,Jeekie,“saidAlan。“Idonotintendtokillyou,LordAylward,ortodoyouanyharm——“ “NorIneither,“brokeinJeekie,“allIdotomyLordjustformyLord’sgood;whoJeekiethathewishtohurtnobleBritish’ristocrat?“ “ButIdointendthatitshallbeimpossiblethatMissChampersshouldbeforcedtolistentomoreofyourinsults,“wentonAlan,“andtomakesurethatyourgundoesnotgooffagainasitdidthismorning。 So,LordAylward,untilwehavesettledwhatwearegoingtodo,I mustkeepyouunderarrest。Takehimtohistent,Jeekie,andputaguardoverhim。“ “Yes,Major,certainly,Major。Rightturn,march!myLord,andquick,please,sincepoor,commonJeekienotwantdirtyhisblackfingertouchingyou。“ Aylwardobeyed,butatthedoorofthetentswungroundandfavouredAlanwithaveryevillook。 “Luckiswithyouforthemoment,MajorVernon,“hesaid,“butifyouarewiseyouwillrememberthatyouneverhavebeenandneverwillbemymatch。Itwillturnagain,Ihavenodoubt,andthenyoumaylooktoyourself,forIwarnyouIamabadenemy。“ Alandidnotanswer,butforthefirsttimeBarbarasprangtoherfeetandspoke。 “Youmeanthatyouareabadman,LordAylward,andacowardtoo,orotherwiseyouwouldnothavetorturedmeasyouhavedone。Well,whenitseemedimpossiblethatIshouldescapefromyouexceptinoneway,IwassavedbyanotherwayofwhichIneverdreamed。NowItellyouthatIdonotfearyouanymore。ButIthink,“sheaddedslowly,“thatyouwoulddowelltofearforyourself。Idon’tknowwhy,butitcomesintomymindthatthoughneitherAlannorIshallliftafingeragainstyou,youhaveagreatdealofwhichtobeafraid。RememberwhatIsaidtoyoumonthsagowhenyouwereangrybecauseIwouldnotmarryyou。Ibelieveitisallcomingtrue,LordAylward。“ ThenBarbaraturnedherbackuponhim,andthatwasthelasttimethateithersheorAlaneversawhisface。 Hewasgone,andBarbara,herheaduponherlover’sshoulderandhersweeteyesfilledwithtearsofjoyandgratitude,wasbeginningtotellhimeverythingthathadbefallenherwhensuddenlytheyheardaloudcoughoutsidethetent。 “It’sthatconfoundedJeekie,“saidAlan,andhecalledtohimtocomein。 “What’sthematternow?“heaskedcrossly。 “Breakfast,Major。Hislordshipgotplentygoodstores,borrowsomefromhimandgivehimchit。Cominginoneminute——hotcoffee,kipperherring,rasherbacon,alsobutter(bestDanish),andBathOliverbiscuit。“ “Verywell,“saidAlan,butJeekiedidnotmove。 “Verywell,“repeatedAlan。 “No,Major,notverywell,veryill。Thoughtthoseliesbringdownclouds。“ “Whatdoyoumean,Jeekie?“ “Mean,Major,thatAsikismellingaboutthiscamp。Porter-manwhatgotofetchwaterseethem。Alsobelievetheycatchrestofthosesoldierchapsandpolishthem,forporter-manheartherow。“