第37章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:4510更新时间:18/12/27 08:40:52
“IhopethatIshalllive,“heanswered。“Iamhungry,pleasegivemesomefood。“ Nextinstanttherewasatumultnearby,andwhenAlanlookedupagainitwastoseeJeekie,verylightlyclad,flyingthroughthedoor。 “Itwillbeherepresently,“shesaid。“Oh!ifyouknewwhatIhavesuffered,ifyouonlyknew。NowyouwillrecoverwhomIthoughtdead,forthisfeverpassesquicklyandthereshallbesuchasacrifice——no,Iforgot,youhatesacrifices——thereshallbenosacrifice,thereshallbeathanksgiving,andeverywomaninthelandshallbreakherbondstohusbandortoloverandtakehimwhomshedesireswithoutreproachorloss。IwilldoasIwouldbedoneby,thatisthelawyoutaughtme,isitnot?“ Thisnovelinterpretationofasacreddoctrine,worthyofJeekiehimself,soparalyzedAlan’senfeebledbrainthathecouldmakenoanswer,nordoanythingexceptwonderwhatwouldhappeninAsiki-landwhenthedecreeofitspriestesstookeffect。ThenJeekiearrivedwithsomethingtodrinkwhichheswallowedwiththeeagernessoftheconvalescentandalmostimmediatelywenttosleepingoodearnest。 Alan’srecoverywasrapid,sinceastheAsikahadtoldhim,ifapatientlivesthroughit,thekindoffeverthathehadtakendidnotlastlongenoughtoexhausthisvitalforces。Whensheaskedhimifheneededanythingtomakehimwell,heanswered: “Yes,airandexercise。“ Sherepliedthatheshouldhaveboth,andnextmorninghishatedmaskwasputuponhisfaceandhewassupportedbyprieststoadoorwherealitter,orratherlitterswerewaiting,oneforhimselfandanotherforJeekiewho,althoughinrobusthealth,wasstillsupposedtobeofficiallyillandnotallowedtowalkuponhisownlegs。Theyenteredtheselittersandwereborneofftillpresentlytheymetathirdlitterofparticularlygorgeousdesigncarriedbymaskedbearers,whereinwastheAsikaherself,wearinghercoronetandasplendidrobe。 Intothislitter,whichwasfittedwithasecondseat,Alanwastransferred,theMungana,forwhomitwasdesigned,beingplacedinthatvacatedbyAlan,whicheitherbyaccidentorotherwise,wasnomoreseenthatday。Theywentupthemountainsideandtotheedgeofthegreatfallandwatchedthewatersthunderdown,thoughthecrestofthemtheycouldnotreach。Nexttheywanderedoffintothehugeforeststhatclothedtheslopesofthehillsandtherehaltedandate。 ThenasthesunsanktheyreturnedtothegloomyBonsa-Townbeneaththem。 ForAlan,notwithstandinghisweaknessandanxieties,itwasaheavenlyday。TheAsikawaspassive,somenewmoodbeingonher,andscarcelytroubledhimatallexcepttocallhisattentiontoatree,aflower,oraprospectofthescenery。Hereonthemountainside,too,theairwassweet,andfortherest——well,hewhohadbeensoneartodeath,wasescapedforanhourfromthatgloomyhomeofbloodshedandsuperstition,andsawGod’sskyagain。 Thisjourneywasthefirstofmany。Everydaythelitterswerewaitingandtheyvisitedsomenewplace,althoughintothetownitselftheyneverwent。Moreover,iftheypassedthroughoutlyingvillages,thoughAlanwasforcedtowearhismask,theirinhabitantshadbeenwarnedtoabsentthemselves,sothattheysawnoone。Thecropswereleftuntendedandthecattleandsheeplowedhungrilyintheirkraals。Oncertaindays,atAlan’srequest,theyweretakentothespotswherethegoldwasfoundinthegravelbedofanalmostdrystreamthatduringtherainswasatorrent。 HedescendedfromthelitterandwiththehelpoftheAsikaandJeekie,dugalittleinthisgravel,notwithoutreward,forinittheyfoundseveralnuggets。Above,too,wheretheywentafterwards,wasahugequartzreefdenudedbywater,whichevidentlyhadbeenworkedinpastagesandwasstillsorichthatinittheysawplentyofvisiblegold。LookingatitAlanbethoughthimofhisCitydaysandofthehundredsofthousandsofpoundscapitalwithwhichthisuniquepropositionmighthavebeenfloated。Afterwardstheywerecarriedtotheplaceswherethegemswerefound,stuckaboutintheclay,likeplumsinapudding,thoughnoneeversoughtthemnow。ButallthesethingsinterestedtheAsikanotatall。 “Whatisthegoodofgold,“sheaskedofAlan,“excepttomakethingsof,orthebrightstonesexcepttoplaywith?Whatisthegoodofanythingexceptfoodtoeatandpowerandwisdomthatcanopenthesecretdoorsofknowledge,ofthingsseenandthingsunseen,andlovethatbringstheloverjoyandforgetfulnessofselfandtakesawaytheawfullonelinessofthesoul,ifonlyforalittlewhile?“ Notwishingtodriftintodiscussiononthematteroflove,Alanaskedthepriestesstodefineher“soul,“whenceitcameandwhithershebelievedittobegoing。 “MysoulisI,Vernoon,“sheanswered,“andalreadyvery,veryold。 Thusithasruledamongstthispeopleforthousandsofyears。“ “Howisthat?“heasked,“seeingthattheAsikadies?“ “Oh!no,Vernoon,shedoesnotdie;sheonlychanges。Theoldbodydies,thespiritentersintoanotherbodywhichiswaiting。ThusuntilIwasfourteenIwasbutacommongirl,thedaughterofaheadmanofthatvillageyonder,atleastsotheytellme,forofthistimeIhavenomemory。ThentheAsikadiedandasIhadthesecretmarksandthebeautythatishersthepriestsburntherbodybeforeBigBonsaandsuffocatedme,thechild,inthesmokeoftheburning。ButIawokeagainandwhenIawokethepastwasgoneandthesouloftheAsikafilledme,bringingwithititsawfulmemories,itsgatheredwisdom,itspassionofloveandhate,anditspowertolookbackwardandbefore。“ “Doyoueverdothesethings?“askedAlan。 “Backward,yes,beforeverylittle;sinceyoucame,notatall,becausemyheartisacowardandIfearwhatImightsee。Oh!Vernoon,Vernoon,Iknowyouandyourthoughts。Youthinkmeabeautifulbeastwholoveslikeabeast,wholovesyoubecauseyouarewhiteanddifferentfromourmen。Well,whatthereisofthebeastinmethegodsofmypeoplegave,fortheyaredevilsandIamtheirservant。 Butthereismorethanthat,thereisgoodalsowhichIhavewonformyself。IknewyouwouldcomeevenbeforeIhadseenyourface,Iknewyouwouldcome,“shewentonpassionately,“andthatiswhyIwasyoursalready。Butwhatwouldbefallafteryoucame,thatIneitherknew,norknow,becauseIwillnotseek,whocouldlearnitall。“ Helookedatherandshesawthedoubtinhiseyes。 “Youdonotbelieveme,Vernoon。Verywell,thisnightyoushallsee,youandthatblackdogofyours,thatyoumayknowIdonottrickyou,andheshalltellmewhatyousee,forhebeingbutalow-bornpigwillspeakthetruth,notmindingifithurtsme,whereasyouaregentleandmightspare,andmyselfIhaveswornnottosearchthefuturebyanoaththatImaynotbreak。“ “Whatofthepast?“askedAlan。 “Wewillnotwastetimeonit,forIknowitall。Vernoon,haveyounomemoriesofAsiki-land?Doyouthinkyounevervisiteditbefore?“ “Never,“saidAlan;“itwasmyunclewhocameandranawaywithLittleBonsaonhishead。“ “Thatisnewsindeed,“sherepliedmockingly。“DidyouthenthinkthatIbelievedittobeyou,thoughitistruethatshewhowentbefore,ormyspiritthatwasinher,fellintoerrorforanhour,andthoughtthatfool-uncleofyourswas/theMan/。Whenshefoundhermistakeshelethimgo,andbadethegodgowithhimthatitmightbringbacktheappointedMan,asithasdone;yes,thatLittleBonsa,whoknewhimofold,mightsearchhimoutfromamongallthemillionsofmen,bornorunborn,andbringhimbacktome。Thereforealsoshechoseayoungblackdogwhowouldliveformanyyears,andbadethegodtotakehimwithher,andtoldhimofthewealthofourpeoplethatitmightbeabaituponthehook。Doyousee,Vernoon,thatyellowdirtwasthebait,thatI——Iamthehook?Well,youhavefeltitbefore,soitshouldnotgallyouovermuch。“ NowAlanwasmorefrightenedthanhehadbeensincehesetfootinAsiki-land,forofasuddenthiswomanbecameterribletohim。Hefeltthatsheknewthingswhichwerehiddenfromhim。Forthefirsttimehebelievedinher,believed,thatshewasmorethanamerepassionatesavagesetbychancetoruleoverabloodthirstytribe;thatshewasonewhohadapartinhisdestiny。 “Feltthehook?“hemuttered。“Idonotunderstand。“ “Youareveryforgetful,“sheanswered。“Vernoon,wehavelivedandlovedbefore,whoweretwinsoulsfromthefirst。Thatmannow,whomI toldyoulivedonceonthegreatrivercalledtheNile,haveyounomemoryofhim?Well,well,letitbe,Iwilltellyouafterwards。HereweareattheGoldHouseagain,to-nightwhenIamreadyIwillsendforyou,andthisIpromise,youshallleavemewiserthanyouwere。“ WhentheywerealoneintheirroomAlantoldJeekieoftheexpectedentertainmentofcrystalgazing,orwhateveritmightbe,andthepartthathewastoplayinit。 “Yousaythatagain,Major,“saidJeekie。 Alanrepeatedtheinformation,givingeverydetailthathecouldremember。 “Oh!“saidJeekie,“IseeAsikashowusthings,’causesheafraidtolookatthemherself,ortakeoath,orcan’t,orsomething。Shenoaskyoutellherwhatshesee,becauseyoutookindhurtherfeeling,ifhappentobesomethingbeastly。ButJeekiejusttellherbecausehesotruthfulandnotcarecurseaboutherfeeling。Well,thatallright,Jeekietellhersureenough。Only,Major,don’tyouinterrupt。Quitepossiblethesemagicthings,Iseeoneshow,youseeanother。Sodon’tyougosay,’Jeekie,thatalie,’andgivemeawaytoAsikajustbecauseyouthinkyouseedifferent,’causeifsoyouputmeintodirtyhole,andofcourseIcatchitafterwards。Youpromise,Major?“ “Oh!yes,Ipromise。But,Jeekie,doyoureallythinkwearegoingtoseeanything?“ “Can’tsay,Major,“andheshookhisheadgloomily。“P’rapsallputupjob。Butlotsofrumthingsinworld,Major,speciallyamongbeastlyAfricansavagewhoverycuriousandalwaysreadypaybloodtobadSpirit。HopeAsikanotgetthisintoherhead,becausenooneknowwhathappen。P’rapsweseetoomuchandscaredallourlives;butp’rapsalltommyrot。“ “That’sit——tommyrot,“answeredAlan,whowasnotsuperstitious。 “Well,Isupposethatwemustgothroughwithit。Butoh!Jeekie,I wishyouwouldtellmehowtogetoutofthis。“ “Don’tknow,Major,p’rapsnevergetout;p’rapslearnhowto-night。 Havetodosomethingsoonifwanttogo。Mungana’stimenearlyup,andthen——ohmyeye!“