第36章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:4199更新时间:18/12/27 08:40:52
“Oh!“shesaid,“Ineverheardofwriting。Youshallteachitme。Itwillservetopassthetimetillwearemarried,thoughitwillnotbeofmuchuseafterwards,asweshallneverbeseparatedanymoreandwordsarebetterthanmarksuponaboard。But,“sheaddedcheerfully,“Icansendawaythisblackdogofyours,“andshelookedatJeekie,“andhecanwritetous。No,Icannot,foranaccidentmighthappentohim,andtheytellmeyousaythatifhedies,youdiealso,sohemuststopherealways。Whathaveyouinthoselittleboxes?“ “Thegoldyougaveme,Asika,packedinloads。“ “Asmallgiftenough,“sheansweredcontemptuously;“wouldyounotlikemore,sinceyouvaluethatstuff?Well,anothertimeyoushallsendallyouwant。Meanwhiletheportersarewaiting,fiftymenandthree,asyousentmeword,andtenspareonestotaketheplaceofanywhodie。Buthowtheywillfindtheirway,Iknownot,sincenoneofthemhaveeverbeentothecoast。“ AnideaoccurredtoAlan,whohadsmallfaithinJeekie’s“ma“asamessenger。 “TheOgulaprisonerscouldshowthem,“hesaid;“atanyrateasfarastheforest,andafterthattheycouldfindout。Maytheynotgo,Asika?“ “Ifyouwill,“sheansweredcarelessly。“Letthembereadytostartto-morrowatthedawn,allexcepttheirchief,Fahni,whomuststophereasahostage。IdonottrustthoseOgula,whomorethanoncehavethreatenedtomakewaruponus,“sheadded,thenturnedandbadethepriestsbringinthebearerstoreceivetheirinstructions。 Presentlytheycame,pickedmenallofthem,underthecommandofanAsikicaptain,andwiththemtheOgula,whomshesummonedalso。 “Gowherethewhitelordsendsyou,“shesaidinanindifferentvoice,“carryingwithyouthesepackages。Idonotknowwhereitis,buttheseman-eaterswillshowyousomeoftheway,andifyoufailinthebusinessbutlivetocomebackagain,youshallbesacrificedtoBonsaatthenextfeast;ifyourunawaythenyourwivesandchildrenwillbesacrificed。Foodshallbegivenyouforyourjourney,andgoldtobuymorewhenitisgone。Now,Vernoon,tellthemwhattheyhavetodo。“ SoAlan,orratherJeekie,toldthem,andthesedirectionsweresolongandminute,thatbeforetheywerefinishedtheAsikagrewtiredoflisteningandwentaway,sayingasshepassedthecaptainofthecompany: “Remembermywords,man,succeedordie,butofyourlandanditssecretssaynothing。“ “Ihear,“answeredthecaptain,prostratinghimself。 ThatnightAlansummonedtheOgulaandspoketothemthroughJeekieintheirownlanguage。Atfirsttheydeclaredthattheywouldnotleavetheirchief,preferringtostayanddiewithhim。 “Notso,“saidFahni;“go,mychildren,thatImaylive。Goandgatherthetribe,allthethousandsofthemwhoaremenandcanfight,andbringthemuptoattackAsiki-land,torescuemeifIstilllive,ortoavengemeifIamdead。Asforthesebearers,dothemnoharm,butsendthemontothecoastwiththewhiteman’sgoods。“ SointheendtheOgulasaidthattheywouldgo,andwhenAlanwokeuponthefollowingmorning,hewasinformedthattheyandtheAsikiportershadalreadydepartedupontheirjourney。Thenhedismissedthematterfromhismind,fortotellthetruthheneverexpectedtohearofthemanymore。 AfterthedepartureofthemessengersadeepmelancholyfelluponAlan,whowassurethathehadnownofurtherhopeofcommunicatingwiththeoutsideworld。Bitterlydidhereproachhimselfforhisfollyinhavingeverjourneyedtothishatefulplaceinordertosecure—— what?About£100,000worthofgoldwhichofcoursehenevercouldsecure,asitwouldcertainlyvanishorbestolenonitswaytothecoast。Forthisgoldhehadbecomeinvolvedinadreadfulcomplicationwhichmustcosthimmuchmisery,andsoonerorlaterlifeitself,sincehecouldnotmarrythatbeautifulsavageAsika,andifherefusedhershewouldcertainlykillhiminheroutragedprideandfury。 Daybydayshesentforhim,andwhenhecame,assumedanewcharacter,thatofawomanhumbledbyasenseofherownignorance,whichshewasanxioustoamend。Sohemustplaytheroleoftutortoher,tellingherofcivilizedpeoples,theirlaws,customsandreligions,andinstructingherhowtowriteandread。Shelistenedandlearnedsubmissivelyenough,butallthewhileAlanfeltasonemightwhoiscalledupontoteachtrickstoadruggedpanther。Thedruginthiscasewasherpassionforhim,whichappearedtobeverygenuine。 Butwhenitpassedoff,orwhenhewasobligedtorefuseher,what,hewondered,wouldhappenthen? Anxietyandconfinementtoldonhimfarmorethanallthehardshipsofhisjourney。Hishealthrandown,hebegantofallill。Thenasbadluckwouldhaveit,walkinginthatdamp,unwholesomecedargarden,outofwhichhemightnotstray,hecontractedthegermofsomekindoffeverwhichinautumnwasverycommoninthispoisonousclimate。 Threedayslaterhebecamedelirious,andforaweekafterthathungbetweenlifeanddeath。Wellwasitforhimthathismedicine-cheststillremainedintact,andthatrecognizinghisownsymptomsbeforehisheadgaveway,hewasabletoinstructJeekiewhatdrugstogivehimatthedifferentstagesofthedisease。 Fortheresthismemoriesofthatdreadfulillnessalwaysremainedveryvague。HehadvisionsofJeekieandofarobedwomanwhomheknewtobetheAsika,bendingoverhimcontinually。AlsoitseemedtohimthatfromtimetotimehewastalkingwithBarbara,whicheventhenheknewmustbeabsurd,forhowcouldtheytalkacrossthousandsofmilesoflandandsea。 Atlengthhismindclearedsuddenly,andheawokeasfromanightmaretofindhimselflyinginthehallorroomwherehehadalwaysbeen,feelingquitecoolandwithoutpain,butsoweakthatitwasanefforttohimtolifthishand。HestaredabouthimandwasastonishedtoseethewhiteheadofJeekierollinguneasilytoandfrouponthecushionsofanotherbednearby。 “Jeekie,“hesaid,“areyouilltoo,Jeekie?“ Atthesoundofthatvoicehisretainerstartedupviolently。 “What,Major,youawake?“hesaid。“Thanksbetoallgods,whiteandblack,yes,andyellowtoo,forIthoughtyourgoosecooked。No,no,Major,Inotill,onlyAsikasayso。Yougotobed,soshemakemegotobed。Yougetworse,shetreatmecruel;youseembetter,shestuffmewithfoodtillIburst。AllbecauseyoutellherthatyouandIdiesameday。Oh,Lord!poorJeekiethinkhisendverynearjustnow,forheknowquitewellthatshenotlethimbreathetenminutesafteryoupegout。Jeekieneverpraysohardforanyonebeforeashepraythisweekforyou,andbyJingo!Ithinkhedothetrick,heandthatmedicinestuffwhichmakehimfeelverybadinstomach,“andhegroanedundertheweightofhismanymiseries。 WeakashewasAlanbegantolaugh,andthatlaughseemedtodohimmoregoodthananythingthathecouldremember,forafterithewassurethathewouldrecover。 JustthenanagonizedwhisperreachedhimfromJeekie。 “Lookout!“itsaid,“herecomeAsika。Gosleepandseembetter,Major,please,orIcatchithot。“ SoAlanalmostshuthiseyesandlaystill。Inanothermomentshewasstandingoverhimandhenoticedthatherhairwasdishevelledandhereyeswereredasthoughwithweeping。Shescannedhimintentlyforalittlewhile,thenpassedroundtowhereJeekielayandappearedtopinchhisearsohardthathewriggledandutteredastifledgroan。 “Howisyourlord,dog?“shewhispered。 “Better,OAsika,Ithinkthatlastmedicinedousgood,thoughitmakemeverysickinside。Justnowhespoketomeandsaidthathehopedthatyourheartwasnotsadbecauseofhimandthatallthistimeinhisdreamshehadseenandthoughtofnobodybutyou,O Asika。“ “Didhe?“askedthatlady,becomingintenselyinterested。“Thentellme,dog,whyisheevercallingupononeBar-bar-a?Surelythatisawoman’sname?“ “Yes,OAsika,thatisthenameofhismother,alsoofoneofhissisters,whom,afteryou,helovesbestofanyoneinthewholeworld。 Whenyouareherehetalksofthem,butwhenyouarenotherehetalksofnoonebutyou。Althoughheissosickherememberswhiteman’scustom,whichtellshimthatitisverywrongtosaysweetthingstolady’sfacetillheisquitemarriedtoher。Afterthattheysaythemalways。“ Shelookedathimsuspiciouslyandmuttering,“Hereitisotherwise。 Foryourownsake,man,Itrustthatyoudonotlie,“lefthim,anddrawingastoolupbesideAlan’sbed,satherselfdownandexaminedhimcarefully,touchinghisfaceandhandswithherlongthinfingers。 Thennotinghowwhiteandwastedhewas,ofasuddenshebegantoweep,sayingbetweenhersobs: “Oh!ifyoushoulddie,Vernoon,IwilldiealsoandbebornagainnotasAsika,asIhavebeenforsomanygenerations,butasawhitewomanthatImaybewithyou。Onlyfirst,“sheadded,settingherteeth,“I willsacrificeeverywizardinthisland,fortheyhavebroughtthesicknessonyoubytheirmagic,andIwillburnBonsa-townandcastitsgodstomeltintheflames,andtheMunganawiththem。AndthenamidtheirashesIwillletoutmylife,“andagainshebegantoweepverypiteouslyandtocallhimbyendearingnamesandprayhimthathewouldnotdie。 NowAlanthoughtittimetowakeup。Heopenedhiseyes,staredathervacantly,andaskedifitwereraining,whichindeeditmighthavebeen,forherbigtearswerefallingonhisface。Sheutteredagaspofjoy。 “No,no,“sheanswered,“theweatherisveryfine。ItisI——IwhohaverainedbecauseIthoughtyoudie。“Shewipedhisforeheadwiththesoftlinenofherrobe,thenwenton,“Butyouwillnotdie;saythatyouwilllive,saythatyouwillliveforme,Vernoon。“ Helookedather,andfeeblethoughhewas,theawfulnessofthesituationsankintohissoul。