第34章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:4307更新时间:18/12/27 08:40:52
“Myhusband,thief,whichhusband?Doyoumeanyourfather,theonewiththebrokennose,whowassacrificedbecauseyouranawaywiththewhitemanwhomBonsaloved?Well,youlookoutforhimwhenyougetintotheworldofghosts,forhesaidthathewasgoingtowaitforyoutherewiththebiggeststickthathecouldfind。WhyIhaven’tthoughtofhimforyears,butthenIhavehadthreeotherhusbandssincehistime,badenough,butbetterthanhewas,sowhowould?AndnowBonsahasgotthelot,andIhavenochildrenalive,andtheysayIamtobedrivenoutoftheprisontostarvenextweekastheywon’tfeedmeanylonger,Iwhocanstillworkagainstanyoneofthem,and——you’vegotmyblanket,youuglyoldrascal,“andcollapsingbeneaththeweightofherrecitedwoes,thehagburstintoamelancholyhowl。 “Peace,mymother,“saidJeekie,pattingheronthehead。“DowhatI tellyouandyoushallhavemoreblanketsthanyoucanwearand,asyouarestillsohandsome,anotherhusbandtooifyoulike,andagardenandslavestoworkforyouandplentytoeat。“ “HowshallIgetallthesethings,myson?“askedtheoldwoman,lookingup。“Willyoutakemetoyourhomeandsupportme,orwillthatwhitelordmarryme?TheytoldmethattheAsikahadnamedhimastheMungana,andsheisveryjealous,themostjealousAsikathatI haveeverknown。“ “No,mother,hewouldliketo,buthedarenot,andIcannotsupportyouasIshouldwish,ashereIhavenohouseorproperty。Youwillgetallthisbytakingawalkandholdingyourtongue。Youseethismanhere,heisFahni,kingofagreattribe,theOgula。Hewantsyoutocarryamessageforhim,andbyandbyhewillmarryyou,won’tyou,Fahni?“ “Oh!yes,yes,“saidFahni;“Iwilldoanythingshelikes。Nooneshallbesorichandhonouredinmycountry,andforhersakewewillnevereatanotheroldwoman,whereasifshestayshereshewillbedriventothemountainstostarveinaweek。“ “Setoutthematter,“saidthemotherofJeekie,whowasbynomeanssofoolishassheseemed。 Sotheytoldherwhatshemustdo,namely,traveldowntotheOgulaandtellthemoftheplightoftheirchief,biddingthemmusteralltheirfightingmenandwhentheswampsweredryenough,advanceasnearastheydaredtotheAsikicountryand,iftheycouldnotattackit,waittilltheyhadfurthernews。 TheendofitwasthatthemotherofJeekie,whoknewhercasetobedesperateathome,whereshewasinnogoodrepute,promisedtoattemptthejourneyinconsiderationofadvantagestobereceived。 Sinceshewastobeturnedadrifttomeetherfatewithasmuchfoodasshecouldcarry,thisshecoulddowithoutexcitinganysuspicion,forwhowouldtroubleaboutthemovementsofauselessoldthief? MeanwhileJeekiegaveheroneoftherobeswhichtheAsikahadprovidedforAlan,alsovariousarticleswhichshedesiredand,havinglearnedFahni’smessagebyheartandannouncedthatsheconsideredherselfhisaffiancedbride,thegauntoldcreaturedepartedhappyenoughafterexchangingembraceswithherlonglostson。 “Shewilltellsomebodyallaboutitandweshallonlygetourthroatscut,“saidAlanwearily,forthewholethingseemedtohimafoolishfarce。 “No,no,Major。ImakeherswearnotsplitonghostsofallherhusbandsandbyBigBonsahisself。Shesittightaswax,becauseshethinktheyhauntherifshedon’tandItoobyandbywhenIdead。 P’rapsshegettoOgulacountryandp’rapsnot。Ifshedon’t,can’thelpitandnoharmdone。Breakmyheart,butonlyoneoldwomanless。 Anyhowsheholdtongue,thatmainpoint,andIreallyverygladfindmyma,whoneverhopedtoseeagain。HeavenverykindtoJeekie,givehimbacktofamilybosom,“headded,unctuously。 Thatdaytherewerenoexcitements,andtoAlan’sintensereliefhesawnothingoftheAsika。Afteritsorgyofwitchcraftandbloodshedonthepreviousnight,wearinessandsilenceseemedtohavefallenuponthetown。Atanyratenosoundcamefromitthatcouldbeheardabovethelow,constantthunderofthegreatwaterfallrushingdownitsprecipice,andinthecedar-shadowedgardenwhereAlanwalkedtillhewasweary,attendedbyJeekieandtheOgulasavages,notasoulwastobeseen。 Onthefollowingmorning,whenhewassittingmoodilyinhisroom,twopriestscametoconducthimtotheAsika。Havingnochoice,followedbyJeekie,heaccompaniedthemtoherhouse,maskedasusual,forwithoutthishatefuldisguisehewasnotallowedtostir。Hefoundherlyinguponapileofcushionsinasmallroomthathehadneverseenbefore,whichwasbetterlightedthanmostinthatmelancholyabode,andseemedtoserveasherprivatechamber。Infrontofherlaytheskinofthelionthathehadsentasapresent,andaboutherthroathunganecklacemadeofitsclaws,heavilysetingold,withwhichshewasplayingidly。 AttheopeningofthedoorshelookedupwithaswiftsmilethatturnedtoafrownwhenshesawthathewasfollowedbyJeekie。 “Say,Vernoon,“sheaskedinherlanguorousvoice,“canyounotstirayardwithoutthatuglyblackdogatyourheels?Doyoubringhimtoprotectyourback?Ifso,whatistheneed?HaveInotswornthatyouaresafeinmyland?“ AlanmadeJeekieinterpretthisspeech,thenansweredthatthereasonwasthatheknewbutlittleofhertongue。 “CanInotteachittoyoualone,then,withoutthislowfellowhearingallmywords?Well,itwillnotbeforlong,“andshelookedatJeekieinawaythatmadehimfeelveryuncomfortable。“Getbehindus,dog,andyou,Vernoon,comesitonthesecushionsatmyside。Nay,notthere,Isaiduponthecushions——so。NowIwilltakeoffthatuglymaskofyours,forIwouldlookintoyoureyes。Ifindthempleasant,Vernoon,“andwithoutwaitingforhispermission,shesatupanddidso。“Ah!“shewenton,“weshallbehappywhenwearemarried,shallwenot?Donotbeafraid,Vernoon,IwillnoteatoutyourheartasI havethoseofthementhatwentbeforeyou。Wewilllivetogetheruntilweareold,anddietogetheratlast,andtogetherbebornagain,andsoonandontilltheendwhichevenIcannotforesee。Whydoyounotsmile,Vernoon,andsaythatyouarepleased,andthatyouwillbehappywithmewholovedyoufromthemomentthatmyeyesfelluponyouinsleep?Speak,Vernoon,lestIshouldgrowangrywithyou。“ “Idon’tknowwhattosay,“answeredAlandespairinglythroughJeekie,“thehonouristoogreatforme,whoambutawanderingtraderwhocameheretobarterLittleBonsaagainstthegoldIneed“——tosupportmywifeandfamily,hewasabouttoadd,thenrememberingthatthisstatementmightnotbewellreceived,substituted,“tosupportmyoldparentsandeightbrothersandsisterswhoaredependentuponme,andremainhungryuntilIreturntothem。“ “ThenIthinktheywillremainhungryalongtime,Vernoon,forwhileIliveyoushallneverreturn。MuchasIloveyouIwouldkillyoufirst,“andhereyesglitteredasshesaidthewords。“Still,“sheadded,notingthefallinhisface,“ifitisgoldthattheyneed,youshallsenditthem。Yes,mypeopleshalltakeallthatIgaveyoudowntothecoast,andthereitcanbeputinabigcanoeandcarriedacrossthewater。Seetothepackingofthestuff,youblackdog,“shesaidtoJeekieoverhershoulder,“andwhenitisreadyIwillsendithence。“ Alanbegantothankher,thoughhethoughtitmorethanprobablethatevenifshekeptherword,thisbullionwouldnevergettoOldCalabar,andmuchlesstoEngland。Butshewaivedthematterasideasoneinwhichshewasnotinterested。 “Tellme,“sheasked;“wouldyouhavemeotherthanIam?First,doyouthinkmebeautiful?“ “Yes,“answeredAlanhonestly,“verybeautifulwhenyouarequietasnow,notwhenyouaredancingasyoudidtheothernightwithoutyourrobes。“ WhensheunderstoodwhathemeanttheAsikaactuallyblushedalittle。 “Iamsorry,“sheansweredinavoicethatforherwasquitehumble。 “Iforgetthatitmightseemstrangeinyoureyes。IthasalwaysbeenthecustomfortheAsikatodoasIdidatfeastsandsacrifices,butperhapsthatisnotthefashionamongyourwomen;perhapstheyalwaysremainveiled,asIhaveheardtheworshippersoftheProphetdo,andthereforeyouthoughtmeimmodest。Iamvery,verysorry,Vernoon。I prayyoutoforgivemewhoamignorantandonlydowhatIhavebeentaught。“ “Yes,theyalwaysremainveiled,“stammeredAlan,thoughhewasnotreferringtotheirfaces,andasthewordspassedhislipshewonderedwhattheAsikawouldthinkifshecouldseeaballetataLondonmusic-hall。 “Isthereanythingelsewrong?“shewentongently。“Ifso,tellmethatImaysetitright。“ “Idonotlikecrueltyorsacrifices,OAsika。Ihavetoldyouthatbloodshedis/orunda/tome,andatthefeastthosemenwerepoisonedandyoumockedthemintheirpain;alsomanyothersweretakenawaytobekilledfornocrime。“ Sheopenedherbeautifuleyesandstaredathim,answering: “But,Vernoon,allthisisnotmyfault;theyweresacrificestothegods,andifIdidnotsacrifice,Ishouldbesacrificedbythepriestsandwizardswholivetosacrifice。Yes,myselfIshouldbemadetodrinkthepoisonandbemockedatwhileIdiedlikeasnakewithabrokenback。OrevenifIescapedthevengeanceofthepeople,thegodsthemselveswouldkillmeandraiseupanotherinmyplace。Dotheynotsacrificeinyourcountry,Vernoon?“ “No,Asika,theyfightifnecessaryandkillthosewhocommitmurder。 Buttheyhavenofetishthatasksforblood,andthelawtheyhavefromheavenisalawofmercy。“ Shestaredathimagain。 “Allthisisstrangetome,“shesaid。“Iwastaughtotherwise。Godsaredevilsandmustbeappeased,lesttheybringmisfortuneonus;menmustberuledbyterror,ortheywouldrebelandpulldownthegreatHouse;doctorsmustlearnmagic,orhowcouldtheyavertspells? wizardsmustbekilled,orthepeoplewouldperishintheirnet。Maynotwewholiveinahell,strivetobeatbackitsflamewiththewisdomourforefathershavehandedontous?Tellme,Vernoon,forI wouldknow。“