第34章

类别:其他 作者:Sir H Rider Haggard字数:4491更新时间:18/12/27 08:32:33
“Yes,Queen,/all/areleft——all——all——savemyselfalone。TheydrifttoandfrointheSeaofWeeds——theyliebytensofthousandsonitsbanks;thegullsteartheireyes,thelionofthedesertrendstheirflesh;theylieunburied,theirbreathsighsintheseagales,theirbloodsinksintothesaltsands,andOsirisnumberstheminthehostsofhell。Hearken!IcameuponthetribesoftheApurabythebanksoftheSeaofWeeds。Icameateve,butImightnotfalluponthembecauseofaveilofdarknessthatspreadbetweenmyarmiesandthehostsoftheApura。Allnightlongthroughtheveilofdarkness,andthroughtheshriekingofagreatgale,Iheardasoundasofthepassingofamightypeople——theclangouroftheirarms,thevoicesofcaptains,thestampofbeasts,andthegrindingofwheels。Themorningcame,andlo!beforemethewatersoftheseawerebuiltupasawallontherighthandandtheleft,andbetweenthewallsofwaterwasdryland,andtheApurapassedbetweenthewalls。ThenIcriedtomycaptainstoariseandfollowswiftly,andtheydidmybidding。Butthechariotwheelsdrewheavilyinthesand,sothatbeforeallmyhosthadenteredbetweenthewaters,theApurahadpassedthesea。Thenofasudden,aslastofallIpasseddownintothepathoftheoceanbed,thegreatwindceased,andasitceased,lo!thewallsofwaterthatwereoneithersideoftheseapathfelltogetherwithnoiselikethenoiseofthunder。Iturnedmychariotwheels,andfledback,butmysoldiers,mychariots,andmyhorseswereswallowed;oncemoretheywereseenagainonthecrestoftheblackwaveslikeagleamoflightuponacloud,onceagreatcryarosetotheheaven;thenallwasdoneandallwasstill,andofmyhostsIalonewasleftaliveofmen。“ SoPharaohspoke,andagreatgroanrosefromthosewhohearkened。 OnlyMeriamunspoke: “SoshallthingsgowithuswhilethatFalseHathordwellsinKhem。“ Nowasshespokethus,againtherecameasoundofknockingatthegatesandacryof“Open——amessenger!amessenger!“ “Open!“saidMeriamun,“thoughhistidingsbeill,scarcecantheymatchthesethathavebeentold。“ Thegateswereopened,andonecamethroughthem。Hiseyesstaredwideinfear,sodrywashisthroatwithhasteandwiththesand,thathestoodspeechlessbeforethemall。 “Givehimwine,“criedMeriamun,andwinewasbrought。Thenhedrank,andhefelluponhiskneesbeforetheQueen,forheknewnotPharaoh。 “Thytidings!“shecried。“Beswiftwiththytidings。“ “LettheQueenpardonme,“hesaid。“Lethernotbewrath。Thesearemytidings。AmightyhostmarchestowardsthecityofOn,ahostgatheredfromalllandsofthepeoplesoftheNorth,fromthelandsoftheTulisha,oftheShakalishu,oftheLiku,andoftheShairdana。 Theymarchswiftlyandraven,theylaythecountrywaste,naughtisleftbehindthemsavethesmokeofburningtowns,theflightofvultures,andthecorpsesofmen。“ “Hastdone?“saidMeriamun。 “Nay,OQueen!AgreatfleetsailswiththemuptheeasternmouthofSihor,andinitaretwelvethousandchosenwarriorsoftheAquaiusha,thesonsofthosemenwhosackedTroytown。“ Andnowagreatgroanwentuptoheavenfromthelipsofthosewhohearkened。OnlyMeriamunspokethus: “AndyettheApuraaregone,forwhosesake,yesay,cametheplagues。 Theyarefled,butthecurseremains,andsoshallthingseverbewithuswhileyonFalseHathordwellsinKhem。“ Itwasnightfall,andPharaohsatatmeatandMeriamunsatbyhim。TheheartofPharaohwasveryheavy。HethoughtofthatgreatarmywhichnowwashedtoandfroonthewatersoftheSeaofWeeds,ofwhosenumberhealonehadlivedtotellthetale。HethoughtalsoofthehostoftheApura,whomadeamockofhiminthedesert。Butmostofallhebroodedonthetidingsthatthemessengerhadbrought,tidingsofthemarchofthebarbariansandofthefleetoftheAquaiushathatsailedontheeasternstreamofSihor。Allthatdayhehadsatinhiscouncilchamber,andsentforthmessengerseastandnorthandsouth,biddingthemgatherthemercenariesfromeverytownandineverycity,mentomakewaragainstthefoe,forhere,inhiswhite-walledcityofTanis,therewereleftbutfivethousandsoldiers。Andnow,weariedwithtoilandwar,hesatatmeat,andashesatbethoughthimofthemanwhomhehadlefttoguardtheQueen。 “Where,then,isthatgreatWanderer,hewhoworethegoldenharness?“ heaskedpresently。 “Ihaveataletotelltheeoftheman,“Meriamunansweredslowly,“atalewhichIhavenottoldbecauseofalltheeviltidingsthatbeataboutourearslikesandinadesertwind。“ “Tellon,“saidPharaoh。 Thenshebenttowardshim,whisperinginhisear。 Asshewhispered,thefaceofPharaohgrewblackasthenight,andereallthetalewasdonehesprangtohisfeet。 “ByAmenandbyPtah!“hecried,“hereatleastwehaveafoewhomwemayconquer。ThouandI,Meriamun,mysisterandmyqueen,aresetasfareachfromeachastheskyissetfromthetempletop,andlittleofloveistherebetweenus。YetIwillwipeawaythisblotuponthyhonour,whichalsoisablotuponmyown。SleeplessshallthisWandererlieto-night,andsorryshallhegoto-morrow,butto-morrownightheshallsleepindeed。“ Thereuponheclappedhishands,summoningtheguard,andbadethempasstothedungeonwheretheWandererlay,andleadhimthencetotheplaceofpunishment。Hebadethemalsocallthetormentorstomakereadytheinstrumentsoftheircraft,andawaithimintheplaceofpunishment。 Thenhesatforawhile,drinkingsullenly,tillonecametotellhimthatallwasprepared。ThenPharaohrose。 “Comestthouwithme?“heasked。 “Nay,“saidMeriamun,“Iwouldnotlookuponthemanagain;andthisI chargethee。Gonotdowntohimthisnight。Lethimbefounduponthebedoftorment,andletthetormentorsgivehimfoodandwine,forsoheshalldiemorehardly。Thenletthemlightthefiresathisheadandathisfeetandleavehimtillthedawnaloneintheplaceoftorment。Soheshalldieahundreddeathsereeverhisdeathbegins。“ “Asthouwilt,“answeredPharaoh。“Meteoutthineownpunishment。 To-morrowwhenIhavesleptIwilllookuponhistorment。“Andhespoketohisservantsasshedesired。 TheWandererlayonthebedoftormentintheplaceoftorment。Theyhadtakenthegagfromhismouth,andgivenhimfoodandwineasPharaohcommanded。Heateanddrankandhisstrengthcamebacktohim。 Thentheymadefasthisfetters,litthebraziersathisheadandfoot,andlefthimwithmockingwords。 Helayuponthebedofstoneandgroanedinthebitternessofhisheart。Herethenwastheendofhiswanderings,andthiswasthebreastoftheGoldenHeleninwhosearmsAphroditehadswornthatheshouldlie。Oh,thathewerefreeagainandstoodfacetofacewithhisfoes,hisharnessonhisback!Nay,itmightnotbe,nomortalstrengthcouldburstthesefetters,noteventhestrengthofOdysseus,Laertes’son。WherenowwerethoseGodswhomhehadserved?ShouldheneveragainheartheclarioncryofPallas?WhythenhadheturnedhimfromPallasandworshippedattheshrineofthefalseIdalianQueen? Thusitwasthatshekeptheroaths;thussherepaidhervotary。 Sohethoughtinthebitternessofhisheartashelaywithclosedeyesuponthebedoftormentwhencetherewasnoescape,andgroaned: “Would,Aphrodite,thatIhadneverservedthee,evenforonelittlehour,thenhadmylotgoneotherwise。“ Nowheopenedhiseyes,andlo!agreatgloryrolledabouttheplaceoftorment,andashewonderedattheglory,avoicespokefromitsmidst——thevoiceoftheIdalianAphrodite: “Blamemenot,Odysseus,“saidtheheavenlyvoice;“blamemenotbecausethouartcometothispass。Thyself,sonofLaertes,arttoblame。WhatdidItellthee?WasitnotthatthoushouldstknowtheGoldenHelenbytheRedStaronherbreast,thejewelwhencefallthereddropsfast,andbytheStaralone?Anddidshenottellthee,also,thatthoushouldstknowherbytheStar?YetwhenonecametotheewearingnoStarbutgirdledwithaSnake,mywordswereallforgotten,thydesiresledtheewhitherthouwouldstnotgo。ThouwastblindedbydesireandcouldstnotdiscerntheFalsefromtheTrue。 Beautyhasmanyshapes,nowitisthatofHelen,nowthatofMeriamun,eachseesitashedesiresit。ButtheStarisyettheStar,andtheSnakeisyettheSnake,andhewho,bewilderedofhislusts,swearsbytheSnakewhenheshouldhaveswornbytheStar,shallhavetheSnakeforguerdon。“ Sheceased,andtheWandererspoke,groaningbitterly: “Ihavesinned,OQueen!“hesaid。“Istherethennoforgivenessformysin?“ “Yea,thereisforgiveness,Odysseus,butfirstthereispunishment。 Thisisthyfate。Nevernow,inthisspaceoflife,shaltthoubethelordoftheGoldenHelen。ForthouhastswornbytheSnake,andhisthouart,normayestthoureachtheStar。Yetitstillshineson。 Throughthemistsofdeathitshallshineforthee,andwhenthouwakestagain,behold,thineeyesshallseeitfitfully。 “Andnow,thisforthycomfort。Herethoushaltnotdie,norbytorment,forthydeathshallcometotheefromthewaterasthedeadseerforetold,buterethoudiest,oncemorethoushaltlookupontheGoldenHelen,andhearherwordsofloveandknowherkiss,thoughthinesheshallnotbe。AndlearnthatagreathostmarchesuponthelandofKhem,andwithitsailsafleetofthineownpeople,theAch?ans。Godownandmeetthemandtakewhatcomes,wheretheswordsshinethatsmoteTroy。Andthisfateislaiduponthee,thatthoushaltdobattleagainstthyownpeople,evenagainstthesonsofthembywhosesidethoudidstfightbeneaththewallsofIlios,andinthatbattlethoushaltfindthydeath,andinthydeath,thouWanderer,thoushaltfindthatwhichallmenseek,thebreastoftheimmortalHelen。Forthoughhereonearthsheseemstoliveeternally,itisbuttheshadowofherbeautythatmensee——eachashedesiresit。InthehallsofDeathshedwells,andinthegardenofQueenPersephone,andtheresheshallbewon,fortherenomoreisbeautyguardedofThosethatstandbetweenmenandjoy,andtherenomoreshalltheSnakeseemastheStar,andSinhavepowertoseverthosethatareone。Nowmakethyheartstrong,Odysseus,andsodoasthywisdomtellsthee。 Farewell!“ ThustheGoddessspokefromthecloudofglory,andlo!shewasgone。 ButtheheartoftheWandererwasfilledwithjoybecauseheknewthattheHelenwasnotlosttohimforever,andhenomorefearedthedeathofshame。