第29章

类别:其他 作者:Sir H Rider Haggard字数:4434更新时间:18/12/27 08:32:33
“So,ah,somusttheHathorseem,“shesaid,andlo!hervoicerangstrangelyinherears。Forthevoice,too,waschanged,itwasmoresoftthanthewhisperingofwind-stirredreeds;itwasmoresweetthanthemurmuringofbeesatnoon。 Nowshemustgoforth,andfearfulatherownlovelinessandheavywithhersin,yetgladwithastrangejoy,shepassesfromherchamberandglideslikeastarbeamthroughthestillhallsofherPalace。ThewhitelightofthemooncreepsintothemandfallsuponthefacesofthedreadfulGods,ontheawfulsmileofsphinxes,andthepicturesofherforefathers,kingsandqueenswholongweredead。Andasshegoessheseemstohearthemwhispereachtoeachofthedreadfulsinthatshehassinned,andofthesorrowthatshallbe。Butshedoesnotheed,andneverstaysherfoot。Forherheartisalightaswithaflame,andshewillwintheWanderertoherarms——theWanderersoughtthroughmanylives,foundaftermanydeaths。 NowtheWandererisinhischamber,waitingforthehourtosetforthtofindtheGoldenHelen。Hisheartisalight,andstrangedreamsofthepastgobeforehiseyes,andstrangevisionsoflonglovetobe。 Hisheartburnslikealampintheblackness,andbythatlightheseesallthedaysofhislifethathavebeen,andallthewarsthathehaswon,andalltheseasthathehassailed。Andnowheknowsthatthesethingsaredreamsindeed,illusionsofthesense,forthereisbutonethingtrueinthelifeofmen,andthatisLove;thereisbutonethingperfect,thebeautywhichisLove’srobe;thereisbutonethingwhichallmenseekandareborntofindatlast,theheartoftheGoldenHelen,theWorld’sDesire,thatispeaceandjoyandrest。 Hebindshisarmouronhim,forfoesmaylurkindarkness,andtakestheBowofEurytus,andthegreyboltsofdeath;forperchancethefightisnotyetdone,hemustcleavehiswaytojoy。Thenhecombshislocksandsetsthegoldenhelmuponthem,and,prayingtotheGodswhohearnot,hepassesfromhischamber。 Nowthechamberopenedintoagreathallofpillars。Aswashiscustomwhenhewentalonebynight,theWandererglancedwarilydowntheduskyhall,buthemightseelittlebecauseoftheshadows。 Nevertheless,themoonlightpouredintothecentreofthehallfromtheclerestoriesintheroof,andlaythereshiningwhiteaswaterbeneathblackbanksofreeds。AgaintheWandererglancedwithkeen,quickeyes,fortherewasasenseinhisheartthathewasnomorealoneinthehall,thoughwhetheritweremanorghost,or,perchance,oneoftheimmortalGodswholookedonhim,hemightnottell。Nowitseemedtohimthathesawashapeofwhitemovingfarawayintheshadow。Thenhegraspedtheblackbowandlaidhanduponhisquiversothattheshaftsrattled。 Nowitwouldseemthattheshapeintheshadowheardtherattlingoftheshafts,orperchancesawthemoonlightgleamupontheWanderer’sgoldenharness——attheleast,itdrewneartillitcametotheedgeofthepooloflight。Thereitpausedasabatherpausesereshestepsintothefountain。TheWandererpausedalso,wonderingwhattheshapemightbe。Halfwashemindedtotryitwithanarrowfromthebow,butheheldhishandandwatched。 Andashewatched,thewhiteshapeglidedintothespaceofmoonlight,andhesawthatitwastheformofawomandrapedinwhite,andthatabouthershoneagleaminggirdle,andinthegirdlegemswhichsparkledliketheeyesofasnake。TallwastheshapeandlovelyasastatueofAphrodite;butwhoorwhatitwashemightnottell,fortheheadwasbentandthefacehidden。 Awhiletheshapestoodthus,andasitstood,theWandererpassedtowardsit,marvellingmuch,tillhealsostoodinthepoolofmoonlightthatshimmeredonhisgoldenmail。Thensuddenlytheshapelifteditsfacesothatthelightfellfullonit,andstretchedoutitsarmstowardshim,andlo!thefacewasthefaceoftheArgiveHelen——ofherwhomhewentforthtoseek。Helookeduponitsbeauty,helookedupontheeyesofblue,uponthegoldenhair,upontheshiningarms;thenslowly,veryslowly,andinsilence——forhecouldfindnowords——theWandererdrewnear。 Shedidnotmovenorspeak。Sostillshestoodthatscarcesheseemedtobreathe。Onlytheshiningeyesofhersnake-girdleglitteredlikelivingthings。Againhestoppedfearfully,forheheldthatthiswassurelyamockingghostwhichstoodbeforehim,butstillsheneithermovednorspoke。 Thenatlengthhefoundhistongueandspoke: “Lady,“hewhispered,“isitindeedthou,isitArgiveHelenwhomI lookupon,orisit,perchance,aghostsentbyQueenPersephonefromtheHouseofHadestomakeamockofme?“ NowthevoiceofHelenansweredhiminsweettonesandlow: “DidInottellthee,OdysseusofIthaca,didInottellthee,yesterdayinthehallsofHathor,afterthouhadstovercometheghosts,thatto-nightweshouldbewed?Wherefore,then,dostthoudeemmeofthenumberofthebodiless?“ TheWandererhearkened。ThevoicewasthevoiceofHelen,theeyesweretheeyesofHelen,andyethisheartfearedguile。 “SodidArgiveHelentellmeofatruth,Lady,butthisshesaid,thatIshouldfindherbythepylonofthetemple,andleadherthencetobemybride。ThitherIgobutnowtoseekher。ButifthouartHelen,howcomestthoutothesePalacehalls?Andwhere,Lady,isthatRedStarwhichshouldgleamuponthybreast,thatStarwhichweepsoutthebloodofmen?“ “NomoredoththereddewfallfromtheStarthatwassetuponmybreast,Odysseus,fornowthatthouhastwonmemendienomoreformybeauty’ssake。GoneistheStarofWar;andsee,Wisdomringsmeround,thesymboloftheDeathlessSnakethatsignifiesloveeternal。 ThoudostaskhowIcamehither,I,whoamimmortalandadaughteroftheGods?Seeknottoknow,Odysseus,forwhereFateputsitinmymindtobe,theredotheGodsbearme。Wouldstthou,then,thatI leavethee,Odysseus?“ “LastofallthingsdoIdesirethis,“heanswered,fornowhiswisdomwenta-wandering;nowheforgotthewordsofAphrodite,warninghimthattheHelenmightbeknownbyonethingonly,theRedStaronherbreast,whencefallsthebloodofmen;andhenomoredoubtedbutthatshewastheGoldenHelen。 ThenshewhoworetheHelen’sshapestretchedoutherarmsandsmiledsosweetlythattheWandererknewnothinganymore,savethatshedrewhimtoher。 Slowlysheglidedbeforehim,eversmiling,andwhereshewenthefollowed,asmenfollowbeautyinadream。Sheledhimthroughhallsandcorridors,pastthesculpturedstatuesoftheGods,pastman- headedsphinxes,andpicturesoflong-deadkings。 Andasshegoes,oncemoreitseemstoherthatshehearsthemwhispereachtoeachthehorrorofhersinandthesorrowthatshallbe。Butnaughtsheheedswhoeverleadshimon,andnaughthehearswhoeverfollowsafter,tillatlength,thoughheknowsitnot,theystandinthebed-chamberoftheQueen,andbyPharaoh’sgoldenbed。 Thenoncemoreshespeaks: “OdysseusofIthaca,whomIhavelovedfromthebeginning,andwhomI shalllovetillalldeathsaredone,beforetheestandsthatLovelinesswhichtheGodspredestinedtothyarms。NowtakethouthyBride;butfirstlaythyhanduponthisgoldenSnake,thatringsmeround,thenewbridalgiftoftheGods,andswearthymarriageoath,whichmaynotbebroken。Swearthus,Odysseus:’Ilovethee,WomanorImmortal,andtheealone,andbywhatevernamethouartcalled,andinwhatevershapethougoest,totheeIwillcleave,andtotheealone,tillthedayofthepassingofTime。Iwillforgivethysins,Iwillsoothethysorrows,Iwillsuffernonetocomebetwixttheeandme。 ThisIsweartothee,WomanorImmortal,whodoststandbeforeme。I swearittothee,Woman,fornowandforever,forhereandhereafter,inwhatevershapethougoestontheearth,bywhatevernamethouartknownamongmen。’ “Swearthouthus,OdysseusofIthaca,Laertes’son,orleavemeandgothyways!“ “Greatistheoath,“quoththeWanderer;forthoughnowhefearednoguile,yethiscraftyheartlikeditill。 “Choose,andchooseswiftly,“sheanswered。“Sweartheoath,orleavemeandneverseememore!“ “LeavetheeIwillnot,andcannotifIwould,“hesaid。“Lady,I swear!“AndhelaidhishandupontheSnakethatringedherround,andsworethedreadfuloath。Yea,heforgotthewordsoftheGoddess,andthewordsofHelen,andhesworebytheSnakewhoshouldhaveswornbytheStar。BytheimmortalGodshesworeit,bytheSymboloftheSnake,andbytheBeautyofhisBride。AndashesworetheeyesoftheSerpentsparkled,andtheeyesofherwhoworethebeautyofHelenshone,andfaintlytheblackbowofEurytusthrilled,forbodingDeathandWar。 ButlittletheWandererthoughtonguileorWarorDeath,forthekissofherwhomhedeemedtheGoldenHelenwasonhislips,andhewentupintothegoldenbedofMeriamun。 NowReithePriest,ashadbeenappointed,wenttothepylongateoftheTempleofHathor。AwhilehestoodlookingfortheWanderer,butthoughthehourhadcome,theWanderercamenot。ThenthePriestwenttothepylonandstoodintheshadowofthegate。Ashestoodthereawicketinthegateopened,andtherepassedoutaveiledfigureofawomanuponwhosebreastburnedaredjewelthatshoneinthenightlikeastar。Thewomanwaitedawhile,lookingdownthemoonlitroadbetweentheblackrowsofsphinxes,buttheroadlaywhiteandempty,andsheturnedandhidherselfintheshadowofthepylon,whereReicouldseenothingofherexcepttheredstarthatgleameduponherbreast。 Nowagreatfearcameupontheoldman,forheknewthathelookeduponthestrangeanddeadlyHathor。Perchancehetoowouldperishliketherestwhohadlookedonhertotheirruin。Hethoughtofflight,buthedidnotdaretofly。ThenhetoostareddowntheroadseekingfortheWanderer,butnoshadowcrossedthemoonlight。Thusthingswentforawhile,andstilltheHathorstoodsilentlyintheshadow,andstilltheblood-redstarshoneuponherbreast。AndsoitcametopassthattheWorld’sDesiremustwaitatthetrystlikesomeforsakenvillagemaid。 WhileReithePriestcrouchedthusagainstthepylonwall,prayingforthecomingofhimwhocamenot,suddenlyavoicespoketohimintonessweeterthanalute。 “Whoartthouthathidestintheshadow?“saidthevoice。 HeknewthatitwastheHathorwhospoke,andsoafraidwashethathecouldnotanswer。 Thenthevoicespokeagain: