第27章

类别:其他 作者:Sir H Rider Haggard字数:4197更新时间:18/12/27 08:32:33
Thereonsheunclaspedthebosomofherrobeandlaidthegleamingtoy,thatseemedasnakeofstone,uponherivorybreast,thoughshetrembledatitsicytouch,foritwasmorecoldthandeath。Withbothherhandssheclaspedapillarofthechamber,andsostood,andshewasshakenwiththroeslikethepangsofchildbirth。Thussheenduredawhiletillthatwhichwasa-coldgrewwarm,watchingitsbrightnessthatshonethroughhersilkendressastheflameofalampshinesthroughanalabastervase。Soshestoodforanhour,thenswiftlyputoffallherrobesandornamentsofgold,andloosingthedarkmassesofherhairletitfallroundherlikeaveil。Nowshebentherheaddowntoherbreast,andbreathedonthatwhichlayuponherbreast,fortheAncientEvilcanliveonlyinthebreathofhumankind。Thriceshebreatheduponit,thriceshewhispered,“/Awake!Awake!Awake!/“ AndthefirsttimethatshebreathedtheThingstirredandsparkled。 Thesecondtimethatshebreatheditundiditsshiningfoldsandreareditsheadtohers。Thethirdtimethatshebreatheditslidfromherbosomtothefloor,thencoileditselfaboutherfeetandslowlygrewasgrowsthemagician’smagictree。 Greateritgrewandgreateryet,andasitgrewitshonelikeatorchinatomb,andwounditselfaboutthebodyofMeriamun,wrappingherinitsfieryfoldstillitreachedhermiddle。Thenitreareditsheadonhigh,andfromitseyesthereflowedalightlikethelightofaflame,andlo!itsfacewasthefaceofafairwoman——itwasthefaceofMeriamun! Nowfacelookedonface,andeyesglaredintoeyes。StillasawhitestatueoftheGodsstoodMeriamuntheQueen,andallaboutherformandinandoutofherdarkhairtwinedtheflamingsnake。 AtlengththeEvilspoke——spokewithahumanvoice,withthevoiceofMeriamun,butinthedeadspeechofadeadpeople: “Tellmemyname,“itsaid。 “/Sin/isthyname,“answeredMeriamuntheQueen。 “TellmewhenceIcome,“itsaidagain。 “Fromtheevilthatisinme,“answeredMeriamun。 “TellmewhitherIgo。“ “WhereIgotherethougoest,forIhavewarmedtheeinmybreastandthouarttwinedaboutmyheart。“ ThentheSnakeliftedupitshumanheadandlaughedhorribly。 “Wellartthouinstructed,“itsaid。“SoIlovetheeasthoulovestme,“anditbentitselfandkissedheronthelips。“IamthatAncientEvil,thatLifewhichenduresoutofthefirstdeath;IamthatDeathwhichabidesinthelivinglife。IamthatwhichbroughtontheethewoethatisindivisionfromtheHeart’sDesire,andthenamethereofis/Hell/。FromLifetoLifethouhastfoundmeatthyhand,nowinthisshape,nowinthat。Itaughttheethemagicwhichthouknowest;I showedtheehowtowintheThrone!Now,whatwiltthouofme,Meriamun,myMother,mySister,andmyChild?FromLifetoLifeIhavebeenwiththee:everthoumightesthaveputmefromthee,everthoufliesttothewisdomwhichIhave,andeverfromtheeIdrawmystrength,forthoughwithoutmethoumightestlive,withouttheeI mustdie。Saynow,whatisit?——tellme,andIwillnamemyprice。NomorewillIaskthanmustbe,for——ah!——Iamgladtowakeandliveagain;gladtogripthysoulwithintheseshiningfolds,tobefairwiththybeauty!——tobefoulwiththysin!“ “Laythylipsagainstmyearandthineearagainstmylips,“saidMeriamuntheQueen,“andIwillsaywhatitisthatIwillofthee,thouAncientEvil。“ Sothehuman-headedEvillaiditsearagainstthelipsofMeriamun,andMeriamunlaidherlipsagainstitsear,andtheywhisperedeachtoeach。Thereinthedarknesstheywhispered,whilethewitch-lightglittereddownthegreysnake’sshiningfolds,beamedinitseyes,andshonethroughtheQueen’sdarkhairandonhersnowybreast。 Atlengththetalewastold,andtheSnakelifteditswoman’sheadhighintheairandagainitlaughed。 “HeseekstheGood,“itsaid,“andheshallfindtheIll!HelooksforLight,andinDarknessshallhewander!ToLoveheturns,inLustheshallbelost!HewouldwintheGoldenHelen,whomhehassoughtthroughmanyaway,whomhehasfollowedo’ermanyasea,butfirstshallhefindthee,Meriamun,andthroughtheeDeath!ForheshallswearbytheSnakewhoshouldhaveswornbytheStar。Farhathhewandered——furthershallhewanderyet,forthysinshallbehissin! DarknessshallwearthefaceofLight——EvilshallshinelikeGood。I willgivehimtothee,Meriamun,but,hearkentomyprice。NomoremustIbelaidcoldinthegloomwhilethouwalkestinthesunshine—— nay,Imustbetwinedaboutthybody。Fearnot,fearnot,Ishallseembutajewelintheeyesofmen,agirdlefashionedcunninglyforthebodyofaqueen。ButwiththeehenceforthImustevergo——andwhenthoudiest,withtheemustIdie,andwiththeepasswherethoudostpass——withtheetosleep,withtheetoawakeagain——andso,onandon,tillintheendIwinorthouwinnest,orshewinswhoisourfoe!“ “Igivetheethyprice,“saidMeriamuntheQueen。 “Sooncebeforethoudidstgiveit,“answeredtheEvil;“ay,far,faraway,beneathagoldenskyandinanotherclime。Happywastthouthenwithhimthoudostdesire,butItwinedmyselfaboutthyheartandoftwaincamethreeandallthesorrowthathasbeen。Sowomanthouhastworked,sowomanitisordained。Forthouartsheinwhomallwoesaregathered,inwhomallloveisfulfilled。AndIhavedraggedthyglorydown,woman,andIhaveloosedtheefromthygentleness,andsetitfreeupontheearth,andBeautyisshenamed。Bybeautydoth/she/ workwhoistheGoldenHelen,andforherbeauty’ssake,thatallmenstrivetowin,arewarsandwoes,arehopesandprayers,andlongingswithoutend。ButbyEvildost/thou/workwhoartdivorcedfromInnocence,andevilshaltthoueverbringonhimwhomthoudesireth。A riddle!Ariddle!Readitwhomay——readitifthoucanst,thouwhoartnamedMeriamuntheQueen,butwhoartlessthanQueenandmore。Whoartthou?WhoisshetheynamedtheHelen?WhoisthatWandererwhoseeksherfromafar,andwho,whoam/I/?Ariddle!ariddle!thatthoumaystnotread。Yetistheanswerwrittenonearthandskyandsea,andintheheartsofmen。 “Nowhearken!To-morrownightthoushalttakemeandtwinemeaboutthybody,doingasIbidthee,andbehold!forawhilethyshapeshallweartheshapeoftheGoldenHelen,andthyfaceshallbeasherface,andthineeyesashereyes,andthyvoiceashervoice。ThenIleavetheresttothee,forasHelen’sselfthoushaltbeguiletheWanderer,andonce,ifonceonly,beawifetohimwhomthoudesireth。NaughtcanItelltheeofthefuture,Iwhoambutacounsellor,buthereafteritmaybethatwoeswillcome,woesandwarsanddeath。Butwhatmatterthesewhenthouhasthadthydesire,whenhehathsinned,andhathswornbytheSnakewhoshouldhaveswornbytheStar,andwhenheisboundtotheebytiesthatmaynotbeloosed?Choose,Meriamun,choose!Putmycounselfromtheeandto-morrowthismanthoulovestshallbelosttothee,lostinthearmsofHelen;andaloneformanyyearsshaltthoubeartheburdenofthylonelylove。Takeit,andheshallatleastbethine,letcomewhatmaycome。Thinkonitandchoose!“ ThusspaketheAncientEvil,temptingherwhowasnamedMeriamun,whileshehearkenedtothetempting。 “Ihavechosen,“shesaid;“IwillweartheshapeofHelen,andbeawifetohimIlove,andthenletruinfall。Sleep,thouAncientEvil。 Sleep,fornomoremayIendurethyfaceoffearthatismyface,northelightofthoseflamingeyesthataremyeyesmademad。“ AgaintheThingreareditshumanheadandlaughedoutintriumph。Thenslowlyitunlooseditsgleamingcoils:slowlyitslidtotheearthandshrankandwitheredlikeaflamingscroll,tillatlengthitseemedoncemorebutashiningjewelofopalandofamethyst。 TheWanderer,whenhelefttheinnersecretshrine,sawnomoretheguardianofthegates,norheardtheclashoftheswordsunseen,fortheGodshadgiventhebeautyofHelentoOdysseusofIthaca,asitwasforetold。 Withoutthecurtainsthepriestsofthetempleweregatheredwondering——littlecouldtheyunderstandhowitcametopassthattheherowhowascalledEperitushadvanishedthroughthecurtainsandhadnotbeensmittendownbytheunseenswords。Andwhentheysawhimcomeforthgloriousandunharmedtheycriedaloudwithfear。 Buthelaughedandsaid,“Fearnot。VictoryistohimwhomtheGodsappoint。Ihavedonebattlewiththewardensoftheshrine,andpassedthem,andmethinksthattheyaregone。IhavelookedupontheHathoralso,andmorethanthatseekyenottoknow。Nowgivemefood,forI amweary。“ Sotheybowedbeforehim,andleadinghimthencetotheirchamberofbanquetsgavehimoftheirbest,andwatchedhimwhileheateanddrankandputfromhimthedesireoffood。 Thenheroseandwentfromthetemple,andagainthepriestsbowedbeforehim。Moreover,theygavehimfreedomofthetemple,andkeyswherebyallthedoorsmightbeopened,thoughlittle,astheythought,hadheanyneedofkeys。 NowtheWanderer,walkinggladlyandlightofheart,cametohisownlodginginthecourtsofthePalace。AtthedoorofthelodgingstoodReithePriest,who,whenhesawhim,rantohimandembracedhim,sogladwashethattheWandererhadescapedalive。 “LittledidIthinktolookupontheeagain,Eperitus,“hesaid。“HaditnotbeenforthatwhichtheQueen——“andhebethoughthimselfandstayedhisspeech。 “Nevertheless,hereIamunhurt,ofghostormen,“theWandereranswered,laughing,ashepassedintothelodging。“ButwhatoftheQueen?“ “Naught,Eperitus,naught,savethatshewasgrievedwhenshelearnedthatthouhadstgoneuptotheTempleoftheHathor,there,asshethought,toperish。Hearken,thouEperitus,IknownotifthouartGodorman,butoathsarebindingbothmenandGods,andthoudidstswearanoathtoPharaoh——isitnotso?“