第24章

类别:其他 作者:Sir H Rider Haggard字数:4176更新时间:18/12/27 08:32:33
ForamomentthesightofherterrormadeeventheWandererafraid。 Whatwasthehorrorshebeheldinthishauntedshrine,wherewasnonesavethemselvesalone?Whatwaswiththemintheshrine? ThenhesawthathereyeswerefixedonhisgoldenarmourwhichParisoncehadworn,onthegoldenshieldwiththeblazonoftheWhiteBull,onthegoldenhelm,whosevisorwasdownsothatitquitehidhiseyesandhisface——andthenatlasthervoicebrokefromher: “/Paris!Paris!Paris!/HasDeathlostholdofthee?Hastthoucometodragmebacktotheeandtoshame?Paris,deadParis!Whogavetheecouragetopasstheshadowsofmenwhomonearththouhadstnotdaredtofaceinwar?“ Thenshewrungherhands,andlaughedaloudwiththeemptylaughoffear。 AthoughtcameintothatcraftymindoftheWanderer’s,andheansweredher,notinhisownvoice,butinthesmooth,soft,mockingvoiceofthetraitor,Paris,whomhehadheardforswearhimselfintheoathbeforeIlios。 “So,lady,thouhastnotyetforgivenParis?Thouweavesttheancientweb,thousingesttheancientsongs——artthoustillunkindasofold?“ “Whyartthoucomebacktotauntme?“shesaid,andnowshespokeasifanoldfamiliarfearandhorrorwerelayingholdofherandmasteringheragain,afterlongfreedom。“Wasitnotenoughtobetraymeinthesemblanceofmyweddedlord?Whydostthoumock?“ “Inloveallartsarefair,“heansweredinthevoiceofParis。“Manyhavelovedthee,Lady,andtheyarealldeadforthysake,andnolovebutminehasbeenmorestrongthandeath。Thereisnonetoblameusnow,andnonetohinder。Troyisdown,theheroesarewhitedust;onlyLovelivesyet。Wiltthounotlearn,Lady,howashadowcanlove?“ Shehadlistenedwithherheadbowed,butnowsheleapedupwithblazingeyesandfaceoffire。 “Begone!“shesaid,“theheroesaredeadformysake,andtomyshame,buttheshameislivingyet。Begone!Neverinlifeordeathshallmylipstouchthefalselipsthatliedawaymyhonour,andthefalsefacethatworethefavourofmylord’s。“ Foritwasbyshape-shiftingandmagicart,aspoetstell,thatParisfirstbeguiledFairHelen。 ThentheWandererspokeagainwiththesweet,smoothvoiceofParis,sonofPriam。 “AsIpasseduptheshrinewherethyglorydwells,Helen,Iheardtheesing。Andthoudidstsingofthewakingofthyheart,ofthearisingofLovewithinthysoul,andofthecomingofoneforwhomthoudostwait,whomthoudidstlovelongsinceandshaltloveforevermore。 Andasthousangest,Icame,IParis,whowasthylove,andwhoamthylove,andwhoaloneofghostsandmenshallbethyloveagain。Wiltthoustillbidmego?“ “Isang,“sheanswered,“yes,astheGodsputitinmyheartsoIsang——forindeeditseemedtomethatonecamewhowasmyloveofold,andwhomaloneImustlove,aloneforever。Butthouwastnotinmyheart,thoufalseParis!Nay,Iwilltellthee,andwiththenamewillscaretheebacktoHell。HewasinmyheartwhomonceasamaidIsawdrivinginhischariotthroughthefordofEurotaswhileIborewaterfromthewell。HewasinmyheartwhomonceIsawinTroy,whenhecreptthithercladinbeggar’sguise。Ay,Paris,Iwillnamehimbyhisname,forthoughheislongdead,yethimalonemethinksIlovedfromtheveryfirst,andhimaloneIshalllovetillmydeathlessnessisdone——Odysseus,sonofLaertes,OdysseusofIthaca,hewasnamedamongmen,andOdysseuswasinmyheartasIsangandinmyheartheshalleverbe,thoughtheGodsintheirwrathhavegivenmetoothers,tomyshame,andagainstmywill。“ NowwhentheWandererheardherspeak,andheardhisownnameuponherlips,andknewthattheGoldenHelenlovedhimalone,itseemedtohimasthoughhisheartwouldbursthisharness。Nowordcouldhefindinhishearttospeak,butheraisedthevisorofhishelm。 Shelooked——shesawandknewhimforOdysseus——evenOdysseusofIthaca。Theninturnshehidhereyeswithherhands,andspeakingthroughthemsaid: “Oh,Paris!everwastthoufalse,but,ghostorman,ofallthyshamesthisistheshamefullest。Thouhasttakenthelikenessofaherodead,andthouhastheardmespeaksuchwordsofhimasHelenneverspokebefore。Fieonthee,Paris!fieonthee!whowouldesttrickmeintoshameasoncebeforethoudidsttrickmeintheshapeofMenelaus,whowasmylord。NowIwillcallonZeustoblasttheewithhisbolts。 Nay,notonZeuswillIcall,butonOdysseus’self。/Odysseus! Odysseus!/ComethoufromtheshadesandsmitethisParis,thistrickster,whoevenindeathfindswaystomockthee。“ Sheceased,andwitheyesupturnedandarmsoutstretchedmurmured,“Odysseus!Odysseus!Come。“ SlowlytheWandererdrewneartothegloryoftheGoldenHelen—— slowly,slowlyhecame,tillhisdarkeyeslookedintohereyesofblue。Thenatlasthefoundhisvoiceandspake。 “Helen!ArgiveHelen!“hesaid,“IamnoshadowcomeupfromHelltotormentthee,andofTrojanParisIknownothing。ForIamOdysseus,OdysseusofIthaca,alivingmanbeneaththesunlight。HitheramI cometoseethee,hitherIamcometowintheetomyheart。ForyonderinIthacaAphroditevisitedmeinadream,andbademewanderoutupontheseastillatlengthIfoundthee,Helen,andsawtheRedStarblazeuponthybreast。AndIhavewandered,andIhavedared,andI haveheardthysong,andrentthewebofFate,andIhaveseentheStar,andlo!atlast,atlast!Ifindthee。WellIsawthouknewestthearmsofParis,whowasthyhusband,andtotrytheeIspokewiththevoiceofParis,asofoldthoudidstfeignthevoicesofourwiveswhenwelayinthewoodenhorsewithinthewallsofTroy。ThusIdrewthesweetnessofthylovefromthysecretbreast,asthesundrawsoutthesweetnessoftheflowers。ButnowIdeclaremyselftobeOdysseus,cladinthemailofParis——Odysseuscomeonthislastjourneytobethyloveandlord。“Andheceased。 Shetrembledandlookedathimdoubtfully,butatlastshespoke: “WelldoIremember,“shesaid,“thatwhenIwashedthelimbsofOdysseus,inthehallsofIlios,Imarkedagreatwhitescarbeneathhisknee。IfindeedthouartOdysseus,andnotaphantomfromtheGods,showmethatgreatscar。“ ThentheWanderersmiled,and,restinghisbuckleragainstthepillaroftheloom,drewoffhisgoldengreave,andtherewasthescarthattheboardealtwithhistuskontheParnassianhillwhenOdysseuswasaboy。 “Look,Lady,“hesaid;“isthisthescarthatoncethineeyeslookedoninthehallsofTroy?“ “Yea,“shesaid,“itistheveryscar,andnowIknowthatthouartnoghostandnolyingshape,butOdysseus’self,cometobemyloveandlord,“andshelookedmostsweetlyinhiseyes。 NowtheWandererwaverednomore,butputouthisarmstogatherhertohisheart。NowtheRedStarwashiddenonhisbreast,nowthereddropsdrippedfromtheStaruponhismail,andthefaceofherwhoistheWorld’sDesiregrewsoftintheshadowofhishelm,whilehereyesweremeltedtotearsbeneathhiskiss。TheGodssendallloverslikejoy! Softlyshesighed,softlydrewbackfromhisarms,andherlipswereopenedtospeakwhenachangecameoverherface。Thekindeyeswerefulloffearagain,asshegazedwhere,throughthewindowoftheshrineofalabaster,thesunlightflickeredingolduponthechapelfloor。Whatwasthatwhichflickeredinthesunlight?orwasitonlythedanceofthemotesinthebeam?Therewasnoshadowcastinthesunshine;whydidshegazeasifshesawanotherwatchingthismeetingoftheirloves?Howeveritchanced,shemasteredherfear;therewasevenasmileonherlipsandmirthinhereyesassheturnedandspokeagain。 “Odysseus,thouartindeedthecunningestofmen。Thouhaststolenmysecretbythycraft;whosavetheewoulddreamofcraftinsuchanhour?ForwhenIthoughttheeParis,andthyfacewashiddenbythyhelm,IcalledonOdysseusinmyterror,asachildcriestoamother。 MethinksIhaveeverheldhimdear;alwaysIhavefoundhimreadyatneed,thoughtheGodshavewilledthattillthishourmylovemightnotbeknown,nay,nottomyownheart;soIcalledonOdysseus,andthosewordswerewrungfrommetoscarefalseParisbacktohisownplace。ButthewordsthatshouldhavedrivenParisdowntoHelldrewOdysseustomybreast。Andnowitisdone,andIwillnotgobackuponmywords,forwehavekissedourkissoftroth,beforetheimmortalGodshavewekissed,andthoseghostswhoguardthewaytoHelen,andwhomthoualonecouldstpass,asitwasfated,arewitnessestoouroath。Andnowtheghostsdepart,fornomoreneedtheyguardthebeautyofHelen。Itisgiventotheetohaveandkeep,andnowisHelenoncemoreaverywoman,foratthykissthecursewasbroken。 Ah,friend!sincemylorddiedinpleasantLaced?mon,whatthingshaveIseenandsufferedbytheGods’decree!ButtwothingsIwilltellthee,Odysseus,andthoushaltreadthemasthoumayest。Thoughneverbeforeinthylife-daysdidthylipstouchmine,yetIknowthatnotnowforthefirsttimewekiss。AndthisIknowalso,fortheGodshavesetitinmyheart,thatthoughourloveshallbeshort,andlittlejoyshallwehaveoneofanother,yetdeathshallnotendit。 For,Odysseus,IamadaughteroftheGods,andthoughIsleepandforgetthatwhichhasbeeninmysleep,andthoughmyshapechangeasbutnowitseemedtochangeintheeyesofthoseripetodie,yetI dienot。Andforthee,thoughthouartmortal,deathshallbebutastheshortsummernightsthatmarkoffdayfromday。Forthoushaltliveagain,Odysseus,asthouhastlivedbefore,andlifebylifeweshallmeetandlovetilltheendiscome。“ AstheWandererlistenedhethoughtoncemoreofthatdreamofMeriamuntheQueen,whichthepriestReihadtoldhim。ButhesaidnothingofittoHelen;forabouttheQueenandherwordstohimitseemedwisestnottospeak。