第21章

类别:其他 作者:Sir H Rider Haggard字数:3886更新时间:18/12/27 08:32:33
“WhosowouldenterintothecourtandlookupontheHolyHathorlethimdrawnigh。Knowyethis,allmen,theHathoristohimwhocanwinher。Butifhepassnot,thenshallhedieandbeburiedwithinthetemple,norshallheeverlookuponthesunagain。Ofthisyearewarned。SincetheHathorcameagaintoKhem,ofmensevenhundredandthreehavegonetowinher,andofbodiessevenhundredandtwoliewithinthevaults,forofallthesemenPharaohMeneptahalonehathgonebackliving。Yetthereisplaceformore!Enter,yewhowouldlookupontheHathor!“ Nowtherearoseamightywailingfromthewomen。Theyclungmadlyaboutthenecksofthosewhoweredeartothem,andsomeclungnotinvain。Fortheheartsofmanyfailedthematthelast,andtheyshrankfromenteringin。ButafewofthosewhohadalreadylookedupontheHathorfromafar,perchanceascoreinall,struckthewomenfromthemandrusheduptothegates。 “Surelythouwiltnotenterin?“quothRei,clingingtothearmoftheWanderer。“Oh,turnthybackondeathandcomebackwithme。Ipraytheeturn。“ “Nay,“saidtheWanderer,“Iwillgoin。“ ThenReithePriestthrewdustuponhishead,weptaloud,andturnedandfled,neverstoppingtillhecametothePalace,wheresatMeriamuntheQueen。 Nowthepriestunbarredawicketinthegatesofbronze,andonebyonethosewhowerestrickenofthemadnessenteredin。ForallofthesehadseentheHathormanytimesfromafarwithoutthewall,andnowtheycouldnomorewithstandtheirlonging。Andastheyenteredtwootherprieststookthembythehandandboundtheireyeswithcloths,sothatunlesstheywilledittheymightnotseethegloryoftheHathor,butonlyhearthesweetnessofhervoice。Buttwotherewerewhowouldnotbeblindfolded,andoftheseonewasthatmanwhosewifehadfaintedbytheway,andtheotherwasamansightlessfromhisyouth。ForalthoughhemightnotseethebeautyoftheGoddess,thismanwasmademadbythesweetnessofhervoice。Now,whenallhadenteredin,savetheWanderer,therewasastirinthecrowd,andamanrushedup。Hewastravel-stained,hehadablackbeard,blackeyes,andanosehookedlikeavulture’sbeak。 “Hold!“hecried。“Hold!Shutnotthegates!NightanddayhaveI journeyedfromthehostoftheApurawhoflyintothewilderness。 NightanddayhaveIjourneyed,leavingwifeandflocksandchildrenandthePromiseoftheLand,thatImayoncemorelookuponthebeautyoftheHathor。Shutnotthegates!“ “Passin,“saidthepriest,“passin,soshallweberidofoneofthosewhomKhemnurtureduptorobher。“ Heentered;then,asthepriestwasabouttobarthewicket,theWandererstrodeforward,andhisgoldenarmourclashedbeneaththeportal。 “Wouldstthouindeedentertothydoom,thoumightylord?“askedthepriest,forheknewhimwellagain。 “Ay,Ienter;butperchancenottomydoom,“answeredtheWanderer。 Thenhepassedinandthebrazengatewasshutbehindhim。 Nowthetwopriestscameforwardtobindhiseyes,butthishewouldnotendure。 “Notso,“hesaid;“Iamcomeheretoseewhatmaybeseen。“ “Goto,thoumadman,goto!anddiethedeath,“theyanswered,andledallthementothecentreofthecourtyardwhencetheymightseethepylontop。Thenthepriestsalsocovereduptheireyesandcastthemselvesatlengthupontheground;soforawhiletheylay,andallwassilencewithinandwithoutthecourt,fortheywaitedthecomingoftheHathor。TheWandererglancedthroughthebarsofbronzeatthemultitudegatheredthere。Silenttheystoodwithupturnedeyes,eventhewomenhadceasedfromweepingandstoodinsilence。Helookedatthosebesidehim。Theirbandagedfaceswereliftedandtheystaredtowardsthepylontopasthoughtheirvisionpiercedthecloths。Theblindman,too,staredupward,andhispalelipsmoved,butnosoundcamefromthem。Nowatthefootofthepylonlayalittlerimofshadow。Thinnerandthinneritgrewasthemomentscreptontowardstheperfectnoon。Nowtherewasbutaline,andnowthelinewasgone,forthesun’sreddiscburnedhighintheblueheavenstraightabovethepylonbrow。Thensuddenlyandfromafartherecameafaintsweetsoundofsinging,andatthefirstnoteofthesoundagreatsighwentupthroughthequietair,fromallthemultitudewithout。ThosewhowereneartheWanderersighedalso,andtheirlipsandfingerstwitched,andhehimselfsighed,thoughheknewnotwhy。 Nearercamethesweetsoundofsinging,andstrongeritswelled,tillpresentlythosewithoutthetemplegatewhowereonhighergroundcaughtsightofherwhosang。Thenahoarseroarwentupfromeverythroat,andmadnesstookthem。Ontheyrushed,dashingthemselvesagainstthegatesofbronzeandthesteepwallsoneitherside,andbeatuponthemmadlywiththeirfistsandbrows,andclimbedoneachother’sshoulders,gnawingatthebarswiththeirteeth,cryingtobeletin。Butthewomenthrewtheirarmsaboutthemandscreamedcursesonherwhosebeautybroughtallmentomadness。 Soitwentforawhile,tillpresentlytheWandererlookedup,andlo! uponthepylon’sbrowstoodthewoman’sself,andathercomingallwereoncemoresilent。Shewastallandstraight,cladinclingingwhite,butonherbreastthereglowedablood-redrubystone,fashionedlikeastar,andfromitfellreddropsthatstainedforonemomentthewhitenessofherrobes,andthentherobewaswhiteagain。 Hergoldenhairwastossedthiswayandthat,andshoneinthesunlight,herarmsandneckwerebare,andsheheldonehandbeforehereyesasthoughtohidethebrightnessofherbeauty。For,indeed,shecouldnotbecalledbeautifulbutBeautyitself。 Andtheywhohadnotlovedsawinherthatfirstlovewhomnomanhaseverwon,andtheywhohadlovedsawthatfirstlovewhomeverymanhaslost。Andallaboutherrolledaglory——likethegloryofthedyingday。Sweetlyshesangasongofpromise,andhervoicewasthevoiceofeachman’sdesire,andtheheartoftheWandererthrilledinanswertoitasthrillsaharpsmittenbyacunninghand;andthusshesang: Whomhastthoulongedformost,Trueloveofmine? Whomhastthoulovedandlost? Lo,sheisthine! ShethatanotherwedBreaksfromhervow; ShethathathlongbeendeadWakesfortheenow。 Dreamshauntthehaplessbed,Ghostshauntthenight,Lifecrownsherlivinghead,LoveandDelight。 Nay,notadreamnorghost,Nay,butDivine,ShethatwaslovedandlostWaitstobethine! Sheceased,andamoanofdesirewentupfromallwhoheard。 ThentheWanderersawthatthosebesidehimtoreatthebandagesabouttheirbrowsandrentthemloose。Onlythepriestswholayuponthegroundstirrednot,thoughtheyalsomoaned。 Andnowagainshesang,stillholdingherhandbeforeherface: Yethatseekme,yethatsueme,Yethatflockbeneathmytower,Yewouldwinme,wouldundome,Imustperishinanhour,DeadbeforetheLovethatslewme,claspedtheBrideandcrushedtheflower。 Hearthewordandmarkthewarning,Beautylivesbutinyoursight,Beautyfadesfromallmen’sscorningInthewatchesofthenight,Beautywanesbeforethemorning,andLovediesinhisdelight。 Sheceased,andoncemoretherewassilence。Thensuddenlyshebentforwardacrossthepylonbrowsofarthatitseemedthatshemustfall,andstretchingoutherarmsasthoughtoclaspthosebeneath,showedallthegloryofherloveliness。 TheWandererlooked,thendroppedhiseyesasonewhohasseenthebrightnessofthenoondaysun。Inthedarknessofhismindtheworldwaslost,andhecouldthinkofnaughtsavetheclamourofthepeople,whichfrettedhisears。Theywereallcrying,andnonewerelistening。 “See!see!“shoutedone。“Lookatherhair;itisdarkastheraven’swing,andhereyes——theyaredarkasnight。Oh,mylove!mylove!“ “See!see!“criedanother,“wereeverskiessoblueasthoseeyesofhers,waseverfoamsowhiteasthosewhitearms?“ “EvensoshelookedwhomonceIwedmanysummersgone,“murmuredathird,“evensowhenfirstIdrewherveil。Herswasthatgentlesmilebreakinglikeripplesonthewater,hersthatcurlinghair,hersthatchild-likegrace。“ “Waseverwomansoqueenlymade?“saidafourth。“Looknowonthebrowofpride,lookonthedeep,darkeyesofstorm,thearchedlips,andtheimperialair。Ah,hereindeedisaGoddessmeetforworship。“ “NotsoIseeher,“criedafifth,thatmanwhohadcomefromthehostoftheApura。“Palesheisandfair,tallindeed,butdelicatelyshaped,brownisherhair,andbrownarehergreateyesliketheeyesofastag,andah,sadlyshelooksuponme,lookingformylove。“ “Myeyesareopened,“screamedtheblindmanattheWanderer’sside。 “Myeyesareopened,andIseethepylontowerandthesplendidsun。 Lovehathtouchedmeontheeyesandtheyareopened。Butlo!notoneshapehathshebutmanyshapes。Oh,sheisBeauty’sself,andnotonguemaytellherglory。Letmedie!letmedie,formyeyesareopened。IhavelookedonBeauty’sself!Iknowwhatalltheworldjourneysontoseek,andwhywedieandwhatwegotofindindeath。“