第20章

类别:其他 作者:Sir H Rider Haggard字数:4110更新时间:18/12/27 08:32:33
Butitwasnotfornothingthatheboreastoutandpatientheart,andabrainuncloudedbydangerorbylove。Hehadneverbeeninastraitlikethis;caughtwithbondsthatnoswordcouldcut,andintoilsthatnoskillcouldundo。Ononesidewereloveandpleasure——ontheotherabrokenoath,andthelossforeveroftheHeart’sDesire。Fortoloveanotherwoman,ashehadbeenwarned,wastoloseHelen。Butagain,ifhescornedtheQueen——nay,forallhishardihoodhedarednottellherthatshewasnotthewomanofhisvision,thewomanhecametoseek。Yetevennowhiscoldcourageandhiscunningdidnotfailhim。 “Lady,“hesaid,“webothhavedreamed。Butifthoudidstdreamthouwertmylove,thoudidstwaketofindthyselfthewifeofPharaoh。AndPharaohismyhostandhathmyoath。“ “IwoketofindmyselfthewifeofPharaoh,“sheechoed,wearily,andherarmsuncurledfromhisneckandshesankbackonthecouch。“IamPharaoh’swifeinword,butnotindeed。Pharaohisnothingtome,thouWanderer——noughtsaveaname。“ “Yetismyoathmuchtome,QueenMeriamun——myoathandthehospitablehearth,“theWanderermadeanswer。“IsworetoMeneptahtoholdtheefromallill,andthere’sanend。“ “AndifPharaohcomesbacknomore,whatthenOdysseus?“ “Thenwillwetalkagain。Andnow,Lady,thysafetycallsmetovisitthyGuard。“Andwithoutmorewordsheroseandwent。 TheQueenlookedafterhim。 “Astrangeman,“shesaidinherheart,“whobuildsabarrierwithhisoathbetwixthimselfandherhelovesandhaswanderedsofartowin! YetmethinksIhonourhimthemore。PharaohMeneptah,myhusband,eat,drink,andbemerry,forthisIpromisethee——shortshallbethydays。“ “Swiftasabirdorathought,“saystheoldharperoftheNorthernSea。TheWanderer’sthoughtsinthemorningwereswiftasnightbirds,flyingbackandbroodingoverthethingshehadseenandthewordshehadheardintheQueen’schamber。Againhestoodbetweenthiswomanandtheoathwhich,ofalloaths,wastheworsttobreak。And,indeed,hewaslittletemptedtobreakit,forthoughMeriamunwasbeautifulandwise,hefearedherloveandhefearedhermagicartnolessthanhefearedhervengeanceifshewerescorned。Delayseemedtheonlycourse。LethimwaittilltheKingreturned,anditwouldgohardbuthefoundsomecauseforleavingthecityofTanis,andseekingthroughnewadventurestheWorld’sDesire。Themysteriousriverlayyonder。Hewouldascendtheriverofwhichsomanytalesweretold。Itflowedfromthelandoftheblameless/?thiopians/,themostjustofmen,atwhosetablestheveryGodssatasguests。There,perchance,farupthesacredstream,inalandwherenowrongevercame,there,iftheFatespermitted,hemightfindtheGoldenHelen。 IftheFatespermitted:butalltheadventurewasoftheFates,whohadshownhimtoMeriamuninadream。 Heturneditlonginhismindandfoundlittlelight。Itseemedthatashehaddriftedthroughdarknessacrossablood-redseatotheshoresofKhem,soheshouldwadethroughbloodtothatshoreofFatewhichtheGodsappointed。 Yetafterawhileheshooksorrowfromhim,arose,bathed,anointedhimself,combedhisdarklocks,andgirdedonhisgoldenarmour。FornowherememberedthatthiswasthedaywhentheStrangeHathorshouldstanduponthepylonofthetempleandcallthepeopletoher,andhewasmindedtolookuponher,andifneedbetodobattlewiththatwhichguardedher。 SoheprayedtoAphroditethatshewouldhelphim,andhepouredoutwinetoherandwaited;hewaited,butnoanswercametohisprayer。 Yetasheturnedawayitchancedthathesawhiscountenanceinthewidegoldencupwhencehehadpoured,anditseemedtohimthatithadgrownmorefairandlostthestampofyears,andthathisfacewassmoothandyoungasthefaceofthatOdysseuswho,manyyearsago,hadsailedintheblackshipsandlookedbackonthesmokingruinsofwindyTroy。InthishesawthehandoftheGoddess,andknewthatifshemightnotbemanifestinthislandofstrangeGods,yetshewaswithhim。And,knowingthis,hisheartgrewlightastheheartofaboyfromwhomsorrowisyetalongwayoff,andwhohasnotdreamedofdeath。 Thenheateanddrank,andwhenhehadputfromhimthedesireoffoodhearoseandgirdedonthesword,Euryalus’sgift,buttheblackbowheleftinitscase。NowhewasreadyandabouttosetforthwhenReithePriestenteredthechamber。 “Whithergoestthou,Eperitus?“askedRei,theinstructedPriest。“Andwhatisitthathasmadethyfacesofair,asthoughmanyyearshadbeenliftedfromthyback?“ “’Tisbutsweetsleep,Rei,“saidtheWanderer。“DeeplyIsleptlastnight,andthewearinessofmywanderingsfellfromme,andnowIamasIwasbeforeIsailedacrosstheblood-redseaintothenight。“ “SellthouthesecretofthissleeptotheladiesofKhem,“answeredtheagedpriest,smiling,“andlittleshaltthoulackofwealthforallthydays。“ ThushespakeasthoughhebelievedtheWanderer,butinhisheartheknewthatthethingwasoftheGods。 TheWandereranswered: “IgouptotheTempleoftheHathor,forthoudostrememberitisto-daythatshestandsuponthepylonbrowandcallsthepeopletoher。Comestthoualso,Rei?“ “Nay,nay,Icomenot,Eperitus。Iamoldindeed,butyetthebloodcreepsthroughthesewitheredveins,and,perchance,ifIcameandlooked,themadnesswouldseizemealso,andItooshouldrushtomyslaying。ThereisawayinwhichamanmaylistentothevoiceoftheHathor,andthatistohavehiseyesblindfolded,asmanydo。Buteventhenhewilltearthebandagefromhiseyes,andlook,anddiewiththeothers。Oh,gonotup,Eperitus——Ipraytheegonotup。Ilovethee——Iknownotwhy——andamlittlemindedtoseetheedead。Though,perchance,“headded,asthoughtohimself,“itwouldbewellforthoseIserveifthouwertdead,thouWanderer,withtheeyesofFate。“ “Havenofear,Rei,“saidtheWanderer,“asitisdoomedsoshallI dieandnototherwise。Nevershallitbetold,“hemurmuredinhisheart,“thathewhostoodinarmsagainstScylla,theHorroroftheRock,turnedbackfromanyformoffearorfromanyshapeofLove。“ ThenReiwrunghishandsandwentnightoweeping,fortohimitseemedapitifulthingthatsogoodlyamanandsogreataheroshouldthusbedonetodeath。ButtheWandererpassedoutthroughthecity,andReiwentwithhimforacertaindistance。Atlengththeycametotheroadsetoneithersidewithsphinxes,thatleadsfromtheouterwallofbricktothegardenoftheTempleofHathor,anddownthisroadhurriedamultitudeofmenofallracesandofeveryage。Heretheprincewasbornealonginhislitter;heretheyoungnobletravelledinhischariot。Herecametheslavebespatteredwiththemudofthefields;herethecripplelimpeduponhiscrutches;andherewastheblindmanledbyahound。Andwitheachmancamewomen:thewifeoftheman,orhismother,orhissisters,orshetowhomhewasvowedinmarriage。Weepingtheycame,andwithsoftwordsandclingingarmstheystrovetoholdbackhimwhomtheyloved。 “Oh,myson!myson!“criedawoman,“hearkentothymother’svoice。 GonotuptolookupontheGoddess,forifthoudostlookthenshaltthoudie,andthoualoneartleftalivetome。TwobrothersofthineI bore,andbehold,botharedead;andwiltthoudiealso,andleaveme,whoamold,aloneanddesolate?Benotmad,myson,thouartthedearestofall;everhaveIlovedtheeandtendedthee。Comeback,I pray——comeback。“ Buthersonheardnotandheedednot,pressingontowardtheGatesoftheHeart’sDesire。 “Oh,myhusband,myhusband!“criedanother,young,ofgentlebirth,andfair,whobareababeonherleftarmandwiththerightclutchedherlord’sbroideredrobe。“Oh,myhusband,haveInotlovedtheeandbeenkindtothee,andwiltthoustillgouptolookuponthedeadlygloryoftheHathor?TheysayshewearsthebeautyoftheDead。Lovestthoumenotbetterthanherwhodiedfiveyearsagone,MerisathedaughterofRois,thoughthoudidstloveherfirst?See,hereisthybabe,thybabe,butoneweekborn。EvenfrommybedofpainhaveI risenandfollowedaftertheedownthesewearyroads,andIamliketolosemylifeforit。Hereisthybabe,letitpleadwiththee。Letmedieifsoitmustbe,butgonotthouuptothydeath。ItisnoGoddesswhomthouwiltsee,butanevilspiritloosedfromtheunder- world,andthatshallbethydoom。Oh,ifIpleasetheenot,takethouanotherwifeandIwillmakeherwelcome,onlygonotuptothydeath!“ Butthemanfixedhiseyesuponthepylontops,heedinghernot,andatlengthshesankupontheroad,andtherewiththebabewouldhavebeencrushedbythechariots,hadnottheWandererbornehertoonesideoftheway。 Now,ofallsightsthiswasthemostdreadful,foroneverysiderosetheprayersandlamentationsofwomen,andstillthemultitudeofmenpressedonunheeding。 “NowthouseestthepowerofLove,andhowifawomanbebutbeautifulenoughshemaydragallmentoruin,“saidReithePriest。 “Yes,“saidtheWanderer;“astrangesight,truly。MuchbloodhaththisHathorofthineuponherhands。“ “Andyetthouwiltgiveherthine,Wanderer。“ “ThatIamnotmindedtodo,“heanswered;“yetIwilllookuponherface,sospeaknomoreofit。“ Nowtheywerecometothespacebeforethebronzegatesofthepylonoftheoutercourt,andtherethemultitudegatheredtothenumberofmanyhundreds。Presently,astheywatched,apriestcametothegates,thatsamepriestwhohadshowntheWandererthebodiesinthebathsofbronze。Helookedthroughthebarsandcriedaloud: