第19章

类别:其他 作者:Sir H Rider Haggard字数:3876更新时间:18/12/27 08:32:33
“Wanderer,weowetheegreatthanks,andIwouldgladlyknowtowhomweareindebtforthepricesofourlives,“shesaid。“Tellmeofthybirth,ofthyfather’shouse,andofthelandsthatthouhastseenandthewarswhereinthouhastfought。TellmealsoofthesackofIlios,andhowthoucamestbythygoldenmail。TheunhappyParisworesucharmsasthese,iftheminstreloftheNorthsangtruth。“ Now,theWandererwouldgladlyhavecursedthisminstreloftheNorthandhissongs。 “Minstrelswillbelying,Lady,“hesaid,“andtheygatheroldtaleswherevertheygo。Parismayhavewornmyarms,oranotherman。I boughtthemfromachapmaninCrete,andaskednothingoftheirfirstmaster。AsforIlios,Ifoughtthereinmyyouth,andservedtheCretanIdomeneus,butIgotlittlebooty。TotheKingthewealthandwomen,tousthesword-strokes。Suchistheappearanceofwar。“ Meriamunlistenedtohistale,whichhesetforthroughly,asifheweresomeblunt,grumblingswordsman,anddarklyshelookedonhimwhileshehearkened,anddarklyshesmiledasshelooked。 “Astrangestory,Eperitus,astrangestorytruly。Nowtellmethus。 Howcamestthoubyyondergreatbow,thebowoftheswallowstring?Ifmyminstrelspoketruly,itwasoncetheBowofEurytusof?chalia。“ NowtheWandererglancedroundhimlikeamantakeninambush,whoseesoneveryhandtheswordoffoesshineupintothesunlight。 “Thebow,Lady?“heansweredreadilyenough。“Igotitstrangely。I wascruisingwithacargoofirononthewesterncoastandlandedonanisle,methinksthepilotcalleditIthaca。Therewefoundnothingbutdeath;apestilencehadbeenintheland,butinaruinedhallthisbowwaslying,andImadeprizeofit。Agoodbow!“ “Astrangestory,truly——averystrangestory,“quothMeriamuntheQueen。“BychancethoudidstbuythearmourofParis,bychancethoudidstfindthebowofEurytus,thatbow,methinks,withwhichthegod- likeOdysseusslewthewooersinhishalls。Knowestthou,Eperitus,thatwhenthoustoodestyonderontheboardinthePlaceofBanquets,whenthegreatbowtwangedandthelongshaftshaileddownonthehallandloosenedthekneesofmany,notalittlewasIputinmindofthesongoftheslayingofthewooersatthehandsofOdysseus。ThefameofOdysseushaswanderedfar——ay,eventoKhem。“Andshelookedstraightathim。 TheWandererdarkenedhisfaceandputthematterby。Hehadheardsomethingofthattale,hesaid,butdeemeditaminstrel’sfeigning。 Onemancouldnotfightahundred,asthestorywent。 TheQueenhalfrosefromthecouchwhereshelaycurleduplikeaglitteringsnake。Likeasnakesheroseandwatchedhimwithhermelancholyeyes。 “Strange,indeed——moststrangethatOdysseus,Laertes’son,OdysseusofIthaca,shouldnotknowthetaleoftheslayingofthewooersbyOdysseus’self。Strange,indeed,thouEperitus,whoartOdysseus。“ NowtheneckoftheWandererwasinthenoose,andwellheknewit: yethekepthiscounsel,andlookeduponhervacantly。 “MensaythatthisOdysseuswanderedyearsagointotheNorth,andthatthistimehewillnotcomeagain。Isawhiminthewars,andhewasatallermanthanI,“saidtheWanderer。 “Ihavealwaysheard,“saidtheQueen,“thatOdysseuswasdouble- tonguedandcraftyasafox。Lookmeintheeyes,thouWanderer,lookmeintheeyes,andIwillshowtheewhetherornotthouartOdysseus,“andsheleanedforwardsothatherhairwell-nighswepthisbrow,andgazeddeepintohiseyes。 NowtheWandererwasashamedtodrophiseyesbeforeawoman’s,andhecouldnotriseandgo;sohemustneedsgaze,andashegazedhisheadgrewstrangelylightandthebloodquiveredinhisveins,andthenseemedtostop。 “Nowturn,thouWanderer,“saidthevoiceoftheQueen,andtohimitsoundedfaraway,asiftherewasawallbetweenthem,“andtellmewhatthouseest。“ Soheturnedandlookedtowardsthedarkendofthechamber。Butpresentlythroughthedarknessstoleafaintlight,likethefirstgreylightofthedawn,andnowhesawashape,liketheshapeofagreathorseofwood,andbehindthehorsewereblacksquaretowersofhugestones,andgates,andwalls,andhouses。Nowhesawadooropeninthesideofthehorse,andthehelmetedheadofamanlookoutwearily。Ashelookedagreatwhitestarsliddowntheskysothatthelightofitrestedonthefaceoftheman,andthatfacewashisown! ThenherememberedhowhehadlookedforthfromthebellyofthewoodenhorseasitstoodwithinthewallsofIlios,andthusthestarhadseemedtofalluponthedoomedcity,anomenoftheendofTroy。 “Lookagain,“saidthevoiceofMeriamunfromfaraway。 Sooncemorehelookedintothedarkness,andtherehesawthemouthofacave,andbeneathtwopalmsinfrontofitsatamanandawoman。 Theyellowmoonroseanditslightfelluponasleepingsea,upontalltrees,uponthecave,andthetwowhosatthere。Thewomanwaslovely,withbraidedhair,andcladinashiningrobe,andhereyesweredimwithtearsthatshemightnevershed:forshewasaGoddess,Calypso,thedaughterofAtlas。Theninthevisionthemanlookedup,andhisfacewasweary,andwornandsickforhome,butitwashisownface。 ThenherememberedhowhehadsatthusatthesideofCalypsoofthebraidedtresses,onthatlastnightofallhisnightsinherwave-girtisle,thecentreoftheseas。 “Lookoncemore,“saidthevoiceofMeriamuntheQueen。 Againhelookedintothedarkness。TherebeforehimgrewtheruinsofhisownhallinIthaca,andinthecourtyardbeforethehallwasaheapofashes,andthecharredbonesofmen。Beforetheheaplaythefigureofonelostinsorrow,forhislimbswrithedupontheground。 Anonthemanliftedhisface,andbehold!theWandererknewthatitwashisownface。 Thenofasuddenthegloompassedawayfromthechamber,andoncemorehisbloodsurgedthroughhisveins,andtherebeforehimsatMeriamuntheQueen,smilingdarkly。 “Strangesightshastthouseen,isitnotso,Wanderer?“shesaid。 “Yea,Queen,themoststrangeofsights。Tellmeofthycourtesyhowthoudidstconjurethembeforemyeyes。“ “BythemagicthatIhave,Eperitus,IaboveallwizardswhodwellinKhem,themagicwherebyIcanreadallthepastofthose——Ilove,“andagainshelookeduponhim;“ay,andcallitforthfromthestorehouseofdeadtimeandmakeitliveagain。Say,whosefacewasitthatthoudidstlookupon——wasitnotthefaceofOdysseusofIthaca,Laertes’ son,andwasnotthatfacethine?“ NowtheWanderersawthattherewasnoescape。Thereforehespokethetruth,notbecausehelovedit,butbecausehemust。 “ThefaceofOdysseusofIthacaitwasthatIsawbeforeme,Lady,andthatfaceismine。IavowmyselftobeOdysseus,Laertes’son,andnootherman。“ TheQueenlaughedaloud。“Greatmustbemystrengthofmagic,“shesaid,“foritcanstriptheguilefromthesubtlestofmen。 Henceforth,Odysseus,thouwiltknowthattheeyesofMeriamuntheQueenseefar。Nowtellmetruly:whatcamestthouhithertoseek?“ TheWanderertookswiftcounselwithhimself。RememberingthatdreamofMeriamunofwhichReithePriesthadtoldhim,andwhichsheknewnotthathehadlearned,thedreamthatshowedherthevisionofonewhomshemustlove,andrememberingthewordofthedeadHataska,hegrewafraid。Forhesawwellbythetokenofthespearpointthathewasthemanofherdream,andthatsheknewit。Buthecouldnotacceptherlove,bothbecauseofhisoathtoPharaohandbecauseofherwhomAphroditehadshowntohiminIthaca,herwhomalonehemustseek,theHeart’sDesire,theGoldenHelen。 Thestraitwasdesperate,betweenabrokenoathandawomanscorned。 Buthefearedhisoath,andtheangerofZeus,theGodofhostsandguests。Sohesoughtsafetybeneaththewingsoftruth。 “Lady,“hesaid,“Iwilltelltheeall!IcametoIthacafromthewhitenorth,whereacursehaddrivenme;Icameandfoundmyhallsdesolate,andmypeopledead,andtheveryashesofmywife。ButinadreamofthenightIsawtheGoddesswhomIhaveworshippedlittle,AphroditeofIdalia,whominthislandyenameHathor,andshebademegoforthanddoherwill。AndforrewardshepromisedmethatIshouldfindonewhowaitedmetobemydeathlesslove。“ Meriamunheardhimsofar,butnofurther,forofthisshemadesure,that/she/wasthewomanwhomAphroditehadpromisedtotheWanderer。 Erehemightspeakanotherwordsheglidedtohimlikeasnake,andlikeasnakecurledherselfabouthim。Thenshespokesolowthatheratherknewherthoughtthanheardherwords: “Wasitindeedso,Odysseus?DidtheGoddessindeedsendtheetoseekmeout?Know,then,thatnottotheealonedidshespeak。Ialsolookedforthee。IalsowaitedthecomingofonewhomIshouldlove。 Oh,heavyhavebeenthedays,andemptywasmyheart,andsorelythroughtheyearshaveIlongedforhimwhoshouldbebroughttome。 Andnowatlengthitisdone,nowatlengthIseehimwhominmydreamIsaw,“andsheliftedherlipstothelipsoftheWanderer,andherheart,andhereyes,andherlipssaid“Love。“