第11章

类别:其他 作者:Sir H Rider Haggard字数:4033更新时间:18/12/27 08:32:33
“Andhewentheavilyandstrickenwithfear。 “’Nay,’shesaid,gazingafterhim,’nomoreamIMeneptah’swife,butstillamIKhem’sdreadedQueen。Oh,thouoldpriest,Iamaweary。Seewhatalotismine,whohaveallthingsbutlove,andyetamsickofall!Ilongedforpower,andpowerismine,andwhatispower?Itisarodwherewithwebeattheairthatstraightwayclosesonthestroke。 Yes,Itireofmylovelessdaysandofthisdullroundofcommonthings。Oh,foronehourofloveandinthathourtodie!Ohthatthefuturewouldliftitsveilanddisclosethefaceoftimetobe!Say,Rei!Wiltthoubeboldanddareadeed?’Andsheclaspedmebythesleeveandwhisperedinmyear,inthedeadtongueknowntoherandme——’HerIslew——thousawest——’ “’Ay,Queen,Isaw——whatofher?’Twasilldone。’ “’Nay,’twasrightlydoneandwelldone。Butthouknowestsheisnotyetcold,norforawhilewillbe,andIhavethearttodragherspiritbackereshebecold,fromwheresheis,andtoforceknowledgefromherlips——forbeinganOsirisallthefutureisopentoherinthishour。’ “’Nay,nay,’Icried。’Itisunholy——notlightlymaywedisturbthedead,lesttheGuardianGodsbemovedtoanger。’ “’YetwillIdoit,Rei。Ifthoudostfear,comenot。ButIgo。Iamfainforknowledge,andthusonlymayIwinit。IfIdieinthedreadendeavour,writethisofMeriamuntheQueen:Thatinseekingtheto-be——shefoundit!’ “’Nay,RoyalLady,’Ianswered,’thoushaltnotgoalone。Itoohavesomeskillinmagic,andperchancecanwardevilfromthee。So,ifindeedthouwiltdarethisdreadfulthing,beholdnow,asever,Iamthyservant。’ “’Itiswell。See,now,thebodywillthisnightbelaidinthesanctuaryoftheTempleofOsiristhatisnearthegreatgates,asisthecustom,toawaitthecomingoftheembalmers。Comeereshebecolderthanmyheart,comewithme,Rei,tothehouseoftheLordoftheDead!’ “Shepassedtoherchamber,wrappedherselfaboutinadarkrobe,andhurriedwithmetotheTempledoors,wherewewerechallengedbytheguards。 “’Whopasses?InthenameoftheHolyOsirisspeak。’ “’Rei,theMasterBuilderandtheanointedPriest,andwithhimanother,’Imadeanswer。’Open。’ “’Nay,Iopennot。Thereisonewithinwhomaynotbewakened。’ “’Who,then,iswithin?’ “’ShewhomtheQueenslew。’ “’TheQueensendsonewhowouldlookonhersheslew。’ “Thenthepriestgazedonthehoodedformbesidemeandstartedback,crying,’Atoken,nobleRei。’ “IhelduptheRoyalsignet,and,bowing,heopened。BeingcomewithintheTempleIlitthetapersthathadbeenprepared。ThenbytheirfeeblelightwepassedthroughtheouterhalltillwecametothecurtainsthatveilthesanctuaryoftheHolyPlace,andhereI quenchedthetapers;fornofiremustenterthere,savethatwhichburnsuponthealtarofthedead。Butthroughthecurtainscameraysoflight。 “’Open!’saidMeriamun,andIopened,andhandinhandwepassedin。 Onthealtarthatisintheplacetheflameburntbrightly。Thechamberisnotwideandgreat,forthisisthesmallestofthetemplesofTanis,butyetsolargethatthelightcouldnotreachitswallsnorpiercetheoverhanginggloom,andbymuchgazingscarcelycouldwediscovertheoutlineofthegravenshapesoftheHolyGodsthatareuponthewalls。ButthelightfellclearuponthegreatstatueoftheOsiristhatwasseatedbehindthealtarfashionedintheblackstoneofSyene,woundaboutwiththecorpse-cloths,wearingonhisheadthecrownoftheUpperLand,andholdinginhishandsthecrookofdivinityandtheawfulscourgeofpunishment。Thelightshoneallaboutthewhiteanddreadfulshapethatwasplaceduponhisholyknees,thenakedshapeoflostHataskawhothisnighthaddiedatthehandofMeriamun。Thereshebowedherheadagainstthesacredbreast,herlonghairstreamingdownoneitherside,herarmstiedacrossherheart,andhereyes,whencethehuesoflifehadscarcelyfaded,widelystaringatthedarknessoftheshrine。ForatTanistothisdayitisthecustomforanighttoplacethoseofhighbirthorofficewhodiesuddenlyuponthekneesofthestatueofOsiris。 “’See,’IsaidtotheQueen,speakinglow,fortheweightofthehauntedplacesankintomyheart,’seehowshewhoscarceanhouragowasbutalovelywantonhathbythineactbeencladinmajestygreaterthanallthegloryoftheearth。Bethinkthee,wiltthoudareindeedtosummonbackthespirittothebodywhencethouhastsetitfree? Noteasily,OQueen,mayitbedoneforallthymagic,andifperchancesheanswereththee,itmaywellbethattheterrorofherwordsshallutterlyo’erwhelmus。’ “’Nay,’shemadeanswer,’Iaminstructed。Ifearnot。IknowbywhatnametocalltheKhouthathoversonthethresholdoftheDoubleHallofTruth,andhowtosenditbacktoitsownplace。Ifearnot,butifperchancethoufearest,Rei,departhenceandleavemetothetaskalone。’ “’Nay,’Isaid。’Ialsoaminstructed,andIgonot。ButIsaytotheethatthisisunholy。’ “ThenMeriamunspokenomore——butliftingupherhandssheheldthemheavenwards,andsoforawhileshestood,herfacefixed,aswasthefaceofdeadHataska。Then,asmustbedone,IdrewthecircleroundusandroundthealtarandthestatueofOsiris,andthatwhichsatuponhisknee。WithmystaffIdrewit,andstandingthereinIsaidtheholywordswhichshouldwardawaytheevilthingsthatcomenearinsuchanhour。 “NowMeriamunthrewacertainpowderintotheflameuponthealtar。 Thriceshethrewthepowder,andasshethrewitaballofflamerosefromthealtarandfloatedaway,eachtimethatshethrewdidtheballoffirerise;andthisitwasneedfultodo,forbyfireonlymaythedeadbemanifest,andthereforewasaglobeoffiregiventoeachofthethreeshapesthattogethermakethethreefoldspiritofthedead。 Andwhenthethreeglobesoffirehadmeltedintoair,passingovertheheadofthestatueofOsiris,thricedidMeriamuncryaloud: “’/Hataska!Hataska!Hataska!/ “’BythedreadfulNameIsummonthee。 “’IsummontheefromthethresholdoftheDoubleHall。 “’IsummontheefromtheGatesofJudgment。 “’IsummontheefromthedoorofDoom。 “’Bythelinkoflifeanddeaththatisbetweentheeandme,IbidtheecomefromwherethouartandmakeanswertothatwhichIshallaskofthee。’ “Sheceased,butnoanswercame。StillthecoldOsirissmiled,andstillthebodyonhiskneesatwithopeneyesgazingintonothingness。 “’Notthuseasily,’Iwhispered,’maythisdreadfulthingbedone。 ThouartinstructedintheWordofFear。Ifthoudarest,letitpassthylips,orletusbegone。’ “’Nay,itshallbespoken,’shesaid——andthusshewrought。PassingtothestatueshehidherheadwithinhercloakandwithbothhandsgraspedthefeetoftheslainHataska。 “SeeingthisIalsocroucheduponthefloorandhidmyface,foritisdeathtohearthatWordwithanuncoveredface。 “Theninsosoftawhisperthatscarcehaditsbreathstirredafeatheronherlips,MeriamunspoketheWordofFearwhichmaynotbewritten,whosesoundhaspowertopassallspaceandopentheearsofthedeadwhodwellinAmenti。Softlyshesaidit,forinashoutofthunderitwascaughtupandechoedfromherlips,anddowntheeternalhallsitseemedtorushonthefeetofstormandthewingsofwind,sothattheroofrockedandthedeepfoundationsoftheTemplequiveredlikeawind-stirredtree。 “’Unveil,yemortals!’criedadreadfulvoice,’andlookuponthesightoffearthatyehavedaredtosummon。’ “AndIroseandcastmycloakfromaboutmyfaceandgazed,thensankdowninterror。ForroundaboutthecirclethatIhaddrawnpressedallthemultitudeofthedead;countlessasthedesertsandstheypressed,gazingwithawfuleyesuponustwain。Andthefirethatwasonthealtardiedaway,butyetwastherelight,foritshonefromthosedeadeyes,andintheeyesoflostHataskatherewaslight。 “Andeverthefaceschanged,neverforonebeatoftimedidtheyceasetochange。Foraswegazeduponafaceitwouldmelt,eventotheeyes,androundthesesameeyesagainwouldgatherbutnomorethesame。AndliketheslopingsidesofpyramidswerethefacessetaboutusfromthegroundtotheTempleroof——andonuswerefixedtheirglowingeyes。 “AndI,Rei,beinginstructed,knewthattosuffermyselftobeovercomewithterrorwasdeath,asitwasdeathtopasswithoutthecircle。SoinmyheartIcalleduponOsiris,LordoftheDead,toprotectus,andevenasInamedtheineffablename,lo!allthethousandthousandfacesbentthemselvesinadorationandthen,turning,lookedeachupontheotherevenasthougheachspaketoeach,andchanged,andswiftlychanged。 “’Meriamun,’Isaid,gatheringupmystrength,’fearnot,butbeware!’ “’Nay,whereforeshouldIfear,’sheanswered,’becausetheveilofsenseistorn,andforanhourweseethosewhoareeveraboutourpathandwhoseeyeswatchourmostsecretthoughtcontinually?Ifearnot。’Andshesteppedboldly,eventotheedgeofthecircle,andcried: “’Allhail,yeSahus,spiritsoftheawfuldead,amongwhomIalsoshallbenumbered。’ “Andasshecamethechangingfacesshrunkaway,leavingaspacebeforeher。Andinthespacetheregrewtwoarms,mightyandblack,thatstretchedthemselvestowardsher,untiltherewasnotthelengthofthreegrainsofwheatbetwixttheclutchingfingersandherbreast。