第10章

类别:其他 作者:Sir H Rider Haggard字数:4243更新时间:18/12/27 08:32:33
“’Thenconfusionwaspileduponconfusion,norcanmymemoryholdallthatcametopass。Forthisgameplayeditselfafreshinlands,andlives,andtongueswithoutnumber。Onlythelastboutandthewinnerwerenotrevealedtome。 “’AndinmydreamIcriedaloudtotheprotectingGodstoescapeoutofthedream,andIsoughtforlightthatImightseewhencethesethingswere。Then,asinavision,thePastopenedupitsgates。Itseemedthatuponatime,thousand,thousandagesagone,Iandthismanofmydreamhadarisenfromnothingnessandlookedineachother’seyes,andlovedwithaloveunspeakable,andvowedavowthatshallendurefromtimetotimeandworldtoworld。Forwewerenotmortalthen,butpartookofthenatureoftheGods,beingmorefairandgreatthananyofhumankind,andourhappinesswasthehappinessofHeaven。 ButinourgreatjoywehearkenedtotheVoiceoftheThatthouknowest,ofthatThing,Rei,withwhich,againstthycounsel,Ihavebutlatelydealt。ThekissofourloveawakenedThatwhichslept,thefireofourlovewarmedThatwhichwasa-cold!WedefiedtheholyGods,worshippingthemnot,butrathereachtheother,forweknewthatastheGodswewereeternal。AndtheGodswereangeredagainstusanddrewusupintotheirpresence。Andwhilewetrembledtheyspakeaswithavoice: “’“Yetwainwhoareonelife,eachcompletingeach,becausewithyourkissesyehavewakenedThatwhichslept,andwiththefireofyourlovehavewarmedThatwhichwasa-cold:becauseyehaveforgottenthemthatgaveyoulifeandloveandjoy:hearkentoyourDoom! “’“FromTwobeyemade/Three/,andthroughallTimestriveyetobeTwainagain。PassfromthisHolyPlacedowntotheHellofEarth,andthoughyebeimmortalputonthegarmentsofmortality。PassonfromLifetoLife,liveandloveandhateandseemtodie:haveacquaintancewitheverylot,andinyourblindforgetfulness,beingoneandbeingequal,workeachother’swoeaccordingtothelawofEarth,andforyourlove’ssakesinandbeshamed,perishandre-arise,appeartoconquerandbeconquered,pursuingyourthreefolddestiny,and,atthewordofFate,theunalteringcirclemeets,andtheveilofblindnessfallsfromyoureyes,and,asascroll,yourfollyisunrolled,andthehidpurposeofyoursorrowisaccomplishedandoncemoreyeareTwainandOne。“ “’Then,aswetrembled,clingingeachtoeach,againthegreatVoicespoke: “’“YetwainwhoareOne——letThattowhichyehavehearkeneddivideyouandenfoldyou!BeyeThree!“ “’AndastheVoicespokeIwastornwithagony,andstrengthwentoutofme,andthere,byhimIloved,stoodthewomanofmydreamcrownedwitheverygloryandadornedwiththeStar。Andwewerethree。Andbetweenhimandme,yetenfoldinghimandme,writhedthatThingthouwottestof。AndhewhomIlovedturnedtolookuponthefairwoman,wondering,andshesmiledandstretchedoutherarmtowardshimasonewhowouldtakethatwhichisherown,andRei,inthathour,thoughitwasbutinadream,Iknewthemortalpainofjealousy,andawoketrembling。Andnowreadthouthisvision,Rei,thouwhoartlearnedintheinterpretationofdreamsandinthewaysofsleep。’ “’Oh,Lady,’Imadeanswer,’thisthingistoohighforme,Icannotinterpretit;butwherethouart,theremayIbetohelpthee。’ “’Iknowthylove,’shesaid,’butinthywordsislittlelight。So—— so——letitpass!Itwasbutadream,andifindeeditcamefromtheUnderWorld,why,itwasfromnohelpfulGod,butratherfromSet,theTormentor;orfromPasht,theTerrible,whothrowsthecreepingshadowofherdoomuponthemirrorofmysleep。Forthatwhichisdecreedwillsurelycometopass!IamblownlikethedustbythebreathofFate;nowtorestupontheTemple’sloftiesttops,nowtobetroddenunderfootofslaves,andnowtobeswallowedbythebitterdeep,andinseasonthencerolledforthagain。Ilovenotthislordofmine,whoshallbePharaoh,andnevermay/he/comewhomIshalllove。’TiswellthatIlovehimnot,fortoloveistobeaslave。Whentheheartiscoldthenthehandisstrong,andIamfaintobetheQueenleadingPharaohbythebeard,thefirstofalltheancientlandofKhem;forI wasnotborntoserve。Nay,whileImay,Irule,awaitingtheendofrule。Lookforth,Rei,andseehowtheraysfromMotherIsis’thronefloodallthecourtsandallthecity’sstreetsandbreakinlightuponthewater’sbreast。SoshalltheMoon-child’sflamefloodallthislandofKhem。Whatmattersit,iferethemornIsismustpasstoherdominionoftheDead,andthevoiceofMeriamunbehushedwithinasepulchre?’ “Soshespokeandwentthence,andonherfacewasnobride’ssmile,butrathersuchagazeasthatwithwhichthegreatsphinx,Horemku,looksoutacrossthedesertsands。“ “AstrangeQueen,Rei,“saidtheWanderer,ashepaused,“butwhathaveItomakeinthistaleofabrideandhermaddreams?“ “Morethanthoushaltdesire,“saidRei;“butletuscometotheend,andthoushalthearthypartintheFate。“ “TheDivinePharaohRamesesdiedandwasgatheredtoOsiris。WiththesehandsIclosedhiscoffinandsethiminhissplendidtomb,whereheshallrestunharmedforevertillthedayoftheawakening。 AndMeriamunandMeneptahreignedinKhem。ButtoPharaohshewasverycold,thoughhedidherwillineverything,andtheyhadbutonechild,sothatinawhileheweariedofherloveliness。 “Butherswasthemaster-mind,andsheruledPharaohassheruledallelse。 “Forme,mylotwasbettered;shetalkedmuchwithme,andadvancedmetogreatdignity,sothatIwasthefirstMasterBuilderinKhem,andCommanderofthelegionofAmen。 “NowitchancedthatMeriamunmadeafeast,wheresheentertainedPharaohandHataskasatbesidehim。ShewasthefirstladyabouttheQueen’sperson,abeautifulbutinsolentwoman,whohadgainedPharaoh’sfavourforthehour。NowwineworkedsowiththeKingthathetoyedopenlywiththeladyHataska’shand,butMeriamuntheQueentooknonote,thoughHataska,whohadalsodrunkofthewarmwineoftheLowerLand,grewinsolent,aswasherwont。Shequaffeddeepfromhercupofgold,andbadeaslavebearittotheQueen,crying,’Pledgeme,mysister。’ “Themeaningofhermessagewasplaintoallwhoheard;thiswaitingladyopenlydeclaredherselfwifetoPharaohandanequaloftheQueen。NowMeriamuncarednothingforPharaoh’slove,butforpowershedidcare,andshefrowned,whilealightshoneinherdarkeyes; yetshetookthecupandtoucheditwithherlips。 “Presentlysheliftedherowncupinturnandtoyedwithit,thenmadepretencetodrink,andsaidsoftlytotheKing’sparamour,whohadpledgedher: “’Pledgemeinanswer,Hataska,myservant,forsoon,methinks,thoushaltbegreaterthantheQueen。’ “Nowthisfoolishwomanreadhersayingwrong,andtookthegoldencupfromtheeunuchwhoboreit。 “WithalittlenodtotheQueen,andawaveofherslimhand,Hataskadrank,andinstantly,withagreatcry,shefelldeadacrosstheboard。Then,whileallthecompanysatinterror,neitherdaringtobesilentnortospeak,andwhileMeriamunsmiledscornfullyonthedarkheadlyinglowamongtherosesontheboard,Pharaohleapedup,madwithwrath,andcalledtotheguardstoseizetheQueen。Butshewavedthemback,and,speakinginaslow,coldvoice,shesaid: “’DarenottotouchKhem’sanointedQueenlestyourfatebeas/her/ fate。Forthee,Meneptah,forgetnotthymarriageoath。What,amI Queen,andshallthywantonsthrowtheirinsolenceinmyteethandnamemetheirsister?Notso,forifmyeyesbeblindyetmyearsareopen。Peace,sheisrightlyserved——choosethoualowliermistress!’ “AndPharaohmadenoanswer,forhefearedherwithanever-growingfear。Butshe,sinkingbackinherseatofstate,playedwiththegoldkepheronherbreast,andwatchedthembearthebodyforthtotheHouseofOsiris。Onebyoneallthecompanymadeobeisanceandpassedthence,gladtobegone,tillatthelasttherewereleftonlyPharaohandMeriamuntheQueen,andmyself——ReithePriest——forallweremuchafraid。ThenPharaohspoke,lookingneitherathernoratme,andhalfinfear,halfinanger。 “’Thouhatefulwoman,accursedbethedaywhenfirstIlookeduponthybeauty。Thouhastconqueredme,butbeware,forIamstillPharaohandthyLord。Crossmypurposeonceagain,and,byHimwhosleepsatPhil?,Iwilldiscrowntheeandgivethybodytothetormentors,andsetthysoulloosetofollowherwhomthouhastslain。’ “ThenMeriamunansweredproudly: “’Pharaoh,bewarned:liftbutonefingeragainstmymajestyandthouartdoomed。Thoucanstnotslayme,butIcanover-matchthee,andI swearbythesameoath!ByHimwhosleepsatPhil?,liftahandagainstme,ay,harbouronethoughtoftreachery,andthoudiest。NotlightlycanIbedeceived,forIhavemessengersthatthoucanstnothear。Something,RoyalMeneptah,doIknowofthemagicofthatQueenTaiawhowasbeforeme。Nowlisten——dothisonethingandallshallbewell。Goonthypathandleavemetofollowmine。QueenIam,QueenI willremain,andinallmattersoftheStateminemustbeanequalvoicethoughitisthinethatspeaks。And,fortherest,weareaparthenceforth,forthoufearestme,andMeneptah,Ilovenotthee,noranyman。’ “’Asthouhastspoken,sobeit,’quothPharaoh,forhisheartsank,andhisfearcamebackuponhim。’Evilwasthedaywhenfirstwemet,andthisisthepriceofmydesire。Henceforthweareapartinbedandboard,butinthecouncilwearestillone,forourendsareone。I knowthypower,Meriamun,thougiftedoftheevilGods;thouneedestnotfearthatIshallseektoslaythee,foraspearcastagainsttheheavensreturnsonhimwhothrewit。Rei,myservant,thouartwitnesstoouroaths;hearnowtheirundoing。Meriamun,theQueenofancientKhem,thouartnomorewifeofmine。Farewell。’