第42章

类别:其他 作者:Anton Chekhov字数:4665更新时间:18/12/27 08:30:00
Allseemedsuddenlytorealizethattherewasnotanemptyvoidbetweenearthandheaven,thattherichandthepowerfulhadnottakenpossessionofeverything,thattherewasstillarefugefrominjury,fromslavishbondage,fromcrushing,unendurablepoverty,fromtheterriblevodka。 “Defender!Mother!“sobbedMarya。“Mother!“ Butthethanksgivingserviceendedandtheikonwascarriedaway,andeverythingwentonasbefore;andagaintherewasasoundofcoarsedrunkenoathsfromthetavern。 Onlythewell-to-dopeasantswereafraidofdeath;therichertheywerethelesstheybelievedinGod,andinthesalvationofsouls,andonlythroughfearoftheendoftheworldputupcandlesandhadservicessaidforthem,tobeonthesafeside。 Thepeasantswhowereratherpoorerwerenotafraidofdeath。TheoldfatherandGrannyweretoldtotheirfacesthattheyhadlivedtoolong,thatitwastimetheyweredead,andtheydidnotmind。TheydidnothinderFyoklafromsayinginNikolay’spresencethatwhenNikolaydiedherhusbandDeniswouldgetexemption——toreturnhomefromthearmy。AndMarya,farfromfearingdeath,regrettedthatitwassoslowincoming,andwasgladwhenherchildrendied。 Deaththeydidnotfear,butofeverydiseasetheyhadanexaggeratedterror。Themeresttriflewasenough——astomachupset,aslightchill,andGrannywouldbewrappeduponthestove,andwouldbeginmoaningloudlyandincessantly: “Iamdy-ing!“ Theoldfatherhurriedoffforthepriest,andGrannyreceivedthesacramentandextremeunction。Theyoftentalkedofcolds,ofworms,oftumourswhichmoveinthestomachandcoilroundtotheheart。Aboveall,theywereafraidofcatchingcold,andsoputonthickclotheseveninthesummerandwarmedthemselvesatthestove。Grannywasfondofbeingdoctored,andoftenwenttothehospital,wheresheusedtosayshewasnotseventy,butfifty-eight;shesupposedthatifthedoctorknewherrealagehewouldnottreather,butwouldsayitwastimeshediedinsteadoftakingmedicine。Sheusuallywenttothehospitalearlyinthemorning,takingwithhertwoorthreeofthelittlegirls,andcamebackintheevening,hungryandill-tempered——withdropsforherselfandointmentsforthelittlegirls。OnceshetookNikolay,whoswalloweddropsforafortnightafterwards,andsaidhefeltbetter。 Grannyknewallthedoctorsandtheirassistantsandthewisemenfortwentymilesround,andnotoneofthemsheliked。AttheIntercession,whenthepriestmadetheroundofthehutswiththecross,thedeacontoldherthatinthetownneartheprisonlivedanoldmanwhohadbeenamedicalorderlyinthearmy,andwhomadewonderfulcures,andadvisedhertotryhim。Grannytookhisadvice。Whenthefirstsnowfellshedrovetothetownandfetchedanoldmanwithabigbeard,aconvertedJew,inalonggown,whosefacewascoveredwithblueveins。Therewereoutsidersatworkinthehutatthetime:anoldtailor,interriblespectacles,wascuttingawaistcoatoutofsomerags,andtwoyoungmenweremakingfeltbootsoutofwool;Kiryak,whohadbeendismissedfromhisplacefordrunkenness,andnowlivedathome,wassittingbesidethetailormendingabridle。Anditwascrowded,stifling,andnoisomeinthehut。TheconvertedJewexaminedNikolayandsaidthatitwasnecessarytotrycupping。 Heputonthecups,andtheoldtailor,Kiryak,andthelittlegirlsstoodroundandlookedon,anditseemedtothemthattheysawthediseasebeingdrawnoutofNikolay;andNikolay,too,watchedhowthecupssucklingathisbreastgraduallyfilledwithdarkblood,andfeltasthoughtherereallyweresomethingcomingoutofhim,andsmiledwithpleasure。 “It’sagoodthing,“saidthetailor。“PleaseGod,itwilldoyougood。“ TheJewputontwelvecupsandthenanothertwelve,dranksometea,andwentaway。Nikolaybeganshivering;hisfacelookeddrawn,and,asthewomenexpressedit,shrankuplikeafist;hisfingersturnedblue。Hewrappedhimselfupinaquiltandinasheepskin,butgotcolderandcolder。Towardstheeveninghebegantobeingreatdistress;askedtobelaidontheground,askedthetailornottosmoke;thenhesubsidedunderthesheepskinandtowardsmorninghedied。 Oh,whatagrim,whatalongwinter! TheirowngraindidnotlastbeyondChristmas,andtheyhadtobuyflour。Kiryak,wholivedathomenow,wasnoisyintheevenings,inspiringterrorineveryone,andinthemorningshesufferedfromheadacheandwasashamed;andhewasapitifulsight。Inthestallthestarvedcowsbelloweddayandnight——aheart-rendingsoundtoGrannyandMarya。Andasill-luckwouldhaveit,therewasasharpfrostallthewinter,thesnowdriftedinhighheaps,andthewinterdraggedon。AtAnnunciationtherewasaregularblizzard,andtherewasafallofsnowatEaster。 Butinspiteofitallthewinterdidend。AtthebeginningofApriltherecamewarmdaysandfrostynights。Winterwouldnotgiveway,butonewarmdayoverpowereditatlast,andthestreamsbegantoflowandthebirdsbegantosing。Thewholemeadowandthebushesneartheriverweredrownedinthespringfloods,andallthespacebetweenZhukovoandthefurthersidewasfilledupwithavastsheetofwater,fromwhichwildducksroseupinflockshereandthere。Thespringsunset,flamingamonggorgeousclouds,gaveeveryeveningsomethingnew,extraordinary,incredible——justwhatonedoesnotbelieveinafterwards,whenoneseesthoseverycoloursandthoseverycloudsinapicture。 Thecranesflewswiftly,swiftly,withmournfulcries,asthoughtheywerecallingthemselves。Standingontheedgeoftheravine,Olgalookedalongtimeatthefloodedmeadow,atthesunshine,atthebrightchurch,thatlookedasthoughithadgrownyounger; andhertearsflowedandherbreathcameingaspsfromherpassionatelongingtogoaway,togofarawaytotheendoftheworld。ItwasalreadysettledthatsheshouldgobacktoMoscowtobeaservant,andthatKiryakshouldsetoffwithhertogetajobasaporterorsomething。Oh,togetawayquickly! Assoonasitdriedupandgrewwarmtheygotreadytosetoff。 OlgaandSasha,withwalletsontheirbacksandshoesofplaitedbarkontheirfeet,cameoutbeforedaybreak:Maryacameout,too,toseethemontheirway。Kiryakwasnotwell,andwaskeptathomeforanotherweek。ForthelasttimeOlgaprayedatthechurchandthoughtofherhusband,andthoughshedidnotshedtears,herfacepuckeredupandlookeduglylikeanoldwoman’s。 Duringthewintershehadgrownthinnerandplainer,andherhairhadgonealittlegrey,andinsteadoftheoldlookofsweetnessandthepleasantsmileonherface,shehadtheresigned,mournfulexpressionleftbythesorrowsshehadbeenthrough,andtherewassomethingblankandirresponsiveinhereyes,asthoughshedidnothearwhatwassaid。Shewassorrytopartfromthevillageandthepeasants。SherememberedhowtheyhadcarriedoutNikolay,andhowarequiemhadbeenorderedforhimatalmosteveryhut,andallhadshedtearsinsympathywithhergrief。Inthecourseofthesummerandthewintertherehadbeenhoursanddayswhenitseemedasthoughthesepeoplelivedworsethanthebeasts,andtolivewiththemwasterrible; theywerecoarse,dishonest,filthy,anddrunken;theydidnotliveinharmony,butquarrelledcontinually,becausetheydistrustedandfearedanddidnotrespectoneanother。Whokeepsthetavernandmakesthepeopledrunken?Apeasant。Whowastesandspendsondrinkthefundsofthecommune,oftheschools,ofthechurch?Apeasant。Whostolefromhisneighbours,setfiretotheirproperty,gavefalsewitnessatthecourtforabottleofvodka?AtthemeetingsoftheZemstvoandotherlocalbodies,whowasthefirsttofallfoulofthepeasants?Apeasant。Yes,tolivewiththemwasterrible;butyet,theywerehumanbeings,theysufferedandweptlikehumanbeings,andtherewasnothingintheirlivesforwhichonecouldnotfindexcuse。Hardlabourthatmadethewholebodyacheatnight,thecruelwinters,thescantyharvests,theovercrowding;andtheyhadnohelpandnonetowhomtheycouldlookforhelp。Thoseofthemwhowerealittlestrongerandbetteroffcouldbenohelp,astheywerethemselvescoarse,dishonest,drunken,andabusedoneanotherjustasrevoltingly;thepaltriestlittleclerkorofficialtreatedthepeasantsasthoughtheyweretramps,andaddressedeventhevillageeldersandchurchwardensasinferiors,andconsideredtheyhadarighttodoso。And,indeed,cananysortofhelporgoodexamplebegivenbymercenary,greedy,depraved,andidlepersonswhoonlyvisitthevillageinordertoinsult,todespoil,andtoterrorize?Olgarememberedthepitiful,humiliatedlookoftheoldpeoplewheninthewinterKiryakhadbeentakentobeflogged。Andnowshefeltsorryforallthesepeople,painfullyso,andasshewalkedonshekeptlookingbackatthehuts。 AfterwalkingtwomileswiththemMaryasaidgood-bye,thenkneeling,andfallingforwardwithherfaceontheearth,shebeganwailing: “AgainIamleftalone。Alas,forpoorme!poor,unhappy!“ Andshewailedlikethisforalongtime,andforalongwayOlgaandSashacouldstillseeheronherknees,bowingdowntosomeoneatthesideandclutchingherheadinherhands,whiletherooksflewoverherhead。 Thesunrosehigh;itbegantogethot。Zhukovowasleftfarbehind。Walkingwaspleasant。OlgaandSashasoonforgotboththevillageandMarya;theyweregayandeverythingentertainedthem。 Nowtheycameuponanancientbarrow,nowuponarowoftelegraphpostsrunningoneafteranotherintothedistanceanddisappearingintothehorizon,andthewireshummedmysteriously。 Thentheysawahomestead,allwreathedingreenfoliage;therecameascentfromitofdampness,ofhemp,anditseemedforsomereasonthathappypeoplelivedthere。Thentheycameuponahorse’sskeletonwhiteninginsolitudeintheopenfields。Andthelarkstrilledunceasingly,thecorncrakescalledtooneanother,andthelandrailcriedasthoughsomeonewerereallyscrapingatanoldironrail。 AtmiddayOlgaandSashareachedabigvillage。ThereinthebroadstreettheymetthelittleoldmanwhowasGeneralZhukov’scook。Hewashot,andhisred,perspiringbaldheadshoneinthesunshine。Olgaandhedidnotrecognizeeachother,thenlookedroundatthesamemoment,recognizedeachother,andwenttheirseparatewayswithoutsayingaword。Stoppingnearthehutwhichlookednewestandmostprosperous,Olgaboweddownbeforetheopenwindows,andsaidinaloud,thin,chantingvoice: “GoodChristianfolk,givealms,forChrist’ssake,thatGod’sblessingmaybeuponyou,andthatyourparentsmaybeintheKingdomofHeaveninpeaceeternal。“ “GoodChristianfolk,“Sashabeganchanting,“give,forChrist’ssake,thatGod’sblessing,theHeavenlyKingdom“ End