第51章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Rider Haggard字数:6351更新时间:18/12/27 08:10:05
Soshewentonpouringoutwordswiththestrangeeloquencethatshecouldcommandattimes,tillIgrewbewildered。Shewhohadlivedinlightandluxury,whohadlovedthevisionofallbrightandgloriousthings,waspleadingforhersighttothemanwhomshehadrobbedofsightthathemightnevermorebeholdtheyoungbeautyofherrival。 Shewhohadimaginationtoknowthegreatnessofhersinswaspleadingtobesparedthedeathshedarednotface。Shewaspleadingtome,whoforyearshadbeenherfaithfulsoldier,thecaptainofherownguard,sworntoprotectherfromtheslightestill,meuponwhom,forawhile,ithadpleasedhertolavishthewildpassionofherimperialheart,whooncehadalmostloved——who,indeed,hadkissedheronthelips。 Myordersweredefinite。Iwascommandedtoblindthiswomanandtokillherintheblinding,which,intruth,Iwhohadpoweroflifeanddeath,Iwhoruledoverthisislandlikeakingbyvirtueoftheroyalcommission,coulddowithoutquestionasked。IfI/failed/tofulfilthoseorders,Imustbepreparedtopaytheprice,asifIdidfulfilthemImightexpectahighreward,probablythegovernorshipofsomegreatprovinceoftheEmpire。Thiswasnocommonprisoner。Shewastheex-Empress,amightywomantowhomtensofthousandsorperhapsmillionsstilllookedforhelpandleadership。Itwasnecessarytothosewhohadseizedherplaceandpowerthatsheshouldberenderedincapableofrule。Itwasdesirabletothemthatsheshoulddie。YetsodelicatelywerethescalespoisedbetweenthemandtheadherentsofIrene,amongwhomwerenumberedallthegreatprincesoftheChurch,thattheythemselvesdidnotdaretoinflictmutilationordeathuponher。TheyfearedlestitshouldbefollowedbyastormofwraththatwouldshakeNicephorusfromhisthroneandinvolvetheminhisruin。 Sotheysenthertome,thegovernorofadistantdependency,themanwhomtheyknewshehadwickedlywronged,beingcertainthathertongue,whichitwassaidcouldturntheheartsofallmen,wouldneversoftenmine。Thenafterwardstheywoulddeclarethatthewarrantwasaforgery,thatIhadbutwreakedaprivatevengeanceuponanancientfoe,and,tostillthescandal,degrademefrommygovernorship——intosomeplaceofgreaterpowerandprofit。 Oh!whileIrenepleadedbeforemeand,heedlessofthepresenceofJodd,evencastherarmsaboutmeandlaidherheaduponmybreast,allthesethingspassedthroughmymind。InitsscalesIweighedthematterout,andthebeamroseagainstme,forIknewwellthatifI sparedIreneIcondemnedmyselfandthosewhoweremoretomethanmyself,mywife,mychildren,andalltheNorthmenwhoclungtome,andwhowouldnotseemediewithoutblowstruck。Iunderstooditall,and,understanding,ofasuddenmadeupmymind——tospareIrene。Comewhatmight,Iwouldbenobutcher;Iwouldfollowmyheartwhithersoeveritmightleadme。 “Cease,Madam,“Isaid。“Ihavedecided。Jodd,bidthemessengersummonhitherHeliodoreandMartina,mywifeandyours。“ “Oh!“exclaimedIrene,“ifthesewomenaretobecalledincounselonmycaseallisfinished,seeingthatbothofthemloveyouandaremyenemies。Moreover,Ihavesomeprideleft。ToyouIcouldplead,butnottothem,thoughtheyblindmewiththeirbodkinsaftertheyhavestabbedmewiththeirtongues。Excellency,alastboon!Callinyourguardandkillme。“ “Madam,IsaidthatIhaddecided,andallthewomenintheworldwillnotchangemymindinthiswayorinthat。Jodd,domybidding。“ Joddstruckabell,onceonly,whichwasthesignalforthemessenger。 Hecameandreceivedhisorders。Thenfollowedapause,sinceHeliodoreandMartinawereinaplaceclosebyandmustbesentfor。 DuringthistimeIrenebegantotalktomeofsundrygeneralmatters。 ShecomparedtheviewthatmightbeseenfromthishouseinLesbostothatfromtheterraceofherpalaceontheBosphorus,anddescribeditsdifferencestome。SheaskedmeastotheCaliphHarun-al-Rashid,whomsheunderstoodIhadseen,inquiringastotheestimateIhadformedofhischaracter。Lastly,withalaugh,shedweltuponthestrangevicissitudesoflife。 “Lookatme,“shesaid。“IbeganmydaysasthedaughterofaGreekgentleman,withnodowersavemywitandbeauty。ThenIrosetobearuleroftheworld,andknewallthatithastogiveofpompandpower。Nationstrembledatmynod;atmysmilemengrewgreat;atmyfrowntheyfadedintonothingness。Saveyou,Olaf,noneeverreallyconqueredme,untilIfellintheappointedhour。Andnow!Ofthissplendourthereisleftbutanun’srobe;ofthiscountlesswealthbutonesilvercrucifix;ofthispower——naught。“ Soshespokeon,stillnotknowingtowhatdecisionIhadcome; whethersheweretobeblindedortoliveordie。TomyselfIthoughtitwasaproofofhergreatnessthatshecouldthusturnhermindtosuchthingswhileFatehoveredoverher,itshanduponasword。Butitmaybethatshethoughtthustoimpressmeandtoenmeshmeinmemorieswhichwouldtiemyhands,orevenfromthecharacterofmyanswerstodrawsomeauguryofherdoom。 Thewomencameatlength。Heliodoreenteredfirst,andtoherIrenebowed。 “Greeting,LadyofEgypt,“shesaid。“Ah!hadyoutakenmycounselinthepast,thattitlemighthavebeenyoursinverytruth,andthereyouandyourhusbandcouldhavefoundedanewlineofkingsindependentoftheEmpirewhichtotterstoitsfall。“ “Iremembernosuchcounsel,Madam,“saidHeliodore。“ItseemstomethatthecourseItookwasrightandonepleasingtoGod,sinceithasgivenmemyhusbandformyself,although,itistrue,wickedlyrobbedofhiseyes。“ “Foryourself!CanyousaysowhileMartinaisalwaysathisside?“ sheaskedinamusingvoice。“Well,itmaybe,forinthisworldstrangethingshappen。“ Shepaused,andIheardbothHeliodoreandJoddmoveasthoughinanger,forherbittershafthadgonehome。Thenshewentonsoftly,“Lady,mayItellyouthat,inmyjudgment,yourbeautyisevengreaterthanitwas,thoughitistrueithasgrownfrombudtoflower。Fewbeartheiryearsandamother’sburdenssolightlyinthesehotlands。“ Heliodoredidnotanswer,foratthatmomentMartinaentered。SeeingIreneforthefirsttime,sheforgoteverythingthathadpassedandcurtseyedtoherintheoldfashion,murmuringthefamiliarwords,“Thyservantgreetsthee,Augusta。“ “Nay,usenotthattitle,Martina,toonewhohasdonewiththeworldanditsvanities。Callme’Mother’ifyouwill,forthatistheonlynameofhonourbywhichthoseofmyreligiousordermaybeknown。Intruth,asyourmotherinGod,Iwelcomeyouandblessyou,frommyheartforgivingyouthoseillswhichyouhaveworkedagainstme,being,asIknowwell,drivenbyalovethatisgreaterthananywomanbearstowoman。Butthateatingfireofpassionscornedistheheritageofbothofus,andofitwewilltalkafterwards。ImustnotwastethetimeoftheGeneralOlaf,whomdestiny,inreturnformanygriefs,hasappointedtobemyjailer。Oh!Olaf,“sheaddedwithalittlelaugh,“someforesightofthefuturemusthavetaughtmetotrainyouforthepost。Letusthenbesilent,ladies,andlistentothejudgmentwhichthisjailerofmineisabouttopassuponme。Doyouknowitisnolessthanwhethertheseeyesofmine,whichyouwerewonttopraise,Martina,whichinhislightermomentseventhissternOlafwaswonttopraise,shouldbetornfrombeneathmybrow,andifso,whetheritshouldbedoneinsuchafashionthatIdieofthedeed?Thatandnolessisthematterwhichhislipsmustsettle。Nowspeak,Excellency。“ “Madam,“Isaidslowly,“tothebestofmywitIhaveconsideredthelettersenttomeunderthesealandsignoftheEmperorNicephorus。 Althoughitmightbesointerpretedbysome,IcannotfindinthatletteranydirectcommandthatIshouldcauseyoutobeblinded,butonlyonethatIshouldkeepyouunderstrictguard,givingyousuchthingsasarenecessarytoyoursustenance。ThisthenIshalldo,andbythefirstshipmakereportofmyactiontotheEmperoratByzantium。“ Now,whensheheardthesewords,atlengththeproudspiritofIrenebroke。 “Godrewardyou,forIcannot,Olaf,“shecried。“Godrewardyou,saintamongmen,whocanpaybackcruelinjurieswiththegentlestmercy。“ Sosaying,sheburstintotearsandfellsenselesstotheground。 Martinarantoaidher,butHeliodoreturnedtomeandsaidinhertendervoice,“Thisisworthyofyou,Olaf,andIwouldnothaveyoudootherwise。 Yet,husband,Ifearthatthispityofyourshassignedthedeath- warrantofusall。“ Soitprovedtobe,though,asitchanced,thatwarrantwasneverexecuted。ImademyreporttoByzantium,andincourseoftimetheanswercameinaletterfromtheEmperor。Thislettercoldlyapprovedofmyactinsetandformalphrases。ItaddedthatthetruthhadbeenconveyedpubliclytothoseslanderersoftheEmperorwhoannouncedthathehadcausedIrenetobefirstblindedandthenputtodeathinLesbos,wherebytheireviltongueshadbeensilenced。 Thencamethispregnantsentence: “Wecommandyou,withyourwifeandchildrenandyourlieutenant,theCaptainJodd,withhiswifeandchildren,tolaydownyourofficesandreportyourselveswithallspeedtoUsatourCourtofByzantium,thatwemayconferwithyouoncertainmatters。Ifitisnotconvenienttoyou,oryoucanfindnofittingshipinwhichtosailatonce,knowthatwithinamonthofyourreceiptofthisletterourfleetwillcallatLesbosandbringyouandtheothershereinmentionedtoourPresence。“ “Thatisadeathsentence,“saidMartina,whenshehadfinishedreadingoutthispassage。“Ihaveseenseveralsuchsentinmyday,whenIwasIrene’sconfidentiallady。Itisthecommonform。WeshallneverreachByzantium,Olaf,or,ifwedo,weshallneverleaveitmore。“ Inodded,forIknewthatthiswasso。Then,atsomewhisperedwordfromMartina,Heliodorespoke。 “Husband,“shesaid,“foreseeingthisissue,Martina,Jodd,andmostoftheNorthmenandIhavemadeaplanwhichwenowsubmittoyou,prayingthatforoursakes,ifnotforyours,youwillnotthrustitaside。Wehaveboughttwogoodships,armedthemandfurnishedthemwithallthingsneedful。Moreover,duringthepasttwomonthswehavesoldmuchofourproperty,turningitintogold。Thisisourplan—— thatwepretendtoobeytheorderoftheEmperor,butinsteadofheadingforByzantium,sailawaynorthtothelandinwhichyouwereborn,where,havingrankandpossessions,youmaystillbecomeamightychief。IfwegoatonceweshallmisstheImperialfleet,andI thinkthatnonewillfollowus。“ NowIbowedmyheadforawhileandthought。ThenIlifteditandsaid,“Soletitbe。Nootherroadisopen。“ FormyownsakeIwouldnothavestirredaninch。IwouldhavegonetotheCourtoftheEmperoratByzantiumandtherearguedoutthethinginagambler’sspirit,preparedtowinorpreparedtolose。ThereatleastIshouldhavehadalltheimage-worshipperswhoadoredIrene,thatis,thefullhalfoftheEmpire,uponmyside,andifIperished,Ishouldperishasasaint。ButawifeandchildrenarethemostterriblegiftsofGod,ifthemostblessed,fortheyturnourheartstowater。So,forthefirsttimeinmylife,Igrewafraid,and,fortheirsakes,fled。 Asmightbeexpected,havingMartina’sbrains,Heliodore’slove,andtheNorthmen’sloyaltyatthebackofit,ourplanwentwell。AletterwassenttotheEmperorsayingthatwewouldawaitthearrivalofthefleettoobeyhiscommands,havingsomeprivatematterstoarrangebeforeweleftLesbos。Then,onacertainevening,weembarkedontwogreatships,aboutfourhundredsoulsinall。 BeforewewentIbadefarewelltoIrene。Shewasseatedoutsidethehousethathadbeengiventoher,employedinspinning,foritwasherfancytoearnthebreadsheatebythelabourofherhands。RoundherwereplayingJodd’schildrenandmyown,whom,inordertoescapesuspicion,wehadsentthithertillthetimecameforustoembark,sincethepeopleofLesbosonlyknewofourschemebyrumour。 “Whitherdoyougo,Olaf?“sheasked。 “BacktotheNorth,whenceIcame,Madam,“Ianswered,“tosavethelivesofthese,“andIwavedmyhandtowardsthechildren。“IfIbidehereallmustdie。WehavebeensentfortoByzantium,asIthink/you/werewonttosendforofficerswhohadceasedtopleaseyou。“ “Iunderstand,Olaf;moreover,IknowitisIwhohavebroughtthistroubleuponyoubecauseyousparedme,whomitwasmeantthatyoushouldkill。AlsoIknow,throughfriendsofmine,thathenceforth,forreasonsofpolicy,mylittleendoflifeissafe,andperhapswithitmysight。AllthisIowetoyou,thoughnowattimesIregretthatIaskedtheboon。FromthelotofanEmpresstothatofaspinning- wifeisagreatchange,andonewhichIfinditheardtobear。Still,IhavemypeacetomakewithGod,andtowardsthatpeaceIstrive。Yetwillyounottakemewithyou,Olaf?IshouldliketofoundanunneryinthatcoldNorthofyours。“ “No,Augusta。Ihavedonemybestbyyou,andnowyoumustguardyourself。Wepartforever。IgohencetofinishwhereIbegan。Mybirthplacecallsme。“ “Foreverisalongword,Olaf。Areyousurethatwepartforever? Perchanceweshallmeetagainindeathorinotherlives。Such,atleast,wasthebeliefofsomeofthewisestofmypeoplebeforewebecameChristian,andmayhaptheChristiansdonotknoweverything,sincetheworldhadlearntmuchbeforetheycame。Ihopethatitmaybeso,Olaf,forIoweyouagreatdebtandwouldrepayittoyoufullmeasure,presseddownandrunningover。Farewell。Takewithyoutheblessingofasinfulandabrokenheart,“and,rising,shekissedmeonthebrow。 HereendsthestoryofthislifeofmineasOlafRed-Sword,sinceofitIcanrecovernomore。Thedarknessdrops。OfwhatbefellmeandtheothersaftermypartingwithIreneIknownothingorverylittle。 Doubtlesswesailedawaynorth,and,Ithink,camesafelytoAar,sinceIhavefaintvisionsofIdunatheFairgrownold,butstillunwed,forthestainofSteinar’sblood,asitwere,stillmarkedherbrowinallmen’seyes;andevenofFreydisa,white-hairedandnoble- looking。Howdidwemeetandhowdidweseparateatlast,Iwonder? AndwhatwerethefatesofHeliodoreandofourchildren;ofMartinaandofJodd?Also,wastheprophecyofOdin,spokenthroughthelipsofFreydisainthetempleatAar,thatheandhisfellowgods,ordemons,wouldprevailagainstmyfleshandthatofthosewhoclungtome,fulfilledatlastinthefiresofmartyrdomfortheFaith,ashispromiseofmyhappinesswasfulfilled? Icannottell。Icannottell。Darknessentombsusallandhistoryisdumb。 AtAartherearemanygraves!Standingamongthem,notsolongago,muchofthishistorycamebacktome。 End