第16章

类别:其他 作者:Linda Lael Miller字数:4390更新时间:18/12/26 17:01:03
Theoldwomandiedonthe31stofDecember,fivedaysaftertheterribleblowwhicholdDesrocheshadsoinnocentlygivenher。Thefivehundredfrancs——theonlymoneyinthehousehold——werebarelyenoughtopayforherfuneral。Sheleftasmallamountofsilverandsomefurniture,thevalueofwhichMadameBixioupaidovertohergrandsonBixiou。Reducedtoeighthundredfrancs’annuitypaidtoherbyyoungDesroches,whohadboughtabusinesswithoutclients,andhimselftookthecapitaloftwelvethousandfrancs,Agathegaveupherappartementonthethirdfloor,andsoldallhersuperfluousfurniture。When,attheendofamonth,Philippeseemedtobeconvalescent,hismothercoldlyexplainedtohimthatthecostsofhisillnesshadtakenallherreadymoney,thatsheshouldbeobligedinfuturetoworkforherliving,andsheurgedhim,withtheutmostkindness,tore-enterthearmyandsupporthimself。 “Youmighthavesparedmethatsermon,“saidPhilippe,lookingathismotherwithaneyethatwascoldfromutterindifference。“Ihaveseenallalongthatneitheryounormybrotherloveme。Iamaloneintheworld;Ilikeitbest!“ “Makeyourselfworthyofouraffection,“answeredthepoormother,strucktotheveryheart,“andwewillgiveitbacktoyou——“ “Nonsense!“hecried,interruptingher。 Hetookhisoldhat,rubbedwhiteattheedges,stuckitoveroneear,andwentdownstairs,whistling。 “Philippe!whereareyougoingwithoutanymoney?“criedhismother,whocouldnotrepresshertears。“Here,takethis——“ Sheheldouttohimahundredfrancsingold,wrappedupinpaper。 Philippecameupthestairshehadjustdescended,andtookthemoney。 “Well;won’tyoukissme?“shesaid,burstingintotears。 Hepressedhismotherinhisarms,butwithoutthewarmthoffeelingwhichwasallthatcouldgivevaluetotheembrace。 “Whereshallyougo?“askedAgathe。 “ToFlorentine,Girodeau’smistress。Ah!theyarerealfriends!“heansweredbrutally。 Hewentaway。Agatheturnedbackwithtremblinglimbs,andfailingeyes,andachingheart。Shefelluponherknees,prayedGodtotakeherunnaturalchildintoHisownkeeping,andabdicatedherwoefulmotherhood。 ByFebruary,1822,MadameBridauhadsettledintotheatticroomrecentlyoccupiedbyPhilippe,whichwasoverthekitchenofherformerappartement。Thepainter’sstudioandbedroomwasopposite,ontheothersideofthestaircase。WhenJosephsawhismotherthusreduced,hewasdeterminedtomakeherascomfortableaspossible。 Afterhisbrother’sdepartureheassistedinthere-arrangementofthegarretroom,towhichhegaveanartist’stouch。Headdedarug;thebed,simpleincharacterbutexquisiteintaste,hadsomethingmonasticaboutit;thewalls,hungwithacheapglazedcottonselectedwithtaste,ofacolorwhichharmonizedwiththefurnitureandwasnewlycovered,gavetheroomanairofeleganceandnicety。Inthehallwayheaddedadoubledoor,witha“portiere“totheinnerone。 Thewindowwasshadedbyablindwhichgavesofttonestothelight。 Ifthepoormother’slifewasreducedtotheplainestcircumstancesthatthelifeofanywomancouldhaveinParis,Agathewasatleastbetteroffthanallothersinalikecase,thankstoherson。 Tosavehismotherfromthecruelcaresofsuchreducedhousekeeping,Josephtookhereverydaytodineatatable-d’hoteintheruedeBeaune,frequentedbywell-bredwomen,deputies,andtitledpeople,whereeachperson’sdinnercostninetyfrancsamonth。Havingnothingbutthebreakfasttoprovide,Agathetookupforhersontheoldhabitsshehadformerlyhadwiththefather。ButinspiteofJoseph’spiouslies,shediscoveredthefactthatherdinnerwascostinghimnearlyahundredfrancsamonth。Alarmedatsuchenormousexpense,andnotimagingthathersoncouldearnmuchmoneybypaintingnakedwomen,sheobtained,thankstoherconfessor,theAbbeLoraux,aplaceworthsevenhundredfrancsayearinalottery-officebelongingtotheComtessedeBauvan,thewidowofaChouanleader。Thelottery-officesofthegovernment,thelot,asonemightsay,ofprivilegedwidows,ordinarilysufficedforthesupportofthefamilyofeachpersonwhomanagedthem。ButaftertheRestorationthedifficultyofrewarding,withinthelimitsofconstitutionalgovernment,alltheservicesrenderedtothecause,ledtothecustomofgivingtoreducedwomenoftitlenotonlyonebuttwolottery-offices,worth,usually,fromsixtotenthousandayear。Insuchcases,thewidowofageneralornoblemanthus“protected“didnotkeepthelottery-officeherself;sheemployedapaidmanager。Whenthesemanagerswereyoungmentheywereobligedtoemployanassistant;for,accordingtolaw,theofficeshadtobekeptopentillmidnight;moreover,thereportsrequiredbytheministeroffinanceinvolvedconsiderablewriting。TheComtessedeBauvan,towhomtheAbbeLorauxexplainedthecircumstancesofthewidowBridau,promised,incasehermanagershouldleave,togivetheplacetoAgathe;meantimeshestipulatedthatthewidowshouldbetakenasassistant,andreceiveasalaryofsixhundredfrancs。PoorAgathe,whowasobligedtobeattheofficebyteninthemorning,hadscarcelytimetogetherdinner。Shereturnedtoherworkatsevenintheevening,remainingtheretillmidnight。Josephnever,fortwoyears,failedtofetchhismotheratnight,andbringherbacktotherueMazarin;andoftenhewenttotakehertodinner;hisfriendsfrequentlysawhimleavetheoperaorsomebrilliantsalontobepunctuallyatmidnightattheofficeintherueVivienne。 Agathesoonacquiredthemonotonousregularityoflifewhichbecomesastayandasupporttothosewhohaveenduredtheshockofviolentsorrows。Inthemorning,afterdoingupherroom,inwhichtherewerenolongercatsandlittlebirds,shepreparedthebreakfastatherownfireandcarrieditintothestudio,wheresheateitwithherson。 ShethenarrangedJoseph’sbedroom,putoutthefireinherownchamber,andbroughthersewingtothestudio,whereshesatbythelittleironstove,leavingtheroomifacomradeoramodelenteredit。Thoughsheunderstoodnothingwhateverofart,thesilenceofthestudiosuitedher。Inthematterofartshemadenottheslightestprogress;sheattemptednohypocrisy;shewasutterlyamazedattheimportancetheyallattachedtocolor,composition,drawing。WhentheCenaclefriendsorsomebrother-painter,likeSchinner,PierreGrassou,LeondeLora,——averyyouthful“rapin“whowascalledatthattimeMistigris,——discussedapicture,shewouldcomebackafterwards,examineitattentively,anddiscovernothingtojustifytheirfinewordsandtheirhotdisputes。Shemadeherson’sshirts,shemendedhisstockings,sheevencleanedhispalette,suppliedhimwithragstowipehisbrushes,andkeptthingsinorderinthestudio。Seeinghowmuchthoughthismothergavetotheselittledetails,Josephheapedattentionsuponherinreturn。Ifmotherandsonhadnosympathiesinthematterofart,theywereatleastboundtogetherbysignsoftenderness。Themotherhadapurpose。OnemorningasshewaspettingJosephwhilehewassketchingalargepicture(finishedinafteryearsandneverunderstood),shesaid,asitwere,casuallyandaloud,—— “MyGod!whatishedoing?“ “Doing?who?“ “Philippe。“ “Oh,ah!he’ssowinghiswildoats;thatfellowwillmakesomethingofhimselfbyandby。“ “Buthehasgonethroughthelessonofpoverty;perhapsitwaspovertywhichchangedhimtowhatheis。Ifhewereprosperoushewouldbegood——“ “Youthink,mydearmother,thathesufferedduringthatjourneyofhis。Youaremistaken;hekeptcarnivalinNewYorkjustashedoeshere——“ “Butifheissufferingatthismoment,neartous,woulditnotbehorrible?“ “Yes,“repliedJoseph。“Formypart,Iwillgladlygivehimsomemoney;butIdon’twanttoseehim;hekilledourpoorDescoings。“ “So,“resumedAgathe,“youwouldnotbewillingtopainthisportrait?“ “Foryou,dearmother,I’dsuffermartyrdom。Icanmakemyselfremembernothingexceptthatheismybrother。“ “Hisportraitasacaptainofdragoonsonhorseback?“ “Yes,I’veacopyofafinehorsebyGrosandIhaven’tanyuseforit。“ “Well,then,goandseethatfriendofhisandfindoutwhathasbecomeofhim。“ “I’llgo!“ Agatherose;herscissorsandworkfellatherfeet;shewentandkissedJoseph’shead,anddroppedtwotearsonhishair。 “Heisyourpassion,thatfellow,“saidthepainter。“Weallhaveourhopelesspassions。“ Thatafternoon,aboutfouro’clock,JosephwenttotherueduSentierandfoundhisbrother,whohadtakenGiroudeau’splace。Theolddragoonhadbeenpromotedtobecashierofaweeklyjournalestablishedbyhisnephew。AlthoughFinotwasstillproprietoroftheothernewspaper,whichhehaddividedintoshares,holdingalltheshareshimself,theproprietorandeditor“devisu“wasoneofhisfriends,namedLousteau,thesonofthatverysub-delegateofIssoudunonwhomtheBridaus’grandfather,DoctorRouget,hadvowedvengeance; consequentlyhewasthenephewofMadameHochon。Tomakehimselfagreeabletohisuncle,FinotgavePhilippetheplaceGiroudeauwasquitting;cuttingoff,however,halfthesalary。Moreover,daily,atfiveo’clock,Giroudeauauditedtheaccountsandcarriedawaythereceipts。Coloquinte,theoldveteran,whowastheofficeboyanddiderrands,alsokeptaneyeontheslipperyPhilippe;whowas,however,behavingproperly。Asalaryofsixhundredfrancs,andthefivehundredofhiscrosssufficedhimtolive,allthemorebecause,livinginawarmofficealldayandatthetheatreonafreepasseveryevening,hehadonlytoprovidehimselfwithfoodandaplacetosleepin。Coloquintewasdepartingwiththestampedpapersonhishead,andPhilippewasbrushinghisfalsesleevesofgreenlinen,whenJosephentered。 “Blessme,here’sthecub!“criedPhilippe。“Well,we’llgoanddinetogether。Youshallgototheopera;FlorineandFlorentinehavegotabox。I’mgoingwithGiroudeau;youshallbeoftheparty,andI’llintroduceyoutoNathan。“