第13章

类别:其他 作者:Linda Lael Miller字数:3745更新时间:18/12/26 17:01:03
InspiteofthecoolnessanddiscretionwithwhichPhilippeplayedhistriflinggameeverynight,ithappenedeverynowandthenthathewaswhatgamblerscall“cleanedout。“Drivenbytheirresistiblenecessityofhavinghiseveningstakeoftenfrancs,heplunderedthehousehold,andlaidhandsonhisbrother’smoneyandonallthatMadameDescoingsorAgatheleftabout。Alreadythepoormotherhadhadadreadfulvisioninherfirstsleep:Philippeenteredtheroomandtookfromthepocketsofhergownallthemoneyhecouldfind。Agathepretendedtosleep,butshepassedtherestofthenightintears。Shesawthetruthonlytooclearly。“Onewrongactisnotavice,“MadameDescoingshaddeclared;butaftersomanyrepetitions,vicewasunmistakable。Agathecoulddoubtnolonger;herbest-belovedsonhadneitherdelicacynorhonor。 Onthemorrowofthatfrightfulvision,beforePhilippeleftthehouseafterbreakfast,shedrewhimintoherchamberandbeggedhim,inatoneofentreaty,toaskherforwhatmoneyheneeded。Afterthat,theapplicationsweresonumerousthatintwoweeksAgathewasdrainedofallhersavings。Shewasliterallywithoutapenny,andbegantothinkoffindingwork。ThemeansofearningmoneyhadbeendiscussedintheeveningsbetweenherselfandMadameDescoings,andshehadalreadytakenpatternsofworstedworktofillin,fromashopcalledthe“PeredeFamille,“——anemploymentwhichpaysabouttwentysousaday。 NotwithstandingAgathe’ssilenceonthesubject,MadameDescoingshadguessedthemotiveofthisdesiretoearnmoneybywomen’s-work。Thechangeinherappearancewaseloquent:herfreshfacehadwithered,theskinclungtothetemplesandthecheek-bones,andtheforeheadshoweddeeplines;hereyeslosttheirclearness;aninwardfirewasevidentlyconsumingher;sheweptthegreaterpartofthenight。A chiefcauseoftheseoutwardravageswasthenecessityofhidingheranguish,hersufferings,herapprehensions。SheneverwenttosleepuntilPhilippecamein;shelistenedforhisstep,shehadlearnedtheinflectionsofhisvoice,thevariationsofhiswalk,theverylanguageofhiscaneasittouchedthepavement。Nothingescapedher。 Sheknewthedegreeofdrunkennesshehadreached,shetrembledassheheardhimstumbleonthestairs;onenightshepickedupsomepiecesofgoldatthespotwherehehadfallen。Whenhehaddrunkandwon,hisvoicewasgruffandhiscanedragged;butwhenhehadlost,hisstephadsomethingsharp,shortandangryaboutit;hehummedinaclearvoice,andcarriedhiscaneintheairasifpresentingarms。Atbreakfast,ifhehadwon,hisbehaviorwasgayandevenaffectionate; hejokedroughly,butstillhejoked,withMadameDescoings,withJoseph,andwithhismother;gloomy,onthecontrary,whenhehadlost,hisbrusque,roughspeech,hishardglance,andhisdepression,frightenedthem。Alifeofdebauchandtheabuseofliquorsdebased,daybyday,acountenancethatwasoncesohandsome。Theveinsofthefacewereswollenwithblood,thefeaturesbecamecoarse,theeyeslosttheirlashesandgrewhardanddry。Nolongercarefulofhisperson,Philippeexhaledthemiasmasofatavernandthesmellofmuddyboots,which,toanobserver,stampedhimwithdebauchery。 “Youought,“saidMadameDescoingstoPhilippeduringthelastdaysofDecember,“yououghttogetyourselfnew-clothedfromheadtofoot。“ “Andwhoistopayforit?“heansweredsharply。“Mypoormotherhasn’tasou;andIhavefivehundredfrancsayear。Itwouldtakemywholeyear’spensiontopayfortheclothes;besidesIhavemortgageditforthreeyears——“ “Whatfor?“askedJoseph。 “Adebtofhonor。GiroudeauborrowedathousandfrancsfromFlorentinetolendme。Iamnotgorgeous,that’safact;butwhenonethinksthatNapoleonisatSaintHelena,andhassoldhisplateforthemeansofliving,hisfaithfulsoldierscanmanagetowalkontheirbarefeet,“ hesaid,showinghisbootswithoutheels,ashemarchedaway。 “Heisnotbad,“saidAgathe,“hehasgoodfeelings。“ “YoucanlovetheEmperorandyetdressyourselfproperly,“saidJoseph。“Ifhewouldtakeanycareofhimselfandhisclothes,hewouldn’tlooksolikeavagabond。“ “Joseph!yououghttohavesomeindulgenceforyourbrother,“criedAgathe。“Youdothethingsyoulike,whileheiscertainlynotinhisrightplace。“ “Whatdidheleaveitfor?“demandedJoseph。“WhatcanitmattertohimwhetherLouistheEighteenth’sbugsorNapoleon’scuckoosareontheflag,ifitistheflagofhiscountry?FranceisFrance!Formypart,I’dpaintforthedevil。Asoldieroughttofight,ifheisasoldier,fortheloveofhisart。Ifhehadstayedquietlyinthearmy,hewouldhavebeenageneralbythistime。“ “Youareunjusttohim,“saidAgathe,“yourfather,whoadoredtheEmperor,wouldhaveapprovedofhisconduct。However,hehasconsentedtore-enterthearmy。Godknowsthegriefithascausedyourbrothertodoathingheconsiderstreachery。“ Josephrosetoreturntohisstudio,buthismothertookhishandandsaid:—— “Begoodtoyourbrother;heissounfortunate。“ Whentheartistgotbacktohispainting-room,followedbyMadameDescoings,whobeggedhimtohumorhismother’sfeelings,andpointedouttohimhowchangedshewas,andwhatinwardsufferingthechangerevealed,theyfoundPhilippethere,totheirgreatamazement。 “Joseph,myboy,“hesaid,inanoff-handway,“Iwantsomemoney。 Confoundit!Iowethirtyfrancsforcigarsatmytobacconist’s,andI darenotpassthecursedshoptillI’vepaidit。I’vepromisedtopayitadozentimes。“ “Well,Ilikeyourpresentwaybest,“saidJoseph;“takewhatyouwantoutoftheskull。“ “Itookalltherewaslastnight,afterdinner。“ “Therewasforty-fivefrancs。“ “Yes,that’swhatImadeit,“repliedPhilippe。“Itookthem;isthereanyobjection?“ “No,myfriend,no,“saidJoseph。“Ifyouwererich,Ishoulddothesamebyyou;only,beforetakingwhatIwanted,Ishouldaskyouifitwereconvenient。“ “Itisveryhumiliatingtoask,“remarkedPhilippe;“IwouldratherseeyoutakingasIdo,withoutaword;itshowsmoreconfidence。Inthearmy,ifacomradedies,andhasagoodpairofboots,andyouhaveabadpair,youchange,that’sall。“ “Yes,butyoudon’ttakethemwhileheisliving。“ “Oh,whatmeanness!“saidPhilippe,shrugginghisshoulders。“Well,soyouhaven’tgotanymoney?“ “No,“saidJoseph,whowasdeterminednottoshowhishiding-place。 “Inafewdaysweshallberich,“saidMadameDescoings。 “Yes,you;youthinkyourtreyisgoingtoturnuponthe25thattheParisdrawing。Youmusthaveputinafinestakeifyouthinkyoucanmakeusallrich。“ “Apaid-uptreyoftwohundredfrancswillgivethreemillions,withoutcountingthecoupletsandthesingles。“ “Atfifteenthousandtimesthestake——yes,youareright;itisjusttwohundredyoumustpayup!“criedPhilippe。 MadameDescoingsbitherlips;sheknewshehadspokenimprudently。Infact,Philippewasaskinghimselfashewentdownstairs:—— “Thatoldwitch!wheredoesshekeephermoney?Itisasgoodaslost; Icanmakeabetteruseofit。Withfourpoolsatfiftyfrancseach,I couldwintwohundredthousandfrancs,andthat’smuchsurerthantheturningupofatrey。“ Hetriedtothinkwheretheoldwomanwaslikelytohavehidthemoney。Onthedaysprecedingfestivals,Agathewenttochurchandstayedtherealongtime;nodoubtsheconfessedandpreparedforthecommunion。ItwasnowthedaybeforeChristmas;MadameDescoingswouldcertainlygoouttobuysomedaintiesforthe“reveillon,“themidnightmeal;andshemightalsotakeoccasiontopayupherstake。 Thelotterywasdrawneveryfivedaysindifferentlocalities,atBordeaux,Lyons,Lille,Strasburg,andParis。TheParislotterywasdrawnonthetwenty-fifthofeachmonth,andthelistsclosedonthetwenty-fourth,atmidnight。Philippestudiedallthesepointsandsethimselftowatch。Hecamehomeatmidday;theDescoingshadgoneout,andhadtakenthekeyoftheappartement。Butthatwasnodifficulty。 Philippepretendedtohaveforgottensomething,andaskedtheconciergetogoherselfandgetalocksmith,wholivedcloseby,andwhocameatonceandopenedthedoor。Thevillain’sfirstthoughtwasthebed;heuncoveredit,passedhishandsoverthemattressbeforeheexaminedthebedstead,andatthelowerendfeltthepieceswrappedupinpaper。Heatoncerippedtheticking,pickedouttwentynapoleons,andthen,withouttakingtimetosewupthemattress,re-madethebedneatlyenough,sothatMadameDescoingscouldsuspectnothing。