第12章

类别:其他 作者:Linda Lael Miller字数:5828更新时间:18/12/26 17:01:03
table,whereheriskedsometriflingstakeandwonenoughtopayforhisdissipations。Apparentlyveryeconomical,thebettertodeceivehismotherandMadameDescoings,heworeahatthatwasgreasy,withthenaprubbedoffattheedges,patchedboots,ashabbyovercoat,onwhichtheredribbonscarcelyshowedsodiscoloredanddirtywasitbylongserviceatthebuttonholeandbythespatteringsofcoffeeandliquors。Hisbuckskingloves,ofagreenishtinge,lastedhimalongwhile;andheonlygaveuphissatinneckclothwhenitwasraggedenoughtolooklikewadding。Mariettewasthesoleobjectofthefellow’slove,andhertreacheryhadgreatlyhardenedhisheart。Whenhehappenedtowinmorethanusual,orifhesuppedwithhisoldcomrade,Giroudeau,hefollowedsomeVenusoftheslums,withbrutalcontemptforthewholesex。Otherwiseregularinhishabits,hebreakfastedanddinedathomeandcameineverynightaboutoneo’clock。ThreemonthsofthishorribleliferestoredAgathetosomedegreeofconfidence。 AsforJoseph,whowasworkingatthesplendidpicturetowhichheafterwardsowedhisreputation,helivedinhisatelier。OnthepredictionofhergrandsonBixiou,MadameDescoingsbelievedinJoseph’sfutureglory,andsheshowedhimeverysortofmotherlykindness;shetookhisbreakfasttohim,shedidhiserrands,sheblackedhisboots。Thepainterwasneverseentilldinner-time,andhiseveningswerespentattheCenacleamonghisfriends。Hereadagreatdeal,andgavehimselfthatdeepandseriouseducationwhichonlycomesthroughtheminditself,andwhichallmenoftalentstriveafterbetweentheagesoftwentyandthirty。Agathe,seeingverylittleofJoseph,andfeelingnouneasinessabouthim,livedonlyforPhilippe,whogaveherthealternationsoffearsexcitedandterrorsallayed,whichseemthelife,asitwere,ofsentiment,andtobeasnecessarytomaternityastolove。Desroches,whocameonceaweektoseethewidowofhispatronandfriend,gaveherhopes。TheDucdeMaufrigneusehadaskedtohavePhilippeinhisregiment;theministerofwarhadorderedaninquiry;andasthenameofBridaudidnotappearonanypolicelist,norananyrecordatthePalaisdeJustice,Philippewouldbereinstatedinthearmyearlyinthecomingyear。 Toarriveatthisresult,Desrochessetallthepowersthathecouldinfluenceinmotion。AttheprefectureofpolicehelearnedthatPhilippespenthiseveningsinthegambling-house;andhethoughtitbesttotellthisfactprivatelytoMadameDescoings,exhortingherkeepaneyeonthelieutenant-colonel,foroneoutbreakwouldimperilall;asitwas,theministerofwarwasnotlikelytoinquirewhetherPhilippegambled。Oncerestoredtohisrankundertheflagofhiscountry,hewouldperhapsabandonaviceonlytakenupfromidleness。 Agathe,whonolongerreceivedherfriendsintheevening,satinthechimney-cornerreadingherprayers,whileMadameDescoingsconsultedthecards,interpretedherdreams,andappliedtherulesofthe“cabala“toherlotteryventures。Thisjovialfanaticnevermissedasingledrawing;shestillpursuedhertrey,——whichneverturnedup。Itwasnearlytwenty-oneyearsold,justapproachingitsmajority;onthisridiculousideatheoldwomannowpinnedherfaith。Oneofitsthreenumbershadstayedatthebottomofallthewheelseversincetheinstitutionofthelottery。Accordingly,MadameDescoingslaidheavystakesonthatparticularnumber,aswellasonallthecombinationsofthethreenumbers。Thelastmattressremainingtoherbedwastheplacewhereshestoredhersavings;sheunsewedtheticking,putinfromtimetotimethebitofgoldsavedfromherneeds,wrappedcarefullyinwool,andthensewedthemattressupagain。Sheintended,atthelastdrawing,toriskallhersavingsonthedifferentcombinationsofhertreasuredtrey。 Thispassion,souniversallycondemned,hasneverbeenfairlystudied。 Noonehasunderstoodthisopiumofpoverty。Thelottery,all-powerfulfairyofthepoor,bestowedthegiftofmagichopes。Theturnofthewheelwhichopenstothegambleravistaofgoldandhappiness,lastsnolongerthanaflashoflightning,butthelotterygavefivedays’ existencetothatmagnificentflash。Whatsocialpowercanto-day,forthesumoffivesous,giveusfivedays’happinessandlaunchusideallyintoallthejoysofcivilization?Tobacco,acravingfarmoreimmoralthanplay,destroysthebody,attacksthemind,andstupefiesanation;whilethelotterydidnothingofthekind。Thispassion,moreover,wasforcedtokeepwithinlimitsbythelongperiodsthatoccurredbetweenthedrawings,andbythechoiceofwheelswhicheachinvestorindividuallyclungto。MadameDescoingsneverstakedonanybutthe“wheelofParis。“Fullofconfidencethatthetreycherishedfortwenty-oneyearswasabouttotriumph,shenowimposeduponherselfenormousprivations,thatshemightstakealargeamountofsavingsuponthelastdrawingoftheyear。Whenshedreamedhercabalisticvisions(foralldreamsdidnotcorrespondwiththenumbersofthelottery),shewentandtoldthemtoJoseph,whowasthesolebeingwhowouldlisten,andnotonlynotscoldher,butgiveherthekindlywordswithwhichanartistknowshowtosoothethefolliesofthemind。Allgreattalentsrespectandunderstandarealpassion; theyexplainittothemselvesbyfindingtherootsofitintheirownheartsorminds。Joseph’sideaswas,thathisbrotherlovedtobaccoandliquors,MamanDescoingslovedhertrey,hismotherlovedGod,Desrochestheyoungerlovedlawsuits,Desrochestheelderlovedangling,——inshort,alltheworld,hesaid,lovedsomething。Hehimselflovedthe“beauideal“inallthings;helovedthepoetryofLordByron,thepaintingofGericault,themusicofRossini,thenovelsofWalterScott。“Everyonetohistaste,maman,“hewouldsay; “butyourtreydoeshangfireterribly。“ “Itwillturnup,andyouwillberich,andmylittleBixiouaswell。“ “Giveitalltoyourgrandson,“criedJoseph;“atanyrate,dowhatyoulikebestwithit。“ “Hey!whenitturnsupIshallhaveenoughforeverybody。Inthefirstplace,youshallhaveafineatelier;yousha’n’tdepriveyourselfofgoingtotheoperasoastopayforyourmodelsandyourcolors。Doyouknow,mydearboy,youmakemeplayaprettyshabbypartinthatpictureofyours?“ Bywayofeconomy,JosephhadmadetheDescoingsposeforhismagnificentpaintingofayoungcourtesantakenbyanoldwomantoaDogeofVenice。Thispicture,oneofthemasterpiecesofmodernpainting,wasmistakenbyGroshimselfforaTitian,anditpavedthewayfortherecognitionwhichtheyoungerartistsgavetoJoseph’stalentintheSalonof1823。 “Thosewhoknowyouknowverywellwhatyouare,“heansweredgayly。 “Whyneedyoutroubleyourselfaboutthosewhodon’tknowyou?“ ForthelasttenyearsMadameDescoingshadtakenontheripetintsofarussetappleatEaster。Wrinkleshadformedinhersuperabundantflesh,nowgrownpallidandflabby。Hereyes,fulloflife,werebrightwiththoughtsthatwerestillyoungandvivacious,andmightbeconsideredgrasping;forthereisalwayssomethingofthatspiritinagambler。Herfatfaceboretracesofdissimulationandofthementalreservationshiddeninthedepthsofherheart。Hervicenecessitatedsecrecy。Therewerealsoindicationsofgluttonyinthemotionofherlips。Andthus,althoughshewas,aswehaveseen,anexcellentanduprightwoman,theeyemightbemisledbyherappearance。ShewasanadmirablemodelfortheoldwomanJosephwishedtopaint。Coralie,ayoungactressofexquisitebeautywhodiedintheflowerofheryouth,themistressofLuciendeRubempre,oneofJoseph’sfriends,hadgivenhimtheideaofthepicture。Thisnoblepaintinghasbeencalledaplagiarismofotherpictures,whileinfactitwasasplendidarrangementofthreeportraits。MichelChrestien,oneofhiscompanionsattheCenacle,lenthisrepublicanheadforthesenator,towhichJosephaddedafewmaturetints,justasheexaggeratedtheexpressionofMadameDescoings’sfeatures。Thisfinepicture,whichwasdestinedtomakeagreatnoiseandbringtheartistmuchhatred,jealousy,andadmiration,wasjustsketchedout;but,compelledashewastoworkforaliving,helaiditasidetomakecopiesoftheoldmastersforthedealers;thushepenetratedthesecretsoftheirprocesses,andhisbrushisthereforeoneofthebesttrainedofthemodernschool。TheshrewdsenseofanartistledhimtoconcealtheprofitshewasbeginningtolaybyfromhismotherandMadameDescoings,awarethateachhadherroadtoruin,——theoneinPhilippe,theotherinthelottery。Thisastutenessisseldomwantingamongpainters;busyfordaystogetherinthesolitudeoftheirstudios,engagedinworkwhich,uptoacertainpoint,leavesthemindfree,theyareinsomerespectslikewomen,——theirthoughtsturnaboutthelittleeventsoflife,andtheycontrivetogetattheirhiddenmeaning。 Josephhadboughtoneofthosemagnificentchestsorcoffersofapastage,thenignoredbyfashion,withwhichhedecoratedacornerofhisstudio,wherethelightdanceduponthebas-reliefsandgavefulllustretoamasterpieceofthesixteenthcenturyartisans。Hesawthenecessityforahiding-place,andinthiscofferhehadbeguntoaccumulatealittlestoreofmoney。Withanartist’scarelessness,hewasinthehabitofputtingthesumheallowedforhismonthlyexpensesinaskull,whichstoodononeofthecompartmentsofthecoffer。Sincehisbrotherhadreturnedtoliveathome,hefoundaconstantdiscrepancybetweentheamounthespentandthesuminthisreceptacle。Thehundredfrancsamonthdisappearedwithincrediblecelerity。Findingnothingoneday,whenhehadonlyspentfortyorfiftyfrancs,heremarkedforthefirsttime:“Mymoneymusthavegotwings。“Thenextmonthhepaidmoreattentiontohisaccounts;butaddashemight,likeRobertMacaire,sixteenandfivearetwenty-three,hecouldmakenothingofthem。When,forthethirdtime,hefoundastillmoreimportantdiscrepancy,hecommunicatedthepainfulfacttoMadameDescoings,wholovedhim,heknew,withthatmaternal,tender,confiding,credulous,enthusiasticlovethathehadneverhadfromhisownmother,goodasshewas,——aloveasnecessarytotheearlylifeofanartistasthecareofthehenistoherunfledgedchickens。Toheralonecouldheconfidehishorriblesuspicions。Hewasassureofhisfriendsashewasofhimself;andtheDescoings,heknew,wouldtakenothingtoputinherlottery。Attheideawhichthensuggesteditselfthepoorwomanwrungherhands。Philippealonecouldhavecommittedthisdomestictheft。 “Whydidn’theaskme,ifhewantedit?“criedJoseph,takingadabofcoloronhispaletteandstirringitintotheothercolorswithoutseeingwhathedid。“IsitlikelyIshouldrefusehim?“ “Itisrobbingachild!“criedtheDescoings,herfaceexpressingthedeepestdisgust。 “No,“repliedJoseph,“heismybrother;mypurseishis:butheoughttohaveaskedme。“ “Putinaspecialsum,insilver,thismorning,anddon’ttakeanythingout,“saidMadameDescoings。“Ishallknowwhogoesintothestudio;andifheistheonlyone,youwillbecertainitishe。“ ThenextdayJosephhadproofofhisbrother’sforcedloansuponhim。 Philippecametothestudiowhenhisbrotherwasoutandtookthelittlesumhewanted。Theartisttrembledforhissavings。 “I’llcatchhimatit,thescamp!“hesaid,laughing,toMadameDescoings。 “Andyou’lldoright:weoughttobreakhimofit。I,too,Ihavemissedlittlesumsoutofmypurse。Poorboy!hewantstobacco;he’saccustomedtoit。“ “Poorboy!poorboy!“criedtheartist。“I’mratherofFulgenceandBixiou’sopinion:Philippeisadead-weightonus。HerunshisheadintoriotsandhastobeshippedtoAmerica,andthatcoststhemothertwelvethousandfrancs;hecan’tfindanythingtodointheforestsoftheNewWorld,andsohecomesbackagain,andthatcoststwelvethousandmore。UnderpretenceofhavingcarriedtwowordsofNapoleontoageneral,hethinkshimselfagreatsoldierandmakesfacesattheBourbons;meantime,whatdoeshedo?amusehimself,travelabout,seeforeigncountries!Asforme,I’mnotdupedbyhismisfortunes;hedoesn’tlooklikeamanwhofailstogetthebestofthings!Somebodyfindshimagoodplace,andthereheis,leadingthelifeofaSardanapaluswithaballet-girl,andguzzlingthefundsofhisjournal;thatcoststhemotheranothertwelvethousandfrancs!Idon’tcaretwostrawsformyself,butPhilippewillbringthatpoorwomantobeggary。HethinksI’mofnoaccountbecauseIwasneverinthedragoonsoftheGuard;butperhapsIshallbetheonetosupportthatpoordearmotherinheroldage,whilehe,ifhegoesonashedoes,willendIdon’tknowhow。Bixiouoftensaystome,’Heisadownrightrogue,thatbrotherofyours。’Yourgrandsonisright。Philippewillbeuptosomemischiefthatwillcompromisethehonorofthefamily,andthenweshallhavetoscrapeupanothertenortwelvethousandfrancs!Hegambleseverynight;whenhecomeshome,drunkasatemplar,hedropsonthestaircasetheprickedcardsonwhichhemarkstheturnsoftheredandblack。OldDesrochesistryingtogethimbackintothearmy,and,onmywordonhonor,Ibelievehewouldhatetoserveagain。WouldyoueverhavebelievedthataboywithsuchheavenlyblueeyesandthelookofBayardcouldturnoutsuchascoundrel?“