第10章

类别:其他 作者:Linda Lael Miller字数:4109更新时间:18/12/26 17:01:03
Thenewjournal,whichfortunatelywasstartedbeforetheassassinationoftheDucdeBerry,justescapedtheblowwhichMonsieurDecazesthenlaunchedatthepress。MadameBridau’ssharesintheFunds,representingthirteenhundredfrancs’interest,weretransferredassecurityforPhilippe,whowasthenappointedcashier。 Thatgoodsonatoncepromisedtopayonehundredfrancseverymonthtothetwowidows,forhisboardandlodging,andwasdeclaredbybothtobethebestofsons。ThosewhohadthoughtillofhimnowcongratulatedAgathe。 “Wewereunjusttohim,“theysaid。 PoorJoseph,nottobebehindhisbrotheringenerosity,resolvedtopayforhisownsupport,andsucce Threemonthslater,thecolonel,whoateanddrankenoughforfourmen,findingfaultwiththefoodandcompellingthepoorwidows,onthescoreofhispayments,tospendmuchmoneyontheirtable,hadnotyetpaiddownasinglepenny。HismotherandMadameDescoingswereunwilling,outofdelicacy,toremindhimofhispromise。TheyearwentbywithoutoneofthosecoinswhichLeonGozlansovigorouslycalled“tigerswithfiveclaws“findingitswayfromPhilippe’spockettothehouseholdpurse。Itistruethatthecolonelquietedhisconscienceonthisscorebyseldomdiningathome。 “Well,heishappy,“saidhismother;“heiseasyinmind;hehasaplace。“ Throughtheinfluenceofafeuilleton,editedbyVernou,afriendofBixiou,Finot,andGiroudeau,Mariettemadeherappearance,notatthePanorama-DramatiquebutatthePorte-Saint-Martin,whereshetriumphedbesidethefamousBegrand。Amongthedirectorsofthetheatrewasarichandluxuriousgeneralofficer,inlovewithanactress,forwhosesakehehadmadehimselfanimpresario。InParis,wefrequentlymeetwithmensofascinatedwithactresses,singers,orballet-dancers,thattheyarewillingtobecomedirectorsofatheatreoutoflove。 ThisofficerknewPhilippeandGiroudeau。Mariette’sfirstappearance,heraldedalreadybyFinot’sjournalandalsobyPhilippe’s,waspromptlyarrangedbythethreeofficers;forthereseemstobesolidarityamongthepassionsinamatteroffolly。 ThemischievousBixiouwasnotlonginrevealingtohisgrandmotherandthedevotedAgathethatPhilippe,thecashier,theheroofheroes,wasinlovewithMariette,thecelebratedballet-danceratthePorte- Saint-Martin。Thenewswasathunder-claptothetwowidows;Agathe’sreligiousprinciplestaughthertothinkthatallwomenonthestagewerebrandsintheburning;moreover,shethought,andsodidMadameDescoings,thatwomenofthatkinddinedoffgold,drankpearls,andwastedfortunes。 “Nowdoyousuppose,“saidJosephtohismother,“thatmybrotherissuchafoolastospendhismoneyonMariette?Suchwomenonlyruinrichmen。“ “TheytalkofengagingMarietteattheOpera,“saidBixiou。“Don’tbeworried,MadameBridau;thediplomaticbodyoftencomestothePorte- Saint-Martin,andthathandsomegirlwon’tstaylongwithyourson。I didhearthatanambassadorwasmadlyinlovewithher。Bythebye,anotherpieceofnews!OldClaparonisdead,andhisson,whohasbecomeabanker,hasorderedthecheapestkindoffuneralforhim。 Thatfellowhasnoeducation;theywouldn’tbehavelikethatinChina。“ Philippe,promptedbymercenarymotives,proposedtoMariettethatsheshouldmarryhim;butshe,knowingherselfontheeveofanengagementattheGrandOpera,refusedtheoffer,eitherbecausesheguessedthecolonel’smotive,orbecauseshesawhowimportantherindependencewouldbetoherfuturefortune。Fortheremainderofthisyear,Philippenevercamemorethantwiceamonthtoseehismother。Wherewashe?Eitherathisoffice,orthetheatre,orwithMariette。NolightwhateverastohisconductreachedthehouseholdoftherueMazarin。Giroudeau,Finot,Bixiou,Vernou,Lousteau,sawhimleadingalifeofpleasure。PhilippesharedthegayamusementsofTullia,aleadingsingerattheOpera,ofFlorentine,whotookMariette’splaceatthePorte-Saint-Martin,ofFlorineandMatifat,CoralieandCamusot。Afterfouro’clock,whenhelefthisoffice,untilmidnight,heamusedhimself;somepartyofpleasurehadusuallybeenarrangedthenightbefore,——agooddinner,acard-party,asupperbysomeoneorotheroftheset。Philippewasinhiselement。 Thiscarnival,whichlastedeighteenmonths,wasnotaltogetherwithoutitstroubles。ThebeautifulMariettenosoonerappearedattheOpera,inJanuary,1821,thanshecapturedoneofthemostdistinguisheddukesofthecourtofLouisXVIII。Philippetriedtomakeheadagainstthepeer,andbythemonthofAprilhewascompelledbyhispassion,notwithstandingsomeluckatcards,todipintothefundsofwhichhewascashier。ByMayhehadtakenelevenhundredfrancs。InthatfatalmonthMariettestartedforLondon,toseewhatcouldbedonewiththelordswhilethetemporaryoperahouseintheHotelChoiseul,rueLepelletier,wasbeingprepared。ThelucklessPhilippehadended,asoftenhappens,inlovingMariettenotwithstandingherflagrantinfidelities;sheherselfhadneverthoughthimanythingbutadull-minded,brutalsoldier,thefirstrungofaladderonwhichshehadneverintendedtoremainlong。So,foreseeingthetimewhenPhilippewouldhavespentallhismoney,shecapturedotherjournalisticsupportwhichreleasedherfromthenecessityofdependingonhim;nevertheless,shedidfeelthepeculiargratitudethatclassofwomenacknowledgetowardsthefirstmanwhosmoothstheirway,asitwere,amongthedifficultiesandhorrorsofatheatricalcareer。 ForcedtolethisterriblemistressgotoLondonwithouthim,Philippewentintowinterquarters,ashecalledit,——thatis,hereturnedtohisatticroominhismother’sappartement。Hemadesomegloomyreflectionsashewenttobedthatnight,andwhenhegotupagain。Hewasconsciouswithinhimselfoftheinabilitytoliveotherwisethanashehadbeenlivingthelastyear。TheluxurythatsurroundedMariette,thedinners,thesuppers,theeveningsintheside-scenes,theanimationofwitsandjournalists,thesortofracketthatwentonaroundhim,thedelightsthattickledbothhissensesandhisvanity,——suchalife,foundonlyinParis,andofferingdailythecharmofsomenewthing,wasnowmorethanhabit,——ithadbecometoPhilippeasmuchanecessityashistobaccoorhisbrandy。Hesawplainlythathecouldnotlivewithoutthesecontinualenjoyments。Theideaofsuicidecameintohishead;notonaccountofthedeficitwhichmustsoonbediscoveredinhisaccounts,butbecausehecouldnolongerlivewithMarietteintheatmosphereofpleasureinwhichhehaddisportedhimselfforoverayear。Fullofthesegloomythoughts,heenteredforthefirsttimehisbrother’spainting-room,wherehefoundthepainterinablueblouse,copyingapictureforadealer。 “Sothat’showpicturesaremade,“saidPhilippe,bywayofopeningtheconversation。 “No,“saidJoseph,“thatishowtheyarecopied。“ “Howmuchdotheypayyouforthat?“ “Eh!neverenough;twohundredandfiftyfrancs。ButIstudythemannerofthemastersandlearnagreatdeal;Ifoundoutthesecretsoftheirmethod。There’soneofmyownpictures,“headded,pointingwiththeendofhisbrushtoasketchwiththecolorsstillmoist。 “Howmuchdoyoupocketinayear?“ “Unfortunately,Iamknownonlytopainters。Schinnerbacksme;andhehasgotmesomeworkattheChateaudePresles,whereIamgoinginOctobertodosomearabesques,panels,andotherdecorations,forwhichtheComtedeSerizy,nodoubt,willpaywell。Withsuchtriflesandwithordersfromthedealers,Imaymanagetoearneighteenhundredtotwothousandfrancsayearoverandabovetheworkingexpenses。Ishallsendthatpicturetothenextexhibition;ifithitsthepublictaste,myfortuneismade。Myfriendsthinkwellofit。“ “Idon’tknowanythingaboutsuchthings,“saidPhilippe,inasubduedvoicewhichcausedJosephtoturnandlookathim。 “Whatisthematter?“saidtheartist,seeingthathisbrotherwasverypale。 “Ishouldliketoknowhowlongitwouldtakeyoutopaintmyportrait?“ “IfIworkedsteadily,andtheweatherwereclear,Icouldfinishitinthreeorfourdays。“ “That’stoolong;Ihaveonlyonedaytogiveyou。MypoormotherlovesmesomuchthatIwishedtoleavehermylikeness。Wewillsaynomoreaboutit。“ “Why!areyougoingawayagain?“ “Iamgoingnevertoreturn,“repliedPhilippewithanairofforcedgayety。 “Lookhere,Philippe,whatisthematter?Ifitisanythingserious,I amamanandnotaninny。Iamaccustomedtohardstruggles,andifdiscretionisneeded,Ihaveit。“ “Areyousure?“ “Onmyhonor。“ “Youwilltellnoone,nomatterwho?“ “Noone。“ “Well,Iamgoingtoblowmybrainsout。“ “You!——areyougoingtofightaduel?“ “Iamgoingtokillmyself。“ “Why?“ “Ihavetakenelevenhundredfrancsfromthefundsinmyhands;Ihavegottosendinmyaccountsto-morrowmorning。Halfmysecurityislost;ourpoormotherwillbereducedtosixhundredfrancsayear。 Thatwouldbenothing!Icouldmakeafortuneforherlater;butIamdishonored!Icannotliveunderdishonor——“ “Youwillnotbedishonoredifitispaidback。Tobesure,youwillloseyourplace,andyouwillonlyhavethefivehundredfrancsayearfromyourcross;butyoucanliveonfivehundredfrancs。“ “Farewell!“saidPhilippe,runningrapidlydownstairs,andnotwaitingtohearanotherword。