第5章

类别:其他 作者:Linda Lael Miller字数:4432更新时间:18/12/26 17:01:03
“Well,comeherejustasmuchasyoulike;we’llamuseyou。Givehimaboard,andpaper,andchalks,andlethimalone。Youaretoknow,youyoungscamps,thathisfatherdidmeaservice。Here,Corde-a-puits,goandgetsomecakesandsugar-plums,“hesaidtothepupilwhohadtorturedJoseph,givinghimsomesmallchange。“We’llseeifyouaretobeartistbythewayyougobbleupthedainties,“addedthesculptor,chuckingJosephunderthechin。 Thenhewentroundexaminingthepupils’works,followedbythechild,wholookedandlistened,andtriedtounderstandhim。Thesweetswerebrought,Chaudet,himself,thechild,andthewholestudioallhadtheirteethinthem;andJosephwaspettedquiteasmuchashehadbeenteased。Thewholescene,inwhichtheroughplayandrealheartofartistswererevealed,andwhichtheboyinstinctivelyunderstood,madeagreatimpressiononhismind。Theapparitionofthesculptor,—— forwhomtheEmperor’sprotectionopenedawaytofutureglory,closedsoonafterbyhisprematuredeath,——waslikeavisiontolittleJoseph。Thechildsaidnothingtohismotheraboutthisadventure,buthespenttwohourseverySundayandeveryThursdayinChaudet’satelier。Fromthattimeforth,MadameDescoings,whohumoredthefanciesofthetwocherubim,keptJosephsuppliedwithpencilsandredchalks,printsanddrawing-paper。Atschool,thefuturecoloristsketchedhismasters,drewhiscomrades,charcoaledthedormitories,andshowedsurprisingassiduityinthedrawing-class。Lemire,thedrawing-master,strucknotonlywiththelad’sinclinationbutalsowithhisactualprogress,cametotellMadameBridauofherson’sfaculty。Agathe,likeatrueprovincial,whoknowsaslittleofartassheknowsmuchofhousekeeping,wasterrified。WhenLemirelefther,sheburstintotears。 “Ah!“shecried,whenMadameDescoingswenttoaskwhatwasthematter。“Whatistobecomeofme!Joseph,whomImeanttomakeagovernmentclerk,whosecareerwasallmarkedoutforhimattheministryoftheinterior,where,protectedbyhisfather’smemory,hemighthaverisentobechiefofadivisionbeforehewastwenty-five,he,myboy,hewantstobeapainter,——avagabond!Ialwaysknewthatchildwouldgivemenothingbuttrouble。“ MadameDescoingsconfessedthatforseveralmonthspastshehadencouragedJoseph’spassion,aidingandabettinghisSundayandThursdayvisitstotheInstitute。AttheSalon,towhichshehadtakenhim,thelittlefellowhadshownaninterestinthepictures,whichwas,shedeclared,nothingshortofmiraculous。 “Ifheunderstandspaintingatthirteen,mydear,“shesaid,“yourJosephwillbeamanofgenius。“ “Yes;andseewhatgeniusdidforhisfather,——killedhimwithoverworkatforty!“ Atthecloseofautumn,justasJosephwasenteringhisfourteenthyear,Agathe,contrarytoMadameDescoings’sentreaties,wenttoseeChaudet,andrequestedthathewouldceasetodebauchherson。Shefoundthesculptorinabluesmock,modellinghislaststatue;hereceivedthewidowofthemanwhoformerlyhadservedhimatacriticalmoment,ratherroughly;but,alreadyatdeath’sdoor,hewasstrugglingwithpassionateardortodoinafewhoursworkhecouldhardlyhaveaccomplishedinseveralmonths。AsMadameBridauentered,hehadjustfoundaneffectlongsoughtfor,andwashandlinghistoolsandclaywithspasmodicjerksandmovementsthatseemedtotheignorantAgathelikethoseofamaniac。AtanyothertimeChaudetwouldhavelaughed;butnow,asheheardthemotherbewailingthedestinyhehadopenedtoherchild,abusingart,andinsistingthatJosephshouldnolongerbeallowedtoentertheatelier,heburstintoaholywrath。 “Iwasunderobligationstoyourdeceasedhusband,Iwishedtohelphisson,towatchhisfirststepsinthenoblestofallcareers,“hecried。“Yes,madame,learn,ifyoudonotknowit,thatagreatartistisaking,andmorethanaking;heishappier,heisindependent,helivesashelikes,hereignsintheworldoffancy。Yoursonhasagloriousfuturebeforehim。Facultieslikehisarerare;theyareonlydisclosedathisageinsuchbeingsastheGiottos,Raphaels,Titians,Rubens,Murillos,——for,inmyopinion,hewillmakeabetterpainterthansculptor。Godofheaven!ifIhadsuchason,IshouldbeashappyastheEmperoristohavegivenhimselftheKingofRome。Well,youaremistressofyourchild’sfate。Goyourownway,madame;makehimafool,amiserablequill-driver,tiehimtoadesk,andyou’vemurderedhim!ButIhope,inspiteifallyourefforts,thathewillstayanartist。Atruevocationisstrongerthanalltheobstaclesthatcanbeopposedtoit。Vocation!whytheverywordmeansacall; ay,theelectionofGodhimself!Youwillmakeyourchildunhappy,that’sall。“Heflungtheclayhenolongerneededviolentlyintoatub,andsaidtohismodel,“Thatwilldoforto-day。“ Agatheraisedhereyesandsaw,inacorneroftheatelierwhereherglancehadnotbeforepenetrated,anudewomansittingonastool,thesightofwhomdroveherawayhorrified。 “YouarenottohavethelittleBridauhereanymore,“saidChaudettohispupils,“itannoyshismother。“ “Eugh!“theyallcried,asAgatheclosedthedoor。 NosoonerdidthestudentsofsculptureandpaintingfindoutthatMadameBridaudidnotwishhersontobeanartist,thantheirwholehappinesscentredongettingJosephamongthem。InspiteofapromisenottogototheInstitutewhichhismotherexactedfromhim,thechildoftenslippedintoRegnauldthepainter’sstudio,wherehewasencouragedtodaubcanvas。Whenthewidowcomplainedthatthebargainwasnotkept,Chaudet’spupilsassuredherthatRegnauldwasnotChaudet,andtheyhadn’tthebringingupofherson,withotherimpertinences;andtheatrociousyoungscampscomposedasongwithahundredandthirty-sevencoupletsonMadameBridau。 OntheeveningofthatsaddayAgatherefusedtoplayatcards,andsatonhersofaplungedinsuchgriefthatthetearsstoodinherhandsomeeyes。 “Whatisthematter,MadameBridau?“askedoldClaparon。 “Shethinksherboywillhavetobeghisbreadbecausehehasgotthebumpofpainting,“saidMadameDescoings;“but,formypart,Iamnottheleastuneasyaboutthefutureofmystep-son,littleBixiou,whohasapassionfordrawing。Menareborntogeton。“ “Youareright,“saidthehardandsevereDesroches,who,inspiteofhistalents,hadneverhimselfgotoninthepositionofassistant- headofadepartment。“HappilyIhaveonlyoneson;otherwise,withmyeighteenhundredfrancsayear,andawifewhomakesbarelytwelvehundredoutofherstamped-paperoffice,Idon’tknowwhatwouldbecomeofme。Ihavejustplacedmyboyasunder-clerktoalawyer;hegetstwenty-fivefrancsamonthandhisbreakfast。Igivehimasmuchmore,andhedinesandsleepsathome。That’sallhegets;hemustmanageforhimself,buthe’llmakehisway。Ikeepthefellowharderatworkthanifhewereatschool,andsomedayhewillbeabarrister。WhenIgivehimmoneytogotothetheatre,heisashappyasakingandkissesme。Oh,Ikeepatighthandonhim,andherendersmeanaccountofallhespends。Youaretoogoodtoyourchildren,MadameBridau;ifyoursonwantstogothroughhardshipsandprivations,lethim;they’llmakeamanofhim。“ “Asformyboy,“saidDuBruel,aformerchiefofadivision,whohadjustretiredonapension,“heisonlysixteen;hismotherdotesonhim;butIshouldn’tlistentohischoosingaprofessionathisage,—— amerefancy,anotionthatmaypassoff。Inmyopinion,boysshouldbeguidedandcontrolled。“ “Ah,monsieur!youarerich,youareaman,andyouhavebutoneson,“ saidAgathe。 “Faith!“saidClaparon,“childrendotyrannizeoverus——overourhearts,Imean。Minemakesmefurious;hehasnearlyruinedme,andnowIwon’thaveanythingtodowithhim——it’sasortofindependence。 Well,heisthehappierforit,andsoamI。Thatfellowwaspartlythecauseofhismother’sdeath。Hechosetobeacommercialtraveller;andthetradejustsuitedhim,forhewasnosoonerinthehousethanhewantedtobeoutofit;hecouldn’tkeepinoneplace,andhewouldn’tlearnanything。AllIaskofGodisthatImaydiebeforehedishonorsmyname。Thosewhohavenochildrenlosemanypleasures,buttheyescapegreatsufferings。“ “Andthesemenarefathers!“thoughtAgathe,weepinganew。 “WhatIamtryingtoshowyou,mydearMadameBridau,isthatyouhadbetterletyourboybeapainter;ifnot,youwillonlywasteyourtime。“ “Ifyouwereabletocoercehim,“saidthesourDesroches,“Ishouldadviseyoutoopposehistastes;butweakasIseeyouare,youhadbetterlethimdaubifhelikes。“ “Consoleyourself,Agathe,“saidMadameDescoings,“Josephwillturnoutagreatman。“ Afterthisdiscussion,whichwaslikealldiscussions,thewidow’sfriendsunitedingivingheroneandthesameadvice;whichadvicedidnotintheleastrelieveheranxieties。TheyadvisedhertoletJosephfollowhisbent。 “Ifhedoesn’tturnoutagenius,“saidDuBruel,whoalwaystriedtopleaseAgathe,“youcanthengethimintosomegovernmentoffice。“ WhenMadameDescoingsaccompaniedtheoldclerkstothedoorsheassuredthem,attheheadofthestairs,thattheywere“Greciansages。“ “MadameBridauoughttobegladhersoniswillingtodoanything,“ saidClaparon。 “Besides,“saidDesroches,“ifGodpreservestheEmperor,Josephwillalwaysbelookedafter。Whyshouldsheworry?“ “Sheistimidabouteverythingthatconcernsherchildren,“answeredMadameDescoings。“Well,mygoodgirl,“shesaid,returningtoAgathe,“youseetheyareunanimous;whyareyoustillcrying?“ “IfitwasPhilippe,Ishouldhavenoanxiety。Butyoudon’tknowwhatgoesoninthatatelier;theyhavenakedwomen!“ “Ihopetheykeepgoodfires,“saidMadameDescoings。 Afewdaysafterthis,thedisastersoftheretreatfromMoscowbecameknown。NapoleonreturnedtoParistoorganizefreshtroops,andtoaskfurthersacrificesfromthecountry。Thepoormotherwasthenplungedintoverydifferentanxieties。Philippe,whowastiredofschool,wantedtoserveundertheEmperor;hesawareviewattheTuileries,