第49章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5110更新时间:18/12/26 16:58:32
’Verywell,then!’exclaimedBob,withsuddendetermination。’NowI knowmydoom!Andwhateveryouhearofashappeningtome,mindthis,youcruelgirl,thatitisallyourcausing!’Sayingthishestrodewithahastytreadacrosstheroomintothepassageandoutatthedoor,slammingitloudlybehindhim。 Annesuddenlylookedupfromherhandkerchief,andstaredwithroundweteyesandpartedlipsatthedoorbywhichhehadgone。Havingremainedwithsuspendedbreathinthisattitudeforafewsecondssheturnedround,bentherheaduponthetable,andburstoutweepinganewwiththricetheviolenceoftheformertime。Itreallyseemednowasifhergriefwouldoverwhelmher,alltheemotionswhichhadbeensuppressed,bottledup,andconcealedsinceBob’sreturnhavingmadethemselvesasluiceatlast。 Butsuchthingshavetheirend;andlefttoherselfinthelarge,vacant,oldapartment,shegrewquieter,andatlastcalm。Atlengthshetookthecandleandascendedtoherbedroom,whereshebathedhereyesandlookedintheglasstoseeifshehadmadeherselfadreadfulobject。Itwasnotsobadasshehadexpected,andshewentdownstairsagain。 Nobodywasthere,and,sittingdown,shewonderedwhatBobhadreallymeantbyhiswords。Itwastoodreadfultothinkthatheintendedtogostraightawaytoseawithoutseeingheragain,andfrightenedatwhatshehaddoneshewaitedanxiouslyforhisreturn。 Hersuspensewasinterruptedbyaverygentletappingatthedoor,andthentherustleofahandoveritssurface,asifsearchingforthelatchinthedark。Thedooropenedafewinches,andthealabasterfaceofUncleBenjyappearedintheslit。 ’O,SquireDerriman,youfrightenme!’ ’Allalone?’heaskedinawhisper。 ’MymotherandMr。Lovedayaresomewhereaboutthehouse。’ ’Thatwilldo,’hesaid,comingforward。’Ibewherritedoutofmylife,andIhavethoughtofyouagain——youyourself,dearAnne,andnotthemiller。IfyouwillonlytakethisandlockitupforafewdaystillIcanfindanothergoodplaceforit——ifyouonlywould!’ Andhebreathlesslydepositedthetinboxonthetable。 ’What,obligedtodigitupfromthecellar?’ ’Ay;mynephewhathascentoftheplace——how,Idon’tknow!butheandayoungwomanhe’smetwitharesearchingeverywhere。Iworkedlikeawire-drawertogetitupandawaywhiletheywerescrapinginthenextcellar。Nowwherecouldyeputit,dear?’Tisonlyafewdocuments,andmywill,andsuchlike,youknow。Poorsoulo’me,I’mwornoutwithrunningandfright!’ ’I’llputitheretillIcanthinkofabetterplace,’saidAnne,liftingthebox。’Dearme,howheavyitis!’ ’Yes,yes,’saidUncleBenjyhastily;’theboxisiron,yousee。 However,takecareofit,becauseIamgoingtomakeitworthyourwhile。Ah,youareagoodgirl,Anne。Iwishyouwasmine!’ AnnelookedatUncleBenjy。Shehadknownforsometimethatshepossessedalltheaffectionhehadtobestow。 ’Whydoyouwishthat?’shesaidsimply。 ’Nowdon’tyearguewithme。Whered’yeputthecoffer?’ ’Here,’saidAnne,goingtothewindow-seat,whichroseasaflap,disclosingaboxedreceptaclebeneath,asinmanyoldhouses。 ’’Tisverywellforthepresent,’hesaiddubiously,andtheydroppedthecofferin,Annelockingdowntheseat,andgivinghimthekey。’NowIdon’twantyetobeonmysidefornothing,’hewenton。’Ineverdidnow,didI?Thisisforyou。’Hehandedheralittlepacketofpaper,whichAnneturnedoverandlookedatcuriously。’Ialwaysmeanttodoit,’continuedUncleBenjy,gazingatthepacketasitlayinherhand,andsighing。’Come,openit,mydear;Ialwaysmeanttodoit!’ Sheopeneditandfoundtwentynewguineassnuglypackedwithin。 ’Yes,theyareforyou。Ialwaysmeanttodoit!’hesaid,sighingagain。 ’Butyouowemenothing!’returnedAnne,holdingthemout。 ’Don’tsayit!’criedUncleBenjy,coveringhiseyes。’Put’emaway……Well,ifyouDON’Twant’em——Butput’emaway,dearAnne;theyareforyou,becauseyouhavekeptmycounsel。 Good-nightt’ye。Yes,theyareforyou。’ Hewentafewsteps,andturningbackaddedanxiously,’Youwon’tspend’eminclothes,orwaste’eminfairings,orornamentsofanykind,mydeargirl?’ ’Iwillnot,’saidAnne。’Iwishyouwouldhavethem。’ ’No,no,’saidUncleBenjy,rushingofftoescapetheirshine。Buthehadgotnofurtherthanthepassagewhenhereturnedagain。 ’Andyouwon’tlend’emtoanybody,orput’emintothebank——fornobankissafeinthesetroubloustimes?……IfIwasyouI’dkeepthemEXACTLYastheybe,andnotspend’emonanyaccount。ShallI lockthemintomyboxforye?’ ’Certainly,’saidshe;andthefarmerrapidlyunlockedthewindow-bench,openedthebox,andlockedthemin。 ’’Tismuchthebestplan,’hesaidwithgreatsatisfactionashereturnedthekeystohispocket。’Theretheywillalwaysbesafe,yousee,andyouwon’tbeexposedtotemptation。’ Whentheoldmanhadbeengoneafewminutes,themillerandhiswifecamein,quiteunconsciousofallthathadpassed。Anne’sanxietyaboutBobwasagainuppermostnow,andshespokebutmeagrelyofoldDerriman’svisit,andnothingofwhathehadleft。 ShewouldfainhaveaskedthemiftheyknewwhereBobwas,butthatshedidnotwishtoinformthemoftherupture。Shewasforcedtoadmittoherselfthatshehadsomewhattriedhispatience,andthatimpulsivemenhadbeenknowntododarkthingswiththemselvesatsuchtimes。 Theysatdowntosupper,theclocktickedrapidlyon,andatlengththemillersaid,’Bobislaterthanusual。Wherecanhebe?’ Astheybothlookedather,shecouldnolongerkeepthesecret。 ’Itismyfault,’shecried;’Ihavedrivenhimaway!WhatshallI do?’ Thenatureofthequarrelwasatonceguessed,andhertwoelderssaidnomore。Anneroseandwenttothefrontdoor,whereshelistenedforeverysoundwithapalpitatingheart。Thenshewentin;thenshewentout:andononeoccasionsheheardthemillersay,’IwonderwhathathpassedbetweenBobandAnne。Ihopethechapwillcomehome。’ Justaboutthistimelightfootstepswereheardwithout,andBobbouncedintothepassage。Anne,whostoodbackinthedarkwhilehepassed,followedhimintotheroom,wherehermotherandthemillerwereonthepointofretiringtobed,candleinhand。 ’Ihavekeptyeup,Ifear,’beganBobcheerily,andapparentlywithoutthefaintestrecollectionofhistragicexitfromthehouse。 ’Butthetruthon’tis,ImetwithFessDerrimanatthe“DukeofYork“asIwentfromhere,andtherewehavebeenplayingPuteversince,notnoticinghowthetimewasgoing。Ihaven’thadagoodchatwiththefellowforyearsandyears,andreallyheisanoutandoutgoodcomrade——aregularhearty!Poorfellow,he’sbeenverybadlyused。Ineverheardtherightsofthestorytillnow;butitseemsthatolduncleofhistreatshimshamefully。Hehasbeenhidingawayhismoney,sothatpoorFessmightnothaveafarthing,tillatlasttheyoungmanhasturned,likeanyotherworm,andisnowdeterminedtoferretoutwhathehasdonewithit。Thepooryoungchaphadn’tafarthingofreadymoneytillIlenthimacoupleofguineas——athingIneverdidmorewillinglyinmylife。Butthemanwasveryhonourable。“No;no,“sayshe,“don’tletmedepriveye。“He’sgoingtomarry,andwhatmayyouthinkheisgoingtodoitfor?’ ’Forlove,Ihope,’saidAnne’smother。 ’Formoney,Isuppose,sincehe’ssoshort,’saidthemiller。 ’No,’saidBob,’forSPITE。Hehasbeenbadlyserved——deucedbadlyserved——byawoman。Ineverheardofamoreheartlesscaseinmylife。Thepoorchapwouldn’tmentionnames,butitseemsthisyoungwomanhastrifledwithhiminallmannerofcruelways——pushedhimintotheriver,triedtostealhishorsewhenhewascalledouttodefendhiscountry——inshort,servedhimrascally。SoIgavehimthetwoguineasandsaid,“Nowlet’sdrinktothehussy’sdownfall!“’ ’O!’saidAnne,havingapproachedbehindhim。 Bobturnedandsawher,andatthesamemomentMr。andMrs。Lovedaydiscreetlyretiredbytheotherdoor。 ’Isitpeace?’heaskedtenderly。 ’Oyes,’sheanxiouslyreplied。’I——didn’tmeantomakeyouthinkI hadnoheart。’AtthisBobinclinedhiscountenancetowardshers。 ’No,’shesaid,smilingthroughtwoincipienttearsasshedrewback。’Youaretoshowgoodbehaviourforsixmonths,andyoumustpromisenottofrightenmeagainbyrunningoffwhenI——showyouhowbadlyyouhaveservedme。’ ’Iamyoursobedient——inanything,’criedBob。’ButamIpardoned?’ Youthisfoolish;anddoesawomanoftenletherreasoninginfavouroftheworthierstandinthewayofherperversedesireforthelessworthyatsuchtimesasthese?Shemurmuredsomesoftwords,endingwith’Doyourepent?’ ItwouldbesuperfluoustotranscribeBob’sanswer。 Footstepswereheardwithout。 ’Obegad;Iforgot!’saidBob。’He’swaitingoutthereforalight。’ ’Who?’ ’MyfriendDerriman。’ ’But,Bob,Ihavetoexplain。’ ButFestushadbythistimeenteredthelobby,andAnne,withahasty’Getridofhimatonce!’vanishedupstairs。 Hereshewaitedandwaited,butFestusdidnotseeminclinedtodepart;andatlast,forebodingsomecollisionofinterestsfromBob’snewfriendshipforthisman,shecreptintoastoreroomwhichwasovertheapartmentintowhichLovedayandFestushadgone。Bylookingthroughaknot-holeintheflooritwaseasytocommandaviewoftheroombeneath,thisbeingunceiled,withmouldedbeamsandrafters。 Festushadsatdownonthehollowwindow-bench,andwascontinuingthestatementofhiswrongs。’Ifheonlyknewwhathewassittingupon,’shethoughtapprehensively,’howeasilyhecouldtearuptheflap,lockandall,withhisstrongarm,andseizeuponpoorUncleBenjy’spossessions!’Buthedidnotappeartoknow,unlesshewereacting,whichwasjustpossible。Afterawhileherose,andgoingtothetableliftedthecandletolighthispipe。Atthemomentwhentheflamebegandivingintothebowlthedoornoiselesslyopenedandafigureslippedacrosstheroomtothewindow-bench,hastilyunlockedit,withdrewthebox,andbeataretreat。AnneinamomentrecognizedtheghostlyintruderasFestusDerriman’suncle。 BeforehecouldgetoutoftheroomFestussetdownthecandleandturned。 ’What——UncleBenjy——haw,haw!Hereatthistimeofnight?’ UncleBenjy’seyesgrewparalyzed,andhismouthopenedandshutlikeafrog’sinadrought,theactionproducingnosound。 ’Whathavewegothere——atinbox——theboxofboxes?Why,I’llcarryitfor’ee,uncle!——Iamgoinghome。’ ’N——no——no,thanky,Festus:itisn——n——notheavyatall,thanky,’ gaspedthesquireen。 ’ObutImust,’saidFestus,pullingatthebox。 ’Don’tlethimhaveit,Bob!’screamedtheexcitedAnnethroughtheholeinthefloor。 ’No,don’tlethim!’criedtheuncle。’’Tisaplot——there’sawomanatthewindowwaitingtohelphim!’ Anne’seyesflewtothewindow,andshesawMatilda’sfacepressedagainstthepane。 Bob,thoughhedidnotknowwhenceAnne’scommandproceededobeyedwithalacrity,pulledtheboxfromthetworelatives,andplaceditonthetablebesidehim。 ’Now,lookhere,hearties;what’sthemeaningo’this?’hesaid。 ’He’stryingtorobmeofallIpossess!’criedtheoldman。’Myheart-stringsseemasiftheyweregoingcrack,crack,crack!’ Atthisinstantthemillerinhisshirt-sleevesenteredtheroom,havinggotthusfarinhisundressingwhenheheardthenoise。BobandFestusturnedtohimtoexplain;andwhenthelatterhadhadhissayBobadded,’Well,allIknowisthatthisbox’——herehestretchedouthishandtolayituponthelidforemphasis。Butasnothingbutthinairmethisfingerswheretheboxhadbeen,heturned,andfoundthattheboxwasgone,UncleBenjyhavingvanishedalso。