第48章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5274更新时间:18/12/26 16:58:32
Thiskindofperformancerepeateditselfduringseveraldays。Atlast,afterdoggingherhitherandthither,leaningwithawrinkledforeheadagainstdoorposts,takinganobliqueviewintotheroomwhereshehappenedtobe,pickingupworstedballsandgettingnothanks,placingasplinterfromtheVictory,severalbulletsfromtheRedoubtable,astripoftheflag,andotherinterestingrelics,carefullylabelled,uponhertable,andhearingnomoreaboutthemthaniftheyhadbeenpebblesfromthenearestbrook,hehituponanewplan。Toavoidhimshefrequentlysatupstairsinawindowoverlookingthegarden。LieutenantLovedaycarefullydressedhimselfinanewuniform,whichhehadcausedtobesentsomedaysbefore,todazzleadmiringfriends,butwhichhehadneverasyetputoninpublicormentionedtoasoul。Whenarrayedheenteredthesunnygarden,andtherewalkedslowlyupanddownashehadseenNelsonandCaptainHardydoonthequarter-deck;butkeepinghisrightshoulder,onwhichhisoneepaulettewasfixed,asmuchtowardsAnne’swindowaspossible。 Butshemadenosign,thoughtherewasnottheleastquestionthatshesawhim。Attheendofhalf-an-hourhewentin,tookoffhisclothes,andgavehimselfuptodoubtandthebesttobacco。 Herepeatedtheprogrammeonthenextafternoon,andonthenext,neversayingawordwithindoorsabouthisdoingsorhisnotice。 MeanwhiletheresultsinAnne’schamberwerenotuninteresting。Shehadbeenlookingoutonthefirstday,andwasdulyamazedtoseeanavalofficerinfulluniformpromenadinginthepath。FindingittobeBob,sheleftthewindowwithasensethatthescenewasnotforher;then,frommerecuriosity,peepedoutfrombehindthecurtain。Well,hewasaprettyspectacle,sheadmitted,relievedashisfigurewasbyadensemassofsunny,close-trimmedhedge,overwhichnasturtiumsclimbedinwildluxuriance;andifshecouldcareforhimonebit,whichshecouldn’t,hisformwouldhavebeenadelightfulstudy,surpassingininterestevenitssplendouronthememorabledayoftheirvisittothetowntheatre。Shecalledhermother;Mrs。Lovedaycamepromptly。 ’O,itisnothing,’saidAnneindifferently;’onlythatBobhasgothisuniform。’ Mrs。Lovedaypeepedout,andraisedherhandswithdelight。’Andhehasnotsaidawordtousaboutit!Whatalovelyepaulette!I mustcallhisfather。’ ’No,indeed。AsItakenointerestinhimIshallnotletpeoplecomeintomyroomtoadmirehim。’ ’Well,youcalledme,’saidhermother。 ’ItwasbecauseIthoughtyoulikedfineclothes。ItiswhatI don’tcarefor。’ NotwithstandingthisassertionsheagainlookedoutatBobthenextafternoonwhenhisfootstepsrustledonthegravel,andstudiedhisappearanceunderallthevaryinganglesofthesunlight,asiffineclothesanduniformswerenotaltogetheramatterofindifference。 Hecertainlywasasplendid,gentlemanly,andgallantsailorfromendtoendofhim;butthen,whatwereadashingpresentment,anavalrank,andtellingscars,ifamanwasfickle-hearted? However,shepeepedontillthefourthday,andthenshedidnotpeep。Thewindowwasopen,shelookedrightout,andBobknewthathehadgotarisetohisbaitatlast。Hetouchedhishattoher,keepinghisrightshoulderforwards,andsaid,’Good-day,MissGarland,’withasmile。 Annereplied,’Good-day,’withfunerealseriousness;andtheacquaintancethusrevivedledtotheinterchangeofafewwordsatsupper-time,atwhichMrs。Lovedaynoddedwithsatisfaction。ButAnnetookespecialcarethatheshouldnevermeetheralone,andtoinsurethisheringenuitywasinconstantexercise。Thereweresomanynooksandwindingsonthemiller’sramblingpremisesthatshecouldneverbesurehewouldnotturnupwithinafootofher,particularlyashisthinshoeswerealmostnoiseless。 OnefineafternoonsheaccompaniedMollyinsearchofelderberriesformakingthefamilywinewhichwasdrunkbyMrs。Loveday,Anne,andanybodywhocouldnotstandtherougherandstrongerliquorsprovidedbythemiller。Afterwalkingratheralongdistanceoverthedowntheycametoagrassyhollow,whereelder-bushesinknotsoftwosandthreesrosefromanunevenbankandhungtheirheadstowardsthesouth,blackandheavywithbunchesoffruit。Thecharmoffruit-gatheringtogirlsisenhancedinthecaseofelderberriesbytheinoffensivesoftnessoftheleaves,boughs,andbark,whichmakesgettingintothebrancheseasyandpleasanttothemostindifferentclimbers。AnneandMollyhadsoongatheredabasketful,andsendingtheservanthomewithit,Anneremainedinthebushpickingandthrowingdownbunchbybunchuponthegrass。Shewassoabsorbedinheroccupationofpullingthetwigstowardsher,andtherustlingoftheirleavessofilledherears,thatitwasagreatsurprisewhen,onturningherhead,sheperceivedasimilarmovementtoherownamongtheboughsoftheadjoiningbush。 Atfirstshethoughttheyweredisturbedbybeingpartlyincontactwiththeboughsofherbush;butinamomentRobertLoveday’sfacepeeredfromthem,atadistanceofaboutayardfromherown。Anneutteredalittleindignant’Well!’recoveredherself,andwentonplucking。Bobthereuponwentonpluckinglikewise。 ’Iampickingelderberriesforyourmother,’saidthelieutenantatlast,humbly。 ’SoIsee。’ ’AndIhappentohavecometothenextbushtoyours。’ ’SoIsee;butnotthereasonwhy。’ Annewasnowinthewesternmostbranchesofthebush,andBobhadleantacrossintotheeasternbranchesofhis。Ingatheringheswayedtowardsher,backagain,forwardagain。 ’Ibegpardon,’hesaid,whenafurtherswingthanusualhadtakenhimalmostincontactwithher。 ’Thenwhydoyoudoit?’ ’Thewindrocksthebough,andtheboughrocksme。’Sheexpressedbyalookheropinionofthisstatementinthefaceofthegentlestbreeze;andBobpursued:’Iamafraidtheberrieswillstainyourprettyhands。’ ’Iweargloves。’ ’Ah,that’saplanIshouldneverhavethoughtof。CanIhelpyou?’ ’Notatall。’ ’Youareoffended:that’swhatthatmeans。’ ’No,’shesaid。 ’Thenwillyoushakehands?’ Annehesitated;thenslowlystretchedoutherhand,whichhetookatonce。’Thatwilldo,’shesaid,findingthathedidnotrelinquishitimmediately。Butashestillheldit,shepulled,theeffectofwhichwastodrawBob’sswayingperson,boughandall,towardsher,andherselftowardshim。 ’Iamafraidtoletgoyourhand,’saidthatofficer,’forifIdoyoursparwillflyback,andyouwillbethrownuponthedeckwithgreatviolence。’ ’Iwishyoutoletmego!’ Heaccordinglydid,andsheflewback,butdidnotbyanymeansfall。 ’ItremindsmeofthetimeswhenIusedtobealoftclingingtoayardnotmuchbiggerthanthistree-stem,inthemid-Atlantic,andthinkingaboutyou。IcouldseeyouinmyfancyasplainasIseeyounow。’ ’Me,orsomeotherwoman!’retortedAnnehaughtily。 ’No!’declaredBob,shakingthebushforemphasis,’I’llprotestthatIdidnotthinkofanybodybutyouallthetimeweweredroppingdownchannel,allthetimewewereoffCadiz,allthetimethroughbattlesandbombardments。Iseemedtoseeyouinthesmoke,and,thinksI,ifIgotoDavy’slocker,whatwillshedo?’ ’Youdidn’tthinkthatwhenyoulandedafterTrafalgar。’ ’Well,now,’saidthelieutenantinareasoningtone;’thatwasacuriousthing。You’llhardlybelieveit,maybe;butwhenamanisawayfromthewomanhelovesbestintheport——world,Imean——hecanhaveasortoftemporaryfeelingforanotherwithoutdisturbingtheoldone,whichflowsalongunderthesameasever。’ ’Ican’tbelieveit,andwon’t,’saidAnnefirmly。 Mollynowappearedwiththeemptybasket,andwhenithadbeenfilledfromtheheaponthegrass,Annewenthomewithher,biddingLovedayafrigidadieu。 Thesameevening,whenBobwasabsent,themillerproposedthattheyshouldallthreegotoanupperwindowofthehouse,togetadistantviewofsomerocketsandilluminationswhichweretobeexhibitedinthetownandharbourinhonouroftheKing,whohadreturnedthisyearasusual。Theyaccordinglywentupstairstoanemptyattic,placedchairsagainstthewindow,andputoutthelight;Annesittinginthemiddle,hermothercloseby,andthemillerbehind,smoking。Nosignofanypyrotechnicdisplaywasvisibleovertheportasyet,andMrs。Lovedaypassedthetimebytalkingtothemiller,whorepliedinmonosyllables。WhilethiswasgoingonAnnefanciedthatsheheardsomeoneapproach,andpresentlyfeltsurethatBobwasdrawingnearherinthesurroundingdarkness;butastheothertwohadnoticednothingshesaidnotaword。 Allatoncetheswarthyexpanseofsouthwardskywasbrokenbytheblazeofseveralrocketssimultaneouslyascendingfromdifferentshipsintheroads。Attheverysamemomentawarmmysterioushandslippedroundherown,andgaveitagentlesqueeze。 ’Odear!’saidAnne,withasuddenstartaway。 ’Hownervousyouare,child,tobestartledbyfireworkssofaroff,’saidMrs。Loveday。 ’Ineversawrocketsbefore,’murmuredAnne,recoveringfromhersurprise。 Mrs。Lovedaypresentlyspokeagain。’IwonderwhathasbecomeofBob?’ Annedidnotreply,beingmuchexercisedintryingtogetherhandawayfromtheonethatimprisonedit;andwhateverthemillerthoughthekepttohimself,becauseitdisturbedhissmokingtospeak。 Anotherbatchofrocketswentup。’OInever!’saidAnne,inahalf-suppressedtone,springinginherchair。Asecondhandhadwiththeriseoftherocketsleaptroundherwaist。 ’Poorgirl,youcertainlymusthavechangeofsceneatthisrate,’ saidMrs。Loveday。 ’IsupposeImust,’murmuredthedutifuldaughter。 ForsomeminutesnothingfurtheroccurredtodisturbAnne’sserenity。Thenaslow,quiet’a-hem’camefromtheobscurityoftheapartment。 ’What,Bob?Howlonghaveyoubeenthere?’inquiredMrs。Loveday。 ’Notlong,’saidthelieutenantcoolly。’Iheardyouwereallhere,andcreptupquietly,nottodisturbye。’ ’Whydon’tyouwearheelstoyourshoeslikeChristianpeople,andnotcreepaboutsolikeacat?’ ’Well,itkeepsyourfloorscleantogoslip-shod。’ ’That’strue。’ MeanwhileAnnewasgentlybutfirmlytryingtopullBob’sarmfromherwaist,herdistressfuldifficultybeingthatinfreeingherwaistsheenslavedherhand,andingettingherhandfreesheenslavedherwaist。Findingthestruggleafutileone,owingtotheinvisibilityofherantagonist,andherwishtokeepitsnaturesecretfromtheothertwo,shearose,andsayingthatshedidnotcaretoseeanymore,feltherwaydownstairs。Bobfollowed,leavingLovedayandhiswifetothemselves。 ’DearAnne,’hebegan,whenhehadgotdown,andsawherinthecandle-lightofthelargeroom。Butsheadroitlypassedoutattheotherdoor,atwhichhetookacandleandfollowedhertothesmallroom。’DearAnne,doletmespeak,’herepeated,assoonastheraysrevealedherfigure。Butshepassedintothebakehousebeforehecouldsaymore;whereuponheperseveringlydidthesame。Lookingroundforherhereheperceivedherattheendoftheroom,wheretherewerenomeansofexitwhatever。 ’DearAnne,’hebeganagain,settingdownthecandle,’youmusttrytoforgiveme;reallyyoumust。Iloveyouthebestofanybodyinthewide,wideworld。Trytoforgiveme;come!’Andheimploringlytookherhand。 Anne’sbosombegantosurgeandfalllikeasmalltide,hereyesremainingfixeduponthefloor;till,whenLovedayventuredtodrawherslightlytowardshim,sheburstoutcrying。’Idon’tlikeyou,Bob;Idon’t!’shesuddenlyexclaimedbetweenhersobs。’Ididonce,butIdon’tnow——Ican’t,Ican’t;youhavebeenverycrueltome!’Sheviolentlyturnedaway,weeping。 ’Ihave,Ihavebeenterriblybad,Iknow,’answeredBob,conscience-strickenbyhergrief。’But——ifyoucouldonlyforgiveme——IpromisethatI’llneverdoanythingtogrieve’eeagain。Doyouforgiveme,Anne?’ Anne’sonlyreplywascryingandshakingherhead。 ’Let’smakeitup。Come,saywehavemadeitup,dear。’ Shewithdrewherhand,andstillkeepinghereyesburiedinherhandkerchief,said’No。’