第43章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5409更新时间:18/12/26 16:58:32
Anne’sconvictionofherlossincreasedwiththedarkeningoftheearlywintertime。Bobwasnotacautiousmanwhowouldavoidneedlessexposure,andahundredandfiftyoftheVictory’screwhadbeendisabledorslain。AnybodywhohadlookedintoherroomatthistimewouldhaveseenthatherfavouritereadingwastheofficefortheBurialoftheDeadatSea,beginning’Wethereforecommithisbodytothedeep。’InthesefirstdaysofDecemberseveralofthevictoriousfleetcameintoport;butnottheVictory。Manysupposedthatthatnobleship,disabledbythebattle,hadgonetothebottominthesubsequenttempestuousweather;andthebeliefwasperseveredintillitwastoldinthetownandportthatshehadbeenseenpassinguptheChannel。TwodayslatertheVictoryarrivedatPortsmouth。 ThenlettersfromsurvivorsbegantoappearinthepublicprintswhichJohnsoregularlybroughttoAnne;butthoughhewatchedthemailswithunceasingvigilancetherewasneveraletterfromBob。 ItsometimescrossedJohn’smindthathisbrothermightstillbealiveandwell,andthatinhiswishtoabidebyhisexpressedintentionofgivingupAnneandhomelifehewasdeliberatelylaxinwriting。Ifso,Bobwascarryingouttheideatoothoughtlesslybyhalf,ascouldbeseenbywatchingtheeffectsofsuspenseuponthefairfaceofthevictim,andtheanxietyoftherestofthefamily。 ItwasacleardayinDecember。Thefirstslightsnowoftheseasonhadbeensiftedovertheearth,andonesideoftheapple-treebranchesinthemiller’sgardenwastouchedwithwhite,thoughafewleaveswerestilllingeringonthetopsoftheyoungertrees。A shortsailoroftheRoyalNavy,whowasnotBob,noranythinglikehim,crossedthemillcourtandcametothedoor。Themillerhastenedoutandbroughthimintotheroom,whereJohn,Mrs。 Loveday,andAnneGarlandwereallpresent。 ’I’mfromaboardtheVictory,’saidthesailor。’Myname’sJimCornick。Andyourladisaliveandwell。’ Theybreathedratherthanspoketheirthankfulnessandrelief,themiller’seyesbeingmoistasheturnedasidetocalmhimself;whileAnne,havingfirstjumpedupwildlyfromherseat,sankbackagainunderthealmostinsupportablejoythattrembledthroughherlimbstoherutmostfinger。 ’I’vecomefromSpitheadtoPos’ham,’thesailorcontinued,’andnowIamgoingontofatheratBudmouth。’ ’Ah!——Iknowyourfather,’criedthetrumpet-major,’oldJamesCornick。’ ItwasthemanwhohadbroughtAnneinhislerretfromPortlandBill。 ’AndBobhasn’tgotascratch?’saidthemiller。 ’Notascratch,’saidCornick。 Lovedaythenbustledofftodrawthevisitorsomethingtodrink。 AnneGarland,withaglowingblushonherface,hadgonetothebackpartoftheroom,whereshewastheveryembodimentofsweetcontentassheslightlyswayedherselfwithoutspeaking。Alittletideofhappinessseemedtoebbandflowthroughherinlisteningtothesailor’swords,movingherfigurewithit。TheseamanandJohnwentonconversing。 ’Bobhadagooddealtodowithbarricadingthehawse-holesaforewewereinaction,andtheAdm’landCap’nbothwereverymuchpleasedathow’twasdone。WhentheAdm’lwentupthequarter-deckladder,Cap’nHardysaidawordortwotoBob,butwhatitwasIdon’tknow,forIwasquarteredatagunsomewaysoff。However,BobsawtheAdm’lstaggerwhen’awaswownded,andwasoneofthemenwhocarriedhimtothecockpit。AfterthatheandsomeotherladsjumpedaboardtheFrenchship,andIbelievetheywasinherwhenshestruckherflag。What’adidnextIcan’tsay,forthewindhaddropped,andthesmokewaslikeacloud。But’agotagooddealtalkedabout;andtheysaythere’spromotioninstorefor’n。’ AtthispointinthestoryJimCornickstoppedtodrink,andalowunconscioushummingcamefromAnneinherdistantcorner;thefaintmelodycontinuedmoreorlesswhentheconversationbetweenthesailorandtheLovedayswasrenewed。 ’WeheardaforethattheVictorywasnearknockedtopieces,’saidthemiller。 ’Knockedtopieces?You’dsaysoifsobeyoucouldseeher!Gad,hersidesbebatteredlikeanoldpennypiece;theshotbestillstickinginherwales,andhersailsbelikesomanyclap-nets:wehaverunallthewayhomeunderjurytopmasts;andasforherdecks,youmayswabwi’hotwater,andyoumayswabwi’cold,butthere’stheblood-stains,andtherethey’llbide……TheCap’nhadanarrowescape,likemanyo’therest——ashotshavedhisanklelikearazor。Youshouldhaveseenthatman’sfaceintheheto’battle,hisfeatureswereasifthey’dbeencastinsteel。’ ’WeratherexpectedaletterfromBobbeforethis。’ ’Well,’saidJimCornick,withasmileoftoleration,’youmustmakeallowances。Thetrutho’tis,he’sengagedjustnowatPortsmouth,likeagoodmanyoftherestfromourship……’Tisaveryniceyoungwomanthathe’sacourtingof,andImakenodoubtthatshe’llbeanexcellentwifeforhim。’ ’Ah!’saidMrs。Loveday,inawarningtone。 ’Courting——wife?’saidthemiller。 TheyinstinctivelylookedtowardsAnne。Annehadstartedasifshakenbyaninvisiblehand,andathickmistofdoubtseemedtoobscuretheintelligenceofhereyes。Thiswasbutfortwoorthreemoments。Verypale,shearoseandwentrightuptotheseaman。 Johngentlytriedtointercepther,butshepassedhimby。 ’DoyouspeakofRobertLovedayascourtingawife?’sheasked,withouttheleastbetrayalofemotion。 ’Ididn’tseeyou,miss,’repliedCornick,turning。’Yes,yourbrotherhev’hiseyeonawife,andhedeservesone。Ihopeyoudon’tmind?’ ’Notintheleast,’shesaid,withastagelaugh。’Iaminterested,naturally。Andwhatisshe?’ ’Averyniceyoungmaster-baker’sdaughter,honey。Averywisechoiceoftheyoungman’s。’ ’Isshefairordark?’ ’Herhairisratherlight。’ ’Ilikelighthair;andhername?’ ’HernameisCaroline。Butcanitbethatmystoryhurtsye?Ifso——’ ’Yes,yes,’saidJohn,interposinganxiously。’Wedon’tcareformorejustatthismoment。’ ’WeDOcareformore!’saidAnnevehemently。’Tellitall,sailor。 Thatisaveryprettyname,Caroline。Whenaretheygoingtobemarried?’ ’Idon’tknowashowthedayissettled,’answeredJim,evennowscarcelyconsciousofthedevastationhewascausinginonefairbreast。’Butfromtheratethecourtingisscuddingalongat,I shouldsayitwon’tbelongfirst。’ ’Ifyouseehimwhenyougoback,givehimmybestwishes,’shelightlysaid,asshemovedaway。’And,’sheadded,withsolemnbitterness,’saythatIamgladtohearheismakingsuchgooduseofthefirstdaysofhisescapefromtheValleyoftheShadowofDeath!’Shewentaway,expressingindifferencebyaudiblysinginginthedistance—— ’Shallwegodancetheround,theround,theround,Shallwegodancetheround?’ ’Yoursisterislivelyatthenews,’observedJimCornick。 ’Yes,’murmuredJohngloomily,ashegnawedhislowerlipandkepthiseyesfixedonthefire。 ’Well,’continuedthemanfromtheVictory,’Iwon’tsaythatyourbrother’sintendedha’n’tgotsomeballast,whichisveryluckyfor’n,ashemighthavepickedupwithagirlwithoutasinglecoppernail。Tobesuretherewasatimewehadwhenwegotintoport!Itwasopenhouseforusall!’AndaftermentallyregardingthesceneforafewsecondsJimemptiedhiscupandrosetogo。 Themillerwassayingsomelastwordstohimoutsidethehouse,Anne’svoicehadhardlyceasedsingingupstairs,Johnwasstandingbythefireplace,andMrs。Lovedaywascrossingtheroomtojoinherdaughter,whosemannerhadgivenhersomeuneasiness,whenanoisecamefromabovetheceiling,asofsomeheavybodyfalling。Mrs。 Lovedayrushedtothestaircase,saying,’Ah,Ifearedsomething!’ andshewasfollowedbyJohn。 WhentheyenteredAnne’sroom,whichtheybothdidalmostatonemoment,theyfoundherlyinginsensibleuponthefloor。Thetrumpet-major,hislipstightlyclosed,liftedherinhisarms,andlaidheruponthebed;afterwhichhewentbacktothedoortogiveroomtohermother,whowasbendingoverthegirlwithsomehartshorn。 PresentlyMrs。Lovedaylookedupandsaidtohim,’Sheisonlyinafaint,John,andhercolouriscomingback。Nowleavehertome;I willbedownstairsinafewminutes,andtellyouhowsheis。’ Johnlefttheroom。Whenhegainedthelowerapartmenthisfatherwasstandingbythechimney-piece,thesailorhavinggone。Thetrumpet-majorwentuptothefire,and,graspingtheedgeofthehighchimney-shelf,stoodsilent。 ’DidIhearanoisewhenIwentout?’askedtheelder,inatoneofmisgiving。 ’Yes,youdid,’saidJohn。’Itwasshe,buthermothersayssheisbetternow。Father,’headdedimpetuously,’Bobisaworthlessblockhead!Iftherehadbeenanygoodinhimhewouldhavebeendrownedyearsago!’ ’John,John——nottoofast,’saidthemiller。’That’sahardthingtosayofyourbrother,andyououghttobeashamedofit。’ ’Well,hetriesmemorethanIcanbear。GoodGod!whatcanamanbemadeoftogoonashedoes?Whydidn’thecomehome;orifhecouldn’tgetleavewhydidn’thewrite?’Tisscandalousofhimtoserveawomanlikethat!’ ’Gently,gently。Thechaphevdonehisdutyasasailor;andthoughtheremighthavebeensomethingbetweenhimandAnne,hermother,intalkingitoverwithme,hassaidmanytimesthatshecouldn’tthinkoftheirmarryingtillBobhadsettleddowninbusinesswithme。 Folksthatgainvictoriesmusthavealittlelibertyallowed’em。 LookattheAdmiralhimself,forthatmatter。’ Johncontinuedlookingattheredcoals,tillhearingMrs。Loveday’sfootonthestaircase,hewenttomeether。 ’Sheisbetter,’saidMrs。Loveday;’butshewon’tcomedownagainto-day。’ CouldJohnhaveheardwhatthepoorgirlwasmoaningtoherselfatthatmomentasshelaywrithingonthebed,hewouldhavedoubtedhermother’sassurance。’IfhehadbeendeadIcouldhaveborneit,butthisIcannotbear!’ MeanwhileSailorCornickhadgoneonhiswayasfarastheforkingroads,wherehemetFestusDerrimanonfoot。Thelatter,attractedbytheseaman’sdress,andbyseeinghimcomefromthemill,atonceaccostedhim。Jim,withthegreatestreadiness,fellintoconversation,andtoldthesamestoryasthathehadrelatedatthemill。 ’BobLovedaygoingtobemarried?’repeatedFestus。 ’Youallseemstruckofaheapwi’that。’ ’No;Ineverheardnewsthatpleasedmemore。’ WhenCornickwasgone,Festus,insteadofpassingstraighton,haltedonthelittlebridgeandmeditated。Bob,beingnowinterestedelsewhere,wouldprobablynotresentthesiegeofAnne’sheartbyanother;therecould,atanyrate,benofurtherpossibilityofthatloomingduelwhichhadtroubledtheyeoman’smindeversincehishorse-playonAnneatthehouseonthedown。TomarchintothemillandproposetoMrs。LovedayforAnnebeforeJohn’sinterestcouldreviveinherwas,tothishero’sthinking,excellentdiscretion。 Thedayhadalreadybeguntodarkenwhenheentered,andthecheerfulfireshonereduponthefloorandwalls。Mrs。Lovedayreceivedhimalone,andaskedhimtotakeaseatbythechimney-corner,alittleoftheoldhankeringforhimasason-in-lawhavingpermanentlyremainedwithher。 ’Yourservant,Mrs。Loveday,’hesaid,’andIwilltellyouatoncewhatIcomefor。YouwillsaythatItaketimebytheforelockwhenIinformyouthatitistopushonmylong-wished-foralliancewi’ yourdaughter,asIbelievesheisnowafreewomanagain。’ ’Thankyou,Mr。Derriman,’saidthemotherplacably。’Butsheisillatpresent。I’llmentionittoherwhensheisbetter。’ ’Askhertoalterhercruel,cruelresolvesagainstme,onthescoreof——ofmyconsumingpassionforher。Inshort,’continuedFestus,droppinghisparlourlanguageinhiswarmth,’I’lltelltheewhat,DameLoveday,Iwantthemaid,andmusthaveher。’ Mrs。Lovedayrepliedthatthatwasveryplainspeaking。 ’Well,’tis。ButBobhasgivenherup。Henevermeanttomarryher。I’lltellyou,Mrs。Loveday,whatIhavenevertoldasoulbefore。IwasstandinguponBudmouthQuayonthatverydayinlastSeptemberthatBobsetsail,andIheardhimsaytohisbrotherJohnthathegaveyourdaughterup。’ ’Thenitwasveryunmannerlyofhimtotriflewithherso,’saidMrs。Lovedaywarmly。’Whodidhegiveherupto?’ Festusrepliedwithhesitation,’HegaveheruptoJohn。’ ’ToJohn?Howcouldhegiveheruptoamanalreadyoverheadandearsinlovewiththatactresswoman?’