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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5681更新时间:18/12/26 16:58:32
Afterthisafrigatecameintoview——theEuryalus——sailinginthesamedirection。Annesatdown,andhereyesneverlefttheships。 ’TellmemoreabouttheVictory,’shesaid。 ’Sheisthebestsailerintheservice,andshecarriesahundredguns。Theheaviestbeonthelowerdeck,thenextsizeonthemiddledeck,thenextonthemainandupperdecks。MysonNed’splaceisonthelowerdeck,becausehe’sshort,andtheyputtheshortmenbelow。’ Bob,thoughnottall,wasnotlikelytobespeciallyselectedforshortness。Shepicturedhimontheupperdeck,inhissnow-whitetrousersandjacketofnavyblue,lookingperhapstowardstheverypointoflandwhereshethenwas。 Thegreatsilentship,withherpopulationofblue-jackets,marines,officers,captain,andtheadmiralwhowasnottoreturnalive,passedlikeaphantomthemeridianoftheBill。Sometimesheraspectwasthatofalargewhitebat,sometimesthatofagreyone。 Inthecourseoftimethewatchinggirlsawthattheshiphadpassedhernearestpoint;thebreadthofhersailsdiminishedbyforeshortening,tillsheassumedtheformofaneggonend。Afterthissomethingseemedtotwinkle,andAnne,whohadpreviouslywithdrawnfromtheoldsailor,wentbacktohim,andlookedagainthroughtheglass。Thetwinklingwasthelightfallinguponthecabinwindowsoftheship’sstern。Sheexplainedittotheoldman。 ’Thenweseenowwhattheenemyhaveseenbutonce。Thatwasinseventy-nine,whenshesightedtheFrenchandSpanishfleetoffScilly,andsheretreatedbecauseshefearedalanding。Well,’tisabraveshipandshecarriesbravemen!’ Anne’stenderbosomheaved,butshesaidnothing,andagainbecameabsorbedincontemplation。 TheVictorywasfastdroppingaway。Shewasonthehorizon,andsoonappearedhulldown。Thatseemedtobelikethebeginningofagreaterendthanherpresentvanishing。AnneGarlandcouldnotstaybythesailoranylonger,andwentaboutastone’s-throwoff,whereshewashiddenbytheinequalityoftheclifffromhisview。Thevesselwasnowexactlyendon,andstoodoutinthedirectionoftheStart,herwidthhavingcontractedtotheproportionofafeather。 Shesatdownagain,andmechanicallytookoutsomebiscuitsthatshehadbrought,foreseeingthatherwaitingmightbelong。Butshecouldnoteatoneofthem;eatingseemedtojarwiththementaltensenessofthemoment;andherundeviatinggazecontinuedtofollowthelessenedshipwiththefidelityofabalancedneedletoamagneticstone,allelseinherbeingmotionless。 ThecoursesoftheVictorywereabsorbedintothemain,thenhertopsailswent,andthenhertop-gallants。Shewasnownomorethanadeadfly’swingonasheetofspider’sweb;andeventhisfragmentdiminished。Annecouldhardlybeartoseetheend,andyetsheresolvednottoflinch。Theadmiral’sflagsankbehindthewateryline,andinaminutetheverytruckofthelasttopmaststoleaway。 TheVictorywasgone。 Anne’slipquiveredasshemurmured,withoutremovingherweteyesfromthevacantandsolemnhorizon,’“Theythatgodowntotheseainships,thatdobusinessingreatwaters——“’ ’“TheseseetheworksoftheLord,andHiswondersinthedeep,“’ wasreturnedbyaman’svoicefrombehindher。 Lookingroundquickly,shesawasoldierstandingthere;andthegraveeyesofJohnLovedaybentonher。 ’’TiswhatIwasthinking,’shesaid,tryingtobecomposed。 ’Youweresayingit,’heansweredgently。 ’WasI?——Ididnotknowit……Howcameyouhere?’shepresentlyadded。 ’Ihavebeenbehindyouagoodwhile;butyouneverturnedround。’ ’Iwasdeeplyoccupied,’shesaidinanundertone。 ’Yes——Itoocametoseehimpass。IheardthismorningthatLordNelsonhadembarked,andIknewatoncethattheywouldsailimmediately。TheVictoryandEuryalusaretojointherestofthefleetatPlymouth。Therewasagreatcrowdofpeopleassembledtoseetheadmiraloff;theycheeredhimandtheshipasshedroppeddown。Hetookhiscoffinonboardwithhim,theysay。’ ’Hiscoffin!’saidAnne,turningdeadlypale。’Somethingterrible,then,ismeantbythat!O,whywouldBobgointhatship?doomedtodestructionfromtheverybeginninglikethis!’ ’ItwashisdeterminationtosailunderCaptainHardy,andundernooneelse,’saidJohn。’Theremaybehotwork;butwemusthopeforthebest。’Andobservinghowwretchedshelooked,headded,’Butwon’tyouletmehelpyouback?IfyoucanwalkasfarasHopeCoveitwillbeenough。Alerretisgoingfromthereacrossthebayhomewardtotheharbourinthecourseofanhour;itbelongstoamanIknow,andtheycantakeonepassenger,Iamsure。’ SheturnedherbackupontheChannel,andbyhishelpsoonreachedtheplaceindicated。Theboatwaslyingthereashehadsaid。ShefoundittobelongtotheoldmanwhohadbeenwithherattheBill,andwasinchargeofhistwoyoungersons。Thetrumpet-majorhelpedherintoitovertheslipperyblocksofstone,oneoftheyoungmenspreadhisjacketforhertositon,andassoonastheypulledfromshoreJohnclimbeduptheblue-greycliff,anddisappearedoverthetop,toreturntothemainlandbyroad。 Annewasinthetownbythreeo’clock。Thetripinthesternofthelerrethadquiterefreshedher,withthehelpofthebiscuits,whichshehadatlastbeenabletoeat。ThevanfromtheporttoOvercombedidnotstarttillfouro’clock,andfeelingnofurtherinterestinthegaietiesoftheplace,shestrolledonpasttheKing’shousetotheoutskirts,hermindsettlingdownagainuponthepossiblysadfateoftheVictorywhenshefoundherselfalone。Shedidnothurryon;andfindingthatevennowtherewantedanotherhalf-hourtothecarrier’stime,sheturnedintoalittlelanetoescapetheinspectionofthenumerouspassers-by。Hereallwasquitelonelyandstill,andshesatdownunderawillow-tree,absentlyregardingthelandscape,whichhadbeguntoputontherichtonesofdecliningsummer,butwhichtoherwasashollowandfadedasatheatrebyday。Shecouldholdoutnolonger;buryingherfaceinherhands,sheweptwithoutrestraint。 Someyardsbehindherwasalittlespringofwater,havingastonemarginroundittopreventthecattlefromtreadinginthesidesandfillingitupwithdirt。Whileshewept,twoelderlygentlemenenteredunperceiveduponthescene,andwalkedontothespring’sbrink。Heretheypausedandlookedin,afterwardsmovingroundit,andthenstoopingasiftosmellortasteitswaters。Thespringwas,infact,asulphurousone,thenrecentlydiscoveredbyaphysicianwholivedintheneighbourhood;anditwasbeginningtoattractsomeattention,havingbycommonreportcontributedtoeffectsuchwonderfulcuresasalmostpassedbelief。Afteraconsiderablediscussion,apparentlyonhowthepoolmightbeimprovedforbetteruse,oneofthetwoelderlygentlementurnedaway,leavingtheotherstillprobingthespringwithhiscane。Thefirststranger,whoworeabluecoatwithgiltbuttons,cameoninthedirectionofAnneGarland,andseeinghersadposturewentquicklyuptoher,andsaidabruptly,’Whatisthematter?’ Anne,whoinhergriefhadobservednothingofthegentlemen’spresence,withdrewherhandkerchieffromhereyesandstartedtoherfeet。SheinstantlyrecognisedherinterrogatorastheKing。 ’What,what,crying?’hisMajestyinquiredkindly。’Howisthis!’ ’I——haveseenadearfriendgoaway,sir,’shefaltered,withdowncasteyes。 ’Ah——partingsaresad——verysad——forusall。Youmusthopeyourfriendwillreturnsoon。Whereisheorshegone?’ ’Idon’tknow,yourMajesty。’ ’Don’tknow——howisthat?’ ’HeisasailoronboardtheVictory。’ ’Thenhehasreasontobeproud,’saidtheKingwithinterest。’Heisyourbrother?’ Annetriedtoexplainwhathewas,butcouldnot,andblushedwithpainfulheat。 ’Well,well,well;whatishisname?’ InspiteofAnne’sconfusionandlowspirits,herwomanlyshrewdnesstoldheratoncethatnoharmcouldbedonebyrevealingBob’sname; andsheanswered,’HisnameisRobertLoveday,sir。’ ’Loveday——agoodname。Ishallnotforgetit。Nowdryyourcheeks,anddon’tcryanymore。Loveday——RobertLoveday。’ Annecurtseyed,theKingsmiledgood-humouredly,andturnedtorejoinhiscompanion,whowasafterwardsheardtobeDr——,thephysicianinattendanceatGloucesterLodge。Thisgentlemanhadinthemeantimefilledasmallphialwiththemedicinalwater,whichhecarefullyplacedinhispocket;andontheKingcominguptheyretiredtogetheranddisappeared。ThereuponAnne,nowthoroughlyaroused,followedthesamewaywithagingerlytread,justintimetoseethemgetintoacarriagewhichwasinwaitingattheturningofthelane。 Shequiteforgotthecarrier,andeverythingelseinconnexionwithridinghome。Flyingalongtheroadrapidlyandunconsciously,whensheawoketoasenseofherwhereaboutsshewassoneartoOvercombeastomakethecarriernotworthwaitingfor。ShehadbeenborneupinthishastyspurtattheendofawearydaybyvisionsofBobpromotedtotherankofadmiral,orsomethingequallywonderful,bytheKing’sspecialcommand,thechiefresultofthepromotionbeing,inherarrangementofthepiece,thathewouldstayathomeandgotoseanomore。Butshewasnotagirlwhoindulgedinextravagantfancieslong,andbeforeshereachedhomeshethoughtthattheKinghadprobablyforgottenherbythattime,andhertroubles,andherlover’sname。 XXXV。ASAILORENTERS TheremainingfortnightofthemonthofSeptemberpassedaway,withageneraldeclinefromthesummer’sexcitements。Theroyalfamilyleftthewatering-placethefirstweekinOctober,theGermanLegionwiththeirartilleryaboutthesametime。Thedragoonsstillremainedatthebarracksjustoutofthetown,andJohnLovedaybroughttoAnneeverynewspaperthathecouldlayhandson,especiallysuchascontainedanyfragmentofshippingnews。Thisthrewthemmuchtogether;andatthesetimesJohnwasoftenawkwardandconfused,onaccountoftheunwontedstressofconcealinghisgreatloveforher。 HerinterestshadgrandlydevelopedfromthelimitsofOvercombeandthetownlifehardby,toanextensivenesstrulyEuropean。DuringthewholemonthofOctober,however,notasinglegrainofinformationreachedher,oranybodyelse,concerningNelsonandhisblockadingsquadronoffCadiz。TherewerethecustomarybadjokesaboutBuonaparte,especiallywhenitwasfoundthatthewholeFrencharmyhadturneditsbackuponBoulogneandsetoutfortheRhine。 ThencameaccountsofhismarchthroughGermanyandintoAustria; butnotawordabouttheVictory。 AtthebeginningofautumnJohnbroughtnewswhichfearfullydepressedher。TheAustrianGeneralMackhadcapitulatedwithhiswholearmy。Thenwererevivedtheoldmisgivingsastoinvasion。 ’Insteadofhavingtocopewithhimwearywithwaiting,weshallhavetoencounterThisManfreshfromthefieldsofvictory,’ranthenewspaperarticle。 Buttheweekwhichhadledoffwithsuchadrearypipingwastoendinanotherkey。OntheverydaywhenMack’sarmywaspilingarmsatthefeetofitsconqueror,ablowhadbeenstruckbyBobLovedayandhiscomradeswhicheternallyshatteredtheenemy’sforcebysea。 FourdaysafterthereceiptoftheAustriannewsCorporalTullidgeranintothemiller’shousetoinformhimthatonthepreviousMonday,ateleveninthemorning,thePickleschooner,LieutenantLapenotiere,hadarrivedatFalmouthwithdespatchesfromthefleet; thatthestage-coachesonthehighwaythroughWessextoLondonwerechalkedwiththewords’GreatVictory!’’GloriousTriumph!’andsoon;andthatallthecountrypeoplewerewildtoknowparticulars。 OnFridayafternoonJohnarrivedwithauthenticnewsofthebattleoffCapeTrafalgar,andthedeathofNelson。CaptainHardywasalive,thoughhisescapehadbeennarrowenough,hisshoe-bucklehavingbeencarriedawaybyashot。ItwasfearedthattheVictoryhadbeenthesceneoftheheaviestslaughteramongalltheshipsengaged,butasyetnoreturnsofkilledandwoundedhadbeenissued,beyondaroughlistofthenumbersinsomeoftheships。 ThesuspenseofthelittlehouseholdinOvercombeMillwasgreatintheextreme。Johncamethitherdailyformorethanaweek;butnofurtherparticularsreachedEnglandtilltheendofthattime,andthenonlythemeagreintelligencethattherehadbeenagaleimmediatelyafterthebattle,andthatmanyoftheprizeshadbeenlost。Annesaidlittletoallthesethings,andpreservedasuperstratumofcalmnessonhercountenance;butsomeinnervoiceseemedtowhispertoherthatBobwasnomore。MillerLovedaydrovetoPos’hamseveraltimestolearniftheCaptain’ssistershadreceivedanymoredefinitetidingsthantheseflyingreports;butthatfamilyhadheardnothingwhichcouldinanywayrelievethemiller’sanxiety。Whenatlast,attheendofNovember,thereappearedafinalandrevisedlistofkilledandwoundedasissuedbyAdmiralCollingwood,itwasauselesssheettotheLovedays。Totheirgreatpainitcontainednonamesbutthoseofofficers,thefriendsofordinaryseamenandmarinesbeinginthosegoodolddayslefttodiscovertheirlossesasbesttheymight。