第40章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5362更新时间:18/12/26 16:58:32
Lovedaythenpassedontotheharbour,whereheremainedawhile,lookingatthebusysceneofloadingandunloadingcraftandswabbingthedecksofyachts;attheboatsandbargesrubbingagainstthequaywall,andatthehousesofthemerchants,someancientstructuresofsolidstone,othersgreen-shutteredwithheavywoodenbow-windowswhichappearedasifabouttodropintotheharbourbytheirownweight。Allthesethingshegazedupon,andthoughtofonething——thathehadcausedgreatmiserytohisbrotherJohn。 Thetownclockstruck,andBobretracedhisstepstillheagainapproachedtheEsplanadeandGloucesterLodge,wherethemorningsunblazedinuponthehousefronts,andnotaspotofshadeseemedtobeattainable。Ahuzzaingattractedhisattention,andheobservedthatanumberofpeoplehadgatheredbeforetheKing’sresidence,whereabrowncurriclehadstopped,outofwhichsteppedahalemanintheprimeoflife,wearingablueuniform,giltepaulettes,cockedhat,andsword,whocrossedthepavementandwentin。Bobwentupandjoinedthegroup。’What’sgoingon?’hesaid。 ’CaptainHardy,’repliedabystander。 ’Whatofhim?’ ’Justgonein——waitingtoseetheKing。’ ’ButthecaptainisintheWestIndies?’ ’No。Thefleetiscomehome;theycan’tfindtheFrenchanywhere。’ ’Willtheygoandlookforthemagain?’askedBob。 ’Oyes。Nelsonisdeterminedtofind’em。Assoonashe’srefittedhe’llputtoseaagain。Ah,here’stheKingcomingin。’ BobwassointerestedinwhathehadjustheardthathescarcelynoticedthearrivaloftheKing,andabodyofattendantgentlemen。 Hewentonthinkingofhisnewknowledge;CaptainHardywascome。 Hewasdoubtlessstayingwithhisfamilyattheirsmallmanor-houseatPos’ham,afewmilesfromOvercombe,whereheusuallyspenttheintervalsbetweenhisdifferentcruises。 Lovedayreturnedtothemillwithoutfurtherdelay;andshortlyexplainingthatJohnwasverywell,andwouldcomesoon,wentontotalkofthearrivalofNelson’scaptain。 ’Andishecomeatlast?’saidthemiller,throwinghisthoughtsyearsbackward。’WellcanImindwhenhefirstlefthometogoonboardtheHelenaasmidshipman!’ ’That’snotmuchtoremember。Icanrememberittoo,’saidMrs。 Loveday。 ’’Tismorethantwentyyearsagoanyhow。Andmorethanthat,Icanmindwhenhewasborn;Iwasalad,servingmy’prenticeshipatthetime。Hehasbeeninthishouseoftenandoftenwhen’awasyoung。 Whenhecamehomeafterhisfirstvoyagehestayedaboutherealongtime,andusedtolookinatthemillwheneverhewentpast。“Whatwillyoubenext,sir?“saidmothertohimonedayashestoodwithhisbacktothedoorpost。“Alieutenant,DameLoveday,“sayshe。 “Andwhatnext?“saysshe。“Acommander。““Andnext?““Next,post-captain。““Andthen?““Thenitwillbealmosttimetodie。“ I’dwarrantthathe’dmindittothisverydayifyouweretoaskhim。’ Bobheardallthiswithamannerofpreoccupation,andsoonretiredtothemill。Thencehewenttohisroombythebackpassage,andtakinghisoldseafaringgarmentsfromadarkclosetinthewallconveyedthemtotheloftatthetopofthemill,whereheoccupiedtheremainingsparemomentsofthedayinbrushingthemildewfromtheirfolds,andhangingeacharticlebythewindowtogetaired。 Intheeveninghereturnedtotheloft,anddressinghimselfintheoldsaltsuit,wentoutofthehouseunobservedbyanybody,andascendedtheroadtowardsCaptainHardy’snativevillageandpresenttemporaryhome。 Theshadelessdownswerenowbrownwiththedroughtsofthepassingsummer,andfewlivingthingsmethisview,thenaturalrotundityoftheelevationbeingonlyoccasionallydisturbedbythepresenceofabarrow,athorn-bush,orapieceofdrywallwhichremainedfromsomeattemptedenclosure。Bythetimethathereachedthevillageitwasdark,andthelargerstarshadbeguntoshinewhenhewalkeduptothedooroftheold-fashionedhousewhichwasthefamilyresidenceofthisbranchoftheSouth-WessexHardys。 ’Willthecaptainallowmetowaitonhimto-night?’inquiredLoveday,explainingwhoandwhathewas。 Theservantwentawayforafewminutes,andthentoldBobthathemightseethecaptaininthemorning。 ’Ifthat’sthecase,I’llcomeagain,’repliedBob,quitecheerfulthatfailurewasnotabsolute。 HehadleftthedoorbutafewstepswhenhewascalledbackandaskedifhehadwalkedallthewayfromOvercombeMillonpurpose。 Lovedayrepliedmodestlythathehaddoneso。 ’Thenwillyoucomein?’Hefollowedthespeakerintoasmallstudyoroffice,andinaminuteortwoCaptainHardyentered。 Thecaptainatthistimewasabachelorofthirty-five,ratherstoutinbuild,withlighteyes,bushyeyebrows,asquarebroadface,plentyofchin,andamouthwhosecornersplayedbetweenhumourandgrimness。HesurveyedLovedayfromtoptotoe。 ’RobertLoveday,sir,sonofthemilleratOvercombe,’saidBob,makingalowbow。 ’Ah!Irememberyourfather,Loveday,’thegallantseamanreplied。 ’Well,whatdoyouwanttosaytome?’SeeingthatBobfounditratherdifficulttobegin,heleantleisurelyagainstthemantelpiece,andwenton,’Isyourfatherwellandhearty?Ihavenotseenhimformany,manyyears。’ ’Quitewell,thank’ee。’ ’Youusedtohaveabrotherinthearmy,Ithink?Whatwashisname——John?Averyfinefellow,ifIrecollect。’ ’Yes,cap’n;he’stherestill。’ ’Andyouareinthemerchant-service?’ ’LatefirstmateofthebrigPewit。’ ’Howisityou’renotonboardaman-of-war?’ ’Ay,sir,that’sthethingI’vecomeabout,’saidBob,recoveringconfidence。’Ishouldhavebeen,but’tiswomankindhashamperedme。I’vewaitedandwaitedonathomebecauseofayoungwoman—— lady,Imighthavesaid,forshe’ssprungfromahigherclassofsocietythanI。Herfatherwasalandscapepainter——maybeyou’veheardofhim,sir?ThenameisGarland。’ ’Hepaintedthatviewofourvillagehere,’saidCaptainHardy,lookingtowardsadarklittlepictureinthecorneroftheroom。 Boblooked,andwenton,asiftothepicture,’Well,sir,Ihavefoundthat——However,thepress-gangcameaweekortwoago,anddidn’tgetholdofme。Ididn’tcaretogoaboardasapressedman。’ ’Therehasbeenasevereimpressment。Itisofcourseadisagreeablenecessity,butitcan’tbehelped。’ ’Sincethen,sir,somethinghashappenedthatmakesmewishtheyhadfoundme,andIhavecometo-nighttoaskifIcouldenteronboardyourshiptheVictory。’ Thecaptainshookhisheadseverely,andpresentlyobserved:’Iamgladtofindthatyouthinkofenteringtheservice,Loveday;smartmenarebadlywanted。Butitwillnotbeinyourpowertochooseyourship。’ ’Well,well,sir;thenImusttakemychanceelsewhere,’saidBob,hisfaceindicatingthedisappointmenthewouldnotfullyexpress。 ’’TwasonlythatIfeltIwouldmuchratherserveunderyouthananybodyelse,myfatherandallofusbeingknowntoye,CaptainHardy,andourfamiliesbelongingtothesameparts。’ CaptainHardytookBob’saltitudemorecarefully。’Areyouagoodpracticalseaman?’heaskedmusingly。 ’Ay,sir;IbelieveIam。’ ’Active?Fondofskylarking?’ ’Well,Idon’tknowaboutthelast。IthinkIcansayIamactiveenough。Icouldwalktheyard-arm,ifrequired,crossfrommasttomastbythestays,anddowhatmostfellowsdowhocallthemselvesspry。’ Thecaptainthenputsomequestionsaboutthedetailsofnavigation,whichLoveday,havingluckilybeenusedtosquarerigs,answeredsatisfactorily。’Astoreefingtopsails,’headded,’ifIdon’tdoitlikeaflashoflightning,Icandoitsothattheywillstandblowingweather。ThePewitwasnotadullvessel,andwhenwewereconvoyedhomefromLisbon,shecouldkeepwellinsightofthefrigatescuddingatadistance,byputtingonfullsail。Wehadenoughhandsaboardtoreeftopsailsman-o’-warfashion,whichisararethinginthesedays,sir,nowthatableseamenaresoscarceontradingcraft。AndIhearthatmenfromsquare-riggedvesselsarelikedmuchthebestinthenavy,asbeingmorereadyforuse?SothatIshouldn’tbealtogethersoraw,’saidBobearnestly,’ifI couldenteronyourship,sir。Still,ifIcan’t,Ican’t。’ ’Imightaskforyou,Loveday,’saidthecaptainthoughtfully,’andsogetyoutherethatway。Inshort,IthinkImaysayIwillaskforyou。Soconsideritsettled。’ ’Mythankstoyou,sir,’saidLoveday。 ’YouareawarethattheVictoryisasmartship,andthatcleanlinessandorderare,ofnecessity,morestrictlyinsistedupontherethaninsomeothers?’ ’Sir,Iquiteseeit。’ ’Well,Ihopeyouwilldoyourdutyaswellonaline-of-battleshipasyoudidwhenmateofthebrig,foritisadutythatmaybeserious。’ Bobrepliedthatitshouldbehisoneendeavour;andreceivingafewinstructionsforgettingonboardtheguard-ship,andbeingconveyedtoPortsmouth,heturnedtogoaway。 ’You’llhaveastiffwalkbeforeyoufetchOvercombeMillthisdarknight,Loveday,’concludedthecaptain,peeringoutofthewindow。 ’I’llsendyouinaglassofgrogtohelp’eeonyourway。’ ThecaptainthenleftBobtohimself,andwhenhehaddrunkthegrogthatwasbroughtinhestartedhomeward,withaheartnotexactlylight,butlargewithapatrioticcheerfulness,whichhadnotdiminishedwhen,afterwalkingsofastinhisexcitementastobebeadedwithperspiration,heenteredhisfather’sdoor。 Theywereallsittingupforhim,andathisapproachanxiouslyraisedtheirsleepyeyes,foritwasnearlyeleveno’clock。 ’There;Iknewhe’dnotbemuchlonger!’criedAnne,jumpingupandlaughing,inherrelief。’Theyhavebeenthinkingyouwereverystrangeandsilenttoday,Bob;youwerenot,wereyou?’ ’What’sthematter,Bob?’saidthemiller;forBob’scountenancewassublimedbyhisrecentinterview,likethatofapriestjustcomefromthepenetraliaofthetemple。 ’He’sinhismate’sclothes,justaswhenhecamehome!’observedMrs。Loveday。 Theyallsawnowthathehadsomethingtotell。’Iamgoingaway,’ hesaidwhenhehadsatdown。’Iamgoingtoenteronboardaman-of-war,andperhapsitwillbetheVictory。’ ’Going?’saidAnnefaintly。 ’Now,don’tyoumindit,there’sadear,’hewentonsolemnly,takingherhandinhisown。’Andyou,father,don’tyoubegintotakeittoheart’(themillerwaslookinggrave)。’Thepress-ganghasbeenhere,andthoughIshowedthemthatIwasafreeman,IamgoingtoshoweverybodythatIcandomyduty。’ Neitheroftheotherthreeanswered,Anneandthemillerhavingtheireyesbentupontheground,andtheformertryingtorepresshertears。 ’Nowdon’tyougrieve,eitherofyou,’hecontinued;’norvexyourselvesthatthishashappened。Pleasenottobeangrywithme,father,fordesertingyouandthemill,whereyouwantme,forI MUSTGO。Forthesethreeyearsweandtherestofthecountryhavebeeninfearoftheenemy;tradehasbeenhindered;poorfolkmadehungry;andmanyrichfolkmadepoor。Theremustbeadeliverance,anditmustbedonebysea。IhaveseenCaptainHardy,andIshallserveunderhimifsobeIcan。’ ’CaptainHardy?’ ’Yes。IhavebeentohishouseatPos’ham,wherehe’sstayingwithhissisters;walkedthereandback,andIwouldn’thavemisseditforfiftyguineas。Ihardlythoughthewouldseeme;buthedidseeme。Andhehasn’tforgotyou。’ Bobthenopenedhistaleinorder,relatinggraphicallytheconversationtowhichhehadbeenaparty,andtheylistenedwithbreathlessattention。 ’Well,ifyoumustgo,youmust,’saidthemillerwithemotion;’butIthinkitsomewhathardthat,ofmytwosons,neitheroneof’emcanbegottostayandhelpmeinmybusinessasIgetold。’ ’Don’ttroubleandvexaboutit,’saidMrs。Lovedaysoothingly。 ’TheyarebothinstrumentsinthehandsofProvidence,chosentochastisethatCorsicanogre,anddowhattheycanforthecountryinthesetryingyears。’ ’That’sjusttheshapeofit,Mrs。Loveday,’saidBob。 ’Andhe’llcomebacksoon,’shecontinued,turningtoAnne。’Andthenhe’lltellusallhehasseen,andtheglorythathe’swon,andhowhehashelpedtosweepthatscourgeBuonapartyofftheearth。’ ’Whenbeyougoing,Bob?’hisfatherinquired。 ’To-morrow,ifIcan。IshallcallatthebarracksandtellJohnasIgoby。WhenIgettoPortsmouth——’