第35章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5390更新时间:18/12/26 16:58:32
’Chok’itall,Iwassure!’saidDavid。’I’dsoonerseechurchesfallthangooddrinkwasted;buthowwasItoknowbetter?’ ’Well,well;whatwithonethingandanotherthisdaywillcostmeaprettypenny!’saidLoveday,bustlingofftothecellar,whichhefoundtobeseveralinchesdeepinstagnantliquor。’John,howcanIwelcome’ee?’hecontinuedhopelessly,onhisreturntotheroom。 ’Onlygoandseewhathe’sdone!’ ’I’veladledupadrapwi’aspoon,trumpet-major,’saidDavid。 ’’Tisn’tbaddrinking,thoughitdotastealittleofthefloor,that’strue。’ Johnsaidthathedidnotrequireanythingatall;andthentheyallsatdowntosupper,andwereverytemperatelygaywithadropofmildelder-winewhichMrs。Lovedayfoundinthebottomofajar。 Thetrumpet-major,adheringtotheparthemeanttoplay,gavehumorousaccountsofhisadventuressincehehadlastsatthere。Hetoldthemthattheseasonwastobeaverylivelyone——thattheroyalfamilywascoming,asusual,andmanyotherinterestingthings;sothatwhenheleftthemtoreturntobarracksfewwouldhavesupposedtheBritisharmytocontainalighter-heartedman。 Annewastheonlyonewhodoubtedtherealityofthisbehaviour。 Whenshehadgoneuptoherbedroomshestoodforsometimelookingatthewickofthecandleasifitwereapainfulobject,theexpressionofherfacebeingshapedbytheconvictionthatJohn’safternoonwordswhenhehelpedheroutofthewayofChampionwerenotinaccordancewithhiswordsto-night,andthatthedimly-realizedkissduringherfaintnesswasnoimaginaryone。ButintheblissfulcircumstancesofhavingBobathandagainshetookoptimistviews,andpersuadedherselfthatJohnwouldsoonbegintoseeherinthelightofasister。 Tocursoryview,JohnLovedayseemedtoaccomplishthiswithamazingease。WheneverhecamefrombarrackstoOvercombe,whichwasonceortwiceaweek,herelatednewsofallsortstoherandBobwithinfinitezest,andmadethetimeashappyaoneashadeverbeenknownatthemill,saveforhimselfalone。HesaidnothingofFestus,exceptsofarastoinformAnnethathehadexpectedtoseehimandbeendisappointed。OntheeveningaftertheKing’sarrivalathisseasideresidenceJohnappearedagain,stayingtosupperanddescribingtheroyalentry,themanytastefulilluminationsandtransparencieswhichhadbeenexhibited,thequantitiesoftallowcandlesburntforthatpurpose,andtheswarmsofaristocracywhohadfollowedtheKingthither。 WhensupperwasoverBobwentoutsidethehousetoshuttheshutters,whichhad,aswasoftenthecase,beenleftopensometimeafterlightswerekindledwithin。Johnstillsatatthetablewhenhisbrotherapproachedthewindow,thoughtheothershadrisenandretired。BobwasstruckbyseeingthroughthepanehowJohn’sfacehadchanged。Throughoutthesupper-timehehadbeentalkingtoAnneinthegaytonehabitualwithhimnow,whichgavegreaterstrangenesstothegloomofhispresentappearance。Heremainedinthoughtforamoment,tookaletterfromhisbreast-pocket,openedit,and,withatendersmileathisweakness,kissedthewritingbeforerestoringittoitsplace。TheletterwasonethatAnnehadwrittentohimatExonbury。 Bobstoodperplexed;andthenasuspicioncrossedhismindthatJohn,frombrotherlygoodness,mightbefeigningasatisfactionwithrecenteventswhichhedidnotfeel。Bobnowmadeanoisewiththeshutters,atwhichthetrumpet-majorroseandwentout,Bobatoncefollowinghim。 ’Jack,’saidthesailoringenuously,’I’mterriblysorrythatI’vedonewrong。’ ’How?’askedhisbrother。 ’IncourtingourlittleAnne。Well,yousee,John,shewasinthesamehousewithme,andsomehoworotherImademyselfherbeau。 ButIhavebeenthinkingthatperhapsyouhadthefirstclaimonher,andifso,Jack,I’llmakewayfor’ee。I——Idon’tcareforhermuch,youknow——notsoverymuch,andcangiveherupverywell。 Itisnothingseriousbetweenusatall。Yes,John,youtrytogether;Icanlookelsewhere。’BobneverknewhowmuchhelovedAnnetillhefoundhimselfmakingthisspeechofrenunciation。 ’OBob,youaremistaken!’saidthetrumpet-major,whowasnotdeceived。’WhenIfirstsawherIadmiredher,andIadmirehernow,andlikeher。IlikehersowellthatIshallbegladtoseeyoumarryher。’ ’But,’repliedBob,withhesitation,’IthoughtIsawyoulookingverysad,asifyouwereinlove;Isawyoutakeoutaletter,inshort。That’swhatitwasdisturbedmeandmademecometoyou。’ ’O,Iseeyourmistake!’saidJohn,laughingforcedly。 AtthisminuteMrs。Lovedayandthemiller,whoweretakingatwilightwalkinthegarden,strolledroundneartowherethebrothersstood。ShetalkedvolublyoneventsinBudmouth,asmostpeopledidatthistime。’Andtheytellmethatthetheatrehasbeenpaintedupafresh,’shewassaying,’andthattheactorshavecomefortheseason,withthemostlovelyactressesthateverwereseen。’ WhentheyhadpassedbyJohncontinued,’IAMinlove,Bob;but——notwithAnne。’ ’Ah!whoisitthen?’saidthematehopefully。 ’Oneoftheactressesatthetheatre,’Johnreplied,withaconcoctivelookatthevanishingformsofMr。andMrs。Loveday。 ’Sheisaverylovelywoman,youknow。Butwewon’tsayanythingmoreaboutit——itdashesamanso。’ ’O,oneoftheactresses!’saidBob,withopenmouth。 ’Butdon’tyousayanythingaboutit!’continuedthetrumpet-majorheartily。’Idon’twantitknown。’ ’No,no——Iwon’t,ofcourse。MayInotknowhername?’ ’No,notnow,Bob。Icannottell’ee,’Johnanswered,andwithtruth,forLovedaydidnotknowthenameofanyactressintheworld。 Whenhisbrotherhadgone,CaptainBobhastenedoffinastateofgreatanimationtoAnne,whomhefoundonthetopofaneighbouringhillockwhichthedaylighthadscarcelyasyetdeserted。 ’Youhavebeenalongtimecoming,sir,’saidshe,insprightlytonesofreproach。 ’Yes,dearest;andyou’llbegladtohearwhy。I’vefoundoutthewholemystery——yes——whyhe’squeer,andeverything。’ Annelookedstartled。 ’He’suptothegunnelinlove!Wemusttrytohelphimoninit,orIfearhe’llgomelancholy-madlike。’ ’Wehelphim?’sheaskedfaintly。 ’He’slosthishearttooneoftheplay-actressesatBudmouth,andI thinksheslightshim。’ ’O,Iamsoglad!’sheexclaimed。 ’Gladthathisventuredon’tprosper?’ ’Ono;gladhe’ssosensible。HowlongisitsincethatalarmoftheFrench?’ ’Sixweeks,honey。Whydoyouask?’ ’Mencanforgetinsixweeks,can’tthey,Bob?’ TheimpressionthatJohnhadreallykissedherstillremained。 ’Well,somemenmight,’observedBobjudicially。’_I_couldn’t。 PerhapsJohnmight。Icouldn’tforgetYOUintwentytimesaslong。 Doyouknow,Anne,IhalfthoughtitwasyouJohncaredabout;anditwasaweightoffmyheartwhenhesaidhedidn’t。’ ’Didhesayhedidn’t?’ ’Yes。Heassuredmehimselfthattheonlypersonintheholdofhisheartwasthislovelyplay-actress,andnobodyelse。’ ’HowIshouldliketoseeher!’ ’Yes。SoshouldI。’ ’Iwouldratherithadbeenoneofourownneighbours’girls,whosebirthandbreedingweknowof;butstill,ifthatishistaste,I hopeitwillendwellforhim。Howveryquickhehasbeen!I certainlywishwecouldseeher。’ ’Idon’tknowsomuchashername。Heisveryclose,andwouldn’ttellathingabouther。’ ’Couldn’twegethimtogotothetheatrewithus?andthenwecouldwatchhim,andeasilyfindouttherightone。Thenwewouldlearnifsheisagoodyoungwoman;andifsheis,couldwenotaskherhere,andsomakeitsmootherforhim?Hehasbeenverygaylately; thatmeansbuddinglove:andsometimesbetweenhisgaietieshehashadmelancholymoments;thatmeansthere’sdifficulty。’ Bobthoughtherplanagoodone,andresolvedtoputitinpracticeonthefirstavailableevening。AnnewasverycuriousastowhetherJohndidreallycherishanewpassion,thestoryhavingquitesurprisedher。Possiblyitwastrue;sixweekshadpassedsinceJohnhadshownasinglesymptomoftheoldattachment,andwhatcouldnotthatspaceoftimeeffectintheheartofasoldierwhoseveryprofessionitwastoleavegirlsbehindhim? AfterthisJohnLovedaydidnotcometoseethemfornearlyamonth,aneglectwhichwassetdownbyBobasanadditionalproofthathisbrother’saffectionswerenolongerexclusivelycentredinhisoldhome。Whenatlasthedidarrive,andthetheatre-goingwasmentionedtohim,theflushofconsciousnesswhichAnneexpectedtoseeuponhisfacewasunaccountablyabsent。 ’Yes,Bob;Ishouldverywellliketogotothetheatre,’herepliedheartily。’Whoisgoingbesides?’ ’OnlyAnne,’Bobtoldhim,andthenitseemedtooccurtothetrumpet-majorthatsomethinghadbeenexpectedofhim。HeroseandsaidprivatelytoBobwithsomeconfusion,’Oyes,ofcoursewe’llgo。AsIamconnectedwithoneofthe——inshortIcangetyouinfornothing,youknow。Atleastletmemanageeverything。’ ’Yes,yes。Iwonderyoudidn’tproposetotakeusbefore,Jack,andletushaveagoodlookather。’ ’Ioughttohave。YoushallgoonaKing’snight。Youwon’twantmetopointherout,Bob;Ihavemyreasonsatpresentforaskingit?’ ’We’llbecontentwithguessing,’saidhisbrother。 WhenthegallantJohnwasgone,Anneobserved,’Bob,howheischanged!Iwatchedhim。Heshowednofeeling,evenwhenyouburstuponhimsuddenlywiththesubjectnearesthisheart。’ ’Itmustbebecausehissuitdon’tfay,’saidCaptainBob。 Intwoorthreedaysamessagearrivedaskingthemtoattendatthetheatreonthecomingevening,withtheaddedrequestthattheywoulddressintheirgayestclothes,todojusticetotheplacestaken。Accordingly,inthecourseoftheafternoontheydroveoff,Bobhavingclothedhimselfinasplendidsuit,recentlypurchasedasanattempttobringhimselfnearertoAnne’sstylewhentheyappearedinpublictogether。Asfinishedoffbythisdashingandreallyfashionableattire,hewastheperfectionofabeauinthedog-days;pantaloonsandbootsofthenewestmake;yardsandyardsofmuslinwoundroundhisneck,formingasortofasylumforthelowerpartofhisface;twofancywaistcoats,andcoat-buttonslikecircularshavingglasses。Theabsurdextremeoffemalefashion,whichwastowearmuslindressesinJanuary,wasatthistimeequalledbythatofthemen,whoworeclothesenoughinAugusttomeltthem。NobodywouldhaveguessedfromBob’spresentationnowthathehadeverbeenaloftonadarknightintheAtlantic,orknewthehundredingenuitiesthatcouldbeperformedwitharope’sendandamarline-spikeaswellashismothertongue。 Itwasadayofdays。Anneworehercelebratedcelestialbluepelisse,herLeghornhat,andhermuslindresswiththewaistunderthearms;thelatterbeingdecoratedwithexcellentHonitonlaceboughtofthewomanwhotravelledfromthatplacetoOvercombeanditsneighbourhoodwithabasketfulofherownmanufacture,andacushiononwhichsheworkedbythewayside。Johnmettheloversattheinnoutsidethetown,andafterstablingthehorsetheyenteredthetowntogether,thetrumpet-majorinformingthemthatthewatering-placehadneverbeensofullbefore,thattheCourt,thePrinceofWales,andeverybodyofconsequencewasthere,andthatanatticcouldscarcelybegotformoney。TheKinghadgoneforacruiseinhisyacht,andtheywouldbeintimetoseehimland。 Thendrumsandfifeswereheard,andinaminuteortwotheysawSergeantStanneradvancingalongthestreetwithafirmcountenance,fierypoll,andrigidstaringeyes,infrontofhisrecruiting-party。Thesergeant’sswordwasdrawn,andatintervalsoftwoorthreeinchesalongitsshiningbladewereimpaledflutteringone-poundnotes,toexpressthelavishbountythatwasoffered。Hegaveastern,suppressednodoffriendshiptoourpeople,andpassedby。Nexttheycameuptoawaggon,boweredoverwithleavesandflowers,sothatthemeninsidecouldhardlybeseen。 ’CometoseetheKing,hip-hiphurrah!’criedavoicewithin,andturningtheysawthroughtheleavesthenoseandfaceofCripplestraw。ThewaggoncontainedallDerriman’sworkpeople。 ’Isyourmasterhere?’saidJohn。 ’No,trumpet-major,sir。Butyoungmaisteriscomingtofetchusatnineo’clock,incaseweshouldbetooblindtodrivehome。’ ’O!whereishenow?’ ’Nevermind,’saidAnneimpatiently,atwhichthetrumpet-majorobedientlymovedon。