第28章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5070更新时间:18/12/26 16:58:32
’There,theybetinginginthepasson!’exclaimedDavid,MillerLoveday’sman,whoalsoformedoneofthecompany,asthebellschangedfromchimingallthreetogethertoaquickbeatingofone。 Thewholelinedrewabreathofrelief,threwdowntheirarms,andbeganrunningoff。 ’Well,then,Imustdismissye,’saidthesergeant。’Comeback—— comeback!NextdrillisTuesdayafternoonatfour。And,mind,ifyourmasterswon’tletyeleaveworksoonenough,tellme,andI’llwritealinetoGover’ment!’Tention!Totheright——leftwheel,I mean——no,no——rightwheel。Mar——r——r——rch!’ Somewheeledtotherightandsometotheleft,andsomeobligingmen,includingCripplestraw,triedtowheelbothways。 ’Stop,stop;tryagain!’Cruitsandcomrades,unfortunatelywhenI’minahurryIcanneverremembermyrighthandfrommyleft,andnevercouldasaboy。Youmustexcuseme,please。Practicemakesperfect,asthesayingis;and,muchasI’velearntsinceI’listed,wealwaysfindsomethingnew。Nowthen,rightwheel!march!halt! Standatease!dismiss!Ithinkthat’stheordero’t,butI’lllookintheGover’mentbookaforeTuesday。’* *VidePrefaceManyofthecompanywhohadbeendrilledpreferredtogooffandspendtheirshillingsinsteadofenteringthechurch;butAnneandCaptainBobpassedin。Eventheinteriorofthesacrededificewasaffectedbytheagitationofthetimes。Thereligionofthecountryhad,infact,changedfromloveofGodtohatredofNapoleonBuonaparte;and,asiftoremindthedevoutofthisalteration,thepikesforthepikemen(allthoseacceptedmenwhowerenototherwisearmed)werekeptinthechurchofeachparish。There,againstthewall,theyalwaysstood——awholesheafofthem,formedofnewashstems,withaspikedriveninatoneend,thestickbeingpreservedfromsplittingbyaferule。Andtheretheyremained,yearafteryear,inthecorneroftheaisle,tilltheywereremovedandplacedunderthegallerystairs,andthenceultimatelytothebelfry,wheretheygrewblack,rusty,andworm-eaten,andweregraduallystolenandcarriedoffbysextons,parishclerks,whitewashers,window-menders,andotherchurchservantsforuseathomeasrake-stems,benefit-clubstaves,andpick-handles,inwhichdegradedsituationstheymaystilloccasionallybefound。 ButintheirnewandshiningstatetheyhadaterrorforAnne,whoseeyeswereinvoluntarilydrawntowardsthemasshesatatBob’ssideduringtheservice,fillingherwithbloodyvisionsoftheirpossibleusenotfarfromtheveryspotonwhichtheywerenowassembled。Thesermon,too,wasonthesubjectofpatriotism;sothatwhentheycameoutshebegantoharpuneasilyupontheprobabilityoftheirallbeingdrivenfromtheirhomes。 Bobassuredherthatwiththesixtythousandregulars,themilitiareserveofahundredandtwentythousand,andthethreehundredthousandvolunteers,therewasnotmuchtofear。 ’ButIsometimeshaveafearthatpoorJohnwillbekilled,’hecontinuedafterapause。’Heissuretobeamongthefirstthatwillhavetofacetheinvaders,andthetrumpetersgetpickedoff。’ ’Thereisthesamechanceforhimasfortheothers,’saidAnne。 ’Yes——yes——thesamechance,suchasitis。YouhaveneverlikedJohnsincethataffairofMatildaJohnson,haveyou?’ ’Why?’shequicklyasked。 ’Well,’saidBobtimidly,’asitisaticklishtimeforhim,woulditnotbeworthwhiletomakeupanydifferencesbeforethecrashcomes?’ ’Ihavenothingtomakeup,’saidAnne,withsomedistress。Shestillfullybelievedthetrumpet-majortohavesmuggledawayMissJohnsonbecauseofhisowninterestinthatlady,whichmusthavemadehisprofessionstoherselfamerepastime;butthatveryconducthadinitthecuriousadvantagetoherselfofsettingBobfree。 ’SinceJohnhasbeengone,’continuedhercompanion,’Ihavefoundoutmoreofhismeaning,andofwhathereallyhadtodowiththatwoman’sflight。Didyouknowthathehadanythingtodowithit?’ ’Yes。’ ’Thathegothertogoaway?’ ShelookedatBobwithsurprise。HewasnotexasperatedwithJohn,andyetheknewsomuchasthis。 ’Yes,’shesaid;’whatdiditmean?’ Hedidnotexplaintoherthen;butthepossibilityofJohn’sdeath,whichhadbeennewlybroughthometohimbythemilitaryeventsoftheday,determinedhimtogetpoorJohn’scharactercleared。 Reproachinghimselfforlettingherremainsolongwithamistakenideaofhim,Bobwenttohisfatherassoonastheygothome,andbeggedhimtogetMrs。LovedaytotellAnnethetruereasonofJohn’sobjectiontoMissJohnsonasasister-in-law。 ’Shethinksitisbecausetheywereoldloversnewmet,andthathewantstomarryher,’heexclaimedtohisfatherinconclusion。 ’ThenTHAT’SthemeaningofthesplitbetweenMissNancyandJack,’ saidthemiller。 ’What,weretheyanymorethancommonfriends?’askedBobuneasily。 ’Notonherside,perhaps。’ ’Well,wemustdoit,’repliedBob,painfullyconsciousthatcommonjusticetoJohnmightbringthemintohazardousrivalry,yetdeterminedtobefair。’TellitalltoMrs。Loveday,andgethertotellAnne。’ TheresultoftheexplanationuponAnnewasbitterself-reproach。 Shewassosorryathavingwrongedthekindlysoldierthatnextmorningshewentbyherselftothedown,andstoodexactlywherehistenthadcoveredthesodonwhichhehadlainsomanynights,thinkingwhatsadnesshemusthavesufferedbecauseofheratthetimeofpackingupandgoingaway。Afterthatshewipedfromhereyesthetearsofpitywhichhadcomethere,descendedtothehouse,andwroteanimpulsivelettertohim,inwhichoccurredthefollowingpassages,indiscreetenoughunderthecircumstances:—— ’Ifindalljustice,allrectitude,onyourside,John;andallimpertinence,allinconsiderateness,onmine。Iamsomuchconvincedofyourhonourinthewholetransaction,thatIshallforthefuturemistrustmyselfineverything。Andifitbepossible,wheneverIdifferfromyouonanypointIshalltakeanhour’stimeforconsiderationbeforeIsaythatIdiffer。IfIhavelostyourfriendship,Ihaveonlymyselftothankforit;butIsincerelyhopethatyoucanforgive。’ Afterwritingthisshewenttothegarden,whereBobwasshearingthespringgrassfromthepaths。’WhatisJohn’sdirection?’shesaid,holdingthesealedletterinherhand。 ’ExonburyBarracks,’Bobfaltered,hiscountenancesinking。 Shethankedhimandwentindoors。Whenhecamein,laterintheday,hepassedthedoorofheremptysitting-roomandsawtheletteronthemantelpiece。Hedislikedthesightofit。Hearingvoicesintheotherroom,heenteredandfoundAnneandhermotherthere,talkingtoCripplestraw,whohadjustcomeinwithamessagefromSquireDerriman,requestingMissGarland,asshevaluedthepeaceofmindofanoldandtroubledman,togoatonceandseehim。 ’Icannotgo,’shesaid,notlikingtheriskthatsuchavisitinvolved。 AnhourlaterCripplestrawshambledagainintothepassage,onthesameerrand。 ’Maister’sverypoorly,andhehopesthatyou’llcome,Mis’essAnne。 Hewantstosee’eeveryparticularabouttheFrench。’ Annewouldhavegoneinamoment,butforthefearthatsomeonebesidesthefarmermightencounterher,andsheansweredasbefore。 Anotherhourpassed,andthewheelsofavehiclewereheard。 Cripplestrawhadcomeforthethirdtime,withahorseandgig;hewasdressedinhisbestclothes,andbroughtwithhimonthisoccasionabasketcontainingraisins,almonds,oranges,andsweetcakes。Offeringthemtoherasagiftfromtheoldfarmer,herepeatedhisrequestforhertoaccompanyhim,thegigandbestmarehavingbeensentasanadditionalinducement。 ’Ibelievetheoldgentlemanisinlovewithyou,Anne,’saidhermother。 ’Whycouldn’thedrivedownhimselftoseeme?’AnneinquiredofCripplestraw。 ’Hewantsyouatthehouse,please。’ ’IsMr。Festuswithhim?’ ’No;he’sawaytoBudmouth。’ ’I’llgo,’saidshe。 ’AndImaycomeandmeetyou?’saidBob。 ’There’smyletter——whatshallIdoaboutthat?’shesaid,insteadofansweringhim。’Takemylettertothepost-office,andyoumaycome,’sheadded。 Hesaidyesandwentout,Cripplestrawretreatingtothedoortillsheshouldbeready。 ’Whatletterisit?’saidhermother。 ’OnlyonetoJohn,’saidAnne。’Ihaveaskedhimtoforgivemysuspicions。Icoulddonoless。’ ’DoyouwanttomarryHIM?’askedMrs。Lovedaybluntly。 ’Mother!’ ’Well;hewilltakethatletterasanencouragement。Can’tyouseethathewill,youfoolishgirl?’ Annedidseeinstantly。’Ofcourse!’shesaid。’TellRobertthatheneednotgo。’ Shewenttoherroomtosecuretheletter。Itwasgonefromthemantelpiece,andoninquiryitwasfoundthatthemiller,seeingitthere,hadsentDavidwithittoBudmouthhoursago。Annesaidnothing,andsetoutforOxwellHallwithCripplestraw。 ’William,’saidMrs。LovedaytothemillerwhenAnnewasgoneandBobhadresumedhisworkinthegarden,’didyougetthatlettersentoffonpurpose?’ ’Well,Idid。Iwantedtomakesureofit。Johnlikesher,andnow’twillbemadeup;andwhyshouldn’themarryher?I’llstarthiminbusiness,ifsobeshe’llhavehim。’ ’ButsheislikelytomarryFestusDerriman。’ ’Idon’twanthertomarryanybodybutJohn,’saidthemillerdoggedly。 ’NotifsheisinlovewithBob,andhasbeenforyears,andhewithher?’askedhiswifetriumphantly。 ’InlovewithBob,andhewithher?’repeatedLoveday。 ’Certainly,’saidshe,goingoffandleavinghimtohisreflections。 WhenAnnereachedthehallshefoundoldMr。Derrimaninhiscustomarychair。Hiscomplexionwasmoreashen,buthismovementinrisingatherentrance,puttingachairandshuttingthedoorbehindher,weremuchthesameasusual。 ’ThankGodyou’vecome,mydeargirl,’hesaidearnestly。’Ah,youdon’ttripacrosstoreadtomenow!Whydidyecostmesomuchtofetchyou?Fie!Ahorseandgig,andaman’stimeingoingthreetimes。AndwhatIsentyecostagooddealinBudmouthmarket,noweverythingissodearthere,and’twouldhavecostmoreifIhadn’tboughttheraisinsandorangessomemonthsago,whentheywerecheaper。Itellyouthisbecauseweareoldfriends,andIhavenobodyelsetotellmytroublesto。ButIdon’tbegrudgeanythingtoyesinceyou’vecome。’ ’Iamnotmuchpleasedtocome,evennow,’saidshe。’Whatcanmakeyousoseriouslyanxioustoseeme?’ ’Well,youbeagoodgirlandtrue;andI’vebeenthinkingthatofallpeopleofthenextgenerationthatIcantrust,youarethebest。’Tismybondsandmytitle-deeds,suchastheybe,andtheleases,youknow,andafewguineasinpackets,andmorethanthese,mywill,thatIhavetospeakabout。Nowdoyecomethisway。’ ’O,suchthingsasthose!’shereturned,withsurprise。’Idon’tunderstandthosethingsatall。’ ’There’snothingtounderstand。’Tisjustthis。TheFrenchwillbeherewithintwomonths;that’scertain。Ihaveitonthebestauthority,thatthearmyatBoulogneisready,theboatsequipped,theplanslaid,andtheFirstConsulonlywaitsforatide。Heavenknowswhatwillbecomeo’themeno’theseparts!Butmostlikelythewomenwillhespared。NowI’llshow’ee。’ Heledheracrossthehalltoastonestaircaseofsemi-circularplan,whichconductedtothecellars。 ’Downhere?’shesaid。 ’Yes;Imusttroubleyetocomedownhere。Ihavethoughtandthoughtwhoisthewomanthatcanbestkeepasecretforsixmonths,andIsay,“AnneGarland。“Youwon’tbemarriedbeforethen?’ ’Ono!’murmuredtheyoungwoman。 ’Iwouldn’texpectyetokeepaclosetongueaftersuchathingasthat。Butitwillnotbenecessary。’