第21章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5227更新时间:18/12/26 16:58:32
Johncontinuedhissadandheavypacetillwalkingseemedtoooldandworn-outawayofshowingsorrowsonew,andheleanthimselfagainsttheforkofanapple-treelikealog。Therethetrumpet-majorremainedforaconsiderabletime,hisfaceturnedtowardsthehouse,whoseancient,many-chimneyedoutlineroseagainstthedarkenedsky,andjustshutoutfromhisviewthecampabove。Butfaintnoisescomingthencefromhorsesrestlessatthepickets,andfromvisitorstakingtheirleave,recalleditsexistence,andremindedhimthat,inconsequenceofMatilda’sarrival,hehadobtainedleaveforthenight——afactwhich,owingtothestartlingemotionsthatfollowedhisentry,hehadnotyetmentionedtohisfriends。 Whileabstractedlyconsideringhowhecouldbestusethatprivilegeunderthenewcircumstanceswhichhadarisen,heheardFarmerDerrimandriveuptothefrontdoorandholdaconversationwithhisfather。TheoldmanhadatlastapparentlybroughtthetinboxofprivatepapersthathewishedthemillertotakechargeofduringDerriman’sabsence;anditbeingacalmnight,Johncouldhear,thoughhelittleheeded,UncleBenjy’sreiteratedsupplicationstoLovedaytokeepitsafefromfireandthieves。ThenUncleBenjyleft,andJohn’sfatherwentupstairstodeposittheboxinaplaceofsecurity,thewholeproceedingreachingJohn’spreoccupiedcomprehensionmerelyasvoicesduringsleep。 ThenextthingwastheappearanceofalightinthebedroomwhichhadbeenassignedtoMatildaJohnson。Thiseffectuallyarousedthetrumpet-major,andwithastealthinessunusualinhimhewentindoors。Nolightwasinthelowerrooms,hisfather,Mrs。Garland,andAnnehavinggoneoutonthebridgetolookatthenewmoon。 Johnwentupstairsontip-toe,andalongtheunevenpassagetillhecametoherdoor。Itwasstandingajar,abandofcandlelightshiningacrossthepassageanduptheoppositewall。Assoonasheenteredtheradiancehesawher。Shewasstandingbeforethelooking-glass,apparentlylostinthought,herfingersbeingclaspedbehindherheadinabstraction,andthelightfallingfulluponherface。 ’Imustspeaktoyou,’saidthetrumpet-major。 Shestarted,turnedandgrewpalerthanbefore;andthen,asifmovedbyasuddenimpulse,sheswungthedoorwideopen,and,comingout,saidquitecollectedlyandwithapparentpleasantness,’Oyes; youaremyBob’sbrother!Ididn’t,foramoment,recognizeyou。’ ’Butyoudonow?’ ’AsBob’sbrother。’ ’Youhavenotseenmebefore?’ ’Ihavenot,’sheanswered,withafaceasimpassibleasTalleyrand’s。 ’GoodGod!’ ’Ihavenot!’sherepeated。 ’Noranyofthe——thDragoons?CaptainJolly,forinstance?’ ’No。’ ’Youmistake。I’llremindyouofparticulars,’hesaiddrily。Andhedidremindheratsomelength。 ’Never!’shesaiddesperately。 Butshehadmiscalculatedherstayingpowers,andheradversary’scharacter。Fiveminutesafterthatshewasintears,andtheconversationhadresolveditselfintowords,which,onthesoldier’spart,wereofthenatureofcommands,temperedbypity,andwereamereseriesofentreatiesonhers。 Thewholescenedidnotlasttenminutes。Whenitwasover,thetrumpet-majorwalkedfromthedoorwaywheretheyhadbeenstanding,andbrushedmoisturefromhiseyes。Reachingadarklumber-room,hestoodstilltheretocalmhimself,andthendescendedbyaFlemish- laddertothebakehouse,insteadofbythefrontstairs。Hefoundthattheothers,includingBob,hadgatheredintheparlourduringhisabsenceandlightedthecandles。 MissJohnson,havingsentdownsometimebeforeJohnre-enteredthehousetosaythatshewouldprefertokeepherroomthatevening,wasnotexpectedtojointhem,andonthisaccountBobshowedlessthanhiscustomaryliveliness。Themillerwishingtokeepuphisson’sspirits,expressedhisregretthat,itbeingSundaynight,theycouldhavenosongstomaketheeveningcheerful;whenMrs。 Garlandproposedthattheyshouldsingpsalmswhich,bychoosinglivelytunesandnotthinkingofthewords,wouldbealmostasgoodasballads。 Thistheydid,thetrumpet-majorappearingtojoininwiththerest; butasamatteroffactnosoundcamefromhismovinglips。HismindwasinsuchastatethathederivednopleasureevenfromAnneGarland’spresence,thoughheheldacornerofthesamebookwithher,andwastreatedinawinsomewaywhichitwasnotherusualpracticetoindulgein。Shesawthathismindwasclouded,and,farfromguessingthereasonwhy,wasdoingherbesttoclearit。 AtlengththeGarlandsfoundthatitwasthehourforthemtoleave,andJohnLovedayatthesametimewishedhisfatherandBobgood-night,andwentasfarasMrs。Garland’sdoorwithher。 Hehadsaidnotawordtoshowthathewasfreetoremainoutofcamp,forthereasonthattherewaspainfulworktobedone,whichitwouldbebesttodoinsecretandalone。Helingerednearthehousetillitsreflectedwindow-lightsceasedtoglimmeruponthemill-pond,andallwithinthedwellingwasdarkandstill。Thenheenteredthegardenandwaitedtheretillthebackdooropened,andawoman’sfiguretimorouslycameforward。JohnLovedayatoncewentuptoher,andtheybegantotalkinlowyetdissentienttones。 Theyhadconversedabouttenminutes,andwerepartingasiftheyhadcometosomepainfularrangement,MissJohnsonsobbingbitterly,whenaheadstealthilyaroseabovethedensehedgerow,andinamomentashoutburstfromitsowner。 ’Thieves!thieves!——mytinbox!——thieves!thieves!’ Matildavanishedintothehouse,andJohnLovedayhastenedtothehedge。’Forheaven’ssake,holdyourtongue,Mr。Derriman!’heexclaimed。 ’Mytinbox!’saidUncleBenjy。’O,onlythetrumpet-major!’ ’Yourboxissafeenough,Iassureyou。Itwasonly’——herethetrumpet-majorgaveventtoanartificiallaugh——’onlyaslybitofcourting,youknow。’ ’Ha,ha,Isee!’saidtherelievedoldsquireen。’CourtingMissAnne!Thenyou’veoustedmynephew,trumpet-major!Well,somuchthebetter。Asformyself,thetruthon’tisthatIhaven’tbeenabletogotobedeasy,forthinkingthatpossiblyyourfathermightnottakecareofwhatIputunderhischarge;andatlastIthoughtIwouldjuststepoverandseeifallwassafeherebeforeIturnedin。AndwhenIsawyourtwoshapesmypoornervesmagnifiedyetohousebreakers,andBoneys,andIdon’tknowwhatall。’ ’Youhavealarmedthehouse,’saidthetrumpet-major,hearingtheclickingofflintandsteelinhisfather’sbedroom,followedinamomentbytheriseofalightinthewindowofthesameapartment。 ’Youhavegotmeintodifficulty,’headdedgloomily,ashisfatheropenedthecasement。 ’Iamsorryforthat,’saidUncleBenjy。’Butstepback;I’llputitallrightagain。’ ’What,forheaven’ssake,isthematter?’saidthemiller,histassellednightcapappearingintheopening。 ’Nothing,nothing!’saidthefarmer。’Iwasuneasyaboutmyfewbondsanddocuments,andIwalkedthisway,miller,beforegoingtobed,asIstartfromhometo-morrowmorning。WhenIcamedownbyyourgarden-hedge,IthoughtIsawthieves,butitturnedouttobe—— tobe——’ Herealumpofearthfromthetrumpet-major’shandstruckUncleBenjyinthebackasareminder。 ’Tobe——theboughofacherry-treea-wavinginthewind。 Good-night。’ ’Nothievesareliketotrymyhouse,’saidMillerLoveday。’Nowdon’tyoucomealarminguslikethisagain,farmer,oryoushallkeepyourboxyourself,beggingyourpardonforsayingso。 Good-nightt’ye!’ ’Miller,willyejustlook,sinceIamhere——justlookandseeiftheboxisallright?there’sagoodman!Iamold,youknow,andmypoorremainsarenotwhatmyoriginalselfwas。Lookandseeifitiswhereyouputit,there’sagood,kindman。’ ’Verywell,’saidthemillergood-humouredly。 ’NeighbourLoveday!onsecondthoughtsIwilltakemyboxhomeagain,afterall,ifyoudon’tmind。Youwon’tdeemitillofme? Ihavenosuspicion,ofcourse;butnowIthinkon’tthere’srivalrybetweenmynephewandyourson;andifFestusshouldtakeitintohisheadtosetyourhouseonfireinhisenmity,’twouldbebadformydeedsanddocuments。Nooffence,miller,butI’lltakethebox,ifyoudon’tmind。’ ’Faith!Idon’tmind,’saidLoveday。’Butyournephewhadbetterthinktwicebeforeheletshisenmitytakethatcolour。’Recedingfromthewindow,hetookthecandletoabackpartoftheroomandsoonreappearedwiththetinbox。 ’Iwon’ttroubleyetodress,’saidDerrimanconsiderately;’letendownbyanythingyouhaveathand。’ Theboxwasloweredbyacord,andtheoldmanclaspeditinhisarms。’Thankye!’hesaidwithheartfeltgratitude。’Good-night!’ Themillerrepliedandclosedthewindow,andthelightwentout。 ’There,nowIhopeyouaresatisfied,sir?’saidthetrumpet-major。 ’Quite,quite!’saidDerriman;and,leaningonhiswalking-stick,hepursuedhislonelyway。 ThatnightAnnelayawakeinherbed,musingonthetraitsofthenewfriendwhohadcometoherneighbour’shouse。Shewouldnotbecritical,itwasungenerousandwrong;butshecouldnothelpthinkingofwhatinterestedher。Andwerethere,shesilentlyasked,inMissJohnson’smindandpersonsuchrarequalitiesasplacedthatladyaltogetherbeyondcomparisonwithherself?Oyes,theremustbe;forhadnotCaptainBobsingledoutMatildafromamongallotherwomen,herselfincluded?Ofcourse,withhisworld-wideexperience,heknewbest。 Whenthemoonhadset,andonlythesummerstarsthrewtheirlightintothegreatdampgarden,shefanciedthatsheheardvoicesinthatdirection。PerhapstheywerethevoicesofBobandMatildatakingalover’swalkbeforeretiring。Ifso,howsleepytheywouldbenextday,andhowabsurditwasofMatildatopretendshewastired!Ruminatinginthisway,andsayingtoherselfthatshehopedtheywouldbehappy,Annefellasleep。 PartlyfromtheexcitementofhavinghisMatildaunderthepaternalroof,Bobrosenextmorningasearlyashisfatherandthegrinder,and,whenthebigwheelbegantopatterandthelittleonestomumbleinresponse,wenttosunhimselfoutsidethemill-front,amongthefowlsofbrownandspeckledkindswhichhauntedthatspot,andtheducksthatcameupfromthemill-tail。 Standingontheworn-outmill-stoneinlaidinthegravel,hetalkedwithhisfatheronvariousimprovementsofthepremises,andontheproposedarrangementsforhispermanentresidencethere,withanenjoymentthatwashalfbaseduponthisprospectofthefuture,andhalfonthepenetratingwarmthofthesuntohisbackandshoulders。 Thenthedifferenttroopsofhorsesbegantheirmorningscrambledowntothemill-pond,and,aftermakingitverymuddyroundtheedge,ascendedtheslopeagain。Thebustleofthecampgrewmoreandmoreaudible,andpresentlyDavidcametosaythatbreakfastwasready。 ’IsMissJohnsondownstairs?’saidthemiller;andBoblistenedfortheanswer,lookingatabluesentinelaloftonthedown。 ’Notyet,maister,’saidtheexcellentDavid。 ’We’llwaittillshe’sdown,’saidLoveday。’Whensheis,letusknow。’ Davidwentindoorsagain,andLovedayandBobcontinuedtheirmorningsurveybyascendingintothemysteriousquiveringrecessesofthemill,andholdingadiscussionoverasecondpairofburr-stones,whichhadtobere-dressedbeforetheycouldbeusedagain。Thisandsimilarthingsoccupiednearlytwentyminutes,and,lookingfromthewindow,theelderofthetwowasremindedofthetimeofdaybyseeingMrs。Garland’stable-clothflutteringfromherbackdoorovertheheadsofaflockofpigeonsthathadalightedforthecrumbs。 ’IsupposeDavidcan’tfindus,’hesaid,withasenseofhungerthatwasnotaltogetherstrangetoBob。Heputouthisheadandshouted。 ’Theladyisnotdownyet,’saidhismaninreply。 ’Nohurry,nohurry,’saidthemiller,withcheerfulemptiness。 ’Bob,topassthetimewe’lllookintothegarden。’ ’She’llgetupsoonerthanthis,youknow,whenshe’ssignedarticlesandgotaberthhere,’Bobobservedapologetically。