第18章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5323更新时间:18/12/26 16:58:32
Hasfathertoldyouaboutit?MatildaJohnson,ofSouthampton,that’shername。’ ’Yes,weknowallaboutit,’saidthewidow。 ’Well,Ishallgiveoneoftheseshawlstoher——because,ofcourse,Ioughtto。’ ’Ofcourse,’saidshe。 ’ButtheotheroneI’vegotnouseforatall;and,’hecontinued,lookinground,’willyouhaveit,MissAnne?Yourefusedtheparrot,andyououghtnottorefusethis。’ ’Thankyou,’saidAnnecalmly,butmuchdistressed;’butreallyI don’twantit,andcouldn’ttakeit。’ ’Butdohaveit!’saidBobinhurttones,Mrs。Garlandbeingallthewhileontenter-hookslestAnneshouldpersistinherabsurdrefusal。 ’Why,there’sanotherreasonwhyyououghtto!’saidhe,hisfacelightingupwithrecollections。’ItnevercameintomyheadtillthismomentthatIusedtobeyourbeauinahumblesortofway。 Faith,soIdid,andweusedtomeetatplacessometimes,didn’twe—— thatis,whenyouwerenottooproud;andonceIgaveyou,orsomebodyelse,abitofmyhairinfun。’ ’Itwassomebodyelse,’saidAnnequickly。 ’Ah,perhapsitwas,’saidBobinnocently。’ButitwasyouIusedtomeet,ortryto,Iamsure。Well,I’veneverthoughtofthatboyishtimeforyearstillthisminute!Iamsureyououghttoacceptsomeonegift,dear,outofcomplimenttothoseoldtimes!’ Annedrewbackandshookherhead,forshewouldnottrusthervoice。 ’Well,Mrs。Garland,thenyoushallhaveit,’saidBob,tossingtheshawltothatreadyreceiver。’Ifyoudon’t,uponmylifeIwillthrowitouttothefirstbeggarIsee。Now,here’saparcelofcapribbonsofthesplendidestsortIcouldget。Havethese——do,Anne!’ ’Yes,do,’saidMrs。Garland。 ’IpromisedthemtoMatilda,’continuedBob;’butIamsureshewon’twant’em,asshehasgotsomeofherown:andIwouldassoonseethemuponyourhead,mydear,asuponhers。’ ’Ithinkyouhadbetterkeepthemforyourbrideifyouhavepromisedthemtoher,’saidMrs。Garlandmildly。 ’Itwasn’texactlyapromise。Ijustsaid,“Til,there’ssomecapribbonsinmybox,ifyouwouldliketohavethem。“Butshe’sgotenoughthingsalreadyforanybrideincreation。Anne,nowyoushallhave’em——uponmysoulyoushall——orI’llflingthemdownthemill-tail!’ Annehadmeanttobeperfectlyfirminrefusingeverything,forreasonsobviouseventothatpoorwaif,themeanestcapacity;butwhenitcametothispointshewasabsolutelycompelledtogivein,andreluctantlyreceivedthecapribbonsinherarms,blushingfitfully,andwithherliptremblinginamotionwhichshetriedtoexhibitasasmile。 ’WhatwouldTillysayifsheknew!’saidthemillerslily。 ’Yes,indeed——anditiswrongofhim!’Anneinstantlycried,tearsrunningdownherfaceasshethrewtheparcelofribbonsonthefloor。’You’dbetterbestowyourgiftswhereyoubestowyourl——l—— love,Mr。Loveday——that’swhatIsay!’AndAnneturnedherbackandwentaway。 ’I’lltakethemforher,’saidMrs。Garland,quicklypickinguptheparcel。 ’Nowthat’sapity,’saidBob,lookingregretfullyafterAnne。’I didn’trememberthatshewasaquick-temperedsortofgirlatall。 Tellher,Mrs。Garland,thatIaskherpardon。ButofcourseI didn’tknowshewastooproudtoacceptalittlepresent——howshouldI?Uponmylifeifitwasn’tforMatildaI’d——Well,thatcan’tbe,ofcourse。’ ’What’sthis?’saidMrs。Garland,touchingwithherfootalargepackagethathadbeenlaiddownbyBobunseen。 ’That’sabitofbaccyformyself,’saidRobertmeekly。 Theexaminationofpresentsatlastended,andthetwofamiliespartedforthenight。Whentheywerealone,Mrs。GarlandsaidtoAnne,’Whataclosegirlyouare!IamsureIneverknewthatBobLovedayandyouhadwalkedtogether:youmusthavebeenmerechildren。’ ’Oyes——sowewere,’saidAnne,nowquiterecovered。’Itwaswhenwefirstcamehere,aboutayearafterfatherdied。Wedidnotwalktogetherinanyregularway。YouknowIhaveneverthoughttheLovedayshighenoughforme。Itwasonlyjust——nothingatall,andIhadalmostforgottenit。’ Itistobehopedthatsomebody’ssinswereforgivenherthatnightbeforeshewenttobed。 WhenBobandhisfatherwereleftalone,themillersaid,’Well,Robert,aboutthisyoungwomanofthine——Matildawhat’shername?’ ’Yes,father——MatildaJohnson。Iwasjustgoingtotellyeabouther。’ Themillernodded,andsippedhismug。 ’Well,sheisanexcellentbody,’continuedBob;’thatcantrulybesaid——arealcharmer,youknow——anicegoodcomelyyoungwoman,amiracleofgenteelbreeding,youknow,andallthat。Shecanthrowherhairintothenicestcurls,andshe’sgotsplendidgownsandheadclothes。Inshort,youmightcallheralandmermaid。She’llmakesuchafirst-ratewifeasthereneverwas。’ ’Nodoubtshewill,’saidthemiller;’forIhaveneverknowntheewantinginsenseinajineralway。’Heturnedhiscuproundonitsaxistillthehandlehadtravelledacompletecircle。’Howlongdidyousayinyourletterthatyouhadknownher?’ ’Afortnight。’ ’NotVERYlong。’ ’Itdon’tsoundlong,’tistrue;and’twasreallylonger——’twasfifteendaysandaquarter。Buthangit,father,Icouldseeinthetwinklingofaneyethatthegirlwoulddo。IknowawomanwellenoughwhenIseeher——Ioughtto,indeed,havingbeensomuchabouttheworld。Now,forinstance,there’sWidowGarlandandherdaughter。Thegirlisanicelittlething;buttheoldwoman——O no!’Bobshookhishead。 ’Whatofher?’saidhisfather,slightlyshiftinginhischair。 ’Well,she’s,she’s——Imean,Ishouldneverhavechoseher,youknow。She’sofanicedisposition,andyoungforawidowwithagrown-updaughter;butifallthemenhadbeenlikemeshewouldneverhavehadahusband。Ilikeherinsomerespects;butshe’sastyleofbeautyIdon’tcarefor。’ ’O,if’tisonlylooksyouarethinkingof,’saidthemiller,muchrelieved,’there’snothingtobesaid,ofcourse。Thoughthere’smanyaduchessworse-looking,ifitcomestoargument,asyouwouldfind,myson,’headded,withasenseofhavingbeenmollifiedtoosoon。 Themate’sthoughtswereelsewherebythistime。 ’AstomymarryingMatilda,thinksI,here’soneoftheverygenteelestsort,andImayaswelldothejobatonce。SoIchoseher。She’sadeargirl;there’snobodylikeher,searchwhereyouwill。’ ’Howmanydidyouchooseheroutfrom?’inquiredhisfather。 ’Well,shewastheonlyyoungwomanIhappenedtoknowinSouthampton,that’strue。Butwhatofthat?ItwouldhavebeenallthesameifIhadknownahundred。’ ’Herfatherisinbusinessnearthedocks,Isuppose?’ ’Well,no。Inshort,Ididn’tseeherfather。’ ’Hermother?’ ’Hermother?No,Ididn’t。Ithinkhermotherisdead;butshehasgotaveryrichauntlivingatMelchester。Ididn’tseeheraunt,becausetherewasn’ttimetogo;butofcourseweshallknowherwhenwearemarried。’ ’Yes,yes,ofcourse,’saidthemiller,tryingtofeelquitesatisfied。’Andshewillsoonbehere?’ ’Ay,she’scomingsoon,’saidBob。’Shehasgonetothisaunt’satMelchestertogetherthingspacked,andsuchlike,orshewouldhavecomewithme。IamgoingtomeetthecoachattheKing’sArms,Casterbridge,onSunday,atoneo’clock。Toshowwhatacapitalsortofwifeshe’llbe,ImaytellyouthatshewantedtocomebytheMercury,because’tisalittlecheaperthantheother。ButI said,“Foronceinyourlifedoitwell,andcomebytheRoyalMail,andI’llpay。“Icanhavetheponyandtraptofetchher,I suppose,as’tistoofarforhertowalk?’ ’Ofcourseyoucan,Bob,oranythingelse。AndI’lldoallIcantogiveyouagoodweddingfeast。’ PreparationsforMatilda’swelcome,andfortheeventwhichwastofollow,atonceoccupiedtheattentionofthemill。Themillerandhismanhadbutdimnotionsofhousewiferyonanylargescale;sothegreatweddingcleaningwaskindlysupervisedbyMrs。Garland,Bobbeingmostlyawayduringthedaywithhisbrother,thetrumpet-major,onvariouserrands,oneofwhichwastobuypaintandvarnishforthegigthatMatildawastobefetchedin,whichhehaddeterminedtodecoratewithhisownhands。 Bythewidow’sdirectiontheoldfamiliarincrustationofshiningdirt,imprintedalongthebackofthesettlebytheheadsofcountlessjollysitters,wasscrubbedandscrapedaway;thebrowncircleroundthenailwhereonthemillerhunghishat,stainedbythebriminwetweather,waswhitenedover;thetawnysmudgesofbygoneshouldersinthepassagewereremovedwithoutregardtoacertaingenialandhistoricalvaluewhichtheyhadacquired。Thefaceoftheclock,coatedwithverdigrisasthickasadiachylonplaister,wasrubbedtillthefiguresemergedintoday;while,insidethecaseofthesamechronometer,thecobwebsthatformedtriangularhammocks,whichthependulumcouldhardlywadethrough,wereclearedawayatoneswoop。 Mrs。Garlandalsoassistedattheinvasionofworm-eatencupboards,wherelayersofancientsmellslingeredoninthestagnantair,andrecalledtothereflectivenosethemanygoodthingsthathadbeenkeptthere。Theupperfloorswerescrubbedwithsuchabundanceofwaterthattheold-establisheddeath-watches,wood-lice,andflour-wormswerealldrowned,thesudstricklingdownintotheroombelowinsolivelyandnovelamannerastoconveytheromanticnotionthatthemillerlivedinacavewithdrippingstalactites。 Theymovedwhathadneverbeenmovedbefore——theoakcoffer,containingthemiller’swardrobe——atremendousweight,whatwithitslocks,hinges,nails,dirt,framework,andthehardstratificationofoldjackets,waistcoats,andknee-breechesatthebottom,neverdisturbedsincethemiller’swifedied,andhalfpulverizedbythemoths,whoseflattenedskeletonslayamidthemassinthousands。 ’Itfairlymakesmybackopenandshut!’saidLoveday,as,inobediencetoMrs。Garland’sdirection,heliftedonecorner,thegrinderandDavidassistingattheothers。’Alltogether:speakwhenyebegoingtoheave。Now!’ Thepotcoversandskimmerswerebroughttosuchastatethat,onexaminingthem,thebeholderwasnotconsciousofutensils,butofhisownfaceinaconditionofhideouselasticity。Thebrokenclock-linewasmended,thekettlesrocked,thecreepernailedup,andanewhandleputtothewarming-pan。Thelargehouseholdlanternwascleanedout,afterthreeyearsofuninterruptedaccumulation,theoperationyieldingaconglomerateofcandle-snuffs,candle-ends,remainsofmatches,lamp-black,andelevenouncesandahalfofgoodgrease——invaluableasdubbingforskittybootsandointmentforcart-wheels。 Everybodysaidthatthemillresidencehadnotbeensothoroughlyscouredfortwentyyears。ThemillerandDavidlookedonwithasortofawetemperedbygratitude,tacitlyadmittingbytheirgazethatthiswasbeyondwhattheyhadeverthoughtof。Mrs。Garlandsupervisedallwithdisinterestedbenevolence。Itwouldneverhavedone,shesaid,forhisfuturedaughter-in-lawtoseethehouseinitsoriginalstate。Shewouldhavetakenadisliketohim,andperhapstoBoblikewise。 ’Whydon’tyecomeandliveherewithme,andthenyouwouldbeabletoseetoitatalltimes?’saidthemillerasshebustledaboutagain。Towhichsheansweredthatshewasconsideringthematter,andmightingoodtime。HehadpreviouslyinformedherthathisplanwastoputBobandhiswifeinthepartofthehousethatshe,Mrs。Garland,occupied,assoonasshechosetoenterhis,whichrelievedherofanyfearofbeingincommodedbyMatilda。 Thecookingfortheweddingfestivitieswasonaproportionatescaleofthoroughness。Theykilledthefoursupernumerarychickensthathadjustbeguntocrow,andthelittlecurly-tailedbarrowpig,inpreferencetothesow;nothavingbeenputupfatteningformorethanfiveweeksitwasexcellentsmallmeat,andthereforemoredelicateandlikelytosuitatown-bredlady’stastethanthelargeone,which,havingreachedtheweightoffourteenscore,mighthavebeenalittlegrosstoaculturedpalate。Therewerealsoprovidedacoldchine,stuffedveal,andtwopigeonpies。Alsothirtyringsofblack-pot,adozenofwhite-pot,andtenknotsoftenderandwell-washedchitterlings,cookedplainincasesheshouldlikeachange。