第16章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5325更新时间:18/12/26 16:58:32
’Iwill,’saidLovedayreluctantly;andhewent。 Annestoodstill。Shecouldnowescapehergallantfriend,for,althoughthedistancewaslong,itwasnotimpossibletowalkhome。 Ontheotherhand,Lovedaywasagoodandsincerefellow,forwhomshehadalmostabrotherlyfeeling,andsheshrankfromsuchatrick。Whileshestoodandmused,scarcelyheedingthemusic,themarchingofthesoldiers,theKing,thedukes,thebrilliantstaff,theattendants,andthehappygroupsofpeople,hereyesfellupontheground。 Beforehershesawaflowerlying——acrimsonsweet-william——freshanduninjured。Aninstinctivewishtosaveitfromdestructionbythepassengers’feetledhertopickitup;andthen,movedbyasuddenself-consciousness,shelookedaround。Shewasstandingbeforeaninn,andfromanupperwindowFestusDerrimanwasleaningwithtwoorthreekindredspiritsofhiscutandkind。Henoddedeagerly,andsignifiedtoherthathehadthrowntheflower。 Whatshouldshedo?Tothrowitawaywouldseemstupid,andtokeepitwasawkward。Shehelditbetweenherfingerandthumb,twirleditroundonitsaxisandtwirleditbackagain,regardingandyetnotexaminingit。Justthenshesawthetrumpet-majorcomingback。 ’Ican’tfindDavidanywhere,’hesaid;andhisheartwasnotsorryashesaidit。 Annewasstillholdingoutthesweet-williamasifabouttodropit,and,scarcelyknowingwhatshedidunderthedistressingsensethatshewaswatched,sheofferedtheflowertoLoveday。 Hisfacebrightenedwithpleasureashetookit。’Thankyou,indeed,’hesaid。 ThenAnnesawwhatamisleadingblundershehadcommittedtowardsLovedayinplayingtotheyeoman。Perhapsshehadsowntheseedsofaquarrel。 ’Itwasnotmysweet-william,’shesaidhastily;’itwaslyingontheground。Idon’tmeananythingbygivingittoyou。’ ’ButI’llkeepitallthesame,’saidtheinnocentsoldier,asifheknewagooddealaboutwomankind;andheputtheflowercarefullyinsidehisjacket,betweenhiswhitewaistcoatandhisheart。 Festus,seeingthis,enlargedhimselfwrathfully,gothotintheface,rosetohisfeet,andglareddownuponthemlikeaturnip-lantern。 ’Letusgoaway,’saidAnnetimorously。 ’I’llseeyousafetoyourowndoor,dependuponme,’saidLoveday。 ’But——Ihadnearforgot——there’sfather’sletter,thathe’ssoanxiouslywaitingfor!Willyoucomewithmetothepost-office? ThenI’lltakeyoustraighthome。’ Anne,expectingFestustopouncedowneveryminute,wasgladtobeoffanywhere;sosheacceptedthesuggestion,andtheywentalongtheparadetogether。 LovedaysetthisdownasaproofofAnne’srelenting。Thusinjoyfulspiritsheenteredtheoffice,paidthepostage,andreceivedtheletter。 ’ItisfromBob,afterall!’hesaid。’Fathertoldmetoreaditatonce,incaseofbadnews。Askyourpardonforkeepingyouamoment。’Hebrokethesealandread,Annestandingsilentlyby。 ’HeiscominghomeTOBEMARRIED,’saidthetrumpet-major,withoutlookingup。 Annedidnotanswer。Thebloodsweptimpetuouslyupherfaceathiswords,andassuddenlywentawayagain,leavingherratherpalerthanbefore。Shedisguisedheragitationandthenovercameit,Lovedayobservingnothingofthisemotionalperformance。 ’AsfarasIcanunderstandhewillbehereSaturday,’hesaid。 ’Indeed!’saidAnnequitecalmly。’Andwhoishegoingtomarry?’ ’ThatIdon’tknow,’saidJohn,turningtheletterabout。’Thewomanisastranger。’ Atthismomentthemillerenteredtheofficehastily。 ’Come,John,’hecried,’IhavebeenwaitingandwaitingforthattherelettertillIwasnighcrazy!’ Johnbrieflyexplainedthenews,andwhenhisfatherhadrecoveredfromhisastonishment,takenoffhishat,andwipedtheexactlinewherehisforeheadjoinedhishair,hewalkedwithAnneupthestreet,leavingJohntoreturnalone。ThemillerwassoabsorbedinhismentalperspectiveofBob’smarriage,thathesawnothingofthegaietiestheypassedthrough;andAnneseemedalsosomuchimpressedbythesameintelligence,thatshecrossedbeforetheinnoccupiedbyFestuswithoutshowingarecollectionofhispresencethere。 Whentheyreachedhomethesunwasgoingdown。IthadalreadybeennoisedabroadthatmillerLovedayhadreceivedaletter,and,hiscarthavingbeenheardcomingupthelane,thepopulationofOvercombedrewdowntowardsthemillassoonashehadgoneindoors—— asuddenflashofbrightnessfromthewindowshowingthathehadstrucksuchanearlylightasnothingbuttheimmediatedecipheringofliteraturecouldrequire。Lettersweremattersofpublicmoment,andeverybodyintheparishhadaninterestinthereadingofthoseraredocuments;sothatwhenthemillerhadplacedthecandle,slantedhimself,andcalledinMrs。Garlandtohaveheropiniononthemeaningofanyhieroglyphicsthathemightencounterinhiscourse,hefoundthathewastobeadditionallyassistedbytheopinionsoftheotherneighbours,whosepersonsappearedinthedoorway,partlycoveringeachotherlikeahandofcards,yeteachshowingalargeenoughpieceofhimselfforidentification。Topassthetimewhiletheywerearrangingthemselves,themilleradoptedhisusualwayoffillingupcasualintervals,thatofsnuffingthecandle。 ’Weheardyouhadgotaletter,MaisterLoveday,’theysaid。 ’Yes;“Southampton,thetwelfthofAugust,dearfather,“’saidLoveday;andtheywereassilentasrelationsatthereadingofawill。Anne,forwhomtheletterhadasingularfascination,cameinwithhermotherandsatdown。 Bobstatedinhisownwaythathaving,sincelanding,takenintoconsiderationhisfather’swishthatheshouldrenounceaseafaringlifeandbecomeapartnerinthemill,hehaddecidedtoagreetotheproposal;andwiththatobjectinviewhewouldreturntoOvercombeinthreedaysfromthetimeofwriting。 HethensaidincidentallythatsincehisvoyagehehadbeeninlodgingsatSouthampton,andduringthattimehadbecomeacquaintedwithalovelyandvirtuousyoungmaiden,inwhomhefoundtheexactqualitiesnecessarytohishappiness。Havingknownthisladyforthefullspaceofafortnighthehadhadampleopportunitiesofstudyinghercharacter,and,beingstruckwiththerecollectionthat,iftherewasonethingmorethananothernecessaryinamillwhichhadnomistress,itwassomebodywhocouldplaythatpartwithgraceanddignity,hehadaskedMissMatildaJohnsontobehiswife。 Inherkindnessshe,thoughsacrificingfarbetterprospects,hadagreed;andhecouldnotbutregarditasahappychancethatheshouldhavefoundatthenickoftimesuchawomantoadornhishome,whoseinnocencewasasstunningasherbeauty。Withoutmuchado,therefore,heandshehadarrangedtobemarriedatonce,andatOvercombe,thathisfathermightnotbedeprivedofthepleasuresoftheweddingfeast。Shehadkindlyconsentedtofollowhimbylandinthecourseofafewdays,andtoliveinthehouseastheirguestfortheweekorsoprevioustotheceremony。 ’’Tisapropergoodletter,’saidMrs。Comfortfromthebackground。 ’Ineverheerdtruelovebetterputoutofhandinmylife;andtheyseem’nationfondofoneanother。’ ’Hehaven’tknowedhersuchaverylongtime,’saidJobMitchelldubiously。 ’That’snothing,’saidEstherBeach。’Naterwillfindherway,veryrapidwhenthetime’scomefor’t。Well,’tisgoodnewsforye,miller。’ ’Yes,sure,Ihope’tis,’saidLoveday,without,however,showinganygreathurrytoburstintothefranticformoffatherlyjoywhichtheeventshouldnaturallyhaveproduced,seemingmoredisposedtoletoffhisfeelingsbyexaminingthoroughlyintothefibresoftheletter-paper。 ’Iwasfiveyearsa-courtingmywife,’hepresentlyremarked。’Butfolkswereslowerabouteverythinginthemdays。Well,sinceshe’scomingwemustmakeherwelcome。Didanyofyecatchbymyreadingwhichdayitishemeans?Whatwithmakingoutthepenmanship,mymindwasdrawnofffromthesensehereandthere。’ ’Hesaysinthreedays,’saidMrs。Garland。’Thedateoftheletterwillfixit。’ Onexaminationitwasfoundthatthedayappointedwastheonenearlyexpired;atwhichthemillerjumpedupandsaid,’Thenhe’llbeherebeforebedtime。Ididn’tgathertillnowthathewascomingaforeSaturday。Why,hemaydropinthisveryminute!’ Hehadscarcelyspokenwhenfootstepswereheardcomingalongthefront,andtheypresentlyhaltedatthedoor。Lovedaypushedthroughtheneighboursandrushedout;and,seeinginthepassageaformwhichobscuredthedeclininglight,themillerseizedholdofhim,saying,’OmydearBob;thenyouarecome!’ ’Scrounchitall,miller,don’tquitepullmypoorshoulderoutofjoint!Whateveristhematter?’saidthenew-comer,tryingtoreleasehimselffromLoveday’sgraspofaffection。ItwasUncleBenjy。 ’Thought’twasmyson!’falteredthemiller,sinkingbackuponthetoesoftheneighbourswhohadcloselyfollowedhimintotheentry。 ’Well,comein,Mr。Derriman,andmakeyerselfathome。Why,youhaven’tbeenhereforyears!Whateverhasmadeyoucomenow,sir,ofalltimesintheworld?’ ’Isheintherewithye?’whisperedthefarmerwithmisgiving。 ’Who?’ ’Mynephew,afterthatmaidthathe’ssomightysmitwith?’ ’Ono;henevercallshere。’ FarmerDerrimanbreathedabreathofrelief。’Well,I’vecalledtotellye,’hesaid,’thatthere’smorenewsoftheFrench。Weshallhave’emherethismonthassureasagun。Thegunboatsbeallready——neartwothousandof’em——andthewholearmyisatBoulogne。 And,miller,Iknowyetobeanhonestman。’ Lovedaydidnotsaynay。 ’NeighbourLoveday,Iknowyetobeanhonestman,’repeatedtheoldsquireen。’CanIspeaktoyealone?’ Asthehousewasfull,Lovedaytookhimintothegarden,allthewhileupontenter-hooks,notlestBuonaparteshouldappearintheirmidst,butlestBobshouldcomewhilsthewasnottheretoreceivehim。WhentheyhadgotintoacornerUncleBenjysaid,’Miller,whatwiththeFrench,andwhatwithmynephewFestus,Iassureyemylifeisnothingbutwherritfrommorningtonight。MillerLoveday,youareanhonestman。’ Lovedaynodded。 ’Well,I’vecometoaskafavour——toaskifyouwilltakechargeofmyfewpoortitle-deedsanddocumentsandsuchlike,whileIamawayfromhomenextweek,lestanythingshouldbefallme,andtheyshouldbestoleawaybyBoneyorFestus,andIshouldhavenothingleftinthewideworld?Icantrustneitherbanksnorlawyersintheseterribletimes;andIamcometoyou。’ LovedayaftersomehesitationagreedtotakecareofanythingthatDerrimanshouldbring,whereuponthefarmersaidhewouldcallwiththeparchmentsandpapersalludedtointhecourseofaweek。 Derrimanthenwentawaybythegardengate,mountedhispony,whichhadbeentetheredoutside,androdeontillhisformwaslostintheshades。 Themillerrejoinedhisfriends,andfoundthatinthemeantimeJohnhadarrived。JohninformedthecompanythatafterpartingfromhisfatherandAnnehehadrambledtotheharbour,anddiscoveredthePewitbythequay。Oninquiryhehadlearntthatshecameinateleveno’clock,andthatBobhadgoneashore。 ’We’llgoandmeethim,’saidthemiller。’’Tisstilllightoutofdoors。’ So,asthedewrosefromthemeadsandformedfleecesinthehollows,Lovedayandhisfriendsandneighboursstrolledout,andloiteredbythestileswhichhamperedthefootpathfromOvercombetothehighroadatintervalsofahundredyards。JohnLoveday,beingobligedtoreturntocamp,wasunabletoaccompanythem,butWidowGarlandthoughtpropertofallinwiththeprocession。Whenshehadputonherbonnetshecalledtoherdaughter。Annesaidfromupstairsthatshewascominginaminute;andhermotherwalkedonwithouther。 WhatwasAnnedoing?Havinghastilyunlockedareceptacleforemotionalobjectsofsmallsize,shetookthencethelittlefoldedpaperwithwhichwehavealreadybecomeacquainted,and,strikingalightfromherprivatetinder-box,sheheldthepaper,andcurlofhairitcontained,inthecandletilltheywereburnt。Thensheputonherhatandfollowedhermotherandtherestofthemacrossthemoistgreyfields,cheerfullysinginginanundertoneasshewent,toassureherselfofherindifferencetocircumstances。