第13章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5185更新时间:18/12/26 16:58:32
Toexplainthemiller’ssuddenproposalitisonlynecessarytogobacktothatmomentwhenAnne,Festus,andMrs。Garlandweretalkingtogetheronthedown。JohnLovedayhadfallenbehindsoasnottointerferewithameetinginwhichhewasdecidedlysuperfluous;andhisfather,whoguessedthetrumpet-major’ssecret,watchedhisfaceashestood。John’sfacewassad,andhiseyesfollowedMrs。 Garland’sencouragingmannertoFestusinawaywhichplainlysaidthateverypartingofherlipswastribulationtohim。Themillerlovedhissonasmuchasanymillerorprivategentlemancoulddo,andhewaspainedtoseeJohn’sgloomatsuchatrivialcircumstance。SowhatdidheresolvebuttohelpJohnthereandthenbyprecipitatingamatterwhich,hadhehimselfbeentheonlypersonconcerned,hewouldhavedelayedforanothersixmonths。 Hehadlonglikedthesocietyofhisimpulsive,tractableneighbour,Mrs。Garland;hadmentallytakenherupandponderedherinconnexionwiththequestionwhetheritwouldnotbeforthehappinessofbothifsheweretosharehishome,eventhoughshewasalittlehissuperiorinantecedentsandknowledge。Infacthelovedher;nottragically,buttoaverycreditableextentforhisyears;thatis,nexttohissons,BobandJohn,thoughheknewverywellofthatploughed-groundappearancenearthecornersofheroncehandsomeeyes,andthatthelittledepressioninherrightcheekwasnotthelingeringdimpleitwaspoeticallyassumedtobe,butaresultoftheabstractionofsomeworn-outnethermillstoneswithinthecheekbyRootle,theBudmouthman,wholivedbysuchpracticesontheheadsoftheelderly。Butwhatofthat,whenhehadlosttwotoeachoneofhers,andexceededherinagebysomeeightyears! TodoJohnaservice,then,hequickenedhisdesigns,andputthequestiontoherwhiletheywerestandingundertheeyesoftheyoungerpair。 Mrs。Garland,thoughshehadbeeninterestedinthemillerforalongtime,andhadforamomentnowandthenthoughtonthisquestionasfaras,’Supposeheshould,’Ifhewereto,’andsoon,hadneverthoughtmuchfurther;andshewasreallytakenbysurprisewhenthequestioncame。Sheansweredwithoutaffectationthatshewouldthinkovertheproposal;andthustheyparted。 Hermother’sinfirmityofpurposesetAnnethinking,andshewassuddenlyfilledwithaconvictionthatinsuchacasesheoughttohavesomepurposeherself。Mrs。Garland’scomplacencyatthemiller’sofferhad,intruth,amazedher。Whilehermotherhadheldupherhead,andrecommendedFestus,ithadseemedaveryprettythingtorebel;butthepressurebeingremovedanawfulsenseofherownresponsibilitytookpossessionofhermind。Astherewasnolongeranybodytobewiseorambitiousforher,surelysheshouldbewiseandambitiousforherself,discountenancehermother’sattachment,andencourageFestusinhisaddresses,forherownandhermother’sgood。TherehadbeenatimewhenaLovedaythrilledherownheart;butthatwaslongago,beforeshehadthoughtofpositionordifferences。Towakeintocolddaylightlikethis,whenandbecausehermotherhadgoneintothelandofromance,wasdreadfulandnewtoher,andlikeanincreaseofyearswithoutlivingthem。 Butitwaseasiertothinkthatsheoughttomarrytheyeomanthantotakestepsfordoingit;andshewentonlivingjustasbefore,onlywithalittlemorethoughtfulnessinhereyes。 Twodaysafterthevisittothecamp,whenshewasagaininthegarden,SoldierLovedaysaidtoher,atadistanceoffiverowsofbeansandaparsley-bed—— ’Youhaveheardthenews,MissGarland?’ ’No,’saidAnne,withoutlookingupfromabookshewasreading。 ’TheKingiscomingto-morrow。’ ’TheKing?’Shelookedupthen。 ’Yes;toGloucesterLodge;andhewillpassthisway。Hecan’tarrivetilllongpastthemiddleofthenight,ifwhattheysayistrue,thatheistimedtochangehorsesatWoodyatesInn——betweenMidandSouthWessex——attwelveo’clock,’continuedLoveday,encouragedbyherinteresttocutofftheparsley-bedfromthedistancebetweenthem。 MillerLovedaycameroundthecornerofthehouse。 ’HaveyeheardabouttheKingcoming,MissMaidyAnne?’hesaid。 Annesaidthatshehadjustheardofit;andthetrumpet-major,whohardlywelcomedhisfatheratsuchamoment,explainedwhatheknewofthematter。 ’Andyouwillgowithyourregimenttomeet’en,Isuppose?’saidoldLoveday。 YoungLovedaysaidthatthemenoftheGermanLegionweretoperformthatduty。Andturninghalffromhisfather,andhalftowardsAnne,headded,inatentativetone,thathethoughthemightgetleaveforthenight,ifanybodywouldliketobetakentothetopoftheRidgewayoverwhichtheroyalpartymustpass。 Anne,knowingbythistimeofthebuddinghopeinthegallantdragoon’smind,andnotwishingtoencourageit,said,’Idon’twanttogo。’ ThemillerlookeddisappointedaswellasJohn。 ’Yourmothermightliketo?’ ’Yes,Iamgoingindoors,andI’llaskherifyouwishmeto,’saidshe。 Shewentindoorsandrathercoldlytoldhermotheroftheproposal。 Mrs。Garland,thoughshehaddeterminednottoanswerthemiller’squestiononmatrimonyjustyet,wasquitereadyforthisjaunt,andinspiteofAnneshesailedoffatoncetothegardentohearmoreaboutit。Whenshere-entered,shesaid—— ’Anne,IhavenotseentheKingortheKing’shorsesforthesemanyyears;andIamgoing。’ ’Ah,itiswelltobeyou,mother,’saidAnne,inanelderlytone。 ’Thenyouwon’tcomewithus?’saidMrs。Garland,ratherrebuffed。 ’Ihaveverydifferentthingstothinkof,’saidherdaughterwithvirtuousemphasis,’thangoingtoseesightsatthattimeofnight。’ Mrs。Garlandwassorry,butresolvedtoadheretothearrangement。 Thenightcameon;andithavinggoneabroadthattheKingwouldpassbytheroad,manyofthevillagerswentouttoseetheprocession。WhenthetwoLovedaysandMrs。Garlandweregone,Anneboltedthedoorforsecurity,andsatdowntothinkagainonhergraveresponsibilitiesinthechoiceofahusband,nowthathernaturalguardiancouldnolongerbetrusted。 Aknockcametothedoor。 Anne’sinstinctwasatoncetobesilent,thatthecomermightthinkthefamilyhadretired。 Theknockingperson,however,wasnottobeeasilypersuaded。Hehadinfactseenraysoflightoverthetopoftheshutter,and,unabletogetananswer,wentontothedoorofthemill,whichwasstillgoing,themillersometimesgrindingallnightwhenbusy。ThegrinderaccompaniedthestrangertoMrs。Garland’sdoor。 ’Thedaughteriscertainlyathome,sir,’saidthegrinder。’I’llgoroundtot’otherside,andseeifshe’sthere,MasterDerriman。’ ’IwanttotakeherouttoseetheKing,’saidFestus。 Annehadstartedatthesoundofthevoice。Noopportunitycouldhavebeenbetterforcarryingouthernewconvictionsonthedisposalofherhand。ButinhermortaldislikeofFestus,Anneforgotherprinciples,andherideaofkeepingherselfabovetheLovedays。Tossingonherhatandblowingoutthecandle,sheslippedoutatthebackdoor,andhastilyfollowedinthedirectionthathermotherandtheresthadtaken。Sheovertookthemastheywerebeginningtoclimbthehill。 ’What!youhavealteredyourmindafterall?’saidthewidow。’Howcameyoutodothat,mydear?’ ’IthoughtImightaswellcome,’saidAnne。 ’Tobesureyoudid,’saidthemillerheartily。’Agooddealbetterthanbidingathomethere。’ Johnsaidnothing,thoughshecouldalmostseethroughthegloomhowgladhewasthatshehadalteredhermind。Whentheyreachedtheridgeoverwhichthehighwaystretchedtheyfoundmanyoftheirneighbourswhohadgottherebeforethemidlingonthegrassborderbetweentheroadwayandthehedge,enjoyingasortofmidnightpicnic,whichitwaseasytodo,theairbeingstillanddry。Somecarriageswerealsostandingnear,thoughmostpeopleofthedistrictwhopossessedfourwheels,oreventwo,haddrivenintothetowntoawaittheKingthere。Fromthisheightcouldbeseeninthedistancethepositionofthewatering-place,anadditionalnumberoflanterns,lamps,andcandleshavingbeenlightedto-nightbytheloyalburgherstogracetheroyalentry,ifitshouldoccurbeforedawn。 Mrs。GarlandtouchedAnne’selbowseveraltimesastheywalked,andtheyoungwomanatlastunderstoodthatthiswasmeantasahinttohertotakethetrumpet-major’sarm,whichitsownerwasrathersuggestingthanofferingtoher。Annewonderedwhatinfatuationwaspossessinghermother,declinedtotakethearm,andcontrivedtogetinfrontwiththemiller,whomostlykeptinthevantoguidetheothers’footsteps。Thetrumpet-majorwasleftwithMrs。 Garland,andAnne’sencouragingpursuitoftheminducedhimtosayafewwordstotheformer。 ’Byyourleave,ma’am,I’llspeaktoyouonsomethingthatconcernsmymindverymuchindeed?’ ’Certainly。’ ’Itismywishtobeallowedtopaymyaddressestoyourdaughter。’ ’Ithoughtyoumeantthat,’saidMrs。Garlandsimply。 ’Andyou’llnotobject?’ ’Ishallleaveittoher。Idon’tthinkshewillagree,evenifI do。’ Thesoldiersighed,andseemedhelpless。’Well,Icanbutaskher,’ hesaid。 ThespotonwhichtheyhadfinallychosentowaitfortheKingwasbyafieldgate,whencethewhiteroadcouldbeseenforalongdistancenorthwardsbyday,andsomelittledistancenow。Theylingeredandlingered,butnoKingcametobreakthesilenceofthatbeautifulsummernight。Ashalf-hourafterhalf-hourglidedby,andnobodycame,Annebegantogetweary;sheknewwhyhermotherdidnotproposetogoback,andregrettedthereason。Shewouldhaveproposeditherself,butthatMrs。Garlandseemedsocheerful,andaswideawakeasatnoonday,sothatitwasalmostacrueltytodisturbher。 Thetrumpet-majoratlastmadeuphismind,andtriedtodrawAnneintoaprivateconversation。Thefeelingwhichaweekagohadbeenavagueandpiquantaspiration,wasto-dayaltogethertoolivelyforthereasoningofthiswarm-heartedsoldiertoregulate。Soheperseveredinhisintentiontocatchheralone,andatlast,inspiteofhermanoeuvrestothecontrary,hesucceeded。ThemillerandMrs。Garlandhadwalkedaboutfiftyyardsfurtheron,andAnneandhimselfwereleftstandingbythegate。 Butthegallantmusician’ssoulwassomuchdisturbedbytendervibrationsandbythesenseofhispresumptionthathecouldnotbegin;anditmaybequestionedifhewouldeverhavebroachedthesubjectatall,hadnotadistantchurchclockopportunelyassistedhimbystrikingthehourofthree。Thetrumpet-majorheavedabreathofrelief。 ’ThatclockstrikesinGsharp,’hesaid。 ’Indeed——Gsharp?’saidAnnecivilly。 ’Yes。’Tisafine-tonedbell。IusedtonoticethatnotewhenI wasaboy。’ ’Didyou——theverysame?’ ’Yes;andsincethenIhadawageraboutthatbellwiththebandmasteroftheNorthWessexMilitia。HesaidthenotewasG;I saiditwasn’t。WhenwefounditGsharpwedidn’tknowhowtosettleit。’ ’Itisnotadeepnoteforaclock。’ ’Ono!ThefinesttenorbellabouthereisthebellofPeter’s,Casterbridge——inEflat。Tum-m-m-m——that’sthenote——tum-m-m-m。’ Thetrumpet-majorsoundedfromfardownhisthroatwhatheconsideredtobeEflat,withaparentheticsenseofluxuryunquenchableevenbyhispresentdistraction。 ’Shallwegoontowheremymotheris?’saidAnne,lessimpressedbythebeautyofthenotethanthetrumpet-majorhimselfwas。 ’Inoneminute,’hesaidtremulously。’Talkingofmusic——Ifearyoudon’tthinktherankofatrumpet-majormuchtocomparewithyourown?’ ’Ido。Ithinkatrumpet-majoraveryrespectableman。’ ’Iamgladtohearyousaythat。ItisgivenoutbytheKing’scommandthattrumpet-majorsaretobeconsideredrespectable。’ ’Indeed!ThenIam,bychance,moreloyalthanIthoughtfor。’ ’Igetagooddealayearextratothetrumpeters,becauseofmyposition。’ ’That’sverynice。’ ’AndIamnotsupposedevertodrinkwiththetrumpeterswhoservebeneathme。’ ’Naturally。’