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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5663更新时间:18/12/26 16:58:32
Annewassoflurriedbythemilitaryincidentsattendingherreturnhomethatshewasalmostafraidtoventurealoneoutsidehermother’spremises。Moreover,thenumeroussoldiers,regularandotherwise,thathauntedOvercombeanditsneighbourhood,weregettingbetteracquaintedwiththevillagers,andtheresultwasthattheywerealwaysstandingatgardengates,walkingintheorchards,orsittinggossipingjustwithincottagedoors,withthebowlsoftheirtobacco-pipesthrustoutsideforpoliteness’sake,thattheymightnotdefiletheairofthehousehold。Beinggentlemenofagallantandmostaffectionatenature,theynaturallyturnedtheirheadsandsmiledifaprettygirlpassedby,whichwasratherdisconcertingtothelatterifshewereunusedtosociety。 Everybelleinthevillagesoonhadalover,andwhenthebelleswereallallottedthosewhoscarcelydeservedthattitlehadtheirturn,manyofthesoldiersbeingnotatallparticularabouthalf-an-inchofnosemoreorless,atriflingdeficiencyofteeth,oralargercropoffrecklesthaniscustomaryintheSaxonrace。 Thus,withoneandanother,courtshipbegantobepractisedinOvercombeonratheralargescale,andthedispossessedyoungmenwhohadbeenbornintheplacewerelefttotaketheirwalksalone,where,insteadofstudyingtheworksofnature,theymeditatedgrossoutragesonthebravemenwhohadbeensogoodastovisittheirvillage。 Annewatchedtheseromanticproceedingsfromherwindowwithmuchinterest,andwhenshesawhowtriumphantlyotherhandsomegirlsoftheneighbourhoodwalkedbyonthegorgeousarmsofLieutenantKnockheelmann,CornetFlitzenhart,andCaptainKlaspenkissen,ofthethrillingYorkHussars,whosworethemostpicturesqueforeignoaths,andhadawonderfulsortofestateorpropertycalledtheVaterlandintheircountryacrossthesea,shewasfilledwithasenseofherownloneliness。Itmadeherthinkofthingswhichshetriedtoforget,andtolookintoalittledraweratsomethingsoftandbrownthatlayinacurlthere,wrappedinpaper。Atlastshecouldbearitnolonger,andwentdownstairs。 ’Whereareyougoing?’saidMrs。Garland。 ’Toseethefolks,becauseIamsogloomy!’ ’Certainlynotatpresent,Anne。’ ’Whynot,mother?’saidAnne,blushingwithanindefinitesenseofbeingverywicked。 ’Becauseyoumustnot。Ihavebeengoingtotellyouseveraltimesnottogointothestreetatthistimeofday。Whynotwalkinthemorning?There’syoungMr。Derrimanwouldbegladto——’ ’Don’tmentionhim,mother,don’t!’ ’Wellthen,dear,walkinthegarden。’ SopoorAnne,whoreallyhadnottheslightestwishtothrowherheartawayuponasoldier,butmerelywantedtodisplaceoldthoughtsbynew,turnedintotheinnergardenfromdaytoday,andpassedagoodmanyhoursthere,thepleasantbirdssingingtoher,andthedelightfulbutterfliesalightingonherhat,andthehorridantsrunningupherstockings。 ThisgardenwasundividedfromLoveday’s,thetwohavingoriginallybeenthesinglegardenofthewholehouse。Itwasaquaintoldplace,enclosedbyathornhedgesoshapelyanddensefromincessantclippingthatthemill-boycouldwalkalongthetopwithoutsinkingin——afeatwhichheoftenperformedasameansoffillingouthisday’swork。Thesoilwithinwasofthatintensefatblacknesswhichisonlyseenafteracenturyofconstantcultivation。Thepathsweregrassedover,sothatpeoplecameandwentuponthemwithoutbeingheard。Thegrassharbouredslugs,andonthisaccountthemillerwasgoingtoreplaceitbygravelassoonashehadtime;butashehadsaidthisforthirtyyearswithoutdoingit,thegrassandtheslugsseemedlikelytoremain。 Themiller’smanattendedtoMrs。Garland’spieceofthegardenaswellastothelargerportion,digging,planting,andweedingindifferentlyinboth,themillerobservingwithreasonthatitwasnotworthwhileforahelplesswidowladytohireamanforherlittleplotwhenhisman,workingalongside,couldtenditwithoutmuchadditiontohislabour。Thetwohouseholdswereonthisaccountevenmorecloselyunitedinthegardenthanwithinthemill。 Outtheretheywerealmostonefamily,andtheytalkedfromplottoplotwithazestandanimationwhichMrs。Garlandcouldneverhaveanticipatedwhenshefirstremovedthitherafterherhusband’sdeath。 Thelowerhalfofthegarden,farthestfromtheroad,wasthemostsnugandshelteredpartofthissnugandshelteredenclosure,anditwaswellwateredasthelandofLot。Threesmallbrooks,aboutayardwide,ranwithatinklingsoundfromsidetosidebetweentheplots,crossingthepathunderwoodslabslaidasbridges,andpassingoutofthegardenthroughlittletunnelsinthehedge。Thebrooksweresofaroverhungattheirbrinksbygrassandgardenproducethat,haditnotbeenfortheirperpetualbabbling,fewwouldhavenoticedthattheywerethere。ThiswaswhereAnnelikedbesttolingerwhenherexcursionsbecamerestrictedtoherownpremises;andinaspotofthegardennotfarremovedthetrumpet-majorlovedtolingeralso。 Havingbyvirtueofhisofficenostabledutytoperform,hecamedownfromthecamptothemillalmosteveryday;andAnne,findingthatheadroitlywalkedandsatinhisfather’sportionofthegardenwhenevershedidsointheotherhalf,couldnothelpsmilingandspeakingtohim。Sohisepaulettesandbluejacket,andAnne’syellowgipsyhat,wereoftenseenindifferentpartsofthegardenatthesametime;butheneverintrudedintoherpartoftheenclosure,nordidsheintoLoveday’s。Shealwaysspoketohimwhenshesawhimthere,andherepliedindeep,firmaccentsacrossthegooseberrybushes,orthroughthetallrowsoffloweringpeas,asthecasemightbe。Hethusgaveheraccountsatfifteenpacesofhisexperiencesincamp,inquarters,inFlanders,andelsewhere;ofthedifferencebetweenlineandcolumn,offorcedmarches,billeting,andsuch-like,togetherwithhishopesofpromotion。 Annelistenedatfirstindifferently;butknowingnooneelsesogood-naturedandexperienced,shegrewinterestedinhimasinabrother。Bydegreeshisgoldlace,buckles,andspurslostalltheirstrangenessandwereasfamiliartoherasherownclothes。 AtlastMrs。Garlandnoticedthisgrowingfriendship,andbegantodespairofhermotherlyschemeofunitingAnnetothemoneyedFestus。Whyshecouldnottakepromptstepstocheckinterferencewithherplansarosepartlyfromhernature,whichwasthereverseofmanaging,andpartlyfromanewemotionalcircumstancewithwhichshefounditdifficulttoreckon。ThenearneighbourhoodthathadproducedthefriendshipofAnneforJohnLovedaywasslowlyeffectingawarmerlikingbetweenhermotherandhisfather。 ThusthemonthofJulypassed。Thetroophorsescamewiththeregularityofclockworktwiceadaydowntodrinkunderherwindow,and,astheweathergrewhotter,kickeduptheirheelsandshooktheirheadsfuriouslyunderthemaddeningstingofthedun-fly。Thegreenleavesinthegardenbecameofadarkerdye,thegooseberriesripened,andthethreebrookswerereducedtohalftheirwintervolume。 Atlengththeearnesttrumpet-majorobtainedMrs。Garland’sconsenttotakeherandherdaughtertothecamp,whichtheyhadnotyetviewedfromanycloserpointthantheirownwindows。Sooneafternoontheywent,themillerbeingoneoftheparty。Thevillagerswerebythistimedrivingaroaringtradewiththesoldiers,whopurchasedofthemeverydescriptionofgardenproduce,milk,butter,andeggsatliberalprices。Thefiguresoftheseruralsutlerscouldbeseencreepinguptheslopes,ladenlikebees,toaspotintherearofthecamp,wheretherewasakindofmarket-placeonthegreensward。 Mrs。Garland,Anne,andthemillerwereconductedfromoneplacetoanother,andontothequarterwherethesoldiers’wiveslivedwhohadnotbeenabletogetlodgingsinthecottagesnear。Themostshelteredplacehadbeenchosenforthem,andsnughutshadbeenbuiltfortheirusebytheirhusbands,ofclods,hurdles,alittlethatch,orwhatevertheycouldlayhandson。Thetrumpet-majorconductedhisfriendsthencetothelargebarnwhichhadbeenappropriatedasahospital,andtothecottagewithitswindowsbrickedup,thatwasusedasthemagazine;thentheyinspectedthelinesofshiningdarkhorses(eachrepresentingthethenhighfigureoftwo-and-twentyguineaspurchasemoney),standingpatientlyattheropeswhichstretchedfromonepicket-posttoanother,abankbeingthrownupinfrontofthemasaprotectionatnight。 TheypassedontothetentsoftheGermanLegion,awell-grownandratherdandysetofmen,withapoeticallookabouttheirfaceswhichrenderedtheminterestingtofeminineeyes。Hanoverians,Saxons,Prussians,Swedes,Hungarians,andotherforeignerswerenumberedintheirranks。Theywerecleaningarms,whichtheyleantcarefullyagainstarailwhentheworkwascomplete。 Ontheirreturntheypassedthemess-house,atemporarywoodenbuildingwithabrickchimney。AsAnneandhercompanionswentby,agroupofthreeorfourofthehussarswerestandingatthedoortalkingtoadashingyoungman,whowasexpatiatingonthequalitiesofahorsethatonewasinclinedtobuy。AnnerecognizedFestusDerrimanintheseller,andCripplestrawwastrottingtheanimalupanddown。Assoonasshecaughttheyeoman’seyehecameforward,makingsomefriendlyremarktothemiller,andthenturningtoMissGarland,whokepthereyessteadilyfixedonthedistantlandscapetillhegotsonearthatitwasimpossibletodosolonger。FestuslookedfromAnnetothetrumpet-major,andfromthetrumpet-majorbacktoAnne,withadarkexpressionofface,asifhesuspectedthattheremightbeatenderunderstandingbetweenthem。 ’Areyouoffendedwithme?’hesaidtoherinalowvoiceofrepressedresentment。 ’No,’saidAnne。 ’Whenareyoucomingtothehallagain?’ ’Never,perhaps。’ ’Nonsense,Anne,’saidMrs。Garland,whohadcomenear,andsmiledpleasantlyonFestus。’Youcangoatanytime,asusual。’ ’Lethercomewithmenow,Mrs。Garland;Ishouldbepleasedtowalkalongwithher。Mymancanleadhomethehorse。’ ’Thankyou,butIshallnotcome,’saidMissAnnecoldly。 Thewidowlookedunhappilyinherdaughter’sface,distressedbetweenherdesirethatAnneshouldencourageFestus,andherwishtoconsultAnne’sownfeelings。 ’Leaveheralone,leaveheralone,’saidFestus,hisgazeblackening。’NowIthinkofitIamgladshecan’tcomewithme,forIamengaged;’andhestalkedaway。 Annemovedonwithhermother,youngLovedaysilentlyfollowing,andtheybegantodescendthehill。 ’Well,where’sMr。Loveday?’askedMrs。Garland。 ’Father’sbehind,’saidJohn。 Mrs。Garlandlookedbehindhersolicitously;andthemiller,whohadbeenwaitingfortheevent,beckonedtoher。 ’I’llovertakeyouinaminute,’shesaidtotheyoungerpair,andwentback,hercolour,forsomeunaccountablereason,risingasshedidso。Themillerandshethencameonslowlytogether,conversinginverylowtones,andwhentheygottothebottomtheystoodstill。 LovedayandAnnewaitedforthem,sayingbutlittletoeachother,fortherencounterwithFestushaddampedthespiritsofboth。Atlastthewidow’sprivatetalkwithMillerLovedaycametoanend,andshehastenedonward,themillergoinginanotherdirectiontomeetamanonbusiness。Whenshereachedthetrumpet-majorandAnneshewaslookingverybrightandratherflurried,andseemedsorrywhenLovedaysaidthathemustleavethemandreturntothecamp。 Theypartedintheirusualfriendlymanner,andAnneandhermotherwerelefttowalkthefewremainingyardsalone。 ’There,I’vesettledit,’saidMrs。Garland。’Anne,whatareyouthinkingabout?Ihavesettledinmymindthatitisallright。’ ’What’sallright?’saidAnne。 ’ThatyoudonotcareforDerriman,andmeantoencourageJohnLoveday。What’salltheworldsolongasfolksarehappy!Child,don’ttakeanynoticeofwhatIhavesaidaboutFestus,anddon’tmeethimanymore。’ ’Whataweathercockyouare,mother!Whyshouldyousaythatjustnow?’ ’Itiseasytocallmeaweathercock,’saidthematron,puttingonthelookofagoodwoman;’butIhavereasoneditout,andatlast,thankGod,Ihavegotovermyambition。TheLovedaysareourtrueandonlyfriends,andMr。FestusDerriman,withallhismoney,isnothingtousatall。’ ’But,’saidAnne,’whathasmadeyouchangeallofasuddenfromwhatyouhavesaidbefore?’ ’Myfeelingsandmyreason,whichIamthankfulfor!’ Anneknewthathermother’ssentimentswerenaturallysoversatilethattheycouldnotbedependedonfortwodaystogether;butitdidnotoccurtoherforthemomentthatachangehadbeenhelpedoninthepresentcasebyaromantictalkbetweenMrs。Garlandandthemiller。ButMrs。Garlandcouldnotkeepthesecretlong。Shechattedgailyasshewalked,andbeforetheyhadenteredthehouseshesaid,’WhatdoyouthinkMrLovedayhasbeensayingtome,dearAnne?’ Annedidnotknowatall。 ’Why,hehasaskedmetomarryhim。’